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#talk#More art in the work#Just been busy#For know get my silly brain thoughts#just shower thoughts#silly ideas#dog man#dog man fandom#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#text post#txt post
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Brozone reunion concepts for this little thing based on this ask
As stated in the ask idk fully how this moment would go, this concept was mostly building off the premise presented within the ask :D
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#my art#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls 3#trolls au#n2 au#trolls john dory#trolls clay#trolls poppy#trolls branch#trolls bruce#trolls floyd#brozone#look at them so silly#in the original script i had accidentally wrote John calling Bruce by his preferred name and i was like#he dont know it yet smh#and had to change it back to spruce#which is where the line 'its bruce but imma let it slide'#comes from#i dont think John in the movie and within this purposefully misnames him#i think its just like a force of habit#and its just harder for him to realize hes saying it wrong until hes corrected#cuz you see he doesnt really get mad when corrected he just gets confused the first time#and then just keeps forgetting after#which i think also was from his mindset of#'im the oldest im not allowed to change' so its like#his brains blocking out the change of spruce to bruce#this is unrelated to the comic as a whole it was just the on the spot thoughts i had while typing#but yeah#itd be a touching reunion for sure!
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Pup is alive and has in fact not kicked the bucket :0
Sooo I was the biiig depresso for a minute there lol but doing better now *shakey awkward thumbs up
Have come to the conclusion I think I am in fact done with official content making but I sort of miss shit posting here so I'm afraid you will once again be cursed with my nonsense in some capacity :3
#silly me thought i was just a lil anxious for the past 3/4 months#nah i was fully in the trenches#but i made it through 😤#i missed postings nonsense and venting on the tumbles#so this toxic situationship continues on even though ive ignored you for a month 😘#you know you love it dont lie ;)#anyhoo take care of your brains people!#also to be totally honest ive had no brain thoughts on ns/fw stuff which im hoping was just the depression and i havent -#- totally lost my freakiness but we shall seeee#i mean id also given up on like everything i found fun so you know there is a decent chance my degenerate self will rise again!#i was sort of meh jan-march then it get real bad#but just like that stubborn ketchup stain on your fav white shirt i aint going anywhere😌#anyways i shall stop waffling because like two folk will read all this nonsense but jokes on everyone else those two get a smooch 😘#love yah!
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Becoming a Knuxadow fan truly feels like I'm eating moldy bread and sometimes I occasionally get a piece that's only stale. If I'm lucky maybe it'll be mildew instead.
#This isn't me calling Knuxadow content bad this is me being upset there's not more of it#I think i like too many rare pairs i have such a big problem#I love sonadow and somamy but THERE'S NOTHING like that random obscure side ship few have thought about#Love it when my ship only has about two scenes together but the NARRATIVE makes them the perfect pair to be together and it never happens#They stand in the same room occasionally and that's all you get.#There's so much sonadow i could be FEASTING yet hear i am with my little side ships that won't leave my brain#To compensate i think about Shadow and Metal being brothers instead it's TOTALLY going to be canon i swear they're so brothers and sillys#(They're never going to interact.)#Good news! Stobotnik is absolutely feeding me I've never felt more full on a relationship i KNOW ends with dread and sorrow.#This feels like my Sambucky phase all over again it doesn't make sense but Knuxadow IS my Sambucky#Except WORSE#Why am i yapping in tags i could've said all of this in the main pos#knuxadow#shadknux#sonknux too honestly#Sonknuxadow?#i think i like knuckles.
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CHAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTT!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst spoilers#twisted wonderland spoilers#twst jp spoilers#excuse me while i scream in the tags ahem-#LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#CATER DIAMOND MY BOY I KNEW IT WOULD BE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!#CHAT WHATS GOING ON WHY IS HE GIVING KING VIBES BOY WHAT IS THIS DREAM OF YOURS?!#THAT SKATEBOARD IN THE BACK IS THE CLOSEST THING TO SKATER BOI CATER CARD IM GETTING AND ILL TAKE IT#SOMEONE SHOW ME THIS BOYS SUBCONSCIOUS NOW!#i cant wait to finally see what the heck is going on in caters mind#is it the cangst?#*grabs by the shoulders* IS IT THE CANGST?#the cangst is real#im literally so excited i had no idea Heartslabyul was dropping so soon i thought it would be in a month or two#but you dont see me complaining!#december release? merry christmas to me!#ok im chill im chill#cay cay you look so slay slay#good for him#this is Cater's time to shine!#begging the order they wake up in to be 1 2 3 4 so trey may bear witness to whatever plot comes of this#so badly want to know why my guy is giving King/Jack of Hearts vibes#share your lore with me Cater i dont bite i just want to put you under a microscope#shoot- hes going to take over my brain space again hes too fascinating a character#hi nice to meet you I'm totally normal about this silly lil guy
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The JJK x TWST crossover that started living rent free in my head >:'D
Random Doodle Edition
Ahem, so, uhh, turns out the characters of Jujutsu Kaisen fit pretty well as Night Raven College students, temperament-wise, and that was all the excuse I needed. Yes the ages get funky but whatever. Happy high school AU except they still get cool powers and Trauma(tm). Just less than JJK canon so I count it as a win.
I also may or may not have written an entire oneshot (here on AO3) for some freshmen Satoru & Suguru bonding, featuring me still bullying Satoru over his funky eyes.
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Gojo Satoru (of the Jupiter Clan)
Ignihyde Housewarden Year: Junior Species: Sky Dragon (Fae) Club: Movie Analysis Club Unique Magic: Six Eyes—pretty much just like canon Six Eyes. They can see far and wide and out of normal sight, and they can see magic in a highly detailed manner. They are also powered by magic that just, never stops ever, so he can decrease or increase the power/range at will to a degree, but technically, cutting off magic from them altogether will blind him. Also he has an inherited magic that he by no means asked for, which is, sad drumroll, Gate of the Underworld. (There are no shrouds in this AU, just me finding ways to forever make Satoru instrumental to the well-being of the world to his own detriment. I have waaaaay more thoughts about the "Jupiter Clan of dragons" and what that actually entails, but they are still jumbled and shifting, so. Maybe later.)
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Geto Suguru (of the Draconia Clan)
Diasomnia Housewarden Year: Junior Species: Night Dragon (Fae) Club: Equestrian Club Unique Magic: Magic-eater—can consume and nullify any spell and gain its base magic. With minimum side effects. Mostly. :)
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Satoru and Suguru are their usual brand of special-grade menaces, being the only two adolescent dragon fae in the world, buttttt they still inevitably become besties. With Shoko too, of course, who has no fear and will mess with them as they see fit.
Suguru is essentially Malleus in this AU, though in Suguru-fashion, he's way more stubborn when it comes to trying to catch up. (Translating him being new to sorcery to being new to technology was surprisingly low-hanging fruit.) Meanwhile I borrowed the Jupiter name/legacy because it was fitting and made the Gojo Clan into a long-lived dynasty of antisocial dragons who fist-fight and deal with Phantoms and recently accidentally became a tech empire, which is pretty close to the Sorcerer Family vibe a la TWST, if I say so myself.
There's definitely a lot of backstory I have in mind for the two of them. Neither of them beat teen parenthood (they are currently Malleus-aged, so 178 years old, but that's still teenagehood for a dragon/fae) and acquired children through various means, much to the consternation of their elders/court. I might develop/write more solid ideas later, but Suguru has a reverse characterization moment when he finds two starved/beaten human children (the twins) and begins his journey of losing all intrinsic racism via love, and Satoru still somehow gets his shit wrecked by Toji (probably a heist gone violent or something) and then finds out he had abandoned children: human Tsumiki and half-fae Megumi.
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Nobara Orientation Comic:
Nobara: Obviously, I'm going to get ~Pomefiore~ because I'm elegant and graceful. (And a badass queen, of course)
Mirror: The nature of your soul is... Savanaclaw
Nobara, getting dragged away from the Mirror by Maki: HEY WAIT A MINUTE! STOP MESSING WITH ME YOU DIRTY SMUGED HUNK OF JUNK AND I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT I THINK OF—
(Nobara gets her reverse-Epel moment, but she adapts quickly. Especially because she still comes to have mad respect for Maki.)
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Ieri Shoko
Ignihyde Vice-Housewarden Year: Junior Species: Merfolk (Nurse Shark) Club: Science Club Unique Magic: Reverse—rewinds a target to its previous state within twenty four hours. The longer within the range, the harder/more magic it will take, especially for larger targets, so realistically her range is less. (For example, if someone cracked a piece of glass 24 hours ago, Shoko could restore it, but a day-old wound on a living being would be much harder.)
Making Shoko a mermaid was a joke to myself at first but then I liked it and it spiraled and now Nurse Shark Shoko is unironically one of my favorite things that I have drawn. The joke was right there too, but it's mostly fun to me because nurse sharks are docile and apathetic creatures, for the large part (they are still sharks lol), and I think match her temperament well.
Also when Satoru pestered the previous housewarden enough times to accidentally gain the title for himself, he made Shoko his vice (mostly because he trusted her) to make sure he never had to do the paperwork and the boring parts. She makes him do it anyway. To the dorm, she is less of a vice and more of a "dragon wrangler," which is still extremely appreciated.
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Zen'in Maki
Savanaclaw Housewarden Year: Sophomore Species: Human Club: Track & Field Unique Magic: N/A—Maki doesn't actually have magic of her own, but she is unnaturally resistant to most magic. She can, however, use magic/cast spells through a magic-capable familiar.
She befriended a phoenix when she was younger, having survived an encounter with a wild youth. (idk what I want the details to be but I think it would be cool if she had some related burns to it, with the idea that these creatures are rare and volatile and hard for normal humans to handle without high magic resistance.) His name is Torch because I don't think Maki would put that much thought into a name, so long as its not completely stupid sounding. I almost named the phoenix Jogo but I refrained for my own sanity.
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Inumaki Toge
Savanaclaw Year: Sophomore Species: Human Club: Board Game Club Unique Magic: Reality Speak—pretty much just how Cursed Speech works but with a world-friendly name. Also it can apply to inanimate objects as well. The power and scope of the command is proportional to the magic required.
Toge gets an overall nicer time in this AU because he doesn't have cursed speech 24/7 and therefore can speak normally. Though the idea of him being able to affect people/bend reality with his words does freak people out. I imagine he had a rough childhood nonetheless, because why not, leading him to be less verbal than he would have been otherwise.
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Okkotsu Yuuta
Diasomnia Year: Sophomore Species: Human Club: Board Game Club Unique Magic: Wraith Pact-maker—he can enhance/bolster a ghost's magic/presence through making a link with himself. It has to be mutual, and it can last for any duration of time, although actively using the link does require magic. The ghost in question gains magic and grounding from Yuuta, and Yuuta can use the ghost's magic, including their UM, if applicable. He can have multiple links, but the first and main recipient of this magic is his childhood friend Rika.
Between her longlasting connection with Yuuta and her brutal death, she is a more wraith-like and powerful ghost. Her unique magic was to copy other people's UMs, which Yuuta can use through her in short bursts.
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I didn't have space nor solid ideas for unique magics for the Hasaba twins and the Fushiguros, so I didn't do full bios for them. Later, perhaps. All of the girls are sophomores and Megumi is a freshman. Tsumiki and Nanako are sharing their social brain cell and trading stories of stupid things their dragon dads/older brothers/untitled guardians have done, while Megumi is helping budding-gamer Mimiko learn Pokemon strats. I love the idea of them all being friends, maybe after minimal difficulty in the girls' first year, likely on account of the twins being a little Sebek-shaped, in terms of wanting to be The Best Guards for Suguru, etc etc.
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I technically have way more ideas for other characters and other dorms, but, I will end this here, for now. I am trying to reign myself in lmao.
#jujutsu kaisen x twisted wonderland#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#twst au#yes I made another one whoops#gojo satoru#getou suguru#ieri shoko#sss trio#zenin maki#kugisaki nobara#inumaki toge#okkotsu yuuta#fushiguro tsumiki#fushiguro megumi#hasaba mimiko#hasaba nanako#pencil's art tag#i had way too much fun with this#i also have way too many thoughts#anyway dragon gojo and dragon getou was my best brain blast#even if I regret drawing antlers on gojo because antlers are hard to draw#nurse shark shoko was also insanely fun#this is the au where the kids get to stay silly and still be traumatized#but less than in jjk canon because my god that's a lot#my brain is still spinning send help#if come back with doodles part 2 know that I have failed myself#but that I am having fun
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CHARLIE MAGNE from HAZBIN HOTEL (2019): Pilot - "That's Entertainment" ↳ "So, I've been thinking: Isn't there a more humane way to hinder overpopulation here in Hell? Perhaps we can create an alternative way to change souls through... redemption?"
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel edit#hazbin charlie#charlie magne#hazbin edit#requested#hazbin hotel pilot#that's entertainment#charlie#my gifs#god ain't she the cutest little thing!#not gonna lie i get a bit emotional seeing her do The Pose during ''wonderful fantastic new hotel''#it's the same pose she does in the S1 poster :')#okay actually im back here to say some things in the tags:#holy almighty LORD these gave me so much grief to color in a way i thought looked nice#specifically the one of her in the news chair. sorry i was NOT gonna let that hideous highlighter green color assault all your eyeballs.#did i lose nearly two hours of sleep getting it right because i still have no idea what i'm doing? yes. worth it? YES. ohh yes.#i liked the seafoam look so i made the cloud sequence match :] or at least tried to#there WAS supposed to be another one of her in the news room but i just hated how it kept turning out so i scrapped it.#coloring the main series was one thing to learn but the PILOT? never has it been so obvious to me just how much more bright and vibrant#the colors got during the progression of the world design. also. if by any chance one of those cool and experienced#gif makers happens to see these tags and wants a good laugh: i've been doing this for how many months now? and just last NIGHT figured out#how to use the fucking eraser in photoshop....... thing is... i also draw. i KNOW what program tools look like. i KNOW ppl draw in PS.#i'm just a really silly fuckin goose!! TEEHEE FUCKING HEE I GUESS!#so for months i've been like ''god i wish i could just erase this part from the layer'' and looking at the eraser tool and just being like#''nah it's probably different and weird i'll just stick to what i know'' -> said boo boo the FOOL#see i could be in the club but i'd rather be aggressively neurodivergent about the silly queer demon cartoon that altered my brain chemical
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on mythal
Something that I think is interesting about Mythal, as a character specifically, is that we never really meet her. Correct me (politely!) if I'm wrong but in all of the games and supplementary materials, we only ever see Mythal as a fragment of herself, or from someone else's point of view.
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In Inquisition, we meet Mythal as a fragment, embedded and inextricably linked to Flemeth. We meet that same(?) fragment later in Veilguard, except Morrigan is her new host. We meet another fragment of Mythal hidden away in a pocket of the Crossroads. This may be the closest we get to actually meeting her, but she's still just a fragment. Specifically, she's the fragment that was recovered from the very dagger that murdered her. She's bitter. She's not friendly. She's also been alone for countless millennia in that pocket of the Fade; Solas never visited her (I am not knocking Solas here, just pointing out a fact that has shaped this fragment. I think this is a really interesting knot in his relationship with Mythal and I think a lot about why he might not have wanted to see her in all of those years.)
The other time we meet Mythal is through the regret murals in the Lighthouse. I think this might be closer to the Real Mythal than either of her fragments, who are both reflective of their environments and are missing the context of her whole being. However, even this meeting is flawed. We see Mythal in these memories from Solas's point of view. However he feels and has felt about her is reflected in those memories, and how you interpret his feelings about her colors how you interpret her. Did he fear her? Was he subservient to her --Cole's banter in Inquisition regarding vallaslin points to yes, but to what extent, and for how long, and by what means? Did he erase the worst of her crimes in his flawed retelling of events? Did he love her romantically, or as something else? How much of the real Mythal do we actually see? (Even the way Solas reacts to the fragment at the end of the redeem ending is interesting. Much has been said about his body language, and I'm inclined to agree that something's up there, but there is no explicit canon explaining why he reacts that way. It could be a fawn response, it could be shame, it could be guilt, it could fear, it could be all of the above. People have interpreted his reaction in a bunch of different ways and I don't want to step on any toes here.)
What we know of Mythal -- actual canon facts -- are limited. Veilguard tells us she was a spirit turned elf, that she was benevolence turned retribution. We know she asked Solas to take a body alongside her. We know she was complicit in the tranquilizing of the Titans, and that she joined Elgar'nan when he did not give up his powerful position as a leader after the war. We know she was murdered by her own lyrium dagger, after confronting the Evanuris about their use of the Blight. We know she never joined Solas's rebellion, even though he carved out a space just for her. We know that one fragment of her stayed in the Crossroads, and another fragment went on to possess mortal hosts in the physical world. We know that there was vallaslin bearing her iconography, which carries with it heavy implications. We also know that in Inquisition, there is a group of still-living ancient elves who still serve her and honor her, and that they have made use of the Well of Sorrows, a tool that likely binds creatures explicitly to her will.
We can infer a lot from all of this. A lot of our perception of her is colored by Flemeth/Flemythal. A lot of it is also colored by what Solas has to say about her, as well as what Dalish legend has to say about her.
I don't really know. She's a huge presence in the games and the myths about her. But we never really meet her. And I think that's really fascinating, both thematically and mechanically. You can shape her into whatever you want her to be. She haunts the narrative but only as a shadow.
#making this unrebloggable because the Discourse scares me#but writing my silly mythal modern au has me thinking a lot about how much we don't know about her actual character#veilguard#veilguard spoilers#abuse mention#because of the fawn response thing#meta#my meta#my writing#mythal#mythal meta#also I definitely and probably missed some stuff but like#idk I wrote this very quickly just to get my thoughts out of my brain feel free to (kindly! politely!) sound off in the comments fasklfjsal#I am actually interested in what other people think about her because like I said in the post there's so much we DON'T actually know!#so other interpretations are very fascinating to me#long post
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La Creatura
I doodled with pen a few days ago and one of my results was this!
#kinito pet#kinitopet#kinito the axolotl#kinito fanart#kinitopet art#kinito my beloved#he's so goofy#and silly#look at him#so dumb...#doodle#i wonder if he has any thoughts#probably a lot actually#yk#this is kinda random but#i like to think he has ad(h)d#as someone with ad(h)d myself#has so many thoughts and wants to do them all#hastily executes them in excitement#or sometimes just#doesn't do anything bc too many thoughts go brrr#like- i know he's an ai but#mrrr#i just had to get that off my brain >//<
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I loooove the jp fandom's headcanon that geeta and larry are childhood friends who met during their time in the academy and, sometime in the future, geeta personally recruited larry to work for the paldean pokemon league, as she must be one of the first people who knew of his prowess in pokemon battling! Like yeah, the whole geeta being a "strict boss who is frustrated by larry's stubborn insistence to be an average worker that she has to assign him different workloads just to broaden his horizon" idea is intriguing, but stepping it up a notch by making geeta be the "best friend a.k.a the only one who has seen larry at his very best and his very worst, and knows for a fact that he could excel at anything he put his mind into if he steps out of his comfort zone, so she doesn't particularly drag him out of said zone, but pushes him out of it each time she can because she can't bear to see her best friend be unaware of the good chances and positive things that awaits him out there, not if she has a (small) say in it" is also downright hilarious 😭🤚
#it's happened to me before which is why i think this headcanon isn't very far-fetched! it's actually so big-brained even lmaooo 😭😭😭#like. i happened to befriend a stupidly genius in high school and she's why i got into a reputable uni in the first place. she dragged me t#study even when i was never in the mood and look at what it did to my high school grades! look at the strict habits that got me through uni#it's also kinda like when you're isolating yourself after a bad breakup and your friend has to physically drag you out to eat. maybe to get#piss drunk as well. all because they know that it's better to have company than to rot alone in your room with your thoughts... you get me?#that's geeta and larry in my eyes. larry's whole line about sticking to flat well-trodden path isn't about making him a famous trainer to#inspire paldea (geeta's whole goal). it's just to show larry that there are other good things too if he takes a peek outside!#and at the end of the day geeta meant well with that advice. that all she wants is for larry to see more of the world than what he's used t#which... idk. i think it's just more heartwarming to think of that advice coming from a friend! even if said friend is also your strict bos#also makes larry's quiet fuming even funnier LMAOOOO 😭😭😭 sometimes you have to suck it up and endure your besties' whims#but this is not a silly and whimsical whim. this is straight-up corporate whim. larry's not surprised he ended up patrolling area zero 🤣#if you've read this far and wanna see jp fanart of them on pixiv i can refer them to you privately! all of them are lovely and heartwarming#champion geeta#gym leader larry#elite four larry#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarvio#scarvio#paldea
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thought i was gonna get hyperfixated on superman after the movie but then i saw cherik fanart and that feeling went away
i knew i wasnt going to get super invested in superman as a whole after the movie however this does not negate the fact i still very much enjoyed the movie....
#snap chats#i'm allowed to watch a thing and move on....... i dont have to get super obsessed with every show or movie or game ....#i mean sure i might rotate it in the brain every now and then but i'll be a casual enjoyer about it..... and thats ok !!#we know how my brain works... its still latched onto xmen for at least another year or so#i really thought i was gonna talk about superman more during stream but not wanting to spoil anything#and the fact i was. at least a bottle and a half deep in by the time i started talking about it#i forgot most of the main talking points i wanted to mention jVELKJAERLKJ LMAO#silly me... i at least talked about how lovely david corenswet looked. that's the most important thing
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Is this canon? Technically no.
Is it even In character? Absolutely not!
Do I care? Not really!
Locus is my blorbo and i can put him in annoying situations, like having a small squad of annoying but just-good-enough-to-not-kill-them Feds, if i want to
#rvb#red vs blue#rvb locus#my art#batsy art#samuel ‘locus’ ortez#rvb oc: the clovers#necoda ‘neko’ micce#anton pavoz#neko looks tall when he’s next to anton and ivia#but he’s like barely 5’6 so when you stick him next to 6’2 locus#anton: ive seen his chest plate more than his helmet#ivia: you can see his chest plate? (shes 5’ even she cant see shit)#i dont have the spoons to work on my bigger pieces bc i have commissions coming up which yay money#but it means i need to consolidate my art energy for a bit and my brain is like nooo my blorbos#in the words of the fave: unfortunate!#i need to get paid tho#so instead: silly doodle time#little guys#no ivia bc i only had a small corner of my sketchbook left and she didnt fit sorry bestie#in my heart shes off helping dr grey she doesnt really get a lot of spare time to spend w her boys until the armies merge#and the medic population doubles#so do the soldiers but theyre consolidated now at the pirates shoot to kill with much better aim so…ya know#batsy do u ever not ramble in your tags? no this is my stream of thought for future me#and anyone bored enough to actually read my tags#i still have beef with the prefect helmet i hate drawing it i love its look im punting it into the sun
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My (very late) complicated take on Deadpool and Wolverine
So I watched Deadpool and Wolverine last week (I wrote this literally last year and just ended up...not posting it for some reason), as a somewhat casual Marvel fan who has somewhat followed the MCU, and I have some...hot takes? I think?
Firstly, a disclaimer, because I do not want to get flamed for this: I know plenty of people will disagree with me, and that's fine. You can think I'm overreacting or that I'm plain wrong on your own time, and if you really want me to reconsider any statements I make (although half of this is just feeling to be honest) then I am open to changing my mind based on other people's explanations. For context- I've not seen a Deadpool film before although I knew a bit about what he was like in the Spider-Man comics, and I was a fan of the X-Men '92 series (saw the first 2 seasons as we didn't have the DVDs for the rest) and all of X-Men evolution. I have read bits and pieces of a Wolverine encyclopedia, if that means anything, and I've looked into other reviews and done a bit of digging into other people''s responses to this film. Really I'm not here to comment on this as a Marvel fan but as a fan of media in general, and honestly just as a person with my own nitpicky reservations and who's a bit fed up with the MCU.
If I sound exceedingly harsh, please just click away. It's not worth getting into an argument over this, especially when I'm not a dedicated enough fan. Finally you can get to enjoy these films without having to listen to randos on the internet like me, and I can vent my petty frustrations seperately and we can all exist in peace.
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Deadpool and Wolverine is hardly the worst film to come out of the MCU since Endgame, actually it really is one of the better ones if not the best one lately, but I really wanted to enjoy this film more than I did and I am trying to figure out why I didn't. Perhaps I am not the intended audience, or I am not familiar enough with Deadpool, and those are all fair points. I'm going to come at it from an angle that goes more into it though because this isn't *really* about Deadpool, this is about the MCU. That being said, let's get into it.
So...there is a point at which you realise something about the MCU as a whole if you hadn't before, and that is that it is a corporation. It's been hard not to realise that recently, with the volume of stuff it has been churning out no matter how subpar. While Deadpool and Wolverine is far more interesting than, say, Love and Thunder, I couldn't shake the feeling that despite this actually being more than a soulless mishmash, there's an underlying air I don't think I can unsee in the MCU that taints everything for me, and it's that there is nothing new to really say. There is no real diversity of opinion or line of thought- there are good guys who protect the world as it is, and bad guys who want to change it. For instance:
To me, an outsider of sorts, the TVA (basically functioning as the Time Police, although this is contentious) are shown to have a ridiculous amount of power that some guy Paradox can just build a time ripper that can end any timeline?? There are layers to this, but the bottom line is, no member of the TVA should be able to procure something like that and use it just because they feel like it, and quite frankly the unchecked power of the TVA as an organisation is unsettling and frightening. Then, Deadpool tries to fight this part of the TVA to stop them from killing his timeline, but then the real villain Cassandra Nova enters the fray with the intention to destroy every timeline because...she wants ominpotence? I don't know, these villain motivations aren't getting any stronger. And then Deadpool and Wolverine stop her, and Paradox gets arrested, and wow what a great ending! Except what feels missing...the lack of questioning or distrust surrounding the authority the TVA has, which was the root cause of this mess in the first place. But Marvel will never morally or philosophically question the extent of authority a system has over it's people or all of humanity, and will never really explore an avenue of changing what is flawed about the system. The problem, to them, isn't the power, but whether it's held by 'good' people. Paradox being arrested solves the conflict with the TVA, because his intentions were destructive and aimed to use his power for destructive purposes, but it wouldn't have mattered if he were a good guy now, would it?
This is the philosophy that pervades all of the MCU- power belongs with the good guys who protect the world from the bad guys. The issue is never the power itself, or the system that allows for such blatant misuses of it, because to question established systems (or actually address any of the pitfalls of American capitalism) doesn't reflect their needs as a corporation worth lots of money. When this was previously brought up in the form of the Sokovia accords (although "putting the powerful people under strict government regulations" doesn't strike me as utopic in any way either), correct me if I'm wrong but it had barely any consequences to future films. Infinity war happened, more fights where there is no human intervention whatsoever, and then the accords are just repealed off-screen. And this goes on to feel like a very unsustainable world, one where there's not much joy to be derived, as there is never really hope for changing the powers and systems that control our lives. The TVA can shred your timeline in an instant, supernatural fights can wipe out your cities at any moment, but nobody cares about the damage or will question it- your lives are in the hands of heroes who are 'good' and make funny quips I guess so you know you can trust them. Wolverine at the end of this film is told by a TVA member that his timeline cannot be restored as what happened made him the man he is now, and he's just seemingly fine with that and they go eat shawarma. A whole universe of deaths that he's been guilty about the whole film, that he's wanted to get back, but I don't feel like we get a proper resolution to his grief at all and they just become collateral damage to the plot in the end even after being shown how much he loved them. Everyone says thank you to the Time Police, trusting they know what's best and will do the right thing, and moves on as if this wasn't an unsettling encounter at all.
Now I know I might've gotten details about the TVA wrong, but I couldn't sit through all of Loki, okay? I was lost the minute we got to girl-Loki being symbolic of Loki's gender fluidity and also they kissed? Speaking of that though...another thing I found disappointing with Deadpool and Wolverine was the queerness aspect. Deadpool is, in the comics atleast, pansexual, and I know Ryan Reynolds said he was into exploring that, and trust me this film is filled with queer things being said. HOWEVER. There is a difference in the way straight romance and queer romance is portrayed in the film; that was clear to me when I left the cinema. There are plenty of jokes involving Deadpool making very homoerotic comments towards Wolverine, or talk of pegging the TVA officers, or even shouting out "the gays" in a speech, but it is not given anywhere NEAR the same weight as his attraction/love for Vanessa. And this wouldn't necessarily be an issue (after all, sexual attraction doesn't have to be serious) if it weren't that everything he said when going off on a tangent were gay, but everything he did seriously was straight. There was something distinctly noticeable about it, and honestly it felt like being queerbaited despite the fact I never even expected to hear about pegging in this film. To me, I care about creators committing to showing a main character man experiencing attraction to another man with the same weight and value given to it, verbally and non-verbally, jokingly and unironically, as you would to him experiencing attraction to a woman. Anyone could watch this and take all of these to be ironic gay jokes even if they aren't, and I don't think this counts as committed representation of a minority. Not that I was looking for it in this film, but to be shown the potential of being represented in some manner onscreen and then realising it wouldn't really be taken as seriously as any straight characters did quite hurt. Maybe that's just how Deadpool is, maybe I should never have wanted anything more substantial... The internet went crazy shipping Deadpool and Wolverine despite them never being taken for a serious potential couple, and I think that's what they wanted.
The thing is, I understand many aspects of why people liked this film, tying itself up. Wade Wilson wanted to matter, and by hyping himself up as Marvel Jesus and bringing back so many forgotten characters to the screen, he mattered by lifting them up and showing that they mattered too. Many of the jokes were funny, like the meta ones about Marvel's downfall and honestly I laughed at the pegging one too and some others (although I will say: Marvel making fun of how bad Marvel is lately does have a limit given you guys caused this downfall in the first place). And, to be fair, I'm sure the TVA thing has some explanations in Loki or upcoming plot points that might change everything compared to what I know. This movie was, in many ways, very fun. The fact that it had so much going for it is half of what left me feeling so dissatisfied, because despite epitomising many of the things Marvel are positively known for, I didn't really care or feel anything at the end at all. Bringing back various forgotten characters for a last hurrah is great and all but when it's all for a not very nuanced villain and when none of the heroes see anything wrong with the TVA and all of that...I don't know, it feels bleak. Watching these films I don't feel inspired or hopeful, I only feel bleak and apathetic, and I know I can just go watch other films (which is what I've been doing) but I don't understand why we all go back to the cinemas to watch the same nail being hammered into the ground with the next Marvel movie. Even when you have reason to expect difference, the underlying nature of it is the same. The only significant thing I see happening is even more characters being ushered into the already complicated Multiverse, often for cameos and jokes reliant on nostalgia and endless referential humour. Oh, and Marvel Studios getting more of a monopoly over superhero stories, that too.
The older X-men TV shows I watched and, even more recently, the Spiderverse films felt like they had so much more depth or commentary to them, so I know superhero media isn't doomed to be this way, not now or ever, so I hope we can take this as a sign to ask for more from our media in terms of storylines, queer characters, and messaging. Something new, something inspiring, and something that feels like it's made not just because it was a smart business decision. A lot of these things I recommend finding from smaller creators and lesser-known artists, but I feel as though we should start to look for this from Marvel too. I get I'm not a Marvel genius or an X-men genius, or even a Deadpool genius, so it isn't really my place, but I still think it's worth asking for more because if their profit lies with the realisations of our passion and with revolution, then that's where the company will go. As a reviewer, this is how I feel.
#getting out of my writer's block with a needless tirade I see#I'm feeling veeeeery shen qingqiu right now#if you made it to the end ily and if you got my svsss reference ily even more#know this is NOT to shame anyone who's been enjoying late marvel or anyone who loved deadpool and wolverine or poolverine etc.#have fun! enjoy what you enjoy! don't let me get you down and if this film meant a lot to you nobody can take away its value for you#this is to get out my thoughts from then and if anyone feels similarly then yk I hope you feel seen or like you have company#everyone was raving about how good this film was when it came out and I felt like such a downer snowflake whatever when leaving the cinema#I've been getting my action fix from blue-eyed samurai and stuff I haven't missed anything by not watching marvel in a long time#you know what I do go back to? the 90s X-men series (night of the sentinels is a crazy opener) and also X-men evolution!!#evolution is not the highest standard of media or even the most unique but fuck guys it's just silly and fun and has sm more life in it#I've heard from a number of people that The Boys is good- I have no watching experience to back it up but the premise sounds interesting!#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool#wolverine#this is SO late#posts originating from my brain#analysis time by me so I can track them in my tags
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guys how do you explain to your friends who have suffered for months hearing u yap about one specific character that youre losing intrest in said character
#I ALWAYS FEEL SO BAD WHEN I START LOSING HYPERFIXATIONS😭🙏#hehe guys im havinh a conundrum#my brain worms have decided werehog and stupid vampire man from old book are silly#i never thought at any era in mh life id be into twilight#god please helo me#edward cullen WHEN I GET YOU#you too sonic youre not out of this either#mf werehog bro#PLEASE HELO ME MY POOR PINTREST MOOTS WHO FOLLOWED ME FOR TTS😭🙏#sorry fam my brain had other plans!!!#ngl this is probably one of those hyperfixations i get for like 2 months because of the dopamine kick i get#and then i go back to beinh chronic over my previous fixation😭🙏#so if u guys start seeing me beinh less active/postinh about other things not related to tts just know thats why#also hunger games#i think my brain is making me read#like i have bad data at my house so i cant use ao3 so i moved over to physical books#and ive never read twilight before bcuz i thought it wasnt for me#thats always how i am oh my god#but like my teacher told me to read it#and my mom has all the hunger games books and i havent read anythinh from that series either(but i have watched the movies)#so like#im having a book lover mentally ill teen girl moment#hey atleast bbg pintrest has my back❤️#pintrest is my og#yall dont fw pintrest like i do
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I cannot stop picturing the absolute amazing insanity it would be if Dan and Phil were on either Game Changer or Dirty Laundry either together or separately and I just need it to happen someday
#phan#dip and pip#dan and phil#I am once again coming to you with a ridiculous idea#ignore me im obnoxious#imagining Phil Lester on game changer or dirty laundry is making my hyperfixation go brrrrrrrr#Dan Howell would be feral in both and so would Phil and I'd love to see it#don't get me started on wanting to see them on dimension 20 because that is also a deep need#I don't know if I should tag drop0ut or not because this is a silly thought from my silly brain
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Gender is insane what does it even mean the dictionaries don’t even know. Its all made-up nonsense. I’m too autistic for this. Gender is canceled and silliness will take its place there is no more gender only silliness.
#guys I’m kidding its all in the name of silliness#I know gender means a lot to a lot of people#I just get very overwhelmed and stressed trying to wrap my brain around the concept#and dream of a simpler genderless world where nobody knew the difference#I’m real autistic pda about it I guess#idk guys I just go here#neurogender#agender#nonbinary#genderqueer#genderfluid#genderflux pride#audhd creature#autistic thoughts#audhd#autistic rant#gender identity#gender inclusivity#neurodiversity#silly season#neurodivergent#adhd autistic#gender nonconforming#nonconformity
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