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You know how I’ve posted before about how some people seem to have only gotten into social justice in order to just be more bigoted than ever but to make it seem progressive? Like wanting to get applauded for what’s just plain misogyny so they just put white/cis/straight/etc in front of their comments about women
Yeah that’s what’s happening right now with antisemitism. Like some people were clearly just WAITING EAGERLY for the FIRST CHANCE to be violently anti-Jewish monsters and feel like they’re the good guys.
#hadn’t posted about this til now because I have nothing of value to add#but yeah#a whole lot of people who claim to be oh so enlightened#just want to feel like they’re the heroes while actually being the aggressors against the oppressed#that they claim to so despise#it’s just so appallingly disgusting#and more blatant than ever#vent
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Oh, so when IIIII make the "mutual" joke it's delusional, but when Hoyo makes it--
(Actually, since that Youtube end card tried to gatekeep it, here's Ratio's tsuntsun sweatdrop as he tries to think up a good excuse for going on TV to talk about some guy he's definitely not "friends" with:)
#honkai star rail#aventurine#dr. ratio#ratiorine#aventio#raturine#guys I think#I think we just got served actual ship tease#like very#very#very intentional#ship tease#HOYO PERCEIVES US#I'm kind of shocked#this was significantly more blatant *wink wink nudge nudge* than I ever thought this ship would get#I don't know what to do with all this power we've been given...#I'm telling you guys#they're going to be married before Bronya and Seele can even get that first date#HSR devs out here like “And they were gay”#the Genshin writer responsible for Alhaitham and Kaveh is quaking with anger#Youtube
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Why do people like Lily? From what we've seen of her in the books she seems like a charming and good hearted person but also someone who is shallow, judgemental, a social climber, a classist and immature. Why do people make her out to be this feminist, kind hearted role model that is always morally above others and everyone likes her because she is oh so kind and great? It makes me cringe. From the text we can see that she had a black and white thinking, was shallow and probably self righeous, always thinking she's right and not being able to see the perspective of others. (We can see this in her interactions with Snape) So why do people love her? Do people really need a 'girl boss' in every fandom? There always seems to be one that's just made up by the fans. It looks like people just need a character they can point at and say "see we care about female characters, this one is oh so great, she can't do no wrong, worship her please." 🙄
Look, no offence, but... what? 'Shallow, classist, judgmental, social climber' what? Where are you getting this? Because she stopped being friends with a boy who literally called her a slur? Because she criticised that boy for defending and befriending people who were bigoted against people like herself? Like sorry but I think I'm entirely the wrong person to come to with this kind of thing. I fully disagree. I could not disagree more.
Black and white thinking? The opposite. Lily remained friends with someone who espoused the exact opposite of her beliefs for way too long. Not just her beliefs, but her right to exist. She tolerated Snape (and I do love him as a character, but still) way more than she should have, objectively speaking. That's the opposite of black and white. She was way too understanding, way too empathetic with him. She didn't judge Snape hard enough, in my opinion.
Nah, look idk what you were hoping with this ask but I'm sorry, I'm generally a staunch Lily defender and I heavily disagree with what you're saying. It's not that I think she's a perfect person, she certainly has her flaws like anyone. I don't think that she should be idealised, I think she should be given complexity like any character, but neither do I think she's classist (esp since she's meant to be working class) nor particularly judgmental nor shallow nor immature. I love Snape but he was terrible to her. He befriended people who wanted her dead. Lily didn't owe him anything, and her """righteousness""" as you say is not only entirely justified, but objectively speaking she should have dropped that bitch way earlier.
Why do people (including myself) love Lily? Because she was a good person. Because she was brave and decent and kind. She remained friends with Sev for years despite peer pressure and common sense and she defended him without hesitation. She dedicated her life to fighting for what was right. Lily is a good person. She's not inherently, morally above others, she's not perfect but she was a good, kind person, the way her son is a good, kind person.
Not that difficult to understand imo, unless you have way higher standards for male characters than female characters. Not everyone has to like or be interested in Lily but pretending she's somehow worse/less worthy of interest than Snape, James, Sirius, Regulus, etc (and I imagine you've got to be a fan of some of these marauders era characters if you're reading my blog) because she dropped a guy who wanted to join a fascist group that wanted her dead is absolutely ridiculous.
Lily is so kind and great. Her act of bravery and sacrifice is what kickstarts the entire HP series. Sorry. Like absolutely not, I completely disagree with you about Lily's character. People liking a female character doesn't mean that they have a shallow 'girl boss' approach to that character, and I find that a condescending explanation for why people like myself might be fans of Lily Evans. Maybe, and you perhaps should consider this, us fans of Lily just enjoy and are interested in female characters the exact same way we might be interested in male ones.
Look I don't want to be mean, but can't you tell from my icon, which is clearly supposed to be Lily, that I love Lily? Lily is one of my favourite HP characters. I really don't want to be rude but I'm absolutely the last person who'd share this viewpoint.
#sorry i know this is a bit of a rude/blunt response but i just dislike the tone of this#im not usually so rude in a reply but i also dislike the idea that its 'other' ppl who like lily. like that's me. i love lily.#lily evans#it's always 'lily has to see it from sev's point of view' but nobody ever expects sev to see it from hers!#it's so blatant#zero expectation for sev to literally understand that his mates hate her kind#and that the group he aspires to join wants to kill/subjugate ppl like her#but poor sev! because lily that big meanie questions the fact that he's friends with ppl who hate her#and lily i guess needs to be way nicer and more understanding to sev than sev ever is to her. the double standard is so obvious#lily
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if you people don't start tagging your anti-ship posts as anti-ship posts i'm gonna start tracking you down, and beating basic fandom etiquette into you
#this fandom makes me so mad it genuinely enrages me#i have been in my FAIR share of fandoms#i have been engaging with fandom content for 8 fucking years#and never in my life have i been in a fandom with such blatant disregard for other people#never have i ever been in a fandom that attacks other fandom members more than making valid critiques on their own platforms of other ships#i have seen my fair share of fandom wars#you people dont have fandom wars#you're just bullies#if you make an anti jily post tag it as a fucking anti jily post#so that jily shippers CAN BLOCK THE FUCKING TAG#the issue with you people is that you dont actually care about the ships you just want an excuse to fight with people within the fando#if you make an anti jegulus post tag it as a fucking anti jegulus post#you people piss me off#the marauders#harry potter#hp#gryffindor#hogwarts#sirius black#remus lupin#james potter#peter pettigrew#lily evans#jily#jegulus#wolfstar#fandom#fandom etiquette
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Happy belated Ace Day of Visibility! I should've posted something yesterday but I kept trying to wait until the boys got their paint before I posted anything with them in it. Unfortunately, the 2014 tumblr asexuality discourse has found its way to Twitter (in large part thanks to a certain disgraced author) and I had to turn my chair and make this real shitty overlay from a panel Monarch drew 90 years ago because she's too swamped for me to request a dedicated piece of her son. So, have her boy you haven't met yet (his name is Meter, he is lovely, and he is aroace) and a boy you have (Course is probably most like me of my sons, and therefore has inherited the asexuality umbrella). Bonus Myth in the background (not ace, but very supportive 😌).
For those curious, this likely takes place around chapter 7/8ish? It gets fuzzy with an intermission after chapter 6.
#project crown#star wars#star wars clone wars#clone wars#the clone wars#course#clone troopers#tcw#meter#asexual#asexuality#international asexuality day#asexuality awareness#ace day#asexual day#not a story#not a lore post either#unless you count clone lgbtq awareness as lore#course is demi and bi if you care#myth is just bi#8ball is the one on the bunk btw#he's gay even if he doesn't know it yet#is it statistically likely for the majority of clones to be queer? idk but all i'm saying is when two queer people make characters#the characters are gonna be queer too#i've got an aroace jedi padawan as well but they probably won't ever show up unless I decide to throw in a cameo somehow#For a while early in Myth's development I rly considered giving him my autism AND my asexuality but I made him a lot more wide-eyed than me#and I didn't want to reinforce stereotypes too harshly. But Course? That's me. That's free money#Myth is poly tho. He had two hands.#and a very big heart#I wonder if any of you actually read the tags bc if you don't I'll just start putting blatant spoilers in them
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Someone ACTUALLY just tried to tell me that it’s more “morally acceptable” to ship Luffy and Hancock than it is to ship Sanlu. Are you for REALLLLLL
#AGAIN!!! FUCKING INSTAGRAM. It’s ALWAYS people on Instagram!!!#Hi please tell me how it’s more ‘morally acceptable’ to ship a 31 year old woman with a 19 year old boy than it is to ship two boys#Who are only 2 years apart.#WHO HAVE WAYYYY MORE ONSCREEN CHEMISTRY THAN LUFFY/BOA HAS EVER HAD PERIOD#THE BLATANT HOMOPHOBIA. GET OUT.#Listen age gaps are fine. Whatever. Lots of people ship Boa and Luffy#I don’t bc it makes me uncomfy. That’s fine too!#It’s fiction but I can draw the line somewhere if I want!!#Anyway if your excuse is just ‘Bc they’re both boys’ then that’s a YOU problem buddy. Not mine.#Homophobes? In MY Instagram comments? In MY 2024?#Unfortunately it’s more common than you think!!!#One Piece#Shima speaks#This one’s got me in a tizzy. Sorry. Lol I need to get angry for two seconds and then I’ll be over it
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How do you feel about "character joins bloodclan" aus? Im curious about ur thoughts since youre really in tune with the themes of the series but personally i just hate them bc its ALWAYS aimed at 'unfortunate' characters and always ALWAYS ignores the fact that bloodclan is a horrible place in-canon and that they're just reflavoring the abuse and trauma the characters qent through to be more emo or goth themed.
Ravenpaw is ALWAYS a prime target for this and its like. Great. You took the character being abused by their mentor figure and is being harmed from the violent culture the clan has generated... and giving them an EMO mentor figure who will inevitably abuse them and harm them as a result of the violent culture the emo clan has generated. Sasha is another one I've noticed- you've put the woman who lost her kit and is struggling to survive with the others while being controlled and abused by someone who sees her as an outsider (aka alone and easy to isolate), and are gonna put her in a faction who specifically separates kin from one another to easily control them and who have canonically tried murdering those who stick with their family. What was gained here.
Like i know bloodclan is revamped in ur au (thank god for it) but in canon bloodclan is HORRIBLE. People ignore that in favor of putting their favs into bloodclan bc bloodclan is cool and killed tigerstar that one time bc of revenge. Ravenpaw becomes Scourge AUS are SO SO SO much worse bc of this too- sure you manage to point out how scourge and raven has roughly similar stories in their youth but you could also do something interesting and make an au where raven and scourge are FOILS and do a firestar/scourge thing, while pointing this comparison out!! Instead you just went "Ravenpaw emo now and is sad about beating up Firestar his friend" and basically kept everything the same.
Sorry im basically venting here but i just dont like how people forget that scourge in canon does NOT look out for the 'little guy', he's a murderer and abuser who wants to keep his subjects afraid and separated so that he alone has power over them. Bloodclan is not the cool strong goth group, its the group where two cats slaughter eachother over a piece of twoleg scraps, only for the survivor to die bc the food was poisonous to cats and no one knew bc theres no cohesive group that can pass that knowledge around. its a fucking horrible place to live. Im not saying that you cant do interesting "character in bloodclan" aus (a Rusty who lives in bloodclan who STILL wants to do good but is shaped by the horrid reality of bloodclan would be fun imo) but its so often used with already traumatized characters as a 'solution' or 'fix-it with some emotional issues involved' that i just foam at the mouth and howl like a rabid animal on principle at this point.
Hmm... I think for me, it doesn't tend to read that way for me when the fandom makes AUs for it. I'm coming at BloodClan from a point of really deep critique and frustration.
BloodClan's not a REAL place, and what that means is, every speck of how horrible it was is a choice the writers made to justify its treatment. It was something they actively decided, because, BloodClan was a tool to suddenly invalidate the previous 5 books of TPB so that the series could comfortably conclude there was no need to upset the status quo.
If you haven't read it before, I recommend this post I made on how Darkest Hour Is A Personal Disappointment, but anyway;
We spend a whole series on how Fireheart challenges a broken society, because he is different. Their xenophobia, how isolationism and glory get people killed, the way that Tigerstar's greatest asset is how respected he is... these are bad things. They're things that Fireheart fights for several books.
But then, in the LAST book, in the 11th inning, they introduce BloodClan. They're just evil. They have no nuance. The narrative bends over backwards to stress that this group of evil foreigners LOVES murder, hates friendship, and doesn't believe in our good god.
Suddenly, the Clan cats have to be EXTRA xenophobic and glorious to kill these filthy, murderous foreign hordes. Clan cat belief in their good god makes them stronger than the bloodthirsty barbarians. Firestar kills Scourge and we can feel happy and triumphant about it, when Tigerstar was killed a few chapters ago and given a tragic sendoff.
So, I encourage you to step back from an emotional response to how Filthy and Murderous this group was portrayed, and look at it as a writing choice.
When Tigerstar, known cat-racist and murderer of mixed-race people, is killed by Scourge in self-defense, he is grieved by Firestar and commended for his "good qualities". (and then they retconned in that it was actually secretly revenge all along, not just self defense, so this killing is extra evil)
When Scourge is killed, Firestar just thinks about how it's cool he's not going to heaven, and how all of the previously ferocious BloodClan warriors look so inferior to the forest Clans.
And so, with all that said,
I'm 100% in favor of how the fandom widely looks at this, says, "fuck that" and just makes them the Cool Goth Group. I'd argue pretty strongly that the least nuanced idea of that is still infinitely better than canon.
There was nothing there. It was literally just Xenophobia-Is-JustifiedClan. They literally hated love and friendship and banned families so that Clan cats would look good in comparison. Banned families. You don't get this level of stupid evil from anything else but an 80s cartoon.
Maybe I just don't see the AUs you tend to see (I curate my Tumblr experience very well and generally hang out in more adult-oriented spaces, I can imagine a place like Amino being mostly kids who tend to be immature. Edgelord Angstpiddle is just a normal part of growing up), but every project I see that gives me a glimpse of BloodClan Ravenpaws and Sashas come with such tweaks already assumed.
Like, these are examples I've seen,
They'll have Raven be involved with the formation of BloodClan
Scourge will actually be a character with some pity and mercy, like how he was in Rise of Scourge when his abusive siblings begged him for food, and he fed them before sending them away.
no ban on love and friendship. Lol. Lmao, even.
More of the social structure will be based around acquiring food for people in a 'harsh' environment, leading to that battle, instead of just Evil Foreign Greed (which canon!scourge only had after being almost killed by tigerstar, because he said "actually, in light of new information that you are a murderer, i need to reconsider our deal.")
BloodClan will be overhauled completely. I've seen this a few ways. Connecting them to SkyClan, or the Oakstar raids on Chelford, or even as a positive entity; a surprise ally. (VERY common with BloodClan Ravenpaw AUs I've seen).
Anyways... (Shrug), I dunno dude, it doesn't bother me that much.
#and remember. BloodClan is 1 of 3 actively hostile evil foreigner groups with no nuance.#4 if you also count Slash's rogues as their own entity and not just a continuation of One's.#This is NOT a treatment ever EVER given to Clanborn cat factions.#Berryh's hate crime club is being treated with more kindness than this.#None of Mud's supporters were punished for attempted murder or treason. Or anything.#And there is only ONE DF trainee who was Dark Forested after his death.#So anon I'm so sorry but I am your worst enemy u_u#We will fight at dawn#I think that one barley map is super awesome and it's the only time I ever really liked canon BloodClan#I like to imagine my own version in my head when I watch BloodClan-related art because canon BloodClan bugs me so bad#The xenophobia in this series is so blatant and yet so overlooked
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"all of us are like shinji ikari, people hate him because theyre reminded of themselves" speak for yourself 😭 personally i do not see myself in a 14 year old boy who sees girls his age as stand-ins for unmet social, emotional, and sexual needs, and who willingly commits physical and sexual violence against them as a punishment for feeling personally slighted by them, but you do you i guess??
#shinjis story/character arc is one of the most blatant cautionary tales in media and people are still like#''well yes he sexually assaulted asuka but she was mean to him and he wasnt always like this and hes just a neurodivergent little boy!''#''shinji went through so much...'' so did asuka but she didnt go jack off in front of a comatose shinji or attempt to strangle him to death#or attempt to kiss him while he was asleep or ogle his body alongside her friends etc etc etc#at some point youve got to realize that while he was definitely abused and neglected he knows this behavior is wrong and does it anyway#he rejects misatos (creepy) advances because he understands what consent (& lack of it) is. but all of that is out the window w asuka#so no. i dont sympathize with him. anyone who was ever bullied or harassed in school should know that ''theyre just a kid''#is always one of the most annoying dismissals of obviously dangerous behavior that exists in the world.#idk its just concerning to me that people claim that everyone is a bit like shinji as a dismissal of the hurtful things he did#and that it says a lot more about you than it does about me#evie.txt ♡#much to say about evangelion
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In a post on May 3rd you said that if someone goes to God and says "this is what I would need to believe" he'll give it to them (eg. Thomas). I am therefore curious how you would explain the fact that during my whole abusive childhood I begged God, Jesus, and Mary (and even Joan) to give me a sign that any of it was real, and I got nothing. I wore a cross and I prayed on a rosary and I sobbed in bed at night praying and apologizing to God for not being able to believe in him without some evidence, I apologized for this so much and pleaded for a sign, and man did I look for one, but I got nothing. Nothing. I threw my Bible in the trash at 14. I normally don't bother to talk about religion at all anymore but something about that reply to an ask got under my skin.
Thank you for writing. I'm so sorry this happened to you. Abusive childhoods suck. Being unanswered by God feels awful, too.
You're asking me to explain your situation, but i can't explain it. (Pathetic, i know). I have no idea why it happened and why God allowed it and i am sorry you had to go through it all.
I want to tell you many things, many things out of which i don't know if anything will help you (long post alert heh):
First off, i said that God gives everyone whatever they ask for and think they need. And i gotta say, you got me, cause now that i think about it, it's not actually true. God doesn't neccessarily give us what we ask for, but They do give us what we need. And what we need feels harsh sometimes and what we need might sometimes have to wait until we're ready to receive it. And sometimes what we need is nothing because nothing no evidence no proof groping in the dark is enough.
I want to tell you that faith isn't about being certain at all. That it's not a feeling of having it all figured out, not a reward for your good behavior. That some of us are Pios, who live immersed in Christ all their life and have ecstatic visions. Some of us are Pauls who get a spectacular conversion experience. Some are Thomases who get proof, a sign they specifically asked for. But some of us are just seeking and doubting all their lives answerless, and they go to Heaven kicking and screaming and crying. (Who am i kidding all of us come to Heaven kicking and screaming and crying.) And that's okay, God loves us for it, not despite it.
I want to tell you God loves you. But not in a way anyone else has ever told you. I wish i could tell you in a way that would make you truly believe. That God's love isn't tolerating you or emotionlessly orchestrating the objectively best life course for you or liking you as a part of the human family, an ant in the ant colony. That it's real and individual and God. Loves. You. More than anyone ever has, more than anyone ever could, in a way that no one ever could. I want you to believe in impossible that you've been shown no proof for like a lunatic and a fool. Because God is a lunatic, too, and it just happened that They made impossible the truth.
I want to tell you God was crying alongside you. That in those moments, They were not above you, silently judging. They were not evaluating if you believe enough, if you are enough yet. No, They were right there, invisible, silent, untouchable, sharing your every tear, even the ones that you shed because of Them. Maybe especially those ones. Their heart broke within yours breaking.
And you know what? I wanna tell you yeah get angry with Them! Scream at Them! Tell Them you can't believe! Accuse Them! But don't apologize cause it was never your fault. Knowing Jesus one day when you finally meet He will take all the blame anyway. He'd never hold something like that against you.
And as outrageous as it sounds, i want to tell you you will get a confirmation sign. One way or another. I know it, without a doubt. Unfortunately it may only be after you die. Which sucks, at least it sucks now, but it's how it is.
And i want to ask you, if you really didn't believe why did you pray? Why were you crying, why were you talking to God, why were you so desperate to find a sign if you didn't believe in the first place? Faith isn't about feeling things. Sometimes it's about being miserable and alone, so alone, when it feels like They've abandoned you but you keep going. Because what else is there? And my dearest sibling in Christ, there is no more precious faith than that. And if you just keep going you have better faith than all the saints who had it easier with visions and stuff. Proof, visions, spiritual experiences? It doesn't take anything special to believe after that. But kneeling and bearing your heart when you don't even know if it's all real, when it hurts and you feel like it destroys you? That takes a titan of faith.
I want to tell you about how years ago i thought i lost my faith for a while. It felt horrible. I just felt like there was no God. And i felt so guilty about it, i apologized for it, i even said it as a sin during confession, i was looking for anything i could've done wrong to have brought it upon myself. Now, looking back, i want to hug the younger me. I want to tell her she won. She did everything right. That it wasn't a sin, it was a test, a test that she, that i passed. And i want to hug you, too. Because what other reason did you have for weeping and seeking and screaming and trying with no results (with so many results actually) and begging than LOVE? Why would you care so much, why would you feel guilty if you didn't believe so strongly already?! And why would you write to a random person on the internet if it didn't hurt you still, if it weren't important?
And i want to tell you that i pray for you, and i ask everyone who reads this to pray for you, too. We pray for you to the same God that cried with you, that for whatever reason was hiding from you while always being there, that didn't give you any sign you could read clearly and maybe wants and maybe in some way even deserves to be screamed at for it, who maybe even wants you to hate Them for a little while, but also just to give Them another chance, to the same God that you felt abandoned by while so desperately wanting not to feel abandoned by and to the same God that maybe desperately wants you to not abandon Them, either.
Come back, please.
I don't know if it's of any use for you but it's the only thing i got, I'm sorry.
#christianity#god#this may contain blatant blasphemy sorry God#but i know They were never concerned more about Themself than about souls of Their loved ones (that's you anon!)#prayer request#sorry for keeping you waiting i struggled to find the right words so i just wrote all of them#regardless of what you choose God loves you and i'm here for you#if you ever wanna bother to talk about religion at all even if just to yell at a random catholic my dms and inbox are open!
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To The Metal Gear Fandom
Okay so silly question but i see a lot of yall on here and you say all the homoerotic stuff in mgs is canon right? Especially otasune, bbkaz, bosselot. Not to sound like a hater but the first game came out in 1998. You know what age hideo Kojima was back then? 36 with a wife and kids. So what's his real purpose for making a whole game series about a buncha gay guys? That's what leads me to believe it's unintentional but idk. If he said why then lmk cause I dont get why he would? I've been thinking about this a lot recently because I've been seeing a lot of people saying it's deliberate. Anyone can answer btw my askbox is open because i Need an explanation. More in tags cause im insane.
#mgs#Metal gear solid#solid snake#Otasune#Bosselot#Vkaz#Bbkaz#Don't come at me mad btw im literally a gay guy so it's not like I mind it 😈#Its just I get confused when mgs is praised for like . rep? its not rep if it's ambiguous really..And like why would he even care#Enough to make it his lifes work when he's straight. Mayb closeted but its so weird to speculate on anothers sexuality 😭 I see people do it#Idkkkk im thinking the ppl that point out the blatant homophobia have it right. Only villains being explicitly queer and raikov well. exist#My friend says the beach date w kaz is mocking his admiration like Ooh hoooo someone has a big ol crush on Big Boss. Ocelot too#Hes also gay btw but neither of us could come with a good reason other than hes closeted but that seems unlikely. Infact he said so I think#It makes more sense in my mind that Kojima accidentally made the gayest series ever. He's an ally though thanks Kojima 👍
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that guy in the tailchaser's song tag saying that it's the best book they've ever read is funny. as resident tcs special interest haver who's worked on 80% of the content of the old abandoned wiki and is currently working on a new wiki, here's my message: get better standards
#.txt#the woman to man character ratio in that book is fucking abysmal. i am not joking. even worse than wc#and what few women there are are all linked to romance/motherhood in some way and none of their existences are separate from men#also there's a character that's a blatant transmisogynistic caricature played for ''laughs'' that even as a kid made me uncomfortable#there are good things abt it! but to say that it's the ''best book [you've] ever read'' is. a little silly lol#and is also a little concerning. read more and better books man. wc should not have lowered your standards this much
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My FL main went through some really weird, organic development over the...oh god, I think it's been five years since I started playing now.
So my main is named Skadi Larkin. They are a little bastard. They started out extremely 2D; I named them after my favorite Norse goddess and the protagonist of the book I was reading at the time. I originally wanted to make them female like both of their namesakes, but the second I saw the third-gender option, I thought it was too good to pass up. This is where they got their primary base characterization as a mad scientist who wanted to Cause Problems.
Then I started the Nemesis ambition and forgot which option I'd chosen for who I was trying to avenge, so they lost both their lover and their older brother under tragic circumstances (only the lover was killed by Nemesis's antagonist, though).
Then I got an Exceptional Friendship and had to give my tragic backstory in order to gain entry to the House of Chimes. Skadi pulled said tragic backstory (orphaned in a hansom accident) more or less out of their ass, but it did establish that their parents are dead.
Somewhere down the line, I realized that technically Skadi is a linguist, since the Correspondence is a language, and I made that their profession on the Surface as well.
Around this time, I started working on character designs for my fan comic. I got really into messing around with skin tone, and somewhere along the line thought it would be fun to draw Skadi (who was originally white) with darker skin, and it stuck.
Then I abruptly realized I was taking a lot of options that increased my Melancholy, and almost all of them were based on the Surface. So now Skadi has a longing for the Surface.
I left the game for a few years, but somewhere during this stretch of time, and I don't know how this happened, but I decided Skadi was now Native American; specifically, Metis. I changed their design to incorporate a sash woven in a style characteristic of the Metis, which also added a bit of color to their design (which was mostly black or grey at this point).
During this time, I started incorporating Skadi into my fan comic. This would eventually lead me to actually flesh out their backstory in greater detail. When I started playing the game again, I also created my first alt by total accident (long story), and I decided to weave her backstory with Skadi's.
So Skadi is in the interesting position of being an Indigenous person who is what we'd probably consider Two-Spirit today but they'd just call "Bollocks to that gender crap". They never belonged on the Surface, since the Metis are in a bit of a liminal space compared to other tribes due to their interesting background (the Metis are the descendants of French settlers and Indigenous inhabitants, mostly Cree), and Skadi exists in a liminal space within that liminal space due to only being half-Metis and raised primarily in white culture, although they still maintained a connection to it through their late mother. They also never belonged because no one else on the Surface outside of the communities they already felt isolated from would ever accept them for their gender. London gave them a chance to express one of those, but not both, and despite knowing that the Surface hates them just for existing, they still long to return.
#fallen london#fallen london oc#mild fallen london spoilers ig#there's a really interesting dichotomy with all of my fl characters honestly#skadi's is just probably the most blatant#umbra belacqua (my shadowy alt) is someone who both loves very fiercely and is capable of immense cruelty at the same time#in her backstory she had the husband of her ex-fiancee (who left her at the altar) murdered because she couldn't let go of her ex's betraya#said ex is my persuasive alt and is both very socially gregarious and extremely withdrawn#he probably won't ever get a spouse just because he can't bring himself to love someone else after what happened the last time#and he had very good reason for leaving umbra because he could never love her the way she wanted#and he felt that the sympathy she would receive from his family would more than make up for the heartbreak#since umbra is obsessed with gaining power and prestige and he came from an influential family#and knew that running away with the person he really loved would get him disowned#(he doesn't know umbra killed his husband btw)#my dangerous alt is my persuasive alt's sister#she's trans and badly overcompensating for it by refusing to wear anything except feminine clothing#because it hasn't quite gotten through to her yet that no one in Fallen London particularly cares about her gender expression#and she feels like the only way she can be seriously considered a woman is if she does everything she can to look like one#which causes her a good few problems because her one true passion is violence and that's not usually considered a very feminine hobby#then their younger brother (my watchful alt) is someone ironically very disinclined to violence who resorts to it anyways#the only people he's actually going to try to kill are the ones he has to kill for his ambition#and he's not very happy about it but he doesn't have much of a choice#because while he might not like bloodshed his murdered spouse was an anarchist who definitely did#and he's determined to do right by his memory by...killing a lot of people apparently#he is not a terribly mentally stable man and when i finally get around to making his account#he's going to have a massive nightmares problem that he refuses to deal with and keeps ending up in the royal beth for it#tl;dr all my fallen london characters are going through it and have overly long and complicated backstories#my main just happens to have the most overly long and complicated of them all
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probably the (few) best thing of the 1950s is that researchers started to conceptualize and diagnose autism
sad that at my youngest age it was simultaneously mocked and underdiagnosed and now it's expensive as fuck
why is it expensive as fuck now? my wallet is in shambles (it always was)
#and it's not like it's a case of “doctors don't believe girls can have autism”#because i'm apparently the most blatant autist anyone's ever seen and everyone knows at a glance#if it's so obvious they might as well give me a free official diagnosis hm?#that's more useful than street gossip
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i am So sorry to my irls and any of my other friends named madison or madeleine or anything that can be shortned to maddy because now when i think of maddy i think of this very lovely discord user who gets so fucking pissed whenever they get reminded of my existence like we are in a public server and i will type in a channel, not at all referencing or vagueing them, saying something relating to the channel subject, and they will respond, fuming, with shit like "nobody wants you here. nobody cares about you. you should leave the server. kill yourself." instead of doing the sane normal person thing of just leaving themself. they've stopped responding to me lately tho, makes me think they've actually learned that i feed off their negativity.
#i tell them i stay in the server for mario kart. obvious blatant fucking lie because i haven't opened the game in a month! maybe 2!#if they caught on i'm gonna be sooooo saddddddd#still staying in it tho cuz if i stay they're going to be internally upset and if that's the most i get out of them then so be it#i don't know what their problem is we've vced like 3 times like all i can think of is my unironic gamer rage targeting everyone in calls#they said i somehow have people calling me beautiful when i supposedly look worse than them when we...... literally look the same#i don't mean to insult all people ever on planet earth with their traits but they literally look like me but wide#i think they might be a little jealous#it's SO funny in a pathetic loser way#.txt#edit: oh yeah mods do nothing because we're all buddy-buddy with each other and i think they're closer because i got booted out of#their gay little private server#with the public server's Owner in it#so like i think they r inherently biased against me rn#this is so fucked up i used to be admin#then the guy owning the private server got mad i got a bf and spent more time offline than online#i can't stand gamers (is a gamer)#i can't stand men (dates men)
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remmick and the vampires present a false dichotomy
Hogwood (the man who sold the twins the mill) and the KKK are very obviously bad, they are outright malicious bigotry, they use the n-word and plan to lynch the moore's and their community, they are so blatantly racist and hateful it's unavoidably obvious
remmick and the vampires however say that they believe in equality, say that they want to create a community, and yet remmick's goal throught the movie is to both metaphorically and literally steal sammie's ability for his own goal of reconnecting with his irish ancestors, a white man wants to harm a young and upcoming black man and use talents for his own goals without giving any regard to said black man's autonomy or agency
when sammie sings 'I lied to you' in the juke joint and calls forth the spirits from the past and future, it's a blend of cultures; west african, east asian, native american, and african american song and dance blend together across time and space to tell the stories of blues; where it takes its inspiration from, the music genres it then inspired, the complex history of black american culture and its intersections with other peoples of colour in the USA
when remmick and the vampires kill and turn the people in the juke joint, and then perform rocky road to dublin, only remmick's irish culture is on display, there is no influence from the black and asian people he has forcibly assimilated into his song, it's juxtaposition with the earlier scene is blatant, remmick is more than happy to assimilate people of colour into his 'community' of 'equals', and yet its only whiteness that is celebrated, that is normative
remmick claims that he's doing people a favour by turning them immortal, conviently ignoring that he literally has to suck the life out of them to do so, trapping their spirits on earth, he claims that he's the good guy, that the KKK were gonna come and lynch everyone at the joint in the morning anyways, conviently ignoring that he's doing the exact same thing; a white man leading a mob to kill a bunch of black people
in the final confrontation with sammie remmick repeatedly dunks him into the river, a forceful baptism. both the celtic irish and enslaved west africans had their religions suppressed and destroyed by colonialsm, had christianity forced upon them by the british empire, and in that scene we see remmick repeating that cycle, using christianity to inflict harm, and sammie reclaiming christianity, despite all the complex emotions he has arround it, as many colonised peoples have and still do, when he recites the lord's prayer
remmick and the vampires are no less racist than hogwood and the KKK, are no less predatory or evil, they're just less blantant about their bigotry, they represent the system, the normalised white supremacy that is seeped into the very foundation of culture in america, the point isnt that remmick would call any of the black characters in the movie the n-word, i dont think he would, the point is that his exploitation and desacration and inserting-himself-into-when-he-wasn't-invited of the juke joint is a microcosm of what white people have done to black american arts and culture since ever since there have been black and white people in america, and even before that
theres a reason vultures are shown early on in this movie
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We need to talk about tumblr's systematic fatphobia.
Posts of fat people are being marked as "sexual content" even more frequently than they used to, but now we have this fun little addition as brought to my attention by a friend;
That's right. Not just blatant kink-shaming, but now, if you make posts about or with fat people, you can now be flagged as "promoting disordered eating"! Multiple completely innocent posts of fat people literally just existing in their own bodies have already been flagged this way.
Raise hell about it. Reblog and share fat content more than ever. Don't let this shitty website tell you that your bodies are "wrong" or that you aren't allowed to exist publicly.
Tumblr staff, if you care about eating disorders (you fucking don't), stop promoting this sense of shame and fear and disgust towards the idea of weight gain. Stop shaming and censoring people for posting about their own bodies and experiences. Fatphobia kills. Fatphobia causes disordered eating. Fatphobia is the disease you should be worried about.
This has also been disproportionately affecting fat trans people, because of course it has.
Don't stop talking about it. Don't let this bullshit ceo silence you.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#trans rights#lgbtqia#lgbt+#queer#fatphobia#fat positive#fat activism#fat acceptance#fat liberation#fat positivity#body positivity#body diversity#body positive#body acceptance
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