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It'll be alright someday...

Till then...I'll just focus on chocolates 🦆
#my life is disaster in making at this point#and yet here i am#it's me hi i'm the problem it's me#desiblr#c'est la vie#How am I supposed to learn#French#Bangla#Economics#History#There are so many subjects#And hobbies#I'm falling apart now#lol#Motivation#More like Lack of lol#I'm not trying hard enough like others#Life
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kirk study 💛✨

nothing couldve prepared me for how hard he is to draw :( wth
no one told me
i will learn
#whats with his face..#how am i supposed to stylize all that#star trek chibis coming soon ig#i will practice i will learn#just u wait#art#my art#star trek#tos#star trek tos#fanart#drawing#illustration#kirk#jim kirk#captain kirk#william shatner
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The difference between Season 1 and Season 3 of the Bad Batch
Season 1: Omega: Crosshair, can I have a hug? Crosshair: The audacity??? Of this Child??? Nothing would revolt me more than to show any kind of weakness to sate your neediness. Season 3: Omega: Crosshair, you're getting a hug. Crosshair: The charity??? Of my Sister??? Nothing would give me more joy than to be hugged by the Literal Angel that you are, though I am a lowly worm.
#the bad batch#tbb#tbb season 3#tbb spoilers#tbb finale#the bad batch season 3 spoilers#the bad batch season 3#the bad batch spoilers#tbb crosshair#tbb omega#soft crosshair#good brother crosshair#omega#crosshair#crosshair deserves a hug and he gets a hug#one of my favorite things about the series is the way he learned to love her more than anything#i have one critique about the finale but that is not it#how am i supposed to go on without them#how is life supposed to have meaning when I do not get to see war hardened men adore a little girl more than life itself#season 3 omega is the type to see that you need a hug and then you get a hug#she has declared it#ugh i just love them#and i love how crosshair just doesn't hide that he adores Omega#he tried for approximately one (1) episode and then he just gave in
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ma'am are you aware of the hold you have on furries and gay people everywhere
#GOLLY...#fern's sketchbook#sth#wait does she have a canon name. do i have to tag this with “conductor's wife”#i don't even know her real name how am i supposed to take her out to dinner... :((((#conductor's wife#I WILL LEARN YOUR NAME ONE DAY
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How pissed do you think Kalina was when she was biologically passed down to Riz as a disease and was like “ah perfect, if this kid is anything like his dad, when he grows older he’ll pass me around to a bunch of people” only to learn that she was attached to the most painfully aroace kid ever.
#fhsy spoilers#kalina: he wont even KISS anybody how TF am I supposed to get to more people#Riz would be incredibly uninterested in romance as a kid#an adult would ask if he had a crush and he’d be like I’m too busy learning to be a detective sorry#and Kalina would just be trying to fool herself like: oh maybe he’ll start getting more interested when he reaches his teen years#and then he doesnt.#and all she can hope for is that he’ll just bite someone or something#dimension 20 fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high#riz gukgak#kalina the shadow cat#fhsy#d20 fhsy
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i think it's fucked up and foul that during situations he feels trapped or unsafe, oikawa doesn't have a fight or flight or freeze reflex. to be specific, he does have a fight reflex, but it doesn't involve fighting by himself. if he thinks he's unsafe or trapped or in danger, he turns to iwaizumi.
during the last set of the second seijoh v karasuno official match, you can see oikawa beginning to crack when karasuno bridges the gap and makes the score 16-16. his next toss goes to iwaizumi, because he knows his iwa-chan will be there. he knows his palm will connect with the ball. when he loses his footing, he reaches out his hand, blindly trusting iwaizumi will pick him up. and he does. everytime, he does.
kageyama mentions once that iwaizumi and oikawa are always in sync, both by body and mind. and it's true because even when they're on the court, they're not the ace and the setter. they are iwaizumi and oikawa. iwa-chan and shittykawa. oikawa knows iwaizumi's favorite beetle and the flex of his wrist when he spikes. iwaizumi knows oikawa's real smile from his fake one and he knows the number of milk bread packets he eats per week (too many) and that's just the thing, isn't it? even in court, they're not just players. this is a dance that only they know the steps to, a kingdom that has always been theirs to rule. how beautiful it is, to know the sound of his footfalls without looking, to know the exact place he's going to set to in a court of 6 players without hesitation, with full certainty.
during the final point, oikawa sets the ball to iwaizumi. he could've chosen the person closest to him. he could've crafted his toss so masterfully that no one can see whats coming. but he chose to get it to iwaizumi at the other end of the court. it doesn't matter if his set isn't perfect or clean. it doesn't matter, because it's set to iwaizumi and that's enough. he knows he will take care if the rest.
and the thing is, the thing is, right, i firmly believe that in that moment if he chose to set to someone else, it wouldn't have been as beautiful and perfect as it was when he set to iwaizumi. there's something about knowing someone like the back of your hand and being aware of the beat of their heart more than your own that brings that kind of perfection. when oikawa reaches out, iwaizumi always reaches back. he knows iwaizumi will do everything he can to spike the ball.
and just like that he is 7 again with a scratched knee crying for iwa-chan to carry him even when he's not by his side. but he screams for him because he knows with absolute certainty that he will come. he will help. he is not alone.
the final set of his official high school career goes to iwaizumi, loud and proud. he points to him before he sets. he tells the court to watch. watch me. because he is certain that when it's him and iwaizumi, they're invincible. he wants the world to know of his worthless pride. he wants the world to know who he is proud of.
and just like that he is 7 again, screaming "iwa-chan!" in hopes his best friend will find him.
and he does. he does.
#local idiot watches one (1) haikyuu episode and loses his shit. no one is surprised#yes yes it's fucked up that they still lost but don't you think it's even more insane that iwaizumi still didn't let him down#he came for him like he knew he would. he spiked the ball#and iwaizumi's last spike was from oikawa's toss. fucked up and foul#it's them it's always been them#and you know what else is fucked up? kageyama did the same thing#everyone knew he would set to hinata. they KNEW. he could've changed his strategy last moment#unlike oikawa he has the ability to be his best no matter who he is tossing to during times of stress#but he chose to stand his ground. he chose to tell oikawa “look. this is where the ball will go. and he will spike it and we will win”#AND THEY DO#FUCK. FUCKKKK#how am i supposed to be normal when the reason kageyama won is because he finally learned to trust and depend on other people#how am I supposed to be normal when kageyama tobio the guy who has been alone all his life because he is too strong found someone to#challenge him and stay by his side willingly. happily. with a smile#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL IN THESE CONDITIONS#fuck this stupid baka life. born to make haikyuu analysis posts forced to study for med school entrance exam#ugh#haikyuu#iwaizumi hajime#oikawa tooru#seijoh#aoba johsai#iwaoi#karasuno#hinata shouyou#kageyama tobio#kagehina#vi talks#vi does meta
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Silly Straw Page Fully Translated:
hbh grfwru ri d gliihuhqw nlqg/ zkr zdqw wr pdnh klv sdwlhqw eolqg = “eye doctor of a different kind/ who wants to make his patient blind”
Qeb alzqlo pxvp/ qeobb pfmp x axv/ tfii jxhb qeb sfpflkp/ dl xtxv = “The doctor says/ three sips a day/ will make the visions/ go away”
Ixvvb hdwhu/ edeb eloob/ zrxogq'w gulqn/ xqohvv lwv vloob = “Fussy eater/ baby billy/ wouldn't drink/ unless its silly”
215 858 117 450 110 628 19 211 120 2256 216 951 25 256 27 532 212 506 18 1317 110 1137 221. 658 23 1330 210 231 118 929 112 2043 = “Twisted out of shape after the kill, the ghosts of his family are haunting him still.”
we’re not talking about that last cipher enough…
#god the number one was annoying#and heartbreaking#how am i supposed to respond to this#knowing he was 100% geniune with his disgust in himself while talking to ford later on#like he is so mental fucked in the head man#this dude had a psychic meltdown when confronting his world and family about 3D which seems blasphemy based on evidence in journal 3#and killed his whole world in the process of thinking he was saving them#and instead of learning from it he parties and commits crimes#so much tauma in one small triangle#book of bill spoilers#book of bill#gravity falls#ciphers#decoded ciphers
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they make me so ill
#num draws#alien stage#alien stage hyuna#alien stage luka#hyuluka#digital art#alnst#alnst fanart#alnst hyuna#alnst luka#alnst hyuluka#bro how many tags am i supposed to put hold on#alien stage fanart#one more for good measure LMFAOAOA#anyway im probs gonna be posting more alnst bc i… really like it now HAHA#today a mizi comic dropped and everyone went crazy#feel like ppl r mischaracterizing the shit out of her#i say this as im still learning a lot of the lore#but man even i can see it 😭#ANYWAY i love hyuna i love luka i love hyuluka#my shaylas#more hyuluka! more! all the hyuluka! PLEAK
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i may love her a little bit too much
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#kathryn hahn#aaa#RAHHHH SHE'S SO PRETTY#also i kinda love coloring now???#i have to learn how to render lol#idk how to survive without this tv show actually#like#what am i supposed to do#fanart#aaa fanart#agatha all along fanart#agatha harkness fanart#agatha coven of chaos#my art
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Demon AU (krkb)
+ bonus Kuro


Kurokabuuu!! If Kabru gets to be naked then so does Kuro, equality for all 🔥Not to break the mystique but in that intro comic Kuro isn't flexing he's just pushing Mickbell away bc he about to be in business mode gdbdg. Was weird trying to make Kuro look more demony, did not work very well except for making him buffer but hey...! A black dog demon yeah yeah yeah...!
I have accidentally recreated Howl's Moving Castle... NOW HEAR ME OUT- The base concept for my satyr Kabru AU (the initial idea was the sketch where he has no horns haha) now turned demon AU was materializing Kabru's fear of anything monster, particularly his insecurity as a kid of being an incubus('s child and that making him a monster), and helping him work through it so he can love himself and others and the world better, but everything started clicking only after thinking about Kuro's role in the setting more. He's this feared dude with a witchy reputation and a lil rhyme about how everyone should stay away from him for their own sake etc etc, but he's not a demon just a dog dude really. The setting in this AU is much like Dunmeshi, but all monsters are called "demons" instead and tied with this concept of demonic not just monstrous, there's special generalized fear in them being kinda fundamentally evil. But they're just beasts, and sometimes just demihuman races, like Kuro. Magic does exist though, and curses, and yeah just a folk kinda vibe!
Kabru because he's become supernatural knows how to speak Kuro's tongue now too, or maybe he's always known it idk... But Kabru sought Kuro out because he's The demon guy around, thought if anyone around would know how to do anything about his having become a monster it'd be him- Mickbell is there too ig like waaa this innocent-looking (def isn't) human loves this demon and lives with him, alone but peaceful as hermits in the woods? Wah wild. Wah we can still have love?? Wah we can fall in love together and live happy monster lives even if ostracized??! Wah wait I'm not even a monster it was just my own latent magical powers cursing myself because I worried and believed myself to be a demon so intensely for so long?!! Wah we can truly have it all...... Growth feels so nice. Except Mickbell, that grown ass man is not finding inner peace yet. Still he's chill here since he's a side char not a main one
It's how Kuro's confident in himself despite everything being stacked against him, it's how he still trusts and likes himself, it's how he just wants a simple happy life and pursues what he wants, it's how he takes things simply... Self-critical Kabru always neglecting himself over obsessing about the greater good could learn from him........ Kuro is the only one after his transformation that unconditionally welcomes him and shows him compassion and it's all so confusing to him, especially since at first Kabru wouldn't even offer that same humanization to Kuro, only risked it out of necessity for his own circumstances, but he gradually becomes able to see the humanity in him despite his appearance, mannerisms, way of life and ideals, until he sees the humanity in him and himself too despite their appearances, until he finds there's nothing wrong in this routine and life of theirs in this isolated magical little place, until........... Just about accepting all of those fuzzy inbetween ways to be that are unclean and hard to understand from the outside, and growing comfortable in them and loving himself and kuro and the life they've made together.......!!!!!! What if through humanizing you I humanized myself... What if through growing a understanding for each other wevalidated ourselves, love as self-love...
I love including Rin into things, for a more plotty story it'd be neat if she tried and followed Kabru... He up and disappeared and she's a capable mage and she doesn't know what his plan was because he never tells her anything so she goes out and pursues him- Could even be the main antagonist besides just idk self-hate and townspeople lol, like she thinks Kuro is keeping him prisoner or something and also because she kinda represents the same kinda social trauma Kabru has, where she's strict about conforming and being an irreproachable undeniable human so she kind of wants to drag him back to that state he was in of anxiety over acting and being human enough...... But of course in the ultimate confrontation when she has her staff pointed at Kuro and they talk, she's hurt by him not confiding in her and thinking of her as someone who wouldn't help, but she understands and stops and yay happy ending :> And if we want them to be in this Holm and Dia may be allies I feel 🤔Like maybe they help out Kabru when they see him, help him escape their human village at one point or something, Holm is quite nice and cares for spirits and Dia's fled her home too so they kinda get it in a way, it'd contrast Rin... This isn't about the Laios party lol. Rin & Mickbell shenanigans would lowkey be fun like maybe Mickbell tricks Rin into thinking Kabru IS there against his will so she can take him away and the status quo of Mickbell not having to share Kuro with anyone is preserved, or maybe they just shittalk and grumble together. Gbdgd this is a plotline about accepting change and these two are noooot happy about it
So yeah he hates being a monster that's the schtick!! Won't a cool dog man pleaseeee turn me human again. Surely he can do that right. So he goes to live with this feared coolass magicky guy and that guy's little guy at his weird home and through making connections and self-love the curse you actually unknowingly put on yourself gradually lessens and disappears, but you don't care anymore because that's the point 😌 Which is why I call it a Howl's Moving Castle recolor gdbd
Kabru is usually the voice of reason within kurokabu so it's really fun switching the roles in that way. If you're just stumbling into this and are sooo confused first of all congrats on getting so far second I can't overstate how unironic this is + if you want more explanation about the ship I made a brainstormy manifesto here <3 Like, did you know Kuro's name is actually Yodan? He was likely called Kuro by Mickbell due to the language barrier. In this AU it's because no one's interested in him as a person so people just give him an ominous title that means black. But Kabru learning his name and Kuro willingly giving away that information and Kabru feeling the weight of it because he really thinks this'd allow him to control him (he can't actually control bc he's not a demon! No one's a demon yay! Just weirdo humans who get otherized)......
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Other vers because I 1) really like it and 2) am very indecisive. I overthink every single slight color change I stg lol
Sigh....... Like bro what if we were both so so far away from home and we knew we can't really go back and we've made our peace with that but man I miss not having been ripped away from my homeland and we are both so so isolated in our own ways in our presents and with a small yet gigantic gesture of compassion and of seeing each other we can learn and grow together with secret study dates where I teach you how to communicate the same way you're teaching me your language, we are both reaching across to each other we are both finding in one another a presence and humanity that feels so rare anywhere else. A sliver of warmth a sliver of home but also a sliver of the new, and embracing that things are changing and that we've changed and wow the animality within humanity and the humanity within animality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey bro your humanity I am only now fully grasping and coming to terms with is so hot bro............ What if your beastly features ended up making me more comfortable in my own stinky human animal flawedness bro........ What if we could just be together reassured through each other that we're human enough no matter what and that's all we need to just be and wahhhhh aughhhhh
Kurokabu is Kuro needing to choose between Kuro and Yodan. Kurokabu is needing to feel comfortable in animality within humanity. What if we stopped repressing ourselves 🫶
#Dungeon meshi#dunmeshi au#kurokabu#kabru#kabru of utaya#kuro dm#Incubus kabru#Sort of but also not really#There's something in the marchil march sauce........ my art's thriving#I'm sick again though guys........... My household's playing hot potato#Also My Goodbye about kuro or even kabru goes kinda hard. Esp about the whole mick kuro situation n complacency idk was listening to it#One day you'll hear what I'm saying / One day you might understand / One day but not today / For after all you're Just a man#🔥This day you sever your own head🔥#Not relevant to demon au tho mickbell's just a lil rascal in this one.#I wanna write an unrelated krkb fic and then i'll prob lose steam for making krkb content for a while#OH ALSO THAT WHICH FLOWS BY AU LOWKEY....... Little tea boy Kuro and nobleman general Kabru with water trauma idk idk...#The quote “one might as well be trying to conceal the sky with their palm” from it goes so hard with them#Demon kuro looks like spiderman hm#Anyways isolation is a bog theme w them. Self-imposed for kabru n circumstances imposed for kuro. Which is why them learning#a language together is suuuch a big deal. Teaching each other their language that's sooo........#Drawing them is lowkey hard bc they're equally tall and equally buff how am I supposed to complementarily shape language this#Special shoutout to lucky-fy who is always in the dogman yaoi pit with me which i deeply appreciate & aatom87 who harasses me to commit#& finish my shit#Kabru x kuro#Kuro is so funny. 18 yo speaks like he has all the wisdom in the world. PLEASE do question your own judgement#... Which kinda parallels kabru actually hm#DON'T LAUGHHHHH runs away sobbing........
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Crosshair would def be someone who, despite being lactose intolerant, would order a cheese pizza and then have ice cream for dessert.
#echo: wtf you’re lactose intolerant!#Crosshair: don’t tell me what to do! what am I supposed to do? not eat dairy??#Crosshair later: Echo help I’ve made a horrible mistake#(he will do this again a few days later)#the first few times this happened echo was concerned but now he’s just like *sighs*#Hunter: yeah he does this sometimes he just need to let him and he’ll learn eventually#echo: how’s that working out?#Tech keeps trying to make him drink milk alternatives but the most Crosshair will do is iced vanilla lattes with oat milk#wrecker encourages him and hunter tech and echo are like NO STOP THAT#he’s just like me fr#he’s literally me#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#tbb crosshair#the bad batch#tbb headcanons#bad batch headcanon#bad batch headcanons
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god's specialest little chew toy be upon ye
#isat#in stars and time#siffrin#my art#wretched little creature!!#hi i am still fine absolutely dw abt me i am definitely still not obsessing over this game dw dw#these were supposed to be quick little doodles btw#also i drew one siffrin while i had my canvas flipped and now they have the eyepatch on the wrong eye but i only noticed it during coloring#i am leaving it in i am not changing that#i am going back to being a completely normal person dw <- LYING#but i am slowly learning how to draw the pitiful little thing
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Go to uni, they said. Higher education will make it so much easier to get a job, they said 🫠
#I’m still unemployed and hate it 😭#I’ve applied for two jobs where I already know management from my last job#one of them wants me for my languages and the other one wants me bc I’ll do the 10pm-6am shift no one wants#but they’ve both said I won’t get it it more experienced people apply 🫠#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET EXPERIENCE IF YOU WONT GIVE ME A JOB?!#IF I CAN LEARN 3 LANGUAGES#I CAN LEARN HOW TO MAKE MF COFFEE
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Jewish (convert) culture is getting together all your jewish books and hounding the new jew-by-choice at shul
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#everyone pray he's at shul this shabbos PLEASE#weve had lots of people seek out our shul thinking about converting and a lot of them have seemingly backed out (temporarily or permanently)#i definitely respect that choice but i remember how much this community stepped up to help me and it makes me emotional#i am so grateful for my rabbi and community because now i *know* what to do when i see someone where i was#anyway to people in this process: learn to accept that this will eventually happen to you#don't be bashful about it. you have to learn eventually that we all are a family#and you can only learn that when you feel like part of the family#in fact one of the prayers we say at shul for yisrael (at least in english but almost certainly in some way the hebrew)-#-EXPLICITLY mentions us as a family. there's no avoiding it (i think)#one of our members is spotty about their attendance. the other members worringly mention how 'you can't be a jew alone - by yourself!'#that's what i mean by 'its inescapable'#i might have to make this tag rant a separate post because it's really important to me to emphasize this#so if you see a post with very similar wording just know i did it On Purpose#sometimes i wonder how many people are willing to read tag rants. personally i LOVE reading them. i feel it's part of our culture#i love how optional it feels though. like you're reading the personal notes on a manuscript#you aren't NOT supposed to read it but something feels so secretive and exhilarating (that's too intense of a word but i digress)
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Science- Ashbury Heights
My magnum opus of Tenma amvs
#tetsuwan atom#astro boy#naoki urasawa's pluto#pluto anime#atom the beginning#umataro tenma#my amv#dude I am literally never going to make an amv with this cool of an opener ever again#I tried not to favour one tenma over the others but some definitely had more/more relevant footage to work with#I think?? 63's tenma appears in more episodes but I don't know which...so I just went with the first episode only lol#anyway fun fact I learned from watching these clips over and over: of the Tenmas we ever see hugging Atom/Tobio#only 1980s Tenma actually crouches down to Atom's height to address him#based on this alone I am willing to believe he would have turned out sort of okay bc he knows how ur supposed to talk to kids
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People over 30 every time we open a app these days
#in that thread i also learned it's old to put a million O's after LMAO#how tf am i supposed to laugh online in the year of our lord 2024?#ignore me
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