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Radio Silence | Epilogue
Lando Norris x Amelia Brown (OFC)
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Summary — Order is everything. Her habits aren’t quirks, they’re survival techniques. And only three people in the world have permission to touch her: Mom, Dad, Fernando.
Then Lando Norris happens.
One moment. One line crossed. No going back.
Warnings — Autistic!OFC, time jumps, slice of life.
Notes — There are no words, really. I hope you cherish all of the tiny, specific details I added here. I spent a lot of time on it. Yes, I will possibly write some additional snapshots/oneshots of their future.
2025
Autism, Womanhood, and the Mechanics of Belonging by Amelia Norris
Autism presents itself in females in many ways.
Sometimes invisibly. Often misdiagnosed. Frequently misunderstood.
In me, it’s always looked like this: a difficulty with eye contact. An inability to read the curve of someone’s mouth or the sharp edges hidden beneath their tone. I learned early how to catalogue expressions the way other girls my age collected dolls — not for fun, but for function. A survival skill. A flash of teeth? Friendly. Or hostile. Or forced. Raised eyebrows? Surprise. Maybe judgment. Maybe not.
Memorising made things manageable. Predictable. Less scary.
Sarcasm took longer. I still miss it, sometimes. I can design a suspension system from scratch, but I’ll still turn to my husband after a conversation and ask, “Was that a joke?”
It used to bother me. It doesn’t anymore.
Touch has always been strange, too. I don’t like uninvited contact. Hugs feel like puzzles with warped edges — familiar in theory, but always a little off. It’s not dislike. It’s friction between my nervous system and the world. I used to think that meant something was wrong with me.
I was wrong.
I’m not broken. I’m just calibrated differently.
And then there’s the focus.
When I was a child, it was Formula 1. Not the drivers, not the glamour — the systems. The telemetry. The pit stop choreography. The physics. The math hidden inside motion. While other kids learned to swim, I was memorising tyre degradation patterns. While girls my age planned birthday parties, I was building aerodynamic models from cereal boxes.
I didn’t understand how to be part of the world I’d been born into.
But I always understood how cars moved through it.
That obsession became a career — eventually. But not right away.
My father, Zak Brown, became the CEO of McLaren Racing. I thought that would be an advantage. I was wrong again. He loved me, but he didn’t know how to take me seriously. I brought ideas. He catalogued them without thought. I handed him data. He passed it off to other people without remembering I’d written it.
He didn’t mean to hurt me — but he did. In a hundred careless ways. 
Enough to make me leave.
I was already seeing Lando, quietly. It was early. Tentative. I was cautious because I didn’t always understand people. He was cautious because he was getting advice, loud, well-meaning advice, not to date the boss’s daughter.
He disappeared on me for a while. And I didn’t understand why.
I remember thinking: I must have done something wrong and not realised it.
But I hadn’t.
Eventually, he came back. Explained. Apologised. We learned each other slowly, and not always easily — but deeply.
Around the same time, I left McLaren. I took a job at Red Bull. Not for revenge. For recognition.
Max Verstappen didn’t care who my father was. He cared that I understood race pace like a second language. We won two championships together.
And in the meantime — Lando and I kept finding our way back to each other. Every time, more solid than before.
Eventually, I came back to papaya. But on my terms. Not as Zak’s daughter. As a lead engineer. With Oscar by my side and Lando in a car I had helped design, shaped precisely to fit his hands, his shoulders, his driving style.
Then I had my daughter. Ada.
And the hyper-focus I’ve carried my whole life shifted again — narrowed, but deepened.
It’s still data. Still equations and airflow and lap deltas. But it’s also Lando, who stopped having to ask to touch me years ago. Who doesn’t need explanations but still listens when I give them.
It’s Ada — glorious, curious, sticky. Who throws glitter onto my schematics and insists I help her fix the broken boosters on her cardboard spaceship with grunts and wife, pleading eyes.
It’s both of them.
And the quiet, terrifying vastness of being truly understood.
My autism didn’t vanish when I became a wife. It didn’t soften when I became a mother. I am still who I have always been: meticulous, sensitive, blunt. I still script my voicemails. I still shut down when I’m overstimulated. I still have meltdowns. I still need more sleep than most people and can’t fucntion in rooms with flickering lights.
But I’ve grown. I’ve adapted. I’ve made peace not just with structure, but with chaos. With change. With soft interruptions. With a life I never thought I’d be able to build.
I’ve created a life where I don’t have to perform.
I just get to be.
And for the first time, I’m letting people see me. All of me.
Which is why I’m writing this.
Because I know I’m not the only one.
Because somewhere, there’s a teenage girl memorising lap times and scared she doesn’t belong in a world that moves too loud, too fast, too unclearly.
Because I wish I’d known sooner that I wasn’t alone.
Today, I’m proud to announce the launch of NeuroDrive — a foundation dedicated to mentoring, supporting, and funding autistic young women pursuing careers in motorsport.
We’ll be offering scholarships. Internships. Mentorship. Resources. Community.
From engineering to analytics to logistics to aero to comms — every role that makes this sport move.
I want these girls to know that their focus is a gift.
Their precision is power.
Their minds are brilliant.
I want them to know they don’t need to hide.
There’s room for them here. There’s room for all of us.
And they belong — fully, loudly, exactly as they are — in motorsport.
With hope, Amelia Norris
Amelia sat back from her laptop screen.
She hadn’t meant to write it all in one frantic breath. It had just… unfurled. A loose thread tugged gently free at the edge of the day, unraveling steadily until it wove itself into something whole.
She stared at the last line. Her hands hovered over the keyboard, then lowered to her lap. She exhaled.
Behind her, the wooden floor creaked softly.
A moment later, familiar arms wrapped gently around her waist — warm, unhurried. Lando pressed a kiss just behind her ear, right in that small, quiet space that always made her flinch less than anywhere else.
“She’s asleep,” Lando murmured, voice low and amused. “Finally. Made me sing the rocket song. Twice. And do the hand movements.”
Amelia huffed a small, warm laugh but didn’t turn. “You hate the hand movements.”
“I hate them passionately,” he said, bending slightly to press a kiss to the space just behind her ear. “But she likes them. And I happen to love her enough to tolerate them.”
She could feel him smiling against her skin.
The sea air had slipped in through the open balcony doors behind them, warm and salt-tinged, carrying the gentle hum of nighttime Monaco. 
Lando’s arms slid comfortably around her waist. He rested his chin on her shoulder and peered at the screen. “Let me read it?” He asked after a pause.
“You already know all of it,” she said softly.
“Yeah,” he replied, nudging her temple with his nose. “But I like hearing it in your words.”
She didn’t answer, not with words anyway. She just leaned into him, letting her body relax in increments. Her fingers hovered over the keyboard for a moment longer before dropping quietly to her lap. Her pulse, which had been buzzing all evening, finally slowed. The cursor blinked in the corner of the screen — steady, patient, waiting.
She would post the piece eventually. Maybe not tonight. But soon. She’d promised the women helping her build NeuroDrive that the launch would be personal, rooted in something real — something true. And this essay… it was all of that. Raw and oddly fragile. But hers.
Behind them, the linen curtains shifted in the breeze.
“I think she likes it here,” Lando murmured, after a few minutes had passed in quiet. “Monaco.”
Amelia blinked, surfacing. “Ada?”
“Yeah. I had her out on the balcony earlier. She liked the sun.”
“She gets that from you,” Amelia said, dry as ever.
He laughed softly. “She does like the heat. More than I expected.”
“She likes everything here,” Amelia admitted, watching the night settle over the marina. “The boats. The water. Max’s cats.”
“She said ‘cat’ three times yesterday,” Lando said proudly.
“She’s five months old, Lando. It was probably just gas.”
“No,” he insisted. “She looked right at Jimmy and said it. Loudly.”
“Well, Jimmy did bite her toy rocket.” She said, her lips twitching at the memory of her daughter’s appalled face as the cat attacked her beloved stuffy. 
Lando huffed a laugh. “Valid reaction.”
They both fell quiet again, lulled by the rhythm of the moment. Amelia let her gaze drift across the open-plan living space of their Monaco apartment; all soft neutrals and clean angles, intentionally simple. 
This was Ada’s first real stretch of time here. The first time Monaco would ever feel like home to their daughter, not just a temporary stop between England and wherever Lando was racing next. Amelia had worried about that — the splitness of things. Of belonging to multiple places but never fully resting in one. But Ada, with all her glittering confidence and stubborn joy, didn’t seem to mind.
“She doesn’t mind the change,” Amelia said quietly. “She just… adapts. Quicker than I do.”
“You’ve been adapting longer,” Lando said simply. “She’s still new. You had to learn the hard way.”
“I’m still learning,” Amelia admitted.
He brushed his lips against her cheek, slow and careful. “I love how your mind works,” he said. “I loved it when I didn’t understand it, and I love it even more now that I do.”
She swallowed. Her throat felt tight in the familiar, unwieldy way that happened when someone saw her too clearly. “It’s almost done,” she said, nodding toward the document. “Just a few more edits. Then I’ll post it. The site’s ready. The social channels are scheduled. The first mentorship emails go out next week.”
He squeezed her waist gently. “You built a whole new system, baby.”
“I built a team,” she said, glancing at the screen. “It’s not just going to be mine.”
He nodded. “You’re going to change lives, baby.”
“Hopefully not just change them,” she said. “Build them. Design them. Like a car.”
He grinned into her hair. “You and your car metaphors.”
“I don’t use them that often.” She frowned. 
“Mm. You’re right. Only four times a day.”
He was teasing her. The lopsided smile, squinty eyes and tiny red splotches on his cheekbones told her so. 
She rolled her eyes but leaned back into him anyway. Lando’s arms around her. Ada safe and sleeping. The sea just a five minute drive from their inner-city apartment. 
It didn’t matter that the cursor was still blinking on her screen.
She’d found her place in the world; or built it, piece by piece.
And she was going to help other girls do the same.
@/NeuroDriveOrg Today, we’re launching NeuroDrive: a charity organisation formed to empower autistic women in motorsport — because brilliance comes in many forms, and it’s time we celebrate every one of them. Find out more and discover how to get involved by clicking the link below. #NeuroDriveLaunch 
Replies:
@/f1_galaxy
OMG AMELIA???? This is so crazy but I’m so here for it!! #NeuroDriveLaunch
@/racecarrebel
Autistic and a gearhead? That’s me lol. Signing up right now!
@/sarcasticengineer
wait so I can geek out about torque and not pretend i get social cues? literally a dream 
@/cartoonkid420
*gif of a car drifting sideways* When you realize your fave F1 engineer is actually a real-life superhero  #NeuroDriveLaunch
@/chillaxbro
Amelia Norris (CEO) IKTR
@/maxverman
Yk honestly big ups to @/AmeliaNorris for making this happen. What a woman. 
@/indylewis
This being the first post I see when I open this app after my diagnosis review? CINEMA. 
@/f1mobtality
BEAUTIFUL. INCREDIBLE. AMAZING. BREATHTAKING. #NeuroDriveLaunch
@/notlewisbutclose LEWIS ON THE BOARD OF DIRECTORS? IKTR MY KING 
@/LewisHamilton Proud to see and have a hand in making initiatives like NeuroDrive happen. It’s about time that we start making strides to pave the way for real diversity in motorsport. Change is coming, and it’s about time. #NeuroDriveLaunch
@/landostrollfan99 PLS I KNOW LANDO IS CRASHING OUT BC HE’S SO PROUD OF HIS WIFEY RN 
@/NeuroDriveOrg Thank you everyone for all the love! Our virtual mentorship program opens next week; sign up to be part of the first cohort! Over 18’s can sign up themselves, but anyone younger must have parental consent. Thanks, Amelia. 
@/AnnieAnalyst
My mom has been a hardcore motorsport fan for decades. She’s on the spectrum. She’s found such joy in watching Amelia Norris take the F1 world by storm over the past eight years. I know that she’s going to be so happy about this. Can’t wait to tell her. 
@/samliverygoat
This is sick. I’m a guy, but my sister is eight and autistic and wants to be a mechanic. I’m gonna tell my mum about this and get her signed up. Big ups your wife @/LandoNorris 
Lando woke slowly, the Monaco morning sun spilling in through gauzy curtains and casting pale gold across their bedroom. The room was still, quiet in that delicate way that meant someone had been awake for a while already.
He blinked, then turned toward the warm shape beside him; and stopped, his breath catching slightly at the sight.
Amelia was sitting upright against the headboard, hair pulled into a messy knot, one arm curled around Ada who was nestled into her chest, half-asleep and nursing. Her other hand held her phone, screen dimmed low. She was speaking quietly — not in a cooing baby voice, but in her normal cadence, clipped and slightly analytical.
“…recognises familiar people, understands simple instructions, imitates gestures, like clapping or waving; well, I’ve literally never seen you wave unless it’s to say goodbye to your own socks.” She frowned.
Lando smiled into his pillow, eyes still half-closed.
Amelia glanced down at Ada, who blinked up at her with wide eyes and a dribble of milk on her chin.
“That’s fine. You’re spatially efficient already.”
“Are we reading milestone checklists?” Lando’s voice was thick with sleep, rough-edged and fond.
Amelia didn’t jump, didn’t even look away from her screen. “It’s her birthday. I thought I should make sure she’s not developmentally behind.”
“She’s licking your elbow,” he pointed out.
“Which is not on the list,” she sighed. 
Lando scooted closer, propping himself up on one elbow to see them both better. Ada detached with a soft sigh, then yawned, full-bodied and squeaky. Amelia adjusted her shirt without ceremony and let Ada rest against her, one hand gently stroking her hair.
“She’s perfect,” he said, leaning over to kiss the crown of Ada’s head, then Amelia’s shoulder. “Milestones or not.”
Amelia hesitated. “She’s not pointing at things. That’s apparently a big one.”
“She screamed at Max’s cats until they moved out of her way, does that count?”
Amelia hummed in thought. “I suppose we could classify that as assertive communication.”
They sat like that for a minute, wrapped in the warm hush of early light and baby breaths. Monaco in June was hazy and beautiful, a perfect little jewel box of a day already unfolding around them.
“Do you think she knows it’s her birthday?” Lando asked, voice still low.
“No,” Amelia said simply. “Probably not. But we do.” She glanced down at their daughter again, something unreadable, almost too tender, flickering behind her eyes. “I know it’s been a year since I stopped being one version of myself and started being another.”
Lando’s hand found hers where it rested on Ada’s tiny back. “Yeah, baby?”
Amelia tilted her head, considering. “Maybe. I feel… broader. Like I can stretch in more directions now.”
He smiled. “You’re perfect.”
Ada, half-asleep, made a soft gurgling sound and grabbed Amelia’s Lando necklace in one surprisingly strong fist.
Lando leaned in again, voice warmer now. “Happy birthday, sweet little pea,” he whispered to Ada, then kissed Amelia’s jaw. “And happy birth-day to you.”
Amelia made a face. “That’s not a thing.”
“It is,” he insisted. “You did all the work. You should get recognition too.”
“I suppose.” She considered it for a minute. “Does that mean I should congratulate you on the anniversary of her conception?”
She was being serious — which was why he just smiled instead of laughing the way he desperately wanted to. “If you want to, baby.” 
She nodded and catalogued that away in the small corner of her brain that contained a long list of dates that mattered most to her. 
She think about it like this: dates she will never forget. Not because she wrote them down, but because they’re carved into the soft machinery of who she is. 
October 9th — Her mother’s birthday. 
November 7th – Her father’s birthday. 
December 12th, 2021 – Max’s first championship win. 
July 5th, 2022 — Her wedding day. 
July 2nd, 2023 – Oscar’s first Grand Prix start. 
May 5th, 2024 – The day Lando won his first race. 
June 30th, 2024 – The day Ada was born. 
She’s always catalogued things.
It made the world digestible.
But those dates don’t need charts or colour codes.
They live in her like heat. Like heartbeat. Like gravity.
Later, there would be cake. Balloons. Chaos. Max will appear with sacks full of wrapped gifts. Ada will probably eat something that she isn’t supposed to. 
Lando takes Ada into his arms and lifts her above his head, blowing a bubble at her with his lips. 
She drools sleepily, and Amelia winces when milky bile spills from her mouth. 
Yeah. Not a good idea to jostle a well-fed baby. 
Lando made a face and then used his t-shirt to wipe their little girls’ lip clean. 
She stared at him. 
And at their small, wondrous girl. 
A year old. 
Seventeen Years Later
The sky was brightening in soft lavender layers over the marina. Monaco looked almost quiet for once — like it was holding its breath.
Ada sat cross-legged on the bedroom floor, her back pressed to the base of her mother’s old desk. The drawer had stuck for years, warped with sea air, but today it had slid open easily. Like it had been waiting for her.
Inside: one neatly folded sheet of thick paper. Her name was written in the corner in her mum’s handwriting. Clean, sharp letters. 
She unfolded it carefully, even though part of her already knew what kind of letter this would be. Not sentimental. Not flowery. Not emotional in the ways people expected. But honest. 
My beautiful Ada,
I’m writing this on your first birthday.
You’re asleep right now — finally — with vanilla frosting in your hair and a purple sock on one foot and not the other. Your daddy’s asleep too, mouth open, curled around the giraffe that Maxie gave you today. I should be sleeping. But I’m here, writing this. That probably says a lot.
I don’t know who you’ll be yet. Not really.
Maybe you’ll love numbers the way I do. Maybe you’ll throw yourself into art, or animals, or flight, or noise. Maybe you’ll carry the softness your father wears so easily. Maybe you’ll burn hot like me and never quite know how to dim it.
Or maybe, hopefully, you’ll be entirely your own: unshaped by us, unafraid of being too much or not enough.
All I know is this: whoever you are, whoever you become, I will love you without condition and without needing to fully understand.
Because understanding is not a prerequisite for love. It never has been.
I want to get everything right. I won’t. I already know that.
But I promise I will try. Fiercely. Unrelentingly.
I will learn what you need from me, over and over again, as you change and grow and outpace me. I will listen — even when I don’t know what to say. I will ask you what you need, and believe you the first time.
Love isn’t easy for me in the way it is for your daddy. I don’t always say the right thing, or give affection in the way people expect. But please know: I love you with everything I have. In every way I know how.
It may not always look loud or obvious. But it will be real. And it will never leave you.
I will always be in your corner. 
Even if I’m quiet.
Even if I’m late.
Even if I’m gone.
Always.
— Mum
The letter smelled faintly of ink and something older; lavender, maybe, or the ghost of her mum’s favourite perfume. Ada folded it carefully along the worn creases and slid it back into its envelope, fingers tracing the edge before getting up and going back to her bedroom, tucking it inside the drawer of her nightstand.
The light from the marina hadn’t reached this side of the house yet, but the sea breeze had — soft and salt-laced through the open windows. Ada padded barefoot across the wooden floor, familiar as the lines on her own palm, and moved quietly into the hallway.
The balcony door was already ajar.
Her mother was there, as she always was on mornings like this — perched in her usual chair, legs tucked under her body, a latte cradled in both hands. Her hair was scraped back in a low twist, pale in the early morning light, and she hadn’t noticed Ada yet.
Amelia was humming. Softly. Tunelessly. A little stim she’d done for as long as Ada could remember.
Ada hesitated in the doorway, just for a moment.
Then she stepped forward, slow and quiet. Climbed into her mother’s lap without a word, curling against her like she was still small enough to belong there.
Amelia stilled for half a breath. Then she shifted, just slightly — letting her daughter fit against her without comment or tension. One hand settled over Ada’s spine. The other stayed wrapped around the ceramic heat of her cup.
She didn’t ask questions.
She didn’t need to.
Instead, she kept humming. A low, constant thread of sound that vibrated in Ada’s ribs as she pressed her cheek to her mother’s shoulder.
They watched the sun climb over the harbour. The light came in slow and sure, brushing over the rooftops and catching on the water in amber fragments.
Amelia didn’t speak. She just held her daughter. One hand stroking the same pattern — left shoulder to elbow, up and back again.
And Ada breathed. Steady. Whole.
She was older now; too big, probably, to sit in her small statured mum’s lap like this. But not today. Not just yet.
In her mother’s arms, she was still allowed to be small.
Still allowed to be quiet.
Still allowed to simply be.
And Amelia, in the language she had always known best, presence over words, held her through it.
As the light shifted across the sea, the only sound between them was the soft hiss of foam against porcelain. The familiar hum. The heartbeat of love — silent, constant, and entirely understood.
— 
2025
It was impossible to sum up the 2025 season in any cohesive way. 
There were days she felt like she was balancing on the tip of a needle. 
Her car was perfect. That much was undeniable. For the first time since she’d begun clawing her way through every door that had once been locked to her, the machine under her boys wasn’t just competitive — it was untouchable. Fast on every compound. Nimble in the wet. Ferocious in the hands of a driver who knew how to take it to the edge.
And she had two of them. Two.
Oscar and Lando.
Her driver. Her husband.
It would have made a weaker team combust.
But McLaren hadn’t combusted. Not yet, anyway. Not under her watch.
Oscar had grown into himself in ways that still caught her off guard — all lean control and precision, carrying the ice-veined patience of someone who had watched others take what he knew he was capable of. He drove like someone with nothing left to prove and everything still to take.
And Lando... Lando had grown, too.
There were days he was still impossibly frustrating — still too harsh on himself, too reactive on the radio, still hurt in ways she couldn’t always patch. But he was stronger now. Calmer. Faster. And he trusted her. Not blindly, not because he loved her — but because he believed in her. Her mind. Her leadership. Her.
Every race had been a coin toss. Oscar or Lando. Lando or Oscar. Strategy calls had to be clinical. Unbiased. And every week she made them with the knowledge that whatever she chose could cost someone she loved the chance at something immortal.
She wouldn’t let herself flinch.
Not when the margins were this razor-thin.
Not when the car was finally everything she’d spent her life trying to build.
When the upgrades landed and they locked out the front row, she didn’t smile. She just stared at the data until the lines blurred, heart thudding, and told herself she’d allow joy when it was over.
When they took each other out in Silverstone; barely a racing incident, but brutal nonetheless, she didn’t speak to anyone for two hours. Just shut herself in the sim office and breathed through the silence until the tightness left her hands.
When they went 1-2 in Singapore, swapping fastest laps down to the final sector, she didn’t even hear the cheers. She just watched the replay of the overtake again. And again. And again.
Precision. Patience. Courage.
They had everything. And they were hers — in the only ways that mattered in this arena. Oscar, her driver. Lando, her husband. Both brilliant. Both stubborn. Both driving the car she had finally, finally perfected. 
In the garage, she never played favourites.
In the dark, she ached with the weight of both of them.
Now, the season was nearly over. One race to go. One title on the line. Between them.
And Amelia?
She felt something not quite like calm. Not quite like pride.
Something vaster.
She didn’t know who would win. She truly didn’t. She wasn’t even sure if she had a preference. Her love for Lando, loud and chaotic, as real as gravity, lived beside her fierce loyalty to Oscar, who had never once asked her to earn his trust, only to maintain it.
She loved them differently. But she loved them both.
And whatever the final points tally read, whatever flag waved first in Abu Dhabi, it would not change what she’d built. What they’d built. A machine so complete, so purely competitive, that the only person who could beat it was someone inside of it.
That, she thought, was the mark of something enduring.
And in the quiet before the finale, Amelia allowed herself a breath of pride so deep it nearly broke her open.
It wasn’t about the trophy anymore.
It was about the fact that the world had doubted her. Them. 
And now they couldn’t look away.
2026
Amelia had been keeping a spreadsheet. Of course she had.
A private one — just a simple, tucked-away Google Sheet with six columns: Developmental milestone, Average age, Ada’s age, Observed behaviour, Paediatricians’ notes, and Feelings (which she almost always left blank).
She updated it weekly. Sometimes daily. Just in case.
And she knew, clinically, that speech development wasn’t one-size-fits-all. That some children talked at eight months and others waited until twenty. That it was normal, even healthy, for some toddlers to take their time.
But normal never did much to soothe her.
Especially not when the silence had started to feel louder than it should.
Ada babbled — just not much. She gestured, pointed, tugged their hands, grunted with specific frustration when her needs weren’t met. She understood them. That wasn’t in question. But her lips hadn’t shaped a word yet. Not one.
At twenty-two months, Amelia was trying not to spiral. But her spreadsheet had too many empty cells. Too many quiet mornings.
“Maybe she just doesn’t have anything she feels like saying yet,” Lando said one night, rolling onto his side to face her in bed. Ada had gone down late and Amelia had spent the evening researching speech therapy assessments and second-language interference. 
“She should have at least one word by now,” Amelia muttered, eyes on her screen.
“She’s got plenty. She just hasn’t said them out loud.” Lando reached out, nudged the laptop closed. “She’s fine. You know she’s fine.”
Amelia sighed. “You always say that.”
“Because it’s always true.”
She wanted to believe him. She really did.
The next afternoon, Ada was with them in the garage — tucked into her earmuffs and her tiniest McLaren hoodie, perched in her playpen while Amelia ran final aero checks on a new floor configuration. Lando had stopped by between simulator sessions and was now crouched beside Ada, offering her a padded torque wrench like it was a teddy bear.
Amelia looked up from her laptop, distracted by a little squeal.
Ada had pressed both palms against the concrete floor. And a smudge of oil had made its way across her hand.
She looked at it, then at Lando, wide-eyed.
Then she scrunched up her nose, a perfect mirror of her mother’s expression, and said, clearly and without hesitation, “Yucky.”
Lando blinked. Froze. Then looked up at Amelia, stunned.
“Did you—? Did she just—?”
Amelia’s heart felt like it missed a step. Her head jerked up so fast she hit the underside of the wing she’d been crouched under.
“Ow—shit—”
Lando was already lifting Ada out of the playpen, laughing in disbelief, oil smudge and all.
“Say it again,” he coaxed gently. “Yucky? Yucky, bug?”
Ada just beamed at him and smacked his cheek with her dirty little hand, leaving a streak behind. “Yucky,” she declared again, giggling like she knew exactly what she’d done.
Amelia didn’t know whether to cry or pass out.
She walked over in a daze, eyes locked on her daughter. “She said it. She actually said—”
“Yeah,” Lando said, grinning. “You heard it too, right? I’m not making this up?”
“No,” Amelia said, soft and stunned. “I heard it.”
Then she reached for Ada without hesitation. Let her daughter press her messy little face into her neck and pat her collarbone with smudged fingers.
Yucky.
It wasn’t what she expected.
But it was perfect. 
2027
Grid kid.
Ada Norris was a grid kid.
Not the official kind, with a lanyard and uniform and carefully timed steps. She wasn’t old enough for any of that. She wasn’t even tall enough to reach the front wing of her father’s car without climbing onto someone’s knee.
But she was there — always. Like a mascot, a comet, a little bit of joy wrapped in neon.
At three years old, Ada had developed a sense of style entirely her own. This week, it was neon pink. Head to toe. From the glittery bucket hat she refused to remove, to her sparkly tulle tutu layered over orange papaya leggings, to the pink Crocs decorated with star-shaped charms.
She stuck out like a sore thumb against the rest of the paddock; all matte branding and fireproof greys. But nobody dared to comment.
She was Ada.
Everyone knew Ada.
She’d grown up within the walls of paddocks. Learned to walk behind the McLaren hospitality motorhome in Hungary. Her first solid food had been a biscuit stolen off Oscar’s pre-race snack plate. Her mini paddock-pass gave her access to every team’s motorhome, just in case she got lost and needed a soft place to land.
By now, she knew the names of every mechanic, every engineer, and every race director on the rotating FIA schedule. She greeted them all by name. Correctly. And she remembered who liked what kind of sweets.
The media barely saw her. That was a conscious boundary. Amelia — razor-sharp, unbothered by PR expectations — had drawn the line early and made it immovable. No up-close photos of Ada’s face. No intrusive questions. If Ada wanted to be public someday, that would be her choice — not something sold for a headline before she could spell her name.
But within the paddock itself, Ada was a fixture. A streak of colour and mischief. Fiercely protected. Fiercely loved.
And she had routines. Rituals, really.
One of them involved storming onto the grid like she owned it (Amelia walked slowly behind), pushing past engineers and camera rigs, and beelining toward two very important people.
The first: her uncle.
“Ducky!”
Oscar turned the moment he heard her voice, already crouching down with open arms. He was in his race suit, grinning like he hadn’t just been pacing with nerves ten seconds earlier.
“Oi,” he said, “that’s not my name, trouble.”
“But it’s what Mummy calls you!” Ada argued, already climbing into his lap like a koala. “I remember!”
“She’s got you there, mate,” Lando called from a few feet away, amusement curling through his voice.
Oscar rolled his eyes but leaned forward for his good luck kiss. Ada planted a dramatic one on his cheek, complete with a mwah sound effect, then hopped off and marched across the grid to Lando.
Her daddy.
He crouched before she even reached him. She barrelled into his arms with the enthusiasm of a girl who had never once doubted she would be caught.
“You ready, Ada Bug?” he asked as he scooped her up.
“Ready!” she chirped.
“Gonna give me a boost?”
She nodded solemnly, then leaned forward to kiss him right on the tip of the nose — her signature move. Soft, sticky-lipped from the fruit pouch she'd insisted on finishing on the way in. Then she whispered, very seriously, “Be fast. And be smart. Love you, Daddy.”
Amelia, standing just behind them, caught Lando’s expression shift; just a fraction. A sudden, raw quiet behind his eyes. He pulled Ada closer, briefly, wordlessly. Pressed his nose into her hair.
Then, carefully, he passed her back to Amelia.
Amelia took her easily — muscle memory now — resting Ada against her hip like a second heartbeat. She adjusted the strap of her crossbody bag with her free hand and took a long sip of her iced coffee.
“Drive fast,” she said evenly, meeting Lando’s eyes.
He smirked faintly, already turning back toward his car.
“Be safe,” she added.
He nodded once, familiar rhythm.
And then, casually, almost too casually, she added, “I’m pregnant.”
He froze. One step from the car. “What?”
“I’m pregnant,” she repeated, softer this time. No smile, no build-up — just fact, like announcing the weather.
They hadn’t expected it. Not exactly. They’d been trying for a few months, hopeful but guarded. Amelia had been tracking everything — methodical as ever — but refusing to let herself get too wrapped up in the outcomes. Lando had taken a more gentle approach. Faith over control. He’d just kept telling her, It’ll happen when it happens. We’re already a family.
And now it was happening.
For a heartbeat, Lando didn’t move.
Then he turned fully — slow, like gravity had stopped working — and blinked at her.
Ada, oblivious, was babbling about how she wanted to wave the checkered flag today and if Max’s cats could come to the garage next time.
But Lando only stared at Amelia.
“Oh,” he breathed, voice cracking wide open. “Holy shit.”
Amelia’s mouth tilted upward. Barely.
He was already in his race suit, just minutes from lights out, about to hurtle into one of the most competitive qualifying sessions of the season — but suddenly, he looked younger. Dazed. Entirely undone.
His hands hovered in the air like he wanted to reach for her — didn’t know where to begin.
And Amelia, ever precise, ever composed, leaned in and kissed him. Quick. Solid. Grounding.
“We’ll be fine,” she murmured against his lips. “We always are.”
“Another baby?” he whispered, reverent.
She nodded.
Lando let out a breath. One hand came up to his chest like he needed to physically hold it all in — the awe, the fear, the quiet wonder of it.
Then his comm crackled: “Two minutes to final call.”
He blinked. Straightened. Looked at his wife. Then at his daughter. Then back again.
“Okay,” he said, drawing in one last steadying breath. “Right. Fast. Clever. Safe.”
“Love you,” Amelia told him.
“Love you,” he echoed, already stepping toward Will, adrenaline and awe carrying him forward.
Ada tugged gently on Amelia’s shirt.
“Mummy?”
“Yes?”
“Can I go and tell Maxie you’re gonna have a baby?” she asked, eyes wide and serious.
Amelia bit back a laugh and turned them toward the edge of the grid. Her mum was already waiting near Lando’s garage to take over babysitting duty.
“Not yet. Your daddy drives better with adrenaline,” she said, adjusting Ada’s ponytail with one hand, “but your Uncle Maxie gets distracted. We’ll tell Maxie another time, okay?”
“When?” Ada asked, frowning a little.
“I think… we’ll tell him next week. At the wedding.”
Ada’s face lit up. “I can’t wait to wear my pretty dress, Mummy!”
Amelia kissed her forehead, pulling her a little closer as they weaved between team personnel.
“I know, baby,” she said softly. “You’re going to look beautiful.”
202X 
He did it.
The air was electric. No — it was charged, like the world itself had paused mid-spin to catch its breath.
Lando stood on the top step of the podium, champagne in one hand, heart in his throat. There were tears in his eyes — real ones, wild and stinging, completely unfiltered. His face was flushed, soaked from the spray, but his grin was a thing of pure, stunned wonder.
He’d done it.
World Champion.
A cheer rolled across the circuit like thunder. The fireworks lit up the sky behind him in great booming waves, streaks of orange and silver and gold — and below, just past the glittering wall of photographers, she was there.
Amelia.
The crowd blurred. The moment blurred. But she didn’t.
She stood at the base of the podium steps, her hair tousled from wind and chaos, arms crossed tightly across her chest like if she didn’t hold herself together she might simply combust. Her eyes were glassy. Her face unreadable — until it wasn’t.
Until he stepped down and reached for her.
Until she moved without hesitation.
He caught her with the kind of ease that didn’t need choreography — years of knowing her weight, her stillness, her everything. His arms wrapped around her middle, and before she could say a word, he spun her. Under the lights. Under the fireworks. Under the full, beating heart of a decade in the making.
Her laugh cracked open the noise. Her legs curled up instinctively. Her hands dug into the back of his fire suit.
She said his name, just once. No title. No superlatives. No team radio.
Just him.
Lando.
He set her down slowly, like she was fragile, like the moment might shatter if he moved too fast — but she leaned forward and kissed him, hard, on the corner of his mouth, where the champagne had pooled and the smile wouldn’t quite leave.
The world spun again.
And somewhere, behind it all, Ada was being passed from Oscar to George to Max to Amelia’s mother, hands raised above the crowd as she screamed, “Daddy, daddy, daddy!”
@/f1
Lando Norris is the 202X Formula One World Champion.
What a season. What a finish. What a moment. 🧡👑 #WDC #LandoNorris #F1
@/mclaren
No words. Just joy.
Congratulations, Lando. You’ve earned every second of this.
And yes — that podium was everything. No, we’re not crying, you’re crying. 🧡🧡🧡
@/formulawivesclub
There is NOTHING more powerful than a man who wins the WDC and immediately spins his wife under literal fireworks. Iconic. Romantic. Cinematic. I am unwell. 😭😭😭
#WifeOfTheChampion #AmeliaNorris #PowerCouple
@/uncleducky44
the most magical WDC celebration this sport has seen in decades. maybe forever. PAPAYA ON TOP
@/maxverstappen1
*photo of Ada asleep on his shoulder post-podium, wearing her dad’s cap*
she said she had to stay up to see the champion. i think she made it to the fireworks. ❤️
— 
202X
Final lap.
The sun was setting in streaks of copper and violet. Floodlights cast the track in electric brilliance, shadows long and sharp. And the world was holding its breath.
Oscar Piastri led by six seconds.
Not enough to coast. Not when Lando was behind him.
Not when the championship hung in the balance — years of sweat and heartbreak and razor-wire precision culminating in this.
From the pit wall, Amelia’s voice came through steady and clear.
“Final sector. No traffic. You’re clear. Bring it home, Ducky.”
No theatrics. No screaming. Just her voice, the one constant he’d had for the entirety of his F1 career. Focused. Fierce. Full of something rare and warm and undiluted: belief.
“Copy,” Oscar said, breath hitching.
And then, in the most un-Oscar voice imaginable — thick with feeling, stripped raw, “…I don’t think I’m breathing.”
She laughed. A beautiful, cracked little sound. The comms team didn’t mute it. No one could. “Please breathe.”
He crossed the line a moment later. P1.
The fireworks hit the sky immediately; red and gold and brilliant. The pitman and garages erupted. McLaren, orange-clad and screaming, split open with euphoria.
And then Amelia’s voice again; louder this time, breaking apart at the edges: “Oscar Piastri. You are a Formula One World Champion.”
Silence.
Oscar didn’t reply. He just let out one long, disbelieving breath, and you could hear the hitched sound of someone trying not to cry and failing anyway. “We did it, Amelia.”
“You did it,” she corrected.
“No,” he said, firm now. Fierce. “We did. All of it. Every lap. You’re the best engineer and best friend I could’ve ever wished for. God, I love you so much.”
The audio went everywhere. Uploaded by the team, by fans, by rival engineers who had no choice but to respect it.
Two minutes of radio. Intimate. Impossible.
It was the most-streamed F1 clip of the year.
Because there he was — Oscar, still barely in his mid-twenties, helmet resting on the halo of his car, chest heaving as the gravity of it sank in.
And there she was; Amelia, halfway to the pit barrier, shoving her headset at a stunned junior engineer, sprinting.
He met her halfway. 
She didn’t usually hug. But she did then. Tight and wordless. Face buried in his chest. Years of partnership and pride wrapped into that single, silent second.
And when they pulled apart, he knocked his forehead against hers, grinning like a boy again. “Told you I’d win it.”
“I never doubted you.”
The footage of the podium showed Amelia next to the team, arms crossed, blinking hard. Oscar had to compose himself twice during the anthem. And when he raised the trophy, he pointed straight at her.
No words.
Just… pride. 
2028 
It started with coffee.
Not just any coffee — her coffee. The specific roast she loved from that tiny roastery near Lake Como. Brewed in silence while she slept in. No baby monitor, no toddler noise, no midnight feeding schedules. Just the steady hush of morning, and Lando moving through the kitchen like a man on a mission.
Amelia stirred around 9:00 a.m. — a luxury in itself.
There was a note on the pillow next to her.
Happy anniversary, baby. Today is yours. We’re doing it your way. Uncle Ducky has both of our babies today. Yes, willingly. Yes, I’m sure. No, you don’t need to check in on them.
Come downstairs when you’re ready. I’ve got step one waiting for you.
Love you forever,
— Lando
She blinked. Then smiled. Then got up without rushing — another gift.
When she padded downstairs, wrapped in one of his old t-shirts, she found him barefoot in the kitchen with a table set for two, sunlight spilling through the open balcony doors.
"Happy anniversary," he said softly, crossing to her with a hand on her cheek and a kiss that lingered. "Sit. Eat."
There were croissants from her favourite bakery in town. Raspberries and whipped butter. Her coffee, perfect. And Lando — already looking at her like the day was made.
“The kids?” She asked eventually, narrowing her eyes.
“Totally fine. They always are with Oscar. He made me promise not to call unless someone was bleeding. He said that you deserve a proper day off.���
“I don’t need a day off from my children,” she muttered, but the corner of her mouth twitched. “But it’ll be nice to be able to kiss you without tripping over one of them.” 
“Exactly,” Lando said.
Breakfast faded into a walk — hand-in-hand along the coast, slow and sun-warmed. No schedule. No pushing. Just the faint hush of waves licking the edges of Monaco and the occasional squeeze of Lando’s fingers in hers.
They didn't talk much, and that was deliberate.
Afterward, instead of a spa or anything tactile, he drove her twenty minutes out to their favourite low-key golf course — a hidden gem tucked against the edge of a hill, quiet in the off-season.
It had started a few years ago, this habit of hers. Her golf-ball collection was ever-growing, each one labeled and tucked into a little wooden tray above the fireplace. A more serious, tactile comfort that had slowly morphed into a silly, sentimental thing. 
Lando had never once questioned the golf ball. Not in the beginning, not in the middle. 
He just brought her to find the next one.
They played nine holes. She beat him on five.
He whined. She smirked. It was perfect.
She picked out a new ball from the pro shop (green) and tucked it into her coat pocket. 
“You’ll label that one later?” Lando asked, swinging her hand between them as they walked back to the car.
“Yeah,” she replied. “It's Ada’s favourite colour.” 
“This week.” He said. 
She smiled fondly. “Yeah. This week.” 
Lunch came after.
A rooftop place they both loved but hadn’t been to since before Ada was born. White tablecloths, soda on ice. Her favourite risotto, his ridiculous stack of truffle fries, two hours of soft conversation without a single interruption from a baby monitor or a toddler needing to pee.
No baby wipes in her bag. No cutting food into tiny, manageable pieces.
Just them.
The sun was setting when they got back to their place.
Amelia kicked off her shoes by the door and reached for her hair tie. Lando caught her hand before she could disappear upstairs.
“One more thing,” he said, almost shy. “Come with me.”
They climbed to the top-floor balcony; her favourite spot in the house. There, waiting: a blanket. Two glasses of wine. A bowl of green olives (Amelia’s vice). And a tiny projector already humming against the far wall.
She raised an eyebrow.
Lando pressed play.
Clips started to roll. Grainy little moments he’d stitched together over months — Ada’s first steps down the hallway at the MTC, the hospital selfie when Amelia had delivered their second baby (Lando’s eyes red from crying, Amelia’s thumb still smudged with blood), lazy footage of her asleep on the couch with both kids curled up on her chest.
Her laugh in the background of a hundred quiet seconds. The clink of teacups. The sound of a little voice calling, “Mummy, look!”
Then his voice — low, warm, recorded late at night from the quiet corner of their bed, “I’m so in love with this life.” 
Amelia said nothing. She was biting her lip a little too hard.
Lando didn’t push. He just shifted behind her on the blanket, pulling her gently between his legs and wrapping his arms around her waist — not too tight, just enough to say I’m here.
“You always make things perfect for everyone else,” he said into her shoulder. “So I wanted to make one perfect day for you.”
She swallowed once. Then leaned her weight back into him, just a fraction — a silent thank-you.
The sun dipped lower.
The stars began to nudge through.
And finally, softly, “Thank you,” she whispered. “I love you.”
“I love you more.”
“Impossible, I think.” She admitted, truthfully. 
Lando smiled into her hair and didn’t let go.
Later that night, Oscar sent a photo of Ada fast asleep on a pile of couch cushions in the middle of his flat, a cereal box half-open in the background.
Amelia texted back a blurry photo of her and Lando curled up on the balcony under a blanket, the projector still casting shadows across the wall.
Perfect day complete.
2030
The meltdown crept in slowly.
It always did.
Amelia had been trying to hold it back for hours — maybe days, if she was honest. The world had gotten too loud again. Too bright. Too many textures and demands and interruptions.
The fridge was humming wrong. Ada had spilled orange juice and then cried when her leggings got wet. The baby had been colicky all night. Lando was out doing media. Someone had moved the coffee mugs and none of them were in the right order.
She was standing in the kitchen, clutching the edge of the countertop so hard her knuckles were white, when it all finally crashed down on her. 
Her chest seized. Her eyes blurred. The sound in her ears turned to static.
Everything felt wrong. Too much. All at once.
And she couldn’t hold it in anymore.
She slid to the floor, knees curling up, hands covering her ears. Her breathing shortened. She rocked back and forth. Tears leaked out — not from sadness, but from pure sensory overload.
Across the room, Ada, six years old, in a T-shirt covered in glitter paint and crumbs, froze where she stood.
For one long moment, she just watched.
Not afraid.
Just... thinking.
Then, without a word, she turned on her heel and sprinted down the hallway.
She found her daddy in the bedroom, changing the baby’s nappy. He’d only come home a few minutes ago. Her little hand tugged at the hem of his shirt urgently.
“Daddy,” she whispered, breathless. “Mummy needs you.”
Lando paused. His head whipped up instantly. “What’s wrong, little-pea?”
“She’s on the floor. She’s crying with her hands on her ears. She’s not talking.”
Lando’s jaw jumped, but he kept his cool and handed Ada her baby brother. “Stay here, okay? You hold him and don’t move. I’ll go help Mummy.”
Amelia was still in the same spot, crumpled in front of the dishwasher, the noise of the appliance now too sharp, like claws dragging through her skull.
Lando knelt slowly beside her. Not touching. Not speaking yet. Just breathing in sync.
A beat passed.
Then two.
“I’m here,” he said quietly.
She didn’t answer. Couldn’t.
“I knew the dishwasher was making a weird noise,” he added gently, knowing exactly what she was hearing. “I’ll call someone to fix it tomorrow.”
Her shoulders twitched.
Still too much.
He sat down properly beside her, close but not touching, and began counting out loud.
“One. Two. Three. Four. Five…”
The rhythm gave her something to hold on to.
He kept going. Soft. Steady.
“…twelve. Thirteen. Fourteen. You’re okay. I’ve got you.”
When he finally reached forty, her hands lowered. Just a little. Her breathing slowed.
Lando waited.
And when her eyes finally fluttered open — puffy, red-rimmed, exhausted — he reached out with one hand, offering it but not insisting.
She took it.
No words, just pressure — fingers threading through his, grounding herself.
“I hate this,” she rasped, barely audible. “I was fine. I should’ve been—”
“Nope,” he said. “No rules. No shoulds. You just were. And now you’re here. That’s all that matters.”
Amelia blinked. Let out a breath that stuttered on the way out.
From the doorway, a soft voice, “Mummy?”
They both turned. Ada was peeking in, barefoot and clutching the baby monitor against her chest.
“I put the baby in his chair,” she said proudly. “And I put my light-up shoes away so they won’t hurt your eyes.”
Lando smiled faintly. Amelia just blinked again, overwhelmed by the careful compassion of a six-year-old.
Ada padded over, crouched carefully beside her mum, and offered a tiny, glittery toy dinosaur — the kind she usually kept in her backpack for comfort.
“You can hold this if it helps,” she said seriously. “Sometimes it helps me.”
Amelia took it with shaking fingers.
Then, finally, finally, she opened her arms.
Ada climbed into her lap.
And Lando wrapped them both up in his arms, squeezing tight. 
Later that night, when things were quiet again and the world had shrunk back to something manageable, Amelia whispered into the crook of Lando’s neck, “She went and got you. She knew.”
Lando kissed her hair. “She always knows,” he said. “She’s yours.”
Amelia smiled, small and raw. “No. She’s ours.”
— 
2033
They were sitting under the shade of an umbrella, barefoot and sun-drowsy, watching their children build increasingly complicated sandcastles twenty feet away. Ada had her arms bossily crossed, giving instructions like a forewoman. Her little brother — all curls and slightly sunburnt cheeks despite the copious layers of SPF50 — was digging trenches with his hands. 
Lando passed Amelia a cold can of peach iced tea.
She took it, absently, eyes on their kids.
Lando leaned back on his elbows, sighing. “Is it Thursday or Friday?”
Amelia didn’t answer immediately. Her sunglasses were halfway down her nose. Her hair was damp at the ends from her swim. “Friday,” she murmured. “Pretty sure.”
He nodded, squinting toward the sun. “Days have been blurring. If it’s Friday, it’s already the twelfth.”
He was right. The days had all started to melt together. Long mornings. Naps tangled in hotel sheets. Late dinners with sticky fingers and endless laughter.
Amelia sat up a little. Not sharply — but enough to catch her husbands attention. “Oh,” she said, very quietly.
Lando stared at her. “What, baby?”
She furrowed her brow. Like she was doing mental arithmetic. Calendar math. Gut instinct. “I’m… late.”
He blinked.
“…Like, how late?”
“Four days?” She said it more like a question. “Maybe five. I didn’t notice. With travel and the kids and— I don’t know.”
Lando sat up straighter, heartbeat suddenly louder in his ears.
They looked at each other.
Neither of them moved.
Down by the water, Ada shrieked with delight. “Mummy! We made a castle for the sea princess!”
Amelia waved back, mechanically, then turned back to Lando. “I didn’t bring a test.”
He scratched the back of his neck. “Should we go find a pharmacy?”
She hesitated. Then shook her head. “No. Not yet.” She reached for his hand, threading her fingers between his, palm warm. “Let’s just sit. Just for a minute. I want to stay here a little longer, before everything changes again.”
His grip tightened on hers. “Is that okay?”
Amelia nodded. “I’m happy. Just… surprised.”
Lando exhaled, gaze flicking back to their children. Ada was crowning her sandcastle with a plastic fork she’d found. Their son was diligently filling a bucket with sea foam.
“I think we’re gonna be outnumbered,” he said softly.
“I think we already are,” Amelia murmured, smiling faintly. “But that’s exactly what we wanted, isn’t it? Three of them. A couple of years apart. It’s perfect.” 
And they sat there. Under the umbrella, hand in hand, watching the beginning of their forever shift again.
The ocean kept talking, its waves crashing against the rocks at the other end of the beach.
So did Ada — ever the chatter-box. 
Amelia smiled. “Three is a good number.” 
“Three of them. Two of us. Five total.” He murmured. “We’re missing four.” 
“No we’re not.” She whispered. “You’re right here.” 
He blinked, then he leaned in and kissed her. 
2034
Ada slammed the front door shut with the theatrical force only a ten-year-old could manage.
“Mummy!” She yelled before she was even properly out of her shoes. “Mummy, I have to tell you something very important!”
Amelia looked up from the kitchen table, where she was re-assembling a snapped pencil sharpener and ignoring the half-eaten apple Ada had left on the kitchen bench to rot that morning.
“In here,” she called calmly.
Ada thundered in, socks half-falling off, her backpack barely zipped. Her cheeks were pink. Her plaits were lopsided.
“I’m in love,” she declared.
Amelia blinked once. “You’re what?”
Ada flopped dramatically into the chair opposite her. “I’m in love, Mummy. With a boy in my class. His name is Ethan and he wears Spider-Man socks and he let me use his sparkly blue gel pen for colouring even though he really likes it. He said I was clever.”
Amelia stared at her daughter for a long beat.
Then, she said plainly, “You’re ten.”
Ada sighed. “Yes, mummy. I know that.”
There was a pause.
From the hallway, the sound of keys jingling, the front door opening again.
Lando’s voice: “Where are my girls?”
“In the kitchen!” Ada called sweetly. And then, switching gears with dizzying emotional agility, she leaned in and whispered to her mum: “Don’t tell Daddy. He’ll make it weird.”
Amelia frowned. “I don’t lie to your dad. You know that.” 
Ada just sighed because yeah, she did know that.
Lando appeared in the doorway a moment later, freshly back from sim training. “Why do I feel like I just walked in on a crime?”
Ada beamed. “No crime! Just secrets!”
“Oh, cool, that’s comforting,” he deadpanned, kissing the top of her head. Then he gave Amelia a suspicious side-eye. “What’s happening?”
“Well,” Amelia said, “your daughter thinks that she’s in love.”
Lando’s eyebrows shot up. “I leave her at that school for six hours—”
“Daddy!” Ada groaned, flinging her arms dramatically over her face.
“—and now she’s in love?” He leaned over her chair, mock-serious. “Who is he? What does he do? What are his qualifications?”
“He’s ten!” Ada squeaked.
“That’s not a qualification,” Lando said, faux-grave.
Amelia was biting back a smile now, watching them.
“Daddy,” Ada said solemnly, peeking at him through her fingers, “his name is Ethan, and he gave me the good gel pen. The sparkly one. That’s basically marriage.”
Lando clutched his heart. “God help me. Wait until I tell Max about this.”
“I knew you’d make it weird,” Ada whined.
“I am weird, Bug,” he replied, scooping her up despite her protests. “That’s your legacy.”
He spun her around like she weighed nothing. 
Amelia smiled as she watched them. 
But when Ada caught her eyes mid-giggle, cheeks flushed, safe and loved and full of her first little crush, Amelia just smiled at her.
And Ada smiled right back.
Nine Years Later
She doesn’t marry Ethan.
Of course she doesn’t.
He moves to Devon at the end of Year 6, and she forgets the way his name made her stomach flutter by the time she’s twelve.
The next crush is taller. The next one after that plays guitar.
None of them stick. None of them feel right.
But she never says anything. Because… she’s Ada Norris.
And Ada Norris grew up being known. Watched. Treasured.
She keeps the sacred things close to her chest.
Until one day, fourteen years after her dramatic kitchen confession, she finds herself in the back of the paddock in Monaco, barefoot and suntanned, her hair in a braid, with a camera slung over her shoulder and dust on her jeans.
She’s nineteen.
She’s laughing.
And in front of her, sitting on a pile of stacked tyres, grazed knees tucked up under his arms and ice cream dripping down his wrist, is him.
Ayrton Verstappen.
One year younger than her.
A lifetime of familiarity.
She’s known him since before either of them could talk properly.
They played tag between hospitality units. Swapped Pokémon cards in Red Bull’s simulator room.
He once peed in her toy car. She once cut his hair with nail scissors because she thought it would make him less ugly. 
She never thought about marrying him.
Not seriously.
Not until she did.
It doesn’t happen all at once.
It’s the way he listens. The way he gets it — the legacy, the pressure, the strange ache of being a paddock kid with a famous surname and the expectation to become someone.
It’s the way he defends her when people assume too much.
It’s the way he doesn’t flinch when she stim-rambles or tells him she needs exactly ten minutes of silence.
It’s the way he waits — patient, steady, eyes bluer than any sky she’s ever seen.
She’s Ada Norris.
And someday soon, someday when the dust settles, and the stars line up just right, she’ll be Ada Verstappen.
And damn… it does have a nice ring to it.
2035
Amelia sat in the doorway of Sienna’s nursery, back pressed to the frame, coffee cooling in her hands. The house was quiet — unusually so. Ezra was napping. Ada was at school. Lando had taken a rare moment to go for a run.
And Sienna… Sienna was asleep. Peacefully. A soft halo of curls pressed into her muslin blanket, one fist curled beneath her chin like she’d already begun dreaming of something secret and important.
Amelia watched her, and breathed.
Three children.
Ada, her first, her fiercest, had taught her what love felt like when it broke you open.
Ezra had come quieter. A gentle soul with his father’s smile and a knack for slipping into people’s arms like he’d always belonged there.
And now… Sienna.
Her last. Her littlest.
Her loudest silence.
Almost entirely deaf. Diagnosed at three weeks old.
Amelia hadn’t cried — not then. Not when the results came in. Not even when the specialists had spoken gently about cochlear implants and early language support and accessibility.
She’d just… stilled. Absorbed. Pivoted.
It wasn’t grief.
Not exactly.
It was adjustment. Recalibration. Learning a new language — not just in signs, but in patience. In pace. In how to prepare for a life she didn’t know how to predict.
Sienna would be fine.
Better than fine. She had her father’s stubbornness and her mother’s ability to see patterns in chaos. 
She had a sister who’d already started practicing fingerspelling at the dinner table, and a brother who kissed her ear every time she blinked up at him. She had grandparents, uncles, a paddock full of honorary aunties and mechanics and engineers ready to build her whatever she needed.
She had love. The whole, complex, unshakable kind.
Still, this baby, this challenge, this gift, it had made Amelia stretch in ways she hadn’t before.
And there, on the floor, in the hush of a warm afternoon, she finally let herself feel it all. The fear. The wonder. The sheer magnitude of how much she loved these children — all three of them. So differently. So fully. So irreversibly.
Sienna shifted in her sleep.
Amelia didn’t move.
Just smiled. Tired. Whole.
“Okay,” she whispered, more to herself than anyone else. “We’ll figure it out together.”
And they would.
They always did.
2038
The garden behind their Monaco home wasn’t large, but it was theirs.
The sea glittered just beyond the hedges, and the sunlight slanted golden through the lemon trees. There were chairs set out in uneven rows, a makeshift arch wrapped in white linen and fresh lavender. No press. No guest list politics. Just the people who mattered — their parents, their siblings, a few of their closest friends, and the three children who had rewritten their lives in the best possible ways.
Ada was fourteen and refused to wear anything but the pink dress she’d picked herself. Ezra, five, clung to Oscar’s leg until Lando knelt and whispered something that made him laugh. And Sienna — three and a half, curls pinned back with daisy clips, cochlear implant nestled behind one ear — was already signing “cake” to anyone who made eye contact.
Amelia stood barefoot in the grass, holding her bouquet with one hand and Sienna’s palm with the other.
Her dress wasn’t new. She’d pulled it from the back of the closet — the pale ivory one she’d worn to a gala years ago, the one Lando had stared at like he’d forgotten how to speak. Soft and silky against her skin, it still felt like him.
Lando met her halfway up the path, smiling like he always had.
“Hi,” he said, taking Sienna’s hand too. “You look beautiful.”
“You look sunburnt,” Amelia replied, then softened. “But handsome.”
Beneath the lazy sway of the breeze and the quiet murmur of waves, Lando took both her hands and said, “I’d marry you a thousand times in a thousand different lives. But I’m really glad I got this one. With you. With them. With all of it.”
Amelia, ever spare with her words, just said, “You’re the love of my life, Lando Norris.”
Later, while the kids played under the fairy lights, Max and Pietra poured champagne, and Oscar stole cake straight from the platter, Lando found her standing off to the side, heels dangling from one hand.
He wrapped an arm around her waist. Kissed the top of her head.
“That felt special,” he murmured.
“It did,” she said.
Because it only confirmed what they already knew. 
They had each other. They had their home. 
And their love had only deepened with the quiet weight of time.
The rest — as always — was just radio silence.
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lies-of-fox · 2 days ago
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Thinking about Carlo's hair
In the main game, for 2 years we had this one picture, where it looks like he wears his fluffy hair combed to his left side.
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In the DLC we got more pictures of his hair. One from the Monad group picture and a drawing, both having the opposite combing style. On these he seems to be a child.
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But then, there are the ones with older Carlo, where he has an evenly separated hair. Also, a very important thing, he has wavy/curly hair. Even on the child's drawing,his hair is drawn with circles while his parents' have straight hair.
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So, what I wanted to to say, that there is no right way to draw his hair now. It's really cool, how they kept the shape recognizable yet different with the combing directions. And the very good new information, that he had wavy hair, somewhat makes me even sadder :'D Geppetto missed that opportunity to make P's hair cuter with more natural waves, or maybe he didn't like it. He still styled P's hair but it's straight :/
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spritesimmies · 2 days ago
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Update 06/24/25 - The San Myshuno/Forgotten Hollow Update
Hey all, long time no post! I've still been keeping up with this challenge, just had my own life challenges in the way. Probably no regular posts for me or anything but I do wanna keep this challenge going!
Update Under The Cut
San Myshuno
Live in all 4 districts
Complete the snowglobes/posters collections
Spice Market - The Flavor Town Fan
Move your heir into a dingy two bed apartment
Must have the Master Mixologist Aspiration
Give them the Self-Assured, Foodie, and Ambitious/Bro traits
Have them working as a bartender and befriend a fellow coworker
When your heir reaches level 5 of the culinary career, open up a restaurant in the Spice Market
Work there after your day job and on weekends with your roommate
Meet and fall in love with a customer who comes to dine alone (or with a date if you’re feeling messy…)
Set your roommate up with a sibling/friend of your spouse sim
Master the Mixology, Homestyle, and Gourmet Cooking Skills
Try all the food from every stall in the Spice Market
Attend all the festivals in the Spice Market at least once
Have only one child and have them complete the Artistic Prodigy Aspiration
Make your restaurant achieve 5 stars before your heir is an elder sim
Arts Gallery - The Critic
Have the Creative, and High Maintenance Traits 
Enter the Art Critic Career
Buy all your art from festivals/garage sales
Each room in your heirs apartment should have a monochromatic color scheme
Become a graffiti artist and make graffiti in each district
Gain 50,000 simstagram followers
Fall in love with a busker on the city streets
Have a small garden on a terrace 
Master Painting and Gardening
Have two sets of twins and give them matching names
Become enemies with a coworker
Always introduce your heir with a rude introduction
Only befriend sims living in the Uptown district
Pick a favorite child (this will be your next heir)
Fashion District - The Fashionista
Be the favorite child of your previous heir
Have the City Native Aspiration 
Have the Outgoing Trait
Enter the Style Influencer Career 
Gain 20,000 followers on simstagram and then open a fashion boutique 
Change your Sims Everyday wardrobe once a week
Master the Charisma, Comedy, and Wellness Skills
Gain the People Person Lifestyle 
Be married 3 times, each with an extravagant wedding in a new world each time
Have at least one pregnancy with each spouse 
Have all your kids dressed to impress and take pictures of their outfits 
Your oldest and youngest should be close, leaving your middle child the odd one out
As an adult, repair any bad relationship/become close to your siblings
Uptown - The Trust Fund Kid
Move into a really nice apartment 
Have the Jungle Explorer Aspiration
Master the Fitness, Logic, Writing, and Handiness Skills
Visit the Gym every other day
Go for a jog every morning
Join the Writer career but quit once you reach level 6
Live off of a healthy inheritance from your previous heirs 
Journey to Selvadorada every weekend
Go on every exploration 
Only befriend people you meet in Selvadorada 
When you are halfway through the Aspiration, meet and have a one night stand with a local in Selvadorada that results in a child 
Every time you return home, write a new book about your exploration
Decorate your apartment with treasures you find on your explorations 
Take photos of scenic locations in Selvadorada to hang up in your apartment 
Eat only healthy foods and feed your child only healthy foods 
Forgotten Hollow - The Coven Sidequest
Live in any lot in Forgotten Hollow and make it your own vampy lair
Pick your own collection that you feel matches your vampire vibe 
Master Vampire Lore skill and Research
Have the Gloomy/Macabre trait
Complete the Vampire Aspirations in this order: Master Vampire, Vampire Family, and Good Vampire
Take some of that exploration money and move into a victorian mansion in Forgotten Hollow and/or turn it into a vampire compound if you have For Rent
After the death of the previous heir/parent, seek out a vampire in the world and convince them to give you eternal life
Become a master vampire 
Have your vampiric offspring pick whatever vampire traits that the heir does not have
Develop at least 5 negative human relationships due to being a mean vampire before completing the Good Vampire aspiration 
Bonus: Dress your offsprings dark forms as different goth archetypes 
Once you’ve completed all the vampire aspirations, start a romantic relationship with a human sim who is a young adult
When you heir sims partner ages up to adult, have your sim humanize themselves
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Rules Under The Cut
I'll be updating with more neighborhoods soon! Please feel free to add or suggest different things, the main thing is to have fun and play with things you might not always do with your legacies.
Overall Aspirations
Build Your Own House In Each Neighborhood of Each World
Complete Each Career and Aspiration
Master All Skills
Each Heir Must Have a Spouse/Partner (unless stated otherwise)
Complete Each Collection
Willow Creek
Live in all three neighborhoods
Complete Gardening Collection
Foundry Cove
Start with your founder (you can give them a spouse in CAS if you want)
Founder will be unemployed with the Freelance Botanist Trait
Founder’s Spouse must have the Flower Arranging Career and the Soulmate Aspiration
Founder must master Gardening, Singing, Herbalism, and Both Cooking Skills.
The Founder's Spouse must master Gardening, Flower Arranging, and Charisma skills.
Create a holiday where you go camping(timing and duration is up to you)
Decorate the house with both contemporary and old farmhouse styles.
Your founder must only have twins (use cheats if necessary)
Bonus: If your founder meets their spouse in game, throw a small wedding with the only guests being other couples that your founder and their spouse have befriended.
Your Children Must be Polar Opposites, with one gaining the responsible trait and the other gaining the irresponsible trait. This will be important for the next generation.
Courtyard Lane
Once YA’s, use the family funds to move the twins/two siblings into a place of their own in the second neighborhood.
The house should be decorated in two vastly different styles.
One sibling should be given the Neighborhood Confidante/ Friends of the World Aspiration while the other sibling should be given the Villainous Valentine/Serial Romantic Aspiration (Complete in that order)
Give them two very different careers OR one career but have them follow opposite branches.
The twins must use two mean interactions on each other everyday (bonus if you give them a bad relationship growing up)
Once they’re completely fed up with each other (Either Neighborhood Confidante or Villainous Valentine is complete) pick one twin to stay as the heir and the other twin must move back in with the parents.
If you pick the Responsible/Friend of The World Sibling, then give them a nuclear family with a husband in the doctor career, a boy and a girl, and a dog.
If you pick the Irresponsible/Serial Romantic Sibling, give them a messy life. For example, multiple partners/kids, always changing careers, leaving somebody at the altar, streak in all the public parks. Whatever messy means to you.
Pick the next heir from your chosen sibling’s children ONLY.
Pendula View/Sage Estates
Your heir must have the family oriented and bookworm traits.
Give your heir the Super Parent Aspiration.
Your heir should become a part-time Babysitter, have them keep this job until they have kids.
Have your heir marry their High School Sweetheart.
Your heirs spouse must have the Mansion Baron Aspiration and put them in the Business Career.
Your heir and their spouses relationship should stay perfect up until they have kids.
Your heir should quit their part-time job and become a stay-at-home parent, have their spouse start working harder as a result of this.
Have your heir’s spouse gain the Workaholic Lifestyle.
Every time the Spouse is tense after work, have them either take it out on the kids or on your heir. Whoever it is taken out on should seek solace in who it wasn’t taken out on (i.e. if they take it out on the Heir have them go to the kids for comfort)
The spouse should be the strict parent while the heir should be the more gentle parent.
Have a minimum of three kids.
When your heir reaches the middle of adulthood, flip a coin. If it’s heads, have your heir divorce their spouse. If it’s tails then your heir must stay with their spouse and either work it out or spend the rest of their days in an unhappy marriage. (third option: they stay together and they cheat on each other to cope with their unhappy marriage and if caught must divorce and remarry to their Affair Partners)
Bonus Option: Have your sim and their spouse gain the Hungry For Love Lifestyle early in their marriage and then have them lose it when their relationship falls apart.
Oasis Springs
Live in 3 Neighborhoods
Complete The Fossil and/or the Gem Collections
Bedrock Strait
Choose a successor from your previous heirs three children and move them to Bedrock Strait
This heir must have either the genius or geek trait, and the self-absorbed trait if possible
Have the Chief of Mischief Aspiration
Master the handiness, logic, and charisma skills. (Bonus: Go to college for engineering)
Join the Scientist Career and become a mad scientist
Build a secret(or not so secret) lab under your home
Use serums on your neighbors at least 5 times
Put a satellite on your home, communicate with aliens twice a week
Be abducted and have an alien child
Raise the alien baby on your own, but be a distant parent. Your heir is more focused on their work and is really only interested in their child when it comes to research purposes.
During adulthood/ when your heir reaches the mad scientist level of their career, have them settle down with a regular sim and have a non-alien child
Your alien child and your spouse don’t get along, ground your alien child anytime they fight with your spouse
Have a neutral or slightly bad relationship with your alien child by the time they are ready to move out
Bonus: Become enemies with any Landgraabs. Why? That's up to you.
Parched Prospect
This heir must be your previous heir’s alien baby
Move out in the dead of night on your heirs young adult birthday. Take half of whatever household funds. Never contact the previous family again, although you may decide if the alien heir has a good relationship with living grandparents/aunts/uncles/etc
Have the Big Happy Family Aspiration
Have the loner trait
Have your heir join the astronaut career
Master Logic, Parenting, and Rocket Science for both your heir and their spouse.
Befriend a coworker sim,(bonus if they are a loner as well but CANNOT have the outgoing or bro traits) eventually fall in love with and marry this sim. Make one other friend in a neighbor but have no more than this one friend outside of your heir’s spouse.
Have 4 kids, give each one a space themed name
Have each kid gain a positive trait from your heirs parenting
Do a school project together as a family once a week
Take a family vacation at least once
When one of your heirs' children becomes a teen, begin building a rocket on your property. Make it a family project.
Gain the “Tight-Knit” Lifestyle
Adopt an oddly colored family pet
Skyward Palms/Acquisition Butte
Have the Geek, Clumsy, and Unflirty
Have the Musical Genius Aspiration
Master Guitar, Piano, Violin, and Singing
Join the Entertainer Career, go into the musician branch
Busk at the park every weekend
Make and keep one close friend, after that all relationships should not surpass friend and should be left to fade
Bonus: this heir gains B-Lister level fame
Have 3 awkward encounters with trying to flirt with other sims
Never marry or enter a committed relationship
Go to a club or bar every Friday Night
If your heir is still alien, adopt a non-alien child
Spoil your child so they gain 2 negative traits (i.e. bad manners, etc) but still keep an extremely positive relationship
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motsimages · 4 months ago
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Best thing of having kids around is that you completely forgot the experiences they are going through. You may remember some detail or some moment, but very often, it's just not there. And then you spend time with a kid who is learning something and you go "I was like that too once, I did that mistake". You don't remember, but you know you must have walked that path in a very similar way.
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psychopomp-namine · 5 months ago
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the way everyone has a dislike in their profile that actually says something integral about their character. lu guang doesn't like plans getting messed up, cheng xiaoshi dislikes loneliness, xia fei with owing favors, vein with lying...
and then you have liu xiao, who dislikes... cilantro. and fish mint.
(shakes fist) (putting him in a glass jar and shaking vigorously) learn to be vulnerable!! tell me something about yourself!! I guess him liking movies lines up with the theater metaphors, and there's him liking chess, but that. doesn't count methinks
#mine musings#liveblogging link click#link click#okay the metaphor thing works out a little bit in that. it's on brand#70% of what we know about liu xiao are implicitly gained from other characters#e.g. how xf and ltc relate to him. how the liu family talk about him. how he thematically juxtaposes other characters like lg and cxs#the 30% are the things we know explicitly from him e.g. he's a rich kid with a sports car. he can hear heartbeats#he wants to merge the parallel lines or whatever#the rest are inferences like. oh okay no parallel lines? he doesn't like uncertainties i guess#the way he talks about friendship with xf and ltc? he values a transactional view of relationships#(maybe because transactions imply a certain level of certainty?)#he's the current favored child of the liu family but he wasn't before#he's a “manipulator” but really that's mostly from marketing stuff and implications from canon#like. we know a lot about him but at the same time we don't#the way we just know his uncertainty -> certainty thing contrasts with lg's certainty -> uncertainty thing#we know his heartbeat hearing implies he knows everyone's level of sincerity and both xf and cxs exist as foils to that#the hunter thing with ltc. why does he believe that?#lots of “bringing the darkness” lines in three of his songs for some reason#so like. i can't say that the show hasn't told us anything. they have but in circular ways#we don't know much about him from him directly but we do. know stuff. kinda. do you get me#all i want from YE6 is veinxiao friendship being shown so i can have new dimensions on how lx views friendship#and maybe like. a hint at what his motivations are. like why is he Like That#<- again funnier if he's just Like That from the womb. even if the liu family isn't fucked up he's still Like That#but that's not this show's style so probably not#lx notes#like the INSISTENCE of writing lx as a point of comparison or through other people's perspectives and very rarely from his own#is fascinating to me
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arodykeism · 6 months ago
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time to make your choice only you can be the one
#undescribed#bonk.png#ggg#great god grove#great god grove spoilers#ggg spoilers#<- bc of king n hand gesturing stuff for the au this one gets the spoiler tag#caption is a line from legend of everfree from eg movie of the same name bc its now linked to ggg for me bc of brainrot#first au stuff i dont like have anything really planned out n also dont really plan on doing anything with this beyond doodles#settled on inspekta being a horse bc i want him capochin patty n king to all be earth ponies bc of like permanent having it ingrained from#being an mlp fan as a kid that earth ponies are seen as less special bc they cant use magic or fly n that fits for story similarities#bc inspekta n capochin hating on patty for projection reasons AND inspekta's replacement anxiety n envy of king who in the au#is the only other earth pony lined up to become an alicorn (bc again being specifically an fim fan since i was a kid ingrained in with fanon#that ponies that become alicorns are almost exclusively pegasus or unicorn bc of earth ponies not having as clear of a connection to magic)#in my mind patty is the main character like the bizzyboys are also main characters but its like how the mane six are the main six but#twilight is the MAIN main character its like that n then godpoke is her sidekick (like spike ig but like mysterious stranger style <- idk#what i mean by this) she gets to be the protag bc the type of character godpoke is in the game n how im fitting them to be in the au doesnt#really work for a protag role while patty can be more readily slotted into mlp protag shes the only bizzyboy who cares about solving in the#game (as shown in hobbyhoo) n i like her so she gets to be the protag v-v inspekta is still doing the whole like shit from the game just in#a different way bc of mlp related restrictions n tone differences. the episode where luna goes to nightmare night after being freshly reform#ed walked so milldread section could run however cobigail's deal does run closer to that episode that to the game counterpart but like witho#ut cob having been banished for a thousand years theres no rift in the au bc its. mlp so sort of vague direction is related to the tree of#harmony n like maybe thats how inspekta powers up for the two parter transformation. a thought i had for a workaround for how inspekta keeps#king isolated was maybe turning king to stone n hiding her in plain sight but while that would slide in mlp (they turn a child to stone in t#he series finale apparently??) it leaves a bad taste in my mouth from the ggg angle so probably gonna do something else#art comments both inspekta n cobigail's pony names are taken from ponies i already had inspekta's comes from a different mlpied thing#n cobigail's comes from a fankid (spelled like kandi corn tho bc fankid's a rave girlie) the rest of the gods get to keep their names aside#from maybe bauhauzzo (whos role is undecided) huzzle n click clack arent ponies bc i felt it suited them more huzzle gets to be discordesc#bc i think its fun if like this versions god of chaos wasnt evil BUT that angle is used as slander against huzzle by inspekta#n click clack's a breezy bc small n bratty (we will be ignoring that breezies are mortal if i remember right bc thats not relevant)
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vaguely-concerned · 3 months ago
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the sheer number of funerals, memorials and general scenes to do with mourning rook comes along to does start to take on a faintly darkly comedic edge the second time around. the universe is trying to tell them something and oh my maker they've got air pods in they can't hear us
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yarrowleef · 6 months ago
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did anyone else know The Last Unicorn had a sequel??? i didn't know that
anyway, i want whatever tf molly grue and shmendrick have going on
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anpiels · 5 months ago
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tried a different shading style for this one :] i missed her
#my art#haori murasame#rei membami#tgaa#dgs2#idk how well the style really worked out like it still reads as a bit messy to me but i had fun!!#i like her a lot#wearing a big button that says talk to me about Haori Murasame / Rei Membami#i think she deserves more credit for being who she is outside of the context of her best friend#like i wanna hear more about her relationship with doctor wilson and professor mikotoba!!#like she's so incredibly smart and determined#and doctor wilson saw that potential in her#opting to offer her the position as his assistant in the first place#and we all know what happened to Him but like#yes she is susato's bestie but she's also shown to be close with professor mikotoba as well#like as an additional (almost?) fatherly figure and mentor#she's got impulse control issues but she's also only sixteen#girlie deserves a break and to be able to feel like a teenager to have Fun#like she can be pursuing this medicinal education and still live her life#it seems clear to me that she had to mature way too fast and wasn't entirely prepared for it#especially with and after the events of 2-1#especially given her status as a (likely) child genius and the expectations that come with it#that pressure she put on herself to do well and do Good stays with her#also another note since i'm already yapping up a storm in here:#the murasame/membami crest seems to imply a family affinity for archery? i think#at least in the past that it was relevant enough to be there#i think she should be good at it too#she can practice with ryunosuke and susato#and kazuma once he like gets back
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queenofthursday6599-blog · 5 months ago
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Mmmm Jinx AU where after being taken in by Silco, thinking she's been abandoned by Vi leads to her not latching on to Silco as the most important thing in her life who she must be loyal to above all else, but full on swinging into the direct opposite direction and becoming like Sevika.
[This AU is in part inspired by the idea of Jinx becoming more idealogically like Sevika, but also from OG Jinx's personality.
OG Jinx is a character who's primary drive is her own personal enjoyment and happiness. Which comes from building weapons, causing explosions of all kinds, and pranking Piltoveans.
Jinx doesn't go out looking to kill people, she goes out to to have a good time, and if people happen to die while she's having her good time, then that doesn't really concern her.
Like there's this one quote about OG Jinx that basically boils down to: "If Jinx found a box of firecrackers that had a person sitting on top of it. She'd light the fireworks without even thinking about the person on the box because she was so focused on her excitement about fireworks, that she didn't even notice the person."
OG Jinx has prioritized her own personal enjoyment over everything else, that people potentially dying as a result of whatever she's doing is so completely irrelevant, to the point of her being effectively unable to perceive the potential collateral damage.
It's not even that OG Jinx wants to kill people, or enjoys killing people, it's just that people dying while she's doing what she loves isn't even a linked phenomenon in her brain. Because people (who die) are going to die eventually with or without her actions, so why shouldn't she enjoy herself even if people happen to die while she's doing so.
Jinx's loyalty to Zaun is prioritized in the same way in this AU. People are going to die with or without the revolution happening, so they might as well have the revolution.]
Loyal to the dream of Zaun over any individual leader.
I mean, she still comes to love Silco as a father figure, and he still comes to love her as a daughter, but also much like with Sevika, they're both fully aware that if Jinx ever comes to the conclusion he isn't the person who's the best bet for securing Zaunite independence, she'll abandon his gang and possibly go elsewhere.
Or even more so, if she comes to the conclusion that he's worse for Zaun than he is good, possibly kill him herself.
Which I feel like wouldn't stop him from loving her more than anything else.
I think he'd just consider it another aspect of her that makes her the ideal Zaunite. The ability to put The Cause even before her personal feelings and attachments, something he's still not able to do.
Basically this Jinx thinks of her loyalty to Zaun and her personal love for individuals in her life as entirely disconnected to each other, with Loyalty to Zaun being her default.
Which adds a number of complications to her relationships. Specifically her being totally unafraid to fight to the death against her loved ones without an ounce of remorse, and then thinking of it as a complete non-issue in the aftermath if they both survive.
Like she fully still considers Ekko her friend by the time Vi gets out of jail in this AU. Full on "We try to kill each other on alternating Thursdays, but that's no reason to stop being friends" feelings.
Which also results in her not feeling an ounce of shame in helping him and the Firelights out when it comes to basically anything they do that isn't in direct opposition to SIlco.
I mean, the Firelights are also working towards bettering Zaun just like she (honestly believes) is, they just have different opinions and methods of how to do so from Silco's gang. While also serving different parts of the community.
[And yes, Ekko and the rest of the Firelights have complicated feelings about Jinx in this AU. None of them know where she stands with them.
She'll help them without expectations one day, and then turn around and kill some of them in a confrontation without an ounce of hesitation the next.
Some of them hate her, some have mixed feelings. Others just think she's completely mentally unstable, and shouldn't be trusted considering she seemingly flips between being ally and enemy with no warning.
Ekko's feelings are especially complicated, as you can imagine.]
None of this is to say Jinx doesn't feel just as deeply about the people she loves, as she does in canon. It's just that trauma has convinced her that unequivocal loyalty to an individual vs an idea is a very easy way to be hurt.
Detached logical decision making as a way to avoid being harmed by making emotional mistakes. Which is what she feels is why she failed so much as Powder.
The belief, that she was so obsessed with gaining approval from individuals in her life, she never had a real personal goal to strive towards that she could measure progress and growth to. Resulting in her always feeling like a failure, even when she was doing good, or at least improving.
She's still deeply hurt by Vi choosing Caitlyn over her (as far as she could tell), the Firelights taking Vi, and her accidental killing of Silco while spiraling in the wake of her Shimmer surgery. She's also extremely frustrated by her freak out on the airship where she shoots Eve (pink haired Firelight).
Because she feels like those are instances where she gave into the impulse to emotional over reaction to specific individuals that caused all of Powder's problems.
She was so focused on Vi, and her desire for Vi's approval, that she couldn't fight the Firelights as effectively as she normally would.
She was so focused on Vi seemingly leaving her to go off with Caitlyn that she couldn't focus on fighting Ekko on the Bridge, resulting in her getting far more injured than she normally would have, and nearly not succeeding in getting the crystal back.
She was so triggered by thinking she was seeing Vi on the airship, that she completely lost it and started shooting indiscriminately and caused the job to go south and injured people on her own side.
She was so caught up in her spiral and hallucinations at the tea party, that she shot Silco based entirely on instinctual protective instinct when hearing the hammer being drawn on a gun on her vulnerable loved one, rather than anything intentional on her part. Which she'd previously had always sworn would be the case should it ever come to her killing Silco.
That if Jinx ever killed another of her loved ones, it would be because she knew with certainty it would result in the betterment of Zaun, not because she made a mistake because she was being an over emotional idiot.
I think the only major change from this Jinx's actions in the Season 1 part of the story would be how she went about stealing the Hexgem, and why she did so.
In canon she does so because she failed a job, and felt like she needed to do something big to prove to Silco that she was capable, in order to gain validation from him that she was. Even though he never tells her he doesn't think she's capable, just that she needs to take some time off because she had an episode.
He said "take a mental health day, even if you don't think you need it," and she responded, "so you think I'm a fuck up?!"
In this story. it's more that Jinx is so focused on what she could potentially do with Hextech to help the revolution and Zaun as a whole. That she was already planning to steal some research notes and crystals to get experimenting with it on her own terms, before the job gone south, and the new advancements in Hextech being whispered about for progress day.
Getting her hands on the newest form of Hextech is just her getting lucky.
This also means she doesn't steal it the same way. She doesn't do anything to kill any Enforcers, but she does cause a distraction with what seems to be a box of fire works going off prematurely on "accident".
With her swooping in to steal the notes and hexgem while everyone's busy with trying to contain the panic the fireworks accident is causing to really pay attention to what she's doing.
Which the Enforcers do react to, but everyone but Caitlyn disregards as an accident. As once it's clear that nothing other than a few decorations got ruined and people getting startled came of the fireworks incident.
They're far more concerned with the stealing of hextech that's happened, and Viktor's testimony of a young woman with long blue hair sneaking out of their lab.
With the fireworks incident being dismissed as an accident that's completely unrelated to the burglary of the Hextech lab. Beyond the burglar potentially using it as a convenient opening.
Caitlyn's not convinced, and it's already happened so close to the airship shootout incident, so she still goes down and ends up freeing Vi from Stillwater with some of Jinx's drawings as evidence, from the airship shootout.
Which does mean that her trajectory in the Season 2 part of the story would be a bit different.
She still goes into a depression after Silco's death. Mostly because she feels that she's broken her most important self imposed rule: not killing because of personal feelings about someone, but for The Cause.
She killed Silco not because she felt killing him would make things better, but because she was scared and spiraling and in that vulnerable emotional state, she defaulted to the same way of thinking that had gotten her loved ones killed the last time.
She protected Vi who she loved, and couldn't defend herself, based on gut instinct. And it resulted in the death of another loved one, and the complete destabilization of Zaun.
Now because Jinx is more focused on Zaun than on her personal relation ships, I don't know if she fires on the Council immediately after Silco's death the way she does in canon. I don't really think she would.
I could see her doing it because she's still in the peak of the Shimmer high, which is heightening all her emotions. Driving her to seek revenge on Piltover in her grief. Even though if she could think more clearly, she wouldn't do it, and would instead wait to gather an actual following and doing an organized and planned strike to be the most effective.
But I could also see SIlco's death snapping her back to reality as she sees it. That she simply takes the gem, her guns, and Silco's body and Disappears, vanishing into the night with neither Vi or Caitlyn knowing of the weapon she's built or what she's going to do next.
Which could have interesting repercussions on the story. Considering Piltover's council would to have agreed to Zaunite independence on the conditions of handing over Jinx.
Except the man they made that deal with is now dead, no one (except Sevika) knows where Jinx is to hand her over, and the Undercity is and of itself divided on handing one of their own over to Piltover (to potentially be executed, because of how dangerous Hextech can be, and a lot of the counsel fully thinking Zaunites are inherently dangerous, not to mention thanks to Caitlyn, Jinx is a known weapons builder, so what else do they think she'll do with access to Hextech other than build weapons) in order to gain independence.
I'm sure the chem barons would have no issue handing JInx over, because then they'd be free to divide up territory and completely take over with no one like Silco holding their leash, or PIltover dictating what is and isn't legal on their side of the river in the first place.
Oh the Firelights would be around to oppose them, but they'd never really were able to gain any ground beyond causing problems for Shimmer production.
But I'm not sure how more ordinary people would react.
I mean, in this AU it's pretty well known that Jinx holds the idea of Zaun above anything else, and was willing to help people who weren't affiliated with any specific group, as long as doing so wouldn't harm the independence movement of Zaun.
She's not really shy about expressing that stance, it's just up to everyone else to believe it or not.
Jinx, who would use her high position in Silco's circle to help ordinary Zaunites. Be it from one of the gangs overstepping and trying to start rackets Silco had forbidden, from unjust arrest from Enforcers, or even pointing them in the direction of the Firelights if she thought that was for the best.
Declaring that so long as the help she gave random people didn't harm or slow the march towards independence, helping her fellow Zaunite was helping Zaun, was part of the fight toward an independent Zaun.
She's the Loose Canon, shooting for Zaun and no one else. Loyal to no kingpen or Chembaron, but to The People of Zaun as a whole.
She has a bit of a following even without firing on Piltover or turning the Grey back on them. She's a bit of a living folk hero to some people, especially those she personally helped out of a bad situation, for no reason other than "I could, and doing so doesn't hurt anyone else. So why wouldn't I?"
Not to mention I definitely feel like Jinx would be way more intentionally politically educated in this AU than she is in canon.
JInx as she is in Arcane, never really gave a shit about Zaun's independence beyond what it meant to Silco (and later Isha), and she very obviously never bothered to learn anything about politics. At least nothing Silco didn't force her to learn.
But with Jinx's primary drive being Zaun, I feel like she'd definitely be way more politically minded, and while I do think she would consider turning herself over to Piltover to secure Zaun's independence (in a direct parallel of Vi's willingness to hand herself over to get the Enforcers to leave the Undercity alone to keep her family safe).
I don't think Jinx would actually go through with handing herself over.
Not with the Undercity being actively torn apart by gang disputes in the wake of Silco's death, no way of ensuring Zaun's prosperity after handing herself over, and no way of securing actual tangible betterment of conditions in Zaun even with Zaunite independence.
I mean from what we're told, Piltover's offer of independence was essentially cutting the Undercity loose.
Stopping their dumping of industrial waste into Zaun's water supply, ceasing utilizing of Zaun's air duct and water system for the climate control of Piltover's Hexgate system, release of Zaunites from Stillwater (or at least transfer to Zaunite custody)), and the Kiraman family handing over control of the vents that suppress The Grey over to someone from the Undercity weren't anywhere in that deal from what we're told.
[I don't think everyone on the counsel would have agreed to it if it was, they're all complete capitalists, no matter if some of them value sapient life more than others (Mel, Cassandra) on a conceptual level.
I believe the ones who outright hate Zaunites (which some of them clearly did) would have staunchly opposed if it meant having to alter how they actually approached how they ran their businesses, vs just cutting Zaun loose.
Hell I think those councelors would have gotten even more lax with their business regulations. I mean, Zaun wouldn't have been part of Piltover, and their citizens not their legal responsibility any more.
So why should anyone from Piltover worry about them dying? The trenchers wanted independence and if they can't survive without Piltover's support, how's that anyone's problem but the trenchers?]
It was, if you hand over Jinx, we'll legally make you not our problem any more.
Which I don't think a politically educated Jinx would go for. It would just leave Zaun to the messy power struggle that appeared because of the power vacum caused by Silco's death. None of the Undercity's actual problems would be solved, besides Enforcers no longer being able to harass them.
So the Zaun Piltover conflict would stay more political and less outright invasion than it is in canon as a result.
#arcane#arcane AU#Jinx but give her Sevika's revolutionary priorities and Greater Good morality#also I just kind of wanted to explore a bunch of different ideas that could potentially result from that#like Jinx already having a following in season 1#or Jinx being seen as a kind of hero by the Undercity#or Jinx not firing on Piltover but still killing Silco [because I feel like a lot of AUs have those two things directly linked]#or Jinx not killing enforcers but still stealing the hexgem#or addressing the fact that the offered independence of Zaun isn't really all that fleshed out from what we're shown on screen#and wouldn't have resulted in anything good happening for Zaun if it went through#long post#did I lower the stakes for some of the characters? Sure did#Piltover doesn't have anything other the stealing of a hexgem and the bridge fight to be pissy over#and Caitlyn is there to testify that the bridge happened in part because Marcus was a dirty cop who tried to kill her#and the two witnesses she was bringing to testify about the undercity drug ring she'd dug up and the identity of the hexgem thief#so Caitlyn has no personal vendentta#Ambessa has less leverage to work with when it comes to reasons to let her faction inject herself into Piltover's problems#Ekko and the rest of the Firelights don't all completely hate Jinx and consider her a lost cause#but also you have to keep in mind that Jinx just Has Fishbones the whole time this is going down#he's never been fired in this AU and Jinx ponders everyday if he ever Should be fired but he's around if she ever needs him#also no Viktor cult because he never dies in the explosion and fuses with the Hexcore#Viktor does get Jayce to destroy the Hexcore#and starts becoming the Machine Herald more similar to how he is in the OG lore with automale style prostetics and synthetic organs#so that's one less faction to worry about but also means no way to temporarily retrieve Vander's mind inside Warwick using magic#and no apocalypse threat forcing Zaun and Piltover to work together because that was dumb and a complete cop out#Ambessa's Noxian forces never get as involved because Piltover never goes into martial law because the Counsel is alive and well#so they're not a major threat either#Jinx does still find and connect with Isha and heals her inner child via bonding with her#which does have her stop holding the people she loves at less of a distance and opens her up to actual reconciliation with Vi and Ekko#rather than her just completely disconnecting herself from how her actions affect her personal relationships
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radioroxx · 9 months ago
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hmmmm mal du pays thoughts tonight
#radio rambles#i should go to bed but. it is on the mind#isat spoilers#<- for the . wall of tags to come#imm wondering what most people hc mdp to like. be#i know its most popular to see it as siffrins sadness. i do think thats p neat#and probably the intention#but im. juggling around the idea of? siffrin system moment? mdp as a headmate? if yall see that vision?#most inspired by that ‘do u hc this character as a system’ post abt siffrin#and i voted no then but now im like genuinely changing my mind JFKFKF#it makes sense in a way. and into my mdp hc that it. wouldve split while sif was very young#splitting due to stress which leads to a lot of. gestures vaguely. mdp’s whole thing#a mix of stress but also this sense of longing to. belong somewhere. to not be alone#many years ago it was about the loss of their home. and much later on became more related to its feelings towards their family#mdp is a scared child to me . idk about yalls hcs for it but thats what im sticking to#a scared child who maybe grew up a little alongside the body. but still Young and Scared#its not as often or eager to front as siffrin is. i can imagine it being much more hover-y or . POSSIBLY. cohosting if its feeling up to it#uhm. ok well#so i typed this out and now im actually really sad about mdp jgkdkf where is mdp recovery#now im kinda thinking about it fronting for once to properly meet the party and. and receiving comfort. and and and#wow christ im upset#also also glancing over at marias sibling au for character dynamics here….. sillies…..#ps not relevant to my mdp thoughts but fyi im imagining siffin in headspace looks very much like their body#the difference being. much darker clothes. more stars etc. maybe different hair#think like how a lot of ppl style their human loops. thats kinda how i imagine sif in headspace#SPEAKING OF LOOP#i think given the time he spent with them it woulf make sense if they split a loop as well#and ofc other members of the party jgkfkf#im not gonna get into my hcs there because ill b taking away from my mdp hc post BUT#thinking. always thinking
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iknowicanbutwhy · 1 year ago
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Ooooo you wanna give me a box of cookie sooo bad dont you you know you wanna
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damn its like ive spent my life on this website or something
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into-the-milgramverse · 4 months ago
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Fuuta crash out when
(don't mind the tags, i'm talking to fuuta)
#latching onto anything that can bring some sense of safety and reduce pain (even if just mentally). and what then.#how's that going for you buddy? when the pain lessens and voices quiet down. do all the thoughts just come crashing down on you?#do you think about your friends who abandoned you? the ones you got so attached to but they couldn't give less shit about you?#the ones who didn't feel even slightest bit of guilt like you did or else they'd also be in this damned prison suffering alongside you#the ones who looked the other way and let you take the full hit of the actions they've participated in so they don't face the consequences#do you think of your family? do you wonder if they're worried why you're gone? or do you feel like they haven't noticed at all?#or maybe it doesn't surprise you. your sister has her own life. you've never been close to your dad. and your mom is out of the picture.#does the guilt eat you up alive? do you feel on some level that you deserved what happened to you?#you've always seeked approval from others. to be told you're right. that you're doing good. how is this any different?#you need someone to tell you that it's not your fault the things happened that way. that you never intended any actual harm towards anyone.#saying being forgiven or not no longer matters but you don't really feel that way. it very much does matter to you.#do you still think of haruka? your new style choices. don't some of them feel inspired by him? was that intentional?#did you feel responsible for him? do you feel like you failed to save him? do you feel like you should have tried harder?#do you also think back on mahiru? she couldn't have been saved though. it was already too late for her.#you both faced injuries from same person. you wanted to die. she wanted to continue living. to show the power of her love.#and yet here you are. alive while she's gone. at very least you gave her some good memories in her last moments by being kind towards her.#do you think about amane? are you worried she may take the hit because of you? all she wanted to do is help you. to ease your pain.#but will warden see it that way? you probably hear the voices say it so already — that they want to vote her guilty this trial.#they want her dead. they want to kill her. the very girl who did her best to save you is now gonna die because of you.#yet another child will die because of you. it feels like you're infecting others with your bad luck.#the guilt of what happened. of what will happen. it's burning. it's painful.#but maybe if you believe hard enough at some all knowing being up above you'll somehow save everyone and yourself. maybe.
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liquidstar · 2 years ago
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Pic from the bread museum, how can you not love this place?
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aria0fgold · 1 year ago
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My headcanons for the named trio in The Cursing of Chateau Castle series:
Josephandre is a big bear. It just fits for him I think! He gets he/him pronouns, and as a way to make him a liiiil more relatable for Mira, he'd have two craft types (Rock type being his main one and paper craft for the other). Battle style wise, I think it fits him to be more of a self-sustaining tank. He buffs defense, heals, and puts up shields. For his weapon, he'd use his fists like Isabeau. He'll be the second fastest in the trio.
Lady Irene-Janine-Kanine looks like an elegant noblewoman on the outside but she has vibes similar to Euphrasie! She gets she/her pronouns. Her craft type is Paper. Battle style wise, she's more on the offensive side, a main dps kind of thing. Most of her skills focus on buffing attack and speed, she'd have an item that helps regen her hp a lil bit and her chosen weapon is an umbrella. The tip is a sharp blade so it's used like a spear that has a hidden sword in its handle. Open it, and it becomes a shield! That'd be one of her skills too, although it's only applicable to her. She's the fastest one of the trio.
Pierre-Jacques-Erneste looks like a nobleman and carries himself as such! He gets he/they pronouns. Their craft type is Scissors. Battle style wise, he's more of a debuffer, skills focusing on weakening the enemies, slowing them down, poisoning them. Their weapon is a sword dagger, though he doesn't seem to be able to handle it well, how clumsy! But he Is a nobleman so it makes sense! Oh but... why doesn't he have a title? They're the slowest one of the trio, how strange, he seemed to be faster than Lady Irene-Janine-Karine that one time though.
#aria rants#how do i even tag these things bro im like-- why am i such a fan of a fragmented series in isat#okay so-- josephandre relied mostly on raw strength when he was travelling all alone before meeting the others#and i think he'd have a fun uncle vibe to him. which makes it easy for others to approach him and befriend him#but he Also carries a sort of pride and dignity to him which makes the others mistake him for a nobleman cuz of it#esp considering the fact that he later became famous for helping those in need and such.#lady irene on the other hand. being a noble she's always had to keep her guard up. also doesnt help that noblewomen#got the short end of the stick what with the ''arrange marriage'' things and being below noblemen#her umbrella weapon helps a lot in warding off the assholes. i think that during the journey with josephandre's party#she got to finally be herself without needing to sugarcoat her words in a way that a noble should. she would also figure out a#way to improve on her shield spell to not only apply to just her but her entire party too. she cares a lot about them after all#meanwhile i got a Whole scenario for pierre (being an illegitimate child of a noble family and all that. i made a post bout it)#he's actually a lot more capable than what he makes himself appear as. but its like part of the plan on getting the others#to lower their guards around him for when pierre betrays them. in actuality pierre is actually faster than irene altho#not much stronger still (irene and josephandre are still stronger than him) considering that pierre mainly focused on#stealth type attacks. hes more used to using a sword than a dagger (he mightve wanted to prove their worth)#it makes their battle style and weapon clash due to the fact that swords arent that good for stealth much than a dagger#its one of the reasons why hes trying to get used to the dagger than the sword. but it is a bit difficult to learn a new weapon
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swallowtail-ageha · 11 months ago
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Head empty thoughts full of the antigone incest essay
#genuinely think it was the reason why i like it so much right now#like. ive always loved me some codependency in ships and like incest especially from messed up families is the epitome of that#and oooh boy does antigone have it in spade#spades#fuck sorry its 1:30 am#anw the whole#'the true tragedy's core is about love#antigone is ismene's heromene and this is why she wants to save her#yet antigone's heramenos is polynices who is long dead#and to meet again w her heramenos she is willing to die#for due to how deeply incestuous the thebian family is#its impossible for antigone (and ismene too!) to find an heramenos who doesnt fully share her blood#(and thus haemon (whose name literally means man of blood) who is her cousin from the non incestuous part of her family#cannot be ever her heramenos)#they also went on a tangent about cannibalism as a metaphor for incest because#the closest a person can be is either within the womb (both as siblings or parent/child)#or in someone elses stomach#and chronos eating his own kids is an extension of that thought#(and also as a way to say 'every generation will get swallowed by time kids will turn into adults and their children too etc#and its interesting how this again correlates with antigone. she outright refuses it because her own family structure is distorted#mother had children with her son. their kids are both siblings and uncles/aunts to each other#a mistake that will never *repeat*#and therefore antigone is left all alone. yes. oedipus is still alive. exiled and blind but alive#but jocasta is dead and he sure as hell wont have children with jocasta again#therefore making it unable for him to unnaturally#concieve another son who will fill the void that polynices (and eteocles!) have left in antigone's heart#goood sophocles. if there is an afterlife i want to make out with you sloppy style
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