#What i think about instead of sleeping
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diasyu · 11 months ago
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Sun x moon but unrequited love. Sun x moon in the sense that we are planets apart, and I am cursed to forever orbit around the same planet forever. Yet, the only reason I’m seen is because of you, the only reason I’m still living is because of you. You give me light, unaware of how bright you shine. If I were to get any further from you, I would shrivel up and die, and if I get any closer to you, I would burn painfully in your light. So I’m fine with this, I have to be fine with this.
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reebmiester · 1 year ago
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how much of bruce wayne's fucked-up-ness is from watching his parents get murdered and how much of it is actually from being raised by a butler? kid had to pay a salary to keep his only guardian around
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letyhide · 3 months ago
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"it's not gonna be as deep as you think" i was then shot 57 times.
I put togheter this little video for myself, and for the people who aren't exactly caught up with what happened today between devotions on stream. so here! Have some of the most important clips that i cut down from the stream ^-^
the fact that Mapicc mainly wanted to meet up so he could apologize for wronging Zam... and now that they have each other back, Mapicc just wants to leave. it's so.. doomed. Near the end i actually had my jaw on the floor. i could not believe what i was hearing, because from analyzing their every interaction you kinda know how highly they think of each other, and like, just how much care is there from both parties. but they have always operated on assumption that the other knew. Hearing Zam communicate that openly for the first time ever to Mapicc. is... WOW..... too bad that these are the circumstances.... GAHHH okay
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casualavocados · 8 months ago
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You've never done that when I got close to you before. Why? None of your business. Tell me, or you can't leave.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 10
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#uservid#userspring#userrain#pdribs#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#every time i color this scene i get stronger. anyway there were so many expressions i just couldnt leave out. the deep breath ai di takes#steeling himself before admitting it. & the way chen yi absorbs it the way he blinks away & his mouth opens before focusing on ai di again#thinking about it. thinking about four years of attacks ai di had to withstand. understanding the way he is now but hating how its happened#and also the guilt hes gotta feel from that! & yet thats overcome in this moment by a need to not let ai di put a wall between them#which is what ai di keeps trying to do. he admits a vulnerable thing and then deflects FOUR TIMES in this scene. first when sleeping#& choking chen yi when woken(& avoiding when questioned abt it). second by dropping his guard & worrying when he finds chen yi injured#& twice more shown in this set. he has to shake it off he has to put his wall back up but his instincts are strongest & chen yi SEES them.#you can see the way ai di wants to relax into that hug. the way he just wants to BREATHE but instead uses those breaths to defend himself#he chooses to flirt hoping it'll make chen yi back off. hoping he'll stop asking him to be vulnerable. but chen yi knows his tricks now.#and hes not going to let ai di continue believing he doesnt CARE about him. its poetic the way he gives him a taste of his own medicine#like it's *strategic*. he watches and learns. he knows his own influence over ai di he knows that HE is ai di's weakness. it's..chef's kiss
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beastwhimsy · 2 years ago
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I'm completely enamored with this wizard who is in like 5 episodes total and gets barely any lines and I have found THREE other artists who have ever drawn fanart of him. anyway I have decided that I will rectify this injustice by getting even more unwell about them. here he is I love you life giving magus
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they're the kind of wizard to say "wonderful!! ^_^ 🌼🌷💞" and "HOT DOG!!!!!!!!‼️💥🤯" in the same 10 seconds <- he has done this canonically
ID in alt, please consider reblogging thank you I love you
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they're so silly I love you gnc wizard teacher who enjoys road trips and making yummy treats with their friends
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cyanorth · 1 year ago
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me if shoving my interests together was a job (id be rich)
anyway malevoff is real
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kabutoden · 7 months ago
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could you draw tavros bug? I looked for him but couldn't find him :[
Thx! <3 :]
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i keep thinking about this ask. tavros bug. tavros bug. there is he. i think hes complaining about how people keep telling him to grow up when he's objectively never going to get to do so.
tavros...
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sabh0 · 1 year ago
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Also on the topic of Chuuya's mischaracterization - do yall also get annoyed when ppl keep saying he has extreme anger issues and reduce his personality to an angry Chihuahua 😭😭
Like i dont think that liking to fight = anger issues, not in his case. Also being grumpy doesn't equal anger issues either (and he isn't always annoyed or frustrated either). He's only really angry when something big happens and stresses him out (like when he was supposed to play the pm leader's role when Mori was out in the Cannibalism arc) (and tbh who wouldn't get angry/stressed in similar situations) or when Dazai is around (welp. Dazai just has this effect on people)(and in recent chapters we can see that's not always the case, either).
The only time where i see Chuuya having problems managing his anger is in storm bringer, where he actually beats the living sht out of people if they ask him a simple question like "where were you born". But these r the only cases he's actually harmful to people i think??? Most of the time his anger in the book is (imo) justified and understandable. And when he gets angry and realizes that maybe he shouldn't, he will stop himself too (i would say his conversation with Adam at the Flag's funeral is a good example) (tho imo who wouldn't get angry in that situation)))
Anger is a normal emotion humans experience. That anger is needed for one's survival at times. Anger issues become a problem when a person can't manage their anger and fo stuff they may regret later or cause harm. And I don't think Chuuya is an angry gremlin the fandom makes him out to be
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crowsaresocool · 3 months ago
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sometimes i think about cass and how to her father figures she has always been a daughter second and the perfect tool first:
david cain, who saw her as The One Who Is All, his perfect assain
batman, who sees her as himself Batgirl, his perfect soldier
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afterhandholding · 2 months ago
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and if i said cliche sebagni bookstore owner x tattoo artist modern au what then? is the society ready for this?
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shesmore-shoebill · 6 months ago
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okay this IS honestly something i find deeply interesting and compelling in general. but more importantly WHERE IS THE REST OF COURTNEY'S STORY. The level of detail is Sending me but also if they're giving us all that the LEAST smosh can do is give us the rest of it 😭😭😭😭😭
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askaglassofwater · 1 month ago
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like considering everything that was going on the archive staff did a damn good job with their language. i know its just the way its written but if a fraction of what they dealt with happened to me id be cursing and swearing with arthur lester
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snekdood · 19 days ago
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anyways ppl with vaginas are amazing and not inherently less than anyone with a penis and if you disagree you can jump off a bridge <3
#go ahead. TRY to read anything into this that isnt just what the statement is saying.#bc lets be honest- a lot of ppl on here praise penis's but just do it for trans women so its 'better' somehow??? like its still penis#worship either way and its fucking weird to do.#i mean personally if i was a trans woman i'd feel like everyone was fetishizing me and i'd be really uncomfortable.#like if i wasnt already avoidant of ppl sexualizing me before that would be the nail in the coffin for me#hey everyone i have an idea: what if we treat all genitals as neutral?#like penis's are fine and great but the way ppl praise and fetishize girls with dicks is.... wild#and no you're not inherently better about it bc you're queer.#i sometimes think about what it'd be like if i was born the opposite way and became a trans woman instead but still had my brain#and i think the over sexualization of transfems would overwhelm me to the point of having a panic attack and never leaving the house#so like basically already what im dealing with but new layers and dimensions and reasons for why its happening added on#and id prolly detrans but thats bc i actually like being a dude so like. it just wouldnt work out in general. but i can see myself trying#it and probably being terrified the entire time. i just feel like a lot of the support transfems get isnt about like their actual struggles#but bc ppl can fetisihize and sexualize them later if they show they're 'on your side' and im worried a lot of transfems are desperate#for anyone who will take them and yeah.... idk. ig to me the 'support' doesn't really feel like support but feels more like...#'nice guy says all the right progressive words to get you to sleep with him' type beat#not all the support to be clear- i honestly specifically mean like. trans guys who id as tme or cis women who even seem like they're#pretending heavily that you're the same. idk. like the ppl who defend trans women against the idea of transandrophobia being real#dont... feel like they're actually doing it out of genuine support or fucks......#it feels like they're saying everything you WANT to hear instead of what you NEED to hear. and anyone who glazes you that much#i feel like is p much only doing it to get in your pants. like wow you think ALLLL of my political opinions are correct? i don't believe#you at all lmao. and anyone who's pretending that hard likely just wants something from you. bc watch them turn around and use#some of your takes against you when its convenient.
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evilkaeya · 1 month ago
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finished reading no home. I don't think I'll ever be the same person every again.
#this goes to the list of series that changed my life /srs#there aren't many things on that list but this one deserves to be in top 5#i can't even begin to rant about everything. it was so so good#the characters. their backstories. their development.#i could talk about them for HOURS.#the way that house went from “just a place to eat and sleep” to an actual home for both eunyung and haejoon#how they both made each other better. worked through their bad habits and started mirroring the good ones.#how both of them want to live now. for themselves.#im getting rlly fucking emotional rn#and the side characters are so good too#hara my love... u deserved more panel appearance#also juwan is the friend we all deserve to have. sure hes a bit too much sometimes but humans are like that. we have flaws and imperfection#thats what makes us humans#im goignt o throw up from everything im feelign rn tf#i miss them already i finished reading like 10 mins ago#the way haejoon accepted the grief of losing his mom instead of running from it.. god#also the arc where eunyung confronts his parents stressed me out the most. man I HATE HIS PARENTS.#“Is this the right thing to do?” oh baby. that panel broke me#im so glad haejoon was there with him#the way the author draws sad faces is not for the weak. i sobbed every time i saw them sad#specially baby eunyung who was begging his dad to stop hitting him#JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME UPSET AND ANGRY. LET ME HAVE A GO AT THAT BITCH I'LL GUT HIM#also every time haejoon remembered his mom and got sad :(( beloved#oh god im going on and on in the tags#how have i not hit the limit yet#no home#no home manhwa
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uncannydevotion · 4 months ago
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Bit of a silly question but which creepypastas do you think would work best as yanderes?
all of them.
im dead serious about this btw maybe im deranged but i can come up w yandere scenarios for like... a good portion of the creepypastas i know.
most of them don't even know how to have healthy relationships by default, and typically fall into the yandere category already in some way.
like... the bloody painter, for example. due to his upbringing, he's never once had any sort of relationship in his life that was positive and healthy. his parents loathed the way he was born and the one person he considered a friend turned around and made him a target of mass bullying. you could give him a perfectly healthy relationship on a silver platter and he'd still stalk you.
another example could be jason the toymaker, but he's pretty self-explanatory.
jeff the killer is a possessive bastard who would never let you break up with him once you start dating. you became his the moment he decided to let you live, and there's no way he'd ever let you get away from him.
homicidal liu is an overprotective guard dog who would sooner hide you away from the world than ever risk losing you, and sully is worse than him because whereas liu wouldn't hurt others over you unless absolutely necessary, sully has probably already murdered all your friends just for funsies.
ticci toby is so horrifically lonely and has the worst abandonment issues known to man that he'd probably keep you tied up in some dingy cabin in the woods just to make sure you don't leave him.
the list goes on and on, really.
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thegrinningghost · 4 days ago
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Positivity time for some fandoms of mine 🎶 :
• the LOTF fandom is soooo fun! they always support their fellow artists and writers. speaking of writers— more are showing up! which is awesome! the fandom is also full of wonderfully creative and well-thought-out OCs and AUs, which are always so cool to read through and interact with. overall the fandom is a place full of talented, amazing people who all fixated on one book about British loser school boys who get stuck on an island and go wild, and honestly, I’m pretty proud to be part of it
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