#again i dont think its wrong to think it might have to do w his queerness but i also. kind of disagree.

[wackywatchdotcom]

imo jax has no clue that hes miserable. like hes putting on a face for sure but i dont think he actually has the emotional awareness to know WHY hes doing that. he just wants to look cool and masculine and thats as far as he thinks on it. theres more to it but he doesnt know that. being sad isnt cool so he wouldnt even entertain the idea that hes secretly sad

[timcassie]

i get. the sentiment. but i really dont think dc not using tim has to do w him being bi (see how multiple recently out queer characters are still in active non queer identity related use rn). i think it has to do w/ TD:R being a flop & them clearly trying to set him up in other non-solos to do. Literally Anything. are they doing a good job at setting him up? no. but w/ the h2sh comment & whats going down w damian i dont think they just forgot abt him but more they want to shuffle the stage a bit first.

[gigginox]

ok. so i like all the new art and menus and from what i can tell (so far) the writing is unchanged but the music ... all im gonna say is i hope in the full release theres an option to have the original ost

[yuansie]

ocean memories : children of the sea,

synopsis. you never listen to your parents. what makes them think you'll listen to them now?

pairing. rafayel x fem! non mc! reader

warnings. reader is a preteen or a tween in this HAHFAHEFA so is rafayel, ooc preteen raf oopsie daisy (it's for the plot, unfortunately), formal speaking (it's set in the olden times...), reader's hair and eye color change to specific colors (it's for the plot... IT'S FOR THE PLOTTT PLS DONT HATE ME 😭🙏🏼) but skin color is not specified (obvi), raf is kind of serious... just a little bit (i think), slight spoilers to his forgotten sea myth (kind of?), reader is also supposed to be the smartest kid in her village . if there's anything i should add, please let me know!

genres. fluff

rating. sfw

w/c. 2.7k hahaha... 😟

a/n. HELLOOOOOO this was so long bye i didn't mean to make this chapter long but it happened so good bc sometimes i struggle even writing a sentence down BYEEE anyways ! for this section of the series, dialogue will be very formal because i do NAWT want to write in shakespearean ! bro's plays are good to read but writing it? NO ! reading raf's forgotten sea myth with all the "thy/thou" words had me internally crying.

YOUR PARENTS LIKE TO SAY THAT YOUR CURIOSITY WILL GET YOU IN TROUBLE, and while you don’t agree with them, you think their words might prove you wrong tonight.

the adults have always said never to head to the current by the coral reefs, said that it's too dangerous. you asked your parents once about why it was so.

they never answered you.

and then you asked the head of the village once—he said that you were too young to know.

to know what? that it's just a current? what is a current going to do to your strong tail? what will it do to a lemurian?

these vague answers have done nothing but pique your curious mind and your adventuring-craving bones. and so you find yourself laying wide awake at night, waiting and waiting until you know your parents have gone to sleep and are well into their dreams.

it's easy to slip out afterwards, easy to swim past the sea lamp outside the front door and the other homes. it's easy to swim past the village head’s place and head to the coral reefs behind it. the current comes into view quickly, easy to distinguish by the light blue waves that rush down and disappears beyond the wall of coral reef.

your parents words echo in your ear: stay away from the currents.

but they’re pushed away, a soft voice calling out to you. come closer. the voice sounds pleasant, not too deep nor too high pitched. it calls out to you again, come to me, find me, their words lulling you closer to the currents. and you move closer, abiding to the voice’s request. then you blink, finding yourself in the current. laughter erupts from your throat and spills from your lips, “and they said it was danger—” you squeal, waving your arms wildly when the current abruptly pulls you down, taking you away. you wait for the coral reef to scratch your skin and tail, but there was never any pain. it was almost as if the current protected you from it as it dragged you away, tugging down you to the entrance of what looks like a cave.

you’re dropped softly on sand, your mind absolutely blank from what just happened. the eerie silence gnaws dread into your bones, your heart beginning to pick its pace up. you’re all alone in some cave who-knows-how-far-away from the village. you push yourself off the sand, your tail hitting the ground and sending sand upwards. just as you’re about to explore the area to find a way back, you stop and tilt your head to the side, watching how the image of the cave shimmers and vibrates, its appearance morphing into what you think is a temple.

columns of pristine marble that look whiter than the pearls you sometimes see in the market, renders you speechless. you swim closer as if you’re in another trance, slowing to a stop right at the entrance. there is no door to keep you out, only a pitch darkness separating you from the inside. you stretch your hand out, fingers embraced by the darkness inside for a few seconds. the darkness doesn’t startle you, you feel no fear as you look into it but rather a strange calmness. the darkness erupts into a blinding light, making you shield your eyes until they adjust to the sudden brightness. the light now illuminates the temple and you move inside. your breath stops at your throat, wide eyes taking in every detail of the beautiful temple. you swim and reach an alter, blinking in confusion at the body of a boy around your age lying there.

the boy lies flat on his back, dark lashes and purple hair contrasting against his pale skin. his skin is so pale you think he’s sick, so you press a hand to his forehead and then your own against the back of your hand, closing your eyes. his skin is cold, though it soon warms up much to your surprise. you feel soft puffs of air against your skin; your eyes flutter open to find a pair of bicolored eyes, with beautiful hues of ocean blue and sunset red, staring back at you. there’s a faint glow of red by his shoulder blade, but you don't say anything and neither does he, choosing to just stare at one another.

“i am so sorry,” you say, leaning back to give him space. “i was just checking if you were sick since you looked so pale…”

“i am not sick,” he says, eyes trained on you. the intensity of his stare makes your cheeks heat up in embarrassment, but you decide to hold his stare. “i was merely sleeping.”

“sleeping?” the embarrassment you feel is washed away and replaced by curiosity. “all the way out here and not in whalefall village?"

he ignores your question and closes his eyes, “i have been waiting to get awakened,” he opens one of them to look at you, “you should have woken me up when i grew into an adult.”

“…what?” your curiosity is now skepticism because you have no idea what this boy is trying to say. “are you okay?” you look at him with narrowed eyes, studying his features. “you are not from the village. i would have recognized you.”

he ignores your question and rambles instead, “of course i am fine,” he says, “like i said, i was just sleeping, waiting to be awakened; now that i am awake…” the corners of his lips slowly lift and he points at you, “i have a question for you.”

“for me?” you point at yourself.

the boy nods. “i don't see anyone else here, now do i?”

you huff through your nose. “alright… but first, you must answer my question!”

he quirks an eyebrow up. “...okay. what is your question?”

“what is your name?”

the boy blinks at you. “i am the god of tides.”

your jaw drops, “what?” clearing your throat, you hit his arm to which he yelps in surprise. “don’t speak lies!”

he rubs the sore spot on his arm, his lips forming a pout. “i am not lying! i am the god of tides!”

“the village head told me that the god of tides has not been seen in over hundreds of years!”

“that’s because i was sleeping in my temple!” he huffs and throws his arms up. “i was waiting for my priestess to wake me up!”

“priestess?”

“yes!” the boy gets up from the alter and swims to you. “the deep sea told me it would send a girl who loves the sea more than anything, with hair the color of sea foam and eyes like sea… and here you are!”

“woah there,” you chuckle, lifting your hands to push the boy away from you. “i do not have sea foam-colored hair nor eyes like the sea.”

the boy points at your hair. “yes you do.”

you grab a strand of your hair in your hair and look down, choking in surprise at the color of your hair: blue sea foam that appears when waves crash on the surface. turning towards the boy, you grab his shoulders and shake him. “my eyes! what color are they?”

he rolls his eyes, “i told you that they are blue like the sea. why have you already forgotten?”

“no!” you whine, “my parents will kill me! that is not the color of my eyes nor is my hair this color! what did you do to me?”

the boy shrugs. “the deep sea must have blessed you when it chose you to find me.”

breathing in deeply, you exhale slowly, your hands still on his shoulders. “you say you are the god of tides, yes?” he nods, and you continue, “the village head once told me that only the god of tides could wield fire… can you?”

he pushes you away enough to create some distance between you two. your arms fall to your side as you wait with bated breath, and the boy holds a hand out, a fire burning brightly in his palm. he glances at you through his eyelashes, his lips forming a bright smile at the sight of you watching the flame in his palm with awe. the flame flickering in your blue eyes, he thinks, is pretty.

very pretty.

“oh,” you gasp, snapping him from his thoughts. “i was rude to you. i am so sorry.”

he waves it off. “i will forgive you because you are my one and only priestess.”

a priestess to the god your people have longed for.

you beam at him, “thank you—ah.”

“what?”

“your name,” you say, “you never told me.”

you watch the boy scratch the back of his neck as he thinks before finally replying, “i don’t have one.”

“what?” you gape at him like a fish does when it’s out of the water. “you have no name?”

“no.”

you close your eyes and tap on your upper lip with a finger, thinking long and hard. there is a text book you read not long ago, a text book the village head had lent you after you asked about the god of the sea. while reading it, there was a name that had appeared in the text that you liked.

“rafayel.”

blue and red eyes stare at you with curiosity. “rafayel?” he echoes.

“yes,” you grabs his hands and smile at him. “i read it in a book the village head gave to me. it means god has healed, and our god has finally healed and is back.”

rafayel mirrors the smile on your lips, gripping tightly onto your hands. “rafayel,” he says, “i like that name.”

it hasn’t been long since you woke rafayel and took him back to the village, and while the village head wanted to stick to his side like glue and aid him in whatever he could, rafayel had shooed him away, claiming that he only needed his priestess—you.

“you cannot be serious right now,” rafayel deadpans, watching you with narrowed as you swim about in the temple, the trinkets you had found on the surface clinking in your arms, “why would you go to the surface? again?”

“because it is fun and,” you raise your arms slightly, “i can find these odd things. they are fascinating, raf!”

rafayel furrows his eyebrows. “fascinating?” he repeats, glancing at the things in your arms before looking back at you, grimacing, “they do not look like that to me.”

“well, they just are!” you let the items go, letting them drift as you swim to your friend. “why don’t you go with me?”

“go with you?” he hums in thought. “no. the people will not let me leave the temple.”

you grab his hand tightly. “but i will be with you, rafayel. nothing bad will happen.”

you can see the gears in his head turn before slowly nodding. the corner of his lips twitch as you brighten, beginning to ramble about what you will show him first. he won’t admit it aloud—no, he can’t because he must remain a noble figure in your eyes—that he is excited to see with his own eyes the wonders you hold dear to your adventurous heart.

it’s almost comical how you wait until nightfall to sneak out of your home and head to the temple to meet rafayel. you have to continuously pinch your hand to refrain from laughing at how easy it is to slip out of your room and past the homes.

your parents will never learn, you think as the temple comes into view.

“rafayel?” you stick your head inside only to yelp in surprise at how quickly rafayel appears in front of you.

he gives you a lopsided grin, calming your racing heart instantly. “did i scare you, my priestess?”

“what do you think?” you grumble, slapping his arm. he whines, rubbing the sore spot on his arm as he sticks his tongue out at you. his foul mood is washed away when you grab his hands and press a finger to your lips, winking at him as you lead him to the surface.

out the temple, take the current to the coral reefs, swim to the canyons and cliffs, go up.

moonlight reflects on the surface of the water when you two emerge from it.

rafayel turns his head to face you, grimacing. “you sneak out for… this?”

the island not too far in front seems bare, lacking the human trinkets you like so much. there is only but the beach and the forestry, nothing else.

“that is because we are not on the beach,” you say, dragging him closer to the sand. he lets you drag him. “and there was a storm last night. there will be treasure to find once we are at the beach.”

when his tail brushes against sand, you release his hand and push yourself out of the water, your tail which once shone with beautiful, iridescent scales, turns into human legs. twirling around on legs foreign to him, smiling so brightly he thinks he might be staring at the sun, you hold out your hand. “what are you waiting for, rafa?”

he grumbles, pushing himself up from the water. his tail morphs into human legs as well, and he takes a wobbly step towards you, almost falling. you laugh as you catch him, your skin warm against his. “this is not fun,” his cheeks feel like they’re burning, a feeling he has never felt before—perhaps it is embarrassment.

he looks at you, a frown etched on his lips. “lemurians are meant to swim, not walk.”

you giggle, continuing to support rafayel as you walk to the other end of the beach. “we lemurians can do anything, rafie.” you point at something, and rafayel looks in front of him to find something glimmering as the moonlight shines on it. “see that?” you whisper, “that is the treasure i was talking about.”

you bring him over to the object that shines, which happens to be a circular metal with a button on top, a thin chain hanging on its back. you grab it excitedly, like a child given a candy, and show it to him.

“what am i looking at?” he asks.

“a pocket watch!” you press the button on top and the circular contraption opens, revealing a ticking watch at the bottom and a small mirror at the top. “oh, this one is different.”

“how so?”

“the other ones i have found usually have a map here,” you tap the mirror. it reflects his eye and tufts of his hair on the left while the right shows your eye and sea-foam colored hair—he remembers you saying that you’re still not used to the new colors of your hair and eyes, admitting that you miss the original colors. you catch his stare through the mirror and wink at him, continuing, “but there is a mirror here.”

he averts his gaze. “i must admit… it looks interesting.”

“i told it was interesting and you did not believe me!” your smile, so infectious, brings one to his lips.

you go on a scavenging journey while he opts to sit on the sand near the water, watching as you run back and forth on the beach, sometimes stumbling and falling. when he attempts to get up to check on you, he always falters when he hears your laughter echo into the sky soon afterwards. eventually, you tire from your search and plop down next to him, dropping your new trinkets next to you. your legs turn into your tail, and you rest your head on rafayel’s shoulder.

his legs turn into his tail, and he gently hits the ground just as a wave nears both your tails, splashing water onto the two of you.

“you have pretty scales,” you say, your tone soft. “they remind me of your eyes and your eyes remind me of the how sunset looks when it is reflected on the ocean’s water.”

“you have pretty scales, too. prettier than mine.”

“really?” you ask, shoulders slightly shaking with the giggles that spill from your lips.

“yes.”

when he’s back in his temple, watching you swim back to your home, he thinks that maybe the surface isn’t all that bad.

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taglist (open). @bakutual @nadinefromwhere @justmystical @holywaterbucketchallenge

OCEAN MEMORIES, yuansie 2025

[erwinsvow]

shy!reader and rafe head-cannons? <33

ahhh this is so cute to ask and to think about!! i have a couple for sure

i think out of all my readers she calls rafe dad the most lol

i also think she's such a big home body and rafe kind of gets that way too the longer they date, theyre either at her place or tannyhill allll the time, now his idea of a friday night is curling up a movie and the dessert she baked earlier

ive mentioned before but i think shy reader is a big bookworm and rafe likes being read to a lot <33 esp old classics its so soothing and it lulls him right to sleep like when hes stressed out!

obviously shy reader gets freaked when rafe gets stressed/mad (not at her just in general this man is so stressed all the time) so i feel like she has to come up with a plan of like how to help rafe relax and she'll explain this whole plan to him to get his approval and he would be sooo in love no seriously

shes also trying her hardest to be easygoing so he doesnt have to stress abt her but he just ends up more stressed like "what's wrong? did you eat today? were you crying? did they say something to you? no, tell me" etc !

i feel like everyone writes this but i think her and wheezie would be suuuper close, hanging out a lot when shy reader comes over since idt shes a big party girl so if rafe goes to sell or sm she'll watch a movie with wheezie at tannyhill to wait for him

surprisingly i dont think shy reader is the type to get jealous, she gets more upset/insecure with herself if she thinks rafe might be interested in someone else. hes definitely not but i think she gets very in her head about not being his 'usual type' like more outgoing or party girl

hand in hand with that i think at first rafe thinks it was just funny that shes so plainly shy about everything and very apologetic/introspective but now he's really protective about it. i think he really likes to reassure her so she doesnt worry about stuff like that

mostly because he can tell how hard she tries to make sure he's okay and going out of her way to please him/be a good girlfriend by her own standards so i think hes like its the least i can do about it.

again which circles back to him being a home body and spending lots of time with her. i think he's not gonna give up his interests and in my perfect world obvs hes a great bf but realistically hes still the mean old rafe he just has a gentler side

like he'll convince her to get out of the house and come watch him golf or hang w his boys but when shes there he's making sure she's okay (out of earshot lol) and if she wants to leave he complies etc

sorry this is so rambly and not cute or organized i just love them so much

[the-s1lly-corner]

Cuddling w/ various HH characters 2/?

This is probably going to be a three part thing like the cookie post

Characters: Lucifer, Adam, Lute, Emily, Velvette, Rosie

Notes: Reader is GN

CWs: none

Lucifer

Hes so very very warm! It's like cuddling into those heated bottles of water! Loooooves clinging onto you but he also loves being held. It's a whole security thing with him, you know? Hes so eager to give you his love but hes wary that the relationship will end abruptly or something else will go wrong- give him time and reassurance he'll smother you when hes ready 7/10 last minute note but yes, he uses his wings as a blanket for you

Adam

Very large, and hairy. Hes chubby- soft and more to love. Prefers cuddling in bed and preferably without clothes- take this as you will. Prefers to have you slung over his chest and cuddle like that rather than on your sides. Warm! Will hold you close to him whenever he can- doesnt matter if it's to his side or taking you in his lap hes going to hold you 8/10

Lute

I think I've mentioned this before but shes cold, very much so. Shes also not very soft thanks to her muscle. She also tends to lay very stiff in bed, she kind of turns into a statue when you cuddle up into her. She definitely gets better over time but its.. still not the best. Tends to be the cuddled and when she is doing the cuddling shes not sure of what shes doing, similar to pentious in the previous part 4/10

Emily

Shes pretty similar to charlie and lucifer in regards to cuddling habits! Shes cold, though.. hope you dont mind that, though! Loves wrapping her wings around you as well, like a blanket! Happy to be big or little spoon she doesnt have a real preference so long as you're comfortable! Nuzzles into you while cuddling! If you need her to tone it down she will- she doesnt want you to be uncomfortable! 8/10

Velvette

Like most sinners I headcanon her to be warm! Average body type, a little on the skinnier side though. If you guys are cuddling on a couch or somewhere that isnt private and at home her clothes might be a little uncomfortable to cuddle into, unfortunately.. but when shes wearing stuff for around the house? No problem! Unfortunately shes not a big cuddler, at most she might sit in your lap or vise versa 4/10

Rosie

Warm and lanky, her clothes feel nice too- house wear and otherwise! Loves being big spoon, that's her default. Snuggles into you when she returns home, pretty much attached to your hip until she has to leave again. Its not really because shes clingy, shes just trying to make up for lost time. Overlording can be time consuming, especially when you have a colony to keep in shape

[caramelmiacchiato]

especially after the HEARTBREAKING ending of fearless, could I request a cute fluffy little hcs/fic with kaipaedyn and their daughter please??

hiii!! im kinda confused on why u would ask this to me, but also very honored so thank you??? 😭 i dont write fics, but i can make some headcanons for u!! so here u go, i hope u like it <3

* major spoilers for the ending of fearless!!!

During kit's first two years she HATED to wear clothes in general. specially shirts. so she would js wear diapers most of the time bc no one could convince her to do different;

Her first word was prolly blueberry or smth (Paedyn might have laughed a little too hard at Kai's reaction)

She's obsessed with blueberries, even more than Paedyn;

On her fifth bday Kai paid a blacksmith to make her a dagger w a hilt on her favorite color and w an engraved pattern of her favorite flower (she loved it so much she slept holding the dagger every night for the first month. they had to take it out of her hand everyday so she wouldnt accidentally stab herself);

Tho they would only let her use it under their supervision;

She can't stand still while sleeping. Since she was a baby she moved a lot to the point she woke up on the wrong side of the bed almost every night. thats pretty much why she never sleeps on her parents bed (she only does so when she has nightmares);

Kai, Paedyn and Kit celebrate Kitt's, Ava's and Adena's birthdays every year under the willow tree. They eat the dead's favorite foods, share stories and make flower crowns. these r Kit's favorite days of the year bc her parents take the entire day off of rulling the kingdom and spend only w the three of them;

if Kit is a psychic then Kai non ironically calls her little psychic. but i believe its possible for her to be a soul or a crawler too. either way Kai would find a nickname for her;

Sometimes Kai and Paedyn take a time to simply stroll through the gardens together. After a long day, when they notice the other it is not feeling good or simply when they want to be alone for a bit. The entire kingdom knows better than to interrupt the royal couple;

There are rumours through the palace that if the king catch a guard staring at the queen for too long w too much interest they might disappear. No one knows if they get banished or tortured and theyre too scared to find out 🤫;

Once, when Kit was six, she tried to cut her own hair and bangs with her dagger. It didnt end up very stylish, but she liked it so automatically Paedyn and Kai liked it too;

Kai and Paedyn take turns on sparring with Kit to teach her how to fight. Kai goes easy on her everytime, too scared to hurt her. She knows, but pretends not to notice bc of how proud he gets of her when she "wins";

Differently from him, Paedyn does not go easy on her, she actually does everything to make it harder for Kit to win and Kit loves it bc she thinks its challenging. Kai loves to watch and couldnt be prouder of his girls;

Kai made sure Kit would grow up knowing how to dance, differently than her mother lol. so he taught her since she was very small. At first she would js dance with her feet atop his, until she grew up a bit and learnt to actually dance on her own;

Paedyn read Kit a story almost every night while Kai braided both his wife's and daughter's hair until she grew up;

This one is an old hc, but I love it too much to not say it again: Kit has blue eyes, and the shape is exactly like Paedyn's so when she was around 4 yrs old she found out she could make Kai do anything she wanted simply with a stare. (she saw her mom doing that and decided to try too, finding out it works and very well).

these r all i can think of for now hahah anyway, srry for taking a bit long to answer, it took me a while to think of these ^^

[sulfies]

Thoughts on William Miles? I was listening the Assassin’s Creed Lorecast podcast and one of hosts always talks about how much she hates him. I wont forget how he punched Desmond in face :/

I do not think he was a good father, I do not like him but also I do not think after hearing Desmonds voicemails I hate him as much as I did before.

maybe not a good comparison but...think of the Abuela in Enchanto who everyone was like "she needed to be punished more she sucks!! how can they forgive her??" when Mirable and Bruno forgave her. The thing is, no matter what, she was their family, and she was tough bc she thought tough love was what kept the family afloat after all that happend and for kids; letting go of family when they show they are capable of change even the tiniest bit is hard especially for ethnic families. Most kids want to hear a "I am sorry I was wrong" rather than revenge and they are drawn to hope of "maybe they will change" like a moth into the flame.

I think Desmond is in a similar boat, he knows that his dad sucks and how he was raised was fucked but he also longs for his family and what they could be. You can see their convos change once Desmond saves Will. Will softens a bit more even his emails show it once he realizes he might die there and I think that hit Desmond hard as well as Will. Same thing when Desmond asks if Will searched for him and Will replied with "everyday" you could see that He misses his father, it takes a lot for a person to fully give up on their family and Will stepping one step onto his side gives him hope he cant let go of.

He is an abusive father 100% but I dont think he abused Desmond just to abuse him, He is basically a military general having to juggle so many stuff he does not know how to be anything else. He probobly was raised in somewhat similar manner and thinks tough love is what will make Desmond survive. "Let him hate me if thats what gets him to fight/live/listen" is probobly what his brain is wired to and at one point he forgot his fatherhood so much it turned worse.

It is not healthy, it does not excuse the stuff he did but explains. I understand the people that hate him and maybe dont agree with me 100%. I also hate that he even dared to get physical w Desmond!

As I said he is not a good man but I also understand why Desmond is willing to forget and forgive, he lived thru so much his dad punching him probobly doesnt make it to top 10, cutting off family is hard and Desmond already did that once! people usually constantly look for small reasons to stay connected, + Desmond while going thru all of this kidnapping/mindgames/fights/brainmelt/bleedingeffect probobly did not want to also lose his father again since its one of his few safeish constants.

I also dont think Desmond would ever let it all get swept under the rug if he lived, he would hold his father acountable for many things and look for explanations. The talk probobly would go for hours and they would have many shouting matches and who knows how it would end but I'd like to think they could begin repairing their relationship

Long story short I do not like him, Id probobly cheer if Desmond punched him back but I also dont think he hated Desmond or didnt love him. He loved him but how he showed his love to protect him was wrong and abusive. It did more harm than good as tough love approach usually does.

Ps: I think Desmonds mom also sucked bc like clearly she didnt step in when shit happend in Desmonds youth, tbh hearing her voice was weird bc I expected a stren teacher like voice and heard a bubbly woman

[wonyrs]

fluster

enha hyungs x fmr gnr non-idol au, est. relationship warnings food wc 939 + library #

‘ enha hyung as ur 'homies' ! REQ

lee heeseung

" ayyy how u been bro?"

plays along and even replaces his normal petnames with something he'd usually call the members but NEVER you (until now)

um... hello? where is the endearing "why'd u call me that babe 😢☝️?" where is the begging for a kiss? where is the desperate attempts at pda we were hoping to see? this wasn't the plan at all (like... at ALL)

he tries to hide his laugh when u give him the stink eye and keeps up his act

even going as far to pretend like he isn't seeing ur hand inching closer to his and lifts it up to 'brush' the hair from his face

second attempt at holding his hand ended up with him fishing his phone out from his pocket and showing u an extremely!!! hilarious... insta reel.

ur plan has reversed; instead of him dying for ur affection, its now u trying to stop him from treating u like any other person before u physically cannot take it anymore

"ok man. i see how it is man. bye man." this is ur cue to stand up, run away and never look back for ur own emotional sake

if it weren't for heeseung GRIPPING onto ur shirt with the most gobsmacking laugh u've heard coming out his mouth, to the point tears were trsiling down his face from how hard he's laughing

"wait- wait [name]! you started it, come back!"

park jongseong

" how are u doing BABE? how's life BABE? "

mommm [name]'s acting weird again, i think the heat's getting to them

he acts like he can't see ur hand in the air and continues to kiss u right on the lips (but he still moves ur arm down for safety measures)

"what's good, dude?" "baby, who are u talking to? it's only us in this room lol 🤨"

u try again with dapping him up but immediately he turns around and oh so suddenly the wall is soooo interesting

for the whole hour u mess with him and call him 'bro, dude, gang' and shit like that while he just sneakily rolls his eyes and goes on with his day- while most likely wondering what on earth was wrong w u

he'd be in the kitchen washing the dishes while ure trying to hold his hand and have it dap urs up

but is he paying attention?

lmfao no

he goes on with his day since he knows u cant go another hour without his love and so he has nothing to worry about (unless u actually DO go for another hour, then he's actually going to believe something's wrong with u)

eventually u give up and go back to slumping on his back. the months u've spent together gave jay a clear understanding on ur antics and gave him some time to prepare for anything u had up ur sleeve

" tired already? an hour, new record babe. good job"

sim jaeyun

" why are u doing this to me "

the moment u refuse his hug and opt for a more... different greeting, jake malfunctions for a bit

he trys to hug u again but u extremely remain still

whines complains when u keep up the 'homeboy' act

"i swear we acted like a normal couple yesterday, did i make u mad pookie? 😥" sneaks in some of the petnames u absolutely LOATHE just for a reaction

hates when u replace the lovely kiss-and-hug interactions with dapping him up like a BRO

most likely complained to the enha gc abt ur 'unearthly' behaviour (u get his ass on that later) and cries that he might never see the old u again

the urge to drown him in all the love u've kept in since u met up is eating u alive But watching him practically cry over ur feet is helping u out a wee bit

"chat this is absolutely hilarious what are we thinking" "WOW! Hahaha so funny!! Such a kneeslapper! can u stop now 😐."

Hes dead serious when he says this btw Like full on eye contact with furrowed eyebrows, but a small pout is resting on his face

he was fine with the joke at first but then he just got more eager for ur touch as the hours went by

u stare for a bit before engulfing him in the biggest hug ever while peppering his face with an abundance of smooches

"finally! u dont know how long ive waited for this"

park sunghoon

" did u eat something funny? "

just stares. nothing else, just stares

eventually u have to drop ur arm because the silence just got too awkward

was he mad at u? (ofc not) Maybe hoonie just needed to load and take a bit to process the scene in front of him

"i dont think u should be doing this to your boyfriend, babe. it doesn't really fit the loving couple vibe yk 🤖"

even when sunghoon continues to act like everything's normal u keep on persisting with acting like close-bro-friends

... only to be met with the most baffled face ever.

he wonders if ure roleplaying as some character or just genuinely going insane

decides to go along with whatever you're doing and continue the day as normal as it can get

when u get tired of the lack of attention, u drop the act but unconsciously refer to him as bro

muscle memory(ish) fr

"dude can you at least act interested?" "um excuse me? what'd u just call me"

HELLO. where was this dumbfounded hoon when u need him?

ure actually laughing atp because he doesn't even look like he knew what was wrong

the whole time u kept up w the joke, he didn't even look like he cared UNTIL u got tired and talked in ur normal tone

"don't ever say 'dude' in a serious tone like that. scared me, babe."

@ wonyrs 2023

note sorry anon for not taking ur request after like 2 weeks... i've needed some motivation to write SORRY.. also maknae version is next :> requests open!

[koiifiishy]

small yaps that i may or may not delete later -w-)

eris chose his name. i have no intention of dead naming him or even humoring giving him a birthname since its irrelevant to him now. theres not really a deep meaning to why he chose the name "eris" outside of "it sounded cool" and he was like, a preteen. it probably started out as a nickname he told everyone to call him and he just stuck with it.

on that note: any baby gangTM members might know his dead name - but again, i dont really see the point in making one up for him lol. i kinda doubt any of his childhood friends would be using his birth name anyways! correct me if im wrong tho idk??? would evie? would rhett?? cucci twins? p sure those would be like the only pcs to know it!

i dont know how to articulate this without sounding like im going in circles lmao : but the parallels/similarities between eris and his dad are always on my brain. its not just the physical resemblance (to my own version - but generally i think no matter what bailey looks like he and eris will always resemble one another through expressions at the very least) but personality traits too. ie - both very headstrong and willing to put the legwork in for their goals. doggedly pursuing whatever they've set their mind to. needing to have control. dry humor. trust is of utmost importance to them both - and once you've lost it its difficult for them get over any perceived "betrayals". having strict moral codes that they adhere to, even if they dont make full sense to other people (& a willingness to get their hands dirty to upkeep that code). generally put together and calm, but snaps back when poked too much. patient, meticulous.

i just like to look at them side by side and think about their similarities. but also! the differences: eris isnt as "far gone" as bailey is when it comes to how deep into crime and despicable acts. he has his limits. buuut those limits can be pushed! and a lot of its tied to his perception of betrayal / people abusing his trust. he can take a lot before reaching that point, but when he does id say his cruelty is a close match to his dads. eris has a generally good rep around town rn! but this really is just due to circumstance and his own morals which are construed as 'good/charitable' - not out of true altruism/him going out of his way to curate a good rep.

we've also been given small snippets of how green eyes was generally kind but very perceptive - things that i think eris also reflects. hes his own person of course! but i do like to think of how his parentage shapes him too; how he can be kind and helpful, like his mother, but he also has a deep threshold for being cruel in the name of his own reasons like his father.

ive also said before how i think bailey would be softer towards eris if he resembled his mother more - but unfortunately for him lmao! eris is much more like him than crush-chan. and i think that fucks with him on a different level than seeing mini-crush-chan. exasperated bc he sees too much of himself reflected back at him.

[noangeleither]

"fixing" the panic attack scene to be more platonic ™

im extremely active on twt and have been noticing a sydcarmy tweet go viral multiple times a week (like w thousands of interactions its crazy), and its really great to see how much people love and see it for this ship. recently carmys panic attack scene went viral again, and naturally, some ppl gave their piece about how we are all dumb for interpreting it as romantic. that sydney represents his love for his job or his duty to the restaurant (*sigh*).

this scene imo, is the most concrete proof of this ship. i can excuse (not really) interpreting every interaction between them thus far as platonic but this scene....i just refuse. this is gonna be a long post, not analyzing the scene per se because i can't possibly say anything that hasn't already been said but more "fixing" the scene to fit the narrative of antis, and i hope in doing so really shows there's no other way to interpret this scene as other than romantic. again its gonna be a long post bc im just ranting and i think i will lose my mind if i dont type this out.

lets go.

so first off i like to think of this scene as an equation/experiment. simply a problem that needs to be solved.

problem/reason of panic = ...we will discuss this...

solution # 1 = claire -> failed

solution # 2 = sydney -> worked.

Problem/Reason

s02e09 opens up with carmy and claire finally consummating their relationship, with an interesting song choice might i add and carmy dissociating, looking sad, or broken (???) after. because many have said carmy pulling memories of sydney from his psyche to calm down have to do with work i always remember that, it really doesnt make any sense?

carmy is clearly having a panic attack due to him not being "fixed" as soon as he made it official with claire. he felt pressure from his family both currently and in the past to date claire because she is amazing and perfect. add mikey also being a part of that crowd, and carmy so desperately trying to connect with him when he cannot, is why i think he looks so despondent after that scene. i truly think he thought he would be a changed person after everything with claire and when that didn't happen he flipped...

we know this is the reason bc his panic attack starts with their sex scene and the lyric "I dont know" from strange currencies by REM.

this isn't to say that he isn't nervous or stressed about the soft open but its clear that he's not having a panic attack about work nor have we ever seen him have a work-related panic attack (correct me if I'm wrong). in s1 he has one or two due to him greiving his brother.

platonic fix: To make it about work I would have added scenes like when Carmy started that stove fire in braciole, his meltdown in review, some scenes of his horrible time at EMP, and him grieving his brother. i think these would represent his fear of failure, falling back into old toxic habits pertaining his career, the fear of fostering a toxic work environment like the ny chef and also the idea of "failing" mikey

but theres a reason why none of this occurs bc its not about his job or the opening of the bear. this is explicitly about his personal and romantic love life.

Solution # 1 : Claire

carmy proceeds to try and calm down by thinking of claire through literal rose-coloured glasses...

the music is distorted, he's thinking of his abusive family, he remembers every one pushing him to date claire bc shes a #goodthing.

again...this is not about his job and wouldnt make sense to think of sydneys place in his work life as a soultion to his clear personal problem....

platonic fix: in the story of carmys love life claire and sydney act as narrative foils. they have been compared and contrasted for all of s2. my platonic fix for this would be making the NY chef this first "solution" of a work-related panic attack. he represents a horrible time in his life but also represents a time when carmy was at the height of his career. when carmy gets locked in the walk in and has his monologue, its alluded to that he will revert back to that mind set in order to not let everyone down.

NY chef abused him for so long, it makes sense that carmys psyche would readily go back to his insults and the time he himself was an isolated 'psycho' bc it yielded results.

nothing is black and white and i DO think sydney represents a healthier approach to the toxic mess that is the culinary world and does represent that for carmy. if the show was invested in that, sydney and the NY chef could be overtly contrasted like sydney and claire have been.

BUT again this isnt about his job and dedication as a chef...thus why he tries to think of claire to solve his personal problem, and it fails.

Solution # 2: Sydney

LMFAOOO.

carmy then in a crazy plot twist starts thinking of his platonic work bestie sydney adamu....the love song dedicated by the show to his relationship with his girlfriend is then made clear highlighting some pretty damning lyrics about desire and love.....all platonic btw. yes you are dumb if you think otherwise (*wink*)

I actually have two platonic fixes for this...

platonic fix # 1: if we only wanted to focus on sydney as a person who calms carmy down because shes his work bestie who represents his responsibilty to the bear and the postive change they are trying effect in the culinary world, i would add scenes where they are...you know actually cooking???

i think its pretty crazy how the memories carmys immediately jump to are ones that have little to do with their jobs. when they first meet (would also like to note that when carmy first laid eyes on Sydney, he forgot she was there for a job, so this is his raw reaction to seeing a pretty girl lol) and when she comes back after she quit and their break up fight.

i would add their scenes in carmys kitchen (even tho this is extremely damning bc they were flirting DOWN - they don't make this easy at all). this represents their collaboration skills and the way they WORK and bounce ideas off of each other seamlessly. specifically the scene about him wanting to give her a star, representing his duty to her and the restaurant.

*and no shade to carmy but if his responsibility to the bear/syd as a co-worker was bothering him this much and calmed him down wouldn't he have just immediately called the fridge guy.....anyways*

platonic fix # 2 (the best one): if i was chris storer and joanna calo and i REALLY wanted to sell it that carmy isnt in love with sydney then i would put every single member of the OG beef crew + Nat to calm him down not just Sydney.

im talking to them laughing at family, carmy giving tina his chefs knife, richie in his new suit, carmys one on one w Marcus/trying his donut, nat telling carmy shes pregnant (signifing rebirth/wanting to rid all the toxic abuse from his family), carmy trying sydney risotto, and her face when he said it was tremendous etc etc...you get the gist

and honestly?

even as i type this out im tearing up a little bit bc that would have been really beautiful. carmy is changing. he can and is getting rid of old toxic habits from his family and the mess that is the culinary industry. things are changing for the better....that would be beautiful....IF his panic attack was about any of these things lol.

and to even look at this scene without this need for symmetry and we entertain the idea of carmy thinking about his job as a solution for his personal problem...carmy has said himself (s02e01) that this isnt fun for him. i dont think that means he hates cooking i kinda disagree with the ppl who think he isnt passionate about it. i just think currently its something that doesnt bring him joy but i do think its something hes starting to or at least could have started to enjoy if he just committed to working with syd...

conclusion

theres a lot of....delusion? denial? straight up bias? yes all of that, going on.

idk what is happening bc this show is really great at being subtle. but i dont know whats more in your face, dumbed down, even a toddler could understand, than this scene. if you dont come out of this understanding that carmy is falling in love/currently in love with Sydney...and i hate using this term..but you just arent media literate.

bonus: bc it makes me laugh and connects the purpose and solutions.

i think we need a Snyder Sydcarmy Cut™ of bolognese and omelette.

the start of the episode is when sydney and carmy fight over claires inclusion in the menu, and also when sydney randomly asks him to define his relationship with Claire. the episode would continue until we get to the table scene.

i think its WILD how as soon as Sydney asks him to define their relationship, carmy starts calling claire his girlfriend. then the show proceeds to insert sydney in their romantic montage, shows her tattoo about heartbreak and someone getting in the way of your relationship...THEN proceeds to have carmy compare these two women in his mind and only calms down after seeing Sydney.

i could talk about this scene for AGES. wheres the straitjacket....

[pumpkinsy0]

I think if papercut got together later in life it would be funny if pony got with a soc at one point before that and curly picks on him RELENTLESSLY for it

Thoughts?

stixk w me here i do nswer ur question but small itsy bitsy summed up rant but i promise it makes sense for this cause bc TO ME my answer is not like im talking outta my ass but for others it might + i NEED u to understand where curlys coming from💔💔💔i will NOT accept curlys feelings on this b swooped by bc of some teen white girl in the 60s outlook on social issues like this make u dismiss actual very understandable feelings!!!!!

never understood shipping CERTAIN greasers w socs!! maybe im lying bc i do i get it to a degree, i do get the appeal of forbidden love n what not, but idk for some of them i feel like it would just b out of character (yes ik we dont have many characteristics for the ones im reffering to but shut up this my blog😒😒😒). maybe i just feel like ➡️some⬅️ ppl do not understand just how deep hatred from a group whos oppressing u can b, and while yes in a perfect capitalistic world this is wrong to do on both ends BC THAT world is equal, THATTT is NOT the one they and we live in!!!! a greasers hatred towards a soc is different bc in a way theyre distancing themselves out of safety, ESPECIALLY if theyre a POC greaser (not to say that some greasers dont hate just to hate but u get what im saying here hopefully). so to just kinda ship that away is ehhhhhhhhhh in my eyes, but once again u do u!!!! dont throw sticks and stones at me they hurt my bones have fun idc what u do, i do not wanna argue its just how i feel

all that being said, pony isnt one of those greasers i feel like WOULDNT date a soc (duh) but curly IS, strong no on his part. curly WOULD tease pony over it, but at the same time he is appalled dare i say disgusted and confused on how pony could do that!! curlys teasing comes from a place of teasing and fun but also genuine disgust/feelings of curly being disloyal. bc of that pony wouldnt tell curly much about that relationship and curly doesnt wanna know more about it!! that makes pony feel less of a greaser and even less tuff to curly and he knows that so he feels like he has to prove himself.

would this b enough for them to break up???? nahhhhh i dont think so its just a stick in the road that will stay there for a while

ik me saying this while shipping white pony x black curly is funny the irony isnt lost on me i promise, however i genuinely feel like bc of how and where curly grew up (poor in a predominantly black poor country where at the time there was a problack movement called noirisme, #haitiansriseup) the racism he faces IN AMERICA is genuinely still technically new to him while being poor aint. he doesnt grasp that racism fully like he does w social class issues👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽if he was??? prooobbabblyyyy wouldnt b as close to pony as he is as fast, as it happened, but let me shut up before i go on a diff rant

love u anon, #pumpkinout

[hadesisonlyalad]

yk i dont post a lot on tumblr but we all saw that red flags post so im gonna take a moment of ur time to say something on each merc and the red flags listed for them. im doing a read more incase u havent seen the “mercs red flags” headcanon post and it does not flood ur page

both the medic and engie things with “not wanting to spend time with you/wont make time for you” is SUCH bullshit if that was the case they wouldnt even date you. and then ur telling me engie tf2, DELL CONAGHER, would NEVER want to take you on a date? like ever??? u are INSANE. And then sorry to tackle medic and engie in the same paragraph but they had a lot of common “””””red flags””””” that were listed. why would he yell at you. he hardly even yells in general (based off comics and voice lines) if anything hes just kinda a loud person 💀 AND YOU BRINGING UP ONE THING WONT MAKE HIM SUDDENLY IGNORE YOU FOR DAYS LIKE?? he KNOWS hes committing medical malpractice btw. he would not leave you for bringing that up he is WELL AWARE of what hes doing. and we see him CANONICALLY DISCIPLINE ARCHIMEDES IN MEET THE MEDIC, WHY WOULD HE TOLERATE HIS BIRDS ATTACKING YOU????

also why are we listing an addiction as a “red flag” what the fuck is wrong with you. i get not wanting to date someone with an addiction, its a valid concern, but thats SO much more serious than a “red flag” or “ick”??? LIKE ARE YOU OKAYYYY???????

AND THEN HEAVY’S RED FLAG IS “he has trauma” FUCKING. PACK IT UP GUYS IG IF YOU HAVE TRAUMA YOU CAN NEVER BE IN A RELATIONSHIP. (/s) WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.

i’m fine with the miss pauling ones, at least two of them, because yeah, it’s canon that she doesn’t have the most time and i imagine if ur not a merc or work in that area a relationship might be a bit hard? but shes an honest person, i don’t think she’s gonna lie to you. idk im very neutral about the pauling ones, if anything theyre the most in character of this shithole list.

all i have to say for pyro is like. yk those people who hc pyro as aroace except theyre super weird about it? like theyre either infantilizing them or have weird ableist feelings about pyro? yeah thats the vibes im getting. actually wait where did u pull codependent pyro from actually wtf

i think the “tryna live like hes 20” thing for spy is really fucking funny 💀 like go girl go live through that middle age crisis!!/j no but seriously. hes dating you hes gonna think you’re a 10, and even then YOU’RE SAYING IF YOU AGE AT ALL HE’LL LEAVE YOU??? CANON MILF LOVER SPY. “OFF TO VISIT YOUR MOTHER!” SPY TF2. WILL LEAVE YOU IF YOU GET OLD AND AGE AT ALL…? HE LIKES HIS WOMEN LIKE HE LIKES HIS WINE MOTHERFUCKER: AGED. sorry bad joke lets keep going uh- i think the other hcs are garbage too i just really hate specifically this spy hc. just this one specifically.

im not a sniper connoisseur, my friend will is way better versed in sniper’s characterization, but even i know this isnt sniper. “thinks if he argues long enough he’ll win”…? “cannot support you in anything”?!!?! “IF YOU’RE HIS FRIEND AND YOU TWO GET INTO A BAD ARGUMENT PREPARE TO NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN” IM GENUINELY AT A LOSS FOR WORDS. I JUST. I DONT..? WHAT DO I EVEN SAY. I DONT K N O W WHAT TO SAY. BUT IF I DID KNOW WHAT TO SAY I’D BE SAYING VERY BAD THINGS.

i dont think scout is misogynistic- i see why people think that but me personally i just think he has no game and people mistake it as violent misogyny for some reason. but. listen we know scout is a dick we do okay but he loves women. why would he cheat on you.? bro he’d be glad u picked him 😭 AND THEN THE PERIOD THING?? he was raised by a SINGLE MOM do you REALLY think shes gonna raise him and let him think that way about a natural body function. im speaking entirely from the single mom experience and the answer is NO!!!! also how is loving your mother a red flag. being the youngest child is also a red flag, i guess. and having issues with his dad. (/s) also, second verse same as the first: IF HES DATING YOU HE THINKS YOU’RE A 10 WHAT IS SO HARD TO FUCKING GET ABOUT THISHXWHBVWBWBXvqvsbs?1?2!2’wndjwke

uhhh soldier wasnt. here for some reason. so nothing to say about him.

anyway leave ur opinions below. i rly dont wanna get into any tumblr drama or internet drama at all bc it scares me dearly and im always self conscious about leaving a bad digital footprint especially over something as petty as tf2 drama but i cannot stand for this slander I CANNOT‼️‼️‼️‼️ sorry if u also think im mischaracterizing anyone here i only put hours of studying into my fav mercs and thats. abt it,, listen im silly okay

[juicezone]

venty post ramblin idk

my cats not eating well again (she didnt eat well right before i left and she's still not eating well now) and she refused to take any of her pills while i was gone (my gram tried but she wasnt able to hold her and force her to take them) and shes not taking them w cheese like she usually does so. we have to hold her and shove them down her throat and she gets so upset and stressed but she's still not eating well so i might have to schedule another visit

and im lowkey so so scared that she might need like. something internal done like idk if i can afford surgery i think im gonna be able to manage to get her teeth pulled maybe but. i have college payment coming up soon

and im so behind on college work and IK its my fault im just. this one course REQUIRES AI USE IN THE PAPER and its just. killed any motivation i have for this course and im struggling so hard to write either of them (the technology ethics course requiring AI usage is like. insane to me. like.)

and idk if im gonna get to do artfight this year bc im so busy with the stuff im behind on and idk im struggling with art motivation rn like i wanna do requests so so bad but its so. demotivating when i put my time and effort into making free stuff for people's agere requests and idk. i appreciate so so much when people leave nice tags or comments (especially when its the requester i appreciate that so so much) but like. idk. idk. it crushes me especially when i do art for non-anon people and they either just like and dont rb or just rb and dont even say "thank you" or anything in the tags. like ik im complaining abt something stupid like. im not gonna lie i kinda expect it when im making art for ppl athis point but i guess it just kinda gets to me sometimes. even if its like you dont wanna put it on ur main but u dont have a side... a message or a thank u or smth would be nice.... idk...

and my parents are fostering again and idk. its a good thing dont get me wrong but sometimes it makes me so upset and jealous that like. you'll (mostly my dad) raise other ppls kids nicer than you raised me and my brother. ik he feels bad bc he's said it but like. idk. one of the kids (i cant give. too many details lol bc legal but. both r kinder aged boy sibs) was pulling the others hair and the younger was crying and dad (i literally barely call him that except to his face its so weird typing dad for him lol. paternal unit. PU) anyway he kept telling the younger who was crying that "ur fine ur fine stop crying" but nothing to the other boy and i just. this is why i have problems expressing my feelings bc you pull this stuff and idk. idk)

on too of everythin i woke up this morning n started my period and so we got dysphoria misery on top of eveythin Q_Q kinda jus went back 2 bed n had a little cry befor i had t run errands

[cherry-cosmoz]

Chapter 3 : new surroundings

This might be my favorite chapter 💪

You wake up in somebodies arms. Without a second thought think hard. You rip her right arm clean off. You scramble to your bag she was holding grabbing your dad’s gun from it and releasing 3 rounds into her skull. Out of breath you hear someone “h-holy fuck she absolutely slaughtered c-clockwork.” the crazed brunette looks at his now massacred ally “Big man wasn’t kidding when she said she was bat shit crazy” the man in the white mask spoke up. There was a man in a yellow hoodie and black mask but he stayed silent. “Who the fuck are you. Stay away from me!” She says The man with the white mask puts out his cigarette “listen kid you listen to us we might not hurt you” Fuck that! She snaps the twitchy brunettes leg. The silent hooded man quickly shot you in the thigh. The brunette twitching and laughing “picked the wrong p-person out the three m-missy, I can’t feel p-pain” he laughs some more The hooded man walks up to you and throws you over his shoulder. The twitchy brunette stuffs his hand in your jacket grabbing your phone. “L-let’s see what w-we have here” He clicks the camera roll “Fuck.” She says thinking of the previous selfies “Holy s-shit balls masky look at this shit!” The masked man speaks up “no shut up kid I don’t want to see selfies” well shit its kinda weird now who am i kidding they just watched you slaughter their friend. “N-no it’s d-different look!” The man you now know is masky looks at the photo of mel holding up a severed head and a peace sign “Huh maybe that’s why he wants her?” Melanie finally speaks up “I know what you’re looking at but 1 who wants me? 2 where is my dad.” the girl now worried on where her body bags were. “l-looking at it he’s d-dead” okay smart ass obviously hes fucking dead. “Yeah I know that fucktard where’s my bags with him inside of it” Masky speaks up “don’t know the rake will probably eat him” Melanie talks again “what the fuck is a rake” The hooded man finally speaks up “shut up bitch all you do is talk wait till we are done walking or something” Whatever it looked like there was a rickety cabin ahead. The rude hooded man throws Melanie down on the porch “Alright what are your god damn names I’ve already been shot and kidnapped” Melanie spoke “y-you broke my a-arm” the brunette spoke “YOU CANT FEEL PAIN DICK CHEESE” Melanie screams at him. “M-my names Toby and t-thats hoodie and t-thats-" before the brunnete finishes she cuts him off. “Masky I know, now why do you want me here.” the hooded man which is now known to go by "hoodie" speaks up again. "listen kid, WE don't want you here, the operator does." your now confused who the fuck is that. " the oper what?" masky goes to say something but the twitchy brunette cuts him off. "you know those weird slenderman stories" your still confused until you remember. earlier this year two girls stabbed their friend in the woods for that same man. " is this the same slenderman from the stabbing?" you think on how you hear about the girl that got stabbed 19 times and crawled out to get help purely running off of adrenaline. toby speaks again "ben told me about that. but yes its t-the same guy, those girls dont know what its like." well shit i know im gonna find out. "take her to EJ." alright who the fuck are all these people. we have operator, ben, and now letters. toby quickly gets closer and picks you up like a feather, he smells like pine,blood,and urine. not the best combo all i can hope is that they have showers. your thoughts were interrupted by your phone shaking violently, toby looks at it to see an elf looking entity "ben why are you in her phone." so theres one name off the checklist. "chill out man operator told me to do so and you know how it gets lonely in here" he says in a unserious puppy voice. "give me my phone" you snatch it out of tobys hands, before he could object a boy around your age pops out of your screen. "whats cookin good lookin" you couldnt help but giggle a little, meanwhile toby looks like lazari just ripped his heart out and ate it. he doesnt know why but hes...jealous?

[the-s1lly-corner]

oh i thought anon was going to be disabled-- yknow what. might as well out myself.

yeah i suggested a lot of rnd stuff because like. look at them. i love them so much ough

so.... razzle & dazzle fluff alphabet for I, R and Y? injury, risk and yearn?

I R Y w/ Razzle and Dazzle (fluff alphabet)

It was disabled and tbh it was gonna be disabled for longer but I wanted to open reqs and ik majority of people don't like sending them off anon (understandable)

Prompts: injury, risk, yearn

Notes: gn toon reader, mix of pre and post for the prompts, short and bittersweet, they have separate sections for ease of writing and reading purposes, written on computer

CWs: injury, Canon typical horror

RAZZLE

INJURY

if you asked him out of curiosity he would say hed be able to keep it cool. maybe he said that out of confidence that hed be able to keep himself under control to keep the situation from getting worse... but..

the truth is, hes scared. hes terrified. itd be one thing if you were just knocked real good by a twisted, its another when you return to the elevator dripping ichor because one of them got the jump on you. hes definitely trying to not sink in his panic for your sake- because if hes freaking out then youd probably start panicking more

as much as it kills him on the inside dazzle is better in the face of these situations, razzle tries to reassure you that everythings going to be fine and take your mind off of the pain

RISK

he doesnt like the idea of you being put in any sort of danger, maybe thats why he distracts when its his floors... sure he has average stealth but hes going to be hoarding air horns whenever he finds them just to make sure the twisteds dont ever stop chasing him

....this has led to some sticky situations for him- on at least one occasion hes stolen a particularly dangerous twisted from you when they got a little too close, and sure he might have gotten hurt ... and by extension so did dazzle... but they both agree that if they can help, theyre going to

as for plans that involve putting you in any sort of danger? hes always the first one shutting it down before they can be put into motion

YEARN

its so... weird being away from someone you care a lot about. hes so used to dazzle being there- of course the relationship is different there, but you get the point. "it feels weird having someone i care so much about be so far away", even if youre just one a run, or maybe this is before everything went wrong and youre just doing an activity with the kids

hes.... okay at hiding his yearning for you, at least he is until he makes it a bit of a show. what did you expect? hes a theatre guy! of course hes going to be a little dramatic, and sure its partly to downplay how much he missed you and how... melancholic he felt... but...!

razzles yearning is heavily dependant on several factors though. how long youve been gone, if this is pre or post game, how close you guys are and how new the relationship is

DAZZLE

INJURY

of course hes scared just like his brother, but nothing is going to be fixed if all three of you are panicking- so between the twins, dazzle is the one taking charge to make sure you get the medical attention you need, whatever that may be

despite being so quiet he'd be your advocator. you need to go back up? hes not the type to raise his voice or shout at others but hes not going to make you keep descending if you guys can turn back and recover. but if the elevator cant go back up? youre not leaving their side, and the instant they find a bandaid or medkit its being brought to you

its almost... out of character, the way they take charge. but again- if he doesnt take control when his brother is panicking then who will?

RISK

just like his twin he doesnt like the idea of you being put in any danger... but hes so... slow... he cant rush in like razzle can- though id imagine that in the face of an emergency dazzle would hand off control to razzle just to get to you quicker... i dont think hed feel bad about being too slow himself to make it to you, though. he knows his limits and hes going to try not to guilt himself over it

instead he focuses on his strengths. the faster a machine is completed the faster you can get off this floor, the faster this run can end and you can all recover on the upper floors

unfortunately... injury is an aftermath. in the face of the danger itself dazzle had the habit of freezing for just a moment. if it werent for razzle keeping him moving something horrible would have happened by now

YEARN

he yearns. he yearns bad. number one yearner right here. longing sighs and wandering gazes as he tries and fails over and over to focus on the current task at hand. his script, or maybe the valve in his hands. theres nothing more he wants now than to be in your presence

unlike razzle though he doesnt dump all of his feelings on you- of course he missed you, he missed you so much... but he doesnt want to come off as too much and overwhelm you. thats the last thing he wants to do, especially if there are other... things.... going on...

oh he is 100% the type to write and the words loop back to you. dazzles always given off poet vibes to me. hes definitely written about you