#Cosmic Events April 2025

[ms-m-astrologer]

Cosmic Events: April 2025

Executive Summary: we exit the Shadow of the Eclipse, and Mercury and Venus station direct - but Saturn enters its pre-retrograde shadow, and Mars opposes Pluto for the 3rd and final time. We really aren’t out of the woods until the end of the month.

Lunar Phases

Tuesday, April 1, 15:47 UTC - Crescent Moon, 27°09’ Taurus

Saturday, April 5, 02:15 UTC - First Quarter Moon, 15°33’ Cancer

Tuesday, April 8, 22:06 UTC - Gibbous Moon, 4°19’ Virgo

Sunday, April 13, 00:22 UTC - Full Moon, 23°20’ Libra

A testy one. If we’ve been swallowing our anger, going along to get along, or favoring pretty superficiality over gritty reality - we’ll be shown how destructive that behavior is.

Thursday, April 17, 03:24 UTC - Disseminating Moon, 12°22’ Sagittarius

Monday, April 21, 01:36 UTC - Last Quarter Moon, 1°12’ Aquarius

This one is intense. I’ll be writing about it in detail as the time approaches.

Thursday, April 24, 14:24 UTC - Balsamic Moon, 19°39’ Pisces

Sunday, April 27, 19:31 UTC - New Moon, 7°47’ Taurus

We’re coming off that intense Last Quarter Moon, which is most likely still reverberating. Baby steps are advisable for whatever intention we set at this time - we can stick it out for the longer term, but that isn’t guaranteed. Keep it simple.

Void of Course Moon

Tuesday, April 1, 17:43 UTC (Taurus) - 20:26 UTC (Gemini)

Thursday, April 3, 18:26 UTC (Gemini) - 22:50 UTC (Cancer)

Saturday, April 5, 22:55 UTC (Cancer) - Sunday, April 6, 04:34 UTC (Leo)

Tuesday, April 8, 04:08 UTC (Leo) - 13:40 UTC (Virgo)

Thursday, April 10, 19:49 UTC (Virgo) - Friday, April 11, 01:12 UTC (Libra)

Sunday, April 13, 10:01 UTC (Libra) - 13:54 UTC (Scorpio)

Wednesday, April 16, 02:24 UTC (Scorpio) - 02:37 UTC (Sagittarius)

At an entire 13 minutes in length, this is the shortest April void Moon.

Friday, April 18, 11:38 UTC (Sagittarius) - 14:12 UTC (Capricorn)

Sunday, April 20, 17:21 UTC (Capricorn) - 23:22 UTC (Aquarius)

Tuesday, April 22, 21:55 UTC (Aquarius) - Wednesday, April 23, 05:07 UTC (Pisces)

Friday, April 25, 02:57 UTC (Pisces) - 07:24 UTC (Aries)

Saturday, April 26, 16:18 UTC (Aries) - Sunday, April 27, 07:17 UTC (Taurus)

At 14 hours 59 minutes, this is the longest April void Moon.

Tuesday, April 29, 05:18 UTC (Taurus) - 06:34 UTC (Gemini)

Retrograde/Direct/Etc.

Transiting Mercury starts the month retrograde. It stations direct on Monday, April 7, entering its post-retrograde shadow; exits its Storm on Tuesday, April 14; has its greatest western elongation on Monday, April 21; and exits its post-retrograde shadow on Saturday, April 26.

Transiting Venus starts the month retrograde, and stations direct on Sunday, April 13, entering its post-retrograde shadow.

Transiting Mars is in its post-retrograde shadow all month.

Transiting Pallas is in its pre-retrograde shadow all month.

Transiting Juno is retrograde all month.

Transiting Vesta is retrograde all month.

Transiting Jupiter is in its post-retrograde shadow until Wednesday, April 30. It’s then in “trigger” mode, rather than “instigator” mode.

Transiting Saturn enters its pre-retrograde shadow on Sunday, April 6.

Ingresses

Tuesday, April 15 - transiting Juno retrogrades back into Scorpio

Wednesday, April 16 - transiting Mercury re-enters Aries

Friday, April 18 - transiting Mars re-enters Leo

Saturday, April 19 - transiting Sun enters Taurus

Wednesday, April 30 - transiting Venus enters Aries

Pretty stagnant until mid-month. Patience!

Opportunity Periods

Tuesday, April 1, 11:56 UTC - 20:26 UTC. “Very creative time, but Mercury is still retrograde, so be productive reviewing or editing your ongoing projects.”

Saturday, April 5, 19:49 UTC - Sunday, April 6, 04:34 UTC. “Good for just about anything, from business to deep romance, although the warning from last Tuesday (Merc Rx) still applies.”

Tuesday, April 15, 19:00 UTC - Wednesday, April 16, 02:37 UTC. “Good OP to take charge and find a solution for difficult tasks as Mercury picks up speed.”

Friday, April 18, 07:21 UTC - 11:38 UTC. “Good to develop enthusiastic work and do the right thing.”

Sunday, April 20, 15:23 UTC - 17:21 UTC. “Take advantage of this waning Moon OP, good for pushing forward projects already begun.”

Friday, April 25, 02:54 UTC - 07:24 UTC. “This Last Quarter Moon OP is good for getting in touch with others and perhaps even romance.”

Friday, April 25, 13:34 UTC - Saturday, April 26, 16:18 UTC. “Productive time during the Balsamic Moon, perfect for wrapping up ongoing projects and achieving goals.”

Tuesday, April 29, 02:51 UTC - 06:34 UTC. “Good opportunity to start something new, with the Moon just out from under-the-beams. Arts, social events, and romance are especially favorable.”

Et Cetera

We exit the shadow of the eclipse on Tuesday, April 1. The next one stretches from August 28 - September 24, 2025.

There are some “interesting” aspect patterns this month:

Friday, April 4: Saturn/Pisces sextile Uranus/Taurus sextile Mars/Cancer, all at 24°+ of their signs. Can be immensely productive - if it dings something in your chart, I’m jealous!

Then, over April 7-8, Venus Rx/Pisces will conjunct Saturn and sextile Uranus, at 25+°. This puts a more Venusian spin on the Saturn-Uranus sextile, so look for opportunities with art, beauty, love, &/or money.

Friday, April 18 - Sunday, April 27. Mars moves into Leo on the 18th, is squared by the Sun/Taurus on the 20th (1°12’), and opposes Pluto/Aquarius on the 26th (3°48’). I should also point out that the Sun-Mars square matures two minutes before the Last Quarter lunar phase, so we can add an alienated, prickly Aquarius Moon to that particular brew.

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Astrological Marriage Timing: A Guide for the Romantically Hopeful and Chronically Curious

Disclaimer (Because Someone’s Gonna Ask): These are my personal observations and experiences over the years. Also this gonna be a long post too.

Just because Saturn or Jupiter is waltzing through your 7th house or throwing side-eye aspects at it doesn’t guarantee a wedding. Astrology isn’t Amazon Prime, timing may vary. 😌

This method only highlights possibilities not promises. It won’t tell you for sure that marriage will happen, just when it might. First, we have to look at your natal chart (yes, the whole thing, not just your big three, bestie). If your chart isn’t exactly screaming “wedding bells” say Saturn or the Sun chilling in the 7th house, or a retrograde Jupiter/Saturn/Venus/Mars, that can indicate delays. The stars can suggest, but they don’t force your situationship into a proposal. 💍✨

So how do astrologers predict potential marriage timing? We look at planetary transits especially when they align with or aspect your 1st and 7th houses or 1st lord/7th lord. These connections (like conjunctions and trines) are key indicators.

In Vedic astrology, we specifically track:

Saturn: Aspects the 3rd, 7th, and 10th houses from its natal or transit from its position.

Jupiter: Aspects the 5th, 7th, and 9th houses from natal/transit from its position.

Venus: Aspects the 7th house from natal/transit from its position.

Mars: Aspects the 4th, 7th, and 8th houses from natal/transit from its position.

Sounds promising, right? But here's the catch: just because the transits are lining up doesn’t mean marriage is guaranteed. Why? Because your natal chart has to support it too. If there are malefic planets or tough aspects affecting the 1st or 7th house, or their lords, the cosmic “Yes!” might turn into a “Not yet.”

Also, real talk, these transits happen often. Jupiter and Saturn align roughly every 1.5 - 2 years. If that alone determined marriage, we’d all be walking down the aisle biannually like it's a seasonal sale.

These same transits can also apply to childbirth predictions especially in women’s charts where we focus on the 5th, 7th, 9th, and 11th houses (but more on that in my next post 👀).

Oh, and let’s not forget the double transit method, when both Jupiter and Saturn are influencing the 7th house or its lord (or the 1st house/lord). This is a major green flag for possible marriage timing.

And yes, we also consider Mars transits for women and Venus for men (to predict which month) along with the Moon, to help narrow down the actual days things might go down (like, literally down the aisle or a possible date to get married).

Now, when I talk about predicting marriage timing, I’m strictly using the Vedic/Sidereal chart , that’s my lane for predicting marriage timings or significant event/person. Currently, Saturn is transiting Pisces (starting March 29, 2025). For Pisces ascendants, this means Saturn is moving through your 1st house; for Virgo ascendants, it’s hitting your 7th house.

If these transits are aligning and your natal chart is backing you up? You might experience a major shift whether that’s meeting someone significant, getting engaged, or a totally unexpected plot twist (hello, career change or sudden move).

Because here’s the thing: these alignments don’t just scream “MARRIAGE!” as they can bring any major life development. So even if you’re not getting hitched, the universe might still be sending something (or someone) big your way.

🌸 For Women:

Jupiter is currently transiting Taurus and will stay there until May 14, 2025, before strutting into Gemini. Then, on October 18, 2025, Jupiter enters Cancer, but plot twist as it goes retrograde on November 11 and backtracks into Gemini on December 5. Basically, Jupiter’s doing a little cha-cha around your chart this year.

We also track Mars for women, and here’s how that’s going:

Entered Cancer on April 3, 2025

Enters Leo on June 7

Heads into Virgo on July 28

Slides into Libra on September 13 ...and continues on its spicy little journey.

💅 For Men:

Venus has been having a moment in Pisces, went retrograde on March 2, 2025 and finally turning direct on April 13 which is just three days away (hehe). From there:

Enters Aries on May 31

Moves into Taurus on June 29

Dances into Gemini on July 26

Glides into Cancer on August 21

And lands in Leo on September 15

So what do we do with all this? According to your ascendant, your ascendant lord, 7th house, and 7th house lord, we need to check where these planets are transiting and whether there are malefic influences messing things up. A well-aligned transit is great, but if Saturn, Rahu, Ketu, or any spicy Mars action is crashing the party? Expect delays, detours, or cosmic ghosting.

TL;DR: The stars are moving, but whether they’re moving in your favor depends on what your natal chart has to say about it.

💌 Sooo… wanna know when you’re getting married (or if you’re just stuck in a never-ending talking stage)? Slide into my DMs with your birth details for a personalized 5-year or 8-year marriage timing report 💫 Check out my pinned post for pricing & details. Your chart’s got tea to spill, and I’m here to read it.

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IS THE UNIVERSE THE INTERIOR OF A BLACK HOLE??

Blog#501

Welcome back,

Wednesday, April 30th, 2025

Without a doubt, since its launch, the James Webb Space Telescope (JWST) has revolutionized our view of the early universe, but its new findings could put astronomers in a spin. In fact, it could tell us something profound about the birth of the universe by possibly hinting that everything we see around us is sealed within a black hole.

The $10 billion telescope, which began observing the cosmos in the Summer of 2022, has found that the vast majority of deep space and, thus the early galaxies it has so far observed, are rotating in the same direction. While around two-thirds of galaxies spin clockwise, the other third rotates counter-clockwise.

In a random universe, scientists would expect to find 50% of galaxies rotating one way, while the other 50% rotate the other way. This new research suggests there is a preferred direction for galactic rotation.

The observations of 263 galaxies that revealed this strangely coordinated cosmic dance was collected as part of the James Webb Space Telescope Advanced Deep Extragalactic Survey, or "JADES."

"It is still not clear what causes this to happen, but there are two primary possible explanations," team leader Lior Shamir, associate professor of computer science at the Carl R. Ice College of Engineering, said in a statement. "One explanation is that the universe was born rotating. That explanation agrees with theories such as black hole cosmology, which postulates that the entire universe is the interior of a black hole.

"But if the universe was indeed born rotating, it means that the existing theories about the cosmos are incomplete."

Black hole cosmology, also known as "Schwarzschild cosmology," suggests that our observable universe might be the interior of a black hole itself within a larger parent universe.

The idea was first introduced by theoretical physicist Raj Kumar Pathria and by mathematician I. J. Good. It presents the idea that the "Schwarzchild radius," better known as the "event horizon," (the boundary from within which nothing can escape a black hole, not even light) is also the horizon of the visible universe.

Black holes are born when the core of a massive star collapses. At its heart is matter with a density that far exceeds anything in the known universe.

In Poplawski's theory, eventually, the coupling between torsion, the twisting and turning of matter, and spin becomes very strong and prevents the matter from compressing indefinitely to a singularity.

Originally published on https://www.space.com

COMING UP!!

(Saturday, May 3rd, 2025)

"IS THE UNIVERSE IN EMPTY SPACE??"

[talonabraxas]

"Though this body has its beginning and end, the dweller in the body is infinite and without end” - Swami Vivekananda

Cosmic Rose Portal Talon Abraxas

May 2025 Astrology Forecast: Portal of Transformation

May 2025 begins with Pluto stationing retrograde in Aquarius and welcoming us into a new portal of transformation. This is an invitation to take a step back and reflect on the changes we experienced since Pluto entered Aquarius in November 2024. All planets have been direct since April 12: Pluto stationing retrograde breaks this trend and invites us to redirect our focus inward.

On May 12, a Scorpio Full Moon directly opposing Uranus in Taurus will accelerate the pace of personal and collective evolution by pushing us out of stagnation and complacency. This event will challenge us to choose transformation over comfort and release attachments and ideas about security that prevent us from growing. After Gemini season begins on May 20, the pace of events continues to accelerate as we experience a shift from Fixed to Mutable energy. On May 24, Saturn leaves watery Pisces to enter the yang, fire sign of Aries: this is the first ingress of Saturn into Aries since 1996.

May 2025 ends with a Gemini New Moon and Mercury’s ingress in its Air domicile, an invitation to explore unfamiliar ways of thinking and being and welcome change with openness and curiosity.

Pluto stations Retrograde in Aquarius

May 4, 2025, 11:27 AM EST

Pluto stationing retrograde offers us an opportunity to look back and reflect on the transformation that has taken place since the planet entered Aquarius back in November 2024. When the Lord of the Underworld appears to move backward in the heavens, we are asked to deepen our inner work and emotional and psychological self-exploration. In Aquarius, Pluto retrograde is an invitation to reflect on, restructure, and redefine our relationship with our communities, to technology, the internet, AI, as well as those social movements we may feel part of. Pluto will be retrograde until October 13, challenging us to deepen our understanding of our own psychological nature and the psychology of the masses and group dynamics.

Mercury enters Taurus

May 10, 2025, 08:15 AM EST

Mercury’s ingress into Taurus slows down the pace of our thinking and invites us to focus on what is practical, tangible, and matter-of-fact. This transit supports our ability to be patient and consistent, and reminds us of the importance of taking enough time to understand how something works. While Mercury is in the sign of the Bull, we tend to look for information that confirms rather than challenges our current values, ideas, and perspectives. We are not very inclined to change our minds, and it can be easy to fall into some sort of intellectual stagnation. However, shortly after entering Taurus, Mercury squares Pluto in Aquarius: this square forces us to question existing opinions and perceptions and encourages a deep transformation of how we think, speak, and relate to our minds.

Full Moon in Scorpio

May 12, 2025, 12:55 PM EST

The Scorpio Full Moon brings our attention to the dance between our desire to transform and overcome our current limitations and our resistance to change. This event emphasizes the tension between our survival instinct and attachment to intensity and the call toward growth and evolution. The Scorpio Full Moon tightly opposes Uranus, conjunct with the Sun in Taurus: this aspect exacerbates the urge to break free from the known and create a reality aligned with our uniqueness. This Full Moon emphasizes the need to release attachments that no longer support our growth and create space for a more liberated and authentic way of being. Uranus’ activation adds an unpredictable quality to this event, which can bring sudden changes and unforeseen turning points.

Sun enters Gemini

May 20, 2025, 2:55 PM EST

The Sun’s ingress into Gemini, brings the spotlight on the power of our minds, thoughts, and words. This time of the year is an opportunity to look at the world with new eyes, celebrate diversity, and explore unfamiliar social circles. Gemini season motivates us to engage in new ways with our surroundings, encourages us to initiate conversations with strangers, and inspires gravitate toward experiences that stimulate our minds. This time of the year invites us to question habitual perceptions, cultivate curiosity, and navigate life with an open mind while paying more attention to our thinking patterns, our communication habits, and our approach to learning.

Saturn enters Aries May 24, 2025, 11:36 PM EST Shortly after Neptune, Saturn leaves Pisces and enters Aries too. Saturn is going to remain in Aries until September 1, when he temporarily retrogrades back into Pisces. As with all planets entering Aries, this event marks the beginning of a new cycle. Saturn in Aries will emphasize the need to take responsibility for our actions, develop more discipline, and learn to discern when it is appropriate to initiate something or respond instinctively and when, instead, patience and time are required before making a decision. This transit can be connected with a feeling of having one foot on the gas and one on the brake. However, we can’t interpret Saturn’s ingress into Aries without taking into account the fact that Neptune has also just entered Aries and the two planets are going to be conjunct for the rest of the year. The Saturn-Neptune conjunction will underline the need to harmonize our relationship with both the material and the spiritual realms. It will ask us to discern when discipline is necessary and when instead surrendering to the flow is required. Mercury enters Gemini May 25, 2025, 9:00 PM EST May 2025 Astrology

Saturn enters Aries

May 24, 2025, 11:36 PM EST

Shortly after Neptune, Saturn leaves Pisces and enters Aries too. Saturn is going to remain in Aries until September 1, when he temporarily retrogrades back into Pisces. As with all planets entering Aries, this event marks the beginning of a new cycle. Saturn in Aries will emphasize the need to take responsibility for our actions, develop more discipline, and learn to discern when it is appropriate to initiate something or respond instinctively and when, instead, patience and time are required before making a decision. This transit can be connected with a feeling of having one foot on the gas and one on the brake. However, we can’t interpret Saturn’s ingress into Aries without taking into account the fact that Neptune has also just entered Aries and the two planets are going to be conjunct for the rest of the year. The Saturn-Neptune conjunction will underline the need to harmonize our relationship with both the material and the spiritual realms. It will ask us to discern when discipline is necessary and when instead surrendering to the flow is required.

Mercury enters Gemini

May 25, 2025, 9:00 PM EST

Mercury’s ingress into its Air domicile of Gemini marks an increase in the pace of our thinking and inspires us to learn, study, and explore the topics and subjects that spark our interest. In Gemini, Mercury’s lighthearted, versatile energy inspires us to approach life with humor and curiosity and to see everything as a learning opportunity. This transit represents a great opportunity to pursue new interests, refine our communication skills, embrace a new mindset, and look at our reality from a different angle. Mercury in Gemini encourages a versatile and experimental approach to learning, communicating, making decisions, and solving problems.

New Moon in Gemini

May 26, 2025, 11:02 PM EST

As the calendar month comes to an end, a New Moon in the early degrees of Gemini begins a lunar cycle centered around renovating our ways of thinking, communicating, and learning. This event encourages us to see our surroundings with new eyes, explore how changes in our mindset impact our experiences, and be very conscious of the power of our thoughts, words, and attention. The Gemini New Moon will be conjunct with Mercury, widely conjunct with Uranus in the late degrees of Taurus, and harmoniously aligned with Pluto in Aquarius and Saturn and Neptune in Aries. This configuration will support our capacity to adapt to change, encourage us to think outside the box, and inspire us to refine our ability to manifest our ideas into form.

May 2025 Astrology Forecast: Our Invitation

As the month comes to an end, Saturn joins Neptune in the early degrees of Aries. Even though their alignment won’t be exact until February 2026, the energy of the Saturn-Neptune conjunction will strongly color the entire month, as well as the rest of 2025.

Saturn and Neptune are going to be within 1º from one another, forming what is technically referred to as a Balsamic phase conjunction. They are completing a cycle that started in November 1989 with their last conjunction, and the energy calls for closure: it is a time filled with endings and we are witnessing the dissolution of the old.

The structures we have been relying upon have lost their original purpose and they need to be fully released before we can start creating new ones. For the rest of the calendar year, Saturn approaching Neptune reminds us that before new structures can be built, what is coming to an end must be allowed to fall away.

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Out of this World Chapter 13: You Remind Me of the Babe

Pairing: Din Djarin x Female Earthling Reader/OC

Summary: The Mandalorian and the Earthling take the child to the forest planet of Corvus in search of Bo-Katan's Jedi ally.

Author's Note: Holy moly. This chapter was a DOOZY. It took me over a month but this thing finally made itself clear to me. When I tell you, dear reader, that there were SO MANY REWRITES. So many edits. So many conversations with my best friend. April 2025 was consumed by this chapter. Any moment to myself was spent thinking about it. This chapter is so very important to me, and so integral to this story. This one is a bit of an emotional roller coaster, and it may be the longest chapter of this story to date. Like all the chapters thus far I poured my heart and soul into it, but this one is special. I certainly wasn't going to post it until I was truly happy with the final draft, but now that I am happy with it I am also so thrilled to share it with you. I hope that you enjoy and I hope that the blood sweat and tears that went into this make for some good fanfic reading.

Mando'a: Di’kut - idiot, useless individual, waste of space Di'kutla - useless, worthless, stupid adika - little one cyar'ika - darling cyare - beloved ner - my verd - warrior ratiin - always ner burc'ya - my friend ni kar'taylir darasuum - I will know you forever (I love you)

Warnings: Cursing, violence, death, major character has a panic attack, vague conversation about religion, bastardization of canon events, I take some... liberties with the Force, fluff, lots of feelings from everyone, a reference to Labyrinth if you squint. I know that Labyrinth can't exist without Star Wars, but I wanted to use it anyway regardless of the fact that Earthling's Earth has no Star Wars... just go with it.

As always, strictly 18+, minors DNI

AO3

*****

The road to Corvus proves to be long and depressing, taking a few of the bleakest weeks you've experienced on the Razor Crest thus far. Moving about the ship feels completely miserable and it’s taking everything you’ve got to hold yourself together for the sake of your loved ones. But with each day that passes as your mobile home stretches across hyperspace, your ability to do so feels more waning than the last. Even that one spell when you and Din had been quietly mad at one another for several days felt like a nice family road trip compared to this. Instead of being mad at each other, however, this time the two of you are just equally trudging though the murkiness of one another's misery.

You haven't been sleeping well. When you do manage to get some rest it's back to being without your cosmic companion squished against you, which is likely contributing to the problem in the first place. Din's simply been too antsy to be cramped up in that tiny sleeping cabin with anyone besides himself, and he's told you as much multiple times. In your bones you know that when he does try, he can’t sleep either. He hasn’t complained about it outright, but the sound of his restlessness is obvious in the constant weariness which has chosen to settle in his voice as of late. It sounds as if everything in him has been worn so thin that he’s working with only useless shreds of himself. You can tell that he tries his best to sound normal in front of the kid, but when it’s just the two of you speaking you hear the torment in your love’s sullen tones. 

“I can't relax enough to fall into real sleep,” he’ll respond in that same dejected manner when you ask him to join you in bed, “I fear I will just keep you awake with my constant fidgeting. It feels like I can't breathe in there.”

At this point you've ceased pestering him about coming to bed all together. The last few times the urge has bubbled up your throat you’ve shoved it back down, tired of that little pang of disappointment you feel each time he refuses. You're desperately missing the feeling of his strong body snugly flush with yours, wanting your own sense of comfort and security back at such a tough time like this.

Din does, however, make himself comfortable on the floor just outside the cot every night, listening as you read The Ruins of the Exiled to the kid. He hasn't missed a bedtime yet. It's the one genuinely nice and lighthearted part of the day for either of you. You'll be curled up in that poor excuse for a bed with the child in your lap, and your Mandalorian will be at the mouth with a bare hand reaching in to stroke your leg or caress your foot. It's comforting for you to have that touch from him in those moments. He's clearly using it as a way to communicate to you that he is trying his best to be present even if it's incredibly difficult for him to articulate that right now. Until this miserable trip is over and done with, it's the best you can hope to get from him.

It's after one of these reading sessions when you find yourself curled up in the cot thinking about possible outcomes for the future. Above you the child sleeps soundly in his hammock. Looking around the dimly lit sleeping cabin and trying to imagine how empty it will feel without the little one’s snores dangling over you, a sharp sting to your heart causes that thought to quickly dissipate. Instead, in an attempt to pull yourself from the pit of despair’s tempting edge, the image in your mind is replaced with a wildly contrasting scene. 

One of a child’s bedroom, decorated and filled with things only a child could want. The warmth of a real home, not a nook on a cold spaceship. Much as you love the Razor Crest, you're aware that it cannot sustain a full life. 

That image warms you for a moment, until everything around you is unexpectedly in disarray. Somewhere in the midst of all this contemplating the ship has suddenly dropped from hyperspace. Without warning, the world as you know it is violently lurching forward. With a frightful little squeal the kid comes falling out of his hammock and into your arms, and frightful noise of your own escapes your throat as the both of you tumble out of the cot all together. The pain in your right ass cheek feels like it's going to bruise from the way you land, but thankfully the kid is unscathed as you cradle protectively against your chest.

“Ugh, what the hell was that?” You ask yourself curiously before holding the child out to examine him, fingers brushing his forehead gently after he shakes his ears out like a dog drying its wet fur. “You okay, sweetie?”

The kid blinks up at you a few times, nodding and giving the 'thumbs up' gesture you've recently been teaching him for yes and no responses. Your heart soars a little at the sight of his two little fingers curling into a fist, noting that it's the first time he's flashed his 'thumb' without your prompting.

“What about our Mandalorian, I wonder?” A frown creases your facial features, asking the child this rhetorical question with worry in your tone. Then you move to get up, rushing over to the ladder. With your free hand cupped to the side of your mouth, you're calling up, “Din?! Is everything alright?!”

When an answer does not immediately follow you look down at the kid with even more worry knitting your brow. “What do you think that was all about, buddy?”

The kid coos and shrugs in response. You make quick but careful work of climbing up just enough to shove the kid onto the ground up there so that you may safely climb the rest of the rungs yourself. Once on the Crest's second floor you're scooping the child into your arms again, pressing the button for the cockpit door to make your way inside.

Din is in his seat facing towards you but he does not look up when the door opens. He's hunched forward, elbows balanced on his plated thighs. The silver of his beskar helmet is encased with the brown leather of his gloves, the orange tips of his splayed fingers pressing into the visor and forehead.

You hear him cursing in Mando'a under his shallow breath. Barely audible, the hiss of the modulator every few words is giving him away more than anything. The stars sit eerily still behind him. It dawns on you then that the ship has not only dropped out of hyperspace but is also completely sedentary.

“Din? What the hell happened to the ship? Are we okay?”

Din doesn't move, nor does he answer you. The string of Mando'a curses and phrases you don't understand continues to spew from his hidden mouth, the very sound of it sending jolts of anxiety through you. He's really starting to freak you out, having never acted like this before. You’ve seen him on edge plenty of times but this feels worryingly different. This is fucking unnerving . Moisture begins to spread through your palms, and the knot in your belly is dangerously close to becoming a deep pit.

Voice wavering, you ask him, “More importantly, are you okay, ner verd? ” Using the pet name you’ve adopted for him recently, you're attempting to pull him from what seems to you like some new form of panic attack.

Din has his special, lovely names for you which you cherish so much. So naturally you'd been wanting something personal to call him in return. Going through most of the ones common on Earth, none of those ever felt right to you. It seems wrong to call a Mandalorian 'honey' or 'baby'. Just doesn't sit well on your tongue. Then one day when you were practicing Mando'a the word for warrior came up. That's when the light-bulb appeared above your head. Din Djarin is your warrior. What could be more fitting than calling him just that in the tongue of his people? Laying half naked with him on the cockpit floor one night, you let the name slip from your tongue and it stuck the landing, so ner verd he quickly became.

Mindlessly, you're reaching for your warrior now, the gesture innocent enough, without considering his possible sensitivity around personal space at a time like this. It's a force of habit to touch him when he's feeling emotional, as he usually welcomes the physical attention. Your once touch starved lover usually acts as if he needs to feel the touch of your flesh against his more than he needs food or water. 

Which is why you truly don’t expect Din's entire body to react to your oncoming fingers, jerking back against the dark red leather of the pilot's seat as he hisses, “ Don't touch me! ” He says it so sharply, almost as if he thinks that when you touch him one or both of you will burst into flame. Clutching the armrests of his seat, he shakes his helmeted head fiercely back and forth. “I am not worthy of that name. I am not worthy of anything . Di’kut! Di’kut! Di’kut! Ni di’kutla!”

The child's ears cast downwards and he makes a fluttering little noise of distress. You're flinching backwards too, putting a decent amount of distance between Din and the two of you. Moving over to the kid’s seat, you gently sit the foundling down with a kiss to the top of his head before turning back to face Din.

Hearing him say those things about himself, to call himself something like an idiot or a worthless waste of space in Mando’a, is completely discombobulating. 

It feels like you’re not even looking at the man you consider to be your warrior right now. He looks like someone else, body moving in frantic ways so alien that your heart fills to the brim with fear at the sight of it. This is the man you rely on, the man who both protects you and teaches you to protect yourself. The man who makes you laugh without even trying and makes you cum at the drop of a hat. The man you’re certain you want to spend the rest of your life with. Face or no face. Green Bean or no Green Bean. Up until this moment you were so fucking sure that Din Djarin is it for you. Is that surety faltering? 

No, certainly not. This may be the most he’s ever freaked you out, but that doesn't change the fact that you’d be lost without him. The only sure thing you see when you attempt to glimpse far enough in the future for your hair to be gray and your skin to have sagged is a beskar helmet by your side and a tan, wrinkled hand tangled in yours.

With a steadying breath, you remind yourself that Din Djarin is it for you. He’s the one and only. The person you intend to be with for as long as humanly possible. Din’s helped you through so many emotional ups and downs since the two of you met, and perhaps there have been times that he was just as frightened as you are now. Lord knows he’s seen you in similar states of distress.

Normally he’s the one who’s level headed, or has everything figured out. On the surface at least. It’s only really apparent to you at this moment that perhaps your warrior has only had things half figured out. He’s a natural leader, but that doesn’t mean he’s always in the headspace to lead. 

Feeling determined to show him the same amount of trust and respect he usually displays for you, some of that fearful urge to flee gets pushed to the side. 

Stepping forward slightly, careful not to get too close, you finally say to him, “Whatever happened to the ship sure scared the hell out of Green Bean and I. We got thrown out of the cot.”

His head finally snaps up at that, his voice tenderly asking, “Are either of you hurt?” The worry in his tone is so severe, causing your heart to surge with worry for him.

“No, we're fine. Shaken up if anything,” you reassure him evenly, “It’s you I’m concerned for.” Then your brow furrows, disquiet riding your tone, “Din, please talk to me. What's going on? Are we in danger or not?”

“We're not in danger. I-I dropped us from hyperspace on purpose,” he responds, visor clearly avoiding your gaze as he hesitates.

Springing from a furrowed position up towards your hairline, your brow continues to move along with your emotions. This time there's a surprised tone riding your voice, “I thought we still had like seven hours to Corvus?”

“We do. I... I don't know what came over me. I was sitting up here thinking about everything. Thinking about him ,” Din gestures towards the kid, and you notice his hand is trembling. Then he adds, “And then all the sudden hyperspace sounded so damn loud. Like a sharp painful dinging, as if the natural volume of the world increased out of nowhere. The noise of it made my chest hurt and my skin crawl. I needed it to stop. Needed everything to stop.”

 “So you stopped the ship cause you needed everything to stop?” you ask tentatively.

He nods, “Still do. Even my own voice sounds like it's screaming at me right now. Yours too, and those noises the kid's making. Shit. It hurts . I've never felt this before.”

“You’re very overwhelmed. Sounds like an anxiety attack,” you say quietly, “and a bad one at that.”

“I don’t know about that, but I do know that I am not fit to carry on. I can’t do this anymore, cyar’ika.” After that his breathing becomes shallow again and he barely sounds like himself as he frantically mutters, “ I can't do this. I am a poor example of a Mandalorian. My beskar should be melted down and donated to those in need. Those with more honor than myself.”

Your chest begins to seize up a little with a mini anxiety attack of your own, your already weakened sense of security beginning to crumble under the weight of this sudden shift in your surroundings. “Din, you’re scaring the shit out of me right now. You don’t sound like the man I know under that beskar. Nothing’s more terrifying to me than seeing you like this.”

“I don’t know who the man under this beskar is anymore. Maybe I never knew.” The way his head tilts up to look at you as he says that, shoulders as slumped as they ever have been, makes you feel both beaten down and desperate to get this situation under control.

“Listen to me,” with your hands out in defense, you murmur, “I'm not gonna touch you. Promise. Do you want me to go back downstairs and leave you alone for a little bit?”

With a sharp intake of breath he quickly shakes his silver head, “ No. I do not wish to be alone. I... I need you,” he says your name, the cadence of it strained.

Nodding, you ask, “Can I sit on the floor here in front of you, then?”

“Yes.”

“Do you need me to get you anything?”

“No.”

“Okay. I'm here for you. I’m freaked out and I’m worried about you but I’m here . I’m not going anywhere unless one of us needs space.”

“I'm sorry for snapping at you like that. I shouldn’t have yelled.”

Moving slowly so as not to upset him, you lower down and cross your legs in front of you, sitting with your back straight and your hands on your knees much like in yoga. Looking up at him, you gently pat the area on the dark metal ground in front of you, beckoning him down to your level. You’re determined to get your guy to come back to you, even if for but a moment.

Then your face muscles strain as you try to send him an understanding smile, hoping he can read your expression and feel safe as you address his apology, “I'm not worried about that right now but thank you for apologizing. I know you didn't mean it. Do you think you can try breathing with me to get your rhythm back to normal? That shallow breathing you're doing is actually making the anxiety worse. I learned about this in therapy. Your thinking brain needs all the oxygen it can get right now. One trick to snap out of it is to do some breathing exercises to relax your nervous system. The idea is to make your brain realize you're safe in order to stop using the fight or flight response. I’m anxious too, and I think we need to calm down enough to really talk.”

Wordlessly and unceremoniously, Din slides forward from the pilot's seat and lands with a dense thud on the floor, moving to get into the same seated position as you. After a moment his head tilts up so his visor can finally meet your eyes.

Slowly, in and out through your nose, you take a few deep breaths and he audibly begins to mimic you. Gently, you explain, “What I want you to do is inhale for a count of four, hold it in for a count of four, exhale for a count of four, and then hold for another count of four. Then you do it all over again. We will do this for as long as you need to, but after a few rounds your body should start to relax. Feel free to close your eyes.”

Din nods, and for the first time since the day you first met him, his stiff and stoic beskar face suddenly has you completely thrown off your game. At an emotionally critical moment like this, seeing his real facial expression would help in so many ways. Without it you're not sure if you know how to gauge when the anxiety attack is ebbing away or how bad he truly is feeling. You want to feel certain that it's pretty fucking bad, though you're not sure if trusting your intuition is enough in this situation. You've become fluent in the body language of Din Djarin but, as you told him, you've never seen him like this before. These are uncharted waters, and it would certainly be a bit of a life raft to be able to look at him right now.

But would actually seeing his anguish truly help? Or would that just unnerve you even more? Would seeing real pain in those mythical brown eyes you try to imagine from time to time break your heart in a brand new way? Is your heart strong enough to withstand what something like that might look like? 

Suddenly the barrier of beskar between the two of you feels like a brick wall, and you’re scared shitless when you look at him. 

Ignoring yourself, the very notion of that feeling like a betrayal, you begin breathing with the box technique and he soon follows along fairly in tandem. Eyes slipping closed, your own body begins to relax into the feeling of it despite this being the most unrelaxed you think you could possibly feel. 

After about eight or so rounds, Din's voice breaks through the uneasy silence which envelopes the cockpit, “That helped. Thank you. I feel a little more like myself now. Embarrassed, perhaps, but me again.”

Prying your eyes open, you see his body in a more relaxed position with his helmet's visor fixed right on you. You’re still feeling unnerved when you look at him, but you try your best to maintain the offered ‘eye contact’. “You're welcome. You sound a little more like yourself, but I’m still very worried about you right now, Din. I know you're not okay.”

He chuckles, the eerie sound of it devoid of any humor, “No, I am very much not.” Then his head shifts as his gaze moves to where the kid sits off to the side, and suddenly the low rumble below his chest plate is flooded with genuine humorous energy. “Look at our foundling, cyar'ika.”

Din’s sudden shift in mood has you on edge, hating the feeling of him reminding you of your past. One minute this to one minute that is what your home felt like growing up. Feeling that with Din now makes your heart sink a little, but logically you understand that though this may not be normal behavior for Din Djarin it is normal behavior for any human being going through something substantial. 

Calming yourself with that knowledge, your gaze follows his. Head turning to see the child sitting crisscrossed just like you and Din, you truly cannot fight the little smile tugging at your mouth. The kid looks so mellow, big eyelids closed with his little hands at his knees as his ears lay in a relaxed position. From the looks of it he's fallen into a deep meditation, which isn't something new for him. He does it from time to time, and you’ve always assumed it has something to do with his powers.

Chuckling along with your cosmic companion, you momentarily gush, “God, he's so cute. He's the cutest kid in the whole universe. Not a single human baby holds a candle to our little guy.”

Din makes a choked noise, his visor still fixed upon the child. “I love him,” he says your name after this statement, the cadence of it so desperate as it rides the saddened tone of his voice. Then the kid's eyes pry open and he looks right at Din, who says directly to the child, “Maker forgive me. I love you so much, pal.”

Tears well in your eyes at that, unable to hold back the little quiver of your lip. “I know you do. I could see how much you love him the moment I met you both on Nevarro. I mean, I called you his dad that evening because it just always felt true. You love him as you would a child of your own, and that's obvious to just about everybody you meet.”

Din responds with a shaky voice, looking back at you, “He's felt like my child from the moment I first laid eyes on him. I can't explain it. That pram opened and I just felt connected to him for some reason. I tried to fight that feeling off, explain it away. Tried to tell myself the kid was not my problem just because I was the one who found him. But I think we both know how good I am at ignoring my feelings,” he says this last part sarcastically, with another humorless chuckle.

The self-deprecating way he says that causes you to frown, groaning a little in frustration. “I’m so tired of watching you beat yourself up over loving someone. Have you ever stopped to think that trying to ignore these feelings doesn't work because it's not natural to push it all away? I understand why you were so cautious of getting emotions too wrapped up in this, but I think that ship sailed a long time ago. Long before I came along.”

Silver pauldrons drooping as his shoulders slump, Din sighs, “I suppose you're right.”

A moment of silence falls between you and then you speak up again, “Can I ask you something?”

“Yes, love,” he replies. 

Eyes narrowing slightly, you ask, “What was the plan for after you dropped out of hyperspace?”

He looks away, “I thought about changing our trajectory to somewhere else all together.”

With a surprised expression, you’re aware that you sound a little sarcastic, “Did you have a place in mind for this grand escape?”

“I don’t know. I do not know what I was thinking,” Din replies, then looks back at you for a long moment as he ‘eyes’ you up and down. “I am surprised that you're not encouraging me to do so anyway, though.”

With a raised eyebrow, you shoot him a very irritated look. “As the one who is strongly against this little trip to Corvus I do understand why you would say that, but I'm kind of offended that you assume I'd so readily encourage you to go against your creed.”

Din sighs, “I think a part of me is hoping you will convince me to.”

Now both of your eyebrows raise at that, a small amount of anger rising up your throat to meet your words. “ Wow . Is this why you called yourself a poor example of a Mandalorian?”

His head hangs, “Yes. I feel ashamed to wear this beskar for even thinking about going against the creed, so perhaps deep down the idea of you making that choice for me feels alluring.”

With a deep and pissed off frown, you find yourself doing one of the rarest things you’ve ever done to Din Djarin. You are scowling at the man, tongue razor sharp, “Are you fucking serious , Din? Do you know how fucking unfair that is? Making the choice for you is probably the craziest thing you’ve ever said to me.”

“I am not proud of the impulse,” he says defensively. 

“So?" you bite back, "It still makes me feel so frustrated with you! I thought that you were braver than that, Din Djarin. My warrior, ner verd , is not a coward. Not the Mandalorian I know.”

“What is it that you mean to imply?” Din’s own ice cold frustration is now lacing his tone, replacing the hopelessness that had been there a moment ago. 

“ I’m not implying anything. I’m just angry at you for putting that kind of weight on me when you know very damn well that I would have stopped this wild goose chase months ago given the chance. If I could have things my why we would have never left Nevarro after that beautiful week we spent together. Do you have any idea how much it hurts to hear you imply that you would just stop if I really tried to convince you? To imply that it would have been so easy this whole time? It feels like a betrayal of the trust I’ve extended to you when I have actively put your feelings about this above my own for months.”

Din’s voice waivers, anger still riding the tone of it despite the little falter you hear, “I never asked you to put my feelings above your own.”

Throwing your hands up in frustration, you're trying not to yell at him even though you want to. “You didn’t have to, dammit! I did that because I care about you. It’s wrong of you to hope I will suddenly become the selfish one so that you don’t have to be. I would never encourage you to make a decision that I think you would ultimately regret. If I acted on those feelings I would be acting against you .” As you pronounce that final syllable, the weight of it causes your eyes to mist over.

He sighs heavily, some of the tenseness ebbing away, “I can see that what I said was out of line. For that I apologize. But it’s how I feel, cyar’ika. It’s how I’ve been feeling for days.” 

With a heavy sigh of your own, you feel your nerves relax slightly. You’re upset, but fundamentally it's with this situation more than it is with him. Aside from snipping, which you’re also entirely guilty of when in distress, he hasn’t truly committed any wrongs against you. 

“I get that. I really do,” you eventually reply, “I was just taken aback. Even if I thought that begging you was an option, I would not humiliate myself by acting so childish about this. A person who acts on emotional impulses like that isn’t fit to be caring for a kid in the first place. I’m not going to say I feel like I can be a mother if I’m not actually mature enough to be one.”

Din sounds like he’s starting to truly feel embarrassed, "I shouldn’t have placed that pressure on you. I do not wish to disobey the creed, tempting as it may feel. It was a moment of weakness and I am not proud of it.”

Moving so that your legs are spread, you gesture for him to come sit so that you can hold him. Din scoots over, and the mass of him with all of his armor settles in between your knees before he's leaning back into you. He's laying with most of his body across the floor, but his upper back is against your stomach and his helmet rests against your breasts. With your arms coming to circle around his broad shoulders and hands resting on his chest plate, you lean in to place your right cheek against the cool beskar.

“Din Djarin, you do know that your dedication to your creed is one of the many reasons I admire you, right?”

“You've made comments as to that, yes,” he agrees, “but I still do not fully understand why.”

Settling in, you reply, “I wasn’t religious on Earth. My family tried to force their beliefs onto me as a kid but I never believed in their false values. You see, their religion’s message claims to be all about love thy neighbor and good will towards others, but then a lot of the people meant to be spreading these values are filled with so much hate. People like my grandmother, who claim to uphold their principles with grace and yet treat those who do not meet their expectations with a foul ugliness. You are the complete opposite of that to me. Even when you've had to kill because the nature of this lifestyle requires you to do so, I've never sensed real hatred or ugliness in you or your ideals. Ideals that, in all honesty, certainly line up very closely with my own. Loyalty, honor, family. For you, the creed is just about who you are as an individual, and if you're upholding your own values or not. You're not concerned with others' values unless it's someone close to you, and even then I don't mean that you're pushy about it. I just mean you're careful about who you let in.”

“Mm,” he hums in agreement, “that observation of me is sound.”

Hugging him tightly, your words flow freely, “The creed is so fascinating to me. Firstly, because it has nothing to do with worshiping a deity. Secondly, because you have never once tried to force anything you believe onto me. Thirdly, because watching you stay true to yourself even through all of this heartache has been both hard and beautiful. I wish you could see yourself from my perspective. You're a beautiful person, Din. You're strong, devoted, fucking hilarious, and the best partner I could ask for. I’ve never known anyone like you, and I mean that in the best way.”

“I appreciate that,” Din says quietly, “I appreciate everything you have to say.”

You're kissing the back of his helmeted head, breath from your nostrils fogging the cool surface as little warm lip marks pepper beskar. “You owe it to yourself, to the Mandalorian I know you are, to see this mission through to the end. I've come this far with you. I will go with you wherever we must go next. But we've gotten way too close to turn around now. Green Bean deserves to make his choice and you deserve to maintain your sense of honor. It breaks my heart every second of the day, but we have to carry on. We have to see this through as a family, even if we can’t be a permanent one.”

Din brings your hand up and presses it to where his lips are beneath the beskar, a kissing noise coming from within its confines as your flesh meets the cool glass-like material of the visor’s bottom half. “We will always be a family, even if we are not all together. Thank you for keeping me steady,” he says.

“Ratiin, ner burc'ya. Ni kar'taylir darasuum.”

“Ni kar'taylir darasuum. I fear I would be lost without you if I had to do this by myself.”

The two of you lay there for a long moment but when the kid rustles around and makes a chirping noise, you both begin to stir. Din gets up to his feet and offers you a hand. He uses it to help you up from the ground, pulling you into him for a proper hug once you're on your feet.

“I was waiting for the right occasion to give you something,” you say up to him cryptically, “and I think right now is the right occasion.”

“Mm?” Din hums curiously, tone much lighter than it had been when you first entered the cockpit.

Detaching yourself from Din, you move to lift up the child from his seat and dump him into Din's arms. Turning on your heel, you leave to climb back down to the first floor of the ship. “Stay up here for a sec,” you're calling after him as you run off through the open door.

*****

“You know what this is about, buddy?” Din asks the child in his arms, looking down into his large brown eyes. That fearful ache inside him from before is very much still present, just under control for the time being. He feels so grateful for your presence in his life right now, unsure of how he would be handling what just happened on his own. He's certainly felt anxiety before, but this ‘attack’ as you called it was frighteningly new for him. And an attack is very much how he would describe it if he had to. It came at him both from nowhere and everywhere, surrounding him. Besting him instantly.

It may be his most harrowing battle to date.

The child happily coos, and Din can't help but chuckle in spite of the heaviness within his chest, “Of course you do, don't you?” Brow furrowing beneath the beskar, Din adds, “I meant what I said, adika. I love you very much. It was wrong of me to consider abandoning this mission for selfish reasons. She's right, you deserve to choose your own fate.”

The kid nods, babbling his private little language up to Din as he makes a face Din cannot quite distinguish. The Mandalorian's heart both swells and breaks simultaneously.

Suddenly you’re rushing back into the cockpit looking delighted, and his curiosity is even more piqued. Din wasn’t sure what he’d expected when you’d run off, but he certainly wasn’t expecting you to place a tiny holoprojector into his gloved hand.

“What is this?” He asks curiously, turning the little black cube over a few times before looking at you. The thing seems like a very basic version of the same tech he's used in the past.

“A holoprojector,” you answer with excitement guiding your every movement, bouncing on the balls of your feet one foot at a time.

“I know that,” Din replies with a hidden smile, “I meant to ask what's on it. Usually these are round and a little bigger. Meant for sending and receiving images. I take it this thing lacks transmission capabilities and doesn't have a lot of space for much?”

“Just enough space for one hologram,” you agree, grabbing the device to turn it on before giving it back to him. “I bought this the same day I bought the reader pad. The kid and I wanted to give you a gift. You do so much for us. I thought it would be nice to show our appreciation. Some shop was offering what I, a mere Earthling, would describe as a photo shoot and this thing for a decent enough price. Green Bean and I love you so much, Din. No matter what happens on Corvus, we'd like you to always have a reminder of that to keep with you.”

Din's heart flutters when a grainy three-dimensional blue image of you posing with the child in your arms comes to life in his palm. The image is from the waist up. You look radiantly beautiful, giving your best smile. Your planet necklace from Smuggler's Moon is on display at the base of your throat, just above the loose round shirt collar. The kid looks so happy, dark eyes shining along with his wide grin and his ears pointed upwards. Both of your heads are titled in towards one another.

Chest swelling so greatly that he fears the chest plate of his armor may crack, Din feels himself swaying a little from the intensity of it. The kid squirms around in Din's grasp so that he's standing on Din's inner forearm, tiny arms splaying out as he puts all of his weight into gripping Din's upper chest in a big hug.

Cursing the fact that he's covered in so much beskar he cannot feel the pressure of the tiny foundling's embrace, Din sucks in a sharp breath. Almost knowingly, you move forward to gently take the holoprojector from him. At that moment Din has both arms around the child and he's tilting the helmet down to graze the foundling's wrinkled green head, silent tears flowing freely from his weary brown eyes.

*****

Corvus is gross. That's really the only way you can put it. According to Din, this planet was once beautiful. Industrial pollution and devastation have ruined most of the forest surrounding the small city of Calodan. The air is thick with a greenish smog which you can practically taste as soon as you're off the Razor Crest. Din landed the ship outside of the city limits far enough away for some privacy from the locals, so it's a short trek through desiccated woodlands to reach Calodan’s unwelcoming looking gates.

The city itself seems like a hell hole. Din keeps the kid somewhat hidden behind his cloak, the child riding in the satchel at Din's hip so you can both be on high alert. You're armed and ready, but for what you have no idea.

Upon getting let in by some sketchy looking mercenary named Lang, you and Din make your way through a city both in despair and disrepair. Its locals seem utterly petrified of everything, including Din when he tries to approach a family outside of their home. The reaction of the father is so intense, a lump forms in your throat after that.

You see why the citizens live in fear when the Magistrate's lackeys have you and Din dragged to her ridiculously lavish garden. On the way into her domain, you pass by a group of locals being kept like animals in the most inhumane electric cages you've ever seen. It's so horrifying to watch that you have to look away, and you can tell that the kid is equally disturbed at Din's hip. You would have preferred for him not to have seen that.

Once inside the obscenely contrast garden, you quickly realize that the woman Din is dealing with is pure evil. So you stay quiet and allow him to conduct his business with her. When she brings up needing help eliminating the Jedi who plagues her, your stomach drops. The vile lady brings Din a spear made of pure beskar, offering it to him as payment if he were to hunt and kill this Jedi for her.

Din wisely doesn't respond to this bargain, but leaves her unpleasant company in a way which suggests that he is going to take the job. You know Din well enough to know that he wants nothing to do with that woman, but he'd needed to get all of you out of there without making a fuss.

At the edge of the city, Lang looks down at the child on Din's hip with a curious sneer, “What is that thing anyway?”

The child glares at him and gurgles angrily.

“I keep it with me for good luck,” Din quips back, sounding both sarcastic and like he'd like to rip this obnoxious guy's head off.

You'd certainly like to do that yourself after hearing him refer to the kid as 'that thing'. The little glare the child sends up his way is definitely not lost on you, a smirk finding the corner of your mouth. Atta boy, kiddo.

As Din gestures for you to keep walking, the nasty little man shouts after your party, “You're gonna need it where you're headed!”

Trudging through the ruined wasteland of a forest, you're staying mostly quiet at Din's side while he navigates. For one thing, everything about being on this planet has you feeling miserable. Polluted, gray-green air. A woodland that must have once been beautiful is now infected by greed and capitalism. Innocent citizens being treated like meat in those awful cages. A Magistrate who clearly needs to meet her comeuppance sooner rather than later. That village is an awful feeling place and you hope to never have any reason to go back. Being there is like an exaggerated version of all the worst things about Earth.

On top of all of this, a Jedi seems to be just around the corner. Every step further into the forest feels like a step further away from your family, and that feeling has you completely cornered at the moment.

Din must notice your silence, because he looks over his shoulder at you in a gesture which you read as curious but with a splash of worry. “You're uncharacteristically quiet, love,” he observes.

“I just hate this planet,” you respond honestly, “being here is unpleasant for a multitude of reasons.”

“I relate to that senti-,” Din begins but is quickly cut off by an attack from above.

You can only watch in stunned horror as an alien woman suddenly appears out of thin air, two swords made of glowing beams of light striking directly into Din's armor. His beskar blocks the attack easily, but now a fight is abruptly breaking out between your cosmic companion and some stranger. A stranger you are willing to bet is the Jedi your party is reluctantly looking for. She's undeniably beautiful, and perhaps the most interesting alien species you've encountered thus far. Almost like a twi’lek in the sense that she has fleshy protuberances in lue of hair, but she’s also completely unique in every way.

Flamethrowers and whipchords are expertly used on her by your warrior, but the woman easily gets out of these attacks by moving her body with the same sort of ease and grace as Jupiter. The cat-like movements are certainly impressive, but worry for Din is your only concern right now. 

After flipping over a branch she draws her light-swords again, and Din suddenly stops fighting with his arms raised in the air.

“Ahsoka Tano!” Din shouts with a blaster in one hand, the other hand held out in a surrendering motion. At the sound of her own name, the woman halts. Din quickly adds, “Bo-Katan sent me! We need to talk.”

The Jedi woman's gaze finally moves past Din and lands upon the child in your arms. Slowly, she moves to a normal standing position and disables her swords. It looks as if the light gets sucked up into the hilt. She then tilts her fleshy head curiously, sounding almost delighted in a way, “I hope it's about him .”

*****

“Your pacing has me on edge,” your voice quietly slices through both the ambient night-sounds of the desiccated forest and the uneasy racing thoughts of an increasingly worried Din Djarin.

Din's feet stop moving for the first time in twenty minutes, and he looks down at you apologetically. “Sorry,” he says quietly, moving to sit down beside you on the long rock you've been perched on.

“No need to be sorry,” you say, shooting what he interprets to be an apologetic look in your own way. “I just needed you to stop for a second.”

So stop he does... until his left knee starts bouncing a mile a minute. Then he feels your right hand come to press into the area of his thigh not covered by beskar. Again, this seems to do the trick of grounding him for only but a moment.

“She hasn't said a word, yet they've been at this for nearly two hours,” Din remarks. “I feel like I'm going crazy .”

“I think she’s communicating with him using the Force,” you say, eyeing him for a moment before looking back over to the Jedi and the kid with an anxious expression. “Can they do that? Is that a Jedi thing?”

Din shrugs in response, at a loss.

You shake your head, “All I know is, I feel incredibly judged whenever she looks over at us like that.”

Din follows your gaze and the scene of the two of them, faces lit by the lantern's soft orange glow with a full moon backdrop behind them, sends a shiver up his spine. Just as you said, Ahsoka looks over at the two of you briefly and Din’s blood runs a little cold. Suddenly all of this feels more real than it did a moment ago, his chest tightening.

After a few more moments of silence, Ahsoka Tano rises from her seat and gathers the child in her arms. As she begins heading back over, Din shoots up from his seat to anxiously meet them halfway. You get up and follow close behind him.

Ahsoka sits the lantern down on a small rock, followed by the kid on a slightly bigger one. She takes a seat to the kid's left and looks up at the two of you patiently.

Then she and the kid eye one another for another long moment. A small smile creases her lips and forehead, the white patterns of skin surrounding her clay-tan face altering.

Din feels desperate to know what is going on, asking, “Is he speaking? Do you... understand him?”

Ahsoka looks down at the child, tucking her hands into the pockets of her thick gray poncho. “In a way,” she says evenly. Then she looks up at Din, adding, “Grogu and I can feel each other's thoughts.”

“Grogu?” Both foster parents say this in unison. Din hears you sound just as shocked as he does.

The kid's head whips up at the two of you as little noises erupt from his tiny mouth, big dark eyes crinkling happily.

“Yes,” the Jedi responds, “That is his name.”

Din feels the name out along his tongue once again, a warmth spreading through him as he pronounces the two syllables slowly, “Gro-gu.”

Again, the kid's ear's perk up and his head whips up to look at the person who said his name. His name . Not just 'the kid' anymore. Not Green Bean. Not adika. Grogu .

Din says it once again for good measure, chuckling a little at how happy it makes the child. “I like it. It sounds like you, kid.”

Agreeing from beside Din, you move to squat down and grab for one of the kid’s tiny hands with a loving smile gracing your lips. “I like it too. You have a wonderful name, Grogu. Very handsome and distinguished.”

“What else did you learn about him?” Din asks the Jedi woman.

She takes a controlled breath, that stoic energy of hers unfaltering as she relays the requested information. “He was raised in the Jedi Temple on Coruscant where he was trained by many Jedi Masters. After the Clone Wars, when the Empire rose to power, he was taken from the temple and hidden away. From there his memory becomes... dark. Filled with much fear. That fear only starts to subside when the two of you begin caring for him. Then the fear morphs into something else.” As she says this last sentence, her tone is laced with something Din cannot place.

“Have you met another of his species?” You inquire from Din's side.

“I have only known one other like him. A wise and powerful Jedi known as Grand Master Yoda,” Ahsoka replies, meeting the child's glance when a look of recognition washes over Grogu's face. Did the kid know this grand master?

From there she asks if the child can still wield the Force, to which Din replies to clarify that she indeed means the kid's powers. She explains that the power Din speaks of is being drawn from the Force, which she describes as an energy field created by all living things. The concept of it makes little sense to Din, but many things have made little sense to him ever since Grogu came into his life.

She tells the group that wielding the Force takes a tremendous amount of training and discipline.

Din responds by saying that his task was to bring Grogu to a Jedi.

“The Jedi Order fell a long time ago,” Ahsoka replies.

“So did the Empire yet it's still out there, working in secret. It must be the same for your people,” Din argues, gesturing to the kid as he feels himself getting frustrated. “He needs your help.”

*****

The kid's been looking very tired for the last couple of minutes or so, eyes slipping closed for longer than a blink here and there. When he and Ahsoka clearly share another moment of feeling each other's thoughts, she lets out a long sigh and shakes her head. The look comes off as if she doesn't like or agree with this situation one bit.

Join the club, sister , you can't help but think. Ahsoka's eyes flick to yours the moment the thought leaves your brain, unsettling you more than anything you've seen today. She looks at you as if she heard you think that.

After a moment, she looks away and declares that Grogu should sleep, and that she will test his abilities in the morning.

Din gets up and scoops the child into his arms, nodding down to Ahsoka, “Thank you for speaking with him. We've waited months to know anything about his past.”

“Especially his name,” you interject with a yawn as you stand to join them.

Looking you up and down for a long moment, Ahsoka regards you curiously. “May we speak before you retire?” The Jedi asks, surprising both you and Din as noises of shock manage to escape from you both simultaneously.

Nervously, you ask, “Why do you want to talk to me of all people?”

“A feeling,” she replies simply.

“A feeling about what?” Din asks, tone concerned.

Ahsoka ignores Din's question, continuing to look only at you. “What planet are you from? It is not of this galaxy, is it?”

“No, it's not. Did Grogu tell you that?”

“He didn't have to. I could sense it when we first met. I must ask you, are there force sensitive individuals on your planet?”

“Ha, they wish. Not that I am aware of. From what I understand no one on Earth has special abilities.”

“Not even you? Or someone close to you perhaps?”

“Absolutely no-,” you start to scoff. But a feeling of realization dawns on you, and suddenly you're remembering everything your grandfather told you back on Tatooine. “Actually there is someone. But I don't know if I believe that he's what you would describe as force sensitive.”

“Cyar'ika, do you mean Richard?” Din asks, and you nod at him with a small frown before looking back to Ahsoka.

“The reason I am in this galaxy is because my grandfather built a device which used the energy of a black hole to transport us here from Earth. I don't even truly know how far away we are, I just know it's far . My world does not have the technology for long term space travel like most do here. We are very behind when it comes to that sort of thing. What my grandfather built is completely unorthodox. He shouldn't have even been able to build it in the first place, let alone conceptualize it. But he told me that ever since he was a little boy he's had dreams of this galaxy. Vivid dreams as if he were really here himself. As he got older he began to feel like these were not dreams at all. When compared to how the other people around him dreamed, what was happening to him during sleep each night was not that whatsoever. He felt that he was seeing a window into another part of the universe. One that made more sense to him than the one we came from. Does any of this even make sense?”

“I am following. Please continue,” Ahsoka says kindly, gesturing with a bow of the head.

“He told me that he eventually began to journal every morning to create a faithful record of his nightly visits with as much fine detail as he could remember. Eventually he became a brilliant scientist and a talented engineer. It took decades of his life but he eventually figured out the formula for how to make his machine work using what he learned in his visions. After he came here he learned of the Force and felt that was the explanation for why he dreamed of this place. He feels he is connected to it somehow and it guided his way here, but that's all he's said about it. No powers from what I can tell.”

“And do you agree with this?” Ahsoka asks.

“I honestly didn't know what to think about it when he told me this, but it's just as good an explanation as any I suppose.”

“Have you ever experienced similar dreams?”

“I don't think so, but I don't remember every dream I've had either.”

Ahsoka regards you for a long moment, contemplating. “At the Jedi temple there was speculation of the Force stretching far beyond the reach of just this galaxy. The Force is a part of the entire universe, and therefore the Force is present in the entire universe. The Jedi merely believe that we are the first ones to learn to wield it. It is only logical that early stages of Force sensitivity are beginning to appear on worlds that have no knowledge yet of its existence.”

Din gestures to you as he asks Ahsoka, “So could her grandfather learn to do what you and Grogu can do? We've seen Grogu do things that we cannot explain.”

Ahsoka shakes her head, “One must train to wield the Force from a very young age. If this individual is old enough to be a grandfather then he is too old to learn. And I believe that whatever connection he may have with the Force is not the same as what Grogu or I experience. It may not even be the same as what you experience,” the woman says your name as she addresses you.

“I'm very certain that I have no connection to the Force at all,” you reply confidently.

“Then explain why I can sense you in the way I can sense Grogu,” Ahsoka bites back just as confidently. “I cannot sense your Mandalorian this way. He is there, but his presence in the force is not pulsating like yours is.”

“Pulsating?” With a scoff and a wave of the hand, you readily dismiss her claims, “I can't explain something that isn't true.”

Grogu makes a little noise as if he's hurt by what you're saying, and your head whips over to him in concern.

“Ah,” Ahsoka says with a knowing little smirk, her blue eyes shining, “ there it is.”

“There what is?” you reply defensively, thinking idly in the back of your head that you're starting to sound like Din.

“You could feel Grogu just now, couldn't you?” The Jedi asks, her expression knowing.

“When he got upset? I could tell, yes. I'm his caregiver and I have been for months. I can tell lots of things about him. It's not the Force. It's because I've gotten to know who he is as a developing person.” As you finish this you’re shaking your head.

Ahsoka is shaking her own head in the negative, “He got upset because he doesn't want you to dismiss this connection to the Force as it is also a part of your connection to him . You merely need to learn to understand it. Not to wield it, as I do not think it is like something to be wielded, but to fully understand it.”

“What are you saying?”

“Have you always been able to sense the feelings of others?”

“I... I don't know how to answer that.” Thinking back to your childhood, you could always tell when your parents were about to get into a big fight. Anytime their emotions were heightened it felt as if the house was crashing down around you from the pressure of it. You'd just grown to assume that their volatile relationship forced you to become very good at reading the room to avoid any second hand abuse. Perhaps this trait followed you into adulthood, but it's never been something you stopped to consider until now.

Ahsoka’s eyes narrow slightly, as if she’s trying to figure you out. “Do you feel it took you a long time to get to know Grogu? To understand his needs accurately?”

Shrugging, you answer, “I suppose not. He and I were on the same page almost immediately.”

Ahsoka turns her attention to Din, “Do you feel this observation is correct?”

He nods, looking back and forth between both women, “I recall being surprised by how quickly they bonded, but I equated it to her natural maternal instincts.”

“Yeah, I just always assumed it was because of that too,” you agree, brow furrowing as you consider the possibilities of what Ahsoka is implying. “Even with other kids I've watched I just felt like I always knew exactly what they needed from me. But with Green Bea-shoot, I mean Grogu , it definitely feels like our connection is stronger than any I've shared with another child.”

“Another indication,” Ahsoka says, “That name you called him when you had nothing else. Do you not agree that the cadence of it sounds similar? It even begins with the same sound.”

Now you're really scoffing at the Jedi woman, “Oh don't be ridiculous. I call him that because he's green and it was a cute little nickname.”

Grogu again seems distressed, and both women stop to look at him for a moment.

Ahsoka meets your eyes as she goes on, “Or perhaps it is subconsciously what your brain conjured when Grogu wanted to share his name with you? He showed me the memory. He was trying very hard to communicate with you that day, and he used a great deal of his power to try and make you feel his name.”

“I... Are you serious?” You're dumbfounded as you glance at the child again.

“Very,” she replies evenly. 

Looking at Grogu, mouth slightly agape, you cannot quite believe what you are being told. “Well I got close, sweetie,” you tell him with a shaky little laugh, halfhearted smile trying its best to reach your eyes. This revelation has you feeling exhausted suddenly.

“And what of you two?” Ahsoka is looking between you and Din with a curious expression.

“What do you mean to imply?” Din asks, voice on the edge of being defensive as he comes to stand closer to you.

Considering the possibilities of this, your body sinks back down onto a rock, facial muscles going slack with shock. “I think she means did any of this play a factor in how we ended up romantically entangled. I worry the answer is yes now that I really think about it.”

“Grogu told me that your Mandalorian will not remove his helmet in front of another living being, including you,” the Jedi says to you, and then to Din, “A Child of the Watch, I believe?”

Frowning, your voice drops a little, “And you feel that I have been able to sense his feelings this whole time and that is why we are close regardless of that factor?”

“It certainly couldn't have hurt,” Ahsoka replies knowingly, and you cannot help but sense that she is purposefully trying to get you to feel that knowing glance. Not to just see it and interpret it. The fact that you even understand that from her is a little mind boggling.

Could this truly be something that you've never known about yourself? Would this explain odd things from your past? Could this actually be real?

“This is a lot to take in,” you say, heavy waves of exhaustion flowing through you. Din's hand is on your shoulder giving it a comforting squeeze, so you reach up and touch the light tips of his gloved fingers.

“As I said, this is not so much an ability you can wield. Think of it as an extension of yourself you did not realize was there. But I understand that this is a bit daunting. We can discuss this further in the morning,” the Jedi says wisely, dipping her head in a kind nod.

*****

On the Razor Crest, the air is so thick with tension that it feels impossible to move through the space comfortably. Once the sleeping kid is tucked away in his little hammock, the two adults take to the second floor of the ship to speak without disturbing him.

Driven to tears, a sob escapes your throat as you throw yourself down in your seat. Drawing your feet up on the leather so that you can hug your knees, you take the opportunity to bury your cries into the meat of your thighs.

As Din makes sure everything looks good on the Crest's controls, he then flops down into the pilot's seat and spins around to face you.

“I'm sorry,” Din says lamely. “I know that this news of Force sensitivity is disconcerting. I want you to know that it makes no difference to me. You know me better than anyone, and if the Force helped that along then all I can do is thank it.”

“I appreciate you saying that, Din. But it's not just that. The Force thing I can deal with, if I even believe it. Which is something I'm still trying to figure out. It's Grogu , Din. I don't want to say goodbye to him tomorrow.” After you say this, another great sob escapes you and you're forced to muffle it in your thighs again, body quaking.

He sighs, “I feel responsible for this misery.”

“It is not your fault. I broke the number one rule in any caregiver job. I became too emotionally attached to my client. And my client's dad. Christ, Fran Drescher eat your heart out,” you say this last part with a cynical laugh as you wipe at your nose with your sleeve.

“I'm too tired to handle Earth references right now, cyar'ika,” Din croaks out weakly, slumping down in his seat.

“Humor is my coping mechanism,” you reply with a halfhearted shrug, waving him off. “Just ignore me.”

Din shakes his head fiercely, “Ignoring you would be cruel. I do not wish to be cruel to you when we're both this vulnerable. I already feel responsible enough for your pain and I do not intend to cause any more. I tried not to let things get this far, but admittedly I didn't try very hard. As much as I preached about not playing happy family... about not getting too attached... you know I was just as guilty of doing it myself. I am both weak to my desires and a hypocrite, as it would seem.”

Shaking your own head in the negative, a deep frown creasing your tear-stained face, you counter with, “I don't consider any of the last nine months, nearly ten now, to be 'playing family', Din. What I have with the two of you is the realest thing I've ever felt in my life.”

Din sighs, head dropping, “I misspoke. Perhaps I am the one who should be ignored.”

A sigh of your own falls from your lips, shoulders slumping, “Neither of us is going to be ignored tonight. I feel sensitive so I picked apart your words and that's not fair. For that I'm sorry. We need each other now more than ever.”

“You know that 'playing' is not how I see this. It's just hard to string thoughts together right now.” Then Din's voice waivers, and you can hear that he's fighting weeping when he speaks again. Or did you 'sense' that? “This is probably our last night with him, cyar'ika. The thought of it... I do not think I have felt a pain like this before.” As he says this he begins rubbing the chest plate over his heart.

“It hurts for me that way too. It's like this searing burn. Right here, right?” You point to the area right between your breasts. He nods, and you're really contemplating the possibility that what Ahsoka said about you is true. Are the two of you experiencing similar pain, or does your empathy truly run that deep? What a strange notion. Then you add, “And the pain is draining down into your stomach, making you feel almost nauseous?”

“Something like that, yeah.” Din makes an indistinguishable noise, the helmet looking at you with an energy you don't recognize. It comes off as so defeated, and that's something you cannot abide.

Getting up to move towards him, you're placing a hand on either arm rest as you lean over him a little. “We are strong . We both know how to lose people. But this is hard . Maybe one of the hardest things either of us has ever had to grapple with. It's not going to be easy, but I do think that together you and I can find our way out of how shitty this feels one day. Things can't feel shitty forever. You're worth every ounce of patience I have to give. I hope you'll show me the same in return.”

“I will,” he breathes, modulator hissing.

“I don't think I'll get much sleep tonight, but I say we go get in the cot and just be close to our boy while we still can.”

Din's hands find your waist, gripping slightly as his helmet tips upwards to allow for the visor to meet your eyes. “Before we retire, I need to thank you. I know you do not want any of this to happen, yet you've handled yourself with such grace. Your respect for my creed is, as always, appreciated more than you know. You may not walk the way but you are just as formidable as any Mandalorian woman I've come across, if not more. That warrior’s heart of yours is the strongest muscle in your body, ner cyare.”

Moving so that your forehead softly butts into his for a kiss, tears cannot help but re-form in your eyes as you softly utter the words, “This is The Way.”

The helmet's modulator hisses with the little gasp you hear hitch in his throat, his body reacting along with it. First there's the little flinch of surprise, then his arms swiftly move to envelope your hips and the firm metal of his helmet comes to rest against your abdomen. He squeezes you, and as your hands move to lay upon the silver beskar which clouds your only love's surely anguished face from you, his clearly anguished voice whispers, “This is The Way.”

*****

The next day Ahsoka Tano is waiting outside of the Razor Crest as the three would-be family members emerge. After a restless night, both adults are feeling completely miserable as they greet the Jedi from halfway down the ramp. Grogu seems to be in good enough spirits though, babbling at the Jedi woman as she greets him with a squeeze of the hand and a bow of her head.

“Good morning, Grogu,” she offers warmly to the child in Din's arms, a smile finding her intensely blue eyes. Then those eyes move to the two adults, nodding in greeting. “I trust neither of you slept well by the looks of it.”

“How could you guess?” You reply sarcastically from Din's side.

In a rare moment of understanding your need to lighten the mood, Din says to you in a sarcastic tone of his own, “It's obviously the bags under my eyes.”

At that, you snort loudly, letting out a short bark of a laugh, shoving at his shoulder a little. The kid giggles against Din's chest as the Force of the shove causes Din to rock backwards a bit. He finds himself grinning despite the misery in his heart, and for the first time he really does understand that with you by his side he will eventually overcome this loss. His life will not be without joy, even if it has to be without the child.

The white markings which frame Ahsoka's face alter shape slightly when her brow shoots up, an amused smile finding her lips as she observes the display. After a moment, she beckons the group to follow her deeper into the forest.

Soon back to the area they were in the night before, Ahsoka leads them over to the mossy rocks and fallen trees. Its bright green color is a stark contrast to the desolation surrounding it, making the patch of land feel oddly beautiful.

Ahsoka turns to face Din, though her attention is on Grogu the whole time as she says, “Now let's see what knowledge is lurking inside that little mind.” With a delicate finger to the kid's nose and then a hand resting on his chest for a moment, the way she smiles down at him indicates to Din that she's communicating with him again.

She separates herself, gesturing for Grogu to be sat down on a large rock. Din obliges, and when he squats to sit Grogu down he rubs his back in an encouraging little gesture of 'you got this, pal' without verbally saying it. Considering everything he learned about the Force the night before, Din feels confident that the kid understands.

Lifting up from the squat, Din comes to stand next to you a few feet away from them. When he reaches your side he notices your eyes are a little wet as you turn to look up at him. Din reaches for your hand, holding tightly once his gloved fingers find yours. Little do you know his eyes are just as wet beneath his helmet. Not only do you hold his hand in return, you adhere yourself to it. He squeezes it fervently, hoping that you can also feel his intention through the Force like Grogu.

With you by his side, Din watches Ahsoka pick up a small rock and hold it in the palm of her hand. She then flips her hand and holds it straight upright, the rock floating in midair as she pushes the thing towards Grogu. It slowly floats into his hands and he chirps.

“Now return the stone to me, Grogu,” she orders, hand out.

He looks down at the stone and frowns, looking back up to the adults with worry in his eyes.

Din also frowns, offering lamely, “He doesn't understand.”

“There's no way he doesn’t,” disagreeing with a shake of the head, you add, “we've seen him move stuff around with his mind plenty of times. Grogu, don't be shy sweetie, it's okay.”

Ahsoka's face is soft as she says, “It's okay. The stone, Grogu.”

Din looks at the kid and then nods sideways towards the Jedi woman encouragingly. Come on, kid. You got this.

Grogu suddenly makes a noise of frustration and drops the stone all together. You make a noise beside Din, eyes flicking to him before back to the child with worry. Ahsoka sighs and walks forward, each movement of her body so graceful as she squats down to hold Grogu's hand.

Eyes slipping closed, she remarks that she can sense much fear in the child. “He's had to hide his abilities to survive over the years. But the fear I sense in him comes from a different place... let's try something else. Come over here,” she commands.

The kid doesn't move, and Din motions for him to go over to Ahsoka with a nod of the head in her direction again. Still he doesn't move, looking down with a frown. “He's stubborn,” Din says, at a loss for why Grogu is suddenly being so shy about his powers.

“Not him,” Ahsoka replies, gaze turning to Din, “You. Both of you. I want to see if he will listen to you two.”

You meet Din's gaze through the visor, nodding to him as he leads the two of you to where the Jedi stands patiently waiting.

Handing him the stone, Ahsoka gives an encouraging nod.

Din holds his hand out, “Come on, kid. Lift the stone.”

“Grogu,” Ahsoka says into Din's beskar covered ear.

“Grogu,” Din repeats, and the little noise the kid makes is so sweet that Din wants to give this whole thing up and run back to the Crest with the child in his arms. To tell this Jedi lady never mind and high tail it the hell out of there. But instead he forces himself to say, “come on, Grogu. Lift the stone.”

The kid still refuses.

A deep frown creases your brow, shaking your head as your voice takes on a worried tone. “Yes, he's stubborn sometimes, but so is every child. This isn't like him, Din.”

“Connect with him,” Ahsoka interjects, “I have seen the way you two are with him. Be that way now.”

“Wait, I have an idea,” Din says, digging into the pocket of his utility belt for the silver ball from the cockpit. He'd found it earlier that morning and forgot that he'd shoved it in his pocket until now. “Grogu, you want this? Your favorite toy, buddy?”

Grogu's little green face perks up at that, ears lifting.

“Oh good idea! Come on, Grogu. Take it,” you're encouraging from Din's side with that kind, loving smile of yours directed at the foundling.

After a moment of hesitation, Grogu uses the Force to take the ball from Din's hand. Both adults cheer and hug one another before moving down on one knee to praise him, each telling the kid they knew he could do it with loving little pats on either tiny shoulder.

And that's when Ahsoka suddenly declares gravely, “I cannot train him.”

Both adults stand to attention.

“What?!” Din exclaims, mouth going slack under the helmet.

“But he just did the thing you wanted him to do,” you argue with a confused tone, brows knitting.

Ahsoka shakes her head, “He's formed a strong attachment to you two. His attachment makes him vulnerable to his fears. His anger .”

Din can't wrap his head around this at all. “All the more reason to train him.”

Ahsoka looks scandalized. “ No! I have seen first hand what these feelings can do to a fully trained Jedi Knight! To the best of us...”

As she lets this last bit trail off, Din can't help but feel that she's drawing from a deep well of private pain and he relates to that anguish in her face. It's only there for a moment, but it's heavy. He knows the searing pain of loss when he sees it.

Her voice returns to a more neutral tone as she shakes her head, stating firmly, “I will not start this child down that path.”

“Please help us to understand, then,” you plea in return, eyes flicking over to meet Din's helmeted gaze every now and again. He reads the worry in your furrowed brow, but in your eyes the gleam of hope is unmistakable.

Din's own hope is beginning to swell in his heart, but he tries his best to sound calm about it as he says, “My task was to return him to the Jedi. If you are going to refuse I need to know why.”

Ahsoka sighs, looking away from everyone for a moment as she turns her back to them. With her hands clasped at the small of her back, the Togruta woman's impressive striped lekku on display, she takes several deep and calming breaths. Then she turns to face Din and his family once again with a serious expression weighing on her striking features.

“Jedi must free themselves of possession and attachment. Attachment is antithetical to the Jedi way of life. When one becomes attached to something or someone, one begins to fear losing what they have found. Fear of that loss can lead to jealousy, greed, anger, negativity. Negative feelings are normal. All feelings are normal. As Jedi we learn to feel through our emotions and move on. We do not let them consume. When a Jedi becomes a slave to their feelings, it can lead them down the path to the dark side of the Force.” Ahsoka's face becomes grim as she ends her speech with a firm statement of, “I would not wish that fate upon any child.”

“What makes you think he would become a slave to these feelings?” Din asks defensively.

Ahsoka's blue eyes narrow in Din's direction. “Because, Mandalorian, he already is! You and her have corrupted this child with so much love and affection that he cannot bear to be separated from it! I told you I sense much fear in him. Grogu is absolutely terrified that I'm going to take him away from you two. Even though I have already assured him that I am not .”

The look on your face is so filled with relief that you seem suddenly younger almost, the life finding your eyes again as a smile slowly creeps up your lips. Din can hear the joyful surprise in your voice, asking the Jedi, “You're not? ”

Ahsoka's face softens as well, her own lips curving upward as she nods once towards you, “I am not.” Then to Din she says, “And I never was.”

Din's a little taken aback by that statement. “What do you mean?”

“Grogu showed me last night that he does not wish to resume his Jedi training. He feels that path is no longer the one the Force has set him on.”

Din looks at the kid, frowning under the beskar as he looks him over. The little guy looks almost scared, like he's worried about the reaction this news will receive. Gently, Din asks him, “Grogu? Is that true?”

Grogu looks away as if he's ashamed of himself for a moment, or embarrassed in some way. Din moves to crouch down in front of him and you're soon coming to squat down as well.

“Sweetie, it's okay,” you soothe the child, “no one is upset with you and you're not in trouble.”

The motherly voice you've taken on is not lost on Din whatsoever, his heart swelling at the sound of it. His own tone softens more as he assures the child, “Yeah, buddy. We are not mad at you. This choice was always yours to make. It was my job to get you here so you could choose.”

Grogu's little face looks relieved, and at that he begins reaching for the two of you with little babbles and coos.

When you both grab for one of his tiny hands, Ahsoka declares, “You are like parents to him. Grogu showed me these feelings last night in great detail. He allowed me to view a glimpse of the life he has lived with the two of you. This child hasn't felt this happy or safe in a very long time. In Grogu's eyes, you are his mother and father. With you he is home.”

Din's so overcome with love, eyes slipping closed for a moment as the information sinks in. The reality of it. His deepest wish, the thing he's secretly yearned for for months... is suddenly the true outcome of this long quest after all? Maker, his heart wasn't prepared.

Then he hears you asking, “If you never intended to train him, why the test of his abilities?”

Din's eyes open as Ahsoka is explaining, “It was necessary for me to see how much he can still wield the Force, as well as the validity of the attachment between all of you.”

“And your conclusion?” Din asks.

Her smile is genuine, “The three of you are a family. One I believe to be brought together by the workings of the Force. A unit not meant to be broken. At least, not for a very long time.”

“This is music to my ears,” you're happily saying to yourself, a hand to your chest.

“There is one other reason for the test,” Ahsoka addresses Din as she speaks, “Grogu wanted me to ensure that you upheld your oath. He showed me how important your Mandalorian creed is to you, and he did not want you to feel as if your mission was a failure.”

Chest swelling, Din looks right at the kid as he declares, “Nothing about this quest was a failure, Grogu.” Dank farrik , if only the kid could see the pure joy on Din's face right now.

“Thank you, Ahsoka,” you say genuinely.

She gives a single, graceful bow of the head. “I have delayed too long. I must return to the village.”

“The Magistrate hired me to kill you,” Din declares as she begins to turn to walk off. As those words leave his mouth, she stops in her tracks and turns to him with a raised brow. “Offered me a spear made of beskar as payment. I did not agree to anything. For your help with understanding the kid, with Grogu , I will help you eliminate her before we depart.”

*****

You have no interest in joining a fight right now, so when Din asks you if you'd be okay with taking Grogu home to the Razor Crest while he and Ahsoka take care of the awful Magistrate back in the city you're thrilled to agree. Imagining the beautiful Jedi facing off with the evil woman in her very Kill Bill Zen garden, with a lightsaber in place of a katana, a smile can't help but form on your lips at the grizzly mental image.

And so the two of them construct a plan while you lovingly cradle Grogu to your chest, humming one of his favorite Earth songs to him. Din eventually shares a meaningful embrace with each of you, and then both parties set out to go their separate ways.

As you and the kid are making your way back to the Space RV alone, a stray thought comes to mind. Are you really ready for this? Do you have what it takes to do right by this kid?

A weird moment of fear strikes your heart at that, enough to stop you in your tracks. Grogu makes a little noise at you from his perch in the satchel and when you look down at him it hits you that you really are going to be his mother now.

Ahsoka Tano, a real Jedi what-have-you, has declared it to be so herself. Grogu readily agrees, according to her testimony. You still can’t shake how strange it felt to watch her silently communicate with him. A small pang of jealousy surfaces at the memory of it, wanting to be able to listen to his coherent thoughts in the same way. Feel them , as she had put it. Perhaps it's a skill you can build with practice if what she claims about you is really true. 

From what you gather, you’ll never be able to ‘wield’ it like Grogu, but perhaps you can teach yourself to understand your connection to the Force and how it relates to your connections to others. Dramatic as it may sound, you’ve always felt like you can see the best and worst in people whether they try to hide it or not. But that’s not something you ever attributed to any sort of otherworldly ability. It always just felt like you would get a hunch about someone’s feelings or intentions and be right about it. Sometimes this works in your favor and other times it can cause complete chaos. Your accuracy record isn’t perfect by any stretch of the imagination, either. You’ve been wrong plenty of times, but you’ve also been correct enough to feel that perhaps Ahsoka’s observation of you is not false after all. Perhaps you do have some minor form of an ability.

It’s just so bizarre to think that there’s anything different about you at all. Back on Earth you idolized sci-fi stories and characters with special abilities, always pining for a life like that. To realize that in a little less than a year you’ve gotten the chance to live out what was once your heart’s deepest desire in nearly every aspect, that’s enough to make your head spin.

But your heart’s deepest desire has evolved just as much as you have in the last ten months. Now when you close your eyes to dream of a life you feel satisfied with, a Mandalorian and a green child stand by your side. That same green child who is perched at your hip as you walk towards home, the green child who thinks of you as his parent. 

The fear you felt a moment ago is what you assume most new parents feel on their first day. But this isn't your first day. You aren’t new at this. You’ve been with this kid for a long while. He’s felt like your son for the last couple of months now, so why the sudden trepidation? Is it because now it's actually real ? Ahsoka called the three of you a true family. Unlikely loved ones brought together by the mysterious ways of the Force. A unit that is not meant to be broken.

The intensity of what you feel now is unmeasured. After months of looking for a Jedi. After months of fearing the loss, the pain, and the suffering that would inevitably follow. After months of constantly worrying that this loss would drastically alter the dimensions of your relationship with Din. After months of trying to mentally prepare for unimaginable heartbreak... suddenly that heartbreak isn’t going to happen? 

The truth is… you hadn't really planned for this outcome. No matter how hard you may have wished for it.

Back on Earth you'd been starting to worry that a child was never going to make sense for you. It always seemed so far off in the future. A distant dream. As you told Din once, adopting a child was something you saw yourself doing if you had the right partner to raise one with. But between dead-end relationships and dead-end jobs, the idea of it seemed pretty impossible by the time you ended up in this galaxy.

Now you have this beautiful little boy in your life and he's asked to be your son, for you to love him as your child. As you've said many times in the recent past, you would become his mother in a heartbeat. Now that heartbeat of opportunity hits like a great thunderclap all around you, shaking the very ground beneath your feet. All at once you know it to be true in your bones, that this is the course you’re meant to be on.

So the question now is where do you all go from here? You and Din are going to need to have a very serious conversation about what the future holds, but none of that really matters in this singular moment. Not when the child at your hip has acknowledged that he loves you as a mother to him.

"Grogu?" You ask him tentatively, the name still feeling a bit foreign on your tongue. The way he whips his little head to smile up at you when you use his name causes your chest to swell. Removing him from the satchel, you gently place him down on a big mossy rock in order to squat at eye level with him. "So you really do want me to be your mom, huh kiddo?"

He makes one of his little 'patu' noises in response to you, bowing his head in a single nod.

Okay, then. If it's a mom he wants, it's a mom he's going to get. Time to pull on those metaphorical mom jeans and talk to him like he really is your child.

"Grogu, sweetie, I want you to know that I am aware of how hard all of this has been on you. Constantly moving around. Having to hear me and your dad argue about your future. Being in danger half the time. I'm sure it was really scary and confusing, buddy. It was scary and confusing for us too. But I think that before you met Din, you'd been even more scared and confused. For a long time it sounds like. I'm so sorry for that. I'm sorry that you had to ever be put in this situation in the first place. I'm sorry you've had to see so much ugliness in your young life." 

The way he looks at you with such understanding in his big eyes causes your own to water, but you soldier on through what you need to say.

"I just need you to know this: Now that you're officially staying with us, you never have to question where your home is ever again. Ever. I love you very much, and I promise that as long as I am alive you will have a place in my heart. I've wanted a child for a long time, but I am so lucky that it gets to be you, buddy. You will always have a home with me, Green Bean. Shoot, I hope it's okay if I still call you that sometimes. It'll be hard to break the habit."

The kid seems to soak in these words, little tears of his own forming in his large eyes as he quite literally flies forward and into your arms. His body is so tiny, so it surprises you with a squeak when the Force aiding him knocks you backwards onto your ass. You can't help but giggle as he snuggles into your chest, but the giggle quickly slips into a sob as he squeezes you for dear life. 

Grogu's little form shakes as he cries into your shirt, soaking the material with tears, snot, and saliva. You could care less about the mess of it, sitting in the dirt as you comfort your weeping child.

After a little bit, Grogu hiccups and his breathing evens out. He looks up at you with his huge brown eyes as he motions towards the Razor Crest in the distance.

"Ready to go home? Me too, buddy. Let's go see what Jupiter is up to. Hopefully your dad and Ahsoka make quick work of defeating that nasty Magistrate lady. I don't know about you but I am so ready to get off this polluted rock.” 

Looking around the ruined forest land, a shiver runs up your spine as you move to get back on your feet. “Place gives me the heebie-jeebies.”

*****

Din's impressed with Ahsoka's skill as a warrior. The entire ruse leading up to Din's dramatic jetpack entrance goes off without a hitch, and the Jedi's abilities are unmatched as she takes out several mercenaries. It is no wonder the Jedi were once so revered.

He doesn't have to see her fight the Magistrate to know she is winning, the sounds of their struggle echoing throughout the quiet city are all the indication he needs. Lightsaber colliding with beskar, the unmistakable grunts of physical exertion.

Lang's silly little standoff with Din doesn't phase the Mandalorian one bit, the natural high he's still riding on very much at its peak. After learning that Grogu has chosen to stay, Din's not sure if anything could phase him right now. His heart is completely filled to the brim, making him feel utterly unstoppable.

Din pretends to listen as the man spouts off, knowing a betrayal is just around the corner. The faster the scummy little man tries to pull one over on Din, the faster Din can be on with his life. The newfound joy he feels when he thinks of the future is fueling every action in him. 

Din shoots Lang down when the older man attempts to attack, and though he holds reverence for the act of taking a life, he's thrilled to be done with this ugliness so he can get back to what really matters to him.

With the city freed from the Magistrate's tyranny, the locals are soon celebrating out in the streets with flutes and dancing. Within an hour the place is already filled with so much life compared to when he arrived the day before. Din watches a family embrace with relief lacing the emotion of it, and he's suddenly desperately ready to get back to his family to share a similar moment of relief. It occurs to him that he hasn't really been able to process this life-altering news of Grogu's choice to stay, nor has he been able to discuss it with the one person he values most.

Ahsoka comes to Din at the city gates, where she gives him the beskar spear and insists that it belongs with his people. She asks him then if she may accompany him back to the ship so that she may say her goodbyes to Grogu, and Din gladly leads the way. The music fades out as they head into the forest, leaving Din slightly saddened to hear its pleasant tones dissipate. If only he could save music from every world on his device. 

When they reach the Razor Crest, Ahsoka respectfully remains outside to wait for Grogu. Inside the ship, speaking of music, he hears your voice as you sing along to one of those Bowie songs you’ve corrupted him with.

This song in particular is one you sing to the child often, given that the odd lyrics seem to be about a magical baby. You’ve tried to explain the movie of its origin to him several times, but he fears it is one he would have to see to understand. 

Following your voice and the surefire scent of food being cooked in the galley, Din finds you happily attending a meal with one hand as the other holds Grogu at your hip. As your body sways back and forth, your hips wiggle along with the music and your bare feet gracefully step in and out of position. When you use the tongs in your left hand as a handheld microphone, Din cannot keep himself from holding in the loud snort which escapes him. 

Jumping a little with a yelp of surprise, laughter soon follows as you lift Grogu to squeeze him tighter, nuzzling his head with your cheek. “Looks like our dance party is over, sweetie.”

The domestic sight of it flares his heart, especially when you turn to meet his gaze with a radiant smile. You look probably the most beautiful you’ve ever looked to him in this moment. 

His own smile is one that he fears may get stuck there forever, tone playful as he teases you, “Mm, making dinner without me I see?”

“Just some noodles. Nothing as good as your food, I assure you. Grogu and I were starving so we had to make due without you,” you say with an equally playful roll of the eyes as you stir the sizzling food. “Seems like you made it back just in time if you’re hungry.”

Din reaches out to stroke a thumb over Grogu's little hand, telling both you and the child, “I am starving as well, but it's time to say goodbye.” When an almost comical look of horror crosses your features for a moment, Din quickly squashes your worry, “To our new friend. Not each other. Ahsoka's business here is finished and so is ours. She asked to say goodbye to Grogu and I figured it was as good a time as any to get on the road. Without the Magistrate the town should start to rebuild. It was already an improvement when I left, but I don’t want to be here anymore. The more distance between us and Corvus the better.”

“Agreed. Where are we going to go next, though?” you ask, setting the utensil down to fully face him.

“I don't know, but we can figure that out as a family,” Din replies, and the truth of the statement leaves him feeling like his life is about to change in ways he can't begin to fathom just yet.

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Planetary alignment provides NASA rare opportunity to study Uranus

When a planet's orbit brings it between Earth and a distant star, it's more than just a cosmic game of hide and seek. It's an opportunity for NASA to improve its understanding of that planet's atmosphere and rings. Planetary scientists call it a stellar occultation and that's exactly what happened with Uranus on April 7.

Observing the alignment allows NASA scientists to measure the temperatures and composition of Uranus's stratosphere—the middle layer of a planet's atmosphere—and determine how it has changed over the last 30 years since Uranus's last significant occultation.

"Uranus passed in front of a star that is about 400 light years from Earth," said William Saunders, planetary scientist at NASA's Langley Research Center in Hampton, Virginia, and science principal investigator and analysis lead, for what NASA's team calls the Uranus Stellar Occultation Campaign 2025.

"As Uranus began to occult the star, the planet's atmosphere refracted the starlight, causing the star to appear to gradually dim before being blocked completely. The reverse happened at the end of the occultation, making what we call a light curve. By observing the occultation from many large telescopes, we are able to measure the light curve and determine Uranus's atmospheric properties at many altitude layers."

This data mainly consists of temperature, density, and pressure of the stratosphere. Analyzing the data will help researchers understand how the middle atmosphere of Uranus works and could help enable future Uranus exploration efforts.

To observe the rare event, which lasted about an hour and was only visible from Western North America, planetary scientists at NASA Langley led an international team of over 30 astronomers using 18 professional observatories.

"This was the first time we have collaborated on this scale for an occultation," said Saunders. "I am extremely grateful to each member of the team and each observatory for taking part in this extraordinary event. NASA will use the observations of Uranus to determine how energy moves around the atmosphere and what causes the upper layers to be inexplicably hot. Others will use the data to measure Uranus's rings, its atmospheric turbulence, and its precise orbit around the sun."

Knowing the location and orbit of Uranus is not as simple as it sounds. In 1986, NASA's Voyager 2 spacecraft became the first and only spacecraft to fly past the planet—10 years before the last bright stellar occultation occured in 1996. And, Uranus's exact position in space is only accurate to within about 100 miles, which makes analyzing this new atmospheric data crucial to future NASA exploration of the ice giant.

These investigations were possible because the large number of partners provided many unique views of the stellar occultation from many different instruments.

Emma Dahl, a postdoctoral scholar at Caltech in Pasadena, California, assisted in gathering observations from NASA's Infrared Telescope Facility (IRTF) on the summit of Mauna Kea in Hawaii—an observatory first built to support NASA's Voyager missions.

"As scientists, we do our best work when we collaborate. This was a team effort between NASA scientists, academic researchers, and amateur astronomers," said Dahl. "The atmospheres of the gas and ice giant planets [Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune] are exceptional atmospheric laboratories because they don't have solid surfaces. This allows us to study cloud formation, storms, and wind patterns without the extra variables and effects a surface produces, which can complicate simulations very quickly."

On November 12, 2024, NASA Langley researchers and collaborators were able to do a test run to prepare for the April occultation. Langley coordinated two telescopes in Japan and one in Thailand to observe a dimmer Uranus stellar occultation only visible from Asia. As a result, these observers learned how to calibrate their instruments to observe stellar occultations, and NASA was able to test its theory that multiple observatories working together could capture Uranus's big event in April.

Researchers from the Paris Observatory and Space Science Institute, in contact with NASA, also coordinated observations of the November 2024 occultation from two telescopes in India. These observations of Uranus and its rings allowed the researchers, who were also members of the April 7 occultation team, to improve the predictions about the timing on April 7 down to the second and also improved modeling to update Uranus's expected location during the occultation by 125 miles.

Uranus is almost 2 billion miles away from Earth and has an atmosphere composed of primarily hydrogen and helium. It does not have a solid surface, but rather a soft surface made of water, ammonia, and methane. It's called an ice giant because its interior contains an abundance of these swirling fluids that have relatively low freezing points. While Saturn is the most well-known planet for having rings, Uranus has 13 known rings composed of ice and dust.

Over the next six years, Uranus will occult several dimmer stars. NASA hopes to gather airborne and possibly space-based measurements of the next bright Uranus occultation in 2031, which will be of an even brighter star than the one observed in April.

IMAGE: This image of Uranus from NIRCam (Near-Infrared Camera) on NASA's James Webb Space Telescope exquisitely captures Uranus's seasonal north polar cap and dim inner and outer rings. This Webb image also shows 9 of the planet's 27 moons—clockwise starting at 2 o'clock, they are: Rosalind, Puck, Belinda, Desdemona, Cressida, Bianca, Portia, Juliet, and Perdita. Credit: NASA, ESA, CSA, STScI

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April 2025 Astrology Update: Awakening, Transformation & Cosmic Reckonings

Welcome to April, where the cosmic tides are shifting, the fire of Aries ignites new beginnings, and the steady hands of Taurus remind us to ground ourselves before the chaos of eclipse season sweeps in. This month is a blend of fiery momentum, shadow work, and karmic adjustments, so buckle up—we’re in for a ride.

🌙 Moon Phases for April 2025

🌑 New Moon in Aries – April 1

A powerful reset button. Aries energy is bold, independent, and ready to take charge. Set intentions that require courage and initiative—this is the time to start fresh.

🌓 First Quarter Moon in Cancer – April 8

The emotional check-in. Cancer brings sensitivity and intuition, so you may feel extra protective of your dreams and personal boundaries. Adjust plans accordingly.

🌕 Full Moon & Lunar Eclipse in Scorpio – April 23

This one is big. Scorpio eclipses purge, reveal secrets, and demand transformation. Expect intense emotions, revelations, and major endings. If something is no longer aligned with your path, it’s time to let it go.

🌗 Last Quarter Moon in Aquarius – April 30

A moment of reflection and detachment. Aquarius reminds us to think big, embrace change, and not take things too personally. What have you learned this month? What needs to be released before Taurus season takes hold?

Major Astrological Events

♈ Aries Season (March 20 – April 19)

We start the month still riding the Aries wave—bold, impulsive, and eager to charge ahead. This is the time to embrace confidence, take action, and push past hesitation. Aries doesn’t wait, and neither should you.

♉ Taurus Season Begins (April 19)

The energy shifts when the Sun enters Taurus, asking us to slow down and build something lasting. If Aries lit the fire, Taurus makes sure it doesn’t burn out too fast. Focus on stability, finances, and self-care.

♏ Lunar Eclipse in Scorpio (April 23, 2025)

A major transformation point. Eclipses bring endings, revelations, and karmic shifts, and in deep, intense Scorpio, it’s all about shadow work, power dynamics, and emotional purging. Whatever isn’t serving you? It’s time to let it go.

Planetary Movements & Their Impact

Mercury Retrograde in Aries (April 1 – April 25)

You guessed it—Mercury is back to its usual chaos, and this time, it’s in fiery Aries. Expect miscommunications, tech mishaps, and a short temper. The key? Think before you speak, and don’t send that impulsive text.

Venus in Taurus (April 5 – April 29)

Venus loves being in Taurus, so this is a beautiful time for love, pleasure, and financial blessings. Romance is sensual, food tastes better, and money matters get a little more stable. Indulge, but don’t overspend.

Mars in Pisces (March 22 – May 4)

Mars, the planet of action, is floating through dreamy, ethereal Pisces. Expect more intuition-driven decision-making, but less motivation for traditional action. Creativity and spiritual pursuits are favored, but getting stuff done might feel like swimming through fog.

How to Work with April’s Energy

✨ Embrace Aries energy early in the month—start projects, be bold, and step into leadership.

✨ Prepare for eclipse season by releasing what’s holding you back. Scorpio energy is intense—trust that what’s ending is meant to.

✨ Mercury retrograde means patience—expect delays and double-check your messages before hitting send.

✨ Ground yourself in Taurus season—indulge in nature, comfort, and practical stability.

Tarot Card for the Month: Death (Reversed) 🦋

April is a month of deep transformation, but some may resist change. What are you clinging to that you need to release? The Scorpio eclipse is pushing for rebirth—don’t fight it.

Final Thoughts

This month calls for action, transformation, and balance between fire and earth. We’re being asked to embrace change, release what no longer serves us, and find stability amid the shifts. Trust the process—the universe is aligning things in your favor.

Are you ready? Let’s step into the fire and emerge reborn.

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Saturday April 26th, 2025

*Mercury leaves Shadow *Mars opposes Pluto

The cosmos is delivering a powerful one-two punch this week as Mars in Leo opposes Pluto in Aquarius, while Mercury finally leaves its post-retrograde shadow—marking a turning point in our ability to move forward after months of review.

Key Energies & Their Meaning:

1. Mars in Leo Opposite Pluto in Aquarius

The Battle of Wills: Mars (action, passion) in fiery Leo clashes with Pluto (transformation, power) in rebellious Aquarius, creating intense friction between personal desire and collective change.

Vulnerability Meets Strength: This transit exposes where your heart is fully invested—forcing you to confront what’s worth fighting for versus what needs to be released.

Fixed Energy Standoff: With both signs stubborn (Leo and Aquarius are fixed), this can feel like a cosmic stalemate—progress may seem slow, but the tension is carving away illusions to reveal raw authenticity.

2. Mercury Exits Post-Retrograde Shadow

Eclipse Echoes: Events or revelations from the March 29th Aries Solar Eclipse may resurface—pay attention to themes of identity, courage, and new beginnings.

Forward Motion at Last: After weeks of rehashing old conversations, decisions, or delays, we can finally break new ground. No more backtracking—only clear, decisive action.

3. Sun in Taurus Square Mars & Pluto

The Stubborn Standoff: Taurus’ resistance to change collides with Mars’ impatience and Pluto’s demand for evolution. Frustration is high, but the lesson is clear: Slow, steady persistence (Taurus) will outlast impulsive force (Mars/Pluto).

This is a make-or-break moment—where stubbornness can either stall you or solidify your resolve. The cosmos says: Hold steady, but don’t harden. The right moment to strike is coming.

“I move with purpose, not pressure. My patience is power, and my authenticity is my armor.”

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Asteroid 2024 YR4: The Last Cosmic Warning?

As of today, February 27, 2025, here’s what’s known about Asteroid 2024 YR4 based on the latest updates:

Asteroid 2024 YR4 is a Near-Earth Object (NEO) of the Apollo type, meaning its orbit crosses Earth’s path around the Sun. It was discovered on December 27, 2024, by the ATLAS telescope in Rio Hurtado, Chile, just two days after it made a close approach to Earth on December 25, 2024, passing about 828,800 kilometers away—roughly 2.15 times the distance to the Moon. This asteroid caught attention because initial calculations suggested a small but notable chance of it impacting Earth in the future.

Its size is estimated to be between 40 and 90 meters (130 to 300 feet) in diameter, with NASA refining this to around 55 meters (180 feet) based on an assumed reflectivity (albedo) of 0.154. That’s roughly comparable to the asteroid responsible for the 1908 Tunguska event, which flattened a vast area of Siberian forest. It’s not a "planet-killer" by any stretch—those are typically kilometers wide—but it’s large enough to cause significant regional damage, potentially wiping out a city if it hits land. If it hits the ocean, it could cause a gigantic tsunami, the consequences of which could be more significant, since the affected area would be extended coastal areas.

The asteroid’s composition is thought to be stony, likely an S-type (the most common among NEOs), though it could also be an L-type or K-type based on preliminary spectral analysis from telescopes like the Gran Telescopio Canarias and Lowell Discovery Telescope. It spins pretty fast, with a rotation period of about 19.5 minutes, and its brightness varies as it rotates, suggesting an elongated shape—possibly 1.4 times longer than it is wide.

As for its orbit, 2024 YR4 takes about 4 years to circle the Sun, with an inclination of 3.41 degrees relative to Earth’s orbit (almost in the plane of the ecliptic). It came closest to the Sun (perihelion) on November 22, 2024, before swinging by Earth. Its next close approach is expected on December 17, 2028, at a safer distance of around 8 million kilometers. However, the big focus has been on December 22, 2032, when early estimates gave it a chance of hitting Earth.

Speaking of that impact risk, it’s been a rollercoaster. When first assessed in late January 2025, the odds were around 1-2%. By mid-February, they peaked at 3.1% (a 1-in-32 chance, and this is the highest probability estimate of a collision for bodies of similar size and mass in history), earning it a Torino Scale rating of 3—meaning it warranted serious attention. But as more observations rolled in, particularly from February 19-20, the risk dropped sharply. NASA’s latest update, based on data up to February 26, 2025, pegs the impact probability for 2032 at just 0.0011% (1-in-91,000), effectively reducing its Torino rating to 0. This means it’s no longer considered a significant threat, though there’s still a slim 1.7% chance it could hit the Moon instead.

Why the change?

More telescope data—hundreds of observations from places like the Very Large Telescope in Chile and the Magdalena Ridge Observatory in New Mexico—helped shrink the uncertainty in its trajectory. By April 2025, it’ll be too far and faint for ground-based telescopes to track, disappearing from view until mid-2028. The James Webb Space Telescope is slated to study it in March-May 2025, which could nail down its size and properties even better.

If it did hit Earth (super unlikely now), it’d likely strike at 38,000 mph (17 km/sec), releasing about 8 megatons of energy—over 500 times the Hiroshima bomb’s yield. The “risk corridor” spans the eastern Pacific, northern South America, the Atlantic, Africa, the Arabian Sea, and South Asia. But given the odds, scientists are more excited about studying it than worrying. It’s been a great test for planetary defense systems, like NASA’s Sentry and the ESA’s monitoring efforts, showing how we can refine predictions over time.

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🌙 March 2025 Astrology: A Month of New Beginnings & Karmic Shifts 🔮

As we step into March, the cosmos is stirring up a mix of dreamy energy, bold new beginnings, and karmic revelations. This month is packed with major planetary transits, a powerful New Moon, an intense Lunar Eclipse, and a fiery Mercury Retrograde in Aries! 🚀

Are you ready for the ride? Let’s dive into what the stars have in store for us this month!

💖 March 3 – Venus Conjunct Neptune in Pisces: A Dreamy Love Spell

The month begins with Venus, the planet of love, beauty, and money, meeting Neptune, the ruler of dreams and illusions, in Pisces.

✨ Vibes: Romantic, mystical, deeply intuitive.

💌 Best for: Love, creative pursuits, spiritual awakenings.

⚠️ Caution: Be careful of unrealistic expectations in love & finances.

Under this transit, love can feel like a fairytale, but not everything is as it seems! Enjoy the magic, but keep your feet on the ground.

March 10 – Full Moon in Pisces: A Portal to Your Dreams

Full Moons are about releasing energies and this one in Pisces is infused with spiritual energy. If you've been craving to release any negative energy or people who drain your energy this is your cosmic green light!

🌟 Vibes: Introspective, healing, emotionally deep

💡 Best for: Meditation, releasing energy and healing

💭 Manifestation Tip: Write down things which you want to release meditate, and trust your intuition!

🔄 March 14 – Mercury Retrograde in Aries (March 14 - April 7): Expect the Unexpected!

Mercury, the planet of communication, turns retrograde in fiery Aries, making this a fast-paced yet chaotic period.

🔥 Vibes: Bold but impulsive, miscommunication prone.

💡 Best for: Reassessing plans, reconnecting with old passions.

⚠️ Caution: Think before you speak! Tempers may flare, and misunderstandings can arise.

Double-check your emails, avoid making rash decisions, and give yourself extra time for travel. This retrograde is here to teach patience!

☀️ March 20 – Sun Enters Aries: Hello, Astrological New Year! 🎉

Aries season begins with the Spring Equinox, marking the start of a new astrological cycle. This is the time to take bold action and embrace your inner fire!

🚀 Vibes: High-energy, ambitious, action-oriented.

💡 Best for: Starting new projects, making confident decisions.

💪 Empowerment Tip: Step into your power, set clear goals, and go after what you want!

🌕 March 25 – Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Libra: A Turning Point in Relationships

Brace yourself—this is no ordinary Full Moon! Lunar Eclipses bring fated events, endings, and major shifts, especially in relationships.

⚖️ Vibes: Karmic, revealing, transformational.

💡 Best for: Releasing toxic connections, finding balance in relationships.

🛑 Caution: If something crumbles, it was never meant to stay.

Expect the unexpected in love, business partnerships, and friendships. The truth will come out, and it’s time to embrace what’s real.

🔥 March 30 – Mars Enters Cancer: Emotions Take the Lead

Mars, the planet of action, moves into Cancer, the sign of emotions, home, and security. This transit shifts the energy from impulsive to protective.

💙 Vibes: Sensitive, nurturing, defensive.

💡 Best for: Strengthening family bonds, emotional healing.

⚠️ Caution: Avoid passive-aggressiveness; express your feelings openly.

You might feel extra protective of your loved ones and personal space. It’s a great time to focus on emotional well-being and self-care.

🌟 Final Thoughts: March is a Cosmic Rollercoaster!

March 2025 is a blend of romantic dreams, fiery energy, deep emotional shifts, and powerful karmic lessons. Embrace the changes, stay mindful, and trust that the universe is leading you exactly where you need to be.

💬 What are you looking forward to this month? Drop a comment and let’s talk astrology! 🔮✨

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Notes & Dates: Neptunes 165 Year First & Eclipse Season

This year and this month are unique.

The outer planets bring in a lot of Mars-driven fire energy, and shockingly eccentric, air duality energy, while the eclipses provide massive energetic packets of both emotional spiritual exploration & routine-based, grounded health analyzation.

Neptune enters Aries at the end of March for the first time since the 1880s. Back then, impactful historical events including industrialization, the Vatican council declaring the pope unquestionable, Karl Marx’ communism, the “Great Binge”, plus the American Civil War and slavery abolition took place. Aries Neptunes war-of-the-spirit energy was joined at the time by Gemini and then Cancer Uranus’ energy of shocking duality and nurture vs. passive-aggressive leadership energies. This year, karmic co-ordinator Saturn enters war God Aries & odd tech king Uranus enters mental-manipulator Gemini. They’re further noted below.

Eclipse season starts with a Virgo lunar eclipse on March 14th, while we’re already on the Pisces / Virgo (spiritual & material service and health) axis of the nodes (bringing the lessons of the past into the skills and talents of the future).

The month also ends with an Aries solar eclipse March 29th, which ends the Aries / Libra series which began April 2023. Take a look at how your personal patterns have (or haven’t) evolved since then. This is an opportunity for closure around partnerships, themes of diplomacy and justice, and whether we lead ourselves boldly, confidently and correctly, or act out of unwise impulses such as aggression.

The Pisces / Virgo axis begins a new series of eclipses where we’ll need to analyze cosmic details and bring them properly into more grounded, material reality which is more well informed by spiritual wisdom.

(Don’t fall for the fear mongering that goes along with eclipse season and with the retrograde fears people are strapping on Mercury and Venus. Retrogrades and eclipses are not rare. Retrogrades give opportunities to redo and improve some of the energies [by degree] of the previous signs they were in. Eclipses are heightened full and new moons which provide energies for about 6 months each. You see how through transits, including those with your natal charts.)

The years last two eclipses are in Pisces and then Virgo. More on the eclipses and the years outer planet shifts in their own posts.

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Dates & tips for outer planet shifts & eclipses this year:

Virgo Total Lunar Eclipse (New Moon) - March 14th, 2:55 AM EST, with moon switching to Libra at 2:59 PM EST - set sleep intentions through visualization before bed, for regular overall healthy life patterns, as waning gibbous Libra moon is better for diplomatic & just emotional balancing, plus release and harvest.

Aries Partial Solar Eclipse (Full Moon) - March 29th, at 6:57 AM EST - Balance the impulses by leading oneself confidently through the breaking of unhealthy patterns, then celebrate goals achieved or get physical exercise through the difficulties of patterns one was unable to break.

Neptune in Aries - March 30th, 2025 to March 23rd, 2039 - Truth vs. Illusion, and patient intuition vs rash action.

Saturn in Aries - May 25th, 2025 to May 1st, 2028 - Duties, responsibilities and structures of how we physically take action. Uranus in Gemini - July 7th, 2025 to May 23rd, 2033 - Shock involving duality, innovation & tech.

Pluto in Aquarius - until January 19th, 2044 - Social and political endings.

Pisces Total Lunar Eclipse (New Moon) - September 7th, 2:09 PM EST - A time to recognize the unlimited potentials of spiritual love and begin to see how this can transform our intuitive and emotional patterns.

Virgo Partial Solar Eclipse (Full Moon) - September 21st, 3:54 AM EST - As energy involving habits and health peaks, look to the details to celebrate the smallest of wins one can find.

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The Power of Vedic Astrology: A Prediction Fulfilled

Saturn Transit 2025 Prediction That Came True: The Passing of Pope Francis

On April 21, 2025, the world bid farewell to Pope Francis, who passed away at the age of 88 due to a cerebral stroke followed by heart failure—just a day after Easter Sunday. A deeply spiritual and globally respected figure, his departure marked the end of a significant chapter in the history of the Church and humanity.

But what left many people stunned was the prediction about Pope Francis's passing away.

Yes, you read that right.

Days before this heartbreaking news, Achary Kalki Krishnan Ji (The Best Astrologer in India) had predicted a major event is going to happen to a global spiritual leader (Pope Francis) as an effect of the Saturn Transit in Pisces—a rare and intense astrological event in 2025.

Many dismissed it at first. But after the sudden demise of Pope Francis, people began to realize the accuracy and depth of Vedic Astrology, when practiced sincerely and responsibly.

🪐 Saturn Transit 2025: A Cosmic Turning Point According to Vedic astrology, planetary transits like that of Saturn can significantly influence both personal lives and world affairs.

Saturn, the karmic planet, when moving through Pisces, brings transformation, spiritual reckoning, and often, the departure of long-standing figures from the global stage.

This isn’t just astrology—it’s cosmic mathematics. It's about interpreting the subtle signals the universe gives us. And in this case, it pointed unmistakably toward change.

👁️‍🗨️ If You're Curious… 📰 Our Times of India article explained this Saturn Transit 2025 impact on Pope Francis. 👇We also discussed it on our YouTube video on Saturn Transit 2025 World Prediction video

This is the power of Mundane Astrology prediction why done by Qualified Astrologers like Achary Kalki Krishnan Ji.

🙏 Need Guidance?

TALK TO THE BEST ASTROLOGERS TODAY!

📞 Consultations are available worldwide via phone.

Let the stars guide you, not confuse you.

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Smoking Mirror Tezcatlipoca

“Tezcatlipoca is the name of the god who has many forms and many names. At times he was black, at times he was yellow, at times he was red. At times he was called Smoking Mirror, at times he was called Jaguar, at times he was called Black Tezcatlipoca.” Source: Florentine Codex, Book 6

The significance of this day Thursday, 10 April 2025

Day Acatl (Reed, known as Ben in Maya) is governed by Tezcatlipoca as its provider of tonalli (Shadow Soul) life energy. Acatl is the scepter of authority which is, paradoxically, hollow. It is a day when the arrows of fate fall from the sky like lightningbolts. A good day to seek justice, a bad day to act against others.

Dominion Over the Night Sky and Time

As the god of the night sky, Tezcatlipoca held authority over the stars and the passage of time, wielding significant influence over both celestial and human affairs.

His connection to the night tied him to the unknown, shadows, and mysteries that permeate existence.

The movements of the stars were believed to reflect divine intentions, and Tezcatlipoca, as their governor, could manipulate these celestial events to influence outcomes on earth.

He is often associated with the Great Bear constellation (known in Mesoamerica as the Big Dipper), symbolizing his presence in the heavens and his role as a cosmic guide.

Tezcatlipoca: The Smoking Mirror God of the Aztecs

Tezcatlipoca -- Smoking Mirror (Lord of the Night Sky) Mahaboka

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The Electric Highway Festival 2025 Returns to Calgary

Doomed & Stoned is proud to rally for the upcoming spring festival in Calgary, Canada: The Electric Highway 2025. The line-up for this April 4/5 event is nothing short of exhilarating.

Kicking things off with the grim rhythmic doom metal band CASTLE on Friday night, who are on the tail end of the Evil Remains Tour, which has taken them to Europe, Canada, and the US.

Robust Canadian sludge attack BISON, long a staple of the scene -- with albums stretching back to 2008 -- headlines the whole festival on Saturday, April 5th.

They will be joined by SoCal rock 'n' roll, out of control band FEVER DOG dishing out ample feel good groove and hard jamming vibes to the stage.

A splattering of Western Canadian bands (of which there are a damn good many) join the roster including LA CHINGA, BUFFALO BUD BUSTER, THE GETMINES, 88 MILE TRIP, CHÛNK, HYDRACAT, THE ASTRAL PROPHETS, BLACKSMITH & BREWER, LOVER, BUNS, and G.E.O.F.F.

There's nothing quite like the live experience. Witnessing the magic of music brought to life on stage. Feeling the impact of that massive low end rumble. There's something visceral about the whole stoner-doom sound in a concert setting that should drive you out of the house for a good show.

The Electric Highway Festival takes place on April 4 & 5 at Dickens (1000 9 Ave SW) in Calgary, Alberta. Here's the full line-up:

Friday, April 4, 2025

Castle (San Francisco/Vancouver)

Buffalo Bud Buster (Calgary)

Blacksmith and Brewer (Vancouver)

CHÛNK (Vancouver)

Hydracat (Edmonton)

The Astral Prophets (Calgary)

BUNS (Calgary)

Doors 5pm – Show 6pm

Saturday, April 5, 2025

Bison (Vancouver)

La Chinga (Vancouver)

Fever Dog (Southern California)

The Getmines (Vancouver)

88 Mile Trip (Vancouver)

Lover (Calgary)

GEOFF (Calgary)

Doors 5pm – Show 6pm.

Advance 2-day passes are available for $75. Advance single-day tickets are $40 for Friday and $45 for Saturday.

Festival passes and single-day tickets are available at www.theelectrichighway.ca/festivalstore/.

Stay up to speed with the festival with updates right here.

SOME BUZZ

The Electric Highway Festival hosts various genres that range from Desert Rock, Stoner Metal, Doom, Sludge, Trippy Psychedelic, Surf Rock, Acid Rock, Noise Rock, Fuzz Rock, Space Rock, Blues Rock, Heavy Psych, Heavy Blues, Southern Rock, Fuzzy Punk, Sludgy Hardcore bands and variations of any of the previously mentioned styles. The festival includes a vendor area with interesting goods for attendees to take home with them.

Previous editions of the festival featured one of the event’s past favorites Californian headliners Sasquatch, Juno Award-winning Canadian band ANCIIENTS, Vancouver’s La Chinga, Space Queen, Dead Quiet, and more, Gnarwhal from Yellowknife, NWT, Calgary’s Gone Cosmic, Hombre, Flashback among many more, and a whole host of other great bands.

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🌟 Vibe Tribe Tips for Surviving Venus Retrograde Like a Cosmic Baddie 💫

✨ Venus Retrograde Dates & What That Means for You ✨

🔥 Preshadow Phase: February 18, 2025 – March 1, 2025 (The Warm-Up 🏋️‍♀️)

💥 Retrograde: March 1, 2025 – April 12, 2025 (The Main Event 🎭)

🌀 Post-Shadow Phase: April 12, 2025 – April 26, 2025 (The Aftermath 🧹)

So what’s the deal? Venus, the planet of love, beauty, money, and pleasure, is taking a lil’ backspin in the sky. Think of it like your ex sliding into your DMs at 2 AM—it’s disruptive, it’s messy, and it’s probably not in your best interest. 🚩 The preshadow is where you start noticing shifts (subtle red flags 🚨, weird vibes in love or finances 💰), the actual retrograde is where the drama unfolds 🎬, and the post-shadow is where you clean up the cosmic mess. 🧽

🔮 Spiritual Meaning & Effects 🔮 Venus retrograde is like a divine relationship audit from the universe. 🌌 It forces us to slow down and really reflect on our relationships, self-worth, finances, and personal values. Expect old lovers to resurface 👀, dating apps to feel like a haunted house 👻, and financial decisions to require extra scrutiny.

✅ General Dos & 🚫 Don'ts ✨ DO: ✔️ Re-evaluate your relationships. Are they adding to your peace or disturbing it? 🤔 ✔️ Reconnect with your self-worth. Stop accepting the bare minimum. 💎 ✔️ Revisit past creative projects. That poetry book? That art piece? Bring it back! 🎨 ✔️ Double-check all major financial decisions. Read the fine print, bestie. 🔍 ✔️ Heal old wounds. Venus Rx loves to bring up past hurt for a reason—so you can finally release it. 🕊️

🚫 DON’T: ❌ Start a new relationship (unless you wanna relive it in the next Venus Rx 🫠). ❌ Get a drastic haircut, tattoo, or makeover. Regret is real. 😬 ❌ Make impulsive purchases—luxury splurges might feel good now, but your bank account will be side-eyeing you later. 💸 ❌ Text your ex. Just don’t. Please. Block if necessary. 🚷 ❌ Rush into commitments. This applies to love, business, and contracts. Venus Rx exposes what’s not solid. 🏗️

🌈 Final Cosmic Advice 🌈 This retrograde isn’t here to ruin your love life—it’s here to help you upgrade it. 🚀 Whether that means cutting ties with an unhealthy dynamic ✂️, falling back in love with yourself 💖, or simply learning to be patient in love and money, Venus Rx is a necessary cosmic lesson. Ride the wave 🌊, stay grounded 🌿, and most importantly—protect your peace at all costs. 🛡️

✨ Happy surviving, babes. See you on the other side. 💫💖