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two weeks down at my new job as a line cook!! my restaurant is rly cool, the food fucking slaps, and i'm getting on well with all my coworkers. it's great to be working with my hands again and learning lots of new skills and shit :-)
i feel like i got really lucky getting hired here tbh. all the other kitchen staff are really experienced, so they definitely took a chance on me coming in with no proper back of house expience. everyone has been really patient with me as i learn though, and i've been getting really good feedback too. executive chef said she's really happy with my progress and i should be proud of how i'm doing AND my sous chef said tn at the end of my shift when we were chatting that i'm "inherently gifted at this" so like.... woah riding that high fr....
#i was a bit worried going in that even though i'm very passionate abt cooking + working in restaurants that i wouldn't be good at it#so it's really reassuring to hear to emphatically that i am doing well + making progress#i don't think i've talked about it here but i think long term i want to pursue becoming a chef (like executive chef/cdc)#ideally at like a high-end place (tho michelin starred places scare me lowkey)#i'm still very passionate about art/design but i don't think corporate/working in an office is for me#i'm staying at my current design job at least until the end of my programme/contract next summer tho#and from there we shall see...#antlerknives.txt
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finally remembered to put these side by side!! my ptutu illusts so far 🩰 2024 & 2022 🦢 prints
#princess tutu#ahiru (princess tutu)#rue (princess tutu)#princess kraehe#mytho (princess tutu)#fakir (princess tutu)#ahiru#mytho#fakir#rue#my art#i keep making horizontal prints .. and people at cons cant see them bc horizontal prints are so hard to see high up LOL#mayhaps one day i get the idea for a vertical ptutu illust to create a sort of holy trinity but we shall see.. for now im satisfied!#ideally if i ever do a 3rd ptutu illust id like it to be vastly diff from these 2?#i designed these drawings to match with the curtain bc i was worried the rendering style would make it too different#tbh the 2022 drawing is kind of a cmyk nightmare to print. so im glad i had a different approach to the colours for the new drawing ^__T
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various trad doodles i made while i was supposed to be paying attention in class
#hello. i am alive#once term ends either youwill get so much art or i will just sleep for three weeks we shall see#i doodle spidey so much in my sketchbooks for pose practice and now one of my teachers has clocked me as a fan from the poses i draw#its so over for me im being perceived#they are ruining my life dawg#anyways#spider man#spiderman#deadpool#spideypool#spiderpool#marvel#ok bye
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day 480/547 until joon returns
#btsgif#btsedit#bts#kim namjoon#namjoon#*#*gifs#*knj#*bts#*547nj#right people wrong place#SIXTEEN MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i miss him so fucking much god#i will see if i can make enough gifs fast enough that i can post more than the one daily set from the docu but we shall see#almost posted this immediately btw it's killing me to queue it DJSFJDFDJFJ
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also im sure some people have noticed already, but since i haven't seen anything on tumblr about it yet, for people who haven't - kris has 20hp in the light world and so far that bar has pretty much always been full
in chapter four though, after kris beats the soul up, that's no longer the case!
their brief smacking it with the hockey stick/guitar in the normal route drops your health to 18. their vicious kicking the shit out of the soul in the snowgrave continuation drops it to 10. (it drops even further by the end of the chapter in a way that might have something to do with how much health you ended the titan battle with, but im gonna do a couple more ch4 playthroughs and see if i can nail down exactly what the deal with that is, and if it means that the titan can reach across worlds and damage kris' soul in a way no other dark world enemy has been able to so far)
either way, the first thing that happens when they try to move after putting the soul back in, is they stumble and fall and it takes a few seconds for them to even try and get back up. (it looks like they're tripping over the object they threw from certain angles in the normal route, but no this happens no matter how clear their path is)
regardless of whether or not it's their original soul, it is now intrinsic to their life force. any amount of damage done to the soul, even when outside their body, will hurt kris in equal amounts, and they've been doing this long enough they have to know that!
in the normal route that speaks to their level of dedication to whatever their end goal is here, that they will hurt themselves quite significantly to keep susie from finding that note on the guitar (though it's in keeping with chara being one of their two undertale parallels)
but in snowgrave pt 2. god. it speaks to how much they hate us. that route in ch4 reveals that the first thing soulless kris did at the end of ch2 wasn't creating the fountain - there was an unseen timeskip. the first thing soulless kris did after snowgrave was to sneak over to noelle's house, remove the thorn ring (that was controlling her and giving her the ability to kill with ice magic), tell her everything was gonna be okay, but that she should never mention any of this to anyone (because if she said it around kris in the future then the soul would hear)
and kris' worst fears came true. she does bring it up, because she doesn't realise kris is also included in "anyone". and to stay on the snowgrave route, like in ch2, you have to do the worst thing possible, which is manually take control of kris back (this is happening while you're the untethered soul, but kris is distracted enough you can rejoin their body without them fighting you off - but you can see their sprite shaking afterwards as they try to resist what you're about to do), confirm for noelle that all of her dream was real, tell her she's going to get stronger, and force the thorn ring back on her (at which point the screen goes black with red lines like shattered glass, and the segment in noelle's house ends there, so we don't know the full consequences of that yet)
i did talk in a previous post about the shadow mantle boss saying that kris enjoyed the snowgrave route, they just didn't want to admit it to themselves and being possessed by the player gave them a convenient excuse. but after playing this route i no longer think that's even a remote possibility.
because kris wasn't trying to hide or prevent anything by beating the soul up this time. this was pure revenge and disgust over what we did to their friend. and even knowing that whatever damage they did was also going to be done to them, they were willing to beat it within an inch of its life. your vision is blurring the entire time, kris loses half their health from this, they only stopped because asgore nearly caught them in the act. and the burning question on my mind is how much further were they willing to go? if no one interrupted, would they have stopped at all?
(and yeah the takeaway here is that going forward, kris is hurt, in more ways than ralsei or susie can heal. and also do not ever underestimate their love for noelle)
#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#snowgrave#kris dreemurr#noelle holiday#deltarune chapter 4#i did two playthroughs of ch4 in the normal route - one i ended the chapter with 10hp the other i ended with 5#(and kris did take more damage from the titan the second time)#but i also forgot to check their health in that brief overworld segment between the two church dark worlds?#and yeah haven't finished my snowgrave playthrough yet#so we shall see!#deltarune weird route
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[ 1:39 am ] I feel like he's watching me – maybe he's as obsessed with me as I am with him.
#pretty proud of this one .#kizhu#om#om nb#om swd#obey me#obey me nb#obey me swd#obey me shall we date#om! shall we date#shall we date obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me barbatos#om barbatos#barbatos obey me#barbatos om#obey me fanart#obey me art#fanart#art#if you see this I am hallucination badly and I need to sleep but I am terrified for my life.#I swear he's real#the art really isn't done as a vent but happend to be finished while I was trying to distract myself from him.. so uh.#I guess...
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baby seasons change but people don't
for day 1 of @spstyleweek: nostalgia + extras ⤵
here are the not layered/angled versions of these!
#StyleWeek2024#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#sp style#sp stanky#style sp#south park style#stankyle#south park#south park fanart#south park art#stan x kyle#south park post covid#im not gonna be doing every day because i have been too brain dead from real life stuff to manage planning that#but i have at least one more thing in progress for a day later in the week! and maybe i'll get the energy for another... we shall see#(i did end up pulling this one together just yesterday from when im posting this so. ya know. things are possible)#mine
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we let the ocean drown out our voices/enjoying the bitterness/in the chaotic light, I close my eyes and see
#dredge game#spoilers. technically lol#my friend mim (at mimzalot on twitch etc) streamed dredge at it went the FUnniest way it couldve#two streams in we made a joke abt the collector and the fisherman being in toxic old man yaoi#divorcee-on-widower situationship together. and the joke kept up Literally Until The Very End#iykyk#could not have stumbled into a better way to keep the surprise#and The Best Thing Is. I do still think the yaoi is meaningful to the text#like mim brought up how resurrection is inherently a selfish act. I sat on that for a While#but also I do just enjoy body double. abdication of responsibility through othering a specific part of yourself#pairing that with specifically Being A Villain as like. a deliberate act#u see my vision. u ever played dredge#anyways uhhh caption is from no party for cao dong's devotion#yes its bc red candle game's devotion is like a quarter of my personality but also I do listen to no party for cao dong recreationally#also been really feelin this kind of ink recently. U Will See. Soon Ish#seems I have like... phases of trying to figure out specific textures in ink#a long time ago I was Really into drawing metal with just ink. and a few years ago it was fire. and now: water#one day I'll get all five. and then I will be able to see the future#okay I either finish up a thing or go to bed now... depends. we shall see. take care and be kind to urself yeah? lets draw smthing tmr
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warmup doodle of my old faves. miss them like a mf
#my art#hello to my remaining rvb followers. this ones for u#specifically the person that rbed my washlina art from like 3 yrs ago#i see u .... ask and ye shall receive#i like to think that they playfought a bunch after chorus and wash always lost#years have passed and i STILL think its a crime we never got to see happy postwar washlina#fawkkkkkk#rvb#washlina#/p or /r i dont really care. theyre interesting either way#agent washington#agent carolina#red vs blue
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@mag-lore asked: Hello!! For the doodle requests could I ask for Maeglin and Celebrimbor? Or just one or the other!!
hi hello!! thanks so much for the request! i went w maeglin bc i love him and wanted to take the opportunity to draw him in something other than my usual black-and-gold for him. i was tempted to go white to match aredhel but it didn't look right so grey it was!
#thanks again! thanks for your kind comments on my other art too!#id love to get to celebrimbor too if i have time but! we shall see#maeglin#silmarillion#silmarillion art#fall of gondolin#i drew the mole to differentiate him from every other dark-haired elf but actually it turned out v cute#candlesart#here down in the valley
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so we (and by we, i mean the very specific overlap of jews and nerds among whom i make my home) talk a lot about how tolkien's dwarves, in both the books and movies, were likely influenced by certain jewish stereotypes. obsessed with gold/wealth, secretive (especially about their language and religion), refugees from their ancestral home, portrayed with big, sometimes hooked, noses and interesting facial hair, and most specifically: the favourite little meow meows of one particular god, causing them to be shunned and persecuted by other races and creeds. this is likely unintentional, coming from the subconscious of tolkien in the same way orcs were "based on mongols" (ew colonialism) and activating subconscious biases/stereotypes in the people who designed the dwarves for the movies. it's subtext, albeit subtext that influenced the next eighty years of fantasy.
but what i don't see much discussion of is the fact that in terry pratchett's discworld, it's intentional. terry pratchett's dwarves are, more or less, jews.
carrot is a human adopted by dwarves, based on human standards. but within dwarf culture, he IS a dwarf. specifically, he has undergone specific rituals and memorised certain passages, making him LEGALLY a dwarf. this is basically how conversion works in judaism. indeed, as in judaism, it's considered rude to even mention that carrot is six feet tall and obviously wasn't born into the culture he has adopted.
the dwarves also have internal rifts - there are a group of 'orthodox' dwarves who consider the dwarves in ankh-morpork (who have adopted other customs and don't follow traditional roles) not to be dwarves at all, and don't recognise carrot as a dwarf for the same reason. they believe that the way to be a dwarf is to live in an all-dwarf community and follow their traditional rules, while other dwarves believe they need to change with the times and integrate (at least somewhat) with larger society. jewish as fuck.
there's also the interaction of dwarves with gender. when cherie comes out as female (which isn't a recognised gender by dwarvish society) she is ostracised for taking on the feminine roles common to other discworld races. however, she could never THINK of cutting off her beard, because she is still a dwarf. i see parallels with women in judaism taking on roles traditionally considered 'masculine' (e.g., as rabbis, wearing tallit and kippot) and the acceptance of queer people into jewish communities. there's lots of great discussion about cherie as a trans character on tumblr, btw.
finally, something that particularly strikes me is the line from carrot in tfe, where he says that the biggest dwarf city on the disc is ankh-morpork. obviously all diaspora communities can relate, but it's really something to know that new york is the city with the most jews in the world (960k to jerusalem's 570k. btw, 3rd is LA!).
i just love that, again, consciously or unconsciously, pratchett incorporated more positive elements of jewish culture into his portrayal of the dwarves.
#gnu terry pratchett#discworld#jumblr#jewish#judaism#tolkien#dwarves#the hobbit#lord of the rings#the silmarillion#carrot ironfoundersson#cherie littlebottom#cheery littlebottom#the origin of dwarves in tolkien is jewish as fuck#also i love orthodox jews! y'all are so cool!! i hope this post doesn't come off as critical of orthodoxy#not bringing up the conflict between trolls and dwarves in the main post bc... yk... but like. it's there. it's VERY there.#also i do not want shit from people for mentioning jerusalem. it's a fun fact. read my fucking bio and then shout at me.#feels like i'm poking a hornet's nest by jewposting but we shall see#long post
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I will cradle all these memories till' the end And she said she said lay me down in golden dandelions, 'cause I've been waiting for this moment all my life
Follow me into the dark
#so there is this song called Golden Dandelions by Barns Courtney#and it gave me ideas cuz it reminded me of vol4#i fear i might have cooked#OH ALSO i was listening to Graves by Purity Ring a LOT when drawing and its like yeahhh the vibe fits this#interesting how every moment she is mentioned before vol4 theres this sudden lul and tone shift#you breath for a moment before snapping back to ahaha dont mind that now we arent touching that box#then the box spills out onto the floor could almost say it was like watching a car crash#too soon?#art#artwork#tales from the gas station#tftgs#tftgs art#tftgs fanart#tftgs jack#tftgs sabine#jack townsend#fanart#illustration#drawing her full face only once? couldent be me (we shall see)
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Completely forgot to post this, but I had an art project about taking two things you like and combining them, so I ended doing a character lineup of the outsiders! (I said my theme was animation and literature lmao)
I’ll probably do the socs next, but I ain’t exactly itching to draw Bob 😒 (if bob has no haters I’m dead)
I can’t really say I “redesigned” the logo, I just adjusted the current one but what the hell ill put it here anyway
#bread’s art#outsiders book#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#johnny cade#dally winston#darry curtis#two bit mathews#steve randle#I tried making Johnny look like a raccoon or like a really wet cat#he got them big ol peepers#I bet you could see your reflection in those damn things#also yes pony does have braces#purely for comedic effect#also something something trying to be older than you are#something something representative of how he feels like his age doesn’t fit him#something something reminder that he’s a kid unlike everyone else#even though they’re kids too#I didn’t do turnarounds cuz I’m lazy but maybe one day#I might do animations for them we’ll see#I want to finish the socs first before I even do storyboards#maybe I’ll reanimate some scenes from the musical or movie#we shall see I suppose#bread yaps
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Champagne bubble bath 🫧🥂
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obm#mammon obey me#obey me mammon#mammon#obey me fanart#obm mammon#when I see my beautiful bathing I jump right in#if mammon was waiting for me like this#let’s just say bathtubs won’t be called bathtubs anymore 😈😈#smirks and wipes drool from mouth#anyways my wife needs his breasts washed I must depart at once
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is it obvious that i’m a trappoler or
#THE PALETTE IS MORE DULL THAN USUAL#so in a way it doesn’t really feel like ashi art. but also a fun change of pace#but UGHHAAA ACE TRAPPOLA. healing me from the woes of school life#planning to get back to the event now 🫡 we shall see#the cherries were fun to doodle tho. and ace was fun to look at#I MEAAAN. cough#the fit is kinda just what I imagine ace to wear casually 🤔🤔🤔 is it tailored spec to my tastes? probs but. this is a yume blog after all#his kirakira face tho….. so obsessed w it#UGHHAA. ace trappola FRS#twst#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#disney twst#twst fanart#twst art#twst ace#ace trappola#twsited wonderland#this misspell tag will always be SAUR funny to me#ashipiko draws ♪
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Useless Veilguard fact of the day: Day 2
There is a cut line in the script where a Dalish (?) Rook could tell a momma joke to someone in elven.
Check out the tag for more useless facts: #useless davg fact of the day!
#back when I was looking through the script I thought it was from the conversation with the First Warden. but don't quote me on that#useless davg fact of the day#yeah I decided to make it a thing#I do have enough facts to keep it going for 2 weeks#then we shall see. maybe I'll remember/come across more#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#da datamining#davg datamining#veilguard datamining#flowers.txt
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