#emotionally I mean
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Just a little experiment with the style... wanted to try how the way I color sketches would look on finished line art...
and then I finished it a little more haha!
I think it came out good
#my art#digital art#original character#oc#sona#The Caretaker#not gonna lie I haven't been feeling very good today#emotionally I mean#the lack of commissions is just reminding me that I don't really#have the means of getting money#and I pretty much finished college#they expect me to get a job or something soon#so#idk#I've been feeling very#... worthless I guess?#The weight of many things suddenly falling on top of me and leaving me without a way of getting out#anyways#funny thing! while I was drawing this I was thinking of this one thing that happened#in highschool#some kids where bothering the others as they were coming up the stairs#and I happened to be going their way because my class room was around that floor#and they tried bullying me as kids did to me in those years#I don't know or remember the look I gave them#but I just stared at them and they just backed off and apologized#man I wish I still had ''the stare''
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I don't care !! I don't care!!! I love rinupi‼️
#rindou haitani#inui seishu#tokyo revengers#rinupi#rindou x inui#rinupi ramblings#i love them#my oxygen#you raise me uppppppp#emotionally i mean
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Kagurabachi by Takeru Hokazono
Chapter 59 - blackout
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I really feel soooo bad
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Still Breathing: Ch. 22
Title: Still Breathing Chapter: 22/?? "Moonshine" Relationships: Beth Greene/Daryl Dixon Summary: Daryl provides Beth with a series of surprises to give her a break and show her how much he cares.
“I’ve never… cared for someone the way I care for you.”
Neither of them took a sip at that, and a more delicate blush stained Beth’s cheeks as she murmured, “Well that’s a far sweeter tack you’re taking. Hmm, let’s see…” Her eyes went distant for a moment, fingers drumming against the side of her mug before her attention returned to him. “I’ve never regretted falling for you.”
Again, neither of them sipped their drinks. The mood had warmed in a different way than a few moments ago. He felt like the light was changing, a golden glow sifting through the trees to illuminate Beth sitting across from him. He studied her, drinking in the sight of her in the afternoon sun, so angelic and beautiful. He had never met anyone like her, and he knew he never would. She was unique. She was… everything.
[READ THE FULL CHAPTER HERE AT AO3 & at FF.net]
#bethyl#bethylff#bethyl fic#bethylfic#bethyl fanfic#twd#the walking dead#this chapter killed me like 4 times lmao#emotionally i mean
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Chapters: 3/? Fandom: Homestuck Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Characters: Dave's Bro | Beta Dirk Strider, Dave Strider, Lil Cal (Homestuck), Dirk's Bro | Alpha Dave Strider Additional Tags: Time Loop, Alternate Universe - No Sburb Session, Character Study, Suicidal Thoughts, Multiplicity/Plurality, Angst, Unreliable Narrator, Child Abuse, Violent Thoughts, Intrusive Thoughts, Alternate Universe - Urban Fantasy, Canon-Typical Violence, Egregious Amounts of Limp Bizkit, Bad Handling of Mental Health Crisis, Psychosis, Trans Dave's Bro | Beta Dirk Strider Summary:
The warm June day keeps happening.
Most, if not everyone involved, would prefer this not to be the case.
#hs fanfic#homestuck#dave strider#bro strider#hom3stuck#this one is ROUGH#emotionally i mean#just not a good time for anyone
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Crying myself to sleep... Ahhh how I missed this feeling, it's been a good while my old friend
#the feeling of a migraine building up that#surely will hang around for at least 2 days#the feeling of pain all over because of how tense I am for so long#the nausea#the feeling of dizziness#and above it all#the feeling of complete and utter failure for being in this place again with nothing in my hands once again#idk if it's depression#if it's ADHD#if it's PTSD or whatever else but#I'm so exhausted#emotionally I mean#and physically too but that I'm used to#guess I should be used to emotional exhaustion too but for some reason I can't get#used to it
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was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.
to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:
kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru#kabru already added laios as a discord friend. everyone else in the server can see laios excitedly asking kabru to go with him#what would You even Do in this situation. how would YOU feel?#basically: kabru isnt a laios-hater! hes just in shock bc Thats His Trauma. the key part is kabru still says yes#bc he wants to get to know laios. to understand why laios would be so fascinated by something horrific to him#and ALSO bc even while in shock kabru can still tell laios has unique expertise + knowledge that Could be used for Good#even if kabru doesnt fully trust laios yet (bc kabru just started talking to the guy 2 hours ago. they barely know each other)#kabru also understands that getting to know ppl (esp laios) means having to get to know their passions. even if it triggers his trauma here#but thats too much to fit in this metaphor/analogy. this is NOT an AU! its not supposed to cover everything abt kabru or laios' character!#its a self-contained metaphor written Specifically to be more easily relatable+thus easy to understand for general ppl online#(ie. assumed discord users. hence why i said (a non-specific) 'discord server' and not something specific like 'car repair subreddit')#its for ppl who mightve not fully grasped kabru's character+intentions and think hes being mean/'chaotic'/murderous.#to place ppl in kabru's shoes in an emotionally similar situation thats more possible/grounded in irl experiences and contexts.#and also for the movie punchline#mynn.txt#dm text#crossposting my tweets onto here since my friends suggested so
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the question, you see, is not ‘is it too ooc for this character to cry’ but rather ‘what circumstances would push this character to cry’
this is the whump wisdom, go forth and make that character cry
#gav gab#‘it’s sooooooo ooc to make that character cry’ no you see I think it is ooc#to put this character through absolute unimaginable hell physically and emotionally#and NOT let them cry about it#sometimes canon framing and media format and genre#limit the ability to let a character emotionally Feel all the insanely traumatic shit that’s happened to them#that doesn’t mean that in a different medium or genre exploring these things#it would be ooc for them to do so#send tweet. let those characters feel and emote. it’s not ooc or cringe and anyone who tells you it is is a reductive dick
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[Achromatic Loop] relationship status
For the new followers: The older gentleman is Grey, and the one clinging onto him is Stanley. He's a supervisor to Stanley in a game-like world where human lives are treated as entertainment, and they used to hate each others guts. Then the old man yaoi happened!!!!
There's more of them on my account, just search. They used to be a TSP AU before turning into OCs.
#al#achromatic loop#al grey#al stanley#oc#ocs#oc art#original character#original characters#original character art#my drawing museum#enemies to hateful-associates to oh-god-what-the-fuck to “is this really okay” to conflicted-friends to soothing-companionship to-#-to I-want-to-live-the-rest-of-my-life-with-you to content happiness#what do you mean i never said lovers#these boys are too hardheaded and emotionally strained for allat touchy feely stuff#they'll live the rest of their lives holding hands and hugging and kissing and yadda yadda yadda but “i love you”??? eugh#keep that to yourself stinky
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Okay, enough is enough! Do you know how often I see Liu Qingge slander? People are always saying 'oh haha LQG never fills out reports because he can't read' or 'LGQ's handwriting is so bad it takes hours for SQH to decipher it!' and I am sick of it!
The Liu's are canonically a noble family which means that LQG is, at the very least, the first son of a Liu branch family. I'm not going to pretend that LQG cared about being a proper young master even as a child, but his parents definitely did! Baby!LQG was absolutely stuck inside and told he had to finish his calligraphy practice before he could go fight his cousins.
Liu Qingge may have known he was destined to join the Heaven Through Violence Peak™ since he was four years old, but by god (or rather by his parents sheer force of will) was he going to join with excellent calligraphy. His passions may be swords and violence, but stop pretending that has anything to do with his intelligence and/or literacy!
Liu Qingge can read and his handwriting is beautiful, okay?
(He still never fills out reports though)
#my ramblings#this is mostly a joke but honestly! just bc he has sword autism doesn't mean thats all he knows!#lqg is smart! and literate! i will fight anyone who says otherwise! /j#he definitely doesn't fill out reports tho#i do hc thats bc nobody actually told him that was part of his job lol#like they all assumed he wouldn't do it so they never told him and all of sqh passive aggressive needling goes right over his head#OR he assumes sqh is trying to shove HIS work onto lqg so he ignores him#idk im just very fond of my blunt emotionally stunted war god#liu qingge#svsss
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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases
#personal#rottmnt#although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie#donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually#he's a little crybaby /aff#and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually#he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO#i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is#BGHFHDHGJFHG#i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings#they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic#he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much#so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely#honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least#even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted#he struggles to blow things off#and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show#he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off#he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell#it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more#mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally#BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON#that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that#and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is#theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!
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The post-Formula 1 glow up really needs to be talked about more because Logan Sargeant and Daniel Ricciardo have literally been glowing ever since they left the grid.


#i’m so happy they’re both clearly in better places emotionally#i mean just look at those smiles#i want to melt into a puddle#logan sargeant#ls2#daniel ricciardo#dr3#f1#formula 1#formula one
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finally a manga I can relate to
#love bullet#and by that I mean I actually do relate to it really hard love bullet emotionally shattered me#as someone who has a hard time with romance and wants more than anything to actually be in love#This shit Hit Hard#big numbers
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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2
#in anticipation of the incoming remake#i tried my best to imitate the SH font but#silent hill#silent hill 2#angela#angela orosco#theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game#for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001#and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela#not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this#actively rebuffing james for trying to offer hope and dressing him down for it too#“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well#maybe even old videogame tropes too#“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this#and in doing so showing it so much respect#there is no quick easy solution to this and you won't get one#then angela just leaves#and you never see her again#i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said#this isn't your problem to fix#this is where your part in this story ends#there's some strength in that
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