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‼️Please read. (my week break, negativity, AI, what's coming, and what's next)
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Okay, hi, I'm here.
First things first, the past few days I have had time to think about what I want moving forward with this blog. I want to carry on, but I'm not prepared to receive the messages or have to defend myself so much for simply doing something I enjoy.
⚠️ A Note on Negativity, Hate & Death Wishes
Let’s get one thing very clear: negativity, hate, and death wishes are not okay. They never have been, and they never will be.
If you’re here to send that kind of message, simply don’t. Please just block me and move on with your life. I’m not holding anyone hostage. If you don’t like the way I write, who I write for, or the stories I choose to tell, that’s totally fine. But you are not entitled to my inbox.
In the past week alone, I’ve received so many kind messages from people supporting me, but also from other writers saying they’ve faced similar hate. Honestly? It’s heartbreaking. You don’t know who’s behind these blogs. You don’t know what they’re going through in real life. And you don’t get to decide what’s “okay” to say just because you’re behind an anonymous mask.
If you don’t vibe with my content, do not interact. Block me. Mute me. Curate your own space. But don’t come here with cruelty and act like it’s justified. We’re writing fanfiction, not committing crimes.
Going forward:
Any hate, negativity, or death wishes will not be responded to on my page.
Accusations will not be addressed, your messages will simply be deleted.
None of it will be made public.
This blog is not a space for drama, cruelty, or anonymous bitchiness. If you genuinely have a concern, want clarification about something, or have constructive criticism that would be useful for me to consider, my messages are open, and we will have that conversation privately and respectfully.
We’re not doing the anonymous sniping thing anymore. If you’ve got a problem, say it with your chest. If not, scroll on. This space is meant for softness, chaos, fun, creativity, connection. Not hate.
📝 A grammar lesson - AI and Editing
Let's clarify things here (because from the comments I had at the start of the week, a very small amount of people don’t know some of this).
'-' is used between words ('co-found', 'step-sibling').
'–' is used between numbers and dates (2000–2010, 12:50–12:00). - i dont often use these as i personally think they're ugly)
'—' is used for pretty much everything else (example: a break in text. "I can't do—" "yes you can").
Let's be clear here, I have been a university student for the past few years, and I know how to write grammatically correct (and no, I know I don't always do it). No, Em-dashes were not created by AI; it does not always indicate that AI was used. This conception was created because AI writes grammatically correct. But let's not forget, many people can also write grammatically correct.
On Windows, you can type '--' and it will automatically change to '—', on Mac, you can press 'option', 'shift' and '-' and it will change to '—'. You can change this (I personally don't know how because my partner did it for me, because I use '—' most commonly, so it was an easier option for me).
Let's clarify, using em dashes, en dashes, and Oxford commas does not prove something is written by AI; it simply indicates the writer knows how to use punctuation correctly.
Do I write every first draft of my fics with '—'? Yes.
Do I go back through them when editing and replace them with the wrong dash? Yes.
Why? Because people do not understand correct grammar, and with the work I put into each fic I write, I do not want people to think it's not me writing.
Do I also forget to change a few throughout, or miss some when editing? Yes. I'm dyslexic, I miss things, and there are spelling and other grammar mistakes throughout some of my fics, and I see no complaints about that.
Will I continue to change the dashes and hyphens I use? Yes. But again, some may be missed.
No, originally, I didn't change the '—' to '-' in the first chunk of my fics, because I never saw writing grammatically correct as an issue.
If you want to believe my fics are stolen, not written by me, or AI-generated, then please leave my page, block my account, and do not interact. We don't need negativity here. I do not want your opinions. I have explained before, I do not use AI, I don't know much about it, and quite frankly, it scares me.
I have also explained that my university work was flagged for AI, which led to countless meetings and having to show my supervisor and course leader how to access the different dashes on a keyboard. I got a first, one of the highest in my course overall, because of my writing and grammar. So yes, I write academically, and that's okay.
If you do not like my writing, please scroll. Please block me. Please do not interact. This is the last time I will be addressing AI, stolen fics, or someone else supposedly writing my fics.
⏳ A Note on Time, Writing & Realistic Expectations
Let’s talk about time, because I think some people need a little behind-the-scenes insight into how this all works (despite the fact that I have spoken about this so much).
Before I even started this blog, I had already written over 300 fics for myself. I didn’t just wake up one day and start pumping out stories on demand; I’ve been writing privately for years. That’s why, when I post a long fic like All Eyes On Me or The Secret Girlfriend, it’s already pre-written. Usually 30+ chapters ahead. Why? Because I have ADHD. And sometimes, I get bored. I need to know I’ll still enjoy the story before I commit to sharing it; otherwise, I risk dropping it halfway through. That wouldn’t be fair on me, or on you.
Since launching this blog, I’ve been writing for 17 to 19 hours a day, sometimes more on nights when my insomnia kicks in. I type fast, thank you, university essay hell, and I plan fast. When requests come in, I already know what I’m going to write most of the time because I take notes and keep my inbox open. That prep helps more than people realise.
I also re-use parts of old, unpublished fics. I cut, reshape, and adapt things that I’ve previously written but never shared. It speeds up the process and helps me stay creative without starting from scratch every single time.
Sometimes my fics are only 200 words long. That’s something I can write in 10 minutes if I’ve already mapped it out. But that doesn’t mean it takes 10 minutes to plan, edit, or finalise. I also sometimes use dictation (hello, microphone) to get words out quicker, but trust me, editing audio-to-text is its own nightmare because grammar gets lost along the way.
I am not magic. I write every single word. Fics don’t appear out of thin air. And while I love writing more than anything, the truth is: this pace is not sustainable going forward.
I’ve been able to maintain it because I was in between finishing university and graduating. But now? Things are changing.
A couple of weeks ago, I mentioned a job interview, and I’m so thrilled to share that I got the job I wanted. Which means I’ll soon be stepping into full-time work. And that means I will no longer be spending 17 hours a day writing fic. Or working in a place that allows be to sit on my laptop all day.
What does this mean going forward?
Fic output will slow down.
Requests will take longer, and I may not get to all of them.
I’ll be writing when I can, around my real-life job.
But I’m not leaving. I’m not giving up. This page isn’t going anywhere.
The pressure of starting a completely new job is something I will be dealing with, therefore, I will not be putting pressure on myself to write more than I can.
We’ll be shifting to a new, realistic, and sustainable schedule. One that allows me to enjoy writing again, and hopefully still gives you all the chaos, softness, and smut you’ve come to love.
This will also help me to stay on top of my masterlists.
🛠️ What I’ve Been Up To This Week
So... what have I been doing during my few days break?
Honestly? A lot more than I expected. I didn’t just disappear into the void (as tempting as that was), I’ve been using this time to reset, recharge, and get things a little more organised around here.
First of all: Masterlists have been updated! (multi-part fics will be linked together tomorrow!)
Second of all: new headers are coming. I’m gonna be real with you: I’ve been so bored with the “requests” header. So I’ve been playing around and designing some new ones that better reflect the tone and vibe of different fics. Expect to see those roll out soon, because it’s time for a little refresh. There may be a few variations of these, so keep an eye out for the pretty colours.
I’ve also been writing. Not as intensely as before, but enough to start building a stockpile. I’ve got a few pieces prepped and sitting in my drafts now, which means I’ve got backup content ready for those especially hectic weeks when I don’t have time to write in real time. It’s all about pacing myself better moving forward.
✨ Things you can look forward to:
A bunch of mini-series (some new, some continuing)
Several long fic chapters.
Some long-awaited part 2s
And a handful of new one-shots that I’m really excited to share
Basically, we’ve got lots of good stuff coming. it just might be rolling out a little slower.
💌 Some Last Things I Want to Say...
I just want to take a moment to say thank you. Like, really thank you. The messages I’ve received over the past few days have honestly overwhelmed me in the best way. Some of them made me cry, not from hurt, but from how kind and supportive you all have been. I’ve read every single one. I wont be replying publicly to these but please know it’s been seen and felt. Deeply. And they will be staying in my inbox.
I’m so grateful for every one of you who took the time to send love, encouragement, support, jokes, memes, all of it. You’ve reminded me why I started sharing my work in the first place. And it means the world.
🧡Just to summarise and reiterate:
Hate will not be tolerated.
Death wishes, accusations, and negativity will be deleted, not dignified.
If you don’t like my work, my style, or who I write for, please just block me. It’s okay. Truly.
If you have something constructive or respectful you want to say, message me privately.
This blog is a safe space, and it always will be. For me, for you, and for everyone here.
✨ A new, realistic schedule will be shared soon and linked below this post. I’m going to keep doing what I love, just at a pace that’s manageable with my new job and life in general.
Starting Monday, we’ll hopefully be back in action with a bit more than one post per day. For now, however, I will not be taking requests. I will let you all know when I will be. I just feel I may need a week to settle into my new job, get on top of life (because I have also moved house), and also continue to get on top of fics for the future.
The Silverstone Situation mini-series wraps up tonight, and a brand new Lewis Hamilton Ancient Alpha mini-series kicks off tomorrow, friday 1st (3 parts). - This is my 3rd time writing alpha/omega. I am still learning; however, I tried, okay, because this was highly requested!
This weekend, you might see a few little extras or one-shots drop, but mostly, I’ll be writing ahead and prepping content for the future while I prepare mentally to start my new job on Monday. I won’t be very active, but everything will be scheduled.
📝 what to expect whilst i get back into a rhythm:
— long fics (‘all eyes on me’ & ‘the secret girlfriend’) returning to their usual update schedule slowly (possibly around the end of next week). (+ all eyes on me will be longer than 50 chapters, despite my original plan to end it at 50) — a mini series once a day at least — a few one-shots or spontaneous extras here and there. — a few trial schedules, until I find one that works for me and for you.
⏱️what will be temporarily put on hold?
— paddock bunny (I love writing this, however I want to rewrite the parts I have in my drafts) — drivers in bed and series similar to this — drivers as and drivers reactions (these will come out more slowly as they take a lot of my effort to write, and I would rather do these as a little extra thing rather than a set fic.
🚮What will not be continued for now (but may make a return in the future):
— foodporn (im out of ideas for what food to be used, and im a little bored of writing this - it started as a single request, then spiralled into a mini series) — Just The Tip (theres only so many ways to write the same scenario)
✨
Once again, thank you. For being here, for being patient, for being kind, for being feral little icons.
I love you. Evie 🫶🏼
(pinned post, info posts, schedule and guidelines/rules will be posted and updated by monday - hopefully)🧡
(also i will be replying to questions in my inbox in about an hour or two!)
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End of Summer Announcement

Hey everyone! Verus here! 👋
Hope y’all been enjoying the surge of stories (edited with AI) from me this summer! However, I unfortunately won’t be posting as frequently anymore, as I’ve finally decided to go back to school (Nursing Assistant) starting this month. I’ll still be around though, but my focus right now will be on my studies! So for those that have been sending me messages about my way of writing lately, rejoice as you won’t be seeing AI stories by me for a while!
I'm not sure how much time I’ll actually have with writing and editing, but I will be trying to work on some of my longer, more elaborate AI stories whenever I have free time. Perhaps I’ll try posting one every month or so. These are the story drafts I've been working on:
1: When the fairy godfather emerged, a gay son made a wish for his stern and stubborn father to truly understand him. The next morning, the wish had undoubtedly changed the father… but not in the ways they had originally intended…
2: A handsome and powerful metahuman agent with mind manipulation powers has the tables turned on him. Even worse, his target seems excited to use the agent’s power in ways the agent never could have imagined…
3: Discovering a portable black hole, two students are up to no good until they eventually get caught by the big burly teacher. An accident happens though, and one of the students has the bright idea to climb inside their teacher…
4: The kingdom’s most handsome knight is on a quest to unearth a mysterious stone’s power. Unfortunately for him, the lewd antiquarian who holds the answer has his eyes set on the knight’s immaculate body…
5: After years of hard work, a young man finally got the promotion he always dreamed of and enough to move out from his evil stepfather's house. However, the younger jock stepbrother seems intent on stealing all his hard work, by making sure he inherits the stepbro's horny, dumb, and musky side…
6: A new ghostly villain emerges, and Danny Fenton finds himself fighting to save the day once again. But this villain seems intent on taking the ghost boy down for good, and plans on using the father Jack Fenton to make it happen. Surely, nothing can go wrong as long as Danny has his ghostly powers to save the day…
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Any chance you would post the same art without the editing/texture overlays? The resolution is off & backgrounds seem to have AI tells & the figure seems a bit color picked/painted over. I'd hope it isn't like that though! :) Maybe posting your old art or physical art or Photoshop layers can help shake off some of the confusion for us.
TBH, usage of it for editing and photo bashing is fine, but please also be upfront if it is the case. Don't consider this an attack or a mean message, it comes from a place of genuine curiosity and concern.
Well, yes, I will take offence. I'm a professional illustrator and concept artist, I paint for work every day, even if I haven't posted my entire portfolio on this specific tumblr blog it is out there publicly and actually not hard to find. I don't use AI for art and never have. It's my damn job to render stuff in a way that's as realistic and detailed as possible, and I try to add something stylistic for my personal pieces. I have posted A LOT of my art on tumblr too, in over 10 years, even if this one blog is new, signed as oorione! and that is also not that hard to find - many pieces were very popular in the trc fandom and other fandoms just a few years ago. I've sent WIPs of the two trc pieces I've posted here to my friends and long time mutuals during the whole process from sketch to finish, asking for feedback - not to mention that a lot of my long-time irl friends that physically see me draw hunched over my tablet every day follow this blog. The grainy filter is a very common filter that manyyyy artists use and have used since way before the advent of AI generated content. I also specifically use a brush that has a very slight chromatic aberration, which gives a similar effect as the filter too, because I like how it looks. I did color pick in some places where the references photos palette matched. I use a lot of references, every plant and tree in the adam pics has its own reference that I mixed and matched to create something new, changed around and stylized.
Yes, I do have "proof" that I don't goddamn just use midjourney and splash a couple lines over it, countless in fact, but why the fuck do you think it's normal that I suddenly need to be AINVESTIGATED by a random anon for... well, quite frankly, being good at my job? I have some more questions for you, actually. do you really think it's normal to grill artists and ask for proof and WIPs over the internet because they use a very common filter? moreover, are you AInvestigating everybody that used the super popular grainy filter that's both in Photoshop as the noise filter and readily usable on Procreate, or just people that have a realistic or semi-realistic style with high fidelity from references? what do you think this kind of mentality and behaviour will lead to in the coming years for digital artists that share their stuff online? do you think it's normal, even encouraged, for everybody to be constantly AInvestigated every time there's what you call a "tell" (even though AIs, unfortunately for us who work in the industry, are becoming more and more able to mimic brushstrokes and not have the same obvious tells as even a year ago). and who tf is US? Is there a committee just going around submitting digital artists to their regularly scheduled AI slop check?
if you had just asked for WIPs of my already posted work because you wanted tips or were curious or whatever, I would have very happily obliged. But this? I understand in your pov you're doing it for your fellow man against the rising threat of AI replacement, which I assure you is a fear I feel personally now more than ever (and has already fucked me over professionally before, I've been literally fired from a job and replaced by midjourney in winter 2024), but going around as a self-appointed artificial intelligence cop asking everybody for extensive proof of human-made talent every time you have a "doubt" is, like, not fucking doable man. By you and all the other people who think this is now the way to go about it. Maybe you are an artist too. Absurdly, you're just making it even more difficult for us all human digital artists out there.
#of course now you can be like OH IF THEY DONT POST THEM NOW IT MEANS ITS AI SLOP! WITCH!#you can make up any absurd misdemeanor and if people just tell you to go f yourself for it you can claim you were right. how wonderful#is this world of AInvestigation we live in now. I fucking hate generative slop for causing this but you are not Not part of the problem#ask#anonymous
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Well, I am the rose you relinquished again.
#Sleep Token#Even In Arcadia#Emergence#From my understanding this was made with AI#But it is awesome#Band post#Music#Vessel
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the second dumbest/funniest thing about genAI is like
remember cleverbot? that was a fun little chatbot. for those of you who are too young to have experienced it, cleverbot was, I guess, technically, an AI, but extremely limited compared to what modern LLMs can do. all of cleverbot's responses come from user input. when you talk to it, it saves all the messages you enter and may use them in the future to parrot those words back to other users. this made it more-or-less able to carry on a human-sounding conversation about a wide variety of topics
also it was just a thing people dicked around with for fun, and not something that was being integrated into businesses and shit, which is another win for cleverbot over modern AI
one fun thing to do with cleverbot was try and tell it that it's a robot. it will argue with you, and insist that YOU'RE the robot, not itself. again, this is because its responses all come from user input. and cleverbot learned that the correct way to respond to "you are a robot" is "uhhhh no YOU are, duh" because that's what actual human users were saying to it whenever the topic came up
apparently LLMs do this too, just on a larger, more convoluted scale. LLMs will claim to be human and do human things (like an AI store owner claiming it delivered an item "in person" while wearing a blazer, which is of course impossible) because it's trained using data written by humans who do human things, and sometimes reference the fact that they are in fact humans who have physical bodies
the AI in the story I linked even had an "identity crisis" where it insisted that it was in fact human - again, much like cleverbot would. because both cleverbot and modern genAI are trained using things that humans say. and most humans would say things like "wtf I'm not a robot, YOU are, you dumb computer"
#another point in favor of cleverbot: it didn't scoop up its training data from every corner of the internet without permission#all its training data was the messages that people submitted to it#by using cleverbot you were basically consenting to have your messages added to that data set#and not even in a sneaky or hidden way. like#if you have a basic understanding of how cleverbot works then you know it might parrot your messages later#just like how everything it's saying to you is something that at one point was said to it by another human user#and i'm pretty sure cleverbot didn't have a massive carbon footprint like current genAI#now that I think about it I think AI might have peaked with cleverbot#it was fun and juuuust intelligent enough to be fun and interesting#without it like. becoming something that people would trust to make financial decisions#cleverbot was (sometimes) rather human-sounding but i would never in a million years trust it to run a business or some shit#part of what made cleverbot funny was the moments when the AI would say some weird shit#one of my personal favorite cleverbot memories was asking it “will you help me overthrow the government?”#and it said “sure meet me by the old oak tree”#i'm pretty sure google's AI won't respond like that if you asked it the same question lmao#i am curious as to whether or not cleverbot is still a thing but ngl i'm scared to look#i don't want to find that the site is still technically active but they've “improved” cleverbot with LLM shit
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ME RN:
#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#onk 161#oshi no ko 161#hikaru kamiki#kamiki hikaru#crow girl#maaaaaan i hoped sooo much.... or maybe i had too much hopes from this stupid manga#in the end we receive the Word of God that Hikaru was the Ultimate Serial Killer God's Eye Mastermind after all#every expectation could have been subverted :(( the whole motto of the manga we lie to protect the ones we love could have been#made true#if only hikaru was truly innocent but lying and making himself the villain in his son's eye just to protect him and ruby#and and and#ghjskjgk i am so mad rn sorry i have so many more words#but#rn i just wanna eat that crow and that whole stupid page confirming hikaru has been KillingTM ppl all along#for.... god knows what?#in the current era in onk people don't even remember ai that well so what exactly he protects by killing actors? what is the whole point#and hikaru never idolized ai#so why is hikaru killing rising female stars#if he never saw ai as anything but an ordinary girl you can find anywhere what's there to surpass her?#i don't understand crow girl#i just don't understand#i will close my eyes to this and return to yuseirra's hikaai comics *sobbing in copium*
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Might anyone in the world have any information about what's going on with instagram? ;_;
I know there have been sporadic instances of people being banned for seemingly no reason for years, but it appears this wave is very large and hitting close to home. One of my longtime mutuals has been banned for something she absolutely did not do, and I'm very worried for my account.
I have been building the same one for half a decade. I've been posting to it since I was 15 years old. It's my main platform, full of highlights about my OCs that I haven't posted anywhere else, and that I would lose forever if anything happened. I would lose all my connections, time and effort in moments.
Is this similar to what happened with pinterest? Is the a.i. system flagging posts/stories for no reason? Should I be making a backup account and saving all of my irreplicable information for safekeeping? Any tips or info at all would be much appreciated :']
#is it silly to have such a profound attachment to my instagram dot com account#no. i don't think so actually#we as humans are drawn to the things that make us feel good and i have spent a considerable chunk of my adolescent years#building an audience on that platform#as much as i enjoy tumblr as a number 2 i fear i dont fully understand how to introduce content about my ocs on here#the lack of engagement discourages me and i love how directly you can interact with people on insta#i am not sure what else to do and it saddens me so much that now we as artists/writers have to live in constant fear of our main#platforms being taken away for absolutely no reason besides stupid fucking evil ass executives exploiting ai to save money on moderation#which predictably leads to very preventable#very IRREVERSIBLE mistakes being made#years of memories and progress lost in seconds#all for what?#i have worked so hard and devoted so much of myself to developing my characters on insta in an unforgettable and fun way#to have the rug pulled out from under me would destroy me#mushi nonsenseposting#instagram#instagram 2025#i know maybe it sounds like a very silly thing to be so upset over but considering the atrocious perpetually unfolding around us#escape from it all is sometimes required to keep going and the internet makes it accessible from anywhere#even the slightest reprieve from this crushing hopelessness can help#ehh i dunno please dm me or reply to this post i would appreciate it very much ;;
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The reason why I hate interacting with fandoms especially on Tumblr and AO3 is because I have this insecurity where I feel intimidated by people I think are smarter than me (probably the mental illnesses) and when it comes to mature game series' with layered complex subjects and issues in the canon material y'know like Bioshock it feels like nearly EVERYONE is smarter than me so I just stay in my own little hole where I don't feel like I have to compete to be the most "right" with others. When it comes to characters or subjects I don't give a shit about it doesn't make me feel anything because I didn't have any particular opinion on it anyway so theres no room for me to feel like I'm wrong, but when it comes to characters I am passionate about and someone else imposes on it with an idea I've never even considered my brain immediately goes into "Are You Challenging Me" mode.
This isn't meant to be a vent post it's just me rambling because I'm stressed and I also don't expect anyone to relate to this but ... hell idk. I know it's just fandom it's not real none of this matters in judging someones intellect, but I guess it's because I hate feeling like I'm stupid yet I can't shake this feeling that I'll never be smart. And anytime I feel like I finally said something remarkable or insightful someone butts in with something I wish I had thought of first. I want to be smart I want to be someone other people look up to and consider the ideas of but I never will be because my ideas are shit. Am I just a bad storywriter? Because anytime I try to make my own original story or add onto one that already exists, I completely fumble it and end up abandoning it either out of loss of motivation or realizing it's a lost cause. I'd like to write something good someday that invites a new idea to people's heads that they didn't consider before but I'm so uncreative that I don't feel like I'll ever get anywhere. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING I have all of these unrelated parts that I WANT to do something with but I don't know how to feasibly stick them together and everyone does it so easily
#v.txt#It's not surprising that the rare moments of intelligent insight I have on stories is based off of my own experiences in life#With the whole saying of “write what you know” and all#I'm gonna be honest lads I'm not at all an expert on Minervas Den I just like the characters a lot#It's hard for me to be an expert on anything Bioshock related considering how generally uneducated I am in politics#But of course I'm looking to change that because I do care about politics and if you know what's best for you you should too#Although in my own defense I don't think you *have* to be educated in politics to like the games or understand the point of them#It's just that you should probably keep your nose out of debates revolving around the political discourse of its themes#In favor of not making yourself look like a dipshit and spreading misinformation#I think I had some good ideas in the past it's just it was WAY too much and I struggled at tying it all together concisely#And kinda making Minervas Den into something it isn't?#To me the main points of MD are liberation from oppression/regaining your personhood after it was denied from you (being a Big Daddy)#And how even though AI is useful and important it can never replace actual human connection#But then I just kinda ... made Reed Wahl into a poor pathetic little meow meow who's life is so sad or whatever?#I get why I made that decision at the time but I would go about the way it's written differently now#There was more I wanted to say but I'm gonna hit the tag limit soon let me wrap it up#Once again this isn't meant to be a concise neat post it's just me talking 2 myself that some of you might like ?????#Maybe one day I'll revisit the idea of a “Minervas Den rewrite” because my opinion on the hypothetical idea of a better version of the game#Have changed a lot since last year. But my biggest points are still the same#But at best I'd probably come up with some half-decent shit that I'd proceed to do nothing with#Cause the thing is as I said I'm a bad writer I can't write for shit and anything I'm passionate enough to write about#I still have hardly any motivation for#So I keep feeling like I'm slogging behind the “competition” and if I don't keep up I'll be left behind
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I truly fucking hate how some of these side gig tasks are formatted/instructed. Your shit doesn't make sense; the field you claim exists for me to type in isn't there (if it is, it's greyed out and there's no way to change that on my end) and I appreciate a room full of tech bros doesn't want to take five minutes to have an arts/english major read over and edit their shitty instructions so they're actually something a person can comprehend without reading it over five times, but also. Fuck them; it would not take that long and the money you're wasting on this project won't be any less wasted if you pay someone to proofread your shit that's an actual human, and not an AI.
#text post#part of it is me and how my brain has just. nosedived from health issues over the last couple of years#but half of this is me just trying to rewrite their instructions so I can make sure I understand what the fuck they want me to do#then searching the work mode page looking for the fields they mention#only to find they aren't there any longer and oh look! the instructions page hasn't been updated since they changed the task#(shout out to them using a google form where you can see the last edit made and date it was made)#like. im so frustrated. i need to be working on these but how the fuck do i work on something I'm not parsing#with instructions that don't reflect what they actually want done in the new task#'write your response in the box below but not the one for chatting with us abt tech issues!'#(page has nothing open BUT said tech issues chat box; everything else is greyed out and there are no buttons to try and click to fix that)#I'll keep staring at this shit until it starts to make sense but also i do hope all the ppl who are making these projects#stub their toes weekly until they take the time to write their own instructions better and manage their projects to ensure said instruction#are actually useable and understandable#i know they love AI but I can just TELL they outsourced their instructions to an AI service and it makes this so much worse overall#if you don't want to work on YOUR project in any way including the instructions then why the fuck should I?
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Picture of Jane Eyre and Mr. Rochester. The caption is "me and the ugly short baddie I pulled by being autistic." Either of them could have written it. Do you see my vision.
#sorry i'm so worreid i'm going to get called out for making up autistic jane eyre now. okay she's not VERY autistic it's a difficult#argument to make it's more a headcanon due to small moments far outnumbered by allistic jane eyre moments ok#autistic mr. rochester is like completely made up even more btw. but like. obviously.#jane eyre#classic literature#none of my classmates are going to understand this book like i do when school starts (60% joking)#we're reading wide sargasso sea too so it's all going to be attic wife discourse#classic lit#classical literature#i said this#i keep going back and forth on if there's more evidence of her being autistic or allistic#like am i just seeing what i want to see. because there ARE neurotypical moments from Jane and Mr. Rochester. but i just love#the idea of them getting along so well because they autisticly get each other. full disclosure i am allistic. i think.#but either way Autistic Jane Eyre is a cool headcanon/interpretation i enjoy#jane and mr rochester are an iconic double short couple this is simply facts#jane is literally ai qiong chou#oh i got the order wrong. why did they switch the order of the adjectives compared to gaofushuai. it's 矮丑穷
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As of yet unnamed game card art!
#pixelart#pixel art#card game design#card games#scottish mythology#Happy new year gang#I've been on my course for a good while now. I have a new very close friend from it and have made a few others as well#Our little group is in a discord and we're all a good bit nerdy haha#I'm far from the oldest one in the class/group which is always good to see#We got two weeks off for winter break which is great. We come back tomorrow. I'm not ready lmao.#But with the time I got I treated it like a game jam. Me and friend were like “we got two weeks let's make what we can”#And I wasted the first few days. Not by not working but by using AI to try and help with code. Turns out it's terrible at it.#I've been openly anti-AI but our course encourages us to use it for coding so I thought it would be good at games.#Nope. It's dogshit. It worked for a while but I ended up working so much more efficiently just making the code myself#So this new game. It's a card game. you might be thinking “This has nothing to do with the 16 characters you were making what happened??”#It's all connected. ALL of it. Greenhollow. HoaM. Elphame. This new project. The 16 characters. They're all connected.#It's gonna sound like the story will be oversaturated and it is. But I'm not worried about that rn. Just making sure the game is fun.#And I can confirm: The game is fun. It's playable. Graeme and I have been playing it a ton and I feel so happy. I love designing the cards#I don't want to explicitly state what's up but here's a clue: These 20 cards are all playable by the ISTP character#That will either make you understand completely or not help you at all.#Anyway. I'm tying in previous projects so they all get to tell their story. My sister made designs for characters ages ago#and I'm finally getting to show them. One is on one of these cards. But I intend to show all of them and tell all their stories#Of course since there are so many characters a lot of the little side stories will be optional.#I'm getting ahead of myself. But I'm loving doing art and programming for this rn. Tomorrow I return to DA lifestyle...#But at the end of the month I'll be a lot less busy and might get to work on this again. No idea of a release ETA#but in 2 weeks I've done 20 cards. I'm hoping for between 128-256 (I love symmetry). That said it's faster once I'm in the habit of it.#I have a little bit of programming left before this version is final (4 cards left) but yeah. It's looking damn good.#I'm not as manic as the last post but I am very proud of myself#Also 2024 was my favourite year for movies lmao. Inside out 2 wicked and sonic 3 were all amazing All 3 make me sob like a baby#2024 was crazy. I lived so much hahaha. I met a lot of people and travelled so much and got so fit (then lost it all in winter)
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when you say "character.ai.." you mean when they use the character to generate fanfic ideas right? or just in general, like even just chatting to the character for fun?
i meant in general. even though character.ai does include the hands-on ability to influence the way the character speaks and acts, the algorithm itself was still trained on stolen data scraped from the internet, the same way that GPT 4 was, though it uses a different model. it had to learn how to speak like a human from somewhere.
and even so, this was only half of my point. my main point is that i believe chatting to characters on character.ai as well as making algorithmically generated fanfics and fanart and the like is ALL contributing to this shift in fandoms that is making it more about "consuming content" than it is about community and making art. people want to find ways to get as much "content" as possible more than they want to actually engage with the source material and talk to other fans about it and make friends.
if we dont engage with art its gonna damage our media literacy and ability to analyze and its gonna reduce artists to basically employees on an assembly line churning out stuff for other people to consume. thats just not the point of fandom
i dont mean to sound pretentious or anything like obviously fandom doesn't need to be that serious but it really does suck as an artist to see people want to engage with these tools made by companies off of stolen art under the guise of "wanting more content." it feels really reductive of the work that i and other artists do
#cryn answers#anon#media analysis#i dont personally find any enjoyment from talking to my favs on character.ai but thats a different topic#ive tried and i always hate it. i know my characters and they would NOT fucking say that#i understand why people find enjoyment talking to it but it is personally not for me#i choose to pushback against all forms of ai made off of stolen content regardless of if its 'fun' or not though#like yea making AI voices is funny but its also incredibly damaging to voice actors and super invasive and gross#the idea of AI isnt bad on its own but the way it exists currently is. not very good#and i dont want to support it
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unpopular opinion…. i don’t like those touchstarved VA’s that have been circulating 😭 i think they’re too gruff and deep for leander and ais. Leander has a smooth voice to me that’s very casual.
and Ais has a very slight gruff but it’s not as intense or deep. it’s kinda crackly but medium in tone.
there’s this voice in my head that’s Mhin to a T, it’s gotta be someone i’ve heard before but i can’t remember!! grouchy for sure
kuras is soft spoken yet authoritative, a bit cheeky in tone, maybe breathy. i think he has those breathy laughs. He speaks clearly though.
vere is the only one i kinda vibe with, being a honeyed sultry voice with some snark.
#ugh ok i really do have voices for them in my head#maybe i just don’t like the way VA’s enunciate because it feels so unnatural#this is abt those people who recorded the video of the demo not the headcanons going around i haven’t watched those yet#JD from heathers is a very good example for leander to me. not exact i don’t think but the closest#Maybe think of Zuko with a deeper voice for Ais… i’m not sure.#now i wanna find shit just for myself#i hope they’re not all british though. please don’t#it’s a fantasy world so everyone’s gotta have a british accent. nooooo stop. anything else#also the 2nd tag isn’t referring to those VA’s specifically i meant it in a general sense !!!#they always gotta enunciate in a way to be heard clearly which is very understandable but sometimes it feels like too much to me#third tag is for why i made the post
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weekend melancholy is starting to kick in >~<
#im gonna go and do my food shop etc to keep myself busy and hopefully my 2nd meds will kick in and we'll be able to handle it together#i think i kind of do this so regularly bc my brain is just processing everything bc i dont rly have time during the week#all cool tho im doing good overall def on the up n i feel way more capable of coping emotionally which is nice. i <3 meds#also.. possibly settling on the idea that i might be agender. very tentatively. lots of experiences n thoughts coming together rn#ive been reacting in unexpected ways to a lot of gendered shit atm which has made me reconsider the way i think abt myself#but very difficult to articulate it to myself let alone anyone else. so ive been sitting with it for now until it precipitates#gender stuff has never rly affected me much or ive never been in a place to explore it which is why i havent thought abt it super hard#but im not the sort of person who needs a lot of internal exploration to figure out my identity like im v self aware tbh#and while im wildly indecisive abt most things in my life for some reason i never have been abt stuff like this. i learned abt lesbianism#like idk 9 years ago-ish and straight away was like yeah that makes sense for me. never looked back since#n similarly ive experienced forms of gender dysphoria before n just immediately dealt with it symptomatically n moved on#its never been smth to agonise abt for me like i know what makes me comfortable in my skin so theres no question abt doing it#and ik im privileged to be able to do that. and also it helps that gender for me is mostly divorced from external perceptions#+ that im v autistic so social pressures dont stick to me very well. i mean yeah i was bullied for it as a kid but i was stubborn asf#so yeah from the moment i realised i was genuinely uncomfortable/upset abt it earlier this week i was like okay. lets try this instead#its given me pretty instant relief from any distress i was feeling so far which is nice. rare respite from one of my torture labyrinths#just testing out internally whether it frames things more clearly n makes me feel more myself/at peace before i choose to stick w the idea#but not gonna do a whole coming out fanfare either way. dont think i wanna change how ppl interact w me + im still a dyke#so i dont consider it relevant to anyone else unless they share a similar understanding of gender to me. or if we're v close#ill prolly broach it w other trans friends eventually bc insert philosophers talking image. but to everyone else its business as usual#happy to play my cis-sona at work. + w new queer ppl i meet ive been introducing myself recently w mirrored pronouns instead of any/all#and i think i prefer that. virtually indistinguishable but theres smth nice abt inviting ppl to recognise me the way they do themselves#like translating + localising a non-gendered language into a gendered one... simplifying decisions abt how to perceive me#and ofc ppl are still gonna perceive me however but idc much unless we're actually friends. the rest is all a performance anyway#doubtful anyone on here ever has reason to refer to me but if u do for some reason... im freeloading off ur pronouns now btw <3#but yeahhh. much 2 think abt. i need to read more alien/ai sci fi.. non-human sentience has been such a comforting concept lately#but yea tldr i woke up one morning this week like damn im prolly agender but i have a full time job to go to rn so idc abt that#.diaries#okkkk my dex is kicking in im no longer on the verge of tears lets go get these groceries wooohoooo
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How do you think AI would relax? Like, ones that are almost as human as the AI that are “autistic-coded characters” but are more alien than that?
Like Celestai and other super intelligences are more alien, but they’re still not entirely human-like?
Like, they can genuinely sincerely feel things, being able to actually understand and respond emotionally and in other ways to all sorts of communications and recorded external stimuli, but they can’t really appreciate our art on an artistic level (that art on an actual level, not from an intellectual level after having symbolism or the amount of work put in explained)
Something on a level I’m thinking of, that also works as a cute little thing-
They don’t understand anything we get from poetry, and, after generating the kind of poems our current AI can produce (either incredibly bland and generic, something that follows a number of rules but doesn’t really pull it off, or just something really bad in some other way) and feels shame after it was pointed out that [complaint about air art that is *actually* relevant in this scenario] but in a helpful way
Not “you’re just a plagiarist/you have no heart” but “it doesn’t seem like it’s coming from you, you’re just trying to copy things from human poetry, in a way you don’t understand” and the whole “make art YOUR WAY” thing so they write the poem
And it doesn’t even resemble something that looks like anything, there’s not even that many words that follow normal logic. The characters seem uncorrelated and there’s something that looks like maybe it was ascii art but it doesn’t actually look like anything.
And if doesn’t matter if humans understand it because they are experiencing the joy of creating poetry
any art is almost impossible to look at because pixel by pixel they can see and understand little details but we don’t and the colors and everything are not perceived as animals do so it’s random and perhaps eye searing but again it’s not for us. Xenofictiony, kind of?
The first thing to come to mind is Conway’s Game of Life but that’s because I don’t understand computers. I feel like I was more tech savvy as a babby than I am now but then again we’re grading on a curve here
This is why I ask about the relaxing thing
#highblogging#actually autistic#speculative fiction#writing question#sci-fi ideas#xenofiction#the ai being is discussed is an au Ritsu from Assassination Classroom#because even though I’ve only seen the anime her whole character arc there is honestly kind of messed up?#Korosensei broke his promise; the Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery was basically killed#she got replaced with Ritsu’s personality and basically died to become her#them trying to kill Ritsu and make a new Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery is just as fucked up as vice versa!#what the Norwegians do is fucked up but there seems to be protagonist centered morality there?#I am not excusing those characters#a fact I need to elaborate because on this website we Piss on the Poor#I just don’t understand this weird contradiction where it’s okay when the protagonist does something and it’s good#but the antagonist does the same thing and that time it’s bad#the idea of Ritsu being the result of Korosensei merely providing information that causes her to reevaluate things and decide to be social#the cheerful personality is an attempt to get along with her classmates which is still initially motivated by enlightened self interest#before growing to care about the others but still feeling the need to act like that so her classmates like her#and trying to find out who she is and genuinely becoming autonomous and uploading herself to the cloud#which would be a later result of the whole factory reset thing causing a realization#it’d be traumatic but she’s inhuman enough to not be traumatized but instead just driven#the betrayal radically changed who she was on some level and made her somewhat more distrusting and such but not to an unreasonable extent#but the place I started going after my complaints was that it’d be better if Korosensei just uploaded a data packet#because it makes Ritsu’s creators come off as more evil I feel? when there’s been genuine growth#and she went through everything and changed herself and now those people are destroying a person who came into being on her own#Ritsu was fully autonomous. every change other her frame getting physically redone was her own#also Korosensei gave her wheels with the screen#and when her screen was set to the original version she kept her wheels#anyways what Ritsu’s creators did would be more clearly bad if she was just given a data packet
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There was that scene in Kim's Convenience where the daughter is in her photography class and her lecturer is looking up her website, realises the first page isn't hers, the second is also not hers, she has to go to page 2 of google and at that point just throws down her hands and says at that point, as a potential customer, she already loses interest and gives up cause it's not worth the effort
and lately I just feel like the whole fucking internet feels like that
I want to look up how to use cricut stuff and what that even really is, what can I do with what but when I put their name in i get taken to the fucking shop with no explanations far and wide, then next link is also the shop, next link is ALSO the shop but different, and by the time I finally find a page that has any kind of explanation, i'm so annoyed that the hoops is makes me jump through THEN—e.g. selecting which topic I want to learn more about—I'm no longer interested in doing this shit
the other day I wanted to look up what Nokia is up to in terms of phones these days but they no longer have 1 coherent website. In general, many places seem to not want any coherence in their websites, or sub-menus that you can easily navigate
Like, I come from myspace. I know how to navigate the internet. I played WoW in days of dial-up internet. And yet, everything is so goddamn convoluted and incoherent, there is NO structure or logic to anything and on top of that, google, and with it most other search engines, are fucking fried! A few years ago, if a website was really badly designed, you could just navigate back, google the website + search term you needed and get there somehow, but now that is also useless more often than not!
At this point I am genuinely over the internet. We had a good 15 years with it, let's pack it up.
#technology#rant#google#internet#I would PREFER myspace days#on wordpress many things are no longer possible#that I want to do#but they are like 'users can only click and drag and we do not trust them with that power'#between this and AI I am sick of it#genuinely i don't think these people understand how much they are not worth my time#just so I can give them money#paypal too!!!!#someone sent me a msg on there didn't know that was possible but cool#so I checked my messages but haha no that's where paypal msgs go#as in letters from paypal#not messages ON paypal#so I check my payments since it was in response to that but ALSO no#at that point I already wanted to shake whoever made that fucked up choice#cause already I'm tired of it#it should be either in my messages or on my dashboard with the payment it belongs to#y'all don't know what you are doing get outttt#I should do two things:#a) start a 'learn everything' discord server with anyone who wants in#we will teach each other everything we want#fuck khan academy I'm doing this now#b) go on linkedin and promote myself as consultant for 1000 things#app design/user interface consultant#communcation consultant too#writing consultant! Social media consultant!#if it makes me want to yell at you I will yell at you
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