#I’M SO TERRIFIED
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#so it’s looking like the last lumbar disc i have left has prolapsed#i have to get some scans to confirm that it has#but i have all the hallmark symptoms of it#from the moment i had my spine fused at 16 i was told that this day would inevitably come#because the load-bearing that’s distributed between five discs in a none-fused spine is all being put on just my one remaining disc#but i didn’t imagine it would give out this soon#not while i’m still so young#i’m so terrified#and i just don’t know how to keep going#both physically and mentally#my body has already put me through enough debilitating physical pain to last a lifetime#and i’m tired of pushing through it#i have nothing left to give#i feel lucky to have an incredible support system at times like this#but still#i just really need a hug right now because things are looking so grim#anyway i’m sorry for venting but this happened three weeks ago and i just saw my gp today#so i have been bottling all these feelings#and i needed to get them out#if you read all of this: ily and i hope you’re doing well#personal
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my entry for @chillandtryingtoimprovemyskill’s DTIYS on insta!!🫶✨ I became possessed adding details👹
#the assignment absolutely did not call for Fedya’s rats playing poker#but here we are#I dropped my own silly Fyo easter eggs all over this#in hopes of manifesting either more clues or actual revelations about his ability in ch 114.5 tomorrow !!!#I’M SO TERRIFIED#also will anyone appreciate the Agatha cameo in this or just me👹🌝#high-key ship her & Fyo🕴️ muwahahaha but that’s an art post for another day🏃🏻♀️👀#dtiys#dtiyschallenge#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#bsd#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#fanart#anime#manga#bsd manga#fyolai#nikolai gogol#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#digital art#rats#agatha christie#sigma bsd
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my job interview is today i’m going to throw up
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Guys I need either encouragement or decouragement-
I’m going to tell my mother about my sh-
#tw sh related#tw self h4rm#tw self harn#tw s3lf harm#tw sh talk#flower thoughts#I’m so terrified#and paranoid#I made a plan#kinda#screaming
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so i’m about to start season 8 of doctor who right, and my situationship compared us to twelve and missy after we had our first kiss, i’ll updated you guys in a bit how i feel about this comparison
#i’m so terrified#we were talking about what doctor and companion duo we would be#and i was like “well we’re not the master and the doctor”#and they went “welllll-“#which…crazy ik don’t worry about#so then i was like “okay then which ones?”#AND WITHOUT MISSING A BEAT THEY GO#“oh twelve and missy”#sooo#im scared#doctor who#dr who#12th doctor#twelfth doctor#missy doctor who#missy!master#thoschei#twissy#the master#the doctor#master x doctor
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I am so scared please im begging you wish me luck for dance tryouts tomorrow
#my group goes seclnd but we have to wait until all of the groups are done to find out the results#I’m so terrified
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it’s crazy how absolutely blatantly luigi’s constitutional rights are being breached and people seem more concerned about his appearance than a real, scary view of the power CEOs and the healthcare industry have over the legal system. like yeah he looks good in those photos i can appreciate that too but can we focus on the fact that the media is absolutely treating him as if he has already been found guilty. this could happen to anyone. anyone could be arrested over the death of a wealthy, influential person and the precedent being set right now is essentially that the prosecution can run wild and create documentaries declaring your guilt. like that’s really serious and scary.
#i’m not american so i don’t know much about their legal system#but this absolutely should not be happening. it’s abhorrent that this trial might continue and that the evidence shown in the documentary#might be admissible#if he is found guilty. this is a TERRIFYING precedent#luigi mangione#not to mention his treatment is absolutely wild#like i said im not american so idk the court processes but im sure its absolutely wild that the shooting of 1 man#is being charged in 3 jurisdictions and is facing the death penalty#like im sorry aren’t there literal mass shooters in the US who have gotten lesser punishment
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When I was young my dad offhandedly told me he thought people treated fish with so much casual cruelty because fish can’t scream.
The words branded themselves across my soul.
As an adult I think he may have been joking. He payed no especial attention to any indignities fish suffered in our household but I could never forget. I saw fish in a different light after that.
Fish kept in tiny bowls, breathing their own poisons, dying by inches. Fish kept in cold tanks, casually disposed of. Fish touted as being short lived when they could outlive the better loved family dog if only they could breathe. Fish casually won and discarded in cheap plastic bags, thrown away a week later.
How they would scream, if they could.
#fish#poetry#I suppose? I dunno#animal cruelty#I’d actually love to keep fish but I’m terrified of trying to meet the needs of a creature that can’t bother me#they’re so beautiful and mistreated#writing
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one my best friends is currently stuck up in Asheville NC and it’s been 24 hrs already.
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Finally got around to watching I saw the tv glow and I’ve had an incomprehensible sense of dread ever since 🙂↕️
#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#pink opaque#owen i saw the tv glow#it just OOF when I got done watching the film I felt like I wanted to vomit aha#the trans commentary is obviously the centerpiece of the film and it’s abs amazing#but just the films message that there is still time until there isn’t is TERRIFYING#I’m so sensitive to media I probably should’ve looked up tws before lowkey but it was worth it#there’s still time left tho right?#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital portrait#art#my art#painting#digital fanart#fanart#a24 films#a24 movies#a24 horror#a24
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I need Battison to have a Robin.
I need him to carry around a little bundle of joy in his arms. I need him to risk his life saving him from the movie’s big bad. I need him to hold his tiny hands or cradle his tiny face. I need him to crack the smallest of smiles when Robin makes a pun.
I need him to walk into the penthouse, tired and angry and sad, and see his little Robin sprawled across the floor, giggling as his crayons draw him and Alfie and B—their little family.
I him to crawl out of the darkness with Robin. His Robin.
#and I know this version of Alfred will call Dick birdie#I can imagine Dick being captured by a villain and Battison just going fucking mental#and then he gets to his kid and hugs him so so tight and his eyes are shut because he was terrified and he presses his face in Dick’s curls#I don’t know where this came from#maybe I’m depressed?#maybe I need to rewatch the Batman?#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily#dick grayson#batfamily headcannons#battinson#robert pattinson batman#the batman#matt reeves#robert pattinson#make battinson a dad I’m begging you
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"They call it the MANGLE" - FNAF 2 phone guy
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#mangle#abby schmidt#mike schmidt#fnaf 2#HAPPY SPOOKY MONTH BUT FR#the big thing I was looking forward to doing was doing some horror art!#obviously if you’ve followed me for awhile#every October I’ll do a handful of spookier art than usual#I don’t have grand plans but we’ll see where the art takes me#wanted to start with something for the next movie#again can’t wait to see mangle in it#I’m so curious how they’ll look or move#if you’ve seen how they move in Help wanted#you just know they’ll be terrifying#mangle is the number one thing I’m looking forward to in the second film#originally in my draft for this I exaggerated mangle quite a bit#but decided to be more accurate cause mangle on their own is freaky#just a lot of their screens in the og game are truly haunted#love mango 🩷
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I’m like. So scared. I’m pretty scared like a lot of the time. I don’t know how strong I am. I don’t know how capable I am. This month is going to be really busy.
#I really don’t know what’s going to happen#I know I need to go to work today#I know I need to email tutors about my assignments#I’m so terrified#blabbering#and I can’t make him believe me#I cried on the way to work#please let me go#I was correct to drop out of uni bc I was really unwell but also it was the worst decision I have ever made#I could have a real job with a salary by now if I’d coped better.#two years more of my degree and I will be more employable#I just need to survive#I can do that
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certified coolkid moment: finding the rotting corpse of your classmate in the woods
#i know the players were mostly focusing on the mystery in this scene. but for the characters that must have been terrifying#i’m so emo about lucy frostblade#i hope she knows that she’s being avenged. i hope she knows her body was found. i hope she knows the rats stood vigil around her grave#arcades art#illustration#procreate#fantasy high#fantasy high d20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high fanart#dimension twenty fanart#dimension 20 fanart#fantasy high dimension 20#dimension twenty#dimension 20#kristen applebees#kristen chilis applebees#fabian aramais seacaster#fabian seacaster#fig faeth#figueroth faeth#gorgug thistlespring#adaine o'shaughnessey#adaine abernant#riz gukgak#the bad kids fantasy high#the bad kids#lucy frostblade
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My cat has been missing for over 24 hours and I’ve been trying so hard to keep it together but half the time I feel like I’m losing my mind and dying and the other half I feel like I’m completely dissociating. I’ve barely slept, haven’t eaten anything, and can barely walk because of how much walking I’ve done. I keep telling myself I’ve done everything I can and need to just wait for her to find her way home or be found but the waiting is agony. I don’t know what I’d even do if I don’t find her
#personal#cat#lost pet#she’s my best friend#i am honestly not sure I can survive without her#i’m so terrified
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WE ARE GOING TO DIE HERE TOGETHER, RIZ GUKGAK
#saw a buncha fan art interpretations of this scene and I loved all of em#so I had to do my own too#absolutely terrifying scene. incredible visual imagery. no notes.#I’m so glad we got to see baron this season#dimension 20#fantasy high#dimension 20 fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies
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