#THIS STREAM WAS SO STRESSFUL
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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ultimate cherik + normal!erik solos because if i have to work with this group project longer than i have to im going to actually genuinely eat concrete
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#magneto#professor x#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#i didnt think id draw today but ive gen been so stressed about school i just like. NEEDED a break#i just needed to care for my soul so here we are.... this nonsense again..#i was just gonna stop it at the first comic but then i kept going oops. i choose to blame stream yesterday !!!!#we mentioned ultimate cherik and i spent the last 24 hours thinking of them#honestly the alcohol comic was inspod by the fact i saw kosher-friendly booze when i was getting my drink yesterday vjelEJKAJ#i was actually going to draw like. Evil Magneto and charles but alas.... gjeLKEAJL#ill do that another day i promise i have strong visions about that too but for now. Please Enjoy#now excuse me while i have tomorrow to dread jVLKJEKLAV
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Scar: Gah, dang Etho, I wish you were near me. I need your bobcatting assistance, dang
Etho: You need something spread or what?
Scar: I need, I need...yeah
a moment of silence
Gem: There's a joke there. I'm gonna leave it though
Scar: No- It's yard work, Gem!
Gem: I know, I know, I know
Etho: You know when Gem leaves a joke, it's really bad
#liveblogging#there are so many clips in this stream#they are menaces and they don't realize it every time#hermitcraft liveblogging#hermitcraft#hermitcraft s10#hermitcraft season 10#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#gtwscar#etho#hermitcraft etho#ethoslab#geminitay#hermitcraft gem#correct hermitcraft quotes#I cannot stress enough#they are saying these of their own volition
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so! how’s it going
#To be clear: I WANT to do all of these things I’m not stressing myself out or anything#I just have too much I’m excited about and don’t have the time to do everything at once like I would like to DGJBCGHKNCGH#I’ve already watched 3 wild life povs and I’m freaking living my best life I assure you#But now I just have more things I want to draw#THIS IS WHY I WANNA STREAM SO I CAN GET MY BRAINROT OUT#BUT THE AIRSERVER TICKET PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT THEYRE TALKING ABOUT FGBJCHKNVGN#Anyway#normal day in the life LMAOOO#dbhc#dbhc sillies#The shepherd#art escapades#My sona
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from this morning ✨ woke up sleepy n sexually frustrated n wish i had someone to take it out on 🥺
🩷this is a lesbian blog minors n cishet men dni🩷
#ok to reblog#my last day of class was today#i’ve been so stressed#want to femmehandle someone#femme nsft#femme4all#femme bait#femme4masc#femme4butch#femme4femme#femme lesbian#femme dyke#butch for femme#minors dni#dyke nsft#butchposting#nonbinary lesbian#lesbian nsft#lesbian#pspsps butches#pspsps femmes#pspsps lesbians#nonbinary nsft#nonbinary#butch bait#alder stream
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Being the princess betrothed to barbarian!Bakugo.
You don't mind so much as you've always known this was to be your destiny, born merely to smooth over tensions between the kingdom and the country.
But your first meeting is hardly from ideal. The man shoves himself into your dressing room in trying to avoid the grooming his own mother is trying to give him, desperate to get away from the egregious, stifling rules the castle enforces regarding presentation, mainly putting on a shirt.
(He was born of his own parent's desire, but volunteered himself to save the country from annihilation via. industrialization, NOT realizing it would involve marriage. He's much less thrilled than anyone.)
And there you are, being (forcibly) sewed up into a corset that you're absolutely spilling over, your face matted from a layer of unnatural-colored powder, your lips stained the color of fruit that doesn't blossom for months as you turn to look at him in surprise (and then fear, and then confusion and question, your maids squealing before running off to get a guard)...
And Bakugo is suddenly made aware of this itching desire to save you, too.
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(You're standing there, both breathless and bare; him voluntarily, you because of timing. And it's so oddly intimate for separate reasons; Bakugo's never associated nudity with sexuality and you've never been naked in front of a man before.
And despite the betrothal, neither of you know what to say, stuck in the midst of an "is this it?" moment, at least until Bakugo is grabbing your hand to whisk you away and marry you where he was born rather than in between castle walls.)
#bakugo#SOBBBBBBING#that last part is actually my tags but they were good and i thought why not put them up there#so i got nothing for here#except a separate image of going to bakugo's home village and needing to bathe#and he's the one to teach you how to in a stream instead of a porcelain tub#and he's teasing u about ur stress of taking off your clothes except he's holding your hand to help you get in the cold river#and he's so sweet and calm even if youre so cute when youre shuddering n your n*pples get hard#and its a realization for him too#ANYWAY#caitie post#gen
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the new smajor fantasy skin is so CUTE
#smajor#mcyt#fanart#wandering mask art#if i had a nickel for every time scott smajor was in an SMP event with an unkillable snail etc etc#what a delightful stream#genuinely some of the best stallcasting i've ever seen#these people are criminally fun to watch just bounce off each other#i laughed so damn hard#also shoutout to the admins of that boss fight fr#it must have been so stressful#but by god they got it working in time#i don't envy anybody who tries to coordinate a live show#in modded minecraft no less#a famously stable game#. anyway
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if i dont have narilamb right now ill die
#i havent been home all day im so tired and i need. the cat and the lamb#squish them in my brain like stress balls#i may do a late night art stream#sara shush
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I've been sick at home for a week and a half and its reminding me too much of quarantine. Suffer with me?
DISCLAIMER: Some of these fond memories included CCs that have now been revealed to have been abusing their platform. This post is not about supporting those CCs, it's about fondly reminiscing on enjoyable streams that just so happened to include them. Admitting that you used to enjoy someone's content ≠ still supporting them!
#that disclaimer is mostly about wlbr & dteam btw!!! nothing has happened with most of these other folks afaik#anyways hey guys do you like my blatant nostalgiabait post. come join me in this miserable space#i almost included Jackbox Streams here but i remember they used to stress me out cause I was so scared of them saying smthing bad and#getting cancelled after that one Tommy incident 😭 so i left it off the poll#doodle.txt
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I think the funniest thing about how the Fandom perceives Tim (especially obnoxious Tim fans) is that he is was deeply hurt by the actions Jason, Damian, and Dick have done to him, but lowkey that’s just the fandom projecting
Tim lowkey did not give a fuck. Maybe a little at first, but he definitely does not hold a grudge against any of them.
#Tim Drake#unhinged tim drake#like will Tim eternally hate you if you take a sip from his Soda? yes#but attempted murder… he can get over that#Damian and Jason were just having a really bad time#(looks at that one panel where Tim forgives Jason for being an asshole supreme)#and he can admit that Dick was under a lot of stress during the time Bruce was lost in the time stream#angst is fun though#so I don’t BLAME Tim fans for it#just sometimes it’s annoying because Dick is a really good older brother and doesn’t deserve the hate for handing off a mantle he created#and Damian was a child who only grew up knowing that violence was the only way you can earn your place#and it’s shown in multiple panels that Tim understands that#Tim was literally snarking while Jason beat him up at Titans Tower#(honestly that was most accurate sibling portrayal in media… so…)#I say that as a younger sibling who has had so many injuries from my sister beating the crap outa me#and my younger brother emotionally decimates me on a daily basis#really#certain Tim fans just make him a wimp
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to the people who write summaries and wikis with thorough breakdowns of all the lore and media for a series that breaks it up into 20 different formats: you are doing fantastic work, may it remain intact and accessible well into the future, I owe you my life
to the people that decide splitting your series into 20 different media formats with critical lore in most/all of them is a good idea:
ARCHIVE YOUR SHIT IMMEDIATELY, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING.
#my post#the hill i will die on is “DO NOT EXODIA YOUR MEDIA IF YOU WANT IT TO SURVIVE. DO NOT ASSUME. DO NOT SPLIT THE LORE.''#Example one: FNAF. It is in an absolute cocomelon state of comprehensibility. this is why the fans are insane (/positive).#Example 2: RWBY / RoosterTeeth. Were it not for the work of fans preserving their media#we would have lost SO MUCH fucking work and effort.#Example 3: Project Moon. Comics and fan-works have been scrubbed from the internet because they put their foot up their own asses.#(which at the same time i have endless respect for. but when the lore is any amount spotty. if you use a COMIC to supplement.)#Example 4: BATIM. Putting any amount of lore in the NOVELS is asking for karma.#(FNAF is not immune to this. AT ALL.)#Example 5: *EVERY FUCKING ARG OUT THERE*. It is SO stressful trying to get into a series on a timer-#-that is ENTIRELY decided by how long its host service keeps its components functional#Example 6: Warframe. Half the lore is in YOUTUBE TRAILERS. Half is in INACCESSIBLE EVENTS.#THE STORY IS INCOMPREHENSIBLE WITHOUT THE WIKI.#all of this is exacerbated by streaming services deleting anything and everything at the drop of a hat#and certain medias (BATIM. RoosterTeeth. FNAF) just straight up DELETING THEIR SHIT. for REASONS.#YOUR LONGEVITY IS DOOMED TO A BRIEF EXISTENCE WITHOUT A BACKUP PLAN
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family ties really has one of the best xmen 92 openings like magneto breaks into the mansion just to tell charles he's leaving for europe and while he's there he puts logan in the torture chamber and charles doesnt even gaf
#snap chats#idk how charles convinced logan to keep watch but i just know bro is regretting that decision#GOD I SHOULDVE PUT THAT ON YESTERDAY THAT WHOLE BIT CUOLDVE SHOWN IN FULL BEFORE THE STREAM GOT SHUT DOWN VEJLKVJELAK#anyways thinking of this scene again solely cause im thinking of doodling something diabolical before bed#i just wanted to share that its Top Five 92 Moments for me its so fucking funny#like the casualness of it all is so funny i cant stress this enough#imagine being charles xavier at like 1AM reading by the fire and this big tittied bitch in his trench coat walks into your study like#'hiiiii im going to europe dont follow me' and then puts the tv on to show one of your housemates getting electrocuted#and you dont even react you just fuckign sigh like 'jesus christ. what do you want. cant this wait til morning'#charles Same Shit Different Day xavier hes better than me i wouldve snapped day three at LEAST#i love them so much theyre so goofy its some sitcom level shit#we're never getting that tomfoolery again and im so sad but im so happy we got it at all#ok bye doodling time !!!!!
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Lil warm up doodle because I'd been playing some Thropes and then watched some dubbed DunMeshi and am a Damien Haas enjoyer so. Enjoy a Shez.
#fe warriors three hopes#shez#i usually watch subbed anime but my brain recently hasn't been able to process subtitles + not english#like my brain cannot filter the difference and then i simply get stressed out because i dont know what was said via reading#and its been... bad tbh#so i swapped over to the english audio but still with subtitles and its been fine !#i also really enjoy how damien sounds so excited cause when i would watch him stream#and he would go on a story telling adventure it was so enthusiastic and genuine#and i like how he has that same vibe in the show#that said i have never drawn fanart for dunmeshi and dont wanna start now while i have other art obligations#i can dabble with learning how to draw different characters after i do comms if i feel up to it#but fe is such a default for me its really easy to draw as a doodle/warm up#also im incredibly biased to being fond of damien cause he commissioned me for emotes for twitch#which is incredibly flattering and no other va has bought art from me ? so thank you mr haas for the honors#i also am a shez enjoyer and love the vibes of both shez looks
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god I wish turning back time using bundles went somewhere. I need something to happen so bad
#rambles#lifesteal spoilers#saphs 4c blogging has me wanting secrets but im allergic to 4c streams so i guess ill never know#hes too secretive and i dont understand him and it stresses me lmao
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not the angel numbers
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scraps during studying for uni
#sketch#mcsr#uhh#raddles#7rowl#fulham#evankeen#and draft designs for#bigbigmongey#ancoboy#i got so stressed ranked streams my beloved#huhuhuhuu#ok bye <3
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