#and im frightened……
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writing fic is like exorcism. Tbh
#way I write is really unhinged#it takes me like two nights to write a one shot#during those two days and nights im consumed entirely by the ship or whatever#like I cannot think of anything else at all#it’s concerning#and then as soon as it’s posted im like ok i can like do other things now until the next idea which takes another two days and nights and#eats my brain alive#like writing is actually bloodletting its exorcism#anyway i can feel something coming (lucanis rot again)#and im frightened……#and then ofc there are the overarching always on rot like these days it’s illario although I haven’t directly written him in like 2 fics…#maybe 4 fics ago was his last big one#and yet…#anyway what im saying is I am fully insane now.
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If I had time travel I would go see Herge and insist that he make Didi absolutely gigantic. I just feel like it would massively (lol) enhance the story without changing anything else.
He'd be far more terrifying, especially with how tiny Tintin is in The Blue Lotus, the absurdity of his poison induced madness would also be exaggerated if he was built like an American fridge, and just imagine a tiny Mrs Wang adoring her Giant Son. Now imagine how Chang would feel having this guy as his literal Big Brother.
His name is also the Chinese equivalent to "Junior" so. of course he must be an Absolute Unit
#guys do you see my vision#animating the second gif absolutely killed me#but i havent animated properly in a long time so im a bit rusty#fanart#tintin#the adventures of tintin#didi#wang didi#chang#mr wang#animation#2d animation#gif#gifset#the blue lotus#redesign#character design#character redesign#i have a headcanon that didi and peggy alcazar are the only two people tintin is genuinely frightened of#and didi and calculus are the two people who could beat tintin in hand to hand combat
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#kamen rider#kamen rider kuuga#godai yusuke#ichijo kaoru#goichi#art#my post#fun fact kuuga episode titles consist of two kanji that make up one word so i preserved that here#the two kanji “miren” more accurately translates to “lingering feelings” so to simplify it to one word i chose reminisce#(i considered longing as well)#spent like 3ish weeks on this? i wish i started a little earlier for better planning and qc and esp more time to tweak the text#but im still proud of what i accomplished with my time and skills ^^#have my overly sincere goichi post that kind of frightens me in its sincerity#its ep 51 because the special extra ep is kind of unofficially 50#plus now its the funny goichi number
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therapist: the open-eyed mycenean death mask from shaft grave iv isn't real, it can't hurt you
the open-eyed mycenean death mask from shaft grave iv:
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Thinking about We're Back: A Dinosaur's Story
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Happy holidays! Bringing doodles with saddest little creatures and some experimenting stuff... manatees and nesting/rhythm shenanigans included
Passage fur balls
#IM GONNA SUFFER SO MUCH TAGGING EVERY SPIRIT HERE#sky children of the light#sky cotl#skyblr#fanart#art#saluting captain#frightened refugee#stealthy survivor#crab whisperer#tiptoeing tea-brewer#jelly whisperer#gratitude guide#nesting guide#rhythm guide#passage guide#season of passage
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Bus is having a terrible morning.
He has a vet diet and gets his medications in his food, so his food bowl is sealed and only opens for the tag on his collar.
This morning I put his food down before I realized he had lost the collar. Now he's unable to get into his food until I put the collar back on him.
But because he is Bus and his brain is operated by a fly that buzzes around and bonks off the side of his skull, he has decided that I'm Doing Something to him by putting his collar back on.
He's now hiding from me, hungry and naked, fleeing from me if I approach him. I need him to come and get a cuddle so I can slip the collar back on, but he won't come for cuddles until he's been fed.
Also one of his meds is gabapentin for his anxiety so if he doesn't take that he will get even more anxious and scared.
I have no idea how to solve this problem
#im trying to lure him out with treats (literally just his dry food but he thinks its a treat if i toss it)#but he is suspicious and wont come out from under the couch#i may have to get my partner to lift the couch and grab him#he gets like this sometimes#hes very frightened of going to the vet#which is fair#they stole his penis
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the delusion continues
#GUYS PLEASE#PLEASE GUYS#IM ON MY KNEES#PLEASE AMPHOREUS RATIO LORE PLEASE#im frightened of the beast next to stelle girl do NOT look to your right#★ – posts!#dr ratio#dr veritas ratio#veritas ratio#hsr dr ratio#hsr ratio#hsr#honkai star rail
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Got too much wool... their mom was a VERY wooly sheep (think equivalent of a baby doll) and although they inherited about half as much, it still is a hassle to deal with. Not exactly sexy, but it does give 70s Workout Clothes vibes!
Goat version here!
#guys i moved my scanner upstairs to connect to my mini pc#which is bith frightening and great#cos idk how much im gonna milk this tiny box of a try hard computer#but i love her so much#and she does a great job#and scans WAY faster than the ancient beast computer downstairs (that thing is over 18 years old)#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb art#cult of the lamb fanart#cult of the lamb leshy#cult of the lamb narilamb#cotl#cotl art#cotl fan art#cotl fanart#cotl narilamb#narilamb#watercolor art#watercolor painting#watercolour#cult of the lamb fan art#<- woops didnt know i forgot that one teehee#artists on tumblr
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kcd1 / in the absence of any closeness, violence when it’s shared can feel like love
#im fully insane#im INSANE.#i feel sick for real like physically#every day I am preaching about hans using violence as a proxy for closeness to others#the fist fight in the tavern for real unlocked something really vile in me like absolutely foul#i am sooooooooo dying over this forever and ever I’ll never be free#wrote fic wasn’t enough had to write this too#like I can’t stop talking about this yuo guys I for real need an exorcism this is getting out o hand like im scared now im frightened#kcd#hansry#my poems#nice a poetry tag for me lol cool#this is fine whatever i am writing for exorcism purposes now like even if its not good I need this fucking thing out of me#my writing
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Some Community textposts I've made .. ( ・ω・) ignore that Abed is in every single one I'm normal about him (lying)






#community#community tv show#troy and abed#abed nadir#trobed#troy barnes#annie edison#jeff winger#first post#im frightened#text post#text posts#icesoup01
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I'm going to follow up on the fantasy-horror thoughts to be expanded Transformers, so-
Medical/Biological Horror
I haven't really seen takes about established Cybertronian medical biology and the complications with the "humans into Cybertronians" trope.
Like we see the heavy emphasis on T-cogs across the iterations and how it's deeply connected to independence, identity, and person-hood, so how about an ex-human that lacks a T-cog?
Ironically, T-cogs have a lot of emphasis on that particular organ is similar to human hearts in terms of emotional, cultural, spiritual, and physical capabilities and significance. Similar to how humans are capable of donating hearts to others, Cybertronians can perform an equivalent procedure with T-cogs. (On a related side note, the phenomenon of 'cellular memory' has to be extremely appalling to the mechanical species. Not in the sense of upcycling parts, but in the sense that the organs, frame, and equipment still retain the echos of the last person to the point that it influences the new body.)
Imagine that once human inside a medbay as the medics tutted and sadly inscribe their new medical file about their new monoformer status. What a shame, they said. They could have been an excellent addition to (insert whatever frame kibble visible that correlates to a function), they said. Poor thing! With that kind of extrasensory equipment, they'll be a walking target, they said.
So that monoformer with no kibble or those visible beastformer traits without the means to completely escape... What. A. Shame.
Until a random Cybertronian sees that monoformer casually wheeling around with heelies. It's easy to wave away as a reinvention of training wheels, but then they notice those heelies disappear back into the monoformer's frame. The ex-human still has no T-cog. Sweat breaks out because said ex-human had done the fucking impossible.
They're paying closer attention now. They're seeing little micro-transformations happening. The subtle signs of a frame shifting to accommodate an area or space, the way fingertips would sharpen too easily with a file or with a raw cut as a tip is used to scrape away at something, the seams expanding and contracting, so something is happening, they just can't tell...
While this can overlap with the body/psychological horror aspect, I say we should take it more extreme. There had been takes with dysphoria, particularly with the play between mechanical parts and human organs, the differences in senses, and if 'sticky sexual interfacing' is part of it, then sexual hardware of both sets.
However, what about acceptance? The exploration of feeling truly at home in your own new skin? Even if it's high-tech and something out of a sci-fi film/video game with a platform that's incomprehensible because you don't understand the language it uses, but guess what? You can download a packet to fully comprehend a new language. You may not be fluent or comfortably at ease with speaking, but you can read and understand what's being said. A possibility of delving into human disabilities that translate into something easily curable or nonexistent or have well-established accommodations in a Cybertronian framework. Something like hormonal disorders or gastrointestinal issues due to upset gut biome would be wiped clean. Poor/limited eyesight can be compensated with a visor that can't be easily removed or taken away or the additional sensors that provide environmental data. Cybertron has a form of sign language with chirolinguistics where communication is done "by stimulating the nervecircuits in the fingers, wrist and palm of their conversational partner. It seems to be fairly common to know at least a little hand." TFWiki page And it pairs well with internal comms that double as cell phones or an unique user on platform where a Cybertronian can live chat or text another.
A massive tradeoff for this kind of comfort? You now have a visible soul.
Think about it, your soul can be directly handled, as in someone can physically go mess with your most distilled sense of self.
Humanity had long debated the existence of it via philosophy, spiritually, scientifically as well. The heart is the most recent popular choice, but major historical contenders had been the stomach and the mind as well as arguments of the soul isn't found in one specific organ but rather the bridge between them.
People swear by souls and the afterlife. There are many myths and legends that involve souls. Even the most doubtful had been deeply raised in a cultural framework of the concept via media usage, figurative speech, religious imagery, and depictions in art.
That has to be the most mind-blowing and deeply unsettling reality a former human must accept.
I see the comparisons of sparkeaters to vampires as they both prey on the living, but the more apt description should be the product of Harry Potter with Dementors as those Dark creatures eat souls.
So this touches on another genre-
Supernatural Horror
Human adaptability combined with the Earth transformation myths/magic would deeply terrify modern Cybertronians as those new cybered beings don't fit the established medical reality they function with.
This can easily tie very well with expanding Cybertronian folklore of otherworldly beings of their version of fae, demons, spirits, or yōkai. Beautiful, terrible beings that mimick Cybertronians too well... unless to look closer: the shadow missing or not matching (can be tied to Unicron), conflicting kibble, EM fields too wild with a chaotic rhythm no one else can match, colors that change to suddenly, a strange wardrobe (made of dead creatures) that ripples and warps without a breeze, an mechanimal with too much intelligence glittering in its optics...
I'm not even fully delving into the rampant chaos of ex-humans having a host of adaptations suited for tolerating far more ranges of environmental stress and disease-resistance due to the rapid evolution by organic life compared to Cybertronian fauna. Remember, humans are animals. Highly intelligent apex predators that specialize in endurance/persistent pursuit with strong social and communal behaviors, and the cleverness to suit the environment from aquatic to deserts to wetlands to forests to grasslands to tundra. Humanity found ways to not just survive but to thrive in those biomes.
This opens a potential storyline where cybered humans become Cybertron's extremophiles, so that can easily translate into those beings capable of manipulating their own selves to a multitude of frames and shapes.
The example above with the human to monoformer was a show in how transformation mechanisms could be different between the species. If T-cogs are an inherently modern Cybertronian biological trait, then cybered!Earth natives should be either throwbacks or have another approach to it.
And that's the more muted fuckery, but what about straight-up transformations that were deemed unthinkable? Where unnatural formations keep twisting upon themselves, collapsing just to rise higher and higher? The sudden appearance of not one or two extra limbs, but dozens, even hundreds without a sequence as they try to compute how the hell they pull all that mass from nowhere? Armor plating, sure and steady, then turning into a substance that swallows everything and anything as a solid becomes a liquid.
The repression technology may or may not even work as it targets the frame's T-cog. What can it do to a mecha that doesn't have one?
Another aspect overlooked is the animal-human relationship in domestication of wild animals or how communities form symbiotic relationships with different kinds of wild fauna. Combined humanity's collective love for highly dangerous creatures... Wouldn't it be absolutely sick as hell if cyber!human got a sparkeater as their companion? It's still a wild 'animal,' not a fully tame one like a domesticated animal, so they're trying to tedtalk on a human's approach to curating a stable relationship with a predatory species while the rest of the Cybertronians are basically dead-white from sheer fright.
Or on the opposite yet equally delightful spectrum of said exhuman caring for orphaned creatures that reminds them of human pets (like a bunny or a mouse), but those 'cute babies' usually cause massive structural damage to city-states and a known mech-killer. Something like a Scraplet (because, let's be real, deep in your heart, you know a person that would try to keep it as a pet and succeed at it), so their tedtalk about behavioral training, 'reasonable precautions,' and emotional/physical fulfillment is filled with scientists who's curiosity (slightly to completely) overtakes any sense of self-preservation.
#transformers#analysis#my thoughts#cybertronian culture#cybertronian biology#humans being humans#cultural misunderstandings#culture clash#cultural differences#maccadam#look if earth is uncrion then it's space Australia#it's equally reasonable to assume cyber!humans are very much Cybertronian fae/orcs/touches on folklore on otherworldly beings#magic#creature#horror#fantasy#im playing with 'Things that should frighten Cybertronians if found in their own faces'#there were dragons that were worshipped and dragons that we hunted and humans that fucked dragons#all im saying if humans found their way to prehistoric Cybertron then they would definitely be found in the Wilds#weirdly enough possible enough to fulfill certain niches to ensure Cybertron didnt go as nuclear as it had. food for thought 🤔
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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more
reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !
#south park#south park fanart#stan marsh#shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park#shroomer's finished art !#artists on tumblr#my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv#"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this#gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel#(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME#2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it#anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon#and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think#popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up#and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point#and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL#sometimes my genius is almost frightening#anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3#i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies#this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all
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have you read message in a bottle. you should read message in a bottle. it did something to me👍
#quidrogen…….sigh#stex#tw suggestive#suggestive#its…rly not. theyve got their jammies on. but the fic does loosely suggest other things and I live in fear. there are so many stex youngins#I’m so frightened posting this and it’s quite literally premarital handholding#this fic did something to me though!!!!!!! it’s so darn good. 1k of HEARTWRENCHING emotional tension and love just beneath the surface#they try so hard to be stoic and uncaring with each other but their every choreographed move is screaming with love…….AGGHH#yeah man. the fics alright. im normal about it.#constehllart
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Unfortunately I become attached to others far too easily </3
#im just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#hyper feminine#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#coquette#this is what makes us girls#girlhood#girlblogging#i will be clinging onto you everytime i become even slightly frightened#i lack boundaries#i follow people around like a lost puppy#aesthetic#mortude#morute#2014 tumblr#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#im insane
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oh god im gonna be so annoying when chapter 3 comes out . <- guy whos no-fanart era overlapped with chapters 1 & 2. kris sweetie im so sorry ive never drawn you. i need to make up for lost time
#doodlebyte#deltarune#kris dreemurr#as soon as ch3 gets a release date im replaying 1 and 2. so. oh good lird#god i am (predictably) not normal about whatever kris and noelle have going on. are you two alright. please be careful kids#the unsettling shared melancholy you two invoke in each other is frightening. also berdly should be there
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