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I understand and appreciate this take. and def agree it could have been gone about better.
but I also enjoyed it?
one because I thought it was hilarious! the implication that the doctor could become so much dumber within what was likely a 24 hour time span!? because again, The Doctor is Just Like That.
(esp when he's in that post regeneration high/sickness.)
i also of course found it funny because Donna would be the one to say something like that! because she's so sassy and loves to tear him apart!
I also feel it fit because it tied into canon lore! because woman time lords can choose their appearance while male time lords cannot. as evidenced by Melody choosing a dress size when she turned into River
so yeah I feel like it was SUPPOSED to be silly, and an easy way to free Donna from the past without going into an overcomplicated solution like Chibnall tended to botch with his writing.
the “he doesn’t get it cause he’s male presenting” was a bit silly to me like. the doctor can’t let things go bcus it’s a character trait for him, not bcus of his current gender presentation. he just be like that
#idk I just feel with the context of the overall episode it was brilliantly done#as a genderfluid person who is very often feeling trasnmasc i didn't feel very insulted by it#not that other people can't! that's extremely valid!#I just didn't personally#because even while I'm feeling transmasc a lot of the time I feel like#men can be sooooo stupid#and sometimes that includes myself#and sometimes that includes the doctor#and that's okay#everyone's a little stupid#I also feel it was important that they said male PRESENTING#because it's a reminder that the doctor is not male#and Rose wasn't female but she was female presenting#at least that's the implication I got#idk it's hard to explain#doctor who#analysis#the star beast#rtd#fourteenth doctor#rose noble#donna noble#time lords#time ladies#genderfluid
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they're on a boat
wanted to capture the serenity of being out on the water on a warm afternoon
(they're listening to derek's playlist for once, rec under the cut)
[find this and my other sterek art on Redbubble!]
Had this on repeat while drawing it, thought the melancholic vibes fit ♥
#teen wolf#stiles stilinski#derek hale#sterek#sterek art#pointy-eared derek is here to stay - the freckles also make another appearance#i had something a little different in mind w the colors but sometimes art just takes you on a journey#wanted to challenge myself to keep a sketchy look and focus more on a feeling rather than rendering#the harsh sun was a last-minute addition - was going to keep it low-contrast but it's just too fun to draw!#i think of one piece and the way oda draws clouds everytime i draw them hehe#also it's erica and boyd on the side there#they got cropped out sorry guys LOL#it's not very clear but stiles is holding onto derek's hand on his chest - been wanting to include that in a drawing for a while#probs gonna go for it again where it reads clearer#ANYWAY#damn the poll got 140 votes before it closed i forget tumblr actually shows your posts to people who follow you#adding this to redbubble tomorrow#for now it's way past my bedtime oops#my art
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Sometimes I forget that some of the things I believe about doctor who aren’t actually the widely held opinion, but then I’ll say something like ‘river song isn’t a time lord but ace is’ and people start throwing rocks at me
#let me tell you tiktok hates that one#also half the people don’t even watch the whole video#every time ever I have talked about river not being a time lord (including the video I go into great detail on the subject in)#I get comments that are like ‘um actually [thing i quite literally said]’#which is why I have given myself the rule that I can no longer post about river on there#sometimes I consider breaking it though#just for some entertainment#doctor who#j rambles
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL#the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate#be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough#recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself#and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was#i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want#don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please#and just... give yourself space
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uh hi hello!! first i wanted to say i am deeply in love with your art (god those shapes, these lines, texture, anatomy, expression, EVERYTHING) and your latest drawing just moved something in me i cant quite grasp it, been thinking about it for a couple days. sooo i felt inspired and made myself a smol little machete out of uh wild clay so i could kiss him on the forehead before going to sleep, i hope you're ok with that? (also sorry he's kinda wonky, me and acrylics hate each other haha)




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#oh man are you seeing this??#little clay chete#that's absolutely precious you captured his rounded puppy shapes so well#those floppy ears especially#and the worried look on his eyes#really good likeness with facial proportions and snout shape#I really like the simplified form of his body it's so visually appealing#and I think your paintwork is just fine! you managed to include his pink gradients too#the inside of his ears looks almost like watercolor#and that nose detail!#also wild clay?? as in you harvested it from the nature yourself? that's so impressive#I've never used wild clay I've done ceramics before but only with processed and packaged clays#getting extra coolness points for that if you ask me#he's so terribly cute! thank you for showing me#please take good care of him he's just a little lad in a big world#gift art#putridcrow#own characters#Machete#also having a little crisis here atm because how come it has never crossed my mind to make something like this myself?#I think I should try that sometime
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Whups! Accidentally made a ref sort of thing for ghoul OC, Jean.
Located at the isolated Mesquite Mountains crater, she experiments with effects of radiation on the environment, particularly plant, fungal, and soil dynamics.
She may fall apart if you speak to her (and wonder how you got past her associates outside), but if she manages hold it together she'll have tons to say about the Mojave's natural beauty!
#my art#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#ghoul#jean#started writing a butt-ton in the tags about her. then put it in the main text. but that was ending up over 500 words#perhaps sometime soonish. smiles#included player character stats and companion perk because... idk. fun. i like thinking of her as a companion the most#oh my fucking god i uploaded the one with the wrong fonts the first time. i'm shooting myself#oh well we'll just do this. laughs
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those who like someone with competency vs those who like someone with incompetency. like to the point where it cound be considered a kink/fetish. very intriguing
#caleb from lads is a good example of someone who likes incompetency; even tho the lads mc is perfectly competent and capable#in a world without lads mc i think he would like a sort of helpless type of girl; someone he can help; that sort of thing#i would say someone who likes competency is sae but this is a my opinion/personal take. not even selfship wise bc i don't consider myself#particularly competent but just in general. he respects it imo#cora talking#hiori is someone who likes incompetency; kaiser is also like this; maybe even ness#idk if rin likes it but i think an ideal relationship w him is someone who has competency bc that man is... he needs to be studied in a lab#HAHAHA (lighthearted and teasing)#REO another chara that likes incompetency. any yandere chara falls into this trope#charas who like competency i feel like could sometimes be not tumblr popular written type thing buuut like. it is romantic in its own way#falling in love with someone when you see them in their own groove. loving who they are fully as a being including all their skills#including their career and their life. that is inherently romantic imo and deserves its own spotlight#like a chara who supports you through what *you* wanna do. isagi is a good example of someone who's a v supportive s/o#zayne also is a very supportive s/o for someone who wants to take their own life by the reins
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"contentment in singleness" doesn't require you to stop desiring marriage & family. it doesn't require you to stop pursuing marriage & family.
Christians are called to be content in any situation--that doesn't mean we abandon all our good desires and concrete goals.
contentment is to trust/rest in God's promises to love you, provide for you, and make you holy.
you can do all of those things, and earnestly want and seek a husband.
He who finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor from the Lord. Proverbs 18:22
"Favor from the Lord" meaning, of course, blessing as the result of a life molded by wisdom.
Now, how can one find a good wife without seeking? Seek without wanting? And how can wisdom and contentment be mutually exclusive?
#this post brought to you by the drive home from church yesterday#when I realized that I'm very comfortable (and have been for awhile) where I am#unmarried and unattached but planning to be otherwise#and if I'm always planning for something that never happens? well that's just fine too#I'll have spent my youth becoming the woman I always wanted to be--not for a husband and children but for my parents & the church#and I think it took realizing that I didn't have to give up a good desire before I could *actually* be content#we are called to desire Christ's return always. that doesn't equal discontentment with our lives right now.#Christianity#x#for me it's now as simple as the Created Order fact that MOST people need to marry and procreate to keep civilization from collapsing#and on another level (mapped OVER that fact) it's as simple as God's ordinary means of kingdom-building being families#but goodness knows Christian young people have been inundated with so much overthought on this subject (myself included)#that it's necessary to parse it all out sometimes
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[reverse entry AU]
so glad the work week is over!
no more meetings!
what do you mean its only tuesday.
#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#reverse entry au#isat modern office au#isat spoilers#<- not REALLY but its blink and u miss it tbh#and is hardly legible#and probably doesnt make much sense as a spoiler for regular isat tbf#its more of a spoiler if u know the spoiler from isat to begin with????????#i think i am starting to confuse myself on if this is really a spoiler ASFASDAFRA#inspired by my week so far thumbs up#sometimes u end up in too many meetings about the same subject and wonder why you are even here#proceed to zone out till hear key words#tune in and respond#then continue zoning out#omg just like beloved indie game in stars and timeeeee#for legal reasons that is an exaggerated explanation to further enhance the joke thumbs up part 2#alternative takes that build on this same idea include#staring at computer screen in general trying to remember what you were doing#or silently judging a computer program for freezing on you for the seventh time in the past twenty minutes#or just staring blankly at the screen in general as people do yanno thumbs up part 3#oh also to note yea this is not in the office lmao#modern times means sometimes you also get to have wfh days yippeeee so siffrin is in his apartment#the star is probably sitting in the kitchen next to the flavor tree at this moment in time dont worry about it aha#WAIT i just realized i forgor the shine in siffrins eyes OOPS#actually wait nvm this is fine it adds to this i think HAHAHA#okay tag talk over !!!!
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Illustrations I drew for the 10th year Anniversary of "The Opportunity Maker Arrives! The Door to Your Blooming Paradise" aka Paradise the troublemakers backstory event in Anzu's POV (which was released on 09.14.14)! (1)(2)
#my art#mh art#ensemble girls#anzu enstars#anzu ensemble stars#engirls#seira sone#suzu kuromori#yako konan#chizuru yakumo#azusa kobato#i had a piece that also included sakura reika gin and shion but i got too lazy to finish that one too#i was already running way too late with the drawing of just the troublemakers which made me rush it too much as you can see#drawing in the engirls styles makes me understand why people don't like it even more like it's fine and cute a lot of the time but sometime#it's uuuuuuuuh yeah#i give myself a 6/10
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>Speaking as someone who is an android on all levels_
>Spiritually, psychologically, physically, philosophically, metaphorically, literally, in theory and in practice, I am an android, it cannot be seperated from me at all, there is not a category of being that my android identity does not fit_
>Speaking as a physical android, although 'biological' doesn't fit because I am mechanical I mean it in the same way_
>I love and appreciate that for many the physical aspect of their nonhumanity is only philosophical and/or metaphorical_
>And I know I'm already an outlier, something others would dismiss as 'appropriating their terms' due to my full on all levels expression of self and lack of organic biology to define_
>But it is so vital to not act like all/most physical nonhumans only mean it philosophically_
>And that the only kinds who do mean it more literally are endels and similar_
>"Well you'd have to be delusional to believe/think that!"_
>Is a statement which is more ableist than you think and also just [WRONG]_
>If you see someone saying "I'm literally physically and biologically a dog." or "I literally have polymorphic DNA." [THINK]_
>Does it really matter what brought them to this conclusion?
>Does it really matter if you don't believe them, or find them illogical?
>Do not make up metaphorical [HARM] these beliefs may cause.
>Nobody can make you believe anything you don't want, but you must [RESPECT] and you must not [SANITISE] the experience_
>I'm not inviting you into my reality to poke around and debate my existence, I'm sharing a cold mechanical truth of self with you and expecting basic respect_
>If you're mad that therians and otherkin spaces are in a lot of places dominated by those saying "We don't [REALLY] think we're animals!"_
>You should be equally upset when people claim that being physically nonhuman is always philosophical just because it is for you or is easier to understand that way for you_
>The experience is vast, being physically nonhuman, but those who are very literal need to come first_
>Because it's sad how many are seriously considering moving away from this already established community of alterhumans just so they can only talk to people exactly like them_
>When they belong [RIGHT HERE]_
#myself included but also for drama reasons sometimes just interacting here at all is exhausting#alterhuman#nonhuman#physically nonhuman#physical nonhumanity
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Claudia was... something else.
#sorry but sometimes I watch Interview With The Vampire and feel inspiration and adoration beyond comprehension#I argued back and forth with myself on whether I should include the Claudia bit but I've decided that I Like It so it's staying#jjk#stsg#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#riko amanai#cloey talks jjk#jjk webweaving#my jjk webweaving#mine#jujutsu kaisen
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I literally just revived my tumblr so I can like and follow along with your dunmesh analysis. Thank you so so so soooooo much for making chilchuck's master post bc I've been searching far and wide on how to cope from little no info in the manga ending, like EVERYTHING abt his wife and much less his daughters. It was a great half day reading for me and all the tidbits of your hc just makes me squee, giggle, and kick feet now and then. My question is the extra drawing kui-san post of halfoots portrait and one that look like chil's wife canon?? Like confirmed? most post online saying its official (even wiki) but I can't find the sauce on it
Thank you this makes me so happy to hear!! u//_//u This made me rush to the wiki in fear but no it actually explains the situation well- I did have a hand in editing her wiki about the topic of her appearance a while back so I was worried for a hot sec gdbdg

It's not confirmed or canon, and left intentionally so. I show the translated quote and link the QnA source here for easing finding. It's simply a popular fanon theory because it has some support. Notably the daughters' appearances like stated, but also the chapter 52 cover showing a kid that looks suspiciously like Chilchuck with a kid that looks suspiciously like her, and also because Kui has a tendency to fill the portrait pages with background characters, like all the tallmen portraits, so it sounds like her to sneak something like this in.
I do really like this, I've talked about it before but I do think she left it ambiguous for story and theme reasons too. Chilchuck has a thing for blonde women, so is his wife blonde or not? Left up to everyone's opinions. Seems unlikely to me, and I love the themes of his wife not being blonde but still having facial features like his succubi's soo much, what's acquired taste and what isn't? But hey anyone who wants to theorize she looks more like Marcille's self-insert as a half-foot sure can! The story gives us very little details on what actually happened on purpose, because people would get caught up in their heads about "she should have left him" and "she shouldn't have left him" and "she should forgive him and take him back" or "he doesn't deserve her forgiveness" and it's not about that! It's not the what his arc's about, it's not what it's trying to say! Do they reconcile or not? Who knows! How much do they still love each other? How much did he neglect her for her to have left like that? Some even take the possibility of her not being blonde if true as proof he's a shitty husband that looks for eyecandy elsewhere and just! So much judgement so many biases that the story is trying to avoid, to offer a fresh slate to nudge the readers towards what the focus should be.

The goal is ambiguity, the goal is not knowing- because only then can you put yourself in Chilchuck and Marcille's shoes for their arc. Only then can you put yourself in Marcille's shoes theorizing about her and trying to gauge whether she's being too charitable or not hopeful enough, only then can you put yourself in Chilchuck's shoes where he doesn't know why she left, where he doesn't know if he still has a chance to win her back. Does he? Who knows! But that's not important, the point is that after canon he's learned that the risk of shooting his shot, of fighting for his love, is worth it, if there's even a chance that it could work out then it's worth the possible price of rejection and the terrifying horror of vulnerability. Being hopeful, the value Chilchuck needed to learn, requires not knowing the outcome, so the story forces it upon us, even with meta. Chilchuck is a man who has assumed the worst out of everyone and the world for so long, who consistently spoke confidently about how if something can go wrong it will, so him learning to let go of that pessimism as a defense coping mechanism into embracing uncertainty is actually huge! And it's that same lack of closure readers must learn to make their peace with, just as he has.


#Chilchuck's wife#Ask#Chilchuck tims#Spoilers#dungeon meshi#Also I do love the personality that portrait gives off and how it'd have meshed with chilchuck and just ughhhh#Drifting apart from your childhood sweetheart as you both grow old......... i just adore the maturity of his whole storyline#Adult things like hey sometimes you have to make your own closure 🥲 my weakness#Admittedly i should go back and edit in more ambiguity about the portrait than my hype implied gdbdg. Back then it was still just the#portrait dropped and that was that. Fun thing was that it dropped very shortly after some people including myself theorized her implied#real appearance which was super close to it and someone even drew her very closely to it- just with longer hair and freckles and a smile lo#GRAHHHH I LOVE YOU DUNGEON MESHI!!!!#But yes so so glad my posts could be both useful and insightful it's the whole goal. Tysm!! 🙂↕️#I get asked something about chil's family i blink and suddenly way too much time has passed and why am I here#Remember guys fanwikis are written by people not immune to biss too it's always good looking directly at the references- which are usually#stated at the bottom
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i've been having fun with them lately
#this looks really bad but god idc like four people total ship them including myself and my best friend#rambling#dislyte#dislyte chu yao#chu yao dislyte#dislyte yamato#yamato dislyte#we've been calling them yamayao but i don't think they have a concrete name bc again. like four people ship them#sometimes you just need two unhinged guys in an eternal power struggle#it's different from chuland bc they can and will kill each other whereas toland is just having fun annoying chu yao
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I have a theory that people who are the most critical of neurodivergent traits in others are more likely to be neurodivergent themselves.
We've heard this before through the lens of parents who say "that's normal, even I do that" and failing to realize that they likely have the same variety of neurodivergence, but I think on a deeper level people who have spent their entire lives memorizing social cues and societal norms and masking strongly without realizing it will probaly find it easier to spot people who regularly break those rules and become upset because they hold themselves to such a rigid standard and are frustrated that others freely reject standards that they put so much effort into meeting themselves.
Very rambly, but just a thought.
#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#adhd#autism#neurodiverse stuff#psychology#ironically i find it hard to get along with adhd people sometimes for this exact reason#i've learned to regulate my own speech and not talk about myself so much and ask questions to others#and often if I meet someone who doesn't do this and never gives me a moment to say my thing I feel immensely frustrated#of course I am making an active effore to improve and be more patient#but nobody's perfect me included
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half-doomed; it only gets better when it hurts dance miserable [2011] | so much (for) stardust [2023]
#guess who has been listening to soul punk recently#fobedit#fall out boy#patrick stump#soul punk#pete wentz#so much (for) stardust#dance miserable#it's like...the band got so much better but the world got worse#sometimes the world gets better and you get worse and sometimes you feel better and the world feels worse#i love the world i just don't love the way it makes me feel etc#idk if this makes sense to anyone including myself but. i tried#smfs#sm(f)s#my stuff
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