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xixovart · 1 year ago

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just remembered jason grace was given his name to appease juno. going to be SICK.

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 1 year ago

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“hold on to your heart” // do me a favour live at forest hills stadium new york 08/09/23 ♡

#i miss the car era alex so badly 🥺#god help me i’ve been comfort watching 2023 shows to comfort myself today bc i’m stuck in bed with the worst period pain #but all it’s done is made me nearly cry over that video of alex with the little toy car and miss them all so much my heart aches 😭😭#i wish i had a time machine so i could go back and relive my show all over again #they’re just… absolute magic 💗💗💗#also #can we please talk about alex’s fluffy little lion mane of hair during the car tour??#i know it gets a lot of love but imo still not nearly as much as it deserves #i mean #just look at him?? 🥺#okay i need to stop now before i reduce myself to tears again #i’m too emotionally fragile for this today 😩#alex turner #arctic monkeys #the car era #alex gifs #my gifs #lulu posts

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what-bot · 9 days ago

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I really like Mara and Zed’s different and evolving takes on the Renegade situation. The growth. The arcs.

Zed being a bit of a douche in the first half and then coming around towards the end. He initially blames the Renegade for screwing things up so wants to catch him so everything goes back to normal, but at the end he realises that won't happen. Immediately clocking Tron's main baggage without even having met the guy; when Cyrus is doing his fake Renegade rampage he goes “I’d freak out too if I was the one guy responsible for keeping literally everyone in the world alive and free and it turned out like this." And him being phenomenal at comforting Beck in the last episode. He can be quite insightful when he wants to be. But he is very much an awkward youth and kind of a loser.

And then Mara. Has a very hero-worship idealised vision of Tron initially. She’s very determined, resilient, can bring people together to achieve a goal, but she can be reckless and hotheaded. Then she blames Tron for Able's death and goes through a phase of hating him. All the messy and complicated emotions come out and she lashes out at people around her. She comes around a little bit towards the end but there's still a lot of bitterness there. Would've loved to see how she turns out as a leader of the garage because we only got a smidge in that one episode.

Fully believe she would've joined the Uprising, and had a big reaction to finding out what was going on there. The Thoughts. Her reaction to meeting actual Tron after having formed so many opinions about him. She'd be angry initially, then cool down into the underlying confusion/hurt/concern/wait did I just meet tron for real and act like a complete mess in front of him etc.

Also not to bring gender into this but I do like that they made Mara the driven leadership-oriented one and Zed the follower with the hidden emotional wisdom instead of making the girl the sensitive voice of reason

#tron #tron uprising #tronblr #tron mara #tron zed #I love them so much #the fact they fit so much into a 19-episode show #Even after wasting way too much time with Zed’s love life at the beginning -_-#this is why I’ve been going feral over it for like 10 months now #tron thoughts #tron after zed and mara come to the lair: well I guess I’m a father of 3 now #I can see the vision #beck has to translate the tron-isms for them #zed also still missing some tact would just drop the most accidentally devastating comment in Tron’s presence #Zed: 'why you gotta hide everything from your friends? worried they can’t handle the real you? who even is the real you have we met him’#Tron: *shocked stare*#Zed: Uh that came out wrong. I'm just gonna go *flees*#Tron: *was actually trying not to cry*#and Tron would really like Mara but have a hard time wrangling her bc he's not the leading type and she is but she has to learn first #Oh and if Paige was there? Rad #long post

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itspileofgoodthings · 24 hours ago

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I mean yeah it’s just like. not only is Darcy not the Broody Mysterious Misunderstood-but-also-still-a-jerk Love Interest, he’s also not the Farmer’s Market Hot boyfriend, you know? He’s not just wearing soft sweaters and having kind eyes while loving his mom and also gardening. The letter alone reveals a man with a completely real and completely masculine personality who has, among many things, a sharp wit, a full command of language, a keen sense of justice, and the unflinching ability to be his own lawyer.

#and it’s a lot for Lizzy to take!!!!!#she’s like ‘okay I get it I get it’ (holding back tears)#and that’s why when he sees her he has to be so nice to her!#I think about Darcy at the beginning of the letter being like ‘I know this will cause pain’#AND IT DOES #I’m also thinking about how the scene when Darcy comes across Lizzy reading Jane’s letter #is about him just having to sit with her pain while not being able to do anything about it #in the moment. but he sees it! in a way he can’t before (I mean why would he the circumstances are different before)#(and the conditions not present for her to be able to reveal her pain)#and yet also he’s seeing all of it in a way that only love lets you do #and also in a way that they could only experience after they go through the journey of Lizzy accusing Darcy and Darcy sitting down #to be his own lawyer #like some of the fundamental misunderstandings have been cleared #and now he has to just sit there and watch her cry and also see how much she already knows and is so pained by her family’s situation #because she HAS TO LIVE WITH IT EVERY DAY #which is part of why it was so OUT OF POCKET OF HIM TO BE GOING OFF ABOUT IT #even though from his perspective everything he said made sense and also was spoken not without love or generosity #but yeah he kind of has to pay for it again. by witnessing her vulnerability to the circumstances of her own life #and Austen doesn’t even take too much pleasure in it by making him overly suffer #from a narrative view #but he does suffer and it’s satisfying #anyway not a SHRED of this captured by the ‘05—————————#sorry I will rein myself in #but yeah this story man #it’s everything #pride snd prejudice #jane austen

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half-shadowgalra · 5 months ago

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found this on Pinterest NOT MINE (ART BY bakedbananers!!!)

I just have to share it or else I might literally start screaming, barking, and shaking like a Chihuahua with rabies

I saw this and genuinely started shaking and hissing(and kinda growling?) /srs

I love tj too much

I LOVE TJ TOO MUCH

AAAAGAHANDIJDYDHSYSJFDJDYDUDTEHWUDFDUZTEHSURHDDUFDEGSGWI—

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

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happypeachsludgeflower · 1 year ago

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I don’t always make Feng Xin suffer, but when I do? God do I make that man suffer. He’s just my little meow meow and I want to see him cry 🥸

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birdy-bird27 · 6 days ago

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Somehow feeling these two emotions simultaneously

#it’s about spamton of course #it’s what happens when I think about it at nearly 3am #as soon as my spamton hyperfixation was weaning #chapter 3 fucking punched me in the face and reminded me I’m going no where #plus reading like 5 different spamtenna fics back to back doesn’t help either #legit was crying earlier about him and now my heart is racing so excited thinking about him #I’m totally normal I swear #I just love that little freak so much #I’ve accidentally been daydreaming about spamton too much at work when I’m talking with customers I forget I’m having conversations at time #dw nothing that impacts my work but like hours pass and realize o haven’t payed attention to a thing and like I time traveled to the future

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crossbackpoke-check · 11 months ago

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Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee

dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning “hard to get at”, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.

jason “robo” robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobby’s nhl periodic table poems <3

#i had a couple different ideas for poems that were taken by the time i could go deranged for a couple hours to make this but as I looked #i was like WAIT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JASON ROBERTSON YOU HAVEN’T SEEN MY TEXAS CAM and had to do it. also was STRUCK with the #sudden immaculate vision of the Dallas D as part of terfenol-D and could not get it out & robo is the most dance! person i know on the team #liv in the replies #dallas stars #jason robertson #nhl periodic table poems #guys i am plagued with visions and no execution skills!! every day i come here and learn one new skill on GIMP the way god intended!!!#today it was emboss. also cannot claim any credit for the pulse to the magnetic beat photo which is so cool that was one where i had a #couple and was like maybe i can do like crayon shockwaves like the art process video kasper showed? and then found that picture and was #like thank you lord stanley for knowing my limitations. thank you for your understanding in this moment it was a trial enough to make #expand contract dance and one would THINK i would have fucking learned from the claude animorphs tragedy!! i did not. but i did use the #shear tool and 3D rotate so at least if we’re animorphing it’s SLIGHTLY better. anyway me frantically doing this like WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT #WAIT FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE SO FAST i keep seeing all of these and just spinning around in circles until i get dizzy & fall down I’m so happy #the drive folder for this is just called joy!!!!! because joy this is such a cool idea but now because it brings me so much joy #i just saw the Travis dermott one and burst into tears super normal AND someone did exactly what i wanted with hydrogen which was the water #the ice!!!!! it’s so perfect!!! and cody ofc did silver lord stanley. like does it ever make you cry how beautiful & creative everyone is?#anyway if you see me post and delete this and then update it or change it no you didn’t it’s fine. but i wanted to be included #if i could make the dysprosium letters not have a white background i would I simply could not fuck with it at 1AM. we are hitting send #it may not look like it but i queue #pretend i spoke at length about the reasons why i picked all the pictures & the element just know that it’s there inside my brain u can ask #GUYS I TAKE IT ALL BACK I SAW NEONFRETRA’S ISOTOPES AND I COULD MAKE THE EDITS EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE THERE!! ISOTOPES!!!! YOU GUYS!!!!!!#get ready for the edits then. dylan magnesium my beloved child of stars who can never return… like i wish i could say anyone else but it’s #i KNOW number nineteens bismuth don’t make me Google how many years nolan played hockey but also there’s ej for stable so.. also half-life #actinium claude giroux my beloved… when i saw there already was a claude i thought maybe Brady too for that #I don’t know how but flerovium doubled magic is percolating in my brain as was promethium bad boy because I was like hmmm. tyler. but #couldn’t commit and THEN SOMEONE DID BAD BAD LEROY BROWN TYLER BERTUZZI TO PROMETHIUM AND BESTIE I AM KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!!! with cons #anyway shane wright germanium with juraj slafkovský but showing him very obviously not missing it. if jack eichel was not an asshole #the narratives WOULD be narrativing. you could argue for a sidovi here with the calder cup and potentially a best friend stealing narrative #(the most recent is cam yorke’s acquisition of jamie d from trevor zegras which would then require a yorkie one for silicon the other side)

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apotelesmaa · 1 year ago

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> looking for a tenma siblings relationship study

> ask the op if the study is actually about the tenmas or just treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

> they don’t understand

> pull out an illustrated diagram explaining the difference

> they laugh and say “it’s a good relationship study sir”

> click the post

> it’s treating saki like an accessory to tsukasa

#project sekai #listen I love tsukasa as I love all the wxs members but i also love saki and cannot stand u people #don’t even get me started on when people fridge saki for contrived tsukasa angst. I’ll kill you.#i could also go on a rant abt how saki is so disrespected in general by pjsk fans #& as sm1 with a (less severe) chronic illness I do not appreciate how her illness is only explored in relation to how tsukasa feels abt it #but I think I would get too frustrated #gripping ur shoulders. read the doll story again.#also if ur talking abt tsukasa’s character & don’t mention saki u have automatically failed #before any of his relationships saki is the most important like it’s not subtext it’s literally just text #did we forget the dazzling event where he finally has a breakthrough in his role bc he talked to saki.#or the main story where he’s like yea saki is literally the reason I pursued acting #or the doll event where he’s despondent bc he thinks saki is mad at him & then when honami comes to his school #his first reaction is to sprint over like WHAT HAPPENED 2 SAKI IS SHE OK (sprints home)#or saki canonically being his no.1 fan. smh. u cannot separate them. and why would u want to. they’re so funny.#+ saki saying he made her hospitalizations more bearable. picking up on his mannerisms. crying during the doll festival bc they had a fight.#the dolls being her favorite things bc of how it symbolized their bond.#the complex tenma sibling mental illness web in general makes me crazy.#saki is like I love u but I wish u wouldn’t worry abt me so much and rely on me more & then tries to hide issues to make him not worry #tsukasa is like I’m always worried abt u and I don’t want to burden u because I feel like I need to always be a rock for u #ough. love them.

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yoohyeon · 30 days ago

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10 years ago I was coming back from a week in Italy… take me back please 😭

#I want to go so bad one day and be able to visit however I want #not that we didn’t have fun but I feel like we didn’t visit enough especially Rome #we did it so fast and in a day cause he were late on schedule and had to go to Pompeii 😭#I’m definitely going to Rome again to experience it better #also they were repering the Trevi fountain I need to go back for her too 💔#I left on june 24 2015 which is Quebec day date we all though it was funny that we were leaving that day #june 28th 2015 can be forgotten though I cry in front of every body because of what I know today was anxiety cjsbjxbdbd #well pretty sure it was that day it was around cause I remember wishing my aunt happy birthday the day it happen or the next day #the teacher I didn’t like gave me 2$ so I can text my mom that was sweet I was like okay you’re not that bad in the end cjsbjzbs #i also said I felt alone cause a friend was suppose to come and one of my childhood friend was comforting me and I will honestly love this #guy forever he’s dear in my heart even if I haven’t seen or even talk to him since then #he is in a great relationship with a man with a similar name to him and does drag queen from time to time it’s great #but my hotel roommate was like let me not mind my buisness and send a message to that friend so you can reconnect #I was thankful at first before knowing it would be the worst friendship I ever had which is so sad cause she had been my friend since I was #7yo and was great and her personality changed so much growing up she became a mean girl 😭#I fear it was jealousy I think she was jealous that the think that she made fun of me for my other friend actually liked it too so #it was everyone against her opinion idk something like that #she thought she didn’t have anything in common with us anymore but girl making fun of me in front of our friend but being sweet alone with #me won’t make you gain point In things in commun so we can have a conversation 🤪#anyway why am I saying this now ??? I yap too much juts take me back to Italy 😭#alex.txt

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super-done-dead · 2 months ago

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well

#I think I’m autistic #it’s really pissed me off cuz like so much shit that’s happened over the years has come into perspective #like #autism runs in my family and I work in disability #shit should’ve been caught yonks ago #the way my coworker #when I saw him runnin around and I went yk u remind me a fair whack of myself #like I just thought it was funny and interesting #he was just like well I have adhd autism AND I’m in medicated rn u should go get checked #I literally cannot possibly believe I have adhd though cuz it’s just too much #ALSO I have loose kneecaps #motherfucker!!!!! loose kneecaps!!!!!#so much pain. so much pain!!!#ALSO TO REALISE WHAT MELTDOWNS ARE IN THE CONTEXT OF MY LIFE #geniunely distraught #my bf put in a new shower for me and it makes me CRY thinking abt it #like I love him so much. he’s just so ready to let me live it’s such a breath of fresh air #I hope I can return the same towards him

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summer-oil · 1 year ago

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TODOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#BEST BOY IS BACK I SHED ACTUAL TEARS #FUCKKK i forgot how much i love him 😭😭#he ALWAYS appears when yuji needs him most what if i cry and throw up #(nobara comeback soon TRUST)#anyway i liked this chapter BUT . i’m mad abt choso #like as far as deaths go . i think his scene was good. i cried . yuji calling him big bro at the end feels fitting #BUTT his death was a lil toooo sudden for my liking + i feel like it undermines the fight he had w kenjaku !!!#bc that fight ended w choso’s death as a curse. and . so . I MEAN #in a way i can understand the appeal writing wise of having him die once as a curse and once as a human #BUT LIKE ….. yuki telling him to ”live as a human” was suchhh a powerful moment n i rlly felt like it gave him plot armour 😭#so . well. im not too happy w this. BUTTTT you have to understand how my brain works …. i see todo aoi and i get hyped #and the final yuji/choso scene was rlly rlly heartwrenching :(((#so i liked the chapter. but i cant say i rlly like the writing choice……..#im just praying for todo not to die PLSSSS dont take my bestie from me 😔😔😔#(also logan if u happen to see this my grievances are with you and your family at this time)#ari noises ✩#jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 259

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lesbiansanemi · 3 months ago

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Oh never fucking mind I’m going home and crying literally as I was walking out my mom called to tell me that my grandpa has alzheimer’s fuck my entire life

#heads up for anyoneeee who reads these tags they are gonna be so fucking awful #I feel so bad and so upset and also so fucking guilty #my grandparents basically raised me they did way more for me that my mom ever did and I lived with them at several points #so they mean a lot to me and are really important people to me and are pretty much the only one’s on my mom’s side I give a damn about #except they are also extremely religious and hate gay people #I’m sure you can see where this is going they are literally the reason I’ve never actually ‘come out’ in familial circles #because I don’t want them to know because I don’t want them to be upset with me #and also I would feel so fucking guilty knowing they felt guilty thinking they failed me and I was going to hell #and I always told myself I would just never ‘be out’ until they died #except like who actually wants their fucking grandparents to die or to go through horrible fucking shit like Alzheimer’s #except now that’s happening #and like they can’t really even give him treatments because so many of them require MRIs which he can’t get because of his heart problems #so like there’s fuck all to do and I’m so fucking upset #but there’s a tiny part of me that’s relieved because like well that’s one grandparent I’ll never have to worry about finding out #except I feel so guilty that I’m thinking and feeling that #and also I’m viscerally upset cuz now I’ll never know if they would have loved me enough to change #because I was too scared to ever say anything and it’s too late now #and also I’m too big of a coward to say anything even if it wasn’t #and fuck man fucking fuck fuck I feel so fucking horrible rn #at least I fucking left work even if I hadn’t I would have ended up leaving anyways cuz of this #and like I can’t even be surprised it makes sense he’s been so forgetful recently #but I just didn’t wanna think about it #I’m just gonna curl up and cry and hug my cat and idk hate myself slightly more than usual #FUCK #kaz rambles

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bluehairmisfit · 9 months ago

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Not to make “tag vent sunday” a thing but Idk how I can go from having a great string of days where I feel happy and confident to just. Randomly fucking dropping. And feeling like the actual worst.

#okay so here’s the thing #QB and I have been doing lil activities online lately #which helps him with his stuff he has going on and helps me to not feel fucking lonely all the time #bc i had another hangout friend but I Very Much Screwed That Up Tee-Bee-Aych #so I’ve been late to most hangouts. i constantly have little issues pop up where I’m so sure I’ll piss him off #friday night like an hour into the hangout I went ‘idk how to say this but like i recgonize I’m being quiet and if you want me to talk more #please lemme know’ and he told me that he was having some worries attached to that so we talked things out and it was fine #ITS ALWAYS FINE #AND SOMETIMES THAT IS WHAT PUTS ME ON EDGE OR MAKES ME START FUCKING CRYING (off call) WHICH IS EMBARRASSING TO ADMIT BUT LIKE #LOOK I LOVE THAT HE’S PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING. ONLY OTHER PERSON I KNOW WHO HAS THAT LEVEL OF CHILL IS MY ACTUAL PARTNER #BUT I’M SO FUCKING SURE THAT I WILL SCREW IT UP TERRIBLY. LIKE DISASTROUSLY.#SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO? BECAUSE PART OF MY BRAIN IS TELLING ME TO JUST GHOST EVERYONE AND RUN AWAY #SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST CONTROL THE OUTCOME BUT LIKE #I REALLY WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH QB AND WB AND BB AND I’M STRUGGLING SO HARD WITH THIS #like lowkey the thought of screwing up in the same way I always have is literally painful and my chest is killing me I just—#god I fucking hate this shit #can I get the stardew heart ranking system please?? so I know exactly where I stand all the time???#I don’t necessarily trust people to tell me what I’m doing wrong until it’s too late

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 month ago

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philadelphia where love goes to…..be reborn?? crazy stuff happening here!!

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yeah you know what, that narrative makes sense, continue 🤝 philly

#danny b said by GOD i’m breaking all the curses.#and the hits keep coming and they don’t stop coming and they don’t stop coming and they don’t stop—#very nearly just sent this with two pictures of flat fuck tk and flat fuck pat and said #imagine that like the slamming noise at the start of hollaback girl okay. this is how your message reaches me.#the woman was too stunned to speak. a second reunion has hit the towers mr. president. yeah THIS one will break the time loop.#LIKE WHEN YOUR EDITOR GIVES IT BACK TO YOU AND SAYS THAT’S A LITTLE HEAVY HANDED DON’T YOU THINK BUT IT’S NOT IT’S REAL LIFEEE #anybody else got a meme i can throw at the situation. i am genuinely speechless i don’t know what to say #liv in the replies #i also love that you came to tell me i love y’all. were you here for the danny b gm discovery. i have the best anons in the world 🥰😭#please check back in about three to five business days. i have had that Trevor rich tennis boy post percolating for like weeks now and !???#there’s too many threads!!! the narrative is all tangled!!! i don’t even know where to pull!!!! am i finally gonna have to read all #the post jdtz trade fic i was like no too tender about!!! probably after all the tender nopat trade fic!!! and then read the makeit_takeit #tknopat realizations BECAUSE of the jdtz trade fic!! AND hyggles’ jeff/mike jdtz fic!!!! rpf summer indeed. what are we doing.#also someone somewhere has done SO much better on all the wordplay with the philly city of brotherly love thing & i wish i could find it 😭#it’s very witty and has to do with all the ships and the fact that philly has generational ships. widely acknowledged.#if we don’t get so much fic out of this… the jeff curse narrative. danny b is in timeloop hell but it’s moving for everyone else and he has #to fix their narratives and put them all back together again and in love. every possible variation of came back wrong and starcrossed jdtz #how do i know where to begin!! the curse of the x8s!! wailing throwing up etc etc. putting my face in a pillow & screaming till i pass out.#do you think everybody is looking at philly and danny b and saying @god i see what you’ve done for others. LIKE WE HAVEN’T EVEN GOTTEN TO #THE CATACLYSMIC DUCKS MELTDOWN I WAS *GONNA* HAVE ABOUT CHRIS KREIDER YET because the rangers are imploding but i was like well. i guess #jacob trouba is there. and in the process of writing that tag i went haha z and kreids are friends bc of shoulder check but Z’S NOT THERE!!#if i think about ej i’d come play as part of the ice crew for too long i’ll cry just let him raise horses in montana with jokic it’s fine #like somewhere here there is an absolutely (incomprehensible arm waving and shrieking) narrative with like. reincarnation or perhaps time #loops or some kind of sentient city of philly trying over and over again with different people like an omniscient second narrator until #they get it right and maybe at the end you find out that the omniscient deity WAS GRITTY (that was not what i was going to say at all)#(jamie drysdale is afraid of gritty though) i was going to say like. you could do the danny getting everyone together in a row with the #final key being getting claude back OR a jeff/mike start OR where I was originally trying to go is that your omniscient second that is the #‘voice of the city’ slash and or the voice of the reader as the observer eventually switches to limited third bc the narrator is revealed #to actually be in the story (which is where i was like one of the love stories? original thought was claude. involve gritty somehow?)#love is stored in the greased up lamp posts or whatever they say. go birds

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