#THIS is insane. bye
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patrick, 2007
#This like gagged me like ok can i just say everyone who was allieposting last week i lowkey thought you guys were insane but#THIS is insane. bye#article#also filed under fob comparing the band to a relationship/having sex compilation
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*about any given drawing* cranking the saturation slider will fix this
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#itafushi#if u count this 0.7 of a megu as itfs ig#ANYWAY HI SORRY IM LIKE DIES but fear not i am actually lives#between artblock and job and attempting to have a social life im exhausted Always but we persist! she said wracked w anxiety and guilt#capitalism got me BAD this leaving the house stuff and waking up early stuff and going to bed before midnight stuff got hands#im also like. rly anxious posting this i feel like its not Enough of a draws to justify the break bc im like insane#convinced every1 hates me for not posting regularly and wld rather i never post again and other delusions#im working on things i am going so slowly it makes me want to crawl out of my skin but i am working on things!!!#anyway im sorry its just sketchy im sorry my render still looks like an identity crisis pls accept my humble offering#before i crawl back in2 my hole and/or run in2 traffic BYE
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guilty
#girlblogging#girlblogger#girlhood#girl interrupted#locally hated#bye#literature#journal#wreck this journal#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#pink aesthetic#coquette#lana del rey#lizzy grant#nct#female hysteria#female rage#girl things#cinammon girl#female manipulator#female insanity#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#literally me
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otnwas ch 30 for @jjackfrost <3
Aka it’s my anniversary (ish) for reading this fic and joining the hijack community 🥰
#hijack#jackycup#otnwas#OH to make a otnwas comic that would be so insane#this was so fun I was really digging into my webtoon graphic novel AP lit assignment roots for this LMAO#don’t look at the fire for too long the sfx artists are laughing at me#something abt otnwas that really drew me in was the adventure n action scenes like#its the type of scenes where ur eyes are GLUED to ur small little cellular in the darkness#shrimped over and craving more#anyway u didn’t see me bye#ily otnwas
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⋆。°🎧ྀི.⊹₊ ⋆ it’s just been plaguing my mind a lot. you know, the thought of those pretty sounds rin makes when he fucks you.
his voice is just so deep and raspy, it’s just nature for those deep groans to fall from his lips the second he starts going in and out of your wet heavenly cunt that just keeps sucking him in.
he tries so hard to stay quiet as long as he can, nipping down on his lower lip and gripping your hips harder—anything to grasp on to that self control that was slipping so incredibly far away from him. it’s nothing but those pretty groans that come out of his mouth.
then those sounds get a little bit high pitched. it’s when your nails dig into his back, drawing long, painful and delicious scratches along the muscle that his voice breaks into something that sounds almost like a moan. it’s when your gummy walls clench around his cock, his moans turn a little more breathless. and when he hears you moan his name? shit, he’s a goner.
that’s when he starts chasing. chasing the sounds of your pretty moans. chasing the feeling of your hands roaming, clutching and clinging onto his body. chasing the feeling of your pussy tightening around his cock when he hits that sweet spot inside you. chasing the feeling of your high. chasing the feeling of his own high. he’s gripping your hips tight enough to bruise, and he’s driving his hips and his dick into you over and over and over and over again.
his mind’s a mess, his body’s out of his control, and he’s so incredibly lost in you. that’s when he starts whimpering. the sound is straight from heaven. it’s high pitched, soft, needy, whiny, almost like he’s holding back tears in those pretty teal eyes of his.
“m’gonna cum.” he whimpers in your ear, his head falling into the crook of your neck as he tries to stop himself from cumming right on the spot. but he’s a good boy, he’s not cumming till you’ve cummed around his dick first.
he’s losing himself, incoherent strings of needy words leaving his lips in the prettiest whimpers. your name, how good you feel, how he never wants to pull out of you, how he’d rather die than never fuck you again—oh, poor sweet thing, he’s not gonna last much longer.
he’s in luck, ‘cause you’re already shaking, gasping, moaning and cumming around his cock the second those last words tumble out of his mouth.
when rin cums, shit, you could cum all over again just from how hot he sounds. his voice breaks, he’s all whiny whimpers, and needy groans as he gets closer and closer till he finally breaks. breathless moans fall from his lips, followed by something between a sob and whimper as he grips you hard enough to break you, spilling all over deep inside you—his body absolutely trembling.
he’s gasping for air as his head falls in the crook of your neck, your hands twining in his dark hair as you both catch your breaths. those soft gasps that come from his mouth are just so sweet.
then, he rasps out through those soft gasps, his voice pretty as ever, “i love you.”
oh, rin. he’s just too pretty. in every way.
#ᡣ𐭩₊˚.⋆⁺₊ eremikayearner#i’m going insane#i need him so bad#i think he can be sooooo intimate#yes he says i love you in missionary he’s so cute oh my god rin i love you#i’m gonna eat him BYE WHY AM I GETTING SHY REREADING THIS#girl u wrote this#itoshi rin#rin itoshi#rin itoshi x reader#itoshi rin x reader#rin itoshi x y/n#itoshi rin x y/n#bllk rin x reader#rin bllk x reader#rin itoshi smut#itoshi rin smut#rin smut#bllk smut
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day 1: WELCOME!!!!!!!
#ii#inanimate insanity#daily ii bugs#ii suitcase#suitcase ii#inanimate insanity suitcase#ii knife#knife ii#inanimate insanity knife#bugs#buggies!!!!!#bye bye
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make it WILD
(original ass caption, i know)
i may be a bit late to the fanart train but i just had to make something for my FAVORITE GUY THAT FINALLY WON THE LIFE SERIES WOOHOOOOOO ily joel smallishbeans
#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#wild life spoilers#wild life#life series#wild life fanart#life series fanart#mcyt#mcyt fanart#btw i kinda hate the way the red part turned out but also i kinda like it but also i kinda hate it#the rendering on yellow joel went kind of insane tho i cant even lie#pls dont let this flop sob sob#my art#hermitcrap art#ok bye
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i'm still trying to piece together the truth of it. when you left, you said: feel free to spin this narrative however you want. i have no idea if you were being cruel or if you just genuinely don't remember what you've done to me.
it's hard because i'd done so much of the work for you. i had seen the parts that flaked off, the rust underneath. i started separating you into two people - the one i loved, and the one who hurt me. i had this fantasy version of you - my partner - and then i had this stranger, a third person who would show up randomly to shatter me. i am deliriously glad i'm no longer with "the stranger". i miss the gentle (unreal?) "other" you terribly.
at first, i was so strict about my boundaries. i remember telling you to get the fuck out of my house if you were going to talk to me like that. by the end: i would justify your behavior for you, accepting even your mistreatment as "my fault" in the grand scheme. i look back on the person i was before you - smart, independent, confident - and i feel a strange sense of detachment. i don't even recognize me.
even in one of our last conversations, you said: if you want a partner that always talks warmly to you, find someone else. there was a time that a comment like that would have made me leave. and instead, somehow, i just placidly accepted that kind of thing. you were literally telling me that i wasn't allowed to have a reaction to your cruelty - and i just took it, because you'd so fully turned things around on me.
when people are faced with irrationality, a rational brain tries to make sense of it. this is the trap. they're lovely in the morning, gentle and blue-eyed and sweet. like nothing even happened, they breeze around the house and kiss you on the mouth. but at night; who is that? they snap almost randomly; flying into an impotent rage about just-about-anything. it just doesn't make sense. so the problem must be me, and my brain, and how i think.
the traumatized brain just wants peace. so maybe i'm misremembering. maybe you were just having a bad day. maybe it's actually me.
you eventually would fully turn on me and start implying that i am the bad actor in our relationship. that's what happens, right? that's literally in the playbook. you went to therapy for all of a month, told her a half-truth, co-opted therapyspeak. you figured out how to reframe your actions as "seeking peace." any time i stood my ground, i was "gaslighting." when i asked you to be more gentle, you said i was "tone policing." you said, randomly, i had emotionally manipulated you - i still have no idea what that's even specifically referring to. maybe my consistent requests for calmness and empathy?
and while i literally know better, and i'm sitting here, trained by you, thinking: wait, fuck. was i actually the person you made me out to be?
and the thing that scares me is that i literally do not know if you ever actually saw what you were doing to me. when you'd tell me how you remember arguments, you'd always summarize them in a way where you come off as gentle and easy: "i was trying to set an important boundary." what had actually happened was 15 minutes of you shouting at me i know you did something shady, just admit it already. eventually you'd say my reaction to your shouting (when i finally reacted, which usually happened around hour three) was inevitably "disappointing" and "another way i'm silencing your feelings."
how many times did i ask you - beg you - to just take accountability? looking back, i don't think i ever heard you say: you're right. the way i talked to you was wrong of me.
i am trying to tie together the two people into a full version of you in my head. yes, you made my coffee and made me laugh and spent hours on the phone with me. and yes - you would scream at me until i had to run away and hide behind something.
i wish i did have a narrative i could pull out and shape to my whim. i wish i did have some semblance of reality. instead i just stand here, strange and vibrating, wondering: what the fuck just happened?
#spilled ink#warm up#tbh more of a diary than a poem#i need to write this stuff down bc my ptsd likes to forget trauma pretty much WHILE it's happening#and any time i find myself making it ''my fault'' again i have to walk myself through the grounding steps#it's so hard to describe emotional abuse. bc it's so fucking easy to get sucked into#like. you're an empathetic person. so when ur partner comes to you after a nasty fight and is like#“i really was trying to get my feelings heard and you didn't hear me last night” you're like - okay you know what#i'll do the right thing. this is my fault. let me take accountability and try to empathize and talk things out.#with the assumption that later - it'll be ''your turn'' right. you'll be able to bring up the screaming and talk about how#you BOTH need to make a safe space for each other. that you can't listen if your partner is literally shouting at you.#since YOU reflect and grow and try to be a better partner. you assume SHE will be doing the same thing.#but it is never your turn. she will never bring up the screaming. you cannot tell if she LEGIT just doesn't feel culpable.#and when u bring it up. she says ''so i deserved you talking to me badly? <- this doesn't go well.#she says you're blaming her. she doesn't understand that arguments are ''two sides and the truth''. it's that 1 person is right and 1 isn't#so u try to talk it out. get both perspectives heard. but over time it just becomes easier to let her get her rant out and shut up about u#until one day you wake up and despite months of treating you terribly - and admitting it 3 weeks ago!!! - she's now saying...#you were always terrible . you were always the issue. she never got her feelings heard.#meanwhile you remember literally MONTHS of supporting her and listening to her and silencing yourself.#and bc she TRAINED you to accept fault ... you just say sorry. you feel insane. you feel incredibly unhinged.#meanwhile. i fully am the kind of person that will reflect. come back after a fight. apologize before you ask. say things like#“i see your side now and i was wrong about this/that/the other thing.” ...... this is EMOTIONAL MATURITY.#she literally started calling it ''mindgames'' and ''flip flopping." ........#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#<- girl who def was emotionally abused but also doesn't really understand that yet#anyway love u get OUT OF THERE IF YOU RELATE BYE!!!!
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doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade
#first fanart in a while!#i was rewatching the ultimate spiderman cartoon bc it was my entire childhood lol#also this also happened bc i watched deadpool and wolverine and loved it but also came out of it loving spideypool and i feel like ive been#played. somehow#their dynamic is so good and crazy and i started reading the spideypool run and its actually so insane im crying#anyways here i am sorry i forgot about tumblr for a little bit i just forgot to log in ndjfhdjjr#school starts back up again and i am Excited (fear) but hopefully i can still post stuff ehe#have a good day and week! :3#spiderman#peter parker#marvel#ok bye
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drew my boywifehusgirlfriendband (*ノωノ) i love sdv sam so much ill fight to the death for him. my silly sammie wammie.......... <-<-<-<- ramblings person who has NOT slept a wink in the past 20 hours
will drop my sam hcs and thoughts at a later date. savor my silence while you can. i Am crazy just a tiny lot about sdv and ESPECIALLY sam ........ but that is for another day i have sm work😭😭😭RELEASE MEEEEEEEEEEE
#ray art#sdv sam#sam stardew valley#sdv#stardew valley#stardew fanart#stardew valley sam#eisdhagaywwihevrsbsne#HIIIIIII#him <3#i love dumb blond people its like looking into a mirror#will be back to my scheduled dogman fanart soon do not fret#i am still insane#just visibly in many different ways#making the jobs of the future scientists that study my brain easier#i woll be placed in an exhibit and that sounds so fucking cool#ok bye
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adrien runs? well yes!

also…she’s still getting used to labels (too oblivious to notice his pun), and she may or may have not knew exactly where he would be …

i csnt help but need to say this is cornball sorry anyways i crave season 6
#miraculous ladybug#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#adrienette#mlb fandom#please save me#he’s so…ahh..#him running makes so much sense tbh#marinette is insane maybe#but i love her still#also he makes stupid puns#look at his pink cloth mari gave him ahhh#sorry for my cringe dialogue ok bye
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ok no one told me this, so just so everyone else knows:
Cinderella’s Castle has hella puppets. it has incredible puppets. holy fuck does this show have puppets.
i love puppets so much and these puppets are so good. like, these are some phenomenal puppets i dont know how to cope. I’m going to be drawing these characters until i die, this is it for me.
#team starkid#starkid#cinderella's castle#ella ashmore#sir hop a lot#crumb starkid#putrice ashmore#rancilda ashmore#puppets#muppets#puppet#puppetry#welcome home puppet show#i love puppets there are so many good puppets in this show oh my stars there are so many puppets!!!!!!!!!#lmtposting#ok bye going to go insane now
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my new roman empire 😩😭
#the heart killers#the heart killers ep3#firstkhao#kantbison#joongdunk#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#i am going insane#absolutely insane#cannot believe what i am witnessing with my own eyes there#forget the sm shit this is what im all about#nothing else#im gonna stare at this for the rest of my life#bye
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thinking about how watson will always lose holmes in every universe, but eventually get him back.





except in house md., where the roles are reversed, and house will be the one to lose wilson for ever.

#okay whatever#bye#they make me insane#i hate them sm#(affectionately)#johnlock#hilson#sherlock holmes#house md#granada holmes#acd canon#soviet holmes#bbc sherlock#rdj holmes
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Sebastian Stan wears Thom Browne for L'Officiel USA; photographed by Ryan Lowry
#sebastian stan#sebstanedit#marvelcastedit#marveledit#marveldaily#sebastiansource#mcufam#mcuchallenge#dailyavengers#theavengers#dailymenedit#mancandykings#flawlessgentlemen#dilfsource#usersavana#usertammy#usersvenja#unearthlydust#userlaurianne#userchristineb#gaybuckybarnes#userkk#dailymavelkings#yourbuckies#marveladdicts#useraurore#mensource#i kinda need some fresh air; i don't care about the amount of seb content i love them all#his beard grows insanely fast btw BYE
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