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ok fuck it i’m maintagging this,,, everybody look at him. look at how sweet he is. if you hate him you will die and go to hell
#the most histrionic narc in the whole wide world 💖💖💖#he does everything for just a lick of praise or attention and look at that. he got a bit. and do you see how he reacts. do you see that#makes me emotional#genuinely makes me sad how starved for attention he is. emotionally neglected droid 😭#that praise is the narc supply he’s holding on to for the next 2 years atp#on a side note i dislike how ooc anakin was this episode#sure he can be a bit brutally honest to 3po sometimes but he loves him all the same#and like this episode made him han/leia levels of irritation towards c3po which is just incorrect :/#makes me a bit pissed off but WHATEVERRR#also cad bane kidnapping threepio was very funny to me considering cad bane is my least favorite character and c3po is my favorite 😭#c3po#c-3po#c 3po#threepio#tcw#sw tcw#sw the clone wars#the clone wars#aqua’s yaps
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some day I'm going to have to bite the bullet and actually work on air language in siren. this is the abovewater language family and it descends directly from english but every part of the world would have taken that base and run in a different direction with it. at the moment place names are just whatever the literal meaning (Spire, Dry Bowl, Dry Breaks, etc) of the actual spoken name which is in a different language. it'd be like me calling athenry "king's fortress" whenever i mention going there.
I have a bit of a start on it in the form of Signaswun and Signastoo, the longwing swan visors. it's a corrupted precursor callsign with original meaning lost (Cygnus 1 and 2). Now the alphabet will not be the same but I could work my way around how the language evolved to twist those words. So for a place like Spire, it would go -> original precursor-given English name -> +n years drift -> Corrupted Place Name -> a spire is built there -> it becomes Corrupted Place Name + evolved English term for Spire. so some parts of the name would be older and closer to Precursor English, some would be newer and adapted from whatever Evolved English forms in this region, bearing in mind how much language will be lost by becoming untethered from Earth, how much will need to form from scratch for the same reason. etc. If you are an actual linguist the above post will appear to have been written by a six year old
#i feel like I'd have to draw a language tree to deacribe it.. how there can be multiple levels of dissociation from English#all in one place name#like even 'selkie' has no basis in folklore anymore b/c that's an earth thing. so selkies have this word for themselves#which is now untethered. selkie means fluffy bipedal aquatic person on siren. so any word that builds on it will take that into account#can u tell i literally never got over the agenothree reveal in pern. ever.#setting: siren
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IMO the fanon interpretation of the Dark Sides’ dynamic ignores the fascinating canon implications that they’re more like forced family than anything resembling found family. These are three characters who genuinely do not seem to get along— at the very least, Virgil has made it clear that his function as a Side does not mesh well with either Janus or Remus’s functions, and the moment he saw an opportunity to be accepted by the others he ditched them with absolutely no remorse or lingering attachment. Meanwhile the dubiously canon interactions Janus has with Remus come off as him putting up with Remus’s antics simply because what else is he going to do? The most friendly the two of them ever get is when they’re collaborating to screw with c!Thomas— it’s like they’re coworkers who have nothing else in common besides their overlapping goals. The three currently introduced ‘Dark Side’ characters are united only in the fact that they were all outcasts. ‘The Dark Sides’ isn’t even a meaningful phrase, it’s something Roman came up with on the spot to lump together all the Sides that were too complicated and ambiguous to be part of the OG triad. Virgil doesn’t even use the phrase ‘Dark Sides’, he specifically made the point to call Remus and Janus ‘the others’ instead. He knows he used to be part of That group but it wasn’t because he actually identified with them, it’s because everyone else grouped him with them and until AA—maybe even until Fitting In— he thought his only option was to double down on being an antagonist and collaborate with the other ‘antagonist’ Sides no matter how uneasy they made him.
The Dark Sides are those roommates with no prior history who weren’t able to change their contract in time. They’re the students who got put in a group project together and have wildly different ideas on how to approach the material. They’re the only remaining members of a dying club trying desperately to find some reason to keep hanging out together so the club doesn’t die. They’re the kids who all got detention on the same day and figured talking to each other was better than complete solitude. They’re the inhabitants of that one abandoned lunch table in the back of the cafeteria because no other table will take them.
#i do think there’s a level of protectiveness Janus feels for Remus and even Virgil because again their one commonality is that they all#represent parts of c!Thomas that he doesnt want to accept. aka stuff he’s in denial about. which Janus therefore wants him to confront#but its like a ‘hey! don’t dismiss these guys because they’re a part of you whether you like it or not’#instead of a ‘hey! don’t dismiss these guys cause they’re my buds’#sanders sides#the dark sides#sanders sided analysis#virgil sanders#ts virgil#janus sanders#ts janus#remus sanders#ts remus
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professor: you are very insightful and display strong critical thinking and analysis skills with sophisticated understanding of the text and its theoretical implications
me: smashing dolls together in my head and scheming up new ways to make them cry kith
#i actually really thought the comment was kinda funny all things considered#and by all things i mean the paper i submitted sans conclusion bc i ran out of time#i thought it was a solid C#which is either me undervaluing myself OR the state of higher education at this particular point in time#possibly both and very likely the latter#pour one out for the educators at all levels bruh
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there's nothing quite like a dark souls game when you're really depressed. fromsoft places a hand on your shoulder and says "yeah no you're right. sometimes the whole world really is coming at you shrieking and flailing and trying to claw your face off and there is no hope in sight. what is left for us here but the deep sorrow of a magnificent beast doomed to a slow and possibly endless descent into ruin? here's a sword about it. go wild"
and then you stand there with tears in your eyes clutching your giant claymore to your chest like a lover and whisper "I. love my sword" and you do. you love that sword
#on so many levels I understand harrowhark nonagesimus. I love and hate that sword and the burden and gift it symbolizes#the duty to struggle on because you're beholden to and beheld by love still etc.#fromsoft could make a really good and really weird locked tomb game if given the chance I think. it wouldn't be what I wanted#(which lbr would be a dating sim thing. like bioware style. some gameplay but mostly Drama) but it would rock probably#dark souls#dark souls 3#I was feeling real bad so I went and borrowed ds3 from the library since it's the only one I haven't played!#thus far it's definitely my least favourite of the trilogy (longtime ds2 lover & truther logging on) but it's still a from game#it scratches the itch! I made the colossal mistake of starting with a spear and boy oh boy do I NOT have the muscle memory built#for that moveset in these games fhdsakj I was wondering if I really just sucked until I picked up a shortsword and was like 'ah!'#and then when I finally found the claymore... this is of course deeply embarrassing but I kind of teared up a little#I'm home. I'm never using a shield again. it is not the vaguely-concerned way to cower before death behind a wall of steel#I mistime a dodge roll straight into an enemy attack and eat shit as tradition and honour dictates#storywise I'm not getting anything much out of this I must admit tho I didn't expect to (I've watched all the lore vids) AND#I don't quite vibe with how linear it is or the runbacks (damn elden ring really fixed that design problem huh!) but it feels good#to slam my face into a brick wall again. the comfort of having your ass kicked and knowing that is as it should be#I am doing a little roleplaying. my girl selene. she's from irythill. she used to hang out with the same crowd as vordt and the dancer#(she in fact had a huge crush on the dancer back in the day) but like. she hung out in the lower coolness tier of the same crowd#if you see what I mean. I hate to invoke the franchise even through fanwork but my life as a background slytherin style.#selene was on the team for sure. but it was the b team. the powers that be kind of sent her off on an impossible quest#that she's been dutifully trying to complete this whole time and indeed kind of is still this linking the fire thing is just a sidequest#(selene is very hot basically well-meaning and not too bright. true hero material)#she's SO embarrassed after fighting vordt b/c she genuinely thought his name was bort this whole time#every time she meets an outrider knight she's either like 'oh my god -- KEVIN?? D:' or 'hehehehe who needs#to 'watch their footwork' now motherfucker. yeah you heard me bill'. she's going to be real sad about gwyndoline probably :(#also. I have lucatiel's armour now. oh my god. my girl. long time no see I love you. tfw no hat tho
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I know I’m always talking about teaching David Copperfield but I wanna talk about teaching David Copperfield. I can’t really explain it but it’s like opening a casket full of honey and wine and sweet things to students who are very used to trash.
#their humanity is being watered!!!!!!!!!#to use another metaphor!!!#like it’s a flood lol#and me teaching it is a flood because we have to finish it by Christmas#(I will not extend it)#and so it’s very messy and we’re going so fast but also the kids are just all responding to it#and I just—————-it’s making me sooooooooo happy#I’m SO sorry for my overwrought metaphors it’s cause it’s the end of the week!!!!!!!#but it’s so good and it’s so funny and it makes me so happy#they’re so invested in Davy and Dora and Agnes they kind of just all ARE#I mean they would never say it but as a whole they’re not bored#the warmth and the fun is so alive and sort of more and more kids are reading#or at least reading MORE or at least feeling something#like it’s just.#it is c l i c k i n g#Also I am understanding it better this time around and my excitement levels are very high#which helps. like I really love to be talking about it with them#also the book is just SOOOOO quality. I can’t#explain it. but it’s just. it is BRIMMING with humanity and humor and pathos and ridiculousness#and yes it’s too long and yes it meanders but also it kind of never does#there is always something to look at to love to root for to laugh at#it’s a very warm very teenage book tbh. I love to be in the space of it right now
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One of the absolute worst things in my opinion about the live action ATLA remake is the removal of Sokka’s sexism. “Oh the things he said were ‘questionable’ so we ‘updated’ his character”
Wow it’s almost like the character. Had a flaw. It’s almost like he was raised in an extremely patriarchal society where what he was saying was the norm. And it’s almost like he had to unlearn these behaviors as he traveled and became exposed to more ways of life.
Yknow
Like a character arc or something
And don’t even get me started on what this does to the Kyoshi Island events. In the original, it’s meaningful that he wears Kyoshi’s uniform, a woman’s dress, after being so certain that a woman could not be a skilled warrior and did not deserve the respect afforded by the uniform.
And I’m absolutely CERTAIN the new show runners will see this scene and think it will be enough to pay lip service to the ‘woke’ idea of a man in a dress as like a “wow a man in a dress how woke” moment to try to garner the goodwill and sympathy of a younger hipper audience. Except ITS GOING TO RING ENTIRELY HOLLOW because Sokka is not learning anything by doing it! He’s not growing in any way!! It’s literally just. “Haha what if Sokka wore a dress” which is the OPPOSITE of what the original conveys!!!!!
I am BEGGING you absolute sheeple to let this piece of shit flop. It’s disrespectful to the original and honestly just cheap, lazy writing. If you want a good Avatar the Last Airbender: JUST FUCKING WATCH THE ORIGINAL!
#and it goes back to the notion that animation is inherently inferior to live action#which is a. wrong. b. stupid. and c. the reason we have so many dogshit live action adaptations of things#ITS ISNT INHERENTLY BETTER. IT IS USUALLY INHERENTLY WORSE.#the original is a masterpiece on every level and pretending it needs improvement is disrespectful as fuck to the original cast and creators#why do you need to see CGI fire and elements effects#why can’t it be enough to watch the original’s beautifully traditionally animated elements and feel all the love and work that went into it?#are you that much of a little baby that you can’t suspend your disbelief and need everything spelled out to you in shitty computer effects??#all I can say to that is:#skill issue#idiot#atla#avatar the last airbender#live action atla#come fight me about it you fucking dipshits
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The Crimson Kimono (1959, dir. Samuel Fuller)
#can i interest some of you in film noir challengers?#finding out james shigeta aka joe takagi from die hard had leading man capital c Charisma has me kinda irate at the hollywood system#because it was always the excuse of ‘oh the industry just doesn’t get asian actors/thinks their charisma doesn’t come across’#which was already one level of ignorant bullshit (see: literally any east asian film)#but there was a proven record all along????
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i'm very interested what ppl find to be the harder shakespeare plays and which they found to be easier. bc i was googling out of curiosity and i found a sparknotes article (link if you're curious) that ranked ten of the most commonly-read plays on difficulty and it put king lear kinda down low whereas it put julius caesar pretty high because of the politics/complicated conflicts. that kind of baffled me because julius caesar was the first tragedy i read outside of the classroom and i found it very approachable; it's one i often recommend to people trying to get into shakespeare because the plot is already familiar to most ppl and you can just enjoy the poetry and how shakespeare chooses to characterize these figures. on the other hand i read king lear a few years later in my shakespeare journey, and to be honest i still kind of have a hard time with lear. maybe i just don't connect with it on some level; i'm not sure. it's not a very tightly-organized play where the action is as centered as in the other tragedies like hamlet or macbeth. that's certainly a me thing and maybe that'll change with age. but i'm always a little surprised when i find someone's experience with the plays so much different than mine.
anyway if you're reading this feel free to reblog and tag or comment which shakespeare plays you found yourself falling into most naturally and which worlds you felt like you had to force yourself into. i'm interested in what ppl feel on this subject
#i also had a hard time w love's labor's lost for comedies. idk i just didn't connect w any of the characters tho the premise is interesting#on my inexplicable third hand: once i primed myself w the historical context to get into the wars of the roses plays i found them addictive#which is funny bc before i read them i kinda NEVER thought i'd get around to the histories#bunch of dead kings i had never heard of. i was like what care is that to me?#text post#shakespeare#king lear#julius caesar#sparknotes#that article rated cymbeline as the most difficult if you were wondering. which i think is an interesting choice#bc it's not really one of the top 10 you're most likely to be presented with#i LOVED cymbeline but it was like. the 30th play i had read. something like that lol#so clearly i was quite used to shakespeare by the time i read it. i wasn't someone who needed to psyched up to read him#(although even i can have a hard time w shakespeare still... and i have only 3 plays left once i finish this last scene in m4m)#i can't say it's a good play for a beginner to start with at all. for many reasons. but cymbeline is a great play.#a midsummer night's dream was also very easy to get into and that was the first one i read on my own#isn't it one of everyone's firsts? it's magnificent i mean. it's unmatched#and it's also one of the shortest and easiest to understand with some of the most lovely lyrical poetry#troilus and cressida was hard and i don't particularly like that one... waiting to change my mind#both t&c and love's labor's are ones i only read once and never watched in any form#so maybe i should give them another shot#i HAVE given lear a couple of other shots and i still find it kind of impenetrable to be honest#it's not that i don't understand the surface level. but i can't. idk. i can't feel much about it#by shakespeare standards
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i found this lore entry recently and have not stopped thinking about it since. it is HYSTERICALLY funny to me that fandaniel's villain origin story was just being a fuckin boomer
One of few great minds in a land that had seen the slow, yet steady numbing of its people's intelligence, Amon long lamented the sorry state of Allag , concentrating his early scientific efforts on developing medicines to increase mental capacity . He soon realized that it was not knowledge that the Allagans lacked. If anything, they had too much. What his people lacked was a leader. With a renewed sense of focus, Amon shifted his studies to the field of vivimancy, and soon was conducting experiments on his own flesh in order to attain his final goal - the resurrection of Xande the First.
— Encylopaedia Eorzea Volume I, p. 25
#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#ffxiv amon#ffxiv fandaniel#i just. i Just.#the fact that he tried to fix it by doing research to literally just give people extra brain cells#before deciding the problem was ipad babies is KILLING me#i don't know why it's so hilarious but oh my fucking god#like obviously his real problem with it was a) that whole post about how there's Fun and there's Satisfaction from Achievement#which you need a balance of; because if you don't get enough fun you get stressed#but if you don't get the feel-good chemicals that come from working at and accomplishing things#it will fuck you up Badly; and make you horribly depressed; and you will probably try and substitute more and more Fun in a vicious cycle#b) not only did he live in the depressing nightmare sinkhole of resulting society-wide mental illness#but his attempts to preserve his sanity with meaningful work kept being appropriated into Fun by other people instead#and c) his exposure to the endpoint of 'utopia'; where everyone is happy and all their needs are (supposedly) met#was watching people get Bored and proceed to entertain themselves with horrific sadism and cruelty#he doesn't come right out and explicitly make that connection out loud; but going by his speech in the aitiascope it's pretty obvious#there's a Lot going on there; especially once you start getting into how he leans *into* the cruelty he hated so much#i could go on and probably i'll write up posts about it. it's fucked up and tragic and on a serious narrative level it tracks#but it's also SO SO FUNNY#ffxivtag#FF tag#shitposting#ableism cw#endwalker spoilers
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kind of amazing how you can spend 99% of your life forgetting about someone's existence and still have nightmares about them for... nearly 20 years at this point. it's been 10 years since seeing them. fucj
#I am beginning to finally process this#and I am kind of blaming gege for that#the way jjk has helped me learn and accept my headmates life experience etc etc far more than therapy is criminal lmfaooooo#ig a lot of it is also just. years of research and personal work and self awareness like ok sure I put the work in but things I've never be#able to understand or identify or communicate with... now have something to relate to. identify with. it's incredibly helpful and I'm grate#all the time. it's funny how I swore off tragic media bc after a lifetime of masochistic consumption I was finally disinterested in it#and then some asshole sabotaged my 7 year resetthat was SO CLOSE I could've had a body that no one took from me but NOOOO#Anyway I'm glad that event took me back into the tragic taste in media bc this is rly insightful but also goddamn that fucked me over so#incredibly much. it's a lot easier bc I wasn't in denial in the moment. I was able to process it at the time. not just years later. I alrea#had years of cptsd research and experience and so the healing is a lot easier but also??? I was doing so well and it set everything back an#I'm so upset. like bitch stole priceless shut from me and also my clothes that don't give sensory issues or dysphoria and also a haunted c#cryptid book on niche stuff that was from my dad like#I'm still so angry I finally wasted money on toys like ovipositors I wanted for YEARS trying to get myself to enjoy sex again but it's stil#so numb. even in my dreams. it's so numb. when I had good t levels for a bit things were better. but I dunno.#even if I have always been repulsed aro ace (which could all be trauma induced but it's all I know). I've always been a freak#Anyway sorry for that lmfaooooo I am willing to talk about it but also like I feel bad for mentioning it but also I don't expect anyone to#read such long rambles. whatever here's my vague little trauma dump I guess#but what would it take to feel clean??
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ah. ok. so from what I'm seeing from some shadow of the erdtree spoilers, fromsoft has doubled down on some incredibly troubling tropes that were already present in the main game and that they really should know better than to employ this way. there's some really ugly history attached to the themes and ideas they're presenting here, and playing it this straight is both irresponsible and annoying. disappointing at best, objectively not funny.
the fact that they decided to publish this dlc during pride month, though? fucking hysterical
#let me remain vague but full of newfound levels of ennui about it lol#elden ring#elden ring spoilers#shadow of the erdtree#shadow of the erdtree spoilers#I'm a bit sad that this has killed all my desire to play the dlc everyone is so excited i really feel like a party pooper haha#and also just depressing and tiring that I don't think the fromsoft community will ah. handle it gracefully or well! let's say#there was already some shitty stuff with equating male queerness with predatoriness in the main game and. well! well well. ok I guess#the mogh stuff already had me all grimace emoji and now it feels like they were very much doing it on purpose. which sucks!#waiting for tbskyen to reach this part of his boss designs playthrough b/c he's the only bitch I trust to dissect this properly haha
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can't wait until i get my degree in Understanding Media Good (seems to be less and less people getting that nowadays) and then ill be able to watch the version of supernatural that my mutuals can see
#watched about 8 1/2 seasons and i remember almost fucking nothing. you could show me a s3 episode and id confuse it with a finale one.#also i should take notes on which white person is which. that would probably help.#i just remember liking the episodes that ppl on tiktok didn't lmao#i remember i was excited to get to demon dean bc i knew that was in s8 but eventually i was like'ok i haven't been#watching often enough to remember what's going on anymore.#ill just stop.'#from what i remember and from the combo of 2014 supernatural girlies and current supernatural girlies and my beloved mutuals#supernatural is both awful and fantastic at the same time. it's at a level where you c#can't always tell whether The Implications were intentionally written or were an accident. you can't tell how much of the sexism comes from#the analysis of the character vs the writers. you can't tell if they wanted it to be incest all along or not.#you can see someone calling an episode shit and have perfectly valid reasons#and two posts later you see someone else calling it the best episode yet with also perfect reasons#honestly can't wait to watch it again at some point and have the Themes hit me like bricks
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Bro I have to write and record an argumentative speech, write a literary analysis, get started on a short story with a pre-determined theme, write a reflection of the previously mentioned tasks and what knowledge and experience I got from them, as well as start planning for my oral examination which I apparently have to choose a subject for??? and make a powerpoint for???? Why did they not give me more details about the *final, most important examination in my course*?????
All in FOUR DAYS
The only redeeming qualities of these tasks is that I get to choose the movie I write my argumentative speech about (I'm supposed to argue for why it should be movie of the year, aka just infodump about why it's awesome), and that the only requirement I've been given for the short story is that it has to be about "the unknown" in one way or another
But none of that matters because they didn't tell me anything about needing to write a text for the final oral examination???? Or that I need to have a powerpoint???????? What do you mean "What subject have you chosen for your oral examination?"?????? I WASN'T TOLD THERE WOULD BE WRITING INVOLVED
MY ORAL EXAM FOR THE ENGLISH COURSE REQUIRED NO WRITING OR POWERPOINT PRESENTATION, MAYBE YOU SHOULD BRIEF YOUR STUDENTS ON WHAT THE FINAL ASSIGNMENT WILL EVEN BE BEFORE YOU THROW THEM INTO THE COURSE???
Smh I hate private-owned education-based companies
Like bro maybe put some money into an actually comprehensible website, teachers that don't hate their students, and classrooms that actually have heating instead of buying that new car that just entered the market, just a thought
I am very angry about this entire system, this company is ass and it's no wonder they're closing later this year (something I found out ***after*** applying for and accepting two courses and showing up for the voluntary in-person introduction.)
#I hate profit-driven private schools with a burning passion#rant post#rant#vent post#kinda#literally come on#like dude#you expect me to do an entire high school course in the time span of a month??????? 40 hours a week????#and you're gonna give me Es and Ds on my assignments because I didn't follow your understanding of the P.E.E structure????#I've had straight A's on all of my previous english assignments#and never got lower than a C on my swedish ones#and you wanna nitpick my work to the point where a contraction that I left in a formal text on accident gives me a lower grade?????#and a quote that I included in a novel analysis being “too long” (despite only containing vital information) also results in a lower grade??#I got a D on every assignment in english and still ended up getting a B as a final grade#because the person who graded my assignments thankfully wasn't the person who graded my national test#*the national test in which I had to once again write a damn argumentative text*#which proves that my writing is in no way on a D level if it got me from a D to a *B*#you nitpicky fucker#long post#i am so angry#and this shit has caused me so much stress it's not even funny anymore#jfc#I can't wait until this course is over and I can finally just *not have panic attacks over ridiculous criticism and way too short deadlines*#rant over#sorry about that
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if Eye am refusing an impulsive trip you know it’s really too impulsive. I am not famous for my risk assessment
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ok . hey followers what do i need to know about whats been going on on sdmp? in the event that my crafter may be confirmed to be getting airdropped into there within the next few days. maybe possibly. .?
#i was Not going to dip my toes in any further than just surface level (which ive already mostly experienced)#bc s&c would send me into a horrible spiral of brainrot and mental illness all on their own#[pointedly ignoring the loud ass cowriter and editor shaped hole in the wall]#but like#look at my icon bro#its unavoidable at this point. inevitable even#thats my youtuber bro thats my little freaking comfort guy or whatever would piss him off the most to be called
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