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mirielvairenen · 11 months ago
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“In the spring of the year, at the time when kings go off to war” is a weird phrase to hear, especially when you’re a SCAdian gearing up for Pennsic.
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sweepingboy · 10 months ago
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you know he can’t get a concussion right
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valtsv · 1 month ago
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i'm a disgusting little centrist when it comes to the was shrue's family real or fake question because to me that matters much less than the way it illustrates the experience of paranoid stress psychosis. like i never want a definitive answer because it just doesn't really matter. do you understand me. like. either way, they experienced that loss and heartbreak. they were confronted with an unflattering portrait of themself as a destructive absence in other people's lives, sacrificing human connection for sociopolitical status. they were exploited and had their mind fucked with and were made vulnerable to manipulation. answering that question makes no difference to the fact that what they experienced was real and horrifying to them. they were vulnerable and someone noticed and took advantage. there is no absolution nor satisfaction to be found in certainty, only further pain and regret. the end outcome is the same.
#🐉#ambiguity forever is just so much more interesting to me! sorry!#like if shrue lived my ideal arc for them would be reckoning with the fact that either way they were both a victim#and dug their own grave. like if they did have a family they were an avoidant hypocrite unable to bear the cognitive dissonance#of destroying other peoples families and communities while trying (and failing) to nurture their own legacy.#and if they didnt then they know deep down that they would have been a terrible spouse and parent because they would have#been unable to fully open themself up to loving them because that would mean acknoweldging their bitter loneliness#and desparation for social stability and fear of never attaining it. which a family would only be a crutch for.#and an increasingly burdensome and insufficient one at that#either way they neglected their responsibility to the people they were supposed to protect#the family is a symbolic and more immediately devastating representation of that greater guilt#and before anyone says oh you just want to absolve val of any wrongdoing because shes your favourite#shes uh. very much not absolved of anything. whether or not she bears any personal responsibility in this instance#doesnt change the fact that shes complicit in the violence of the system that enables abuses like this to happen. as is shrue themself.#theres no circumventing that culpability. carson just took advantage of it for his own gain as he tends to do.#the silt verses#shrue
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choccy-milky · 1 year ago
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MC doing what we all wished we could do (aka napping on the floor with ominis )😴💕
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alenachelk · 3 months ago
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Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer.
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evesedenramblings · 5 months ago
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Despite what Damon Maitsu wants to think, he has been incredibly trusting and kind throughout the Killing Game thus far. His actions contradict a lot of his own inner thoughts. Even though he is often rude he’s also rather kind, and that’s important to recognize since he wants to believe he’s so de-attached from everyone.
I think the first thing that comes to mind is the first trial’s Pathos route, where Damon decides to defend Diana based on his gut feeling despite all the clear evidence- or, trusting Diana’s character to be true over his own deductions. The second thing is when he realizes his trust of Eva is built on nothing. What both of these things have in common is how mad Damon is about it. Damon doesn’t want to defend Diana, he gets incredibly mad at himself when he realizes he’s sympathetic to her crying and wants to trust in her. The same goes for Eva, but his trust is lost instead. Damon gets angry when he realizes the only reason he trusted Eva was because he fell into the “Us vs Them” mentality, and he automatically grouped Eva in with himself, but Eva didn’t do the same thing. At the core of the issue, Damon is mad because without even realizing it, he is a hypocrite. He claims the students shouldn’t be able to so easily trust each other, then went and easily trusted just the same- and chose the worst person to acknowledge he trusted.
I say Damon acknowledges he trusted Eva because I think Damon trusts the other students more than he realizes. He is easily able to engage in Free Time Events with every student, except Grace. The fact there’s no Grace FTE’s, or to be Meta an exception to “hang out with your favourites!” rule, makes it feel in-character that Damon trusts the other students enough with his safety, but not Grace. Also, a lot of what happens in those FTE’s like Jean picking up Damon by his ankles has to mean they’re at least some sort of comfort with each other. The other students do seem comfortable with Damon, even the youngest student Toshiko knows she can call Damon a cutesy name like Mochi- he’s unhappy about it but ultimately does nothing. Ingrid asks him to help with the laundry and he agrees- grumbles about it later to himself but doesn’t actually protest to Ingrid’s face, and does his share. There’s also the fact that Damon doesn’t protest the roommate rule, and then how immediately comfortable he gets with said roommate. He even prefers to sleep in Kai’s room at a certain point, as sleeping alone in his own room makes him too anxious as opposed to sleeping along with someone else. For someone who claims to be untrusting, Damon spends a lot of time with other people one-on-one and in group settings, and being kind to them as well.
The only time I can think Damon doesn’t cooperate with the group is when Eva shows him the Tozu Equation and he says they should keep it secret. However, even then, Damon means *he and Eva* should keep it secret. He still means to work with Eva, as their own private team. He doesn’t go work on it on his own at any point, and asks her about it later if she had made any progress. When she says no, Damon assures her that he hadn’t expected her to with all the ongoing issues. He believes her at face value and doesn’t go to check on it, and was kind to her about the issue.
Still, there is an obvious elephant in the room: Damon is still an outsider. He’s not part of the group, there’s no equal exchange of first. The obvious solution, and one Damon comments on himself multiple times, is that he’s cooperating with them only to gain their trust, *not* because he trusts them. However, I think Damon is lying to himself, or is just unaware of how much trust he puts into his actions. For a comparison, I want us to look at Eva. Eva only spends time individually with Damon, who she “trusts”. Other than that, the only time we see her with others is to gather information or purposefully be seen while plotting her murder. We don’t have much insight on her rooming situation but Diana’s comments imply Eva was often absent from their room. Eva tends to lurk in the boiler room alone, specifically because nobody wants to go down there. She has no interest in her classmates and doesn’t trust any of them, and only takes interest in them when she needs them. Now this could just be a difference of strategy (Eva wanting to gain trust when the time was right, and Damon wanting to gain trust in advance) but frankly, it didn’t work. Damon spent more time cooperating with the class, and yet in the trial they hesitate to believe him over Eva based on his character. The only reason they choose to believe him is because they take a moment to reassess everything Damon has been saying, and draw a logical conclusion. Damon has still gained no real trust from their group, so what was the point of everything he’s done if it amounted to nothing?
Damon, whose situation is extremely close to Eva’s, is willing to share his living space with another person, to the point he shares the bed with them (his idea btw), not even swapping the bed every night. Eva feels more safe alone with her own mind and intelligence, but Damon has always reached out to other people for security. After Tozu threatened him, Damon went to Kai despite his belief Kai might kill him. When Wolfgang turned the group against him, Damon automatically latched onto the one other outcast, Eva without even realizing it. He’d already latched onto her from the moment they awoke in the boiler room together.
I definitely missed some stuff, like how Damon was the only one willing to grab Kai’s ring in the FTE- just say no if you don’t want to do it Damon. It’s going to be important to remember how kind he is in these earlier chapters since that kindness and trust he employed has now been thrown back in his own face and spit on (thanks Eva), so I’m not sure we’re ever going to see Damon be this unintentionally kind again.
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benevolenterrancy · 7 months ago
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@princess-of-purple-prose your tag made me laugh ꉂ(ᵔ́▽ᵔ̀) who are you to try denying necromancy allegations, sqq??? obviously the effort to get along with the other protagonists is going great, keep up the good work!!
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letmereadinpeace4 · 6 months ago
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This is probably a controversial opinion, but Asmodeus and Beelzebub are evidence that if you are a pleasant enough person who mingles and parties with the lower class and doesn't say overtly classist stuff, people will let you get away with the bare minimum and give you a truly astounding amount of benefit of the doubt, even if you enable, maintain and benefit from an insanely classist system that massively and negatively impacts your partner, not to mention the people you're supposed to rule over.
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voidwelt · 9 months ago
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rough sunturines ft new sunday because i hate both of them an d want them in a Blenderrrrr
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kawareo · 2 years ago
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Durgetash fluff!
I wanted to just do some doodles of them but it turned out into unconventional ways they'd take care of eachother - such as drugging your insomniac partner to make sure they get some rest, or threatening violence if your equally insomniac partner refuses to stop tinkering with his machines at 4am, or just holding them underwater to wash blood from their murder cult activities off of them.
Partner obviously meaning a business partner. Obviously.
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titanofblood · 5 months ago
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Campaign 3 is so good when you dont have an annoying bitch in your ear telling you how evil every character is
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sublimerences · 5 months ago
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Sticking them into Pokémon as a design exercise… the teams are solely vibes and not based on any knowledge of proper team building or meta (of which I have no knowledge of!)
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kraftykelpie · 9 months ago
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Had an idea a while ago, and thought Obi-Wan fit the bill, His woefully wonderful sleep time (on shore leave as well!) was ruined by some type of antics, likely Ahsoka or Anakin shaped
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puppetmaster13u · 1 year ago
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Prompt 198
Now Bruce was not expecting to reincarnate upon his death. At least he thinks he died, he’s pretty sure he did. There wasn’t any other reason for him to be a well, literal baby. Around two he thinks, which fits well with the fact that it’s around that time that babies start forming memory recall, if he, well, remembered correctly. 
But while he knew about reincarnation thanks to Shayera and Carter, he’d never exactly given it much thought towards himself. Because seriously, what were the chances of such a thing as him being given another chance? 
So he was quite surprised at his situation, experimentally opening and closing pudgy hands that looked well, just a tiny bit off. He’d never been that pale before, he thinks, even back when he never went outside like, ever. 
He turned his gaze towards the mobile above him with a sort of idle curiosity- a mixture of bats (ha) and other trinkets he wasn’t familiar with. It also caused him to get his first good look at his parent, asleep on a rocking chair right next to the crib. 
Huh. They had the same pale skin he did, albeit in the light it looked like it was slightly tinted blue, and while their hair was white they didn’t exactly look old. They looked surprisingly well rested for raising a toddler too, unless they had a nanny or something similar… He rolled over, managing to very shakily push himself to his feet with the help of the crib. 
Why was standing so hard as a toddler? And why did he have his memories of everything except how he had died anyway? 
His head whipped up from where they were staring at his feet when he heard a snort, finding his parent awake and standing. Somehow silently enough that he hadn’t noticed- or he was that easily distracted by the unfamiliar giddiness bursting in his chest. 
“Morning little bat,” his parent easily picked him up and held him while he inwardly sighed at the nickname. Of course his bat motif would follow him into this life. A low rumbling almost caused him to jump, his body relaxing before he could fully register the sound. The… purring? 
Oh. 
He wasn’t human this time around. 
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xibaxiba · 1 month ago
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posting a couple of lil scenes i wrote introducing yara as if she was an npc! she'd have two potential intro scenes, one at the temple during mass, one in the strip club dressing room. you could get both scenes in either order, but here's the mass->club version:
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Meeting Yara at Mass
A girl in a nun's habit slides into your pew, smoothing out her skirt before sitting down beside you. Coarse black fringe frames her freckled face. You recognize her as Yara, one of your fellow orphans. She’s known to be something of a delinquent, but she seems to keep to herself.
She glances at you, recognition vaguely registering on her face. "Ah. Good morning." -> [If you're a member of the temple:] She stares at you for a long moment, unblinking. "The money's nice, isn't it?" -> [Otherwise:] She looks like she's sizing you up. "It feels peaceful here, right? But don't let it fool you." An awkward pause stretches between the two of you, the murmurs of the congregation echoing off vaulted ceilings. Yara shifts in her seat, then breaks the silence. “I guess it’s nice to see a familiar face.” | + + Yara’s Insecurity (1) Leave her alone (2) Chat | + Love (3) Flirt | Promiscuity 1 | + Lust? You chat with Yara for a few minutes. She holds your gaze with an unsettling intensity, but she still seems distracted, somehow. Her fingers fidget in her lap, prayer beads clicking in her hands. Mass is about to start. Yara turns her attention to the altar.
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Meeting Yara at Darryl's
You notice Yara standing in front of one of the mirrors. She’s examining her shimmering lingerie, absently fiddling with the holy pendant around her neck. She looks lost in thought before noticing you, her holy pendant pressed to her lips. "Oh, it's you... Not surprised to see you here." She speaks in a deadpan tone, regarding you coolly. -> [If you're a member of the temple:] "Seems like we're in the same boat." | - - Yara’s Insecurity -> [If you're NOT a member of the temple:] "You'd better not snitch on me." | - Yara’s Insecurity (1) Leave her alone (2) Chat | + Love (3) Flirt | Promiscuity 1 | + Lust? You chat with Yara for a few minutes. She doesn’t say much, but seems to be listening. Her eyes occasionally meet yours in the mirror as she puts the finishing touches on her hair and makeup. “Well,” Yara finishes preening, then turns away from you. “I’ll be around.” She leaves for the stage.
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sabxhere · 1 day ago
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Hey, quick question: let’s say we were arch nemesis at one point and so famous that people made merch and/or conventions about us cause our fights were just that memorable and epic. On a scale from one to ten, how much of a loser would I be if I were to buy a plushie of my bf and sleep every night with it safely tucked by my side (asking for a friend)
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