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stxrvel · 2 years ago

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hate is a strong word

summary: you hated Bucky and you were convinced that he hated you back. until one time he was talking to you and it started to sound... lovely? what was happening?

pairing: bucky barnes x f!reader

words: 6k

warnings: some bad words, a lot of arguments, a HUGE flashback, a little bit of angst i think? bucky and reader insult each other, reader doesn't like to listen, bucky is easily angered, bucky likes to destroy things when he gets angry but regrets it easily, this is not exactly a healthy relationship(? descriptions of weapons, missiles and buildings being bombed, reader is also very stubborn and likes to put her life at risk… or so.

note: hi guys!! so i came back and i am kinda proud of this one. i think i haven't felt that way in a long time. i gave myself the time to write when i felt like it and it was wonderful, so this came out. also i put the poll for a whole week and i can't change it now >:(, but i think this onsehot fits the angst with a happy ending (im not sure if this fits the angst tho, you gotta tell me) but im gonna try to do something else that fits the vibe, and i'll probably do some other poll to write about someone else. (also i think i should warn you guys that i dont think im that good writing action scenes or tension scenes, so if that's bad i hope you forgive me): anyway, hope you guys like this one!! i love reading your comments so if you want and can, please leave some <33 love you all and see you next time!

part 2

Bucky was really pissing you off too much at that moment. Or maybe you were feeling a little uncomfortable.

He hadn't spoken a single word to you since you had arrived at that tiny house, only shrugged silently and then exploded. You had seen Bucky explode several times before and you admitted that watching him was somewhat entertaining; seeing the faces of frightened people, trying to flee away from his angry face and destructive hands, but physically forced to stand by and listen to his scolding. You used to have fun with that. However, at the time, when you were the extreme recipient of that anger, it wasn't so much fun.

You had already heard a couple of broken glass, shattered wood and metal containers fall to the ground. Maybe five minutes or so had passed and he was barely pausing to look at his artwork. It wasn't too much that he had taken and thrown while you had stayed in the room, but it had all sounded very loud, so you had no choice but to go out and see what he was doing.

You were leaning against the threshold of the hallway to the bedrooms, right across from the living room and kitchen. Bucky looked like he had just finished getting all his anger out when he finally stood silently. He probably thought you were asleep while he was doing all that, as if that sound couldn't wake you up. Was he really that angry about what you had done? You mean, yes, it was very risky, but there you were alive, weren't you?

You felt the best thing you could do was to stay quiet and wait for him to say or do something, because you could risk that angry outburst really coming down in your face. For that moment he had only taken it out on the house, which had nothing to do with your problems, and you didn't want the arguments to start filling the silence that followed his stillness.

But, well, you didn't always do the right thing. That's why you were in that situation in the first place.

“Are you done yet?” you signed your sentence.

Bucky had a tense posture, squared shoulders moving in rhythm with his accelerated breathing. His back was to you, staring at the kitchen counter that had been left completely empty. You knew by the way he was clasping his hands that he was trying to maintain his composure.

“Are you serious?” his voice came out hoarse, a sign of his growing anger.

Maybe you should have stopped there, or when he continued to not turn to look at you, but you just couldn't keep your mouth shut.

“What's your problem, Barnes? Yes, I took a chance, but it's not that big of a deal. It's not for this,” you pointed to the mess around you, even though he wasn't looking at you.

“It's not a big deal, you say?” Bucky moved and you felt yourself watching his angry figure move in slow motion. “What's your problem?”

His beady eyes met yours. You felt a little intimidated by the ripples of annoyance coming off his body, filling the entire room with an unbearable, suffocating tension. His scowl and that strangely calm tone of voice made your hair stand on end.

None of the pieces of glass or splintered wood on the floor looked as dangerous as that expression on Bucky's face. He looked very angry, yes, but there was also something in his eyes when he looked at you. Something like concern… but that was impossible.

“Really, Y/N, what's your problem? Who the fuck do you think you are?”

“Now, what the fuck are you talking about?”

“I was the mission leader!” his voice rose, his body moving forward as he pointed his index finger at himself. “And you were supposed to follow my orders.”

“I did, Barnes, I-”

“No,” he exclaimed, again moving closer. “You didn't do anything I asked you to do! Why can't you just…? Argh.”

You moved back a little as he planted his hands on the dining room table. You felt a little pressure in your chest at the sight of him like this, as if defeated and hopeless. Disappointed. But that was a common thing. That's why you used to have individual missions, and that's why you didn't really like working in a team. You mean, it wasn't wrong to do it, but everything always ended up in arguments because nobody liked the way you worked, so it was better to do it alone, right?

Seeing Bucky like that reminded you of how many times you had seen that look on the faces of Steve, Natasha, Tony, Clint, even Thor… It was never welcome nor were you comfortable with what was coming next, but it was the way you worked, how could you change out of nowhere something you had done your whole life?

Maybe you just had to apologize, sometimes that worked. Because you also knew that, knowing how bossy and caring Bucky was, you should have at least held back a little during the mission. Bucky's patience couldn't stand that sort of thing.

“Listen, I'm sorry, okay? I was a little careless, but that's how-”

“A little careless?” he interrupted you, his voice and face incredulous. "You almost got yourself killed."

“We're in this job under that risk, Barnes, that's not news.”

The man in the middle of the mess ran his hands over his face, elated, frustrated and surely overwhelmed. He let out a sound somewhere between a snort and a growl before turning back to look at you.

“Why can't you just listen?”

His accusing gaze enlarged a hole in your chest that you constantly tried to ignore, planting bitter feelings of sadness that you were usually very good at avoiding. But at that moment, for some reason, you couldn't stop your face from twitching at the strong, hurt tone of the man who looked at you as if he couldn't believe who you are and what you do. It seemed like Bucky was always in denial and today he realized that what everyone always told him was true.

That look, that dull gleam in his eye, that expression of understanding… All of that you were used to seeing, but coming from him it felt different. As if you hadn't really meant to cause those feelings, as if you wanted to turn back time to do things differently. The surprisingly incredulous and remorseful look was digging deep into your head, searing itself with hot iron to make sure to haunt you in the future.

At that moment you didn't care if Bucky realized how much his words affected you. Maybe you deserved to feel that way. Maybe he should have known that it affected you too much, that would surely do more than an apology.

“If only you had listened to me, we would have left sooner and without any trouble,” Bucky spoke again after what felt like hours of silence.

You couldn't take him back. It was true.

“Why did you…? Argh. Whatever. I'm going to report to Fury.”

His figure passed you like a blur. You barely felt his presence very superficially before all was silent again.

Your heart ached again. For some reason, it wouldn't stop hurting that it was still beating.

The day before.

“WHAT?” you exclaimed in disbelief and the director's tired look reappeared.

“It's already scheduled, Y/N, I can't undo it. So just go, try to cooperate together and come back in one piece,” Fury leaned back against the back of the chair, putting his feet up on the desk.

You looked at his shoes as if they were to blame for everything.

“It's funnier to think Bucky reacted the same way,” Tony spoke up, sitting in the chair next to yours, a mocking expression on his face.

“Shut up,” you smacked his arm before turning back to the director. “Sir, you know Barnes and I don't get along and knowing that, what makes you think we'll hit it off on a mission?”

Fury shrugged. “A hunch.”

“A hunch…?” you repeated in a low tone, twice as incredulous that the big SHIELD director had just said that.

“That's it, agent, you're dismissed.”

You left his office on your own, not because you had been dispatched. The walk to the housing complex took you longer than ever at that point.

You'd only had one mission with Bucky Barnes once a couple of years ago and it had been a disaster. Your group missions usually ended with a close call, but that time with Bucky it was like going to hell and back.

You two had never gotten along. Regardless of Fury's hundreds of attempts to get along, you had never managed to vibrate on the same frequency. It seemed more like you repelled each other every time you were together, and it was totally justified because Bucky was too bossy and wouldn't let you breathe for a single second. Every second of the mission had to be ruled by him because otherwise he was going to explode into a sea of rage and, God, no one wanted to piss Bucky off in that Complex. However, you were always the first to tell him that his tactics weren't working or that he was too slow and well, naturally, you ended up arguing.

You met Natasha and Steve halfway to the rooms and from the way they both looked at each other before the redhead approached you knew you must surely have a scrunched up face.

“Did something happen?” Natasha asked as soon as she reached your side and started walking at the same pace as you, slightly more hurried than usual.

“Fury assigned me a mission with Barnes,” you spat out the good news, impossibly frowning harder at the mention of that name.

“Oh,” Natasha nodded. “Well, you could try to work things out-”

“What things, Natasha?” you paused, turning to look at her as everything around you turned red. “There's nothing to fix here, because Barnes is a stubborn, obstinate, childish, bossy, stupid man who is incapable of speaking like a civilized adult and only knows how to shout orders everywhere as if he's the bossy one in the Complex. I can't stand him!”

“Wow.”

You heard his voice.

“I hope you know the feeling is reciprocated.”

You turned to see him, his body was leaning against the island at the entrance to the kitchen, in a strategic spot as if you could never realize he was there because your path was to the other side. Natasha watched between the two of you like a tennis match, fearful as if at any moment the screaming would start and she would have to run away.

You didn't know what to do. You were super angry, yes, and you felt your blood boiling inside your veins, too. And you'd said all that stuff to Bucky's face before, and God knows how many times before you'd argued just by seeing each other in the halls of the Complex. Despite that, you felt trapped. The anger was still there, yes, but his gaze pierced through you like a sword.

“Believe me, I don't want to go on this mission with a stubborn, obstinate, headstrong, ignorant, individualist like you either, who cares not for the safety of the team but for her own victory, no matter how she achieves it.”

With his eyes sharp, his heavy footsteps approached you, echoing in your head loudly like the second hand of a clock. He had stopped at a safe distance as he spoke and at one point Natasha had grabbed your arm when it seemed you had tried to approach him as well.

“You're a hypocrite,” you spat at him.

“Ha! Me?”

“You always play the saintly dove, but you know you're not much different from me.”

“I'm nothing like you,” Bucky wrinkled his face, as if the very thought caused him to shiver with disgust.

“You're an individualist, too, imposing your plans on others.”

“You never have a plan! What do you expect me to do, let you go and die?”

“I do have plans! But you don't like them because they are more effective than yours.”

“They're more effective at the cost of risking more of our lives.”

“That's what our job is all about!”

“Our job is about protecting! How are you going to accomplish a mission if you're dead?”

“Well, I've done pretty well so far, in case you haven't noticed.”

“If I had a nickel for every time you've gone airhead straight into danger and ended up nowhere near dead, I'd have as much money as Stark.”

“And if I had a nickel for every time your stupid, slow plans have caused you to lose sight of the target and made you come back empty-handed, I'd be twice as rich as Stark.”

“At least my kill rate is minus five.”

“And my hit rate is one hundred by the way.”

“Are you even listening to what you're saying?”

“That I always finish missions on the first try, unlike you?”

“That you're treating your life like it's something insignificant.”

“Ah, now you care about my life?”

Natasha tightened her hand around your forearm again preventing you from again getting too close to the man who was getting on your nerves. Before he could respond, you spoke again:

“Look, Barnes, to make it absolutely clear to you for the rest of your long life: I love my life and I love my job. I love my life because it allows me to have this job and I love my job because it allows me to have this life. If you have a problem with how I choose to do the job, that's just that, your problem. But don't think you're coming here to give me a psychology lesson to make me believe that I don't value my life just because now you've run out of arguments. It's because I value my life, Barnes, that I always come out of every mission unscathed. I don't put myself at risk because I'm oblivious. I always have everything figured out and that's why everything always works out for me.”

Bucky snorted, his body moving away from yours, but despite that expression on his face he didn't respond again. He gave you a sidelong glance before walking back into the kitchen.

Your shoulders felt a little lighter. For a moment you thought he was going to continue arguing.

Natasha next to you sighed, finally letting go of your forearm.

“Why did you hold me so tight?” you frowned at her, rubbing the part of your skin that was slightly red. “Did you really think I was going to fight a super soldier?”

Natasha shrugged under your gaze.

“We've known you to do crazy things.”

“I wouldn't have stood a chance of beating him even if he gave me the upper hand.”

Five hours earlier.

You hadn't seen Bucky for the rest of the day after that discussion, until the next day when you had to get on the Quinjet and didn't even glance at each other.

Steve was in charge of handling the airplane and, apparently, he was also in charge of briefing you on how you were going to proceed on the mission, because Bucky was too busy drilling holes with his gaze somewhere else on the Quinjet away from the two of you.

Neither spoke when you descended nor when you approached the base apparently in a state of abandonment.

Bucky's mission were flat and simple, but as usual he had no backup plan, because all his backup plans were the same: run away. Bucky had a chick's sense of survival, that's why when things went bad was the time when he would scream at you the loudest.

Just like it happened on that mission.

“This place is deadly quiet,” you spoke for the first time, barely earning a sidelong glance from the man next to you.

You had already finished thermo-sensor checking every floor of the building and it was indeed desolate. Still, you felt a strange uncomfortable chill run down your back.

“Well, that's what deserted means,” Bucky commented, his sarcasm sharp.

You rolled your eyes at him, even if he couldn't see you, and kept walking with your gun raised as you approached the checkpoint.

“I mean I can't even hear birds or crickets, doesn't that strike you as odd?”

“Well, we're on the fourth floor, wouldn't it make it stranger if you could hear them at this altitude?”

“Well, you can hear at this height. Tell me, do you hear anything down below?”

Bucky paused. They were a few steps away from reaching the room. His deadly stare caused you nothing but boredom and you would have ignored him completely except that he let out a sigh, dejected. You detailed him minutely as he seemed to focus his hearing on external sounds.

“There's nothing,” he spoke after a few seconds, his brow slightly furrowed.

“You see?”

“But that doesn't mean anything. We'd better finish this quickly.”

Ignoring the grimace on your face, Bucky moved to step into the room whose door was wide open. You stared offended at his back and felt the urge to smack his big head with the butt of your gun.

“Here it is,” you heard him exclaim from inside.

Sighing you made your way to where he stood. A large display of old computers anchored to the wall.

“You should do it yourself,” you looked at Bucky with a smirk. “I don't handle equipment this old.”

Bucky only snorted in response and moved with his gun to another side of the room, leaving you in complete silence to do your job.

You moved quietly and sat down in front of the machines. You plugged them into the power source you brought in your suitcase and in a few minutes they began to work.

The mission was simple. There was one of the old HYDRA bases that contained specific information that Fury needed to find. Up to that point, they had searched about seven abandoned bases without any success. So there you were with Bucky, at the eighth base they had identified, digging through old commands and in another language trying to find the information they needed.

Ever since they left the Complex that morning you were convinced you would find nothing. They had already raided several bases and there were still a few more to go. The probability that you would find that information at that time was…

Bingo.

“Got it,” you exclaimed to Bucky.

You heard his hurried footsteps and then felt the warmth of his body next to you.

“Is that it?”

“Just a folder.”

“And why does it load so slowly?”

“It's an old computer, Bucky, it works at its own pace.”

Bucky gave you a sidelong glance. “Wish you understood me like you understand that thing.”

“Aish,” you pouted by way of mockery. “Jealous, Barnes?”

The aforementioned just snorted.

The load was running at forty percent and truth be told, yes, it was too slow. But you could do nothing but wait, there was no way to speed it up.

Bucky paced back and forth behind you and you just watched the green lines move as if that helped at all. But, well, what else could you do?

At one point, as the charge was about to reach eighty percent, you heard interference on your communicators.

“Argh,” you shook your head and raised your hand to move the device a little away until the sound died down. “Steve?”

There was no response.

You turned to look at Bucky, who had the same quizzical expression.

The interference returned and then you heard Steve's voice distorted.

“… of… moment!”

“What the fuck is he saying?”

Bucky remained silent, tapping the device on his ear as if that would fix it.

But you saw it before you heard Steve's voice again.

A clump of people through the window. A freshly loaded cannon.

“Barnes…”

And at that moment, Steve's voice filled them with clarity.

“It's an ambush! Get out of there now!”

The quickness of the impact didn't let you process what was happening. Less than a second after hearing Steve the ground shook beneath your feet. The cracks in the floor started small and then swallowed you apart.

You held onto a beam, barely lucid enough. You propelled yourself upward, swinging your forearms over the patch of ground that was still intact. You heard Bucky's grunts in the distance. He was surely all right.

You heard him call out to you too, but as soon as you could sit down on the ground, the first thing you did was to reach for the pendrive.

Your heart was pounding, so hard it might as well have flown out on its own. Your breathing accelerated, with adrenaline rushing through your body was the only thing you could feel. At that moment you felt capable of anything.

You stood up quickly to look out the window again. The people were gone and the cannon had been destroyed.

It was at that moment that you realized that Steve was still talking on the communicator.

“I'm fine,” you replied, after being able to decipher his words amidst the constant buzzing from the sound of the explosion and the dizziness you felt at the sight of the hole next to you.

“Okay, you're both fine,” the Captain spoke again.

“Y/N, you can get down from there and get to the floor below. I'll catch you.”

At the sound of Bucky's voice, you moved away from the window.

Bucky had landed on the floor below, and yes, from where you were you could jump up and you'd probably have nothing but a cramp.

“How's it going up there?”

“Well, the shields are holding up okay, but I've got poor vision. I think they're regrouping somewhere else.”

You looked around.

Most of the floor had swallowed up the computers, but the main one was still loading the document. You could see the green from where you were. It was at ninety-seven percent.

But it was dangerous to get too close. The pendrive was dangling from the main computer which was about to succumb to the cracked floor.

There was some concrete left in front of the computers that you could walk across, so, without a second thought, you mapped out a mental guidance plan and moved forward.

“Y/N, what the fuck are you doing?”

“I'm getting the pendrive.”

“What? Are you insane? That side of the floor isn't going to support your weight!”

“Yes it will. I know how to do it.”

You started walking all over the remaining edge of the floor in front of what was left of the computers. Small pieces would break off as you passed causing Bucky to hiss.

“Y/N, you'd better stop and get down right now. There's still a risk of them firing again.”

“I'm gonna get it, Barnes.”

“Y/N! Get down, now!”

Ignoring his command, you held onto the remaining wall in front of you as you continued on your way, almost reaching where the pendrive was, about to fall into the abyss.

Ninety-eight percent.

“Y/N!”

“Fucking hell, Barnes, will you shut the fuck up? Your yelling is breaking my concentration.”

“You want me to just stay quiet while you walk to your certain death?”

“I'm not going to dieee- ahh-”

Your left foot, the one in front, wobbled as a piece of the floor came loose. You clung tightly to the wall as best you could, breathing deeply to calm your racing heart. Panicking at that moment wasn't going to do any good.

“God, I can't believe this,” you heard Bucky's voice, muttering to himself. “Now are you really going to get off?”

His voice sounded reprimanding, but agitated. In the midst of that mess, you wondered for a moment if he was really worried.

“I'm almost there.”

You heard him grunt in the distance.

You kept moving your feet in the direction of the main computer, this time more cautiously and more slowly. The floor all along that edge was too cracked, on the verge of falling. You were surprised it had lasted this long.

At that point, Bucky started talking to Steve, but you kept your full concentration on not falling. Maybe Bucky was right and you really didn't have any regard for your life, but…. No, no. You were very sure of what you were doing. You couldn't give up without trying everything. Maybe for Bucky it was too risky, but that was your life. And you knew you could do it.

Ninety-nine.

You had reached the critical point on the ground.

The voices of the two men were becoming too overwhelming, so you quickly took off your communicator and stuffed it in one of your tactical pants pockets.

“What the fuck did you just do?” Bucky exclaimed, a considerable distance away. He wasn't as far away as you thought.

“Your voices are distracting me!”

Good. You were close. Maybe from there you could reach it… if you stretched a little… a little more… a little- Whoop. Nope. You weren't that close. Another chunk of floor fell and with it everything around you shifted. The concrete was so unstable that it tilted further into the abyss after your not at all incredible maneuver.

You had to get even closer.

You had to use plan c.

But for that, the pendrive had to be one hundred percent charged and you weren't sure you could wait for that. Or well, you weren't sure the floor would hold. You had to be quick.

You heard Bucky behind you, but his words were carried away by the wind. You couldn't focus on him because that would be too distracting.

So, arriving at point x, you executed your plan as quickly as possible.

You ran. Even if the world was falling down, you ran. In the direction of the pendrive. The green number didn't change. You took a deep breath. You felt the sparks fly around you. The sound of the ground cracking was going to haunt you in several dreams.

You picked up the pendrive. You would have a few extra seconds as you leaned over and climbed over the computers to gain momentum.

The bing of the computer filled you with a rush of adrenaline.

One hundred percent.

You jumped. You held your breath for a second. Nerves built up in your throat. You felt like you were going to lose consciousness for a minute. Maybe you heard Bucky in the background, you weren't sure, but knowing him he was probably still scolding you.

In the midst of a deep exhalation…

Your feet hit the ground. You rolled. You moved quickly as you turned to see that the ground was still falling. You got up and ran.

You ran until you collided with a solid body. Bucky was shaking your shoulders.

"Are you out of your fucking mind?" he exclaimed, his face angry.

You could hear Steve's voice through his communicator because of how close he was.

“Shit.”

He grabbed your arm and you ran again.

Somehow, Bucky managed to get you out of the building as they bombed it again. You had a gunfight the moment you touched the cold snow.

You moved alongside Bucky like a symphony, aiming and firing with your gun until you managed to get away.

When you noticed that you kept going and kept running…

“Where's Steve?”

“If you had your fucking communicator on…”

Bucky grabbed your hand again to keep running.

You quickly reached a shack that looked abandoned and the man next to you wasted no time in letting go of you and running in the direction of what appeared to be a garage. There was a motorcycle.

You reached into your pocket only to realize that the communicator had been destroyed.

And Bucky looked too angry to want to talk.

“Get on.”

He drove all the way into town, but he didn't stop there.

You were on the road for at least about two hours. You had no idea where you were.

Somewhere along that trip, Bucky stopped in front of another abandoned shack and from there he pulled out a car. He set the bike on fire.

You went back on the road, for at least another hour.

Until you reached a small town and Bucky finally stopped in front of a house that didn't look so neglected.

“They destroyed the Quinjet's shields at missile point. Steve had to leave. We'll stay here until I can get through to Fury and we know what to do.”

His voice gave no room for retorts.

Present.

Well, yes, you were a bit reckless during missions, but so what? You got what you needed thanks to your incredible action plans and always came out unscathed. If you didn't do that during missions, how far behind would they be now in their knowledge against the enemy? They would probably be sitting ducks. Bucky didn't see that.

You two didn't talk for much of the afternoon and evening. You had spent it in the living room, trying to avoid the mess he had made to get something to eat and rest. You had perhaps slept for about three hours when you woke up and saw him sitting in one of the dining room chairs. The room looked cleaner than before.

Bucky sighed when he realized you had woken up.

“I'm sorry I yelled at you.”

You frowned. “What?”

“Earlier when we arrived. And for all the mess,” he averted his gaze when you leaned on your forearm to get a better look at him.

“Don't you think it was the least you could do?” quizzical, you sat back on the couch.

“Weren't you the one who said I don't know how to talk like a civilized adult?”

You rolled your eyes at him. “Sometimes.”

“Well, now I want to. That's why I deeply apologize for reacting that way.”

You remained silent, not really knowing how to answer him. On the previous mission you'd had with Bucky, when the whole mess was over and you were quietly in the Quinjet taking it all in, Bucky had only said “you're fucking crazy” to you before exiting the aircraft. There was no scolding, at least not from him, no complaining, no yelling. Just that. And with that you stayed for a week because you never even saw him again.

Despite the number of times you had heard that, you couldn't see it that way. That was your job, that was what you did and you didn't dislike it. You had done it forever, it was basically your way of life and you had always done it excellently. You trained and practiced for situations like that, that's why you were part of SHIELD's risk management team for so long. You used to risk your life like that to save other people and it didn't bother you. Now you were still doing it, also to save people. There was no dark reason behind it. You were contributing to a common good and that was enough.

“I guess I haven't made things bearable for you either,” you admitted with a hint of remorse.

“No, never,” Bucky shook his head in agreement.

“I'm sorry I scared you,” the words slipped from your mouth. You wanted to say something else, but, well, that had to work.

Bucky let out a short laugh. His head jerked in sync, his shoulders loose as if he didn't have a care in the world. For a moment you felt like you were somewhere else; maybe in a living room, some alcoholic beverage in one of your hands as one of your favorite songs played softly in the background, and Bucky. Bucky sitting in front of you, just like that moment.

Wow. What the fuck was that?

“You apologize for my reaction, but not for what you did?” his sly grin was getting on your nerves. You preferred it when he wasn't trying to upset you at the point of smirks. You never thought that was a weapon he could use against you.

Feelings.

Ew.

No, I hate Bucky Barnes. This is unacceptable. Mind, get your shit together.

“Well, I tried to do that earlier and you didn't care. I don't know what you want from me, Barnes,” you turned your head away, nonchalantly playing with your hair to avoid seeing those light eyes again.

“You'd better leave it at that. I couldn't take that knack away from you if I tried for years,” the sigh that accompanied his words reminded you of something you'd thought of when you were in the building. His face still looked calm, but a little upset by the wrinkle between his eyebrows.

“Why do you care so much about that?” you asked him directly now that you had the chance.

You looked at him as he turned his head away, his eyes roaming over your face, confused.

“Are you asking me why I care about your life?”

Puzzled, you shrugged. His look almost made you think that was a weird thing to ask, but was it really? “Yes. Well…. You hate me.”

“What? I don't hate you,” Bucky shook his head, his face more contracted than before as if you'd said he had cat ears on his head. He looked almost offended.

And that was the really strange thing.

You mean, almost as long as you'd known Bucky your relationship had been based on fights and demeaning adjectives to each other. That he would say that made even less sense than you asking him why he cared so much about you. He had to be pulling your leg.

“What? But I hate you because you hate me,” you explained vaguely, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. That was one way of putting it; that is to say, Bucky never gave any indication that he didn't hate you. Or well…

“I don't hate you,” Bucky shrugged, his nonchalant expression confusing you that much more. “You're just a little… insufferable sometimes.”

You rolled your eyes. “That's just a synonym for hating.”

“I don't hate you,” he repeated, this time turning to look you in the eye. For a moment you felt like your breath caught in your throat and you were going to choke. “I know we argue and say a lot of things to each other, but… hating is too strong a feeling.”

“Are you really serious?” you shook your head to get the extraneous thoughts out; that wasn't the time to make a discovery, to realize you had lived a lie.

“Yes. And just to make you more sure, I wouldn't mind hanging out with you outside the Complex,” Bucky blurted out, matter-of-factly.

Your head went blank.

“WHAT?”

Several seconds stunned.

Bucky barely cracked a smile at your dumbfounded expression. It sure looked like you'd actually seen cat ears grow on his head. The things he was now saying… they didn't make sense. “You dislike the idea that much?”

“Do you want to not say things so drastically different every moment? You're changing my perception of reality.”

Bucky kept his small smile and you had to swallow hard to ignore the warmth that settled in your chest. It wasn't welcome, not at that moment. The sound of that music in the living room in your head was getting louder, as if your own mind wanted to mock your surprise.

“Well, back to your question,” Bucky moved his hands nonchalantly over his lap and your eyes followed his movement unashamedly, “I don't see why I shouldn't care about your life. We are partners, after all.”

Partners? After all you had been through? Were you partners? Did Bucky believe that?

“Are we?” you didn't try to hide the incredulous tone that accompanied your words, because it already sounded like you'd just stepped through the door into a parallel dimension.

“Sure,” Bucky nodded to emphasize your words and the calm expression on his face became more familiar with each passing second. Could it be that that had always been the reality and you had been deprived of it? “We've known each other for five years.”

“I always thought you hated me…” you mumbled to yourself, looking lost because your head recalling every fight of the last few years, since you met him, every tongue out and every exalted word, but his incredible hearing clearly picked up what you said as if you had murmured it in his ear.

“Surely it was a mistake in communication.”

“Mistake?” you frowned at his reassurance. “You always called me stubborn and childish every chance you got.”

“I thought we were annoying each other. Although, of course,” his face became a little more serious, “there were times when I knew you hated me intensely. You said really hurtful things, what was I supossed to do? That's why I never bothered to talk to you like this. You did hate me.”

“Because I thought you…! Argh.”

Bucky smiled again.

“You're the insufferable one, Barnes.”

You hated the way your head snapped back to that image in the living room, so peaceful and calm, so serene and warm, the moment his barely noticeable smile hit you again. You had barely managed to get those words out of your mouth before you felt yourself running out of breath again.

Were you asthmatic?

And why was your head suddenly filled with platonic thoughts you'd never had before in your life?

What the fuck was happening to you?

“This is the longest civilized conversation we've ever had,” Bucky spoke again, his gaze wandering somewhere in the room.

Yes, that was true. Whenever you talked for this long it was always to argue and say hurtful things to each other. But you were too surprised by everything he had said, because just yesterday he told you that he didn't want to come on this mission with you either and in his eyes you were sure you saw something like what you felt. Something of hatred, when you saw your eyes through his.

Did you just… imagine it all?

Did you think he hated you because you hated him too?

Or maybe you wanted to convince yourself that he hated you. Maybe it was easier to deal with that than with the idea that you…

Oh no.

No, no, no. There's no fucking way that's it.

But then Bucky stood up and with his smug, know-it-all, hateful look, with that sly, evil grin, like he'd always known everything, like he was squirming around enjoying your confused stare, he held out his hand to you and said:

“Shall we fix something to eat?”

Oh, no, you were screwed.

a/n: thank u so much for reading!! <3

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes angst #bucky fanfic #bucky fic #bucky barnes #bucky x you #bucky fluff #james bucky barnes #stxrvel talks #avengers #bucky barnes fanfiction #bucky #james buchanan barnes #bucky x reader #bucky x y/n #winter soldier #the winter soldier

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dmbakura · 3 months ago

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Dante/White Rabbit thoughts, if any? I feel like they could've been more fucked up, with the whole, "White Rabbit is the one to sadisticly awaken Dante's Devil Trigger" thing.

oh ive been Thinking about this and wanted to stew on it for a while because like yeah. none of anything that happens in this sequence is normal. the yaoi goggles are on idgaf

his constant praise/encouragement of dante was 100% not necessary. i understand he Needs dante to trigger because his plan wont work otherwise but he was a little Too into it at the same time. like it had a personal stake to him

genuinely what are these expressions? he almost looks like he's blushing and his mask cant even blush. this is dangerously close to a rabbit ahegeo.

there's also the fact he just knows some personal details about dante, like dante watching vergil and eva die, which im guessing he may have gotten through vergil somehow? (furthering my verrabbit agenda hehe)

dante is wholeheartedly trying to kill him here by the way, and im not sure what white rabbit's plan was if dante had actually managed to get that shot off in his face (yes this IS as suggestive as it sounds)

and then the aftermath of dante's "premature" accident has him walking over and grabbing him by the hair, chastising him that he needs to push him "harder". like ok man. he also had NO way of knowing lady put that bomb in dante's neck. im not sure if he just assumed dante fucked up his trigger like that and that's why his face exploded?

anyways this whole scene left me feeling some kind of way. the psychosexual homoeroticism is off the charts.

#dante dmc #white rabbit dmc #dmc #devil may cry #dmc netflix #dante x white rabbit #im in the yaoi mines

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nyx-is-missing · 2 years ago

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Graceland too

Clarisse la rue x fem!reader (Athena's kid)

Sumarry: When a certain daughter of Athena felt unappreciated her whole life, someone was there to see her.

Warnings: Sad girl hours, shitty parenthood, hurt/comfort because im no monster and probably other things wich i forgot.

a/n: look who is back!

Demigod.

Half blood.

Half a goddess.

Half a human (?).

And yet, fully a disappointment.

When Athena sent me to my Dad's house, in a golden crib, dressed in pure white dress, glowing, how the myths would expect a demigod to be, then, and only right then i was a gift.

A piece o divine love, something to prove to him, till the end of his life, that at some point, he was good enough for a Goddess.

But days after, immediately, i was just a crying baby, hungry, with a busy father, without a mother, and that only made him remember that, that was it.

He wasnt good enough for her, she wasnt staying, she never even actually even considered, he would never have that kind of honour, only a crying baby he never expected.

I wasnt a gift anymore, it actually felt like i was a insult, everything about me started to enrage him.

And oh, how did he reminded me of that every single day of my existence.

When i got diagnosed with dyslexia all i've heard whas that Athena gave me up to him because i was defective, when i couldnt sit still during classes, and exploded with all the repression i suffered everyday, suddently i was a clock bomb, when my grades where great, i was never rewarded, it was "the least i could do, to make up for the shame that i was".

I was never loved, never wanted, never encouraged, at least not by him.

The very little love i've known in my life, i own to the people who felt pitty of me.

The teachers, the neighbours who have heard the insults, the stray animals who could sense sadness, the very old grandparents who never actually saw me more than twice a year, and the people who worked at a nerby library, who let me stay past closing time, leaving only with the cleaners.

I was 12 when he had enough and sent me to camp, literally the very day school was over.

I came home to my clothes packed and him waiting by the car keys.

Being in camp for the first time, was also the very first time in my life i have ever felt....normal.

Not good, not bad, not great, not terrible, i was one, and that was enough.

I spend that summer being quiet, i sat in the corner, i didnt spoke, i didnt interrupted, i didnt had any ideas, i wasnt good enough to do that, thats what i've been told my whole life, thats my true.

It took a whole new summer for Athena to claim me.

I have always wondered if she was fighting with herself, if she had any problems having to admit that she made a mistake, with me, or with him.

It didn't matter, for the first time i had brothers and sisters, who wanted me, who understood when i wasnt the best, who asked for my graded tests, to put up in the wall.

They understood when i was hard to crack, when i insisted in being quiet, when i wouldnt share my ideas, they understood it all.

I didn't.

Each and every new summer i spent there, all i could ask myself was:

Why could i not be great like all of them?

Why im still afraid?

Why i was still useless?

Im now sixteen and the same questions still were unanswered.

And today i felt worse than ever.

It was my birthday, and i havent got a single letter from him, nothing, nothing.

It felt like he was saying i wasnt worth anything again.

Earlier, i tried to pretend nothing was happening, smiling with my siblings, finally making plans for capture the flag, finally belonging like i promissed i would try to do that year.

My plan was used, it wasnt perfect, but it was used, and surprising myself and the other team, we won.

I could see the other team confused, and Clarisse cussing us to death.

Still i was so happy, for the first time in my life i showed myself, and i worked....partially.

The happiness of victory didnt last much in me, because i saw a new brother of mine almost bursting to tears, he was young and just got claimed a few days ago, he wasnt used to that, and he wasnt supose to get hurt, but the red that painted his arms said otherwise.

I couldnt stare at him without feeling like i failed again.

Why couldnt i be perfect for once?

I took him to infirmary and held his hand while he was getting his stiches, saying sorry all the time.

I tried thinking it was okay, people get hurt, move on.

I had diner, i took a bath, i tried to sleep, i couldnt.

The tears were falling down and i knew i wouldn't be quiet.

So i got up and walked to the cabin's porch, sitting on the last step and letting my head fall to my knees.

Why couldnt i be great?

Why couldnt i be in peace with myself?

Why couldnt my mom bless me?

Why couldnt my dad love me?

Why did he had to be so mean?

I was a kid for fucks sake.

"Are you okay?" I heard someone saying, that made me freeze, that voice was not from any of my sisters, was i crying so hard i woke up someone from other cabin?

"I- yes, sorry i didn't knew i was crying so hard to wake people from other cabins, im sorry"

"You didn't, i was sneaking out to train some more, and saw you, our cabins face each other"

That was...Clarisse?

I wiped my tears and look up, she was staring at me with a almost worried look

"Clarisse?"

"Yes, why are you crying?"

She sat down by my side, dropping a sword in the grass.

"Its nothing really, im fine, you dont need to bothe-"

"No, cut the crap" she stopped me mid sentence "no one ever weeps in the middle of the night out of happiness, you are not fine and im not letting you lie OR leave until you tell me what it is"

We stare at each other, and ill need to thank the night light being bad because i probably look like crap right now, im sure my eyes are red, my nose too, im probably with a very swollen face and id bet all the dracmas i own that my hair its no better than a nest of birds.

"Go on...tell me"

I layed myself in the stairs, looking at the sky, trying to think of a way to tell everything, without sounding crazy

"I dont deserve to be here, Clarisse."

"Here..where?"

"This cabin, i dont deserve to be called daughter of the goddess of wisdom, i dont deserve being here with them, my siblings they are great, more than good, great, they will do great things with themselfs, amazing writers, architects, brilliant musicians, historians, why am i here? Im not even good, why im with the great?"

"Wait wait wait" she made me sit down again and look at her "not even good? What are you talking about? Wasnt the strategy in the last capture the flag yours? Yall won, and if somebody asks me later i've never said this but that was good, some really good strategy, i was almost thinking of asking chiron to switch you teams, you were great, more than that, and now you're here telling me you are not egen good? Are you on drugs?"

"Clarisse you dont need to pretend you care that much, and my plan wasnt all that, my brother got hurt, that wasnt supose to happen, i failed him, if i was good enough he wouldnt even be there"

She had a very confused look on her face, like she really did not knew what i was talking about.

"You're not talking about the little boy you took to the infirmary and that small cut in his forearm are you? Cause that boy was far from almost dying like you are making it sound like-" she looked at my eyes, i didnt needed a mirror to have sure how i was, i've seen myself like that too much to count, everytime my dad said i wasnt good enough, sad, lifeless.

"I failed again Clarisse, im not good enough to be here, im useless, worthless"

She looked at me and did the last thing i tought she would, Clarisse hugged me.

"Dont say that, c'mon, worthless? I've seen you fight, i've seen your plans, you dont talk much but i've heard your ideas, you are far from being useless or worthless, who the fuck told you that?"

"My f- you heard me?" I looked at her, only to see a look i couldnt distinguish "what do you mean?"

She looked at her own feet, then at her sword, reflecting the moonlight.

"You really dont know?" She looks at me "i- well, i've heard you, the same way i see you everyday, thats how i know you like morning walks, sweet green grapes, baked goods...how i know you are probably the only child of Athena who has never read "the art of war", that you walk without looking at peoples faces....its weird, i've seen you so much throughout this years and it feels like this is the first time you are actually seeing me"

"But i've saw you before-"

"Thats not what i was saying, you looked at me many times, but did you ever saw me until today?"

I looked at her blinking, and after a moment of silent i said "you like dark chocolate, and lemon flavoured soda, and sneaking out to train when the harpies take their breaks, by the way you missed that, and you always ask for double the quantity of food you eat, so when you burn it you still can eat enough, by the way i stole that idea-"

She is smilling, big, really big, i think i am too.

Of course i saw Clarisse, who wouldnt, she was strong, brave, beautiful, to me was a wonder she didnt had people running to get her attention.

She got closer to me "does that mean i can-" i stopped her mid sentence again

"Maybe..."

"Im going to make you forget that "im not good enough" nonsense, belive me"

She is smilling while kissing me, and i am too.

#fanfic #lesbian #clarisse la rue x reader #clarisse pjo #pjo series #pjo tv show #clarisse la rue #clarisse x reader

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serxinns · 1 year ago

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Hi so I have a request if that’s okay so how about yandere class 1-a ft Aizawa with Bakugou twin sister reader who is kind and nice and the opposite of Katsuki, how about she gets asked out on a date by a student from 1-b only to find out that he only asked her out because of a bet he made with other student, how would class 1-a react to that?

((Also I really like your blog btw))

A/n: THANK YOUUU IM GLAD YOU REQUESTED THAT

Bakugo was always protective as you ever since you were kids he would always say he would protect you and not let anyone take you away from him and you didn't seem to mind it since you just thought it was some typical big brother behavior when it was much darker than that...Whenever someone would talk to you he would glare in their way making sure they had a cold sweat he once hospitalized a boy in the middle because he put gum in your hair you were everything to Katsuki he just wanted to be him and you(and his parents ofc) that was it

That was before class 1a

•Everyone was shocked at the two of you even Aizawa questioned the nature of it because Katsuki was a burning bomb ready to explode anytime when someone pisses him off while you were an absolute sweetheart with a kind personality with a Smile pure of sunshine and happiness with a positive personality people would even doubt you were Akatsuki's twin without you looking alike even izuku sometimes question it

•the class was so lovesick and adored with your kind yet tough nature they knew it was fate they knew exactly who to cherish and love! And it was you!

•The girls would have lesbian attacks whenever they were close to you or ever interacted with you, while you chatted along your day and training Mina would just dreamily sigh to herself, tsuyu would just be just in a trace cause how sweet your voice sounded, Ochako would stare at your lips imagining how it'll felt touching hers, Jirou wanting to bury her face in your big fluffy hair so she can get a sniff, momo starting at those beautiful eyes making her all flushed and it drives her crazy, Hakagure wanting to pinch your cheeks while giggling intensely

•The boys, on the other hand, would try so desperately to get your attention and praise like how Tokoyami would show off his love poems to you while you watched with eyes sparkling, Aoyama would show off his fashion skills by dressing up and if you ever want to wear matching outfits with him let's say he's the happiest man alive he'll show off to everyone how dazzling the 2 of you are, Kirishima would pick you up and throw you in the air just to show you his strength talking about how manly he is, while Sato gives you all sorts of treats and teach you to bake

•But your brother was deeply Jealous every time he caught you hanging out with them he always watched in the background to make sure they didn't do anything or just took you away and scolded you for not hanging out with your big brother as much but that's ok! not your fault it's those Extras you called "friends" fault, but when they told how much they love and care about you, he gets 2nd thoughts and decided to tolerate it for now

One day at lunch a girl walked over to your table and asked you out to go to a nearby cafe on Friday you blushed and mumbled yes the class including your brother say quietly anger building up and glaring at the girl the girl winked and ran away,

On Friday the girls helped you get ready you were dressed up in Momo's dorm they picked your best outfit and did your hair so nicely you were twirling around, beaming and smiling mina and the others blushed at your style but were heartbroken knowing the fact that you weren't getting dressed up for them, when you got out the dorm and shows it to the boys they looked in wonder but was sad but your brother was being extra protective and strict today putting down some rules

"IF SHE EVER TRIED TO LAY HANDS ON YOU WITHOUT CONSENT MAKE SURE YOU CALL ME SO I CAN BEAT HER ASS"

"ok Kats"

"NO KISSING ON THE FIRST DATE AND NO PHYSICAL TOUCHING BELOW THE WAIST HAND HOLDING HANDS ARE ALLOWED"

"ok kats 😒"

"AND NO DOING ANY FLITHY STUFF LIKE GOING INTO SOMEONES BED AND-"

"KATSUKI WTF-"

At this point, you were just deciding to not listen to your brother 😭 you weren't going to anyway especially that last one but you kept the others in mind you were heading out the door everyone bid you farewells and good luck and you were feeling as confidence as ever when you made it at the cafe

you see the girl sitting there ever so pretty with her hair in a beautiful style and a beautiful flower pattern dress, you blush at her appearance and the two of you did your greeting and start talking for a bit it was fun honestly she was laughing at your jokes and you were blushing at her cheesy pick up lines all was going swell and you had to go to the bathroom you apologized to her and excused yourself

After you washed your hands you were about to exit the bathroom but heard your date chattering and laughing and she mentioned your name a couple of times you were curious u stayed and listened closely

Blue: The girls friend

Pink: the girl (aka the date)

"I did it I asked her out and brought her on a cafe date it was so easy!"

"WHAT?! Omg you're so evil!, are you gonna tell her that it's a bet

"ofc I won't even after we are about to "Kiss" pfft it's gonna be so funny!"

"Are you gonna record it!? Please tell me you are?!"

"Uh duh I am man I can't believe there's a girl who likes other girls so gross!"

As the girl kept chattering horrible stuff the more numb you felt your eyes watering and leaking down your face your hands balled up in fists shaking you grabbed your stuff off the table not caring about your "Date" reaction, and dashed out of the cafe you ran inside the building Kirishima and bakugo were playing a game while jirou, momo, Denki, sero and ochako were playing card games they saw you ran in, "Oh hey y/n! how was your-" just as jirou was about to say something you slammed and locked the door, everyone was shocked Bakugo put the controller down pressed his head against the door he could hear sniffling and crying

Bakugan harshly told everyone in the common room to back away and knocked on your door "Hey idiot you there? Can I come in" You hesitated for a second but at the moment you didn't care you just needed some comfort so you unlocked the door and Bakugo calmly went in he didn't like to be mushy but seeing you cry broke his heart just went he shut your door you tackled him and hugged him tightly crying in his chest murmuring a bunch of "im sorry" and "You were right" when he finally calmed you down you explained what happened " s-she called me disgusting kats I didn't do anything to her " he rubbed your back while you hugged him tightly until you fell asleep he placed you down in your bed

He went out of your dorm and met with a bunch of concerned looks from your classmates some asked a bunch of questions to see if you were ok even iida and Momo frantically wanted to come in and check on you but Bakugo completely shut it down saying he'll explain what happen

"Those fucking pests..." momo said with venom in her voice and the others agree they were in a rage how could anyone do that to sweet little you! You didn't even do anything! Everyone was now arguing and bickering about what to do with her some mina suggested beating her up and threatening her but Tokoyami disagreed and said blackmail Ochako suggested spreading a fake rumor so people she would be ostracized from the whole school but- "I think that's enough out of all of you" everyone quickly turned around to see Aizawa looking tried and pissed "M-Mr Aizawa we can explain-" "Silence I don't wanna hear it y'all did enough I'll handle that girl in the morning the rest of you head to bed now" the class groaned and head to bed still plotting up a plan in their mind

The next day when you were about to walk to class you heard screaming and begging "WHAT DO YOU MEAN IM GETTING EXPELLED?!" the girl's eyes were full of tears showing at Principal Nezu still keeping a smile on his face "I'm sorry but we made up our minds we are a bullying free environment we can't have a soon to be hero bullying other soon to be heroes for who they like" nezu said while taking a sip of tea the girl's angry yells of protest turning to ugly sobbing and begging she ran pass you crying loudly

You were stunned but were walking into class "Morning everyone!" just when you walked in everyone was huddling around you mina was hugging you tightly like her life depended on it " y/n! Are you ok do you need some more time?!" " we can go to a cool butterfly Zoo Kota recommended to make you feel better *Kero*" "Here I got you think adorable music box with your favorite tune on it" Momo handled the music box "I'll bake you some sweets to make you feel better!" Sato butted in everyone else was cooing and gifting your stuff to help you "feel better" Luckily bakugo pulled you away but was also checking to see if you were ok everyone was bickering at Bakugo for being selfish but was quiet down when Aziawa came

After class when you were headed to your 2nd period Aizawa stopped you for a second "Uh yes sensei?" he walked up to you "I heard you were feeling sad yesterday ur feeling better now brat?" you shrugged "Yea just some night with someone got bad and weirdly enough now they're getting expelled kinda harsh honestly " Aizawa shrugged his shoulders as well "Thats too bad but let's worried you being stable and ready for hero training this afternoon" you quickly nodded your head and smiled with determination "Yes sensei! I am!" he let you go to your next class unaware that a evil smirk was forming on his face

#yandere x reader #yandere bnha #yandere ua #tw yandere #tw obsessive behavior #yandere class 1a #yandere mha #platonic yandere #tw stalking #bnha fluff #Yandere platonic bakugo

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can u span more on the courtney joins team escope idea?? im really interested!

Okay, so full warning this idea was inspired by think pink from grease: the rise of the pink ladies. I highly recommend listening to the song. I'm just saying that if they had to sing, that would 100% be the song.

Also, warning for mentions of underaged drinking.

So, to me at least, each member of team E-scope can offer something to Courtney with their friendship, especially post cheating arc. And this isn't just all three of them being against cheating and generally not caring about other people's opinions.

Eva wouldn't judge her for her anger or emotions on the situation, in fact she'd probably help her with them. Like going and wrecking stuff. Whatever it is, she wouldn't shame Courtney for acting like a human being. Then there's the fact that they're both competitive, they'd definitely both do bets and dares with each other.

Neha isn't afraid of speaking her mind. Or of Duncan. She would very much verbally massacre him to his face and she and Courtney both have the whole brainy thing going on. And then there's the fact that she's already friends with crazy people so when Courtney shows her more intense side, Neha's just going to accept that she has another crazy.

And Izzy? Izzy would get her to unwind, to have fun without needing to be competitive. Put her in situations where she can just let loose and doesn't need to think about Duncan or Gwen. She gets Courtney to see that she doesn't need to be in charge and maintain order- sometimes a little chaos is necessary.

Just imagine, Courtney, Izzy and Eva getting into friendly brawls with each other. Courtney, Izzy and Neha plotting schemes with each other. Courtney, Eva and Neha teaming up to destroy someone. The four of them teaming up to pull pranks on people. They'd definitely wage war on Chef and Chris. Since Izzy keeps trying to fight Chef and Courtney has a grudge against Chris. Neha and Eva would definitely be up to it, no questions.

Courtney thinking she and Neha are the more rational of the group only for it to turn out that Neha is just an enabler and Izzy barely needs to convince Courtney to join in on their shenanigans.

The four of them sneaking out of the hotel in Hawaii to explore and cause chaos like visiting a festival or going to a bar with fake IDs, or getting their hair dyed or getting matching pink leather jackets that they customise or doing all of them before the finale.

Like, it's after Duncan's elimination and Gwen is trying to get Courtney to forgive her in front of everyone, practically peer pressuring her.

But she won't stop, and she hasn't stopped since Courtney was eliminated and it doesn't help that everyone else is telling her just to forgive her already.

Even Bridgette who she thought was her friend. And when they think she's not in earshot, she can hear Gwen complaining about how she didn't do anything wrong and Courtney is being unreasonable for not forgiving her for 'a mistake'. A mistake. And they all comfort Gwen as if she's the victim and Courtney is in the wrong.

Either way, Gwen's doing it again and it's in front of everyone. Not just the usual suspects. But this time, this time Duncan chipped in, telling her she just had a stick up her butt and was just being petty and stupid for no reason.

And Courtney wants to snap at them, wants to yell that they're the ones being stupid. But they'll all look at her and treat her like she's insane or a bomb ready to explode again and she might actually cry if they do because it's been non-stop and she doesn't want to cry in front of everybody and-

Then 'Noah' comes to her defense, snapping at Duncan and insulting everyone else in the same breath.

As predicted, Duncan doesn't take this well, grabbing the front of 'Noah's' shirt and threatening him. But then Eva gets involved and punches him, getting Noah out of his grasp in the same move and standing between them. Then Izzy is grabbing her arm and taking her away from the situation and calling for the other two who follow and what is going on.

So she gets adopted into the group, learns Neha is a girl, Eva is kinder than she looks and Izzy is actually a fun person.

And they go on their first girl night, sneaking out to see some kind of festival. Then, Izzy gets an amazing idea and gets them all fake ID's.

The night before the finale they go out again but this time they go drinking. The night ends up with them crashing on Izzy's bed, each of them with a pink strand of hair, customised jackets and the room littered with drinks they bought but didn't drink.

They're all hungover when they come to, hungover and have to go through another day of filming so Izzy has another amazing idea, how can they be hungover if they're drunk?

The finale... With a twist

Yeah, they show up drunk, not that anyone notices at first. Courtney goes to sit on Alejandro's side, subsequently bringing the other girls with her.

Then, when it comes to volunteers, Courtney does and sees that Cody volunteered for Heather which gave her an amazing idea.

Just imagine how funny the sight would be.... drunk Courtney convinces Chris to let the helpers be team E-scope for Alejandro and the drama brothers for Heather. To prove who the superior group is and Chris agrees.

It turns into a brawl with 4 very drunk teens going against the drama bros.

Courtney goes for Harold, still harvesting a very big grudge from season one. They're full on wrestling and Courtney is clearly winning.

Eva has Trent in a headlock and is cackling like a madwoman while Trent tries -and fails- to escape.

Izzy is just playing with Cody. Pouncing on him, pinning him down then letting him go, only to repeat the process over and over and over again. Like a game of cat and mouse.

Then Justin takes his top off to save his brother's in arms, effectively stunning the three.

Only for Neha to come out of nowhere and tackle him. Then she's got him pinned down and is stuffing her wig in his mouth ranting on about pretty boys needing to shut up.

.... The potential chaos.

And Chris? Chris immediately clicks on to what happened, what is happening. It isn't very hard considering the minor dent in his personal bank account recently. But it's funny and teens beating each other up make quality television.

So in conclusion, I believe that adding Courtney to team E-scope would not only cause so much more chaos, but would also give Courtney a friend group of girls who would not kiss her boyfriend and restore peace to the TD universe.

If it was during competition then they would become everybody else's problem.

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The four of them forming a band for the sole purpose of getting more views than the drama brother's hit song out of nothing but pure s p i t e.

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writingoddess1125 · 2 years ago

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The Buggy Twins as Adults pt. 2 🤡 🤡

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• When the guys get their incredibly high bounty they realize quickly- They actually need a crew and ship.

• It was only the blessings of some sick God that was keeping them alive and pure stupid luck. But they needed a ship-

• Which for them was easier said then done.

• In truth Buggy had gifted them a ship when they first set sail- However it burned down after Bee was trying to make a new bomb and it quite literally exploded it his face-

• Which was what lead them to the Marine Base, which was also accidently exploded by you guest it- Bee

• So a ship was needed Pronto

Dee looked over the maps to the nearest village, their small dingy bobbing him side to side as he looked over his compass.

"This is so fucking stupid-" He groaned, looking to his brother who was snoring barely a foot from him. Dee kicking his brother hard on the shin making his twin shoot up in surprise.

"Hey watch it!-" Bee grumbled as he glared at his brother, fixing the hat on his head as he saw Dee glare at him.

"Watch it my ass- We need a real fucking ship yesterday. How come you manage to blow up a damn navel base but can't find a proper ship!?" He screamed as his brother shrugged it off in a lazy matter.

"Lucky!? We have a 500,000,000 berry on our head and no God damn ship! We are fucked"

"Lucky I guess?-" Bee said which made Dee damn near blow a fuse.

"Well maybe we don't have to be-"

Bee said with a smirk as he pointed ahead, Seeing a growing mass right in the distance. Dee's eyes widened at this, looking at the map in confusion.

"Wait- There are no islands for at least another day or two what is that?-"

Bee smirked at this as he winked at his twin.

"It's a floating military base dear brother. Aka our ticket to supplies and a ship-"

• The twins despite better judgment rowed their little dingy to the side of the massive tanker and climbed up- Thanks to Dee's devil fruit abilties.

• Bee whistled at the sight of her, She was hot to say the least- Long red hair and face that was soft and delicate paired with the guns at her hip he wondered if she was good with her han-

• In truth it was far easier then they expected-

• The twins slinked through the ship, Fortunate that they were able to disguise themselves far better as it just required removing their makeup and stashing the fake red nose in their pockets. Deciding shirtless was better since they looked like lazy cadets who had rolled out of bed-

• Snagging a few hats and rushing with other groups they separated. Bee to make a distraction and Dee to find some supplies and hopefully take over the ship.

• Bee walked through the corridors of the ship, hiding in random spots to hopefully get to the helm.

• She turned the corner and he realized she was sneaking around too... deciding that it was best to leave her be.

• He had other things to do anyway-

• Dee went down below and saw that the ship was towing another- clearly a captured pirate ship of sorts. Which ment there was a crew on board.

Going down to the brig he snuck through, his head lowered like some cadet who was terrified. Glancing about he noted the lazed security, sneaking in he didn't see a whole crew but instead a lone guy chained up- each arm chained seperate and he had clearly been well beaten.

"If you're here to try again you aren't getting squat- You hit like a girl" He stranger grumbled-

"No im not a Marine- I'm not going to do whatever they've done to you" Dee said calmly, glancing around to look for keys.

"Is that your ship they are towing?" Dee questioned, the man glancing up and he saw yellow for a split second.

"Yes?.."

"If I get you out of here, can we all use your ship to go? Me and my brother need one" Dee admitted, feeling like honesty was the best option.

"Whats you and your brothers name?" He questioned.

"Dee and Bee... the Buggy Twins" He heard the man snort a laugh at this and nodded in agreement to the terms.

Dee stared at the man, Hesitant for only a moment before pulling out two pins from his hair and cracking the cage open. Starting on each arm of the chain to get him out, till pausing when he felt cold metal touch his head.

"Woah Woah-" Here helping Dee said calmly, glancing to see some red head girl pointing the gun at his face.

"Hold it Vi- He's with us.." The black haired man said quickly.

"Besides I'm Bullet Proof so let's lower the gun. We can all board the ship and get out of here before we get executed? Sound like a Deal?" Dee said quickly.

She lowered the gun quickly and sighed- "And here I thought you were anti-social Alu.." She said with a roll of his eyes. "This is Vivian, my gunner and hopefully first mate" The prisoner introduced as Dee finished taking off his final restraints.

The red head rolled her eyes "In your dreams... and Let's go-"

• The trio ran through the corridors. Hiding whenever solider passed them by and keeping low-

• However it seemed they were having better luck then the other twin. While had found himself at the haul of the ship all right- along with the Vice-Admiral of the ship.

"H-Hey There Cap just passing throu-" She cut him a look and held a hand up up.

"That is by far the worse get up of a pirate sneaking on my ship... are you stupid?" She questioned.

Bee stared at the Vice-Admiral watching as she pulled a sword and glared at him, noting he didnt even have a chance to lie.

"Fucking Pirates.. getting lazier by the day" She hissed at his idiocy, blade raised already to cut him down but he held up his hands with a dazzling smile.

"Woah Woah- before you off me Wanna see a magic trick?" Bee said with a wink making the women look at him comfused- Before in less then a second he pulled put 3 balls suddently and tossed them her way, her immediate reaction to swipe them away with her sword that was till mid air she saw the skulls painted on them.

"Shit-!"

BOOM!-

• The trio jumping from the massive ship to the lower towed away ship- As they Fell Vivian shooting at the rope connecting them to seperate.

• As the exposition hit the trio heard it and the alarms that rang out. Dee grabbing the two of them quickly already knowing it was his twin

• "MOVE Move!" He yelled as they went to the back of the ship were the smaller pirate vessel was being towed.

"GO GO! NOW!" Vi screamed as the three started to set sail to get as far away as possible.

The Marines seeing this as the sounds of Marines yelling 'THE PRISONER IS ESCAPING' Sounded and gunfire rang out from the Marines trying to shoot at them.

"DONT FORGET ME YOU ASSHOLES!" Bee screamed as the Marines shot behind him- soot covering his face as he clearly was caught in the explosion. Swan diving onto the smaller ship face first into solid wood. But it was better then being shot at!

• The prisoner helping the other blue haired teen to his feet-

• "Did you cause that fucking explosion?" He questioned as the twin of the man who saved him groaned and nodded.

• "Not spooky dude.. Alucare.. Dracule Alucare" He dark haired man grumbled, pushing back his dark locks as he looked at the twins. Both seeing the undeniable yellow eyes of the famed pirate lord son.

• "Damn right spooky dude.." Bee groaned out, The prisoner sighing as he helped him up.

• Canon fire rocking the ship as they all yelled and tried to stay put. As the ship groaned and creaked from the attack- Vivian jumping up quickly to help set the sails to get the ship moving faster.

• "Dracule? Like Mihawk? Holy shit dude your dad is like super famous!" Bee said in shock, Alucare shrugging at this. "Same goes with you.. The Buggy Twins, sons of a Yonko and having 500,000,000 Berry for the both of you. Not bad" The two men nodding in agreement of fluffing egos.

• Vivian rolling her eyes at both of them.

• "Wait how were you even arrested? You and your family are kind bad asses?" Bee questioned amused, The dark haired man sighing heavily.

• "Better term would be hunted down-" Alucare grumbled, rolling his shoulder with a heavy sigh.

• "Hunted? By who man!?" Bee yelled, Alucare glancing back at the massive ship thay they were sailing away from- Clearly the explosive damage from the Buggy Twins forcing the Marine Boat to stop for repairs completely and forcing the pirates to sail on woth minimum damage.

• "By her-" Alucare explained as he pointed out to the massive ship and the person who was clearly fuming standing at the front of the ship, Dressed in ger vice admiral uniform she glared hard down at the group of small time pirates- Fist clenched over her sword as she knew it was foolish to chase them.

• "The youngest and probably most brutal Vice-Admiral in history.. Lyra Beckman-" Alucare said with a hearty sigh- Bee jaw dropping.

• "WE FINALLY HAVE A CREW!" Bee yelled as the rest stared at the Clown, even Dee rolling his eyes.

• "Fuck dude-"

• "Fuck indeed... Now let's get some distance before she decides killing me is more important then ship repairs"

• They all agreed and began to haul ass away- until they were sure they were safe enough from the ship and it was a dot in the horizon. Vi glaring at Alucare before tossing a wrapped bundle at him, Opening it to glance and see some clothes and his sword.

• "Don't expect me to rescue you again-" She said shortly. Alucare brushing her off as he went to get changed.

• Bee took note of this- A swordsman... a Gunner.. his brother as a Navigator-

• "We are not a crew!" They all yelled at him.

#x reader #one peice x reader #one piece #one peice live action #buggy one piece #buggy the clown x reader #buggy x reader #dad buggy #buggy twins #Buggy!children

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thepointofme · 8 months ago

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mind full of thoughts of erik accidentally being sent back to the past and staying with the x men until they find a way to send him back to the future and present erik being jealous charles with his future version.

ok so in my head here the timeline is different from xmfc, it takes longer for erik to find shaw so he stays with charles for at least three years and they open the school together. there's no beach divorce or charles getting paralyzed but the divorce eventually happens bc erik never gave up on his revenge plan, ends up killing shaw at some point, this causes a massive fight between him and charles and he decides to go on his own bc they're both too stubborn to meet each other in the middle. a year and a half passes after their dramatic divorce and this is precisely when future!erik arrives. in his mid/late 40s from twenty years now on, this erik is not that different from present!erik, they still look the same, save from how future!erik has shorter hair, a stubble, and a few more wrinkles.

the major difference lies in his posture. future!erik carries himself with more genuine confidence than his present version, since he's obviously older and has way more experience, he's way more confident in his powers and doesn't rely (that much) on anger anymore to use them. hes just.. a bit more calm. doesn't look like a bomb ready to explode. and this is what makes charles orbit around him like a moth to the flame. i keep thinking about young charles absolute FASCINATED with this version of erik, bc that's the man he loves so much, his dearest friend, now older and mature and comfortable in his own skin. this is exactly what charles wanted for erik and its right in front of him, after a year and a half of being away from erik, all that hurt and pain.. and future!erik is ACHING and YEARNING so badly like i bet he regrets all the things he did that hurt charles and always had those 'what ifs' in the back of his mind, 'what if he could change the past' 'what if he could change the way he treated charles' and now he has this version of charles, the first version of him he learned how to love, still full of hope for the world and with that soft look on his beautiful blue eyes.. he wants to make things right this time. so while hank is trying to find a way to send him back to his time, charles and erik spend their days together, playing chess and talking and talking and talking.

charles sees erik interacting with alex and helping him with his powers, everybody is still at shock to see how he's way more patient than his present version, and charles is about to EXPLODEEE with so much love. and in the middle of all this we have present!erik, hurt and bitter with his fresh 'magneto' suit of armor bc now he's the leader of the brotherhood of mutants, seeing this man who clames to be him in the future following charles around like a puppy, making charles smile and blush, he's about to start a new war. he also stays with the x men bc he wants to send his future version to the future as soon as he can, he's there to "keep an eye on him".

it goes like this until one day charles and future!erik are talking in the balcony of charles' room, they're talking normally and they simply CANT take their eyes off each other until charles blurts out of nowhere "are you happy? at peace? or at least getting there?" and erik says after a few seconds looking at him ".. im getting there." and charles smiles bright like the sun, holds one of his hands saying "good" and the moment is so soft and delicate and intimate they end up kissing. slow and wet and romantic with their bodies pressed against each other totally lost to the rest of the world, none of them hear the door opening until is too late and suddenly there's another erik in the room, furious. thats where things get interesting!!!!!! present!erik is absolutely out of his mind and tries to attack future!erik with his powers, but future!erik is more powerful and doesn't even bat an eye (thinking about present!erik trying to choke future!erik with that necklace he uses in dark phoenix but future!erik simply uses his powers to put it in present!erik's neck to choke him instead) until charles get in the middle ordering them to stop because theyre being ridiculous.

its just too funny the idea of erik fighting with himself bc other version of him got to kiss charles before him (got to kiss charles at all) and future!erik tauts him by saying that he could have that if he wasn't too much of a coward to act on his feelings and charles is a little offended how they're talking about him as if hes not there but hes also getting all hot and bothered bc cmon there's Two eriks fighting over him and theyre both so hot and attractive in the same AND different ways he's sweating a little!!! and then future!erik kisses him again... gets behind him gently pushes his body close to present!erik.. who looks at him as if he's pained and then he also kisses charles... they end up taking charles to paris if you know what i mean

#erik jealous of himself is so funny like brother in christ thats YOU #youre crazy girl please never change #x men #x men movies #x men first class #x men days of future past #x men dark phoenix #charles xavier #professor x #erik lehnsherr #magneto #cherik

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fy0lin · 1 month ago

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i saw some mizi hate in the alnst tags and im??

the main gist of it was that she was selfish for exploding the stage and that she was a bad person for not acknowledging suas plans to lose, along with saying she was a bad person for beating up luka,,.

and like?? no shit she was being selfish?? we are shown starting in ruler of my heart that she isnt doing well mentally, and it's extremely obvious that she was struggling with suas death and that she wasnt coping very well. how did they want her to react? should she have been acting cheerful, and told the other resistance members "oh well, we'll get em next time guys!!"??

her last living friend from anakt 'died', and then hyuna died immediately after by an avoidable accident caused by luka's selfishness in wanting to see hyuna. she was already extremely shaken to the point of being unresponsive by till 'dying' just as she reached him, and then hyuna died by a misfire almost immediately after.

she has gotten the hope that she could save one of her friends, and then he 'died' in front of her and so did hyuna. there is no scenario where she does not react negatively to this, of course she acted drastically and severely.

and then, saying she was a bad person for not acknowledging suas plans, what was she meant to do there?? she had planned with sua to tie, so she was probably already aware sua didnt find it likely it would happen. even if she didnt already know that much, what would her saying something have achieved?

sua already had the idea in her head, mizi was sure her plan would work. even if it didnt, its not like they could back out of alien stage. one of the patreon comics shows that she went to anakt planning on entering alien stage, and there was no way she could convince the caretakers to pull sua out anyways, and she still wanted to compete and tie with sua.

then they say she is a bad person for beating up luka for 'no reason' and like?? what do you mean, no reason? hyuna died because of his hasty actions. sure, he didnt shoot the gun, but the gun wouldn't've been shot if he hadnt gone to her. hyuna made the decision to jump in front of the bullet, and someone else made the decision to shoot the gun, but that doesn't change that hyuna died.

mizi was already in an extremely bad mental state, and for hyuna to die to someone who had already caused her to black out and beat up once before, was it really all that surprising that she went to beat him up? im not saying it was okay, but it didnt come from nowhere and it makes sense when you look at mizi's actions so far anyways.

on top of all of that, mizi didnt do any of these things and then claim she was a good person from it. in the patreon comic and in the beginning of KARMA itself, she shows that she feels that she is a bad person. you dont need to read the patreon comic to know how she feels about it, it's the first thing said in KARMA.

specifically in KARMA, she says "stop pretending to be righteous, neither you nor i deserve to be saved." she was clearly projecting onto him her feelings about herself, she knows what she is doing is wrong, and says it out loud even. i cant even imagine how you could watch KARMA and think she did all that feeling like she was a good person.

she likely bombed the stadium and all the beings inside it because of that belief that none of them deserved to be saved or continue living after all that happened. all the aliens and human pets that watched, the person that shot hyuna, luka for causing the bullet to be shot, mizi herself for being too late to save till, none of them are in the right. none of them are righteous.

it doesnt take a lot of analysis to see that mizi wasnt acting in her right mind or that she did those things knowing that it wasnt right. as far as i see it, its even clearly stated (if not in exact words) and shown to us viewers that she isnt righteous or stable, her deterioration starting from the end of my clematis, even.

unrelated to mizi, the poster also said that it didnt make sense that there was so much media coverage over the explosion and that it was called a tragedy by the aliens when the human deaths were half the point of alien stage, and im just?? the stadium blew up?? we had 3 slow-mo shots of aliens being pelted in the head by falling debris and dying?? it obviously wasnt called a tragedy because of the human deaths??

im gonna finish this by going back to the beginning where mizi was called selfish, and im just gonna say that in alien stage, it is shown over snd over again that the characters are acting selfishly, and hating on mizi for her actions makes no sense (esp when ops favorite is luka??)

sua is selfish for deciding shed rather die than participate honestly and risk mizis death (and then for hiding this from mizi, even tho she found out lol), ivan is selfish for sacrificing himself for till, for barely giving his first opponent time to sing, and for admonishing suas similar decision, till is selfish for his sabotage against his opponent in r2, luka is selfish for his manipulation of the other contestants and his want for monopolization of hyuna, and hyuna is selfish for her decision to die and haunt luka.

tldr: alien stage shows us characters being selfish over and over again, mizi isnt some big bad evil mistress for being selfish, her actions weren't made with her feeling that she was a saint, and she even said herself that she wasnt righteous.

#rambling fyo #before anyone says anything‚ ik it was a hatepost towards mizi bc it was started off by op saying 'just watched KARMA and i hate mizi now!!#fighting off mizi haters with a stick‚ leave my girl aloneee #alien stage #alnst #alnst mizi #alnst luka #mizi alien stage #luka alien stage #alien stage mizi #alient stage luka #alien stage analysis #ps: ik some of the italics werent necessary‚ i added them so it was easier to read and pay attention lol

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where-spar0w-barks · 5 days ago

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(OMG Please ignore the previous message and read this one... I forgot to proofread the content and adjust the format and mistakenly clicked "Send Question" God im so stupid😢)

Hiii dears🏃🏻‍♀️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️back with my overly long reply sorryxD I swear there aren't many questions this time...What's more are my unnecessary thoughts and descriptions;3

OH sweet spar0w🥺You can definitely place my question after your personal life and the creation of shift 2 without any sense of guilt because your life is more important and I'll always be your loyal wait-person you hardworking gorgeous🥺🤲🏻❤️Just take good care of yourself...When I saw that the text of shift 2 had already reached over 55k and there would be more scenes, I was thinking "OMG We're gonna have a sumptuous FEAST YIPPEEEEEEE!!!!!"

To 🐛: Awwwww thank youuuuuuu my enthusiastic friend 🐛❤️...Don't worry I guessed the situation that our questions were like a string of wrongly fastened buttons, with buttons and button holes always misaligned xDD no matter what, your enthusiasm can sooth all my worries😉🌹 My inspiration was sparked by your discussion with dear spar0w, so I wrote a lot of things about this story again...

so...

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1.About BB the nickname: When I first saw this usage in the cute question 「if Lane, BB and Amelia are dogs, what kind are they」, I thought it was very interesting(and easy to type xD) and so cute with huge contrast...It looks a bit like calling Biker Boy "baby" awwwww...

so I wonder what would happen if we called Biker Boy with some sweet and cute pet names like baby, honey, darling or even sweetheart (to this extent on purpose xD)? Would he blush, feel embarrassed but secretly like it?

(2.Some nonsense: I just wanna say... I had thought about those kill parts (BB might kill himself after MC's death/He is very prone to the urge to kill his son/the daughter might kill her mother), but I felt I was overthinking it and didn't want me to look like a love-obsessed person who wants BB to think of nothing but MC and might do anything too extreme. So I didn't have the nerve to write them down...

But you guys were just: Yes that could happen or That's just things how crazy can get (*directly* ) so I was like: WAIT WHAAAAAAAAT REALLY HOLY SHIT (the bomb exploded in my head🤯)(in a good way)

3.What I most can't figure out is why Biker Boy would still develop possessiveness towards his daughter when MC is STILL BY HIS SIDE (and let's assume she truly LOVES him at that time)? Is one MC not enough for him to love (and control/possess)? If MC, the woman he only loves and cares about (in a romantic sense), won't leave him, then what does it matter to him if his daughter is obsessed with someone else? What's the reason behind this? Now how I wish I were a student majoring in psychology...

4.What if the daughter told him her feelings straightforwardly, laid everything out in front of him (the words were as straightforward as when we analyzed problems) (this might not be the style of BB 's daughter, maybe Lane 's cool daughter helped sort it out), or, as 🐛 mentioned, the daughter said sarcastically and humorously, "You're not my boyfriend" (Damn I really love this to death Lmaoooo) Will he still continue to turn a deaf ear and do as he pleases (the control thing)?

And Yes, I really really want to see BB look embarrassed because of this👀

(About Lane's cool daughter: Please refer to 7②)

⚠️5.Dark and NSFW⚠️: I also thought a little more about the possible problems the son might have: Oedipus complex and voyeurism/scopophilia (I hope I have used these concepts correctly)

If in one of their conflicts MC was partial to the son, Biker Boy might make love with her even though he clearly knew that his son in the next room could hear or that the son was peeping...he took this as a punishment for her and the son. He also used this to declare to his son and MC that he was the husband, the one MC loved, the one who can establish a deeper emotional connection with MC legitimately, (last but not least) the dominator of the family.

(If there is any reason that makes him hesitate to do so, it might be that he doesn't want anyone to see/watch(?) MC at THAT time, rather than his son's mental health/sense of shame/ethics and morality...he might only do this once(or not).

I guess if some of the son's actions in the subsequent retaliation hurt MC or endangered their relationship, his son would be over...Biker Boy will do something. For him, the conflicts between father and son would be more straightforward, more violent and more bloody than those between father and daughter...

In this direction, Biker Boy is darker and crazier. Facing such a crazy man(and his crazy son maybe), all types of MCS have a high possibility of being in a passive position, unless she really knows how to control this situation very well... This is a very unfavorable story for mc and female readers. I'm sorry... I think I should shut up now.

6.A gentle hypothetical branch: If BBandMC have a kid who is emotionally STABLE, can adjust their mindset in the face of their father's excessive attention to their mother and neglect of them (for example, just thinking like "Dad loves Mom so much. I'm speechless🙄"), and is not similar to their parents(neither in appearance nor in personality), could they lead a normal family life? Would BB be less overly restrictive of his kid and be more willing to focus on the undisturbed sweet two-person life with MC? Or he still will become overly controlling, leading to the child's rebellion (it's hard for a teenager not to resist THAT kind of orders and restrictions given by BB xDD)

7.I love the girl's daddy Lane... He might be a sweet and funny daddy who is sometimes unreliable but always brings endless joy to this family❤️

But unfortunately, he is also more vulnerable to being manipulated... So if they have a daughter who is good at manipulating others (like BB's), and MC is also easily manipulated, then this girl may easily use emotional guilt or other means to get everything she wants. If MC is not easy to manipulate, then the means she uses to drive a wedge between her parents might work...💔

And...I have some imaginations about Lane and MC's OWN daughter🤔✍🏻🖌

①the SWEET daughter:

A.She is a little short/of medium height. Her long hair is a bit curly and she wears some cute hair accessories (such as star-shaped hair clips⭐️). Sometimes she wears skirts with a slightly fluffy hem. Her appearance is a bit sweet, and so is her personality...a sweetheart.

B.At first, she was a bit like Lane as the somewhat silly husky in one sense, but because she was more "domestic" (she was her parents' little princess. They took good care of her), her personality was softer, more gentle, and easier to be exploited and manipulated.

After meeting BB's daughter, she unconsciously embarked on a dangerous path, and along the way, her own personality might change a little. (but how?hmm...:3)And this change belongs more to her own and has nothing to do with her parents.)

C.This MC might be soft, gentle and kind

②the COOL daughter:

A.Perhaps she wears glasses and often wears T-shirts/hoodies with large artistic characters on them (like the kind Lane likes) and long pants. She might be wearing a chocker and her black hair(not to long) is often tied up in a casual low ponytail. She has grey eyes, and her gaze is sometimes very sharp. This is a cold beauty/a cool girl who is unconventional and independent.

B.She is the kind of person who is very focused on her hobbies (music/computer/computer/idk why but: weapons). She becomes a bit nerdy when talking about her hobbies. She both cares and doesn't care about others' opinions (her attitude varies according to different aspects). She is more rational and calm, unlike Lane (playful and formless), but she has her own unique sense of humor.

She might have clearly known what BB's daughter was doing, but because BB's daughter was so charming (a heartbreaking bad girl who was broken and also broke others' heart), she might have indulged her in doing smth or using her as a tool.

C.Sometimes she would make fun of Lane and roll her eyes at him (but she loves her dad); This MC might be calm and rational. Her personality is a bit cold, and her emotions don't fluctuate much.

③the MEAN/REBELLIOUS daughter:

A.She is tall and has dishevel, medium-length black straight hair. She has body piercings too. She often dresses in rock/punk style, wears rivet ornaments and loose-fitting ripped jeans. She smokes often.

B.She is more like (young) Lane or even more so. She has a bad temper, is laid-back and always shows up with F word and dirty jokes, but there is also a tender side to her heart.

Although she seems fierce and hard to get along with, among the three types of daughters, she might be the one who is most easily manipulated and exploited by BB's daughter. These two girls became "friends" as soon as they met/They are enemies/They have changed from enemies to friends.

C.This girl's relationship with her father might not be very good. (Hmmm...in this case, about this MC...? Passed away? Left Lane and daughter and ran away from home? (after all Lane doesn't looks like a husband material XD). Or her relationship with Lane deteriorated and they always quarrel? Or perhaps she's just the type who is not easy to deal with and not good at educating children, and this daughter inherits her parents.)

Plus: I think the construction of BB 's daughter' s image belongs more to 🐛, but I also imagine by myself (im sorry👉🏻👈🏻) that she may have had a lot of ear piercings (these become part of her fashion while also being a kind of harm to her body, perhaps this is her attempt in the early stage of self-harm) and a pair of captivating eyes.

Her eyes are full of vitality and very aggressive beauty when applying mascara and eyeliner, (perhaps I was unconsciously influenced by spar0w's PFP when writing this because of those impressive eyes...🤔☺️) and after removing these cosmetics, she looks a little tired and fragile.

She has a slim figure or may be too thin (because she lost her appetite). She has a small but beautifully shaped chest (She looks very attractive when she unbuttons her shirt very low. Her behavior might have been deliberate, but it was a kind of casual attraction/allure.)

8.A new storyline that had a bad ending in my previous message: the kid died and the parents got divorced.

In fact, I didn't write enough about the impact that the death of their kid should have had on the couple after their divorce. So this story can also be regarded as a storyline that MC couldn't stand the possessiveness and control of BB over the years, and thus they broke up and they never had children.

But perhaps only when BB's madness caused MC to lose their kid could he be guilty enough to let her go...or it was because he could no longer bear the fact that the woman he loved looked at him with hatred and disgust every day.

（So these are my last QUESTIONS: If MC showed extreme aversion and pain towards being by his side, would he still insist? Could he bear the woman he loves looking at him with resentment and disgust every day? If he let her go, was it more to make her feel better, or was he in too much pain?) (If it involves spoilers, just ignore them:3）

Now let's get back to the story. Even if they divorce, he must still be haunting... He will pick up some things he did before they officially met... He will stalk his ex-wife and keep an eye on your life from the shadows. And he also wants to join in.

Although his principles still follow you far away without too much interference, after being your husband for many years, the scope of far away has changed. He will fix the door lock of your new place. (He once saw you holding a huge shopping bag in one hand and struggling to twist the key that slipped into the lock hole with the other.) (But he has a way to get in.) He will change a brighter light bulb for you, and occasionally leave behind a food or a small item you like on the table. You have no choice but to roll your eyes and accept that part of his intrusion and infiltration into your life. It's impossible to completely get rid of him (perhaps even in the most hidden part of your heart, you don't want to).

Maybe sometimes when you come home from work, you will pass by him waiting at the dim alley entrance ahead. Maybe he is expecting something. Maybe you were softened a little by his considerate? behavior of yesterday, and you turned your head to glance at him briefly. Maybe you were enraged by his still secretly controlling everything, just frowning and stomping your feet in anger as you passed by. More often than not, when you are too tired, you just pretend as if nothing has happened and walk over without saying a word. You have to walk through because what will happen if you disappear is unknown.

Divorce. how weird and delicate the feeling is when this word is used in the relationship with him. It's hard to imagine that he would easily let go of his mouth that had bitten you and let you go. It's also hard (but weirdly exciting) to imagine that make a human contract in a civilized society with such a beast (and even break it).

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oooook I'm done👉🏻👈🏻Thank you for your patient reading🥺I had never tried a brainstorming session where many people discussed a story before. So enjoyable, so excited, so happiness and so many words... When I was writing these, I was powerless because I could only convey the content of the plot and couldn't control the rhetorical effect of the specific words (although in my native language I wasn't outstanding eitherXD, but at least at that time I could ensure the smoothness of the sentences). Thank you again for being willing to endure my torment to you xDD

*My reason: I should have waited until the latest question and reply from 🐛 were sent out before sending my new questions and I can also adjust my content...

*My emotions: (Looking at the rapidly growing content in my memo) I WANNA SEND THEM RIGHT!!!NOW!!!

(Buuut I swear next time I'll wait a little longer...

So now I'm just: Click send👆🏻

(LOVE YOU ALL❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ and I will drink a lot of water🧊)

HIII KOLEN AND 🐛!!! 💖💖💖💖

I AM FINALLY ANSWERING OMFGGG I MISSED YOU TWOOO :3

i apologize again cuz i feel kinda guilty but now ill be more active dw :333 i hope you two take care of yourself too and maybe that little “break” (not sure if i can call that a break xD) helped you to think more about 🐛’s amazing story :3 !!💖💖💖💖💖

1- AHAHHAHAH YESS XDD in fact i read your ask a long ago when you sent it obviously and i added a moment like that with MC being like “oh wait it sounds like baby…” xDDD i wrote that BECAUSE OF YOU KOLEN XD

honestly if you called BB something super sweet like “baby” or “honey” on purpose just to mess with him hed be SO flustered LMAO xD

2- NOOO omg please dont feel bad or like you were “overthinking” it xDD weve ALL thought about those unhinged extremes xD and it makes sense in this kind of story. BB is already the kind of man who goes too far when it comes to MC, so imagining him doing something awful or irreversible when he loses her is very real for the kind of unstable love he has. youre not love-obsessed, youre just narratively accurate lol xD

3- okay this is such a good question *-* i think this isnt about love (not the normal sense at least xD) for BB love is control so even if MC is still by his side, that doesnt mean hes “secure” or satisfied. deep down i think hes terrified of losing her, and that fear leaks into everything.

like when his daughter starts showing signs of independence, or when she puts someone else before him he sees it as betrayal/ as someone else “stealing” whats his just like he always feared someone might steal MC

its not that his daughter replaces MC in his heart (VERY NOT!!) its that she becomes another “thing” he feels entitled to own and protect in the same twisted way (also bc well, she is HIS BLOOD and he hates the idea of anyone else having her attention bc it scratches at that panic he feels with the MC too)

4- even if she laid everything out clearly i think BB would be shocked silent, like it actually hits him hard but not bc he didnt know about it (bc well he knows), but because hearing it out loud from her makes it real. but that doesnt mean hell just stop.

more like i think hell just try to change strategy (like become less obvious but still stay involved in her life)

5- WOW this is so interesting and disturbing for sure! but it does track with how twisted BB could get in certain branches of 🐛’s story :3 yes youre right and it makes sense (the need to dominate, to remind everyone in the house who “belongs” to who especially when BB feels threatened)

the fight between father and son would definitely be more physical and violent while the stuff with the daughter is more emotional and manipulative, and i think thats SO COOOL like for 🐛’s i already imagine the choice to be a girl or a boy and thatll change the whole story (this is so cool im jealous of the idea xDDD)

6- I LOVE THAT SOFTER VERSION!! i think itd be like the “neutral” branch of 🐛´s story (i say that but OFC its to 🐛 to decide, its just my thoughts xDD)

i think if the kid is emotionally stable and just not reactive to BBs intensity that would help a lot. i could see BB being way less harsh in this case like, if the kid isnt “in the way” or “stealing” MCs attention and theyre not trying to rebel or get too close, he can actually kinda “ignore” them.

BB might still be controlling in general but would totally prefer focusing on his “perfect little bubble” with MC if the kid doesnt disrupt it.

i think if MC knows how to keep BB grounded and the kid learns to navigate around his moods this version of the family might actually seems normal????

7- yes Lane would actually be a great dad (not perfect ofc xD) but yeah hes definitely the type to get emotionally played :( (sad emoji bc hes my cutie patootie)

①the SWEET daughter: OH YEAH SHES SO LANE CODED LIKE A LITTLE ”SWEET” VERSION OF LANE I LOVE THIS XD i love the “she was her parents' little princess” this is sooo cute and i think she adores her goofy dad who lets her stay up late and tells her dumb jokes that make her giggle even if theyre not funny

i am a bit sad tho xD i hope Lanes daughter and BBs daughter will NEVER meet bc i absolutely adore that version!! and I LOVE that you said its not her parents fault, its just bc sometimes people grow in shadows even if they were raised in the light :3

(im gonna cry i dont wanna imagine Lane being sad about that)

②the COOL daughter: i absolutely LOVE THIS TOO because she gives off (WARNING SPOILER SHIFT 2)

Amelia energy and its so cool bc (in my story, not 🐛’s one OFC XD) Amelia is actually Lanes older sister and was that kinda teenager when she was younger!! (like bullying her brother etc very mean girls vibes/the kind of girl who only talks when she has something to say and when she does its sharp and smart)

i also feel that version of the daughter would even fall in love with BBs daughter ?

③the MEAN/REBELLIOUS daughter: literally Lane 2.0 xD like the same idgaf vibes but also yeah, with that “i care too much and idk to deal with it”

the fact that shes the one BBs daughter could manipulate the most is so cool too bc since shes Lane 2.0 it makes a lot of sense!! what makes me sad (again) is that she has the same temper as Lane so yeah their relationship might not be good…

+i wanna imagine BBs daughter too xD!! idk why but i imagine her more like with a “normal” (I DONT SAY HAVING PIERCINGS/DIFFERENT STYLES ETC ISNT NORMAL!!!!) but i mean like a “classic” appearance idk why xD

ofc its to 🐛to decide :3 just expressing my thoughts here! (thank you Kolen i will stare at you with my eyes while u sleep xD)

8- aaahh yes that branch with the bad ending is SOO SADDDD

for my BB it involves spoilers so ill just say that: he wont let her go x)

AND YEAHHH you just dont walk away from a man like that x) maybe he wants you to "feel" him even if hes not in the room... i think the MC would call the cops at some point, and this would be very interesting to see his reaction!! i very like your line "...hard to imagine making a human contract in a civilized society with such a beast" THIS IS SO CREEPY XDDD

i hope it helped for 🐛's story and imagination :3 its fun imagining the characters in another situation/story :D

LOVE YOUUUUUU DRINK WATER💖💖💖💖💖💖 (i will answer 🐛's ask no worried :3)

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