#I need to stop being impulsive..
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Happy (late) Holidays🎄✨
Aight so.. Ik I’m suuuper late but like.. I stressed tf out w this shit, might as well post it💀
This right here was for the ✨@obeymeholidayexchange ✨I signed up for! …sorry for being a bad participant!😭🙏🏽
I honestly don’t know if the person this is meant for has any socials unfortunately I’m too chicken to ask at this point… ._ .
Edit: ☟ This is the person!! :D✨
🎁@belphies-pillow 🎁 omg HIII
#obey me holiday exchange#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me art#obey me shenanigans#obey me fanart#obey me beelzebub#obey me asmodeous#obey me belphegor#I need to stop being impulsive..
360 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think that Orym actually does doubt Imogen, but this isn't a thing that is unique to Imogen. Orym doubts all of them to an extent, because paranoia is something he struggles with (and this is continuously reinforced by the story).
It's not a 'good' thing that he should never get over, nor is it an immoral character flaw that proves he actually hates Imogen. However it's also not something I think he can get over as long as the threat of having to possibly fight his friends exists.
"I have all the faith in the world in you guys, all of you. And I have also spent time thinking how to neutralize each of you."
#cr discourse#critical role#cr3#orym#text post#people talk about orym being hypervigilant and then deny his behaviour created out of that hypervigilance#but also see people being weird about orym due to this. you can dislike him all you want but some people are doing too much#“he hates imogen! she has given him no reason to doubt her! she is good” guys its literally just paranoia#he doesn't need a reason to doubt her nor any of them. he just does due to their uncertainty about everything#this group is impulsive. shown by their 'we are an improv group' response to the question 'whats your plan to stop the end of the world'#this is all in line with oryms usual level of slightly paranoid behaviour which is exasperated and justified by the story#he followed fearne away from camp when she wanted to do something on her own but then she was jumped and nearly killed#that paranoia was proven correct#again the next night when he slept with a sword on his back after fearnes dad threatened to come back and attack her friends#and he was attacked in his sleep (by laudna but at the time he didnt know that)#then imogen told the whole group that she and laudna considered giving into the darkness together#something that both ladies then expressed they wanted orym to take them out if they went too far#this is just a result of all of this#so i think this is a non-issue. if you like it great. if you dont then whatever#just this time it rubbed people the wrong way because of irl hang ups of people valuing their own personal privacy#the same way any kind of mind stuff 'modify memory' or psychic reading of minds without permission rubs me personally the wrong way
65 notes
·
View notes
Text
One thing that has been a huge life changing revelation for me 2025 is that things that I think I want are also things that I actually want
#personal#this may sound stupid but you have no idea the disconnect#being in a toxic dynamic where i'm constantly told everything i want is too impulsive or too expensive or i don't really want it#or that regardless of whether or not i want it it is unimportant#that is like a huge thing to get over#things i think may make me happy tend to be things that do make me happy#this is also a kind of depressing and terrifying thing to grapple with#how many desperate longings i've completely quieted and denied myself over the years#i really have contorted myself so miserably and violently to stay in this tiny box#and now I need to stop the violence to myself desperately I need it to stop right now but I don't know how
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
Erwin Caruso's most consistent character trait is his refusal to think things through all the way before he does them. This is largely seen in his various schemes to get famous as well as in other blunders he makes on impulse. However, this also can be a strength when he improvises solutions on the fly when there isn't time to think. In this essay I will—
#dino squad#erwin caruso#the statements ''caruso is smart enough to improvise creative solutions on the fly''#and ''caruso is enough of a dumbass to think transforming on camera is a good idea'' actually coexist really well when you think about it#if he stops to think things through he's not an idiot. and he's pretty creative too!#the problem is that he doesn't think things through all the way!!!#and it's so interesting to think about how caruso is a character who mostly acts‚ largely out of impulse#and can see great success when he does act‚ though most of the time it lands him in trouble#but when he thinks things through he's generally successful#it's really interesting to me!#the way he seems to view consequences as this distant suggestion/doesn't think about them at all#but bc of that he's able to throw a camera containing footage of max transforming into a ditch without a second thought#i need to like. compile examples for an actual essay so idk when i'll get around to that#but yeah caruso may not be an idiot but he's still an impulsive dumbass#which is neat bc intelligence is complicated like that and there's not really a concrete and comprehensive way to measure it#like. none of the squad is ''stupid'' bc they all have their own strengths when it comes to being smart#rodger is book smart and technologically capable fiona knows her way around an engine max can see the big picture#buzz knows about niche animals and caruso's good enough at chemistry and business to have his own brand of beauty products#they all have different pools of knowledge they're good at and there is no ''dumb one''#there's just caruso. who's impulsive <3
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
We're on a Diamondback lockdown sorry for getting obsessed with an obscure Captain America love interest but look.



She's literally pink.
#brieuc.txt#diamondback#rachel leighton#marvel comics#I LIKE HER SO MUCH SHE'S SO INTERESTING#The way she high-key didn't need Steve to stop being a villain because of just how fast she decided he was worth changing for#Like you can tell it could have been anyone it just happened to be Steve who she met#But she was always looking for an out and an excuse to be better the whole time but her experiences and poor impulse control stopped her#She's just so cute and pretty to me and she's so interesting and she really challenges Steve as a love interest
16 notes
·
View notes
Note
As someone who watched last night’s episode, you had the right idea to stop.
Why’s it so bad
Because Tim Minear is a power-drunk hack.
#lincoln answers things#I was deeply concerned and upset at the end of season seven but wow the bar was on the floor and he still dug under it#back in earlier seasons he had good writers who could limit or make something good out of his crazier ideas#but it's clear that two things have gone to his head: 1. how popular the show is#2. FOX not allowing Buddie canon and probably also not letting him do other things he wanted (the network REALLY jerked them around)#2.5. going to LS and doing whatever the hell he wanted there and instead of learning from the bad response and shit ratings#letting the absolute power get to him and make the resentment towards FOX re: OG even worse#so when he hopped over to ABC he stopped listening to anyone and just went power-mad and abandoned any restraint he previously exhibited#and his talent and skill are actually not good enough to keep up with his ego (frankly nobody's is enough)#(but some people are skilled and talented enough that it can cover for quite a long time or cover most of it and Tim is not one of them)#every writer/artist/creator needs someone to tell them 'no' sometimes#everyone needs parameters and to be checked#you will sometimes have bad ideas or bad impulses that's just being human#and the moment you stop listening to people (like firing your editors *cough* Anne Rice *cough*) you're fucking doomed#some people are just doomed faster and harder than others and Tim was doomed immediately because again:#his skill and talent are not nearly enough to cover even a little bit he is a mediocre white man who fell upwards like so many of them#and now that he's let the power get to him we are all - and more importantly in my mind his EMPLOYEES are all -#suffering the consequences of that#hey Tim remember how you said repeatedly that you regretted killing off Shannon so soon and she wasn't even a main?#you think you would've recalled that before making the stupidest possible writing decision#it's been a while since I've seen someone kill their show in one (1) choice#congrats you stand among giants like Game of Thrones and HIMYM#anyway as silly as this might be I am honestly in very deep pain over this#I wasn't in a great place to start because of other shit going on but. yeah.#so I'm trying not to talk about it much which means if I ignore any tags asks comments etc that's why#but sometimes the rage takes over and I can't help myself so!
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
we gotta start giving luffy more credit for his emotional intelligence and empathy because i don't think y'all are aware of how fucking smart this lil dude really is
#not gonna mention a specific moment because then i would have to talk for hours about the whole damn show#when he waits for nami to ask him for help bc he knows she needs to let herself do it#when he doesn't stop zoro from fighting mihawk bc he knows he can't get in the way of his dream#when he instantly knows sanji is lying to himself and them at wci and wants to go home#when he has to make the hardest decision of his life as a pirate in water 7 with usopp#when he knows robin wants to live and refuses to let her die and have that mentality#when he gave vivi that reality check back in arabasta#and etcetcetc etc etc etc etcetc#my guy is so empathetic and emotionally intelligent#and he's mature and knows what he's doing even if he's impulsive#making strategic strict plans ≠ being mature#acting impulsively ≠ childish#acting emotionally but with a solid reason behind = luffy!!!!#i love him so so much#one piece#monkey d luffy
102 notes
·
View notes
Text
The art of conversation between Caleb and mc literally has me in absolute shock every second they interact. The double speak?????? The fact that they're almost literally ALWAYS flirting every second they're around each other??? And if they're not flirting, they're dancing around the SUFFOCATING ASS TENSION that is CONSTANTLY ready to snap at any second. My brain is fucking OVERLOADING. It's all so well written and hot and has so much going on??? The amount of notes I have for Caleb and mc is insane- he's got the most written about him than any other LI.
#boxe talks#ALSO Caleb always being RIGHT ON THE EDGE of doing something impulsive but then thinking against it and backing out the last second#and then mc is like “oh he was totally about to do something but it's not like i care or anything (she's internally shrieking)”#i need them to stop edging me#playing lads#specifically. caleb
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Thoughts about dramatrio as a forever viewer (and occasionally bad and baghera viewer)
RP WISE!!!! DON'T GO BOTHER THE CC'S
From q!forever's perspective, you can see how the dramatrio was always a duo and not a trio. qbad and qbaghera do not trust forever, and if they do, they don't trust him enough for their secrets.
- They never supported qforever during his presidency (qbad did vote for him, tho). qbad always complained about everything forever did, even tho qforever always tried to listen to him and everyone else.
- qbaghera did not told him the secret about her childhood, but she told qbad. Just like bad didn't tell qforever about the fed worker he kidnapped but he told qbaghera.
- "Oh but qforever took his waystone first" he did that because he asked for an item and no one helped him, so he got tired of helping people but no one helping him
- Also, qbaghera is dapper's mom, and qbad is pomme's dad. qforever was never included in this conversation.
- They say forever will get easily manipulated by the federation because he's the president, but yesterday both bad and baghera said they don't think cucurucho is bad
- They both banned forever from their houses
Anyway, they like to have forever around for the fun part of it, to joke and all but when stuff get serious they don't tell him anything and keep talking about him behind his back. And the only people that actually trust qforever is the favelafive
#i saw people saying that qbaghera was in a lose lose situation yesterday but idk you tell bad but you dont tell forever???#'oh because hes the president“ when did qforever ever betrayed his best friends??? during the whole pill arc he still tried to help cellbit#also the whole argument goes to shit because now bad and baghs are saying cucurucho isnt bad as if he didn't lock up phil or torture cellbi#this was always a duo during the serious moments and only blind people dont see this and say qforever is acting like a child#and i think this started when q!forever hit leo during his attack but even tho he redeemed himself foolish doesnt hate him for that#and has forgiven him somehow baghera and bad dont and they have this idea that forever is impulsive even tho he can be quite the strategist#when he wants and again he always does everything for everyone and theres zero retribution from them i mean forever literally did that part#for bad two days ago and told he would try to make bad and baghera happy even tho he doesnt know whats going on with them bc they dont tell#anyway im tired of forever being the good guy always i need him to actully wake up and just stop caring#qsmp#qbaghera#qbadboyhalo#qforever
55 notes
·
View notes
Text
finding a character that grates against your nerves and eventually thinking, well, that's not fair, you haven't done anything; why do i dislike you? and then you dwell on this for a while and discover 'oh! you are like me when i was younger' and decide well, i'll simply learn how to love the both of you. power in this.
#N posts stuff#'what are you talking about?' fuck if i know.#but also i'm talking about penny from 'the 7' -- nosy little control freak determined to find Some foothold into Every conversation#it's interesting bc sometimes when i watch i'm like 'this character is played on the Border of metagaming' but the more i think abuot it#the less it Feels like metagaming bc penny Genuinely seems Exactly like the kind of person who just Is That Determined to be#some level of involved in Every situation; 'yeah i know that show you were in' 'Yeah i was listening into this scene from a different hall'#equal parts her being a Rogue character to her core AND her borderline pathological need for control in Every situation#w/ None of the social grace needed to temper this impulse into something more broadly 'palatable' -> very autistic to me in a way#'i don't Get It but if i'm Always Right then that's good bc it's Bad to be Wrong so i just have to Know Everything so that i'm Never Wrong'#or like 'no i don't understand the Rules right but if i can just Be In Charge of the Situation at all times then i'm the one domineering#where this is going and how it unfolds; like if i'm in charge i understand That at least so i will just Always be in charge'#and sometimes this starts fights with your friends and they call you a freak for it and you're like 'hm. i don't know what's going on#but if You said it and You Get People then you must be right so. i will alter this immediately' but penny doesn't have that interaction#because her friends are just like 'yeah i love you And that batshit way of interacting with the world that you embody' and there is a#temptation of sorts to be like 'penny you HAVE to stop that; you NEED to learn that lesson please' but then like. hm. does she?#much to think about. i don't interact w/ people enough anymore for this to impact my interactions with real people lol#but it Is interesting to peel apart a fictional character and find a Younger You in there. i can change how i think about Them at least
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
i have a probably unpopular take idk but. hm. well. so i def agree with pushback against brands and corporations constantly pushing more and more and more shit on people to buy, obviously, and ultimately i do know that rapid consumerism is at the behest of these companies, joever, whenever there's critique of this- and i think this is important, because public consciousness and pushback and opting out will be the only reasons things like this stop- there needs to be more messaging to people that not everyone needs to be a collector. not everyone needs to buy all of a thing. i always hear this critique, that "now companies are forcing you to buy the new thing" well, they are, but also, theyre not? they force people thru marketing and creating an atmosphere of fomo, but interrogating why people feel like theyre being forced to collect a thing, and not just stating that as a foregone conclusion, imo, is crucial to breaking the spell of fomo. right? like?
like it shouldnt be "companies are forcing people to buy all the new versions of this thing and thats bad and they need to stop doing that" it should be "companies are TRYING to force people to buy all the new versions of this thing via manipulative marketing and thats bad and we need to actively push back against that mindset so they will fail and stop"
i understand this feels nitpicky and like blaming the consumer but they truly will not stop on their own and it is ultimately down to individual choice and if messaging is causing manipulation in a wrong direction then we need proper messaging to combat it, not just accepting that buying a bunch of a new thing is normal for everyone and not just niche hobby collectors
#fwiw i do engage w anti consumerist content creators who DO use messaging like this#(shawna ripari is a great one that comes to mind)#but its not always everyone and i think that ought to change#i think too much of this is bc of ppl following brands and influencers too#bc companies put products out but you shouldnt be knowing about it all th time#like if i wanted a new palette right#then id go to the makeup store and see the 5 new ones that came out since the last time i wanted a new palette#right? thats how shopping should work#instead every other week its look new palette look new palette look new palette#or shoe or whatever#unfollowing all this shit should be a bigger message too#bc why would you want news updates on the store! why would u want to always mentally be at the store!#ijs we need to stop treating collecting and buying everything like its even a natural impulse at all. unnormalize being mentally at the mall
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
(spoilers from season 2 of tgcf, rip all of us)
Yeah, yeah, I know.
But what if, instead of capturing and immobilizing Lang Qianqiu that time in the forest, Rouye decided to tickle him? What if there wasn't so much ressentment and lies and fear in that scene and was instead a cute, silly moment between the young crown prince and his old mentor? What if Xie Lian scolded him about being impulsive and thoughtless and how he could've died for this while Lang Qianqiu is giggling and laughing on the floor? What if he starts quizzing him about clever and safer ways that he could've go on about his threat and suddenly Lang Qianqiu feels like he is 15 again, doing his best to impress his teacher and he tries to actually think about his questions but immediately falls back to squealing and kicking, trying to squirm away but being unable to escape the soft silk wrapped around him that kept poking and pordding and vibrating and tickling at his sides and neck and ribs and absolutely everywhere?
What if - since this is now a CUTE AND SILLY moment with no ressentment - Hua Cheng decided to tease and provoke him since it's the second time he acts like that and ends up losing and being captured by them and, come on, it's really that your best? It's almost as if you like this. And LQQ squeaks in absolute protest and feels like his face is going to melt?
What if he had discovered the truth long time ago and had time to grief and come to terms with it, and now, when he discovers that Xie Lian is his old mentor, wants to challenge him to a fight so he can show him just how much better he got since the last time they saw each other and how he definitely can win a spar against him now. And now in the end it's all just a very cute tickle story huh? What then?
Anyway you can blame the very own Ruoye for this hc because how can a piece of fabric be SO SMUG about capturing somone like COME ON IT LITERALLY STOPPED, LOOKED AT LANG QIANQIU WITH A :] FACE AND THEN CAPTURED HIM, PLEASE!!!!!! P L E A S E. AND XIE LIAN BEING ALL SO :]c AFTERWARDS TOO LIKE !!!! SHAKING THEM BY THEIR SHOULDERS!!!!
I 100% headcanon Lang Qianqiu having a super squeaky and loud laughter, even if he is not actually that ticklish, and just BABBLING the most utter nonsense while being tickled. Xie Lian discovered about it because he caught the prince and his friend (the boy w no name <3) in he middle of a tickle fight once and, even though he never actually tickled him besides one or two sneaky pokes to wake him up during lessons, Rouye never forgot and now rip him.
Also since I am already here, in this reality Xie Lian was not punished and so Hua Cheng only think that boy as the Annoying Kid that Xie Lian once teached and now that appeared centuries later to cause an unecessary ruckus in his city so he is Getting Revenge.
#tgcf tickle headcanons#I am sick with want fr fr#ticklish!Lang Qianqiu#you can pry him laughing and being happy from my dead cold hands#I am torn between he trying to get revenge on xl w no plan or preparation bc he is still v impulsive <3 and being TICKLED AGAIN#But now for both Xie Lian and Ruoye since as it seems he haven't learned the lesson yet#Or he respecting Xie Lian too much still to be just so Silly with him.... but he is all about justice. maybe the first option could happen?#tgcf tickles#tgcf tickling#writing a fic about them ( not w this idea) and it's been DAYS an I only recently realized I wrote their names wrong in the whole story AUG#shaking non stop PLEASE I JUST NEED THEM TO BE SILLY I JUST NEED THEIR STORY TO HAVE A HAPPY ENDING#spoilers tgcf
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
gonna maybe be away for a lil bit (I say maybe because it really depends on my brain’s temperment)
currently fighting some darkness atm that won’t fucking stop (I’m okay, though, I swear, but its been all fucking day and I need to sleep and I can’t because thoughts)
leave a message after the beep
#i might stop in to like and reblog random things here and there#but ill probably stick to dash rather than digging through blogs like i usually do#anyway#autism adhd and c-ptsd is such a fucking shit hand like cash me tf out ON FUCKING-#like already have emotion regulation problems that gets worsened by it#(it being ptsd)#adhd already brings an endless monologue so ptsd goes ‘oh hey..gimme da aux for a bit’ and plays THE MOST VILE SHIT#ON REPEAT#also the impulsivity omfg#im already terrible and use it to distract whenever i can#but its like im also telling myself i need to because i need to get away from this#but instead of buying things i feel like i want to do something ‘worse’ and i…like actually don’t wanna#anyway idk im really sorry for all the negative posting lately#ibut also this is my home so :(#i started a side blog to actually scream in a void but its kind of odd still tbh and that’s a tangent anyways#im still holding myself to shipping things tho! so I will be reaching out to y’all when i get material wooo#(hopefully next week or the following~)#im hoping that this is just pmdd flaring my ptsd#because then its temporary#BUT OMG WHY WONT MY MEDICINE WORK I HATE YOU PMDD 😭#oh…yeah…sorry#beeeeep
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
I hope Doug gets a win in the finale because this season really decided to destroy everything he loves and he needs a come back
#minx stop making me root for this man so much#it’s rude#he has flaws certainly#but he’s fun#he’s charasmatic#and he’s trying to do the right thing even when he messes up#he’s impulsive and gets in over his head a lot but that kind of makes the entire show work#he’s a good tv character#it keeps the show interesting#but this season became almost too aware of his flaws#(Joyce’s too)#like the writers read too many Reddit comments about how the characters are annoying and wrote to that#and I don’t think he needed to be pushed this far down to work on what he neeeded to work on#but I’m hopeful for the finale because I don’t think the show actually decided he needed to be destroyed as a human being#it looks like things might come to together and it should be a high energy episode#I always like to a give a show the chance to pull it all together#need to see where everything is going before i decide how I feel#and I do have hope#minx
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
I guess it just feels like I'm stuck in a cage made entirely by my own thoughts. that sounds so dramatic but it does feel like that.
like, it's not just that I'm scared of things so everything is kind of hard. it's that there's many, many things I would like to do or at least try, but I can't make myself do them. not 'oh this is a bit difficult so I'm afraid to try', no, it's not. an option. there's no path from 'want to do this' to 'I'm doing this'. I can't convince myself to do it. there's no tricks or anything. my brain, the useless thing that I need to do literally everything, doesn't allow it.
#sometimes there's moments where I'm so impulsive that I can get past it by being so quick that there's no time to put up the walls#but even then. doing the thing feels like torture 99% of the time. it's not like I get to enjoy it.#I don't know how to explain that without sounding like I just feel sorry for myself and like I don't want to get better#because that's all I want#but getting better depends entirely on this stupid brain. like I don't know how else to explain it? how can I do something if that thing#won't allow it?#yes it's like it is a separate thing and I'm not involved in what it does most of the time. is that also not normal? probably#there's no comfort zone there's only a prison that I've been stuck in all my life and no matter what I've tried it's not enough to get out#and everyone blames me for not trying hard enough and that gets added to the infinite list of reasons why I'm just bad#just do this! just do it anyway! just do it scared! just just just#Idk. I just need to stop overthinking! that'll fix everything! if only that was an option! I could get drunk every day or try drugs I guess.#but the drinking thing didn't make anything better last time.#fuck I just want to stop trying. isn't it ever going to be enough? when do I get to start being an actual person? I just want to feel real#and that's enough emo bullshit for today and for this week and this month and probably this century
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
someone hit me over the head with a hammer, and knock me the fuck out, so my brain will shut the fuck up
#literally can’t stop feeling like i’ve completely fucked it all beyond repair#like i’ve messed with something that didn’t fully need messing with and maybe i was being crazy and didn’t need to say anything#it just doesn’t feel the same and i keep going back and forth on what to do and if i do like her and if i do wanna be something with her#and i know i know i need to give it time#but my brain is going a mile a minute and i can’t help but listen to it#it was nice and then i got scared and now i hate everything#i’m annoyed at her but i know it’s not her i’m really annoyed at#ugh idk i need sleep#i need to not do anything rash#and stupidly impulsive#(will absolutely do something stupidly impulsive again)#so again we’re back to knocking me out with a hammer#pretty please?
4 notes
·
View notes