#IM SO OBSESSED HELPPP!!!!!!!!

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Sketchbook rough doodles I did today, mostly cam

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HERETIC (2024)

[rainingcatsandjune]

i've been hyperfixating on sam for only a week after my friend introduced me to him but rahdfjksgsjdifgkfjgh kjfgsdfgh im so obsessed

i hope the fanbase on tumblr accepts these sam doodles

(the dentist one is what i made right after listening to sam's imperium audio ASHDAJHDF i have not watched the rest of imperium besides his video oml)

[luvvyd0vey]

Aghhhuiefwefni I cannot say enough how much I love Yandere x Willing Reader omfg <333

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[become-the-story]

Hello Guys !

Look who's back haha

Life's been crazy and believe it or not I got off kpop for a little while {I mean I still keep up with new releases and still listen to it} but when it comes to like news and stuff like RUN BTS and all similar shows IM LIKE YEARS BEHIND

So please if anyone sees this, help me get back into things, recommend stuff to watch like reality TV shows, your favorite BTS RUN episode, I'm so back into the bangtan hype (I stopped following everything when they started releasing American mainstream songs aka butter and dynamite and all of that)

BUT IM BACK

I probably won't get back to writing (or will I ?) but I shall try to revive this blog !

To everyone who will read/see this I hope you've been doing well all that time~

[landoughnut]

Nurse He's Out Again

♡ masterlist - request

♡ pairing - lando norris x fem!reader (fc - brooke shields :)

♡ summary - just lando thirsting on the main and giving being a pr nightmare, also him fighting for his life in the comments

♡ warnings - horny/simp lando, crack, some fluff, some cursing, one kms mention

♡ w/c & a/n - smau | wanted to do a social media one cause i love reading them so much so here we are! i really love this actually so i hope you enjoy xoxo

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[nyuklai]

hi guys i actually have absolutely nothing decent to post but I feel obligated to because so many people liked the last one.. which THANK YOU????? I was definitely not expecting the amount of love that post got, especially with my dead ass account. but anyways here’s some doodles I did on magma awhile ago.

today we have rise Cassandra because I LOVE HER? I just wish we got to see more of her in rise and it is a crime that we didn’t. So yeah that was actually my first time drawing her and I have yet to find a good outfit for her that’s not the weird foot clan ninja uniform. also raph. he’s my favorite I have nothing to say.

I also did some future bad timeline raph, mikey, and BABY CASEY JR. it was purely self indulgent because I love him. I have a million things to say but this is long enough already so I will hold off on that for now. (If y’all are interested maybe I’ll elaborate…) also the one with Donnie is random Au plot my pookie made about rise Donnie going on his 2003 Donnie trauma moment. Basically thrown into the future timeline. Just for funzies yk?

MY GUILTY PLEASURE AND COMPLETELY SELF INDULGENT MIYAMOTO USAGI ART. Guys literally shut up it’s donsagi and I admit I am so cringe but guys please. Anyways Leo totally FUMBLED a bad bitch and I am actually still really salty they never got to talk again after Leonardo’s angst arc in 2003, because what the hell. It made me so sad bc I LOVE usagi and I always want to see more of him. I love the comics and will definitely be posting content of him soon. (I have a fake rise crossover in the works rn but SHHHH.)

Anyways it’s Donsagi because I just think they’re cute and have a fun dynamic in the 2003 show. And also sneak peek Jotaro and Mariko.

Alright enough of my insane ramblings, I hope this post isn’t too long and finds the appropriate audience because HELPPP IM OBSESSED.

[rainrot4me]

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I would just like to inform you, that just a few days ago i was scolling on tumblr when sudently i found the story you wrote with Toby (the halloween party one) YOU🫵 YOUU made me obsessed with Toby, i read everything i could and started slowly learning about the others, you have sucked me into this fandom, i drew and wrote too much about him to be mentally ok now, congrats, if you find me tied in a white room i will say it was your fault (/j i LOVE. LOVE. your writing please never stop writing)

AHHHHAHAH THIS FELT LIKE AN INTERROGATION HELPPP

IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU THO!!!!! Genuinely you will never find anything as cracked out/familial/horrifying/funny as this fandom. Everyone is either ‘I Eat Pasta For Breakfast’ veterans or retired amino warriors and it couldn’t be more perfect really. I’m so happy my writing could get you to enjoy this stuff too!!!!!!!!!! Thank you so much!!!!

[ellieswifie]

playing fortnite with your boyfriend!matt

𐙚 head cannons!

warnings: matt!boyfriend x fem!reader, fortnite, cursing, pet name (baby), short hc

authors note: i’ve been playing fortnite a lot like the dork i am a lot recently and i just couldn’t help myself but think about playing fortnite with matt.

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streaming. i feel like streaming with bf!matt would be so fun. you guys would either be having a split screen stream, or you’d be sitting in matt’s lap while he plays. his hand would be resting on your thigh while you read the comments. but when your both playing, you’d be focusing less on the stream itself and just laughing with matt.

pet names. he loves and i mean LOVES calling you baby. when your in the middle of attempting to kill someone. he’ll be encouraging and call you baby while he watches you attempt to kill an opponent.

"baby he’s right there! get him!”

"fucking hell matthew. i’m trying!"

teasing. while your struggling to emote after a kill or trying to figure out how to build, he’ll definitely tease you just to watch you grow frustrated (in the cutest way possible).

"need some help there?" he’d say as your attempting to aim your gun at someone.

"no. i don’t need your help." -ten seconds later and 10 percent health left- "matt!! im gonna die! helppp!!"

skins. a silly part of me believes that matt would buy you a fortnite skin. you you mention liking someone’s skin character during a match or in the lobbby, he’ll immediately take notice in this a buy you a silly skin. it’s a cute romantic gesture and absolutely adorable.

lego fortnite. since i’m currently obsessed with lego fortnite, i think he’d have you building a cute little house you guys share or like a small village you both say you ‘live’ in.

there would also be cute animals you guys would spend all day naming and feeding.

victory royals. well you guys get very little of them, but when you do your both practically screaming with joy and laughing. it would be the cutest thing ever omg.

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tged webtoon ep 171 spoilers and thoughts but i'm mostly just going "YAY I LIKED THIS MOMENT" and more below the cut

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DEMON KING LLOYD HELLO. HELLO?? WHAT. WHY?? BUT WOW. HOLY SHIT. I REALLY REALLY LIKE THIS

I LOVE WHEN CHARACTERS GAIN WINGS AND HORNS AND . GHGHHGHGHHG AAAHHH ITS MY FAVORITE THING if you didn't already know dragon lloyd was like one of my favorite all-time panels so this is VERY AWESOME FOR ME YAYYY YAAAAYYY HAHAHA

LIKE SERIOUSLY LOOK HE GOT FANGS N SHIT AND. OH MY GODD THE SMOKE SLIPPING PAST HIS LIPS IM SO??? THAT'S SO COOL. I LOVE WHEN THEY DO THAT WITH SMOKE AND MONSTROUS FORMS OF CHARACTERS

genuinely i need to draw this asap. pacing issues aside i am obsessed with how sick this is. i love this a LOT

ok ok back to the top bc theres some stuff i wanna touch on from before demon king lloyd got revealed! because...

"master lloyd taught us". "master lloyd taught us". "master lloyd taught us". "master lloyd taught us".

EXCUSE ME WHAT

YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT OFF SCREEN, LLOYD TOOK TIME OUT OF HIS BUSY ASS DAY. TO TEACH THE KIDS HOW TO PLAY SOCCER. AND THEY HAVE PLAYED ENOUGH TO BE FAMILIAR ENOUGH TO PLAY ON THEIR OWN. WHICH MEANS THAT LLOYD . PLAYED SOCCER WITH THEM . AND WE FIND THIS OUT. NOW?? I. GGHH. THATS SO. CUTE. IM GOING TO BITE HIM. THE FUCKER. WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME

the fact that they go up to ask him im going to EXPLODE?!?!?

he looks so nonchalant abt it here im cryinf

AND LOOK AT THEM GO THIS IS SO SO SWEET IM VERY GLAD LYRA GOT TO PLAY WITH THEM I LIKE THIS A LOT

this scene, and the beginning scene where the adults were just so casual with her and treating her as a living person with feelings and someone that they can talk to was so so heartwarming i oooghhh my heart

AND THEN THERE HE IS. SMILING IN THE BACK. YOU ASS.

I SEE YOU BEING KIND AND EMPATHETIC AND SELFLESS LLOYD. YOU LOST THE NONCHALANT WAR. YOU CAN'T ESCAPE

christ. i fucking HATE him /j /aff

it is also VERY silly that they're so casual abt. destruction like that HELPPP they got it from someone sob sob, though i imagine since most of the estate consists of people who have done construction it probably isnt that big of a deal when things get destroyed every now n then

and lyra looks so damn happy,,, god im so glad she had a good experience, she really needed one :')

also i completely LOST it when the kid got mad at lyra for not responding with a yes or no HELPPP JESUS CHRIST

again they,,, got it from someone HAHA though honestly i think it tracks. kids can be straightforwardly brutal in their language, especially when they don't really have biases or cares for who they are speaking to. as crazy as this instance looks (LMFAO) i think this fits well with the context of the straightforwardness of children and considering the person who they look up to at the estate. i think it was good for lyra to meet a human child her age who can speak straightforwardly and not skirt past things, if that makes sense? i hope it does!

AND THE DEMON KING TRANSFORMATION i already talked abt it above but i wanna point out this blue system box here

a power outside of the system?!?? what does this mean for the protagonist of the new prequel bk_moon is writing?? is the weather forecasting included in this???

my first assumption right now is that the demon king power is just an in-world power system while everything else (ie the weather forecasting) is external, blue-textbox system. maybe? so lloyd got the demon king power which comes with skills separate from the ones that the system can provide? that would explain why there's no indication of lloyd trying to use the weather forecasting, he probably can't use it,,,? except i dont know why artanis can use it in that case. most likely i am overthinking it LMFAO

semi-related, i am a little confused as to why artanis did this? i guess she really, really trusted him w this power? or maybe her weather forecasting noted that this would be something good to do i have no idea,,, it Does feel a bit sudden i won't lie, i'm not sure how earned this is

also javier and everyone else not reacting that much to the demon king status. SENT ME HAHA "... nothing's changed." LOL

deadpan humor never fails to make me giggle ily javier

also loved the moment where the two of them were bein serious for a sec,,, they've got a job to do they've got people to protect. lloyd will stop fate and javier will be right besides him...

i think showing them at emily's wedding really cements how much they really, REALLY need to fight fate now. the novel events happening is very very bad, but it feels like now that so many people, emily especially, have found THIS much happiness in their lives,,, failing to stop fate will hit even harder. i really like the analogy of a taut bow that the dragon king used when he first described it, bc it's really REALLY showing how much the repercussions will hit if they fail. im praying they succeed,,, please,,, i need a happy ending or i will curl up and turn into an actual shrimp irl.

and now the demons have to build the pantara railroad,,, artanis's expression omfg

she really didn't,,, know,,, she trusted him that much,,,, girl,,,

but it's ok. it'll be a net positive trust! that's how lloyd does things!!! and then soon we'll get the happy ending where we can get the eye of summer and beat up fate and then silly fun times YAYY <- probably copium

some other thoughts of note that i had with a dear mutual (hi sprout :3) about this ep:

we were talking about how the plot seems to be paced right now, and honestly i'm of the opinion that while yes its Technically moving, the way they're ending each ep in this current arc makes it feel like it's going both very slow and very fast, that is to say it feels like it's not moving at all

bc they're like "okay NOW we're gonna do the build project" and it's been like that for several episodes now. pieces are moving but we're going past the point of it all too fast (especially the whole demon king thing. mentioned this before but while cool, doesn't feel as earned simply bc we're both tackling each point and yet blowing past all the points, so it's a lot less satisfying than it should be (despite how awesome it is,,, oh lloyd you give me so much internal conflict </3))

it does make me a lil worried that they're gonna timeskip the hell out of the pantara railroad build. however this episode, although it still has a weird pacing/movement issue, does feel a little bit better than the last two imo, so i have hope that it'll turn out okay, that it'll start heading up! i'm actually really excited to see where they go with this and i'm sure that even if the pacing is still goofy i'll have some kind of fun with it (seriously the panels this ep were wonderful HAHA)

anyway that's all for this week! extremely excited for the next ep,,, ill see yall then,,, lets go pantara railroad arc!!!

[cheesynachosworld]

GUUYYYSSS HELPPP im OBSESSED with the mean girls x team Thanos edits on tiktok,, the meet the plastics song fits them SO WELL I LOVE ITTT,,, Thanos is so Regina, nam gyu is so Gretchen and gyeong su is so Karen,, also se-mi and min-su give big Janis and Damien vibes !!!!/$)/

[kadereads]

hi guys im back with another lotm longpost, volume 4 destroyed me in so many unique ways. let’s get right into it

- major MAJOR spoilers -

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mr. dwayne dantés the tycoon enters the stage :D poor klein who loves money is in constant misery having to act as this handsome middle aged man that just spends spends & spends again. its been really funny seeing him want to scream cry & die over it 💀 but it’s all a means to an end for his goal to rise up in the high society, so he has powered through the sorrow of watching his bank account drop~ watching him adapt to this kind of lifestyle like hiring the butler and servants and mansion, carriages, taking lessons, as a sort of authority figure in charge has been really entertaining. it’s also a bit sad to see him reconnecting with his previous friends from when he was sherlock moriarty, but has to act as though he didn’t know them 💔 my lonely guy…. each identity really has its own unique connections huh and there’s rarely crossover

GEHRMAN SPARROW 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌 GEHRMAN!!!!!!!! 💥💥💥🙌💥🙌💥🙌💥🙌 HE LIVESSSS RAHHHHHRRRGH

MY GUY OF ALL TIME I was so scared after the last volume that we wouldn’t see his persona as much anymore thank you klein for proving me wrong. HE HAS BECOME INFAMOUS NOW!!! he’s got an absurd bounty of his own, his tales are spread far & wide, even the other tarot club members have fully realized The World is him!! and although dwayne is the current identity in the spotlight rn, gehrman was Still just as active during this whole volume oh I was joyful

every night as dwayne dantés klein performs like he’s gonna go to sleep after his nice expensive bath, but actually he’s gonna secretly transform into gehrman sparrow and teleport out of his room somewhere w creeping hunger and go slaughter criminals in the dead of night, or make arrodes (who he can communicate with through mirrors!) use an illusion as if he’s sleeping to go on some other stealth operation. that contrast is hilarious helppp he is 100% on both vibes 😭 plus since gehrman is equivalent to The World he’s always present at the tarot club and gets commissions and missions from them! my guy klein is booked and busy!!

like I said in a previous post, it’s such an experience having my favorite character be my favorite character be my favorite character be my favorite character be my favorite character. they’re all klein but also not, I love klein as klein he is the best ever, but I also love him Separately. like gehrman is the best ever too… I consider the identities all as separate characters I love for themselves while simultaneously also the same guy because I know they’re the same—uogghhoghogh klein is simply the character ever he’s so likeable in every form he takes. im still in the middle of reading this novel and yet im so serious he might be approaching on the #1 spot of my favorite characters across all media list. actually Crazy im obsessed with him

anyway I could talk about klein aka the fool aka sherlock aka gehrman aka dwayne here for 10000 years but back to reviewing in timeline-order

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gehrman sparrow & alger’s mysterious island date finally happened! they went there through teleporting <3 I liked the adventure a lot, they have a natural teamwork!! but never let alger sing or gehrman will shoot him in the neck <3

the temple there had some kind of connection to amon…. the picture drawn in the inner tomb represents the lord of storms, eternal blazing sun, god of wisdom & the true creator. all of them were consuming the city of silver creator. that was wild it exploded my brain bc it revealed the last 3 unnamed kings of angels this whole time were in fact 3 of the current well-known gods who had gotten an upgrade after betraying the city of silver creator…! frightening

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the meticulous nature of klein strikes again with his time spent investigating & scoping out the saint samuel cathedral as dwayne dantés to try and rob the antigonus family notebook from them 👍 the day to start the operation began and his plans were completely solid, the tension was high he was seconds away from grabbing it— and then that sealed artifact dead angel thing kidnapped him 😭

and so started one of my fav arcs of the entire novel so far

I was reading the heist before bed one night like “yeah I’ll go to sleep after he steals the notebook” SIKE! klein is banished to the shadow realm! and now I can’t stop reading

guys I was So scared for him I had to know he’d make it through this safely 😣 because suddenly he’s faced with a situation of being extremely nerfed w zero connection to the grey fog, in an eerie and deadly shadow town *shivers* it was so spooky to read in the dark. his former enemies were there too like mr. A and the demigod demoness who was behind the great smog of backlund, she got him 🤏 near to death. he lost his ghost pokemon marionette senor in the process :( it was the closest brush he’s ever had with losing control too my heart was pounding

and then they started just Dropping Major Reveals one after the other?? I stayed up all that night to read this, goodbye my sleep schedule. some of these reveals were literally questions raised from the first chapter of this book so I was losing it

like wtf do you mean ZARATUL is there?!??!? why are you appearing already old man! he split his body and projected part of himself here while the rest of him turned into a monster? the ravings of “hornacis flegrea“ are from the creepy hanging dead marionette people in the shadowy cathedral??? and that “treasure” + visions calling those of the seer pathway to the hornacis mountain peak in the first place is connected directly to this shadow realm, but it’s infact actually a trap leading to the Antigonus family angel who lost control and became a monster and every dead person here in this cathedral is the victim of said misdirections??? HUHHHH WAAAAAAHT AJDJFJGM. arrodes’s info telling klein where to get bizarro sorcerer’s formula were actually all leading klein to the same place & situation!

THE SYMBOL FOR THE ESCAPE DOOR WAS A LIE. FRANK LEE CREEPY MUSHROOM CLUTCH. OKAY IM DISTURBED AGAIN 🍄 THERE IS A CARD OF BLASPHEMY NEXT TO THE THRONE OF THE TEMPLE IN THE PEAK BY THE ANTIGONUS FAMILY ANGEL MONSTER AND ITS CORRESPONDING TO THE SEER PATHWAY—

SEQUENCE 0 IS CALLED THE FOOL?????????????

I READ THAT AND MY EYES NEARLY POPPED OUT OF MY SKULL HELLO WHAT THERE IS NO WAY????????????

WHAT IS THIS . WHAT ARE WE DOING!!!!!

EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED EVERYTHING HAS MEANING from the second that tarot card was pulled for him by the fortune teller (debatable), THIS WAS A PATH KLEIN WAS ON. HE PICKED THAT AS HIS NAME HIMSELF DUDE. ITS THE ACTUAL NAME? IS IT HIS FATE? OR THE RESULTING AFFECT OF MULTIPLE SYNCHRONOUS FACTORS COMBINING TOGETHER? HIS TRUE DESTINY?

yeah so I was pretty tired the next day 🫡

seeing klein have to put his mind into maximum overdrive without the safety to rely on his “cheats” like the grey fog, completely alone just with his own power, was fantastic. he lost his marionette but in comparison what he gained from this ordeal was extremely good!!! he knows the truth about the hornacis mountain peak, about zaratul’s situation (who is free now btw……… uh oh……) he exacted revenge on the killers behind the great smog of backlund, he got the potion formula for sequence 4 bizarro sorcerer, he discovered the sequence 0 of his pathway is The Fool, and he even got an awesome new upgraded creeping hunger with more slots and abilities!!!!!!!! despite the rather horrifying and dark sections there was also fun parts, the developments were very tricky and unexpected— some were according to my speculations but other things were very much not and it shocked me. it was honestly a perfect arc. it also makes sense to me now how amon would be interested in the fool…. he most likely knows that’s the sequence 0 name of seer too, he’s lived a long time and would surely be intrigued with that right

and after this due to the lingering trauma from the incident klein had to consult miss justice audrey for psychological help for the first time which was 🥹 she told him to not give up, don’t keep everything inside & to wish for happiness pleaseee I will cry she’s so sweet

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LEONARD FINALLY FIGURED OUT THAT KLEIN IS STILL ALIVE UEUEUGHFJhhhyuUHOUGHHHHHRAGAHHFHFHFHHHH😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

he finalllyyy connected the dots that his old friend resurrected and is sherlock moriarty and gehrman sparrow. he even went all the way to tingen to dig up klein’s grave to check for sure if he was there and found it empty… URGH URHG urgh dies. leonard became aware that klein is connected with the fool and that his goal is the same as his own— to take revenge on the people who destroyed their team and ohhh he was Sooo emotional about it. my heart broke reading the way his eyes teared up and his hands trembled when he thought about klein? please its so 😭😭😭😭 oh my god I love them 🥲🥹💖 and klein got in contact with him as his identity dwayne (which leonard thinks is azik), trying to protect leonard and warn him about dangers from a distance. I weep 😭😭

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speaking of azik, the stuff with him afterwards gosh my heart Again. so his soul was fractured into two by Death…… the answers he had been seeking all this time was that heartbreaking truth. he successfully found the other half of his soul, but it had already become a horrible monster :(((

I can’t imagine just being faced with That creepy creature other version of you, and knowing if you rejoin with it, this missing piece which you’d been searching hundreds and thousands of years for, it will completely change your whole being into a monster too. one that is cold, cruel, and insane, you will lose all your humanity. but if you don’t, you will continue to reincarnate repeatedly in the immortal torment cycle, endlessly losing and regaining your memories 😔

it was such a close call for a minute there bc he was drawn in against his will, but after being given a set of options azik made the incredibly difficult choice to give up that piece of his soul forever 🥲😭 I am happy he did because I really didn’t want him to turn evil, but gosh the sacrifice was huge wasn’t it

ultimately azik didn’t want to lose himself, his humanity, feelings of love and happiness, his beautiful memories with his children and his loved ones. as a result he will be doomed to forget again & again once more but at least this time it was by his decision right…? 😭 klein is there to write a letter to help him remember this time too, so maybe it’s not so bad…….. ough. that’s beautiful I cries 💔

“Sleep isn’t a bad thing either. At least I’ll have dreams. And in those dreams, I never left”

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YEAH AND THE MYSTERIOUS DEAD ANGEL SEALED ARTIFACT IS THE DESCENT VESSEL OF THE EVERNIGHT GODDESS. EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE

SHE SMILED AT KLEIN BACK THEN DURING THE GREAT SMOG

SHE PURPOSEFULLY TRANSPORTED KLEIN TO THE HORNACIS MOUNTAIN PEAK REALM SO HE COULD UNCOVER THE SECRETS?

SHE ASSISTED AZIK WITH HIS DECISION

SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN WATCHING KLEIN/THOSE CLOSE TO HIM???? HE IS AN EVERNIGHT BLESSED…… HE WAS SINCE HE TOUCHED THE SWORD BACK IN VOLUME 1. HEY!

and she now controls the artificial death I guess :0

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I had many thoughts up to this point so before I get to ranting about the finale of the volume lemme go through them

first, klein adventuring in the southern continent!!! return of danitz and anderson!! (who’s been suffering recently, poor guy) klein turned a monster pathway beyonder into his marionette which gave him control of fate abilities, And turned admiral hell ludwell into his marionette too!!! thank you azik :3 the news spread like wildfire and gehrman sparrow easily gets more famous and feared, as he should mhm 🙂‍↕️

now I had this little wondering since before which I’ll mention— the spirit world colored lights. I know that they can sense a slight abnormality on klein as shown by yellow light before, but I’m curious how they would treat The Fool if they directly met him? because he is the existence that rules above the spirit world, above the grey fog, would they be his subjects then?

ALSO KLEIN THE WORLD DWAYNE DANTES MET AUDREY AND THEY R WORKING TOGETHER NOW HEHEHEHEHE I loooove when he meets his tarot club members 💖 I need her to meet him as gehrman sparrow in the real world now

and seriously every chapter that goes by I get more concerned as to where amon is 😭 like he is directly trying to track down the fool’s believers in backlund. he is Around.

anon feels creepy to me in such a unique way like a storm constantly looming on the periphery. his brief appearances are enough to make people literally jump up and run for the hills Like. him just being in backlund made leonard + pallez & klein instantly gtfo. he’s been the only entity capable so far of sticking his hand directly into the grey fog. all of these super ominous vibes surround him, and yet the last I saw of him he was casually having dinner at a random backlund pub???? the juxtaposition????? guy has a sense of he doesn’t gaf, he’s enigmatic which is even More eerie imo. it feels like any minute his avatar will suddenly appear and attack, and from the impression im forming so far it feels like he’ll casually do it like he’s ordering a coffee. idk yet if im right w that but I just Know the encounter is going to happen at some some point 100%. it’s just a matter of when…. the apprehension.

also y’know I never expected to see zaratul appear before the azik memory plotline reached its conclusions, and I certainly didn’t expect to see the azik conclusions happen before will auceptin’s birth. I no longer have any ability to predict where this novel goes and that’s beautiful.. I did love the progression of how things went though. the structure of having azik’s matter completed, leading directly to the evernight goddess reveal whose hints were scattered in since volume 1, leonard’s realizations, and all of these tying together into the situation regarding ince zangwill was so smooth

anyway I started getting scared bc I felt it was the calm before the storm and

Boy Was I Right !

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INCE. ZANGWILL.

THE CONFRONTATION IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SO LONG FINALLY HAPPENED AAAAGRGRHHRAHHHHHH I was Enraged at that man during the whole battle. I legit started to wildly type annotations to express my disgusted reaction while reading I wanted him dead 💀

klein marionetting himself to escape the notice of 0-08 that’s my intelligent friend right there 👍👍 + LEONARD MADE ME CRY. BUT HE CHANTED THE FOOL’S NAME!! GET HIM IN THE TAROT CLUB NOWNOWNOWNOWWWW

when klein finally appeared on the battlefield in person, as klein moretti, I Freaked Out, the entire scene of klein executing Ince Zangwill was SO PEAK SOOOO PEAKKKK OH MY GOD 💥💥💥💥 EACH BULLET SHOT HE DEDICATED TO A DIFFERENT PERSON THAT INCE ZANGWILL HURT IN THE PAST OHHH IT WAS AWEOSME HEHRKGKGG AUDHFJGIGJGFBW 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥HSVFNFIFJFHDBDB DBFBFFBFHCBFBSKWODJGJGIDISICFJEBFBFHRKDJFJHHGGGHOOOUFJGJGNGN AFBNFFKKBDAAJNFE I DIED

THE DANCE I SOBBED SO MUCH HE REALLY TRANSFORMED INTO DUNN SMITH TO GIVE DALY A LAST DANCE WITH HER LOVE ONE FINAL TIME

AND HE ALSO TURNED HER INTO A MARIONETTE SO SHE COULD DIE PEACEFULLY AS A HUMAN NOT AS A MONSTER THAT LOST CONTROL. LEONARD WATCHED IT ALL W TEARS STREAMING DOWN HUS FACE HES JUST LIKE ME hyughhHDHGUGHhh daly :((( this was so sosososo beautiful but IT HURT SO MUCH DTOP PLEASE

in the middle of THIS klein fully digested marionettist, under the watch of adam (who stole the quill btw, that’s not good…..) he finished the grand performance of killing a high level creature which was the ritual condition, finished the dance and drank the bizarro sorcerer potion THEN HIS WHOLE SELF LITERALLY RIPPED APART ??? RIGHT WITHIN ALL THAT EMOTIONAL DAMAGE HES GOTTA PIECE HIS MAGGOT-SELF BACK TOGETHER R U SERIOUS? GOD IT WAS REALLY HORRIFYING TO VISUALIZE THAT IN MY HEAD BUT HE DID IT HE FINALLY SUCCEEDED IN BECOMING A DEMIGOD YAYAhaha👏👏👏😭😭😭

within this most agonizing grieving way possible, the leonard & klein reunion finally happened. they finally talked to each other after a year guys omg 😃🫰

leonard tearfully asked if he’d come back and then klein Turned Away, said he can’t return anymore, and Left. 🙂

FMLLLLLLLLL

NOOOOOOOOOO IM ALREADY ON THE GROUND WHYY 😭😭🫡🫡😭😭

and WHAT was that cliffhanger? there’s cocoons hung up in the grey fog by the weird door thing above the steps with the spirits of ppl from earth in them??? tf does this mean ? that’s so painful of a cliffhanger why would you end the volume like that 😭

I have no words tbh how can I be normal after reading this I need a personal apology 🚶

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I’ve been distracted all day since last night w dry eyes making this post from my notes while repeating the scenes in my head. the emotional catharsis and tragedy was excellent it affected me really hard <\3

everything that happened from beginning to end of this volume was amazing, it was easily my top favorite volume so far. the last part is certainly my #1 favorite scene ever ❤️‍🩹 I love this novel so much it’s the most specialest bestest ever

there was lots more stuff going on like the red angel medici, the marauder pathway girl hazel with her rat teacher, the psychology alchemists stuff with audrey, but idk if I can form any additional theories abt that right now or analysis of any characters other than what I already have written here, I’m emotionally exhausted 😭 I just need to start the next volume and know what happens okay that cliffhanger was mean. and in this next volume I’d better see my boy leonard joining the tarot club!!! c’mon he’s basically there already he chanted the fool’s name, him and klein can’t just separate like that again. let me have this please. my lotm playlist needs more songs as well, especially some emotional ones now, im working on it and just sitting with the feelings more. :’) if anyone has any recommendations lmk

I love klein I love gehrman sparrow I love leonard mitchell and audrey and azik peace and love for everyone 🫶 not ince zangwill though im glad he’s dead.

next up volume 5, see you again soonnn ദ്ദി(╥﹏╥)

[airybcby]

HELPPP do u and kenyuukissme have any connection cuz everytime i go into my following i see the same pfp and im so confused until i read the name

omg i read all of their stuff but i don’t think i’ve ever caught onto the fact that we have the same pfp😭 but no! we don’t have any connection besides the fact that i’m obsessed with their yukimiya works!

i’m not sure if this helps, but i have a black & white theme like my dividers in my works and they usually have an orange theme going!

xoxo,

airy

[neeeooon]

documenting my thoughts as i read smu because i am incapable of shutting the fuck up (haha get it. cause.. shut me up... okay ill leave)

profiles: okay go off y/nnagi matching pfps and users on their priv?? rin's habit of sticking out his tongue while playing drums? #needthat. KAINESS CANON??????

ch0: y/n is so real for crashing out, love the energy already

ch1: "ig he's losing money?? weird." i love rin sm

ch2: sae keeps bullying rin but i will take ANY itoshi brother interactions atp

ch3: y/n drooling over kunigami is so real, i would too. NAGI SLEEPING ON HER CHEST??? LORDDD I NEED HIM

ch4: i feel tension between y/nnagi.. 🤨 "I'M NOT A VIRGIN" "yes you are?" is crazy. rin is in his emo era

ch5: "i want to have shidou and bachira's babies" me too girl.

ch6: BACHIRA LOOKING AT ISAGI'S DICK HELPPP (let me see too llsplspslpslspls)

ch7: nagi calling y/n his wife i can't breathe i need cpr (and him)

ch8: shidou getting rejected 🥀 BUT KAISER INTRODUCED TO Y/N (sort of) LET'S GOOOO

ch9: THUMPER FROM BAMBI IS INSANEEE. i love the references to the db jar?? ALSO RYUSAE MY LOVES

ch10: KAISER MEETS Y/N FOR REAL THIS TIMEE !! kaiser with lipstick on his neck.. get a load of this guy (I'M TRYING🥀🥀)

ch11: the boys threatening to kill nagi HWGDJWB also yes nagi and i are dating sorry you had to find out this way, bachira

ch12: that kaiser mirror pic.. im bricked up. tbh if i looked like that id be a whore too (already am one idk what im talking about)

ch13: CALLING BLU BOY LOVE UNIVERSITY IS FUCKJNG CRAZYHEHDN also shidou traumatising rin is the funniest shit ever

ch14: there's so much going on in this chapter HELPPP not y/n moaning to annoy kaiser 💀💀💀 ALSO TITLE DROP WE ALL CHEERED

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you're so funny elle i love this series already 💔 scared for the angst because kaiser is fucked in the head hello??? anyway will add on when i read the rest 🫶 mwah love you, stay hydrated and have a good day/eveninggg

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i wish tumblr made let us have 3 pinned post cause i’m obsessed with this 😭

[bloodtypeonmysleeve]

I'm so sorry but I saw you still had requests open,could you possibly wrote more of John x ftm cal?IM SRRY THEYRE JUST MY OTP ....maybe like them uhhh just kinda shopping around or something/nf

(Scroll the bottom of the fic to see my giraffe keychain named benson because that’s why I wrote that in, also didn’t mean for this to be the slowest burn to ever burn lol?)

"You like the giraffe or crocodile?" John said as he held two plush keychains up to Cal. The boy rolled his eyes as he grabbed the giraffe "what’s your obsession with animals?" He runs his hand along the tuff of hair on the plushies head. John clips the crocodile onto his jeans before shrugging his shoulders "what’s your obsession with guns?". Cal swallows "they’re cool" he mumbled as he clipped the giraffe on his jeans as well. They walked out of the store, the rattle of their keychains can be heard making Cal cringe. He hated those noises. Just hated the thought of people looking to see what it was. He was so focused on the sound that he didn’t even notice John had been holding his hand the whole time. "A thrift store!" he said pointing at one in the distance, Cal groaned "so much walking". When they entered a bell chimed from John opening the door. Cal tried to hide that the noise bothered him. He failed making John laugh at how his face contorted into a scowl. He lazily looked through the clothes racks, he always liked the smell of thrift stores, the feel of almost clean clothes on fingertips. Cal was so distracted by reminiscing that he didn’t even notice the whole cart of clothes John already had. His mouth went a gape before he covered it with his hand "how are you paying for all of that" he laughed. John’s smile fell "dammit" he sighed, already putting a lot of it back. Cal’s eyes were drawn to a certain piece he put back, it was a yellow cardigan. "You should get that" he said as he continued to look through the racks "I like it reminds me of a character from a movie I saw" He smiled. John grabbed it and held it up "what movie" he said as he put it back in the cart, Cal put a shirt in the cart before pushing it forward "you wouldn’t like it". They made to the check out with Cal only having one shirt while John had two shirts, a belt, and the cardigan to his name. As the cashier rang them up, each beep making Cal tense. It reminded him of the doctor. "Thank you" John said as he grabbed the bag and began to walk, Cal sheepishly smiled before following close behind. "It’s been a good day I’d say” John smiled, Cal nodded "yeah" he replied, intertwining his hand with John’s without a word. They found their way to a bench and sat there in silence for a while. Cal dug in his pocket to grab a cigarette that was half finished since he had a habit of saving them for later. He lit it and took a long drag, John looked at his hands, he rolled his eyes "I hate that stuff". Cal exhaled "well if you wanna try this out you better get used to it" the words came out harsher then he meant it. Fuck. "Have you even smoked before" he turned to John, trying to seem less of an asshole, he shook his head. "Here" Cal passed it to him and John took it between his fingers. Almost as soon as he brought to his lips he started coughing. Cal laughed "not like that” he took it back "let me help" he said as he inhaled deeply. He cupped John’s face and brought a finger to his bottom lip, his mouth opened slowly and as soon as it did Cal blew the smoke directly in. John was transfixed on Cal’s eyes, the way they stare. He didn’t cough once. Cal smiled and brought the cigarette back to his mouth before throwing it on the floor and stomping. "It’s not that bad I guess" John said as he tried his best to hide how red he was.

(I really like writing for this ship, and I couldn’t help making references to "the passenger" since I rewatched the movie today and yesterday ughhh I’m getting back into my phase of rewatched it over and over again helppp)

Here’s my son btw: