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In construction, using the right materials can make a significant difference in the integrity and durability of structures. Binding wire, TMT bars, and Super Rings are essential components that ensure structural stability. This guide delves into how to maximize the effectiveness of these materials in your construction projects. By understanding the synergy between binding wire, TMT bars, and Super Rings, construction professionals can ensure stronger, longer-lasting outcomes. Whether it's for reinforcing structures or ensuring high tensile strength, the right combination of these materials can enhance performance and reduce long-term costs.
#binding wire#TMT bars#Super Rings#construction#reinforcement#steel bars#wire binding#TMT steel#structural wire#coil wire#construction wire#high strength#building material#wire mesh#steel reinforcement#concrete binding#construction rods#TMT wire#project materials#construction strength
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The Role of Binding Wire in Structural Stability: A Deep Dive into Construction's Essential Component
Structural stability forms the backbone of every construction project, and binding wire plays a pivotal role in this critical aspect. From towering skyscrapers to robust bridges, this humble yet essential component ensures the integrity of reinforced concrete structures worldwide.
Understanding the Foundation of Structural Stability
Binding wire serves as the invisible force that holds reinforcement bars together, creating a stable framework within concrete structures. This seemingly simple element becomes the cornerstone of structural integrity, ensuring that reinforcement bars maintain their designed positions during concrete placement and throughout the structure's lifetime.
Critical Functions in Construction
Reinforcement Assembly
The primary function of binding wire in construction involves:
Securing reinforcement bars at intersections
Maintaining precise spacing between bars
Ensuring proper alignment during concrete pouring
Preventing displacement under construction loads
Load Distribution
Proper binding wire installation contributes to:
Even distribution of structural loads
Prevention of stress concentration
Enhanced structural performance
Improved seismic resistance
Durability Factors
Material Properties
High-quality binding wire exhibits essential characteristics:
Superior tensile strength
Optimal ductility
Resistance to corrosion
Consistent diameter throughout
Environmental Considerations
Binding wire must withstand various environmental challenges:
Temperature fluctuations
Moisture exposure
Chemical reactions
Physical stress
Technical Specifications and Performance
Strength Requirements
Different construction applications demand specific strength characteristics:
Breaking force tolerance
Elongation capacity
Yield strength
Fatigue resistance
Quality Standards
Industry standards ensure reliable performance through:
Material grade specifications
Dimensional accuracy
Surface finish requirements
Coating integrity
Applications in Different Structures
Building Construction
Binding wire proves essential in:
Column reinforcement
Beam assemblies
Slab construction
Foundation work
Infrastructure Projects
Large-scale applications include:
Bridge construction
Highway structures
Underground facilities
Retaining walls
Impact on Long-Term Stability
Structural Integrity
Proper binding wire selection and installation ensure:
Maintained reinforcement positioning
Enhanced concrete bonding
Reduced crack propagation
Extended structure lifespan
Performance Factors
Key considerations include:
Load-bearing capacity
Stress distribution
Movement accommodation
Structural flexibility
Selection Criteria for Projects
Material Grade
Choose binding wire based on:
Project specifications
Load requirements
Environmental exposure
Budget constraints
Application Requirements
Consider specific needs like:
Ease of installation
Accessibility
Maintenance requirements
Safety factors
Best Practices in Installation
Proper Techniques
Ensure optimal performance through:
Correct tying methods
Appropriate tension application
Clean surface preparation
Regular inspection
Quality Control
Maintain standards by:
Checking wire specifications
Verifying proper installation
Documenting procedures
Conducting regular inspections
Future Considerations
Innovation in Materials
Advancing technology brings:
Enhanced coating systems
Improved strength characteristics
Better corrosion resistance
Sustainable options
Industry Trends
Stay informed about:
New application methods
Updated safety standards
Environmental regulations
Performance requirements
Making Informed Decisions
Selection Process
Consider these factors when choosing binding wire:
Structure type and size
Environmental conditions
Loading requirements
Installation conditions
Professional Guidance
Seek expert advice regarding:
Material specifications
Installation methods
Quality control measures
Maintenance requirements
The Path Forward
Understanding the crucial role of binding wire in structural stability helps ensure successful construction outcomes. Careful consideration of material properties, installation techniques, and quality control measures leads to durable, stable structures that stand the test of time.
For optimal results, work with reputable suppliers who provide high-quality binding wire meeting project specifications. Remember that investing in quality materials and proper installation techniques pays dividends through enhanced structural stability and reduced maintenance needs.
Proper selection and installation of binding wire significantly impact overall structural performance. Base decisions on thorough evaluation of technical requirements, environmental conditions, and quality standards to achieve optimal results in every construction project.
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rookanis really is like... first base is you walking through the haunted ruins of my mind to find me in an act of breathtaking psychological intimacy with added tam lin undertones. second base is baked goods (cautious erotic connotations). third base is deicide. THEN we kiss. also second deicide of course once you pop it's hard to stop
#I cannot stress this enough -- ideal relationship development for me. best friends who kiss and also kill god together sometimes#no notes#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#rook x lucanis#rookanis#lucanis dellamorte#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#the way inner demons is structured reminds me a lot of the development through garak's stories in the wire in ds9#which was something that some long time readers might remember also made me feel INSANE to contemplate#in the very best of ways. I pray for my brain to get it together to the point where I can make the inner demons analysis post#that lives in my heart. I already have the video part of it put together. one day. one day please.#(the paralleling 'yours is the kindest voice in my mind' subtext especially is like. augh. AUGH.)#if I trust my thoughts to anyone it's you. you know my mind. I've assumed you know my heart because it beats for you it's been beating --#that thing mary kirby said about how both lucanis and spite trust rook above other people and themselves#heLLO hello can anyone hear me it all makes me feels so out of my mind
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Narcissistic family structures
Guesses about Blitz and Barbie Wire's relationship

Blitz says they used to be soo close, but she's not in the flashback to the circus.
Not the around during Fizz and Blitz performance, or his traumatic flashbacks to the accident. (I'm not counting her not going to Mammon's concert as that was clearly ment to be a date, but both Blitz and Fizz bottled it. Blitz even bought Fizz's ticket).
There could be any number to reasons for that, but I'm going bet on the logical one of + a bit of a twist here.
The invisible child
We've seen Cash set up antagonistic positions for Fizz (a kid who worked for him) and Blitz (his own son).

As Fizz the golden child, with all the conditional love that can be withdrawn if they are less then perfect.
And Blitz as the scapegoat, who is blamed for any and everything that goes wrong.

Cash is a narcissistic, and the most common 3rd child role is the invisible child. Barbie looks she was talented enough to keep her head down around her dad.
Not getting the abuse of the scapegoat, but not getting the attention either. Being neglected by her dad. And childhood neglect can be a risk factor to addiction. Initially it can also be a cry for help, and some of the attention they are lacking too.
I think she's missing from these memories, because she was overlooked generally.
This could go a way to explaining why she as a teenager she's scratched out her Circus tattoo. And flipping off the camera in their act poster. (Blitz has no scars so they have to be younger than 19. We'd probably see his braces if we could see his teeth).
If pre fire her dad has no use or time for her, what use or time does she have for him.

But that's no longer completely true. Barb's back in contact with her dad. (That who Blitz phoned).
And Cash was the one to sign her out of rehab. (Blitz is most likely who checked her in when things got really bad).

Mental health clinics/rehab normally want family to be involved in discharge. So the person has a place to go, and won't be made homeless.
That why Blitz is confused how she could leave without him knowing.
They've also talked since the fire; because she knows the name he's been using the last 5 years.

Which means unlike Fizz; she does know the fire, that killed their mum, was an accident.
But Barbie fall back on toxic family pattern of blaming Blitz when things go wrong.
People who haven't been in these relationships assume the kids will band together against the abuse. But that doesn't happen. They can be close unless the abuser turns up, or till something goes wrong. Like Barbie dose.

Her dealer dies as part of a random accident with a firework, and she immediately screams at Blitz for it. Reverting to his previously name for extra spite.

Then laughs at him for trying to be a family. I mean yes Blitz really should be reading the room here, but she's still going all in as daddy's little girl here.


With how she touches their mum's necklace, and the joint birthday card, and got of other happy pictures; it clear both twins loved their Mumma.

But it seems likely without Fizz, or Blitz; Cash would probably occasionally turn up to captive audience Barbie in rehab. So they could mutually lick wounds, and scapegoat again.
To truly get over an addiction you need to take a hard look at yourself and your trauma; and not just the things that were outside your control.
Because while they can make you more susceptible, ultimately it was normally your choice to rely on that substance. Be that alcohol, cigarettes or opioids.
(There are cases of showbiz parents force their kids to take substances. But don't know if that Barbie or not).

And I'm not sure Barb's taken that look yet at herself yet. The nurse who's takes odd delight in first blocking access to Blitz visiting Barbie, and then telling him she left months ago saying something pretty interesting. (Perfectly fine to block who you want from hospital, but the nurse is being strangely gleeful).
She calls Blitz a deadbeat. Which doesn't really make sense. Blitz is Barbie's brother. He's not the parent to her. He isn't responsible for Barb's bills, or care. She's an adult who seems to want honest work, (good for her🙂).
But that would definitely be how Cash would see it. Narcissis see children as tools to be used for the good of the narcissist.
This tells us that Cash has been at rehab frequently enough to charm the nurse on side. Instead of her trying to get Barbie to take a fuller look at herself, and her actions.
Unfortunately invisible child are more likely to be roped back in by narcissistic parents; if they get shown some of that attention they've craved when small.
I'm hoping that the longer she's out the less contact Barbie's going to have with Cash. With more of a life she'll no longer be as useful to Cash's ego.
And she didn't appear to tell him about her job with the chemists... Though that come be wasn't paying attention? Blitz does ask if Cash even asked... I'll cross my fingers that she gets to work things out alone for a wee while.

Basically all this is to say I buy that they were close pre fire. I buy Barbie, Blitz and their mum having a good relationship.

But I can't see a world were Barbie would feel secure enough to risk sticking her neck out for Blitz.
She's too much ingrained in the dinamic that things going wrong are Blitz fault.

Yep could end up being wildly wrong, but her being missing from the flashbacks, and being the invisible child would just kinda work for me. 🙂
#helluva boss Blitz#barbie wire#Narcissistic family structures#Low-key using this to organise thoughts about own family as even when not seen in 6 years; I'm still the problem wrecking their lives#Cash buckzo helluva boss#It can be incredibly difficult to not fall back into these assigned family roles#Sorry about typos guys
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HES SO FUCKING GOOFY LOOKING BUT LIKE. I DONT WANT TO CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT HIM IM SO EMOTIONALLY ATTATCHED TO THIS CREATION.
#PLEASE I AM NOT PROUD OF THIS WORK#BUT I DONT WANT TO CHANGE A THING HES VERY SOFT#also unlike my jericho plush he has a sturdier structure#i put a fuzzy wire skeleton inside him#im gonna make him the pendant someday but.#gherix above#hes so goofy i cant take him anywhere
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Metal Sonic - Sonic the Hedgehog
#gave him BJD inspired joints so his arms and legs are posable without wire#hands can be fully rotated too!#unfortunately... this comes at the cost of structural integrity... poor lil guy can't stand up without support haha#metal sonic#amigurumi#sonic the hedgehog
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Nine Promises ain't looking so good.....
#rain world oc#rain world#rain world iterator#rain world art#digital art#oc art#fokron art#realizing the scale of the trees should be much smaller compared to iterator but... lets just pretend these are monster trees and/or that#9 promises's structures legs were tall as fuck bfr collapsing LOL.... and that 9p is in a valley i guess so trees look taller than they are#9pverse#9p#uig#technically not visible here but i'll tag her bc text lol#i've literally had this broadcast written for months wanted to do this piece soooo bad#also yes there is a reason 9p was getting executed and lore surrounding this >:3c#i like to imagine that with serious matters iterators just go into full professional email speak#imagine the rest of the local group pulling out their wires and yelling at their screens while reading this#especially reflections on rippling water#but wait FOKRON.... ITERATORS DONT CANONICALLY HAVE MISSILES. this one does.... for reasons.....#also yes 9p city was evacuated bfr missle launch LOL.... tho there was very little ancients there prior anyways for OTHER reasons
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updating the Transparency mindmap for how to shorthand what's going on in there
#[.art]#[.oc]#Adam#of course most of the processing would be happening in the brain But he's probably got some other memory storage and colling systems and al#motorisation stuff mostly? I don't know I don't study robotics I'm basing myself of off human anatomy#his faux organ swag. Essentially#also he's got Bones (hollow) to hold the more delicate wires and for structural support#because the external-ish ones are cables and work more like tendons would#+ there's fixtures between plates that can open in order to get stuff fixed or updated
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I got myself a hair straightener this week and having my hair straight again is such a confidence boost 🥹
#✶࿐vermillion daydreams#my hair is the only straight thing about me I fear /lh#no but it's growing with damaged structure due to meds I'm taking so my hair is like wire / super frizzy and nothing helps#growing up with super straight hair and then this stuff happened.... I lost so much confidence 😭#its super healthy but just doesn't look like it anymore#yeah idk I felt like sharing a win in my life lol
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The Strength Behind Your Success – SRJ HR Coils
TMT bars constitute the important foundation of cutting-edge production, serving as the skeletal guide that transforms architectural visions into tangible, enduring systems. At the coronary heart in their structural integrity lies an often overlooked hero: exceptional binding wire—the critical element that determines the actual resilience and longevity of construction tasks.
Construction experts apprehend that TMT bars are a long way more than simple metallic rods. These specialised bars are engineered to provide fantastic electricity, superior corrosion resistance, and extraordinary structural guidance. Their unique thermomechanical treatment method creates a strong outer martensite layer with a softer, more ductile middle, making them the favoured choice for crucial infrastructure initiatives.
The Science Behind Structural Reinforcement
The performance of TMT bars extends beyond their inherent characteristics. Binding wire plays a crucial role in creating a unified, stable reinforcement framework that:
Ensures precise bar positioning
Distributes load evenly across structural elements
Prevents concrete cracking
Enhances the bond between concrete and reinforcement
Provides additional structural stability
Binding Wire: The Unsung Hero of Structural Integrity
The quality of binding wire can make or break a construction project. Low-quality wire introduces significant risks that can compromise entire structures:
Premature structural deterioration
Reduced load-bearing capacity
Increased vulnerability to environmental stressors
Potential safety hazards
Economic Considerations: 8mm Rod Price Dynamics
When evaluating the 8mm rod price per piece, contractors must look beyond immediate cost savings. The seemingly attractive 8mm rod price might tempt budget-conscious projects, but the long-term consequences of inferior binding wire can be catastrophic:
Exponential maintenance costs
Potential structural repairs
Reduced building lifespan
Compromised safety standards
Experienced professionals recognise that the 8mm rod price is an investment in structural longevity, not merely an expense to be minimised.
Technical Deep Dive: Binding Wire's Critical Performance Metrics
Professional-grade binding wire transforms TMT bars from individual components into a comprehensive reinforcement system. Key performance indicators include:
Tensile strength exceeding industry standards
Superior corrosion resistance
Optimal ductility
Consistent diameter and composition
Enhanced bonding capabilities
Real-World Impact of High-Quality Binding Wire
Construction experts have documented remarkable improvements with superior binding wire:
Up to a 20% increase in structural load-bearing capacity
Extended structure lifespan by multiple decades
Significant reduction in maintenance requirements
Improved resistance to environmental degradation
Selecting the Right Binding Wire: A Strategic Approach
Choosing binding wire is a complex decision that requires comprehensive evaluation:
Material Composition: High-carbon steel with precise metallurgical properties
Corrosion Resistance: Advanced protective coatings
Tensile Strength: Certified performance metrics
Dimensional Accuracy: Consistent diameter and flexibility
Workability: Easy manipulation during construction
Industry Standards and Quality Assurance
Professional-grade binding wire must meet rigorous quality standards:
ISO certification
Compliance with national construction regulations
Independent laboratory testing
Traceability of manufacturing processes
The Holistic Impact of Binding Wire Selection
Beyond technical specifications, binding wire selection reflects a commitment to:
Structural safety
Long-term performance
Economic responsibility
Professional excellence
Economic and Safety Implications
The consequences of binding wire selection extend far beyond initial costs:
Potential legal liabilities from structural failures
Reputation risks for contractors and developers
Long-term economic impact on infrastructure projects
Public safety considerations
Making an Informed Investment in Structural Excellence
Selecting high-quality binding wire for TMT bars transcends a simple purchasing decision. It represents a strategic investment in:
Structural integrity
Public safety
Long-term economic sustainability
Professional reputation
Professional construction demands nothing less than the highest standards of material selection. From skyscrapers to bridges, from residential complexes to critical infrastructure, the quality of binding wire determines the difference between a structure that merely stands and one that truly endures.
Professionals understand that every component matters. They choose binding wire that transforms good construction into exceptional engineering—a testament to human ingenuity and technical precision.
#Kapila Steel#Binding Wire#TMT Bars#Steel Wire#Wire for TMT#Strong Binding#Structural Wire#Construction Wire#Reinforcement Wire#TMT Support#High-Tensile Wire#Durable Wire#Steel Ties#Rebar Binding#TMT Reinforcement#Wire Strength#Secure TMT Bars#Binding Solutions#Industrial Wire#Quality Steel Wire
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Binding Wire: The Unsung Hero of Construction Structural Integrity
Introduction
Construction projects depend on numerous materials to turn architectural blueprints into reality. Among these essential elements, binding wire is an often-overlooked basic element that plays a critical role in construction engineering and structural stability.
Understanding Binding Wire: More Than Just a Simple Strand
Binding wire is a special metal wire designed to give critical reinforcement and connection in the construction process. Usually, this versatile product is manufactured from high-tensile steel or galvanized materials, serving multiple essential functions that ensure the strength, durability, and precision of construction projects.
Key Characteristics of Quality Binding Wire
Corrosion Resistance: Premium binding wires are treated to withstand harsh environmental conditions
Flexibility: Enables easy manipulation and secure fastening in complex construction scenarios
Tensile Strength: Capable of offering high-tensile support to hold reinforcing steel and concrete systems
Diameter Options: Coming in different diameters with various sizes that fit different building needs
Construction Engineering: Critical Applications
Binding wire is more than a connection—it represents a strategic product that addresses multi-construction problems:
1. Reinforcement of Concrete
In concrete construction, binding wire is used to hold together reinforcement bars (rebar). It tightly binds steel mesh and rebar sections together to allow for uniform load distribution and prevent structural weaknesses.
2. Scaffolding and Support Structures
Construction sites require strong temporary structures that can resist high stress. Binding wire gives the necessary connections to develop stable, reliable scaffolding and support frameworks.
3. Masonry and Brick Laying
Precise alignment and proper placement of bricks and blocks require binding wire to hold structures intact and aesthetically precise.
4. Metal Fabrication
Welding and other metal joining processes often make use of binding wire to maintain parts in precise locations in the fabrication and assembly of the product.
Choosing the Best Binding Wire: What Professionals Need to Know
In construction projects, several important criteria determine the effectiveness of the binding wire:
Material Composition
Galvanized Steel: Better resistance to rust
Stainless Steel: Offers highest strength for extreme applications
Black Annealed Wire: Suitable for interior or shielded building uses
Critical Selection Parameters
Tensile Strength: The higher, the better resistance to stress
Coating Class: Influences durability to environmental degradation
Diameter Class: Meets project-specific criteria
Adherence to Industry Code: Wire meets construction codes and standards
Environmental and Economic Factors
Today's construction industry focuses on sustainability and efficiency. Binding wire helps meet these objectives by:
Reducing material waste with precise reinforcement
Structural durability
Potential repair and maintenance costs
Efficient building methods
Best Practices to Use Binding Wire
Effective use of binding wire requires technical knowledge and cautious usage:
Proper Tensioning: Avoid overtightening and undertightening connections
Clean Installation: Remove debris and provide smooth wire placement
Regular Inspection: Check binding points for signs of wear or corrosion
Tools: Use binding wire cutting and twisting tools only
Conclusion: A Small Part of a Larger Whole
Binding wire is one of the smallest things in comparison to massive steel beams and complex construction machines. It is, however, one of the most significant components regarding structural integrity. Understanding its subtle application and choosing a quality product will ensure a safer, more reliable, and efficient construction process.
Note to readers: It's always advisable to contact professional engineers and utilize local building codes in the selection and implementation of binding wire.
#binding wire#rebar tying#construction wire#steel wire#rebar binding#structural wire#reinforcement#tie wire#rebar support#building wire#wire for rebar#strong wire
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#power lines#transmission structure#my photo#industrial#industrial photography#winter photography#winter#snow#snow photography#photography#high voltage#h-frame#crossing wires
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This man was ready to give it all up and "retire" to run away with Vesper. This man takes the LEAST amount of convincing or excuse to run away with the circus retire to Jamaica. This man is ABSOLUTELY vulnerable to cult indoctrination.
#if you think about it. In many ways MI6 became something of a wire mother to him after Vesper's death#(a wire mother that doesn't even provide him with sustenance tbh. just a sad sorry husk of an excuse for Structure)#the man is. ABSOLUTELY vulnerable to cult indoctrination if you can disillusion him to his stubborn fidelity to Q&C#the man can commit with his whole being but that also means if you manage to crack it at all. then he WILL shatter#he's like those gemstones that are very hard but have a LOT of cleavage points. and if you get one of those. then the whole thing goes#WAIT!! PRINCE RUPERT DROP-ASS MAN!!#THE HEAD STRONG AS FUCK BUT IF YOU MANAGE TO GET AT THE TAIL (Bond's vulnerable underbelly)#THEN THE MAN *WILL* PROJECTILE SHATTER. LIKE A FCKN NUKE. GBBSBDBDBBS#food. for ME. if no one else#coerce and persuade
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If i had a robot that looks like a human with visibal robot fearures you don't wanna know how long i'd stare at the joints just to draw them
#I don't think yall understand how unnormal I am about those types of thibgs#Like what do you mean you don't wanna to anolize the robot person fasinated by the joints and structure?#like i realy want a realistic v1 moddle just to stare at and see how it intereacts with light#like im so fasinated by them joints the wires the mesh the metal plating the connection point and the stability of robots#robots are so cool i need a billion of them
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The Yellowjackets Instagram sharing the drop date for YellowSTONE gave me the worst whiplash of my life. Don’t. Don’t do that. I care immensely about lesbian soccer cannibals and inescapable trauma. I do not care about Costner in a cowboy hat. Don’t play with me that way. In Pride month? How dare you.
#yellowjackets#I just watched a bunch of Chris Fleming videos in a row and I fear it shows in my sentence structure#but all the same: I got irrationally excited for point two seconds and then realized#the OTHER one. the other show beginning with yellow. not even close to the same thing.#me: oh my god a drop date. they literally just started filming but maybe!!!#how could you play me this way#I do like to imagine it’s the same human in charge of both accounts. that’s a hilarious mental image#they just crossed their wires by mistake and now the gays are SO confused
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Interesting. Don’t necessarily think I’m autistic but I have more going on than just ADHD and I’m not sure what that is.
#I’m not even sure if the ADHD is actually ADHD either or if it’s just technology addiction#Gonna get a REAL neuropsych evaluation at some point out of sheer curiosity as to what the fuck is wrong with me#I relate to a lot of autistic things and I relate to a lot of ADHD things; but I don’t entirely relate to the majority of either population#and I don’t relate to people with both enough to think I have both#I’ve begun treating myself as if I am autistic just for Kicks and using things that help them and it’s helping in some ways#but I know it’s probably not autism because even though I struggle socially; it’s not because of the same reasons#I understand social cues; I was only accidentally perceived as rude as a kid (and most kids are kind of blunt)#(Mostly a moderate amount of “Stop correcting me! It’s disrespectful!” from my parents)#And nowadays because of how much psychology and acting I study; I can perceive shrimp social cues#And I’m purposefully doing all the right things but it still feels like I fail social interactions because of my lack of assertiveness#which I KNOW come from being raised in a cult#so perhaps my odd social behavior is from CPTSD from being raised in a puritan doomsday cult as an only child#Because I was NOT introverted or sensitive to others as a child#I did not have routines as a child and the ones I did have were for fun and did not distress me if I strayed from them#But now I need structure as an adult because I don’t know what else to do with myself if I have nowhere to be#But at the same time everyone feels worse when they have no routine or expectations#And is it actually inattentive ADHD or severe derealization and an itch to do as many things as possible#because I spent my childhood being raised in a boring doomsday cult by disabled older parents who couldn’t physically do much?#(And I don’t fault my parents for being disabled but I do fault them for the whole doomsday cult thing)#So I spent my whole childhood doing mentally tedious things when really I’m more wired for physically spontaneous things#Because I was not allowed to walk around the neighborhood alone until I was sixteen#And I couldn’t hang out with friends I wanted to hang out with because they were bad association#So of course I got really good at drawing even though I don’t even like drawing that much#Of course I got really good at writing even though I don’t like writing that much#Now that I don’t need to escape from anything I find I actually hate drawing and writing because it’s such a chore#they make my heart rate accelerate in a way I don’t like to feel#(I hate writing less than drawing)
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