#I JST LOVE YOUR WRITING 💔💔💔💔

[markkiatocafe]

why is sending in requests even on anon the most nerve wracking thing ever

[axl-gets-creative]

illi x reader headcanons!!

(updated slightly to fit changes in my au)

this is for @fawns-soft-pillows ^^ sorry I couldn't do a fic I just have so much in my drafts and so much to finish and AGGHH 😿😿😿 yk what im saying lol :') hope u like this tho!

Context: you and illi r dating, these are headcanons on exactly that. This is also set in my au, so YES there are vampires and YES yall R the demolition lovers and YES there is genderfuckiness🗣️🔥🔥

Btw these r the exact same hcs I use for my illi x philip (my illiverse frank) ship I just switched out Phillip for reader, so if u wanna imagine it with philli (ship name) u can do that too since it's all still canon lol ><

illi: she/him (demigirl) - reader: no pronouns used (gender neutral reader)

(miscellaneous and highschool based hcs)

you tried to teach her how to dance but she messes up no matter how many times you try lmao

he'll beat up really anyone but if anyone fucks with you he'll make sure to hit em EXTRA hard with that croquet mallet!

roughness is her love language, he always hugs a little too tight or bites kisses a bit to hard, you dont mind tho, just means theres a lethal amount of love in there! ^^

hes morally questionable and it rubbed off on you, ya know killin ya enemies doesnt sound too bad! (ok pop off future demolition lovers)

you researched a lot of stuff about vampires so you could understand her. she knows that and she finds it adorable that you care that much <3

shes actually really smart, school just burns her out a little harder than it would a human.. (nocturnal diva issues💔)

if you forget your lunch or a bully steals or ruins it he'll share his with you

she loves to watch horror movies with you, but if you get scared she'll kiss and tease to distract you.

you find it cute how obsessed he is with his croquet mallet, its his most prized possession (other than you ofc, you're her favorite) there's nothing she loves more (other than u) than banging that shit onto some bastards head (even tho he gets in trouble for it, god forbid a girl has hobbies!!)

you guys like to draw eachother (im giving up on this help)

sometimes her fangs poke your mouth when you kiss :3 (fun fact abt how i write vamps, theyre fangs can go inward when they need to hide them so they look like normal canines but sometimes when they get excited the fangs can pop back out lol. but in ya mouth? youch! *you like it what huh who said that*)

hes always showing you cool underground bands he discovers

As bad as she is at it, she loves to dance with you, it's actually a good mix because your not the best dancer either so y'all just move along however you can lol

(not a x reader hc but I rlly wanted to add this 💔↓)

Illi's transfem (don't tell the others no ones supposed to know her bio gender ok so Shhhh 👅) but her gender is like a game and she's hacking the system, like she's also demigirl, her "other half" is male but sometimes she just is either too lazy to get girled up or jst straight up feels masc that day so she literally looks like a fully pledged guy every now and then, that and she's just a big tomboy and dyke combined, but she's not genderfluid she just feels a tad cis once in awhile, but at the same time she loves to feel girly if she doesn't feeling like doing her ass off and she also loves skirts but mainly bc it'll be super hot and she wants to stay cool but still, she's like half and half, fifty fifty, she's an even number, she's a he, he's a she. It's beautifully confusing

(these next ones r hcs for the demolition lovers part of my au, lilli's the demo woman and ur the demo man but u stay gender neutral big tw for themes of murder and crime, i do not condone those actions ofc)

you guys are literally partners in crime, killing and stealing for eachother is yalls love language frfr

you guys's main goal when you took up murdering was to get revenge on those who wronged you, but a little splatter here and there for funsies doesnt hurt <3

on that note yall never kill innocent people tho, the weakest yalls victim criteria goes is being a sore rude bitch lmao

you died in each others arms in the gunfight ... :(

"vampires will never hurt you" what if illi violently ripped her victims flesh off with her teeth alone? what if you got off to that? what if she knew that? what if your next but in a sexual way?? what if your GAY?!

despite the tagline being "the corpses of a thousand evil men" the devil is a liar of course and knew killing the innocent was your weakness, thus going out of his way to lie about a couple "requests" he added to your list

on that note you caught on to the devils games and tried to deviate from the task to try and spare the innocent targets but when you did that instead of the devil showing up and hanging you (like you thought he'd do lmao) he flat out made sure you got caught and thrown into a jail or something of the sort (something something you know what they do to guys like us in prison something something)

even tho illi was in a coma the whole time that didnt stop the devil from playing games with her too, he plagued her poor brain with terrors straight from hell (i love being cruel to fictional characters)

who you guys were running from in the desert was this cult like (i say like because theres not nearly enough of them to make a cult, its more like a brainwashed homicidal coven) of satanists who made deals with the devil themselves, but bringing victims to him instead of being victims themselves, yall had been on a bunch of wild goose chases but this was far worse then any of the cops and opps you two had shot away

you guys R masked killers, u wear these white masks with eye and mouth holes (cough cough "meta man" Gerard swarm outfit cough) your known (ofc) as the demolition lovers in order to stay anonymous. The only one who knows about your side hustle is milli (Mikey)

Remember what I said about you guys dancing together? Well illi learned to dance eventually, and the sight of u two dancing together actually got ya saved from assignation once, the opps thought yall were too precious to kill XD

WOAH THIS WAS A YAPFEST ‼️ a ways yeah that's all I can think of, I hope yall like these!! ^_^

[carb0n-m0n0xide]

hiii! ex-catholic here wait no dont run away or or actually do if u want to. u can leave this ask unanswered if u want, jst give a signal u did

uh i was just politely wondering (seriously peace and love) how do u manage to be at peace w your beliefs and ur art??? like its a genuine question cuz. ok fine cristianism and catholism probs aint the same but. cristianism still has hell??? from??? what i know?? i used to be terrified of hell bc it turns out god sees ur thoughts and all and thats kinda scary!!! and yeahh writing about gory stuff aint a sin by its own but uh.

i was wondering that!!! how do u!!! deal with that!!!! i hope this isnt too personal or prying or offensive. ✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️

Oh nws! I will answer, and i understand the curiosity/just wanting to jnow :3 i may have read it wrong chz i have a long anseer so my bad 💔💔

And honestly, this is a very VERY good point, ive never really thought about it... hmm.

Tws: gore, self harm, dont worry its just to prove a point

Also sorry about my spelling tee hee

To start with, yes, christianity has hell.

And also, i guess certain gores/sensitive things count as sin. If its a personal protrayal, i wouldnt think so. Like vent art in a way. But if its for the genuine satisfaction of bloodlust, then woukd it be considered a sin? I do not know the answer, so please dont count on me for this, but i would say... yes?

I mean i hage done that before... both of them, i admit. And theres a third: accuracy. I will try my ebst to explain them. But anyways, you wanted to know how i deal with thst. Ill also explain in this color so things dont get confusing

Personal protrayal

So the first, uhm its like expressing ones self but if you happen to get a bit bloody in the process of the art, well it just happens. Like if one woukd express the pain in a clouded mind and how they continuously relapse in cutting, you woukd expext to see blood in the art. I wouldnt consider this a sin. When ive done vent art (if you consider it that) i usually put in some blood, even if not specifically that color.

Satisfying bloodlust

For bloodlust, hmm... yeah ok i admit, i do have a bit of a thing for gorey stuff. Ive been yearning anatomy for years, have researched gore, blood, cannibalism, and done things i probably shoudnt have on teh topic. So drawing one in an agonizing situatjon just to sarisfy the sight of gore, i guess it would be considered a sin? I mean ive definitely drawn gore before, even wrote it in stories for the heck of it. So in a way, yes its sin. Yes its bad. But still better than actually commiting the crime. Yet then again, all sin is the same in Gods eyes. What i think is worse though, if the art you make (gore and all), if the person protrayed is a real person you hate or despise. Now thats a sin. I havent before, but if i did i think id repent of that.

Accuracy

And accuracy... well therss nothjng wrong with that much, or to me at least. If ypu really wanna get somethung right, you gotta research it very good then write/draw it out. It would make sense that this is a concern, especially if (like i said earlier) the piece is based off a real person. So this one, it really depends.

Do not take all ive said for true! Im most likely missing points :'3 but to answer shortly, i deal with it well. I do have slight concern for my welllbeing, like why do i like this stuff in the first place??

Anywass, have a good day! ❤❤ and thanks for the ask anon!

[ayukas]

i’m kinda new to your acc (and tumblr in general) and i just read your whole uber eats smau with haechan at 3am my time and that was the cutest thing ever 💔💔 I LOVE YOUR WRITING STYLE SMMM (๑´ㅂ`๑)♡*.+゜

also…… ik sometimes anons use emojis….. could i use the ☕️ or 🧚‍♀️….. idk I DONT WANT TO BE WEIRD!!!! i feel like a boomer not knowing this stuff, i jst like these emojis idk ><

have an amazing day i hope this isn’t weird or smth I LOVE YOUR WRITING <33

HELLO!!! askdj this is so sweet ♡(˃͈ ˂͈ ) thank u so much for reading and enjoying ubereats! also ITS NOT WEIRD AT ALL DONT WORRY OMG when i first started reading on tumblr i was a really awkward emoji anon... i sent like 2 asks and dipped #rip that author will always have a place in my heart tho 😿😿

BOTH EMOJIS ARE SOO CUTE but im drinking coffee rn so... ☕️☕️☕️ i hope to see u around more my coffee anon!!! have good night's rest~

[nyctoaerah]

Will you still update retribution?🥲 Im not asking for update btw im just curious because i saw some of the comments that people are demanding for updates and that it annoys you and demotivates you🥺🥺 please dont mind them and take your time. We love your writing please dont ever quit writing retribution 🙏🥺💔 sorry for my bad grammar english is not my first language

Hello! I’ll still be updating retribution! However, i postponed it because of the growing amount of people that’s demanding for updates. I usually just ignore those demands but recently, i’ve been receiving a lot of them. And some people are actually very rude in them. And it just pisses me off😭😭 like pookie, i have a life outside of wattpad and quotev!!💀💀 I’ve already told people to not rush me for updates, cause it’s extremely demotivating when people are asking for updates. i mean, i update at my own pace to ensure quality and accuracy +++ rushing things can disrupt my workflow and negatively impact my productivity😭😭 if i rush something, it’ll always came out as weird and off.

My wife (Yume) had already been telling those ppl to not ask for updates, but they just wouldn’t fuck off😭 and someone even spammed my comsec, asking for updates. In ALL of my books💀💀 which is i find extremely disrespectful.

they just wouldn’t listen so i ended up postponing everything and putting everything on hiatus bcs they’re stressin’ the shit outta me, this is just my hobby and not my job, like the fuck?

But yeah, i’ll still be updating retribution. I love kamiseijin and ataraxia too much to drop them, but.. idk...😭😭 I won’t be updating retribution for like, a month... Idk but.. i think i’ll stop updating if people keeps on pressuring me💀💀

But thank you!! I’m sorry that you patient readers have to deal w it jst cause some ppl are so impatient 😭😭 thank you so much for your support, mwah!!💋

[crackedpumpkin]

Omg this is gonna be annoying but OMG if this is like a stressing question mb i jst love ur work that much😭 I LOVE YOU. But….tttttt…… in a TOTALLY PATIENT WAY and kind and loving, I’d literally love to know when you’re planning for blank canvas to be coming because. NO ACTUALLY NOT PLANNING PLANNING. like im jst curious when i could expect it💔 bc im PATIENT like that ..but if u got nothing to answer, thats fine bc ily and its stressful to write(from a writer myself muah)😊😞 sorry if this isn’t understandable to read or its an annoying ask😦…

first of all how dare you think that i would be annoyed by your ask LOL, it literally makes my day when people just like, talk to me on tumblr lmao. I'm so grateful that you enjoy my work, and that you like reading about their shenanigans so far LMAO *(they have yet to begin)

also i was actually gonna wait for blake to beta read or proofread my chapter but tbh im also lowkey just impatient and i will be posting the next chapter in like, 5 minutes :) Just saying though ill be writing and writing and writing also theres a soulmate au coming l o l bye <3 genuinely always grateful for blake but also i get that hes busy and i dont want to stress him out too much aswell so i might be posting them raw for a bit ngl

I also have a few more wips and a series thats supposed to come out in october but i have yet to write it :)

and don't worry! Its completely understandable to read and it's not annoying at all! I love getting asks about my work or just simple questions because i enjoy interacting with people! btw the emojis r cute dw

[cosmictulips]

Hey love! Once again wishing u a very happy birthday 🎉🎂.

I don't think if I'll do the game the ryt way as u told me to coz yk jst my Neptune things 😭🤣

My big 3 are Aires sun Pisces moon Sagittarius rising(tropical) Pisces sun Aquarius moon and scorpio rising (sidereal). Imma Jupiter, saturn n Pluto dominant. (I hv fire n earth dominant in my chart) I hv very very few air elements(tropical astrology).

Things I like: music, singing, drawing n painting, birds, nature, gallery visiting, museums, antiques, sky, MOON GAZING, night sky, spicy n sour snacks,burger,fries,chips,I hv absolutely no fav food lol, song writing, procrastinating, karaoke, learning, reading romantic novels, watching cartoons (not really that much but yeah I do), Chocolates, crystals, tarot decks, spirituality etc.

Fav colours: GREY, black, white, lavender.

Fav animal: I actually never really loved any specific animal, I honestly love n adore each n every animal n insects so it's really hard to pick one. Maybe deer, dog, cow, calf, lion, panther, elephant etc.

A bit abt myself: Ok so ig it'll take too much time to write so I'm gonna describe myself in brief. I'm actually a very kind hearted (not self appreciating infront of u jst for the sake of writing but my painful past made me like this ig *nervous laugh*) I'm full of forgiveness, selfness, kindness, pure intentions, pure love BUT when I get angry ig devil shivers😂💔 Aries sun n Mercury with cap mars😭🤣 but the sooner I get angry, that sooner my anger fade away as well but during my anger session I'm a uncontrolled beast n after I'm cooled down I regret every action I did when angry. I do hv my dark side n can get manipulative at times but I choose not to be. I absolutely HATE HATE HATE backbiting (I don't do it can't even hear it) absolute no bs. I hate when someone peeks into my privacy (sid sco rising) I take ages to open myself up even with my comfort zoned persons(sid aqua ven). Even if I want to I can't open myself up with u but I give great advices. Everyone comes to me when in need. I low-key crave attention but when I get it I hate it. I always wants to win every argument. I always wants to win every situation i am in. I'm always so so hard on myself n wants to be a perfectionist (tho my Virgo mc sometimes say u r but I still wants to be more perfect in every kind of work I do)

That's all! Hehe

Kingdom I choose: the kingdom of waves (healer kingdom for sure my Pisces moon loves to be here)🥺💙

Thankyou so much. Idk what I did but I did😭😹.take care love n enjoy ur day with fullness ✨

henlo my neptunian friend lolol

You did the game just fine c=

for you ---

I see you as the type who will be helping people through therapy. creating little shows with your water, like an ice horse or making it snow just to show off beautiful shows of snowflakes.

I do think you grew up in the icy caverns and towns, but I'd like to personally think you moved to the islands to bring a little love to those who need it.

think like a traveling nurse. I think what I'm trying to say here is that you're unintentionally a weather witch LOL. during festivals for the volcanic gods you would be the one to pray to the rain gods to keep the clouds at bay - I think they'd like you. your offerings tend to be in the form of origami from what I keep seeing and paintings. - they give you grand visions through dreams. rough storms and harrowing seas.

I think you'd also be tasked with helping the sailors. telling them when to leave and when to stay. you've saved a lot of lives that way and people trust your insight. while you're still a bit on the private side, people get the general sense of what you're feeling based on the weather haha.

I think your main weapon might just be a regular wand honestly. you don't carry anything big because i don't see you as the type to enjoy lightning or most fire magic lol. but you're really good at pushing the wind and getting the tides to calm down.

I think you might also have a mood necklace LOL. just because you like the little colors and it's such "old school magic" that you just want to have it on you.

[ayukas]

love you mostesttt ♡ thats alr!!! im always here for the new releases even if they take a while hehe :3 my day was okay!!!!! i jst woke up as im writing this so i obv haven’t done much but my dream was a TRIP oml…..mark and johnny were going on a trip to taiwan (yes) and i was in the view of johnny.. and it was like in the format of a game and they were trying to get through challenges and stuff 🙁 it was so weird 😭 how has YOUR day been mimi??

-☕️

LATE GOOD MORNING TO U!!!!! sorry i have 0 timezone awareness its crazy 💔💔 omg yes i love hearing about crazy dreams i have a dream journal where i jot down every crazy dream i have its so fun to read back on :3 U WERE JOHNNY... woah... cappy suh? but thats so cute lmfao i hope they made it through the challenges hshsh my day was tiring (as always) but i had fun! it was sooooo SO HOT tho i was melting under the sun save me