#I AM CONSTANTLY INSPIRED BY IT...
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Back to my roots :p
#so you know how in old episodes of spongebob there's this specific color palette used on the characters whenever it's nighttime?#I AM CONSTANTLY INSPIRED BY IT...#this was a sort-of practice to hone that contrast... IDK#HOPEFULLY IT DELIVERS!!#Also I have been revisiting Ray's Route and it's nostalgic af#mysme ray#mm ray#saeran choi#mysme saeran#mm saeran#mystic messenger#scopophobia#ms paint#my art#loser post
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You don't wish your disability was worse or more visible, you wish your disability was taken seriously. Please stop confusing the two, I guarantee you would not get the support you need JUST by being more severe or more visible. Please listen to visibly disabled people when we tell you it isn't better on our side
#m/cc#mine#I tried extremely hard to word this nicely because I KNOW people don't mean bad and often even know there are unique challenges#and believe me I know the challenges of invisible disability too!!#I have invisible disabilities!#but as someone who has also been at least visibly 'off' since they were 10 I am SO SICK of invisible disabilities being hailed as like#a unique extra oppression that us lucky visibly disabled people don't have to deal with#there are challenges to invisible disabilities that visibly disabled people DON'T have to deal with!#but you need to understand that *the reverse is also true*#there are MASSIVE benefits to being able to lie about your disability for example#or not dealing with the overt ableism that comes with your disability being obvious to everyone#*I do not have the option to pretend I'm not disabled.* that is never an option I have#I walk weirdly. I use a mobility aid now. my speech and face are 'off.' I lean to one side#for a long time I wore sunglasses 24/7 and often didn't make sense. I sometimes can't speak or won't react to others#for the most part people will always know that at the very least something is wrong with me#and more obviously I have people telling me they'll pray for me; telling me I can't do things I'm already in the process of doing;#wanting to shake my hand to tell me I'm an inspiration for not killing myself; giving me dirty looks for existing in public#and yes. I'm aware that this is very much an in-community issue. I know the average abled person doesn't know invisible disabilities exist#that's why there's so much awareness happening for it#but as a visibly disabled person I get SO TIRED of constantly hearing 'I wish my disability was visible :'('#it's just 'I wish I had your disability!' but from other disabled people
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trigunned the hades or hadesed the trigun (id in alt)
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#millions knives#ruporas art#type of shit ive been on lately bc ive been playing an obsessive amount of hades 2 lmfao… ofc imstead of drawing fansrt for hades#i channel that energy into trigun?😭 SEE.. the thing is. i am ALWAYS thinking about a trigun game… like an action story game#it is rotating in my brain 24/7 and now after 7billion years i finally pick up a video game#and the inspiration sparked. obviously this is just a mere mimic of an existing media... but im thinking about the plot of max now#executed differently between mediums… webbing a new retelling of the original story as game mechanics allows you - thinking of the#new roles the characters would take. like wolfwood here is not Constantly by vash’s side but he will show up once a run to clear out an#encounter. shows up seldomly at home base to make gifting difficult... an existing companion and still journeys on his own. for more#relations options merylmilly will also have occasions where they separate so vash can speak to them individually - the gungho are not bosse#most of them get the roles of giving “boons” i think.. BUT ANYWAY thats me reimagining trigun into hades. now imagining trigun into an#ORIGINAL video game.... ough... ohhh....guhh... I WANT IT SO BAD!!!!!!!!#this was just a fun exercise... im thinking about doing more but i think i shouldactually draw some hades 2 fanart first
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yknow it is almost cruel that we do not have a glenn close trio album. how do we not have a rock'n'roll christmas cover album by now?? how much money do i need to give freddie for him to sing santa buddy, the sexually charged homophobic AND gay as hell version of santa baby??? how much will it cost for freddie to sing a rock cover of all i want for christmas is you??? i need a glenn close trio version of youre a mean one mr grinch but its glenn roasting jodie. please freddie this all i ask. the druid gave us an album but the BARD DIDNT?????? PLEASE WHY DOES HELL GET TO HEAR THE GLENN CLOSE TRIO BUT WE DONT. WAHHH
#dndads#dndaddies#glenn close dndads#dungeons and daddies#freddie wong#i crave this so bad i need it in my veins#ill admit that i listen to folsom county blues and jolene parodies that freddie sang a little too often. and that maybe inspired this post.#is it a legality thing because parodies are still allowed and also christmas songs are covered and redone constantly soooo#i dont think thats the issue#the issue is that they hate me personally and dont want me to be happy clearly#ik theres suggestions on the discord but you see if i am ever acknowledged for anything i will die#so instead i rant here :)
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TAMBIKE !!!!!!
#tetro danganronpa pink#tetro danganronpa#tamba ruiko#my art#artlying#streets watch out shes on her way!!!#look at how cool her shoes are guys (distracting you from The Bike)#never drawing a vehicle again goodness gracious#im in my tamba era guys expect more#i have a severe lack of art to share despite drawing constantly#bc i keep switching between wips and not finishing them ever#i have a million things from before pinks end that i put off bc of finals and now i have even moree things i wanna draw#too many ideas only one hand to draw with#im in agony agoough….tetro thoughts……too inspiring…..#but yeah many of them contain tamba joyous#i am so endeared to her lately
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logan (2017) and red dead redemption ii have the same vibe and you CANNOT change my mind
#logan#wolverine#wolverine fanart#logan fanart#xmen movies#xmen fanart#xmen#hugh jackman#rdr2 inspired#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#digital art#digital drawing#artists on tumblr#western#me constantly finding ways to smash my special interests together#am I wrong though?#no#no I am not#they are the only two things that have made me cry like a little bitch so
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I am really confused about this game. Is it like "Doki doki literature club" ? the game seems to break the fourth wall after getting bad endings and someone speaks in red text. Is it Ren and is he stuck in the game like Monica?Or is he and Redacted separate people, with him being a game character,but Redacted being some sort of entity who's stuck in the void of the game,or in it's code,and acknowledges that it's a game and someone's playing it and they speak to the player, not the game's protag?
✦゜ANSWERED: 14 Days With You is like 14 Days With You. It's not meant to be similar to DDLC in any way, and Ren isn't supposed to be like Monika or any other self-aware character.
Please don't associate 14DWY with other games just because they share similar tropes. /lh
But!! To answer your question: Ren isn't aware that Angel and the player are separate people. As of right now, he considers Angel and you as the same entity, and speaks to you as though you're part of his universe.
Ren is aware that his entire existence only comes into fruition whenever you play the game — but to him, that's considered normal — the same way getting wifi from trees and not discovering 80% of the ocean is considered normal for us. Nothing is out of place for him, and the way he interacts with his environment doesn't seem weird or out of place for him.
The Dead Ends are the only time Ren breaks the fourth wall, but it's still a massive WIP and there's not enough content for it to make much sense yet. But once more Days get released, this will be further explained!!
#I know you mean well with your question but I've constantly had 14DWY be compared to other games simply because they have similar vibes#It's extremely disheartening and makes it seem like all my efforts in creating my own unique lore/universe can only be valid-#-or recognised if they meet another game's expectations. It's a toxic mentality to have and I hate having it be forced upon me.#I'm not trying to make a DDLC inspired game or be put in the same box. I'm trying to make my own unrelated game in my own personal space#I wish people would recognised 14DWY as it's own seperate entity and not some knock off yandere game that shares tropes with other games ;_#Okay rant over T_T I am going 2 sleep now skhgbs /lh#WAIT I LIED I also quickly wanna mention that I don't like it when other people compare games to 14DWY as well!!!!!#I don't own the yandere/glitch trope; other people are allowed to use it!!#So don't compare 14DWY to other games as well (unless it's like a direct rip off of 14DWY.... That's completely different)#OKAY NOW I honk mimimimimi since it's 4am GOODNIGHT lmaooo zzz#💌 — answered.#🖤 — shut up sai.#💖 — 14 days with queue.
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I should draw my older Lucia design more often. I'd like to think of her as ~40 at the time of Rebirth
#ff7#ffvii#ff7 ever crisis#lucia lin#ff7r#ffviir#I guess. since this is designed as an idea for what she could look like in rebirth#and she's mentioned. so.#this was inspired by when we saw Glenn's jacket design + I have one for Matt too#idk either way damn I haven't finished something in 3 months until this. I gotta lock in more#I am constantly working on stuff but it never gets finished. thumbs up emoji#edit: i forgot to do a few grey streaks like i planned. sigh#just know I think she has some grey hairs from stress#maybe she dyes them but also maybe she doesn't gaf
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UUGHH I JUST HAD THE WORST DAY IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED GRRRR !!!!! goes to draw my best friend @jumjum-crafts 's guy to blow off steam
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★ song : "STATIC ELECTRICITY HUMAN – Computer Flavor" – kairikibear
#before you ask . dear jummy – yes . this was what the ask i sent you the other day was alluding to#i have a very complicated relationship with your colin . but you should be aware of the fact that seeing him invokes intense primitive –#– feelings within me . and one cannot decipher whether they are positive or negative#in any case#JDHDHDJRJRHT I HATE MY LIFE#I HATE THIS SHIT#I WANT TO BE DEAD#there's so much stuff happening every day and im constantly overwhelmed and tired and it's so hard to get out of bed and i don't even want –#– to wake up in the morning . every day just gets worse than the last#everyone around me is doing so much . living their life to the fullest . making huge future and career decisions and planning way ahead#and what am i doing ?#im laying in bed . crying because today was just too much to bear . trying to gain an ounce of happiness by ripping out another piece of –#– my soul to hand out to someone i admire#is this what it's going to be like forever ? bleak nothingness ? constant desolation ?#...#im gonna go to bed#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis colin#colin the computer#fanart#fanart for a friend#vocaloid#vocaloid inspired#i actually had a lot of fun with this . even if the background was the biggest pain i ever had the pleasure of drawing#this entire song makes me feel comfortable#i might make something for someone else#and im debating if im actually gonna be doing a halloween drawing in the first place . at least one that will be on time with the holiday#whatever#please ignore me
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i truly cannot stop thinking about best served cold i keep rotating the characters around in my mind i go on the bus and i'm taking the blorbos with me
#it's been years since i've felt this strongly about a piece of media#and while i do hold onto my interests for years so i near constantly have at least one blorbo spinning around my head at any given time#i just feel so strongly about the characters#weirdly enough though it's been reminding me of my own ocs that have been sitting on the shelf in my head#and making me want to work on them#it's been so long since i've been inspired to the point of creation in this way#i am fully expecting to cry when i finish the game now
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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: EARTH (PART 1 - REVAMPED)
Ft. Staff Cmdr. Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira, Cpt. Arno Delacroix, and Zaeed Massani-Shepard MIRA'S MORE CANON ME3 "Shadow Broker resources? Yeah, they might be good for a lot of shit, Dove. Convincing the brass to get off their asses and do something about the Reapers? Not one of them. Think that one might be up to you, this time. Entertaining diction and goddamn fucking all." Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#arno delacroix#zaeed massani#mass effect#mass effect 3#dailygaming#TBO:ME3#MORECANONMASSEFFECT#heyyyyy do you guys remember when i used to make those big fucking gif sets of the me3 missions? :)#i brought them back just a little bit :) but i felt inspired to make them a little more canon :)#zaeed is a certified little shit when it comes to soph. he will die if he does not find some way to constantly annoy the fuck out of her#he is also certified ‘i steal my husband’s clothes’ (sorry regis but he’s not sorry in the slightest)#i like to think he has very one-sided beef with arno. he pisses him off for a reason zaeed will not disclose to anyone (it's a dumb reason)#SPEAKING OF ARNO :) my beloved boy :) i’ve only shown him in renders but :) enjoy in game arno :)#i will never be more proud of anything in this galaxy than i am of the work i did getting his head ported into game#holy fuck all of the work to weight paint those lip piercings and do blending and conversion work on his face textures#he turned out so well and i am so proud of him :) those lip weights will never stop making me :)#(also his cybernetic arm is sick as fuck and i love him and could rant about my favorite pilot all day)#my favorite normandy pilot :)#i ended up making way too many gifs so this is a two parter :) i blame bioware for making me swap 9 pawns in 5 files in the prologue :)#i wanted as much content out of this swap as i could get because it turned out so much better than the idea i had in my head so :)#thanks i guess for my partial mesh swap suffering bioware. 5 files for just the prologue walk is wild though lmao#yeah there's a little bit going on here :) definitely some changes from the last time i gif'ed the prologue :)#i made some decisions about canon that are very not bioware ME3 canon because fuck bioware ME3 canon :)#also yes i gave soph a promotion. fuck ME canon lmao. soph gets a promotion lol#she also got a name change too ;)
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Something that just made me a lot more chill about seeing other peoples questionable takes in the depths of comics fandoms here is that, you know, with like tv shows or movies when there’s differing takes, you can ask yourself with great despair “did we even watch the same thing?” and you DID but people are people.
Whereas with comics, particularly character analysis as opposed to like. Event review. You sit there looking at some wild (to you) conclusion someone else has drawn and you ask, “did we even read the same comics?!” And like.
Honestly?
Chances are pretty good that… no. You didn’t. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#comics#not inspired by any particular take i just saw#just a like. observation#considering the absolute abyssal chasm of back issues we’ve got to work with like#chances are that person who’s idea is completely contradicted by your fave issue#has not read that issue#and that’s even before you take into account how many people on tumblr are tangential to things like#idk#the batfam#who’ve never read a comic book in their lives#which I am personally fine with do what makes you happy#as long as its not like. arguing with people who have read comics about what is or isn’t canon#comics are kinda the one place where its perfectly fine to prefer a fanon synthesis characterisation#so long as you’re not constantly sticking your foot in your mouth about it or being a dick to people
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i HAVE to lock in and write again. i have to save myself from the void of inhumanity
#re read my last posted fics and oh my god#the pacing is just. SO bad#i dont know how i made 10k feel rushed#fuck its just#its not AWFUL#i was really proud when i made it#but i just feel like i could do so much better now#chews finger at my endless drafts#that is. if i could FINISH ANYTHING!!!!!!!#(hasnt posted since 2023)#(genuinely killing myself because I AM CONSTANTLY INSPIRED. JUST UTTERLY USELESS IN THE CREATION OF ART)#(FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!)#charlieog#fanfiction#ao3#ao3 writer#fanfic
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Honestly, one thing I've come to enjoy, especially having reached over 20K words of my novella wip, is that my characters are extremely dear to me. I've written a lot in my life, but this is one of the first times I have ever made characters that I can truly, truly call my own. The funny thing is that, I could say I know everything about them, and that is what makes me close to them but I don't. I really don't. I learn new things about them every day, and as I'm writing out their stories and their lives, they reveal themselves to me, not the other way around.
They have really come to life, and as much as they are names on a document, they are real people to me. And they help me when I am at a block, and sit with me in the middle of the night, and they genuinely make me happy. I am happy to have created these wonderful characters, but I am very grateful they allowed me to create them, and that they are with me.
#i drafted 5 pages of another story#and realize I'm almost done with the first novella in 'act of contrition' tho the next books are just going to be short story collections#and i really got to thinking#drafting the story of Matthew - about how he goes through a lot of pain and sadness - and while i was going to end his story on a sad note#i just decided not to#and that was something that in a strange way i felt *he* told me to do#idk#i am very grateful to my characters#they all mean so much to me#samuel - matthew - jude - elizabeth - anne x2 - mercy - prudence#joyce - robert - agnes#these are the ones that are constantly cycling thru my brain#and i love the all very much#writing community#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing prompt#writing inspiration
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i'm actually pretty far into my Picard-era Voyager reunion fic (about 6k out of.... probably 9k or so) but i'm a bit insecure about it because every other longer fic i've written has been a little more insightful & deeper whereas this feels too surface level for my tastes. like i enjoy writing it. and i'd enjoy it if i was just a reader rather than a writer. it's fun to catch up with these characters and figure out how their relationships have changed and write some banter but idk it's just not clicking the way my other recent published fics have.
#yes yes i know not everything has to be that deep and i'm writing this *because* it's a fun fluff piece to break up the serious stuff a bit#but i think at the end of the day i'm just not a good fluff writer. i need angst. i need some sort of plot.#i also made a stylistic choice to only write from one perspective#and i stand by it. i think it still works#but it is a bit annoying because my default response to “this scene is getting uninteresting” to me is to switch pov#anyways i need to stop being too self-critical. at the end of the day it's fanfic. i'm doing this for fun and for free#not every one will be a banger#i am very much hoping to finish it by the end of the year though#writing woes#(also i keep seeing the recent “worst star trek show” poll go around here and like. i get why ppl don't like Picard. i sympathize with#a lot of the criticisms even if i don't 100% agree. but also while the show is bumpy it's given me so much creative inspiration the past#year and a half. and constantly seeing negativity about it is kinda tanking my motivation to write anything for or around the show and#:( i get it but also i can fix her. idk i know i just need to get over it and focus on what makes me happy & inspired)
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idk this is probably a very personal experience but I find it so annoying that every therapist, counsellor I talk to just seems to go ‘oh looks like you can deal with it’. Like I know enough tricks to be productive, I fucking understand why I’m failing and I intellectually know if I don’t procrastinate I’ll get so much more done. I get it’s probably meant as empowerment but it feels dismissive I don’t keep going to appointments for fun.
like this is not even blaming them idk if there is anything they can do other that encourage me but with study related stuff specifically they give the impression of not caring if you’re doing okay academically. Like I know my grades indicate I’m doing decently but I’m not even doing as half as well as I could and it’s killing me
#Okay maybe I have the mindset an overachiever#And maybe it’s the attitude I was taught to adopt as a somewhat smart kid#And it’s probably for the best that I am not competitive about that stuff anymore#But it’s just so unsatisfactory when you can’t commit properly to what you’ve decided to do#And the barrier is your own brain#Impossible to be passionate about what ur doing#I’m just fucking tired and not inspired enough to keep wading through the brain fog#I say this but in w hours I’ll be like ‘it’s okay actually. No biggie’#Brain is literally its own enemy#But honestly we don’t need working through the issues segment I know every one of them I may be too aware even#In retrospect this is probably unhelpful#Also people constantly denying u have adhd and then blaming you for showing an adhd trait eventually#I’m just good at pretending and making up for stuff. That doesn’t mean I’m lying#Ugh rant again#Im back to my oversharing
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