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"I will let nothing part us again, my love. Not in this, or any other world."
#datv#datv spoilers#emmrich volkarin#my art#very rough thing to get a feel for his design#I know he doesnt have a hood but I thought at the time his design was kinda missing one#...and I couldnt find proper references for that the helmet piece looked like lol (I got them now though) so pls just ignore it#anyway we were robbed of having a skeleson AND skelehusband#I was sooooo intent on making him a lich until bioware decided to give us a really great conundrum!!! grr#which imo doesnt have a wrong or right option no matter what some people seem to be saying#this is a safe space for lich!emmrich enjoyers
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im a sonic 06 defender but one of the things about that game that i absolutely cannot defend is its handling of blaze . literally one of the coolest sonic characters ever yet they had her do almost nothing of importance other than die at the end to make silver sad . she interacts with nobody other than silver and on the rare occasion she appears in a scene with someone else she just stands there and says nothing while the other character doesnt acknowledge her existence at all . the only thing she really adds other than dying is making everything way more confusing than it needs to be because her being from the future and seemingly not knowing sonic contradicts what we already knew about her. overall it just doesnt seem like they put much thought into her inclusion and i wouldnt be surprised to find out she was a last minute addition. blaze youdidnt deserve this bestie
#blaze not interacting with elise in particular was such a big missed opportunity#anyway i think a lot of the confusion with blaze is fixed by ignoring release order and placing sonic 06 before sonic rush#and saying that in the original timeline blaze was from the future but when it was reset she was sent to the sol dimension#but . im not sure if thats acutally canon or what was intended. i dont think it is#blaze not seeming to know sonic at all in particular is wild to me because like .#they saved the world together a couple games ago#sonic and cream were really important to blaze's character development in sonic rush#and taught her the importance of friendship and letting others help you when you need it#and they didnt even say hi to eachother when tehy saw eachother in sonic 06 ............................... okay ....#i guess it doesnt matter much because the events of 06 were undone by the end and blaze being from the future isnt an idea thats used now#but still#i feel like its likely the stories for sonic rush and sonic 06 were written around the same time#and nobody bothered to fix or put in an explanation for the inconsistencies in her character before the games came out
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#lol i love seeing just straight up bullying on tiktok(/s)#someone(im guessing) went into a discord server for proshipping#and then posted their face reveals on tiktok!?!??!?!#basically saying: look how ugly and weird they look#like what the fuck#just bcs you dont agree with someones opinion ON SHIPPING#doesnt mean you should blast them on socmed?#they posted those pics in a trusted space :(#why are people so cruel and vindictive nowadays#people who make it their whole personalities to shit on pros OR antis are so embarrassing#just keep to yourself and keep your personal moral highground you know?#like they go low we go higher etc#cause on tiktok people will post very bait proshipper tiktoks#to the point where i honestly think they're 100% antis who just wanna sow discourse and disgust#like when i see those people im like just ignore them???#just dont engage man. you end up encouraging people to do worse and worse just to cause drama#but yeah antis in return will make all their posts 'correcting' these obv bait posts#like both of you get a life and just do things that make you happy. not things that obv upset you#idk it kinda sickens me how much time people devote to activities that clearly doesn't make them happy#even if youre pleased about dunking on people you morally disagree w +#wouldnt you feel happier engaging with content that yknow. fills you with genuine enjoyment?#not enjoyment fueled by disgust or morally superiority#idk some people feel like children so i shouldnt care too deeply. but the amnt of toxic behavior is so disturbing to me#the posting of faces got on my nerves badly. no matter if you disagree with someone#you shouldnt just straight up expose their face on your big acct BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCES IN SHIPPING OPINION#and the fact that the point is to imply they're all ugly. so fucking childish and disgusting#i reported but idk if that'd do anything. i wish i could have an honest dialog w people like that tbh#catie.rambling.txt
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So uh
Umm
Woopsie?
I’m not done with it don’t go find it yet pls
Oh no oh god I wanna make another blog chat
Would
Would anyone be upset if I made a dream bbq ENA blog?…
Or perhaps
Suspicious man…
Ughhh I’m scared of joining new fandoms helpppp
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this is also why i stopped using my tracked tag for a while tbh
#and i might do it again bc its just#a reminder that no one rly cares abt what i do / who i am etc#which might sound over dramatic idk how else to describe it tho its just hollow#it feels very much like a Chore and a Task and if i dont reblog things fast enough from my tag#people get very angry and/or upset with me even tho theres just#so much content and i have 0 time so everything gets queued no matter what#like this whole experience feels like a chore lmao#and it never ever used to#but now theres so much animosity if i dont behave / interact with things Properly#or whatever the make believe rules are idk#this dash can just be so negative like have we all truly descended into madness during this hiatus#bc like i get it ive been up and down and all around too but ive never been straight up MEAN to anyone in this community#and i never want to either so this entire situation thats been bubbling for months just feels like shit#bc what the fuck changed and how do we get back to where we were#i never ever ever ever felt this way before like idk the middle of last year#but ever since like last fall its just been idk. Bad#once again im sorry if ive ever done anything to upset anyone but my silence / absence doesnt mean i dont care#ive just been Incredibly busy due to some real life changes that are out of my control#i might not have energy to answer everything but i do Read everything and it does make me smile#and i save messages that are kind in my heart so i can be reminded of the root of what this blog is supposed to be#a space for something im very passionate about and previously had nowhere else to express said passion#so like idk if we all like the same things why does this weird feeling of competition linger over us lmao#why do all ccs have to fight???? each other???? when we all love and do the same things????#i have nothing against anyone personally but what i Do take issue with is the way that ive been doing this since 2021 and im fully just#ignored and shoved aside by so many people for reasons i fully dont know or understand#so yeah idk this is a novel i just woke up from a spontaneous nap bc im so exhausted i can only stay awake for 3 hours at a time#but yeah anyways idk !#be nice its so easy !#tbd
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the problem with (mostly children-aimed) media friendships having these grand gestures and deep friendships most of the time is, if a lonely child’s only knowledge of friendship shines through the portrayals of grand gestures and huge generosity and unconventional tolerance - they won’t recognize friendship as it starts meekly, or friendship when it is subtle. they won’t be able to light the match and start the fire without kerosene and a torch, and once they leave this warm safe place with tools, they will be lonelier still.
the same vein as ‘media that presents the human experience’, drawing characters with asymmetry and crooked teeth and such because real people are like that and it’s normal, having media that can show the disappointing parts of life as something that still happens even if something goes great. not like a deep dramatic swandive into hazard or loss, but a simple disappointment, dissatisfaction.
#media is certainly entertainment still but it does not have to be tales of grandeur#and it is no fault of showwriters (nor their responsibility) that children get wrong impressions about things#but to potentially reach the excessively online/excessive readers who don’t nearly enough get nice time with people irl#and show them ‘its not always going to be nice. but it will be important and you would miss it if it was gone so it does mean something’#’you will be disappointed and not always happy with someone. you wont always act for each others best interest.#but that does not mean you cannot care about each other. it does not prove they dont care about you.’#also going to call up the genre of posts about ‘what if the hero DIDNT make the sacrifice. the hero matters too’#you have to one-up the previous. and that means not just giving up a reward or your sword or the glory#but your life. your being. experiencing new and exquisite forms of torture to prove your hero’s character and value#and the problem being - that if your hero is to be a role model to someone; and also commended for effectively committing suicide;#that if that happens every time and someone eats that up they NEED to counterbalance that#this may not be widespread but hey. if it doesnt apply. ignore it#i read too many books as a child and the one about the dog who just wanted to be good irreversibly infected me. so now im weird#it was mcgrowl by the way. the dog that goes through a messed up malpractice surgery that replaces#all his bones with metal and then he gets magnetized into a power plant and walks out with superpowers and genius intelligence and telepath
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I was wondering a lil bit bout when I got sent to my sister's place alone and I was in such a peaceful state despite the lack of a pc for nearly a week but then I got back to my mom's place and it feels like my patience was shorter for whatever reason. And now that the whole family is at sister's place I get it now. I understand what's different. My mom.
#aria rants#i thought it was a me problem but turns out its a problem with my mom being horribly aggravating#that it continuously tests my patience in ways where its no wonder i managed to lengthen it#its the matter where i sometimes do smth and she assumes the worst just to mock me in a way she thinks is teasing#or i do smth and she comments on it. or when id rather be left alone and its also pretty obvious (reading smth srsly) but then#she starts talking bout smth to me thats often times completely irrelevant for me to turn my attention to her#cuz when it was just me and my sis it was PEACEFUL. i get to do what i want while my sis does her own stuff#it was so peaceful i didnt even mind being interrupted to do chores meanwhile back at my moms place its suddenly such a bother#the only good side to this is the fact that i also finally confirm that whenever i get pissed easily. its cuz of galahad#galahad doesnt like my mom. he gets angrier quicker while i can manage to just ignore it pretty well#what with the fact that ive been living with her for so long. but also realizing this is such a: my life quality wouldve been better...
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getting mental healthcare is really cool, its like asking someone to take a sledgehammer to your self-interest and then saying thank you after because it makes your life moderately easier even though you have to deal with this shit now
#red rambles#my psychiatrist wants to put me on anxiety medication to help me sleep because she thinks the issue with me sleeping and stuff is ptsd rela#related and I CANT REALLY ARGUE??? i dont think it is and as far as im concerned i dont feel anxiety at all but like I CANT REALLY ARGUE. i#keep thinking about it because to be completely honest this pisses me off more than i can express in words and ive been gnashing my teeth#about it all afternoon and like i dont think 'i have to play loud and abrasive music at night or else i jerk awake at every sound and can't#convince myself it was nothing and also have auditory hallucina#oh fuck. lmfao i forgot to mention that.#she was even talking about how auditory hallucinations are a lot more significant and i do just kind of have low grade auditory hallucinati#all the fucking time i just dont pay attention to them because i play music and ignore it. hashtag mentally healthy and sound#like im fine the last time i heard a coherent Voice telling me to coherent Do Things i was like 17 lmfao#but i sure do hear footsteps that aren't and breaking glass that isnt and indistinct human voice murmuring sounds that arent all the time#........ fucking i dont feel like emailing her to be like hi i forgot to mention this because i am so good at tuning it all out.#if its that big a deal it'll start mattering for realsies and if its not ill just let it lie until next appointment#ANYWAY THAT DOES KIND OF SOUND LIKE THE BEHAVIORS OF AN ANXIOUS PERSON. A LITTLE.#the jerking awake if there are noises and making up noises to jerk awake to bit. specifically#but also like it doesnt scare me it just makes me wake up and then i am awake and going 'what??? bhuh???' and then im mad im awake but#im not scared very often. it takes a lot. ignore that the last time i got significantly capital s scared was like two weeks ago i thought m#friend's house was on fire and they were about to go to sleep and die. thats a reasonable situation to be freaked out in#ANYWAY THIS PISSES ME OFF REALLY BAD. I DONT LIEK IT.
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#not feeling so great as of lately#i thought it was just that i was thinking about stuff at a too late of a time yesterday but now its morning and i still feel bad#sure i slept very badly so maybe its still that but idk it still doesnt feel great no matter what the reason is#i feel like. so annoying lately#and like yea maybe i am and it shouldnt matter yk like all that ur allowed to be annoying and just be urself and whatever#but it just of takes a lot out of u when u t talk about ur interests or ur day or smth ands like everyone just brushes it off or ignores u#and obviously im probably being dramatic like this is a busy time of the year!#and its not always about me and like other ppl have their reasons to do what they do u know#but it still feels bad :'))#also this isnt about like anyone specific its like a combination of little things that FEELS bad to ME not a thing someone else does#like i know ppl dont have to care about stuff yk i like that i KNOW they dont care about so like what do i expect#and i dont ever know what to say to stuff idk anything about either so its very understandable#but its took me years to like. talk about things i like without prompting so it feels like a big hit when i dont get any reaction back fsgsh#and thats not trying to blame anyone else either its not anybody elses fault im not good at something#i think my kind of insecurity is showing one of my friends had to reassure me that yes they do want to hear how im doing fsgsh#but im thankful for that it feels good to hear when ur feeling kind of unstable with ur relationships fshsh#also since i am feeling like. unstable on EVERY relationship i suspect its just seasonal depression or stress or something#still wont stop the brain from like trying to blame itself lmao#this is kind of stupid idk what im trying to even say here#my post#vent#maybe ill delete it later?? this feels stupid
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Part of me is team "leander is like that to everyone" bc he also plans to recruit MC into his Bloodhounds in the future ("not yet"). Despite knowing the Bloodhounds for years he isn't close to them. Makes me think he ups the charm and seduction to anyone who may be of use to him to get them to pledge their allegiance.
#his jealousy could be because he wants this power to be something he owns and not be taken away by anyone else#the emotional exclusivity (from touch) is a bonus to his egotistical nature#but idk...who knows.....#it just doesnt make sense for me that he instantly holds genuine affection just because of touch. because what about all#the other people he knows aside from the other LIs who have left him? why would MC be special other than what their power could#do for him and how their touch boosts his ego?#love at first sight doesnt exist in a world like this. but maybe obsession is.#redstrewn leandering#youre telling me not ONE person has been tender with him in all these years? while he acts like THAT???#i dont believe it#“love will never end” in the audio files is the only thing that is standing in the way of this theory of mine. but maybe it's one-sided.#if this is too upsetting feel free to ignore me im just projecting my emotional defense pessimism onto this character#it simply makes no sense to me that being the one exclusively touched is what makes him genuinely in love#it simply makes no sense to me that this is the first time hes been treated tenderly#i have met too many ppl like him#they make u feel sooo special and then SIKE it never rly mattered who u are. just what u could do for them#the difference is hes hot and big and buff and has no regard for the laws of his universe and will inevitably eat shit#ofc im hooked. i wanna see him eat shit. also kiss him#ofc this is a ROMANCE game and hes still a love interest. but i think his true romantic feelings might come later
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i need to think more abouyt roboy. i need to think more anout roboy. i keep forgetting him i dont want to forget him i like him.
#mod noname#not yoyo#its too late at night for me to start rambleposting bc i have work tomorrow#but like. i reread task failed successfully and bluescreen and roboy is barely mentioned in tfs and i tjink Not at all in bs#just realized bluescreen abbreviates to bs. Yeah seems abt right. anyway#and anyway the reason is definitely because me and pseud wrote those early in our hypfix and had not thought much abt roboy#(least of all what his dynamic with yoyo would be)#but still. WE FORGOT ROBOY AUUUURGH.#its not helped that we kind of jokingly hc'd that roboy doesnt get out of the garage much til postgame bc of like. battery lifespan issues#(a decision we made bc roboy is only playable postgame..... Well technically its a second roboy whos playable but we're ignoring that)#so hes kind of getting excluded both in and out of universe?!?!?#irt tfs and bs forgetting roboy you probably could read into it given theyre both yoyo pov and assume YOYO forgot roboy most of the time#or even more uncharitably simply Tends Not To Think About Roboy#which. i may dedicate more thought to that at some point bc it is a fascinating concept to ponder#(EVEN IF IT MAKES YOYO SUPER EXTRA ASSHOLISH LMAO)#but either way the truth of the matter is We Just Forgot........#i guess we could retroactively edit in Acknowledging Roboy More at some point if we felt like it#though i have an irrational aversion to editing my fics after theyre published XD#anyway the point is i need to think more about roboy. i like him and do not want to always forget him.
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#my posts#you know how this usually goes#i make an amount of tags so that if you read this its bc you've clicked and its not bc i am just posting it like whatever lmao#... unsure if i should even post it tho but what else do i do just leave it in my brain? idk maybe its the same maybe its better#maybe its worse? .... why have i been feeling kind of like this and at this kind of intensity for like about 2 weeks or more#2 weeks is how long ive been properly aware so i think its more but like. man.#like maybe its been like a month and i just havent been keeping track of time bc january is way too long to even try lmao#. but. idk. i just wish i could be kinda.. stable. like i cant feel good lmao#like it truly doesn't matter nothing is good enough in general#what i do isnt good enough#what goes on around me doesnt help trying to ignore the constant.. dread?#and like all things considered i should be doing good currently#or at least not this bad#but here i am constantly trying to not let myself feel too bad until im alone bc man.#so... yeah it just doesnt feel like anything is truly worth it not me as a person nor the things i do nor the things i experience lmao#also lately ive been just feeling more..... disconnected to others... like i dont understand them and they dont understand me#but like.. more than usual#and i guess its me? that it's kind of a me problem#idk I'm just tired. i need to sleep. i want to let face down on some sort of big water body or do something that will make my life worse#or they i will regret lmao#i. wont do any of those#also when i mean face down in some sort of bldy of water or whatever i dont necessarily mean like die#not against it but its not the only option#just lay there and float..... also not against it#i just want something that i cant have i guess bc im not sure what it is#like i just know what i want is to not constantly feel like this but idk how lmao#... u would sleep if i can bc man also I'm so tired#.... adding tags its a bit worse than I assumed lmao im also thinking about wether i deserve stuff or not lmao#like it got windy and cooler and i was like 'a blanket by my legs would be nice' only to be like 'no you don't deserve that ' like ah yeah#its kinda worse than i thought lmao
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Just sent a message that i feel completely went against 100 social cues despite it being what they asked for and literally fine
#and they havent responded withing 3 mins#i'm panicking fr#like i did also say to not respond if they were doing smth bc why would i want them to respond if it wasnt the right time#but equally i want to know that they like me yk#and its not even like if they completely ignore me it'll be awkward irl bc they live in north wales and i live in east england 😅#but still#my need to be social accepted after years of self ostracisation is strong lol#btw the message was just like a list of fandoms etc. bc we were talking at 3 a.m. ab it but they needed to sleep bc they had to wake up at 7#so we just agreed to talk ab it later#but like what if they were actually just trying to leave the convo??#like what if they hate me??#but equally they were also actively participating and if anything i was the one who was less engaging#... and also it was 3 a.m. lol#but even if they do just not talk to me again it literally doesnt matter#like the only thing that happens is they stop talking to me
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i made a jokey comment about current things happening in life (okay mainly new pope and deltarune release date confirmation) and i had to sit through fact checking dude who told me it had already been announced and sent a whole ass LINK and argued with me over the newness of the information when this was a JOKE MESSAGE in the first place why is this dude so annoying 😭😭😭
like wow excuse me i didn't say in my message about toby fox living in the vatican (???) that yeah what was said was the date and time of release which had in fact not been announced
#some people live to be annoying and this is the guy#i have been told to just yknow ignore him which. yeah fine but he still pisses me off when he does that#racontage de vie#it's like. yeah it doesnt matter in the end. but also why tf do you need to argue over a joke#cant you just go oh i thought it was already announced. i say the time was confirmed. you go. okay#no he has to go okay so this was all already known besides the date. why do you need to ARGUE AND BE RIGHT OVER A JOKE#i had to listen to chill music bc it got my blood boiling at work 😭#im so chill and i am not angry im full of love!!! wow#hilariously traveled with some of his friends (we are also friends but he made a point to tell me they were his friends some time ago idk)#and we sat down and went what do we like about him. and the fact that he needs to be right all the time was brought up as a problematic.#trait. anyway. i needed to vent i dont hate the guy but i do find him annoying which is life 🫡#he's def not bad at all i have known awful awful ppl. he's just. annoying. and that is okay#i need to go to therapy.
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Getting in fights on the internet again bc of people who haven't bothered to learn anything since their high school biology class
Good god.
#speculation nation#specifically someone in the notes of a random post who's arguing all intersex ppl are either male or female#and i just want to. Throttle Them.#you can try your best to explain things as clearly and politely as possible but they'll still be like#'lol you clearly dont know the definition of biological sex' which i DO but i also believe it's overly simplistic#and does not properly capture the whole of the lived experiences of intersex people#scientific definitions are not infallible. just bc some guys decades ago decided gamete production is the True definition of biological sex#does not mean that it's Definite Fact!!! scientific definitions are just widely accepted theory!!!!#science can and has been proven wrong many many times. scientific theories and definitions have been overturned.#this is how this thing GOES but nooooo your high school biology class told you it's strictly by chromosomes and gametes#so that must be 100% definite fact!!! of course!!!!#🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 i really shouldnt fucking bother with these types of people but they just make me so mad#i think what ticks me off the most tho is that theyre still calling *me* ignorant.#even tho my responses have been much more thought out and researched etc etc doesnt matter to them tho#fucking shithead motherfucker. choke on a cock.#i did not curse them out but i really fucking want to now. My God.
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