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beelzebby · 2 years ago
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Welcome to Vault 37!
Located under Cameron Mountain in Colorado near the Pike and San Isabel National Forest, Vault 37 is one of the few vaults designated to be equipped with a “Garden of Eden Creation Kit” commonly referred to as a G.E.C.K. This kit is a fully self-contained terraforming module, capable of creating and sustaining life in a post-War environment.Along with the extremely valuable G.E.C.K. contained in the vault, the Overseer was also intrusted with a collection of DNA samples using highly advanced Vault-Tec preservation and containment technology. These samples were intended to replace and restore any fauna that was irreparably mutated by the bombs or destroyed entirely. Vault 37 had no admittance criteria, aside from an essay one had to write to be considered for a slot inside. Those accepted took great pride in being part of the Vault-Tec community that could single handedly restore pre-war life. 
After approximately two-and-a-half to three generations of waiting for Vault-Tec to send the all clear signal, allowing the residents of Vault 37 to open the sealed door and begin their life's work of repairing the wasteland, the power dynamic in the Vault began to shift. The Overseers appointed scientists began using the DNA samples to print gourmet meals. Quickly an upper and a lower class formed inside the vault. Those living on the upper floors of the vault had special privileges such as significantly less work, better food, and overall better quality of life. While those on the lower floors had simple mess hall meals and had to work twice as hard to maintain the Vault. It has remained this way for nearly 200 years. Current residents no longer remember the original sense of community or their altruistic goals.
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doortotomorrow · 1 year ago
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cooper "the ghoul" howard » portrayed by walton goggins
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adulthoodisokay · 2 years ago
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me: so i've gotta do a thing about a book coming out and it's fine but also i asked the author for an advance reader copy of the book since im quoted in it my therapist: wait you're in a book? why? me: oh you know, the whole The Dress thing therapist: ...cates. im sorry, i have to derail this session. you were responsible for The Dress? like, that was you?? your post is the one that went viral??? me: yes? wait. WAIT. have i never mentioned this in the 2.5 years i've been seeing you?? therapist: CATES, NO YOU HAVE NOT. WHAT?? i've got a lot of questions and sorry but this is what we have to talk about right now because while i'm curious it'll also provide, like, SO MUCH context for how you feel about your career and identity of being a Person who Works on the Internet.
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timespacegirls · 2 months ago
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pls i am begging people. don't make me defend pete mctighe. i know kerblam was bad and i will stand her and complain about it until the end of time but please can we spare one critical thought for lucky day and not jump straight into whinging about ruby coming back 😭
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icantflyjets123 · 2 months ago
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HIII
So I'm making a campaign with the fallout RPG book and I was wondering if anyone had any story ideas? I've taken some inspo from some actual game missions but I have no other ideas lol
ALSO my dice for it finally came in ( I just wanted to show them off)
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psybrepunk · 10 months ago
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My husband's opinion about Skyrim is now that it "feels like I'm playing D&D with Nick Valentine" because I made him hyper-aware of how many voices are very noticeably Stephen Russell lol.
But now I'm in love with the idea that Skyrim has so much of roughly the same Stephen Russel voice because you the player are actually playing this as a tabletop with Nick as the DM so he's voicing a ton of the characters. (And I guess Desdemona is there too...her voice occurs in Skyrim fairly frequently as well.)
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magicalspit · 4 months ago
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me reading the discourse posts in the cr tag like do you think these are the exact arguments people are having in exandria about bells hells for the next decade or so
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originalcontent · 7 months ago
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If good and evil did exist as immutable forces (a la Gary Gygaxian-style alignment chart) and as attributes of personhood irrespective of actions one takes upon the world what's the foundational tenet of each? Is good about striving to help others and evil about indifference to the suffering of others? Or is speaking purely about outlook rather than actions, does evil necessitate some sort of active malice? Or is it better to just throw the words out there and let them be interpreted however by whoever?
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elderly-scrolls · 1 month ago
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good god the historical birds are so fucked up
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mcjeetus0133 · 3 months ago
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Hey I'm actually friends with Krimson Graey and I just want to let you know that you're defending a fake fallout modder and a fake fallout fan and a fake gamer. AshfallDude/The Dude is not a real fallout fan, he's a parasite who sexually abused Krimson for no reason.
The Mod Author who cried "Woke"
The definitive edition of a tragic tale on Allout Monte's Icarus Complex.
Today... has not been a very good week, I'm not gonna lie. Maybe a little worse than how they usually go that also goes far beyond botched scheduling. I could go on with what the last couple of days would've looked like, originally trapped in a doomer realm. But thanks for the said last couple of days and a snap back, I can say that I definitely have a much bigger outlook on this whole ordeal because unlike him, I at least get to solve more problems that don't end with schizo alts, AI alts, and impersonation alts.
Now, of course, I am talking about Allout Monte.
Which agreeably, has been an eyesore for the last couple of days, but an eyesore worth having sacrificed because Allout Monte has been my personal crash course on to how Schizophrenic is as Schizophrenic gets. So much so of an eyesore that even Tumblr kinda had to agree with it as a specific group who definitely isn't illegally impersonating a Mod Project dead and defunct by their own hands and definitely not owned by Allout Monte, mass report all of my stuff and then proceed to stalk, dox, and even blackmail into "submission." Which is totally fun by the way.
(that is most definitely sarcasm, there are literal much more ways worse than stalking doxing and blackmail that I'd rather wish upon.)
Now, if you are a newfound newcomer who now has the honorable dishonor of seeing the words "Allout Monte" on the screen being read to you by a voice who is also not as thrilled about this as you are... today's your lucky day. Because this will mark the release of the definitive edition of Allout Monte, what you need to know, what he has done, what he can do, what he stole, and why never listening to him will be the best thing in anyone's life right now actually whether it'd be fans or regs. So if you're down for that great, if not, this is your one and only warning that cringe is coming. As we put together the ultimate timeline of Allout Monte and bring together the unfortunate self reporting narrative of the goofy goober who cried "Woke!"
So, in terms of the chronological order ranked by the need to knows and catch up games this is what happened:
It first starts off with the Fallout: New Vegas Mod "Fallout: Ashfall" a work in progress originally in the hands of several other people that did get salad tossed around by a handful of founders and creators for varying reasons. It eventually got to a group lead by AshfallDude and a bundle of other people participating. One day, Allout Monte who was the former member alongside one or two other people come together to try and make promotionals... for a mod that was not even prepped for previewing yet. It was heavily frowned upon at that time and despite it being such, they released it anyways, got in trouble, greatly ratio'd for it- because obviously, the dumbest thing you can do with an unfinished product is start promotionals over development while simultaniously misleading your audience.
For actual normal people this is where it would usually end, but no, we're not talking about normal people here. Monte was kicked for inactivity on top of the insubordination and instead of asking himself when and where "This action will have consequences" started showing... Allout Monte threw a temper tantrum, started an entire Hate Campaign one sided, and directed all of that towards AshfallDude- albeit such said one-sided hate campaign was partially successful since AshfallDude did end up stepping down during this process, however, did not come at such great costs. One example provided being Fallout: Ashfall purely dead in the water as the devs and leads dodge the responsibilty of enabling the situation in the first place, and cringefully convincing themselves that keeping this flop going with drama clout is the sole thing keeping Fallout: Ashfall alive.
Thank you for that bit, Cellblock Psycho.
On top of unwittingly killing off their own project, Allout Monte himself would later be exposed and found out to be running an entire alternative account that uses AI and AI Generated Content to make all these pieces regarding AshfallDude and the Fallout: Ashfall Group. He was in fact, so exposed, that he had forgotten livestreams existed.
Ever since then he had gotten on to schizo rant, on to schizo rant, upon schizo alts, upon schizo alts. Swearing up and down the Vatican that Allout Monte (the schizo alts) was the hero of the story and is in no way the aggravator, culprit, criminal any of that.
Despite every other person that's been within 50 miles of his stank aura for longer than 4 seconds telling you otherwise.
So that's the summary/basics of the thing, but this is where the definitive documentary starts.
Because today, I want to give you the full history, the true story of Allout Monte. (and to some extent, Krimson Graey.)
Every theft.
Every threat.
Every lie.
Every flaw and downfall.
Every. Canon Event that made Allout Monte, Allout Monte. And just wrap up the series finale of Allout Monte with this special episode. For those willing to stay to hear all of that, let us begin.
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Normally, this would not be my place to bring up something like this, but considering one of the recent set of unfortunate events involved Allout and his gang who stalked and doxed an Archive Channel's Co-Worker, it's only fair that we start off with a punishment that fits the crime. And that's discovering the bitter reality that I always had a hunch was true long before the hate campaign for Ashfall started, and even longer before. And that starts off with personal life.
Originally, I had no idea about Allout's personal life. I had no intentions of ever seeing if I could discover some semblance of it, (or a realistic lack thereof,) and even in the offchance that I end up seeing it, I've always had this nagging sensation in the back of my head that it wasn't going to be pretty. Because a part of me always felt like that the life Allout Monte had lead since day one was something that always has been the most prominent establishing piece onto the whole foundation of Allout Monte. And as we know in my last coverage on Monte. Not only did the demand for of happen, I was also right.
One of my conversations with my anonymous source / "old friend" of Mr. Monte let out that, not only he was a part of a series of unfortunate events that we will be talking about in the next two chapters, but the confirmation that Allout's lifestyle he lived was deeply rooted since day one. And that's talking about the Arcade Shop.
In Allout's home town, there lies a specific Arcade Shop that is as far as I know pretty popular over there. And one of the things that he would say about to his "old friend" is that he runs the place. Which on face value would probably give you the idea that he is a self made man, however, this "old friend" found out that it was a lie and the Arcade Shop was a matter of fact, owned by his father. Making this the worst form of stolen valor and content theft you can commit imaginable. To your own father.
Now, I originally wanted to give a little bit of doubt benefits, because a part of me thought this information was too good to be true on all accounts that I was getting this kind of shit from someone who simply stumbled upon my works. So out of due diligence and to say that it wasn't a fluke, I decided to look for myself using the name drops that the source had given me... and it turned out it is true. There does exist, a Arcade Shop in a town that is Allout's Hometown, and this bit of information was right in my hands. Unlike him, I think it'll be amusing if everybody else figured it out on their own to test my bluff that this is infact real. But of course, this is one part of the whole reason of bringing this up at the beginning.
Not when stolen valor and content theft is in the question. Which those two alone would heinous enough especially in the environment of family business. But that isn't enough to dismiss the unfortunate elephant in this brand new room: the implications.
Because again, I only know now about this Arcade ownership ordeal, but I still know next to nothing about the personal life of these people running it. Let alone their wellbeing. Because if it ends up being true that his dad is dead, and he is claiming that he owned and founded the place that is a much bigger disrespect compared to if he is alive and well and probably had lived his best life by now. Just by the concept that this type of valor and credit is being stolen by your own father who runs the place. Because if he is deceased and you did all of this, Holy Christ, Allout. But this has also been as I said a stark reminder and confirmation that was once again confirmed. That this whole thing he put himself in was deeply rooted from the start. That this was something that everybody who had met, talked, and hanged about with Allout Monte was always the predetermined factor of just finding out of much a trashy human Allout Monte is. And what he will continue to show himself to be in the next few chapters we will be covering.
The Interview that overdid the ego
So we start off with the main event and the true beginning of Monte's claim to fame. And that event was none other than the fated interview with the former Fallout 2 and New Vegas Writer Chris Avellone. And the good news is that this was something that actually happened.
The good news, is that this the one thing that actually happened, that Allout Monte will ever admit, and the only thing that he will use to virtue signal, gaslight, dick measure in a dick measuring contest, and mald with in the offchance you ever wanted to question, criticize, and/or ratio this manchild.
The shitty news is that this is the only thing that happened in IRL and not in fan-fictions.
Unfortunately, whether not not this was through this exact moment, (or by safe assumption he was like this when god knows when,) this would essentially be the beginning of a mordibly ergrigous superiority complex he would have throughout the entirety of this career. From start to finsh, everything that happens now, later, and ongoing can be traced back here to this one interview. That was not only so prominent in some of these events we will be discussing, but once we finish this it will be stark reminder of what ego and pride can do to somebody like Allout Monte. And the worst part about this was that this managed to get Rooster Teeth's attention, scoring a spot at a section in their channel… that the section itself wasn't even being received well in the first place. (Apparently, it was trash.)
Implying that it didn't even get that much attention, or at the very least the kind of attention that Allout is expecting, which considering what happens later is not one expectation that should never be healthy to anyone. And one that might as well be lost to time at this point. Which morbidly implied that despite whatever happened next, a lot of what he did would not matter. Not because of his overall character, but because of the unfortunate events of giving Rooster Teeth to the Warner Brothers. Anyways…
I think there wouldn't have been any better way about it. Because a part of me genuinely thinks that this whole thing started when he sat down in that interview. The moment he went face to face with Mr. Avellone was the moment where everything went wrong, because after that, would lead to a compilation of very unfortunate events talked about soon, and the aftermath that came with reminding us what ego can do to your greatest dreams. If this had not ever happened, I believe everything after would have never happened in the first place. Give or take. AshfallDude would never be accused of being a bisexual trans man, Fallout: Ashfall would never be a literal zombie of a mod project where the only attention it demands is drama & clout, and I wouldn't have such a skeptical yet negative outlook on the New Vegas Modding Community now that I got to see the industry behind the machine.
But this is pretty much the entire true starting point to all of what will be unfolding in the interest of time and what we will be covering now.
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This next set of events is a little mixed messages of tragedy, little bit of comedy, little bit of deserved to the eyes of some other people, but more importantly, Allout Monte's first official set of crimes he will be comitting today. And that is talking about a place known none other as "Surgarbombed!"
To the unaware, let us start with the basics, Sugarbombed was a forum group where I once originally thought was something tied to Fallout: The Frontier. Turned out that ended up not being the case and was originally a Fallout 4 Hype Forum that lasted around 2015 to 2017. Which did serve its purpose for the most part. It was originally a joint effort by a YouTuber named MrMattyPlays and an individual by the name of "Potato" who would run the servers. Guess who else was in the Forums? Mr. Monte himself.
Now on the first bit of on the surface, you would imagine that Allout Monte would be the example child in fact, he claims himself to be a Fallout Fan, and he would do everything in his power to make sure he gave what the fans needed. But that would be so far from the truth.
Allout Monte proceeded to co-opt the forum group and make it his own. From then and to the current days of 2025, Allout Monte would say that he is the owner/founder/CEO of Sugarbombed when Allout Monte never founded anything nor worked on any aspect of the forum group. Meanwhile, Potato put the entire work into Sugarbombed even when it came to finances where there were Patreon supporters who were more than happy to put some money to keep the servers live, they would proceed to pay for the servers themselves out of their own pockets keeping those servers live. So the fact that Allout Monte would spend that same amount of time just claiming that it is his own while not even paying for a single penny for it is the most psychotic work ever.
And don't make the mistake that he was giving all these barks with followup bites. Monte did not know a thing about web development, or forums, or literally anything. So he would waste yap session upon yap session saying he owned all of this while not knowing a damn thing on how to manage it. Don't also think that's the end of it, because he would also show all of the things that I said by not knowing anything about web development and forum management for the past 8 years by best bet assuming his "ultimatum" never happened. Basically attempting to bring it back to life in some way or form, by any means necessary, and luckily, a lot of that never worked. At some point during those 8 years though, Monte had success. Somewhat.
By downgrading it to a Discord server.
And this is the second and most prominent red flag that came to play. Because that old friend of Allout has mentioned before, came to visit that server once upon a dream, and that server was basically filled with nazis and racists. A crowd that in the interest of time Allout Monte would serve as a frequent visitor of towards these kinds of circles. But aside from that, absolutely like nothing akin to the former glory of Sugarbomed. After that it was basically stark reminder that Sugarbombed was just no more, and Allout Monte basically parades its corpse around acting like it's alive and stuff even having a Patreon to it that might as well be a irl recreation of that one South Park episode about Kickstarters.
You can actually find it right here.
And it's not like Allout was one of the few problems that plagued Sugarbombed another bit of that discourse was turned towards MrMattyPlays himself. Which a lot of the consensus around Matty falls under the category of things like shill business and the sorts, not having a willingness to criticize and the likes. Another would fall under a couple other situations regarding MrMattyPlays, and his management. But a lot of it basically fell under the category of shilling nonsense and the sort, essentially a lot of stuff a part of me already figured and contributed to the reasons why I felt something was off about Matty in the first place when I heard of him. But at that time, it also wasn't worth wasting all of that time over since it was under the category of basically understanding the hustle.
But at the end of the day though... Allout Monte basically stole the credit of Sugarbombed- commandeering the entire thing, and bulldozing it into oblivion (in a bulldozer he had no damn clue how to work btw,) until the former glory of Sugarbombed was unidentifiable.
Yet, here's the stinger regarding Matty and Monte, this also would not be the first time he tried stealing shit from him.
Because Allout Monte would proceed to try and front a Podcast called the H.A.M. Radio Podcast... and guess who started that first?
Now luckily this never went far and the events regarding it was basically lost to time. But the long and short of it was a little bit after, Monte tried to mog Matty with his Podcast and that like his roughly 8 years worth of botching the holy hell out of Sugarbombed didn't even work at all. It was apparently so tragic, that was why it was lost to time.
At the end of the day though, that was the beginning of Allout Monte's content theft spree. And kind of this E3 Demonstration of Monte basically exposing himself as this insane-o style clout chaser that'd basically go to things as far as being a raging asshole for attention, or in this case, unapologetic content theft.
More importantly, this would only gas him up in preparation for the whole entire schism on what was about to go down next.
Ash and the fall (1/ Borrowed time)
Now this is where we get to the main course of the iceberg, Fallout: Ashfall. A name of horrid memories, abysmal downfalls, and the world's most cringe crashouts imaginable. This is where the bulk of the entire documentary is at, this is where I have the most vivid memories of Monte and his clown shows though preferably I always kept wishing they were just fever dreams. A lot of you probably are tired of hearing about it, and probably think the same thing too, so I'll try to make introductions as brief as possible to the uninformed.
Fallout: Ashfall was a Fallout: New Vegas Mod Project akin to the likes of Fallout: London and Fallout: New California. Entirely different Fallout stories using Fallout: New Vegas's Engine Assets among their own creations to create DLC-sized and even New Game++ Experiences. Fallout: Ashfall was one of those that was to be taking place in Hawaii. And it got salad tossed around a couple other times by some management issues on top of being targeted by a goofy goober by the name of Sneedclave Anonymous. (a face we will talk about later.)
Now Fallout: Ashfall had a lot of shoes to fill, trying to build up promise, impression, and the pursuit of an entire Fallout Story in Hawaii. The only problem is trying to sort out the planning. As mentioned before, this got salad tossed around by a handful of lead developers and the sort, seemingly looking like it was gonna be in development hell until this course of events it fell under its brand new leadership for that time, AshfallDude.
And AshfallDude was someone who did a good job at it. Had a systems and everything one time, even one time stating that he had a set of rules regarding work efforts and personals that basically made overworking yourself a bigass "No." Keep this in mind as this will be a very important tool in the interest of time. Now in tragic fashion, guess who else so happened to be a part of the Fallout: Ashfall Team. Allout Monte himself.
Now his first hours of being a part of the Ashfall Team started out almost innocently enough. But rather unfortunate case nonetheless. He was recommended by a friend, which in turn, made him an apology hire. Which, consequently as apology hires go, Allout was never interviewed, question, or side-eyed what Monte was truly capable of. Now had a few prying eyes keel over Monte. Some would imagine it either be a much shorter story, or it would've panned out the same just without a much bigger outreach compared to that whole one year. Fact of the matter being that nobody regardless of it being three months ago, or even three years ago probably wouldn't have anticipated the aftermath unless they telepathically knew Monte.
Ash and the fall (2/ "Where you even at???")
Now then, we move on to the next segment of this entire episodic ordeal with the abysmal guerilla stunt that came to play started by Monte. Allout gets what he wants, the strife between getting fired and staying is over. You'd think with someone who claims to be high and might like Allout Monte, he'd put his entire backbone into the project. What Fresh claimed About against was a fluke and he was this model citizen for the “Fallout Community.” No.
Spoiler alert: this never happened.
Allout Monte would be inactive for the entirety of four to nine whole months. Almost half a year. And the bitch of the entire thing is this was not even with anything major he was just assigned a side-quest and still proceeded to do nothing about it. How much of “Nothing?”
No updates, no reports, no progress, no attendance, no nothing. Hardly attended meetings, and not even a lick of content to work with. How this became more prominent was all thanks to AshfallDude's Leadership.
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When he was assigned the lead of the project, there were a concrete reality he understood off rip:
Modding is about hobby that people work on for free and that they are giving out for free. At the end of the day, the modding scene primarily consists of people would take a fraction of their time to put something together for the purpose of entertainment and never for business. So on the first few days as lead he made these no exceptions set rules basically summarized by myself who understands it clearly:
Nobody is to set any form of personals to the side in favor of working with on Fallout: Ashfall.
If anybody is currently in the event where they are unable to work on the mod for a considerable amount of time, they are to notify their higher ups beforehand if not immediately so they can assess, address, and act accordingly.
Clear cut, simple, and no excuse to say it was never done.
With these two rules aside, Allout had that amount of excuses to not find such a time to read and follow accordingly. Again, almost six whole months with no activity or contribution. And the only form of activity was when he responded to AshfallDude after he himself personally checked to see how he was doing. A week after on top of the unfathomable months of nothing, he would finally ruled out that he is to be kicked from the server, no exceptions.
But that's getting ahead of ourselves.
Because the before marks the beginning of the Fallout: Ashfall discourse, and the start of everyone's worst fever dream.
The other and only only sense of "activity" he ever did or make was out of insubordination. During the development days, everyone was focused on trying to make the project, promotionals were deemed the very last things to be working on. Because one, they were in no state to do any sort of promotionals whatsoever. There were still conceptions taking place, but a nothing was set, and they were focused on trying to get settled in. And two, making promotionals at a time like this is the last thing nobody should have on their mind. But unfortunatele enough, this did not stop a select few people.
The only few people who saw it that way, was Krimson Graey and Allout Monte. Them and a few other people they accumulated decided to do a "Leak Trailer" that did not pan over that well. When they published it. It was abysmal, rushed, and as expected, something that hardly resembled any kind of a product if not final. Practically, the number one reason why it was frowned upon in the first place. They effectively ruined a reputation that they were trying to build up in the first place. If the point was somehow that this was the case, this was the one and only thing they were good at doing. And nothing else.
The worst about all of this was the fact that everything that happens after, Shadow Raven, his hate group and everything in-between, on top of the fear being distilled into every investigative journalist of being stalked and doxed by these exact people, who claim they're doing this to fight the "woke mind virus" they swear up and down the Vatican that it isn't cope… All started because of this exact moment. One garbage take of a trailer. Destroyed an entire Mod Project and gave everyone the worst brainrot imaginable. After it was all settled, a handful of people were removed from the server for this action, which eventually lead to the last and final kick from the server Monte for inactivity.
When Monte was ejected from the server, all hell broke loose.
Petty crashouts, pettier coverups
By now, bearing in mind what I laid out for Allout's “contribution” to the ordeal, you'd think that kicking him from the server would be the end of it all. Doing nothing for that amount of time more than likely involving that same exact energy when being out of the server.
Allout Monte would just so happened to be much more active and now eccentric after his removal. He would go on to say that he was kicked out of the project for no reason at all, that it was unjustified, the lead was a dick for putting such talents to waste and that he was going to make a much more better Fallout: Ashfall in his own server. (Which he unironically did. Six different times actually.) Bear in mind once again, that this was the same guy that did nothing for half a year, and this was his reaction towards all of this. Not once was there ANY kind of evidence that indicated he ever contributed to the project. Not once did he even try to put effort into whatever he was assigned to do. Monte basically did all this as clout points just on the sole fact that he was working in Fallout: Ashfall the same way he treated his interview with Avellone.
After his meltdown is where his narrative began. He and Krimson Graey made the entire narrative that the former lead of the Fallout: Ashfall mod was this bisexual trans man who was secretly dating another dev on the team. And for a time, some people started buying into that, his own dev team turned against him, and this eventually caught in to Shadow Raven's radar. They would run along for this narrative as long as it took. Some believed it for “better” or worse, while others were remarking how stupendously asinine it was for someone to have a crashout like this. While looking at it face value with less understanding of the behind the scenes. He would make one piece “addressing” the ordeal only to be silent for the rest of the discourse. Or so we thought.
Meanwhile, during the discourse had between Shadow Raven and a few other was this entirely different channel working with him by the name of How 2 Exist Pranks and Tutorials. To kind of speedrun how this channel worked, he was pretty much a Shadow Raven Studios goon. But with much more AI. The entire schpeel of the Channel involved AI Generated content, and AI Generated videos making slop piece after slop piece towards someone who in the interest of time basically left the entire project their crowd wanted for themselves in the first place. It was initially thought that it was just one of Shadow Raven's followers who had a social outlet they could use to express that. But after putting a much keener eye on the videos in a mildly amusing, very unfortunate, yet painfully pathetic turn of events, How 2 Exist turned out to be a channel alt owned by Allout Monte who was assisting Shadow Raven fueling this ordeal.
How did we know this?
Allout made all his AI Videos with watermarks with his actual name in the videos on the top right corner. And I mean all of them.
Was there any doubts or tribulations to this claim?
Not after he purged the entire channel in a public livestream you can witness.
This was not only the most damning piece against Allout Monte and what his “crusade” stood for, but the first time we ever witnessed Monte mask off.
Put it this way, here we have Allout Monte. A "writer" for Fallout: Ashfall, ridiculed, shame because he was “putting his all” into the goals of Fallout: Ashfall. Yapping his heart out, swearing up and down that Allout Monte himself is the sheer perfect writer for the Fallout Ashfall Team who's talents were put to waste after being wronged by his own employer.
Only to witness that same exact person using generative AI into their content. All of that talk, all those threats, everything that was thought to be deemed your empire deduced to an AI content creator who was as useful as EDM Background Noise. The worst part was the channel creation date lost to time. Because if it were to be discovered that How 2 Exist was a channel made at least in 2022-23, this would basically blow the entirety of Allout's story out of the water and into the first half of the Titanic. Because this would imply that Allout's “response piece,” his claims, delusional speakings and the sort had zero meaning long before he put his own two and two together to see his plan this deep in the gutter. There would've been a chance that for the four or five months he was inactive and hardly contributing to the Fallout Ashfall Project, all of those were spent messing around with the "potential" of AI and what he could or could not do with it and how much he could get away with it and make this impervious facade that he was trying to "cook."
That was when, on that day, I finally understood Allout's life. Allout is best described as a talentless liar that tries to buy time for things he never has a chance at winning. If not that, he was also someone with the worst superiority complex imaginable, thinking he is above anyone and anything especially with other moderators and higherups.
The MSART (Monte Schizo Alt Response Team)
After this discovery was made, a new pattern started to emerge. Every now and then, freshly made accounts come in either claiming to be associates or best friends with the same exact accusations that were spewed numerous times, debunked plenty more times, and were laughed at as long as it took for them to back off and purge their account. Even allegations that were debunked but were regurgitated at least five to seven times.
The more accounts they make, the easier the dots connected, the better understanding that came together. That these alts were, in some shape or form, owned by Allout Monte. It was made more prominent when it came to alts that were further out into other outlets. Sneedclave Anonymous from Twitter, among other names, who would basically hold up the claim that the lead dev was Bisexual, Trans and Jewish, a "Fake Fallout Fan" seeking to destroy the community. While unironically being the worst Fallout Fan imaginable.
During the remainder of the discourse, Allout basically had an entire alt ring that was co-hosted by Krimson Graey and a handful of Ashfall Devs who were "converted." In which during my thoughts, in hindsight, I've considered them to be described as bystanders who only knew how to keep an eye for any professionals wanting to intervene.
Regurgitating and spewing the same exact nonsense that he had always been doing since he was kicked from Ashfall. He never did any kind of self reflection, introspections or retrospect. All he was ever stuck at was the day the former Ashfall Lead rued the day he got kicked from the project for doing absolutely nothing. The only question was how. As a matter of fact, it'd probably be much more wiser to talk about his alt Sneedclave Anonymous.
Sneedclave Anonymous was another prominent figure in the discourse, his account dated longer back than Ashfall. But he was pretty much someone hidden in plain sight. SneedAnon originally started as a shill for the Fallout: The Frontier, defending tooth and nail until either the listener gives them a reason to shut up or they give up entirely. He shifted his focus into Ashfall around 2021-22 saying that Ashfall in some shape or form, made an “assassination effort” towards one of their affiliates. In the later days, he would hyper-focus on Ashfall basically acting like a free automated account if not an obnoxious parrot harping on the allegations that were far debunked long before. We originally considered, like H2E, an entirely different person or at this point a bot that set up by somebody else. But I paid attention closely, and noticed the pattern.
Allout as previously mentioned, was overtly narcissistic, egotistical. Any chance he got, he'd basically glaze himself until people got tired of it. And that is precisely what Sneedclave would do for hours, days, weeks on end. Even if there were many people who were piling on against Sneedclave. He'd still claim specifically that Allout Monte and Krimson Graey are the ones innocent. Regardless of credibility. In short, there has to be a point of time where if you regurgitated something for the fiftieth time, it was probably time to consider a Plan B.
Even beyond the fiftieth time, Sneedclave would still go on, referring to old videos, terminated videos, or resources that either never existed or were never present since 2021. And soon enough I've already deduced that Sneedclave Anonymous was overseered by Allout Monte.
There were some speculations that came to play in terms of whether or not this was owned by Allout Monte. Some I knew people would start asking, if they wanted to cross ref what I had down so far, which I am more than willing to provide here.
Theory 1: Sneedclave Anonymous was truly a remnant of a Fallout: The Frontier dev and/or zealot partaking in the Ashfall discourse.
Learning about Fallout: The Frontier and the Sneedclave as a whole, there were considerations to think just that. But an aspect of it indicates that some pieces about it may or may not add up as vivid as it should. For basic context, Fallout The Frontier was a DLC Mod that had an abysmal release, with an even heinous crowd. Various horror stories came about it ranging from derranged NSFW works circulating, development hells, and unhinged track records of developers. When those surfaced and The Frontier Devs in deep water, their ultimatum was: take everything that they manufactured themselves and pin it onto somebody who wasn't even involved in the writing development of the mod to begin with. After that, it seemed as if everyone either phased out of existence, or tried to rebrand to the best of their ability disassociating themselves from their work. If it was a remnant, a lot of whoever would be supporting it would think twice, three, maybe even ten times before tagging in to defend their biggest fan. As it stands, their frame, cover-up and evading was what made their affair feel resolved and therefore lack any reason to worry about coming back into the fray whether incidentally or intentionally. Therefore zero reason to ever worry about it to begin with…
If it were to be a remnant of some sort, why risk any exposure by defending somebody who wouldn't even give you the time of day after all they did for themselves alone?
What would they gain from masquerading as something they'd represented in the past if they knew it would pin it back to their "past life" if they were not careful if not incredibly stupid about it?
Now is it still possible, to an extent, but with this theory in mind and also Allout Monte in mind would give a much more lunatic implication that I'll be talking about later.
Theory 2: Sneedclave Anonymous is a zealot of Allout Krimson, and/or the converted Fallout Ashfall Dev Team that is effectively using a defunct group as cover.
This was something I considered too before calling Sneedclave and any other alt an Allout alt. But there were two things that were basically involving unrealistic expectations and assumptions out of Allout Monte:
Allout, apart from his comandeered Sugarbombed forums has any sort of "friends" apart from Krimson, Abrams, and/or Cellblock, who'd be more than willing to help him out. (More on that later…)
Allout found people more competent than him to run a channel while yapping his psycho sayings who won't even question it for a second and actually get away with telling the difference- on top of being totally okay with being associated with the world's worst sociopath. Which again, follows the keyphrase "braindead is, as braindead gets."
One thing to note, is that Sneedclave was too consistent. If I were to be somebody defending Allout, (and knowing some of the tactics from lifestyles I shunned in the past,) the wiser thing to do would be spicing up the tables by making new outlandish stories to work with. And definitely not involve the same six different allegations debunked, laughed at, and ratio'd. Certainly, there were some that tried to be different, but they were effectively an absolute cut and paste of all of Allout's sayings. More importantly, this is working under the assumption that Allout managed to get equally dumber people who'd believe in him to be magically skilled in covering tracks or even manufacturing lies in the first place. This would give the indication that yes, Allout Monte owns it, but he's puppeteering husks that won't mind being human shields to content thieves.
As previously mentioned, Sneedclave was too consistent, (a very important keyword and trait,) yet less diversive. (ha.) For example: The allegations that AshfallDude is a bisexual trans man remained the same for the past five or so months. The one and only change that was made was that they decided to call him Jewish on top of that in the sixth or seventh month into the discourse. Not to mention that it only made Allout's on-brand schtick more prominent in Sneedclave Anon's soul of the channel. In that twisted fit of self-report would fit the criteria of Allout Monte running the account since again his friend group usually consists of sauerkrauts and racists who find no problem in racism. With nothing left and six feet in the gutter, you can probably imagine why Allout Monte's grift was just dead for so inexplicably long.
Let alone finding a lack of people to ever be called psychopathic to follow his lead. But another important and hilarious notion and indication was the egregious amount of self glazing.
Because Allout Monte and Krimson Graey (on top of another face we'll talk about soon) are the two people people partaking in the one sided cope fest spewing some of these, the problem was that they were the only ones talking about this and feeding their one sided cope fest that had lost numerous times while failing to hold a candle to about anything. Meaning nobody else was chiming in implying that either the hate group had the worst commitment issues imaginable, or Allout Monte and Krimson Graey were actually the only two "competent" people in that group that knew how to write the same three different stories. Great.
Even if everybody knew they were flaccid lies, Sneedclave A would still try to make a circle-jork-fest with Monte and Company. Which was just more reasons on top of a fustercluck cake.
Which eventually, many people caught into the idea that Allout Monte was Sneedclave Anonymous in some shape or form that we've yet to understand and will go over in a minute. But when people started calling him out for it, boy did he fight baby tooth and nail to gaslight anyone who was interested in assisting the effort of putting two and two together. One example was how Sneedclave Anonymous was known to swap between posts being written by humans and posts written by AI. An implication, previously mentioned, that not only was this owned by Allout Monte but this was a co-host with him and somebody else, with a best bet being Krimson Graey. Allout was effectively giving everything to us while also not even giving anything to us and hiding behind glorified yap sessions that are usually just enigmas of cringe nobody cared to read about.
Remember what I previously said, that Allout was a talentless liar? That's where this trait comes to play, because the bitter irony of Allout's grift and these one sided battles he puts himself in was always what lie to put through the ringer. Or lack thereof. And all he ever saw was one of the most dumbest dilemmas in the market. So dumb in fact, that you just have to beg the question of what part of it made it the way that it was making the choices.
If Allout were to outright say that he is Allout then and there, like a sane and sensible human being making the right choice and not the dumbest ones like how he totally (in)consistently swears that they're not, it'd definitely put the entire façade to an end right then and there. But of course, that'd destroy his reputation. Or whatever's left of it. Or what non-existent astral projection makes it a reputation. In his case it wouldn't have mattered in the first place. But for whatever reason, it was like he got shell-shocked by the 2012 movie every time there were cases where he had the chance to confess that he was Allout Monte.
If Allout were to not confess and keep the façade up despite every single bit of debunking, then he'd better start praying that he's a more competent actor than he is a writer. (meaning dropping the Chat GPT. Which you'd think he would after getting caught with his AI alt.) People will start noticing those traits, changes and the sort, take note, and you'd be giving them no choice but to have them think that Sneedclave Anonymous is indeed Allout Monte. Yet with no defense, proper deflection for an offense for that, you're pretty much stuck with the same four things you had to stick with long since you were thrown for being exposed as a liar. His whole debacle was best described as six lies zero truths, but you have to replace a truth with a lie with every round.
The Friend List Intermission
Since we've gotten ahead and cover his more prominent alts, we can actually put a bookmark on the alt narrative and go over his friend circle before we cover the end, aftermath, and semi-conclusion. Since we are nearing the end anyways. A quick intermission and an "In Memoriam" of the many people willingly letting somebody like Allout Monte drag everyone and everything into oblivion and a bitch-less life.
Because chances are you could be imagining to yourself:
"Well how bad can Allout's friend group get?"
"There's no way it's as extreme as you're making it out to be."
"I've seen loony bins like this before, what are the odds that Allout and his group are equally as heinous, slow, and asinine?"
That's the neat part, you already know you're going to be proven wrong.
The good news is that you get the scaling level of tame to most unhinged.
The bad news is that it's going to be the smallest scale you've ever witnessed.
Krimson Graey
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Now as you recalled recently in past works, Krimson Graey was somebody who is Allout's most involved friend in his circle. He was who actually made ultimatum on AshfallDude where he threatened him to kick another Ashfall Associate from the team or he were to leave with everything that was attributed, and he was the one that helped fabricate the narrative on AshfallDude. Among other things. Now with someone holding a title like that in Allouts circle, normally, you'd think he'd be as insufferable as Allout would be in just being the most loudest and delusional loony in the house. But contrary to that, he was reasonably chill.
Discounting the soft-insubordination problems.
One of Krimson's "semi origin story" of the one-sided hate campaign was that Krimson was a lead writer for the project when he started a habit of ignoring AshfallDude’s inputs. In the beginning, his main issue is that if he didn't like an idea AshfallDude had for a character/storyline/etc, he would just not tell the other writers about it, which effectively got to a point where he basically defeated his own purpose as a lead writer and stopped being a lead writer altogether just for the fact that he was taking orders from AshfallDude. As if some of these cases could not get any dumber by the milisecond.
He would refuse to talk to or coordinate or quality control anything being made for the mod. There was even a point in time where AshfallDude had to bring Veta Phoenix in to do the jobs he refused to do. Krimson would only agree to and/or O.K. ideas for the mod if people besides AshfallDude came up with the idea. From what other former writers told him, if they came up with an intentionally batshit idea and said AshfallDude hated it, he would push for it extra hard. It would be a pretty ergrigous trend throughout his Ashfall history.
Which at that time sparked a joke within a group one time where somebody (who AshfallDude desired not to name at the time of discussion. I think I know who, but I’m not risking it) made up an idea that the Legion built a submarine that doubled as a rocket ship, which Krimson shot down as being dumb, but then immediately went all in for it when someone told him he also hated the idea. Which to that dismay all of these events listed were of what happened after the trailer incident. He was overall described as being somebody who insisted that he knew best even when he really didn't.
All things considered, he was actually considered pretty decent. If whatever he was good at wasn’t overshadowed by how he refuses to just leave AshfallDude the hell alone.
Or his friends alone.
Or how he keeps going around the general public saying AshfallDude’s publicly trans.
Or the best cherry on top, how he started off begging AshfallDude and incessantly nagging him to give Graey the role of lead writer.
(just to ironically, let that entire briefing on himself above happen.)
But as you can imagine with everything else, he was Allout's accomplice helping with alts, making loony bin takes, and just outright ensuring that AshfallDude's life was a living hell… because they released a shitty trailer nobody liked and was never told to do. And got fired for it.
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Apart from all of that he was also somebody with a failing voice acting career to the point where he'd probably send you death threats if you side-eyed him the wrong wait. Which he did. Once.
Maybe twice. Or more...
Anywho, decent portfolio on Allout’s Top Reference in his lovely resume as the first. But that’s far from what the others have at the table in Allout's friend circle. Like I said, this is the only tamest member in his friend group in terms of humble beginning.
Welcome to hell.
Abrams/Aehab/AehabCries
Abrams… I originally approached the idea that, considering the accounts of him being a gooner and the sorts, that I was going to get the run of the mill incel nonsense. Y’know, the ones with the likes of misogyny, wife beating, those sorts of things. But after AshfallDude’s description of Abrams when I asked him about it sometime ago… I’m just going to let the discussion where I originally was asking if he had evidence of these actual fan-fictions between Abrams and AshfallDude existing do the talking on this.
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So… yea. Certified gooner.
And number one resource provider of Sneedclave Anonymous. And once again, by that Allout logic he is providing, might as well be true. One of the running themes you’ll be getting out of these is that Allout’s friend circle partaking in the loony-bin nonsense and then turning around to do the 4chan textbook special of “itsa joke.” This was something where it was god awful impossible for Abrams to follow that 4chan textbook move.
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Especially when Sneedclave Anon presents things that not only fit the criteria of Abrams himself or anyone else in general, but the sole fact that he never even bothered addressing, or at least personally acknowledging it. Or hilarious of all, give everyone an indication that it might be true. Which as you can tell, this same dilemma that is presented to Allout is not exclusive to him. He's tried multiple times to sell the idea that this was not him. And exactly like Allout, fails to present any kind of indication or proof to those claims. While also half-assing himself between being a part of the discourse and not being part of the discourse by pretty much doing the same strats Allout would do. Just with a little more indication that they much much more things to hide than crusty hard drives.
But that's getting ahead of ourselves. Somewhat.
As it stands though, he’s still trying to spam the signature 4chan of nuh-uh when… it’s kinda on the walls. And probably some other stuff I'll spare the details on. Just keep him on your personal watchlists on who the hell to stay away from.
Pomen
Pomen was not somebody in the Fallout Ashfall debacle group so far, (or so as far as theoretical copes say,) he was infact the only verified follower of Sneedclave Anonymous. Does he sound like somebody who can, would, and probably has been mutuals with Allout Monte? Indefnitely so. Why is he getting featured in this list? Let these posts do the talking.
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Moving on.
Saint Floyd
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This one is a very special case. Not because of the near blatant obvious of trying to sell themselves off as a christian minecraft server themed christian minecrafter. But that he’s selling himself off as a christian minecraft server themed christian minecrafter and the most friendliest fascist that hates Jews as he said to AshfallDude during a tabletop game session with a few people.
Don’t take my word for it, take this discussion and profile overview of SaintFloyd.
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Apart from that there isn't much to go off of unless you want another rabbit hole following a case in Fallout: Unity who in an awkward turn of events once had a petty crashout against a different mod solely on the fact that the two share the same open permissioned resources to help build it.
Whether this was addressed or not in the end is uncertain, compared with Ashfall, it might as well have been dismissed faster that anyone could say "hypocritical irony." Or that it was a dispute so asinine people have chosen to blot it out of there memories with more happier thoughts and greener pastures.
For the sake of convenience, and the hope that it does not go into any further cringefests to be dragged into the near future, I am hoping that is the latter. In any case, now would be a time to get a move on to our last.
Urias
Urias was originally meant for another document that I intended on remaking. But considering what has happened recently, I don't get that luxury to cover it that way. Yet, lucky for us, this would be marking the end of this intermission I put together. And a key figure to what happens next. Urias was never deemed as a friend of sorts, he was considered more as the most hollow human shield used by Allout Monte, Krimson Graey and any and every alt they ever owned.
What kind of hollow you ask? The kind of hollow that in every sense of state of being baseless and has nothing to do with the Ashfall discourse in the first place. Or literally in general. Yet they do it anyways because… reasons. I guess.
To get a brief understanding on what we're theoretically working with here: Urias was an individual who was feared by many of the Fallout New Vegas Modding community. In short informal terms, Urias is described with the likes of Sauron, Vader, but more populary, the Icon of Sin.
The only feat about this personification of this Icon of Sin?
He never existed.
Urias never existed since 2021. Long before the Ashfall discourse, long before anyone which made for a reliable quick stray Allout and his group frequently uses. Urias is more accurately described as a human shield made out of pure glass. There is effectively nothing about him, yet easy to see through what they were doing behind. With any and every question concerning, debating, or testing his existence shatter his shield and have it reduce to atoms. And even if there was anything about him, there isn't even a crumb about it happening.
The usual stick of Urias is that he is tied to various misdeeds, crimes, and misdemeanors. Ranging from being a public nuciance on Discord servers to even stalking and potentially doxing Fallout: London writers invloving love letters( I think?) and the sort. The problem with about every single one of these cases is that there is absolutely nothing to show for it. No documentations, no evidence providing them, and even the people who are part of it certainly know next to nothing about these cases.
The one and only documented event of Urias doing something heionus is as simple, easy, equally perplexing, and overall semi-funny. And it follows as this:
Urias reaches out to a member of the Fallout The Frontier Team
Urias sends him an artwork of Deathclaw Pornography in his DMs
And Urias proceeded to call him the signature homosexual slur
And leave.
That's it.
The entirety of the rest of its history has basically been lost to time and out of the open. And the bitch of the entire thing has effectively been the implications, indications, realizations, and epiphanies behind it.
Because the fact that this is the only event that happened and was ever recorded and the rest in blind accusations and mass hysteria clearly indicated that if this entire case is the only reason that makes this whole ordeal with using Urias as a scapegoat asinine, it gives all the more reasons to not believe them and then dunk on them into oblivion for being the most braindead liars wasn't imaginable. Especially when you dumb the entire situation down to being demonizing somebody through one life event.
Like for all the intensive purposes of speculation, Urias could've been just one dude who's like the most reasonable guy imaginable, the you'd least expect and know for a fact that he doesn't have a life Sir Schizolot yaps about and the reason why they did it was because it was out of a intrusive thought.
But everything else about it after that, pure open season comedy to see somebody like Sneedclave Anonymous and to an extent Allout to mald so hard about such an event, that he had to fabricate these multiple narratives to get his getback on something and someone he wasn't even a part of- and in every way possible, impossible to be involved to begin with.
It even gotten to the point where people have proactively framed others for being Urias, and these types of things starting as petty crashouts. Zapshock being the most hilarious example who got framed for being Urias over a petty crashout over open-permed assets that might've or might've not gotten mistaken for somebody else.
And on top of that, is one implication that gets to me regarding Allout = Sneedclave. If there was ever history between him and Fallout the Frontier, everything about what Allout did would make much sense. From his meltdowns, to his content theft days, to his AI content, and the sort, all of that would just make all the more reasons why Allout Monte was such a threat to the entire community in the first place. Maybe even the Fallout Ashfall Dev Team who blindly believed in Sneedclave Anonymous.
Now was there any evidence between him and The Frontier? Not any that is considered presenting or has any reason to present itself. Or at the very least any that is blatantly obvious. Sneedclave Anonymous was founded in May of 2021, meaning that it is not in the realm of impossibility, but the odds would never be at 0% all the same.
How not to self report
Now we're getting close to the end of the Sneedclave Anonymous Arc, as mildy entertaining as some of us want to pretend it to be, such things have endings for a reason. And I'm sure a lot of us are begging for it at this point, if we want to put the brute force honesty in our mouths.
Now as previously mentioned, after enough schizo posts, psycho hearings, and loony bin pillow talks, each and every participant in the discourse had each and every idea that in some shape, some formality, some chance, Sneedclave Anonymous was owned by Allout Monte through it all. Each reasoning, and indication varied, but the consenus was consistent. One example I know, as previously mentioned, was a mutual of AshfallDude who noticed that some of his posts were a flip flop between AI and Human. Indicating that in some shape Sneed was owned by Allout, but was co-hosted by somebody else. One who may or may not be more competent than Allout, but by best shot that it was Graey. I guess in a hindsight retrospect, we were waiting for somebody to make the call to actually put the two and two together… And somebody did.
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And most importantly, it was a fustercluck. After that first stone was thrown, everybody started throwing it at the glass house they surrounded at a safe distance, and everything was made much more clearer. The patterns became more prominent and the hilarious part was that there were even cases where he basically "gave up the game" actually acted like, or responded "properly" like Allout Monte.
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After these sets of events, this was where I came in.
The people I associated with once part of the discourse, understood that the grift has been made, and decided to set it to the side and let them be at their own devices after three or so more back and fourths that had Allout bodied, and others gave up entirely knowing full well that Allout being dumb as hell is probably gonna never figure it out on his own in a hole he dug for himself. However, I understood that odds are one way or another, the documentation about these could be outdated, maybe a few months later if not more than a year. There was much to cover, things subject to change, and more importantly, goofy goobers who could not shut the hell up for the life of them. What was even worse was that Allout with the help of Krimson made more alts, and even stalked and doxed an Archive Channel a part of the whole ordeal.
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I opted in to call it out, and that's what I started doing. One hilarous day, they started running YouTube Alts, specifically under the name Fallout: Ashfall is Woke! And on the next after Christmas Break (yes, they dragged this on through Thanksgiving and Christmas Break) they thought it was a good idea to announce that they were doing a supposed three hour documentary covering the Ashfall Drama exposing their former lead, and just for the shit of it, announced that Krimson Graey will be voicing the ordeal. (Because let's face it, Graey needs this to avoid even less reasons to awknowledge that he has a failing voice acting career.)
Not only did I call out their bluff, but on the 25th of December at 2:14 AM, I published my entire documentary on Sneedclave Anonymous with everything we had another week later. Not only did they never release it on Christmas Day, but they had the audacity to make the announcement that the documentary was "accidentally destroyed."
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How you asked? Apparently, it was replaced with gay porn.
And right then and there, that was when I was onto their game. Hilariously enough, not only did I end up cancelling their documentary, but they also effectively briefly locked down their entire Twitter Account for a total of close to a month. That was how badly I got them fucked up, that I was on top of their grift and pressed the hell out of it until it caved and self-imploded. Then came the second and only time that Sneedclave Anonymous defuncted his account and terminated it for good, which was when after I exposed the truth about Urias. Now, you'd think that with such a debunking like this, the next best option would have to be pack in the towel right? No.
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Allout, after keeping in mind the months on end of swearing up and down that Urias is Zap or some other bystander that has nothing to do with it, takes it upon himself to call… himself. Urias.
I don't even think I need to write down another sentence explaining how unapologetically pathetic it was trying to sell that story to everyone else. Especially when he turned the entire gun to himself after spending months upon months upon months that Urias existed. He would proceed to purge the entire channel. Right after I managed to get the entire report on him, with full tweets and everything. Yet, this was how his escapades concluded.
Not even mentioning the incel trend of stanning the Joker. At least a Joker that was part of the shittiest sequel known to man because some dickhead didn't want to make "woke musicals."
Anyways, like all his posts Allout's theoretical final days as a LARPing alt ended just as pathetically as it started. It was basically a glorified yap session involving Ceaser & Cleopetra or some weirdo junk like that, and that this weird ass narrative he was making was trying to frame another person for an entirely new loony bin built for such an occasion.
At this point I had to assume that I was witnessing Allout Monte at his most pathetic low. Nobody to lie to, nobody to gaslight, not a single soul to believe in him. A part of it was a little poetic. Unfortunately. Still pathetic, but at least there was a reminder. I guess.
But that's aside the point of everything else, as you'll eventually learn in another entirely different segment, it was only half true that it was the end. But put in an entirely different alt impersonating another group (which you'd think some part of it would be illegal in some degree) and in comes a brand new story, in a brand new psychosis, with a brand new world order that a lot of us are totally thrilled we will be living through for theoretically longer than 4 years, but shorter than seven.
Unfortunately, that story in question might not involve me walking out of this freely.
Finally doing what you sucked at for a whole year now
Now, normally, this would be how the documentary would end. However, there's always been that one thing that Mr. Monte always has a tendency to hide behind. The one simple thing that he would always swears and treat as a holy bible it is his only video regarding the Fallout Ashfall: ordeal. The one that was supposed to be his saving grace, only to have it at the end of the schism be shown as a medal of disappointment, cringe, and a grim reminder on how not to respond to any drama that you as a matter of fact, had everything to do with. Always clung onto by the hate group, by Allout Monte, by anyone super familiar with the grapefruit glaze session in Allout's group.
Previously, I've mentioned that Allout made a piece addressing the whole thing. One 17 minute video.
Posted on the 24th of March, 2024. One year ago.
You see, the thing with that, was that when that bit was released, nobody except for you gave it the time of day. Not even Shadow Raven or any goofy goober in his circle. Not because it was abysmally ass, it was extremely abysmally ass. And to have it to the point of making a cover-up piece so garbage that neither side wanted to screw with that apart from Allout Monte. Makes me think that he is more creatively competent than I give him credit for. Almost.
This unique thing about this is the reason as to how nobody had ever responded to such an crybaby session, let alone, give any pity points towards Mr. Monte for such "selfless action." Some of the bigger known people who were talking about the discourse and in the process of exposing Allout Monte for what he truly was, didn't even give the time of day to side eye his own response video. Which hilariously implied that everyone involved had the neuron activation that Allout Monte was never to be trusted under any circumstances since day one.
But that's the problem. Nobody covered it. And for the time spent working on, talking about, hearing about, acting out on this ordeal, the sole fact that not a single soul ever evaluated the video puts enough ego into Allout Monte that he still thinks it is the sole proprietors of the Ashfall discourse, that it is the ultimate gacha moment from him that nobody ever talks about it. Simply because they were unwilling to do it.
"Setting the record straight about Fallout: Ashfall"
Between Allout Monte and myself, I agree.
It's time to set the record straight.
Since I'm on borrowed time the moment I send this to my piers and the people that need to see it, and on the topic of mutually assured destruction, today, I want to invite each and everyone of you to the moment that is long overdue and cringefully long awaited. Today is the day we will debunk that video. I figured as the last few things I do as my good ole self before the music starts, I do what I always do best and do the things the others won't bother doing. Always my forte anyways.
Now… I'm not going to make the same mistake as you did, Allout and debunk it for clout. If anything, clout was the last thing I ever wanted, all that mattered was what I said gets out to the general public as far and wide as possible. And if people believed it, good. They don't have to physically prove it, but as long as there were people willing to take a gander at these words and understand the weight of all of them is enough to know that I did my job anyways. It was always the purpose of a writer, after all too. Something that I figured you already knew yourself, Monte.
I'm also not going to be debunking this because I wanted to be the first to do it and say I did, because let's face it, it's already disappointing enough that my career ended up having to be associated with an entire hate group unwilling to take responsibility. And that self-implodes once every other three days.
And originally, I was going to say that I did this because I wanted this to represent someone who used a downfall like your own, and use the already mangled pieces to build the statue of a reformed man who almost fell into a lifestyle as decrepit, as depressing, and as unfathomably cringe as yours that actually learned their lessons. Granted, that for a moment, it did feel that way. It was never in my right to do such a thing, and frankly, that's a luxury I never want anyway considering how I got here.
I'm doing this for the love of the game and the sole fact that you destroyed lives at the end of the day. Over a petty crashout. And the systematic self implosion of you never accepting such a reality and responsibility turned out to be the best music to face for somebody like me.
Without further adieu, here's the video below to follow along for free views, let us discuss it.
0:00 - 9:25
Now, to make a mark like this might seem a little excessive, although it is guaranteed that the yap session is objectively bs anyways. This is actually considering personal tips and guidance regarding apology videos.
And yes, I'm not going to sugarcoat it, Monte, you were better off calling it "how not to set an apology video" over "setting the record straight."
At first glance I've always seen it as an "apology video" and to some who are familiar with the Pauls, or a certain CB into CP, "apology videos" has been a surefire way to give you many more reasons for people to call you an ass. If done poorly. The harder you try to sell it as one, the worse it gets instead of just… getting it over with because you don't want to be clowned at when something goes wrong if you haven't screwed it over yet. And "apology videos" are usually going to be insufferable anyways. And throughout this entire timeframe, you gave out fifty reasons by just breaking one rule: never make this about yourself.
Now it's not to say that you have to show your face, you have to open yourself up more, (although it could be extra credit, but given you are a bit of a lil bitch into full-sending about anything, even grifting lifestyles, I'd still assume you'd fail extra credit anyways,) but having the entire wiki of yourself as background for the video is not only the weirdest thing to do at a time like this, but almost makes it look like excessive flexing when you're trying to make something for a serious topic and negates everything a "apology video" is to theoretically stand for. You're basically telling your own audience: "Hey, there's some stuff circulating and going on around me, but look at the accolades that I made during the time, here's some stuff that I did in the past that's totally going to make you forget that I framed someone because I spent four to five months doing absolutely nothing. In which you may be curious about that, but I totally swear it's not about that, and that didn't happen. I'm totally innocent in all of this because I did all of those things so that means I'm free of charge anyways…"
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Let's actually talk about your wiki page, since we're stunlocked here, because apart from you even outright lying in your wiki page, there's even one more lie in there that you put and even omitted not too long ago that feels like the perfect cherry on top for your overall character. And I'm going to give you like five or so seconds to look at it and make your own personal guesses for a few.
Times up, if you think I was going to call out the usual suspects like the HAM Radio Podcasts or even Sugarbombed, I'd be giving you A+ for actually paying attention in the class for once, but I'm giving you a B- for having your expectations a little too high especially for Allout Monte who's already at a F- just by the sheer fact that he's coping malding and seething at the concept I decided to debunk his trash video on the anniversary. I'm actually talking about Fallout: New California. Because you didn't lie once or twice, you lied three different times in just that amount of time.
Speedrunning here: Fallout New California, DLC Sized New Game + New Vegas Mod, it did release, don't know what happened to it, probably betting it's good, but that's not the point.
My point is your "involvement." Because your first lie was telling your own people that you claimed to be a writer for Fallout: New California, yet on your wiki page it says contributor, so were you just contributing to the writing or were you just a donator the project? That's such a weird paradox you got yourself going with here.
But wait, there's more! Because lie number three is coming.
I was actually going to be considerate, not hurt your pine needle ego, and let you be with your one little piece of cope to help you recover, but that entirely changed when I discovered the original Fallout: New California Credits List that I archived, and spoiler alert: your whole fucking name wasn't even in there.
You were not even mentioned once.
Not as a contributer.
Not as a writer.
Not as anything.
You outright lied through your teeth with stolen valor, and it didn't even take that long to figure it out, knowing everything about you with your AI hitpieces, I knew for a confident fact that you're someone who doesn't do shit. And the hilarous part is that you outright erased that whole bit when I called out for it when you had a chance to do that almost a whole year ago, and you still kept it on there not expecting anybody or anything to question it or look into it futher if you were really just some dumbass behind a Xbox Live Microphone on a toothpick throne of lies.
Again I know we're getting stunlocked into the first beginning bit, not only that it deserves this long with all I've said earleir, but let me remind you again…
Fallout: Ashfall is now a Chud circle-jerk-ring because of a petty crashout.
Fallout: New Mexico is rolling next to Wyatt Earp in his grave, not only because of a petty crashout, but because he saw another petty crashout, decided to make this about himself, and helped his potentially petty crashout bestie frame his opp as a cognitohazard during that same petty crashout and then cry to his already disappointed parents about it when he got called out for it.
In the interest of time, as your schizo alts, you'll be and still proceed to claim that you're trying to protect Fallout and all Fallout mods against perceived "wokeness" in the form of identity politics.
My brother in the Emperor's Imperium, by glazing yourself to the point it destroyed your entire life and reputation because somebody found out you lied in your resume is by definition: Identity. Fucking. Politics.
You tried to play Identity Politics so hard when your clout points got lost by getting fired in Fallout: Ashfall that it became the death of you. And you are still playing it to this day as every other schizo alt whether it'd be H2E, Sneedclave Anon, Tamriel Rebuilt Community Watchdog, or your new schizo Tumblr home that just so happened to be conviniently placed when a specific someone abused Tumblr's tolerance on mass-reporting (spoiler alert, not a whole lot. Which is why I'm here.) to destroy all the evidence. And still nobody would ever side with you because what they know, already know, and what they're willing to share with everyone else.
Anyways, thanks for the quick TED Talk, moving on…
1:16 - 1:50
Not to say that it ever happened… but considering what I explained about Krimson Graey himself… How much do you want to bet that whole schpeel with him having all these documents were stuff that was already rejected by AshfallDude? Or at the very least, he spammed the entirety of the "apology video" outright glazing.
I mean I could totally be mean and say that wasn't a thing, but given that he almost became reasonable all things considered except for those outliars I talked about… You kinda start to question what he was really yapping about with the history they made for themselves. Like what was even there and what actually wasn't. Just a thought.
1:50 - 2:30
Four to Five Month Absence. Looking at this for the first time on it's initial release date, and then looking back on it almost a year later has got to be the most depressing thing imaginable.
Because you're listening to Allout, yap and harp on and on about being the "model citizen" of the Fallout Community, while knowing everything that you witnessed all those months ago and in-between… you know in some shape, some form, he was just lying this whole time. Everything then basically getting blown over by the aftermath of today with ergrigous smear campaigns, AI… makes you wonder. How the hell was all of this worth it to him?
3:06 - 3:50
Apart from the depression levels of trying to figure out how much of it was a bold faced lie, what he half-assed and what he actually tried to do, there was a point in time where when personally talking one of his former "buds" he did end up saying that he was trying to do this huge mod project and was trying to bug the hell out of Chris Avellone for it. I mean, we both knew it was a fat faced lie, but hearing it for the first time onto here just makes it more ironic. And Chris never got into the project anyways, sot it kinda makes you wonder how that discussion actually went, especially when again, we have Sugarbombed to talk about.
3:59 - 4:13
"Never personally had anything against him."
Spends an entire year having each and everything against him big or small or petty.
Good job.
You can't tell but I'm giving you a thumbs up. But they're replaced with middle fingers.
Also very funny that this becomes a complete 180 after the upload was finished. I actually even wondered what was his entire thought process through the whole thing. I mean I could care so much less about it, but it's just one of those things where you can't help but just have one of those Axolotl stares.
Like you still made those hit pieces. You also made those AI hit pieces. You've proven countless times, that you lied. What are we even doing?
Actually, on the first day I actually heard of this video, I figured that the "apology video" didn't even work and now that I'm looking at it, I'm having this new epiphany, this realization now. That this did work not because it was an done "apology video," (in any sense of the word or definition or state of being) but because less people than he expected managed to get their hands on it, and much less people saw it stared at it for three seconds, and could not tell whether or not to just let it be and do something else or just tap his shoulder and be like, "what are you even yapping about?"
Because the entire ordeal could've just been said and done if you just took the L, and then buzz off to do something else, like the most asinine convoluted situation that went on for this long because it started off with being simple problems, simple solutions. And I guess it broke bruv's brain, like it was too simple.
Not even to mention that one saying about like criminals and hanging around crime scenes, I'm trying to remember what that was but I'm drawing a blank but at this point you're getting it now.
4:30 - 4:44
One this is effectively gaslighting.
Two quick story time, once a friend of mine was against this one goofy goober, I keep forgetting his full "persona" name but his last name was like "Cortez" or something (it was Red Dead Content Creation) and he was like insanely homophobic and a culture vulture and they were calling him out on it. And on the grind to be an ally, I should say, one of the red flags that I learned was not even saying the whole minority group name properly like the whole LGBTQ+ name. I mean, the one exception I usually make is like the "+" of it, because in my head the plus was just what it is: open ended. Like there's going to be a lot more community stuff where they'll debate what to add, what not to add, what to shun, what to protect at all costs and what to keep the hell away from them. That sort of thing. Anyways, the idea was the less letters they said, the redder the flag was. (In hindsight, probably not practical- but hey, people change) Long story short: Cortez failed to pass that Red Flag, he could only say that he's a friend of the LGB Community or something in that vein, and he got outted as a pedophiliac.
If you're wondering why I am talking about this now, look at Allout, look at that timeframe, look at the remnants of How 2 Exist Pranks and Tutorials, now look at the below.
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Just something to put into consideration, Allout.
4:44 - 4:48
Now that I'm here one of the weirdest things about anti woke losers of these calibers is like what is this bipolar ass relationship with the LGBTQ+ community?!
For one, by now, you're probably deaf as all shit from the lie detector alarm because of the insane amount of double entendre going on with this one on top of the worst willy nilly use of logical fallacies. And of course, I'm referring to all his schizo alts owned by him where he self glazes so hard, you'd have to imagine whether or not he was the inventor of self grapefrutilation award… Let alone if he's actually bi-curious about himself. To the hate group (Ashfall Dev Team) that threw AshfallDude under the bus for this clown, you say Allout Monte is like this saint of all saints against the sins of wokeness, yet he calls himself a bisexual calling somebody else entirely different a trans bisexual, so by that whole entire logic, would he be a threat to you because he's conflicting with your fight against perceived wokeness by that very notion that he's bisexual, or are you purposefully ignoring the anti-woke code because you found a suspected bisexual who's a better than the apparent bisexual that "potentializes" AI?
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Actually, don't even bother answering that, you (Allout Monte) already did it for us in your defunct Sneedclave Anonymous alt. And you (Allout Monte) didn't even bother realizing you were forgetting that you were still LARPing for the self grapfrutilation award.
I guess the upside is that some of these people have enough braincells to understand that they have the free will to like pick and choose and omit whatever they see fit and not agree with certain specifics. But by their own entire logic of this wack anti-woke code, it's literally either the entire thing or leave them alone entirely. That they can never pick the struggle on no matter how many times you try to help him make that choice.
Or here's something that might get that pea brain churning, all the bisexuals including the one you posted up as your "Messiah" of the Fallout Community go away or none at all so they can stay and vibe. It's just so weird.
5:00 - 5:25
"Oh no. I got kicked out of a mod project because of I wasn't doing anything for four to five months. I'm totally not dogwhistling that as harassment while lying and saying that it's okay to avoid the responsibility of taking an L. God save the queens. XP"
- The guy that has zero idea how to play double agent.
Very ironic if you ask me. Not saying anything else. Yet.
5:00 - 5:48
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Friendly reminder that the same exact guy that had no idea what he was doing, was also the one making sure nobody worked themselves to the bone over something that costed 0$ to plan, produce, and distribute.
Also the weirdest hypocrisy going on, but at this point, I'm not even going to bother breaking down the worst example of hypocritical irony considering Allout has the worst comprehension skills imagineable. And granted that I know he's reading this in an official impersonation account that at this point he ilegally made several different times now, he's already malding hard enough and finding even lesser and lesser ways to cope.
6:00 - 9:20(-ish)
At this point, you're more than likely (myself included) at the threshold where you're re-experiencing having a conscious for the first time. But instead of having every single thought, question, shoot through your nuerons it's all replaced with every single "What the fuck is even the point?" Thought with everything I've shown you throughout the whole thing.
Like you just never know. And you'll never get to a point you'll know on the sole fact of the amount of lunacy to get from Point A to Point B.
There's also some hilarious points I like to laugh at too. Around like the seven minute mark I believe, he starts talking about Sugarbombed and how it's a even more complicated story than Ashfall and and that's going to be a video for another day… Its been a whole year. And he never made that video.
My literal working game theory about this was right at the moment he said that and hit upload, Allout Monte finally got the audacity to actually grow two more braincells. One to remember the absolute content theft fest Allout Monte committed with Sugarbombed and where it's at now, the other to have this insane-o style panic attack that resulted in running an AI alt, a schizo alt, and an entire chudlogic big brain plan to never make that video and not take responsibility for stealing credit and robbing his own community blind. Yet here I am, I know everything about Sugarbombed now, and he's trying so desperately to try and dance around that until his tap-dancing takes him to the grave.
Anywho...
The other portions of the worst “apology video” status video I've ever seen just involves unironically shittalking his employer where about the eight or so minutes ago (at this point might as well be two hours ago for how long this dragged on for) he was saying he was chill, and that you have nothing against him.
Biploar ass behavior btw.
The rest of the video (I tortured you long enough)
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I think I tortured everyone in the classroom long enough so I'm going to speedrun the end of it. From like 9:25 to the rest of the whole video, Allout picks up the last discussion he has with AshfallDude before and during the process of getting the boot and it's so hilarious watching him spin, twist, and like lightly crash out on this entire narrative he was fabricating. The actual section of the first discussion was basically AshfallDude starting, coming in saying “hey, so I'm confirming we don't have this guy working with us anymore, you're being assigned where he left off, but there's some stuff here that some of our crew want you to double check on and just make sure that it meshes well…” that sort of thing and he's not saying it in any specific way he's just talking like you'd imagine how people in semi-professional workplaces actually talk, which I'm surprised that you even a lite crashout to professional talk like that, Monte, I thought you said you were the model citizen doing all this professional work, talking the professional talk, for the entirety of like 11 years at best polite bets, yet here you are getting pressed at the concept that somebody is professionally talking to you the way that you did and that… set you of?
(I mean I know there are cases where my public speaking kind of goes all over the place and my articulations are never perfect, but when I actually sit down to take a guess, evaluate and lock in, I actually do that and know when I'm screwing something up. Like it's one of those things where it kinda makes sense as there being no wonder how people never take you serious as a writer more than you are the worst content thief and grifter imaginable.)
Even all the way to him giving him the boot kind of saying outright like you kinda can't not exist for half a year after saying you're working on it and then come back acting like nothing happened. Which again remembering those rules I talked about in that chapter he didn't even bother notifying any kind of absence whatsoever. In fact the literal last message that would end in radio silence for a whole ass month was actually AshfallDude trying to see how and what he was doing. And then nothing. AshfallDude was literally asking you "How's 'x' Doing?" And you wasted a whole month never answering that.
That's not even mentioning the all for one effort in hiding the actual time stamps- actually thats too much credit for him, he didnt even bother hiding about anything and left it all out in the open for people to put two and two together for themselves which seems to be the most hilarious favorite habit of yours to give everyone the indication to everyone looking at each and every alt- even including the Fallout Ashfall Official that you like to cling on being owned by you and the most doomer-esque people I've ever seen.
And with that I would like to congratulate you on witnessing how to properly set the record straight. On an "apology video."
But wait. There's more.
In a series of unfortunate events. Hubris did get the best of me.
Am I getting currently stalked by these people? More than likely. Have they threatened me by using my personal information as blackmail to ensure I never write again- after they doxed me? Also yes. And they might as well have already started, regardless if I listened or not. Because chances are, not only are any of the alts going to admit that they're owned by Allout Monte by giving me the time of their day of being their newfound favorite Bisexual smut writer that is also a Jewish Mexican, they also showed me that they are the worst pathetic doxers imaginable. Not even being able to full commit to the lifestyle as Allout Monte has always been since he co-opted Sugarbombed. And of course, self reporting that they're owned by Allout Monte and the Fallout Ashfall Dev Team in two sentences or less with the same three arguments their copium addictions refuse to let go of. (More on that one day.)
Why does it sound like I'm unfazed by this?
Don't get me wrong, it was still jarring. But not because of what actually happened alone, but because of the sole fact that it is painstakingly entertaining for Allout Monte to think that this set of events evened the scoreboard to begin with. But that'll be a later story.
So anyways, if you haven't abandoned Twitter already or even plan on trying to stay, god forbid, there are several alts you have to be wary of that are under the ownership of Allout Monte and the converted Fallout Ashfall Dev Team:
Tamriel Community Rebuilt Watchdogs
And
Cletus the Sneed
Yet, of course, we do have to mention that they also run a Fallout Ashfall alt here owned by Allout Monte. No, it's not @falloutashfallproject, who they did proceed to defunct that channel to warn people of the alt. It is the "Fallout Ashfall Mod Official" who is owned by Allout Monte. And chances are, they're probably going to read this one way or another. And then mald to their hearts content.
And one more thing, if you plan on mass reporting again, Monte, don't bother. It's already everywhere.
Anyways… that's about it.
Happy Anniversary to your flop career, Wyatt. c:
Goodbye.
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lost-in-yahargul · 6 months ago
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It's funny being a beginner at ttrpg because it's got me saying stuff like "oh no what if I get a bad grade at roleplaying, which is both possible to achieve and reasonable to fear"
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newvegascowboy · 5 months ago
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orz i just want to play dnd...
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ihaveaskeleton · 7 months ago
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Before and After: Edna's Ghoulification
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Before: Edna Murdoc, four times widow and divorceé.
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After: Edna Murder-McCoy—still married to the same man after a century and a half, against all odds.
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bearcina · 4 months ago
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Leaving Home
Another Yes Man/Courier Six fanfic.
(AO3)
(Next)
Sometimes you have to leave home to make it better. Elisavet knows she's going to be gone for a long, long time, if she ever returns from her trip at all. New technology on the other side of the country. She had to have it. Hopefully, she'll make it home in one piece.
Advanced androids that look like people; Sounded like Science-Fiction, really, but she knew better. She saw the parts with her own eyes. She has to go find out how they're made and where they're coming from.
Elisavet felt something awful twisting in her stomach as she finished packing her bag.
There was no music playing.
Every camera in the suite was turned to watch her.
"Yessie," she said, almost pained, "I won't be gone forever… Just… a little while." She set her defender down on the sheet of her neatly-made bed. She won't see her bed for years.
He didn't respond immediately, setting off another bout of worry in the pit of her stomach. She looked up to him, and tried to smile.
"You said it yourself, this tech would greatly increase our abilities to manage the Strip and increase our power over the area." She said, more trying to calm herself than him at this point, "Shouldn't take me longer than two years-"
"That's years, Six." Yes Man said after a strained moment. "and-"
"I'll still have ERIE, Yessie." Elisavet gently said. "She's able to send a message all the way back here… and you'll still be able to pick up my vitals, even cross-country now."
Yes Man didn't say anything, and she knew he had to be flickering between all sorts of emotions back in the Penthouse. She was in her dusty Presidential Suite, and it took everything she had to not stop packing to go and comfort him in the Penthouse.
…well, more like comfort herself with his presence.
The silence was tense and thick, Elisavet checking over her First Aid box, and the unusual amount of chems packed into it tightly and buckling the plastic lid.
"Alright… Mentats, Stims, Med-X, Jet…" She muttered, ticking off her packing list at the same time she inventoried her bag in her Pip-Boy. "…my suit, ERIE's parts…" tick, tick. "My parts."
That last one almost made her nauseous. Replacement parts and schematics for her implants. Just in case the worst happened and she had to have repairs.
She held the replacement pieces in her hands, the heavy blue titanium solidifying just like that awful feeling in her stomach. Suddenly, that feeling distorted. She was like them, a little like ERIE and Yes Man. She had to have parts. She was slowly gaining more robotic pieces, matching her closest friends and companions.
"Please, don't forget--" Yes Man interrupted, having unsurprisingly been keeping up with her packing and list.
"I know." Elisavet said gently, holding up her parts. New implants, and replacement pieces for her cardiac regulator. Thankfully, she had found a workaround to keep her brain back in its safe jar in the Sink. Her head was heavy, her neck muscles tight and straining to keep it upright with all the new equipment lodged and mounted in the crevasses of her skull.
When she finished packing her bag, and taking inventory of it… she took a deep, shaky breath. Her nerves slowly starting to creep up her throat, clouding her judgment to leave the safety and familiarity of home. She slung the bag over her shoulders, and silently walked to her bar. Elisavet snatched up the open bottle of rum, and headed for the elevator to go up to the Penthouse for the last time.
She arrived there silently, but when the elevator doors opened, she heard the sweet voice of Mr. New Vegas over the radio.
She stepped out of the elevator slowly, and headed directly to Yes Man's monitor. She took a deep swig from the bottle of warm liquor she had been sipping on all day.
It's now or never, she thought. She couldn't leave without finally telling him.
Elisavet smiled, and set down the bottle. Cold sweat slowly dripped down her neck, and she forced it away.
"I'm ready to go." She said, finally. "I'm ready to leave New Vegas."
Yes Man nodded as best he could.
"Are you sure you have everything? Stims, parts, food?" he asked, nervously. Elisavet nodded.
"I'm absolutely certain, I've got food and water for a few days, my parts, ERIE's parts, and all the chems I could get my hands on." Elisavet said gently, setting her hand on the desk. "And I cleared out the Silver Rush of all their cells for my Defender."
This seemed to make him relax a little, but he was still obviously nervous about her impending departure.
"I--" Elisavet started, almost backing out, "I… I love you, Yes Man. I really do." She said gently. "I promise, I'll come back. If I don't…"
"Don't." He said simply, uncharacteristically. "You'll come back."
Elisavet smiled, and felt a little relief wash over her. He never said it back, but he always said it in the ways that mattered.
Come back safe.
I'll do it for you.
I made you dinner.
Get some sleep, Six.
Don't take too many of those chems.
And now,
You'll come back.
A silent tear slipped from her eyes, and she smiled softly, her heart beating faster.
"Walk me to the gates?" She asked.
"Of course. I'll meet you on the Casino floor." He replied, warmly.
Elisavet smiled as the connection to the mainframe was lost. She looked behind her, to ERIE sitting powered-off on her workstation. She walked over, and powered up the ancient, antique Eyebot.
ERIE started to whirr and click, then slowly rose off the wooden surface, her screen powering on and starting boot-diagnostics. Green text flew across the screen, Elisavet's eyes hardly able to skim the green letters for any last tell-tale errors. No.
It was all good. No problems.
"Mornin', ERIE." Elisavet said softly to the precious Eyebot. She rested her hand on the top of her chassis, and rubbed it affectionately while the bot booted and initialized.
"Initiate," she took a shuddering breath, "Initiate companion protocol."
ERIE beeped a few times in confirmation, and Elisavet swallowed thickly.
"ERIE, fire up the transmitters and receivers."
ERIE beeped a few more times, a louder whir overtaking the quiet radio coming from her.
"ERIE," Elisavet sighed, nausea creeping into her throat, "time to go."
ERIE happily agreed, playing a short snippet of victorious trumpets. Elisavet turned away, and walked to the elevator, the Eyebot following her happily.
The ride to the Casino floor was silent and tense. Elisavet hastiily jammed her hands into her hidden pocket, and pulled out an inhaler of Jet. She hit it quickly, and closed her eyes and leaned against the back wall of the metal box. She slowly breathed the chemical vapor out, her anxiety along with it.
Nothing to worry about. It would be just fine. She had ERIE.
She stepped out onto the surprisingly empty Casino floor. Not a single guest, not today.
Elisavet scanned the dim casino for Yes Man. When her eyes locked onto his form, she jogged over… ERIE trailing happily behind her.
It was almost easy to forget she wasn't ED-E. She was a lot older, way more experimental, but ERIE was theirs.
"Ready to go, Elisavet?" Yes Man asked her quietly. "Last chance to back out."
Elisavet nodded, "I'm ready."
She took him by the claw, and they left the casino. Passed the other casinos. Through the New Vegas gates, the security checkpoint. Through Freeside proper. Through the gates there. Passed the Old Mormon Fort. And finally, through the outer gates.
Her stomach twisted uncomfortably when they gazed out into the sand. It was time to part.
Elisavet stayed silent, holding his claw tightly. She wasn't ready yet, but she had to be.
She turned to her beloved Securitron, and took in the sight. The sunlight caught on his metal, illuminating him perfectly.
"I… I'll see you around." Elisavet said, the borrowed words heavy and unusual on her tongue. She hoped he would pick up on the subtext of her words. A silent promise to come back.
Yes Man bounced a few times, and smiled when he looked at her fully, his own words said back to him. Elisavet smiled back, and let go of him. She couldn't say goodbye, or it would be forever.
When he didn't respond, she knew it was time. He couldn't say anything either, for once, both of them were out of words.
It could be the last time they see each other, the last time Elisavet saw his screen. She couldn't help the nausea building in her again, and she looked to ERIE.
Extended Range Information Exchange.
Her lifeline back to New Vegas, to him.
The Strip could burn, and all she would want is for him to still be there for her. She glanced at her map, and started marking waypoints in the last moments of silence, trying to stretch the time they had left. Before the sun rose over the horizon and she had to go.
It was a spectacular sight, the orange and pink light peeking over the New Vegas they had worked so hard to liberate and expand.
And just like that, ERIE played a short tune, and she started floating off towards their long, long, trip.
Elisavet gave a last glance to Yes Man, hoping he would say something, anything.
"Be careful, Elisavet." Yes Man said quietly, hardly enough for her to hear him. Elisavet started crying, and wrapped him in a hug as best she could. His metal arms wrapped around her tiny form, patted her back a few times, and let her go.
Elisavet gave him a wink through the tears.
"You and Benny combined couldn't put me in a grave, you know I'll come back." She said, "I'll be back."
She walked off after ERIE, unwilling to say a goodbye, she would have to come back.
As she followed ERIE down the roads, she started to worry. If she would return. If the tech would be worth it.
Hours later, when she reached Goodsprings cemetery, and she looked over New Vegas from her shallow grave, ERIE perked up.
ERIE trilled happily, floating in front of Elisavet, blocking out her line of sight to the Lucky 38 in the distance.
Static filled her screen for a few moments, then it cleared up with Yes Man's face coming into focus.
"Be careful out there, Six…." A moments pause. "…And, I… I love you too." He said.
Elisavet touched her forehead to ERIE's screen, and felt another wave of fresh tears slide down her face. The first time he had said it back, and she was about to leave on a mission she may never return from.
"I'll see you around, Yessie." She said weakly to her robot, knowing it would be transmitted right back to the mainframe for him to have forever.
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whoshotlibertyvalance · 5 months ago
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Special delivery! I cannot be more excited with this Fallout DND character sheet I've edited and put together for my upcoming campaign aaaaa, this is free for use by anyone and I'm really excited to see if anyone utilizes it. I need to say though that my campaign utilizes an amalgam of Joshua Sawyer's Simple system (which was unfinished and that I'm annotating/ adding my own stuff into) and a little bit of DND 5E so you will have to reach out to me for explanations on how some stuff works lol. It will take a couple weeks but once I have everything down, I'll also be posting the master document of that system I'm putting together since I believe strongly in sharing tabletop stuff with one another. Also I want to give credit where credit is due, I found the base for the character sheet through someone named RPGMarshal although it looks like it may have been an official asset produced for Fallout: The Roleplaying Game. Just in case it isn't an officially produced character sheet, I still gave credit since I want to make it clear I didn't come up with everything for it.
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toastysol · 1 year ago
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I don't get why everyone's surprised that the brotherhood use the correct pronouns with Dane. I think people have forgotten a major aspect of the fallout environment. The bombs falling destroyed conventional societal norms. This includes any political agenda to erase trans people from history and the future. Also this is fiction. The brotherhood of steel are not a conservative christian political party. They care about what they dub "abuse of technology", this includes the biproducts thereof. The only people who fit that category are synths and mutants who they view as abominations that need to be exterminated. If trans people even counted as abuse of technology (which they don't and shouldn't, as the technology used for transition is helpful and not hurtful), they would be so far down the list the brotherhood wouldn't care. Why would they care. It's really not a big deal imo. It's a big deal in OUR world, but not theirs. Not by a long shot.
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