#and to be clear this one ‘ONE OF the strongest’

[absolutebl]

My Favorite BL from each country VERSUS the BL I think actually best reflects that country's style in 2025

Japanese BL

My top pick for JBL (live action yaoi)?

Seven Days

Honestly? I did dither over whether to hand this title over to I Cannot Reach You, but I had to go with my heart and the earlier offering. I like that this show is not only the best the Japan can do, but also the best they once did, too. Seven Days is the greatest heritage BL anywhere on earth. Fight me, I dare you.

Best current rep of JBL?

Miseinen: Mijukuna Oretachi wa Bukiyo ni Shinkochu aka Our Youth

Lots to pick from here, Japan has been doing great work over the last few years. Although, as one expects from them it's beens about 50/50 soft BLs versus harsh ones, with lots of spice and some challenging concepts thrown in to keep us on our toes. While I prefer my BL gentle, I think these days Japan is actually strongest in the BL sphere when they go sharp and edgy. They seem to handle difficult concepts with the most honesty and consideration, so.... Our Youth wins.

Thai BL

My top pick for ThBL?

Until We Meet Again

UWMA will always be my favorite Thai BL. I can't imagine it ever getting unseated. But it's incredibly atypical for a Thai BL because the story is so very strong. And story is not Thailand's strong suit.

Best current rep of ThBL?

Your Sky

Yes we are getting more prestige and chaos BLs like Pit Babe these days, but those are still less common than the classic uni-set fluff. Thailand's strength remains vested in its consummate chemistry and gentleness with its characters. It's not that soft BLs are the best Thai BLs, it's that soft is Thailand's most successful BL bailiwick. I was very very tempted by both Wandee Goodday and ThamePo since one major trend in Thai BL lately is that it's moving into the workplace, but GMMTV's filming quality is too high to accurately represent for Thailand.

I felt the need to go a little pulp with this pick, since pulp is still what Thailand primarily produces. Thus Your Sky is a clear winner as it reps for both the now (green flags, yay!) and the enormous back catalogue of Thai BL.

Korean BL

My top pick for KBL?

Semantic Error

Korea occupies more 10/10 spots in my heart than anyone else, but this was still an easy pick. Out my many KBL favorites (Color Rush, Light On Me, Our Dating Sim, Semantic Error, To My Star) there is only one 10/10 that I have called, frequently, Korea's pitch perfect BL. The pinnacle of smoothly executed pristine romance, I'm handing Semantic Error the crown with confidence.

Best current rep of KBL?

Love For Love's Sake

Another easy pull, Love For Love's Sake showcases the way Korea is pushing to explore interesting (slightly darker) concepts while staying true to their signature style and aesthetic. This was the only KBL in 2024 to get a high mark from me. So as more recent KBLs go, this is it.

2024 was not a great year for them, IMHO. But it would have been hard to beat the bumper crop that was 2023.

Taiwanese BL

My top pick for TaBL?

We Best Love

Always and forever. Like Thailand, Taiwan has only managed a 10/10 rank once, for this series. Despite the fact that, if pressed, I would call Taiwanese BL my favorite. WBL is just everything I love about Taiwan's messy, slightly unhinged, high drama, high domesticity, high chemistry, style of BL. Someday, we all hope, they will be able to repeat this magic. (Which I, frankly, can't say about Thailand and UWMA.)

Best current rep of TaBL?

See Your Love

I might call Kiseki: Dear to Me closer to Taiwan's typical style these days, but that aired too long ago now. So I am going to pick SYL partly on the basis of its recency. But also this is an ABSOLUTELY darling show. The cheekiness, the chemistry, the charm, the fashion, the classy way it handles content other countries simply can't or won't tackle (like queerness, mental health, or in this case, disability), the slightly bonkers plot (kidnapping, really?), and the utter squee that is gay domesticity in spades? Quintessential Taiwanese BL.

Vietnamese BL

My top pick for VBL?

You Are Ma Boy

I dithered for between this and My Lascivious Boss, both from 2021 which I think can now be considered the heyday of VBL. I like them both about the same, but the seme in this one is less red flag so I went with YAMB.

It's pretty classic VBL in that is is very messy with its story and characters, great on chemistry and domesticity, and while often fun there will always be elements that make us wince, whether it's a trigger or not. VBL is, in a word, clumsy but there is a raw chaotic good to it that I enjoy. I miss that a lot.

Best current rep for VBL?

Mr Cinderella

This was a real challenge since I have DNF'd most VBL over the last few years. The most recent one I actually enjoyed was 2022's Mr Cinderella. Higher production values and experienced BL actors plus two charismatic leads with good kissing and comfortable body language made this Vietnam’s objectively best BL to date. Frankly, it should occupy both slots.

Pinoy BL

My top pick for PBL?

My Day

My Day is my favorite PBL. Although Gameboys and Like In The Movies are rated just as high, My Day is the only VBL I ever rewatch. It's just so much FUN. All are from 2020, which it I guess means that was the heyday for PBL. Sigh. I miss it, too.

Best current rep for PBL?

Tie The Not

As many BLs as I have DNF'd from Vietnam I have dropped twice as many from the Philippines over the last few years. Tie The Not is a 2023 offering that came as close as anything over the last 5 years to winning back my heart. It missed the mark a bit, earning only a 7/10 but there was a small part of me that hoped it represented a resurgence. It did not. Still, it is the best we have had from them in a long time.

Chinese BL

My top pick for CBL?

Addicted

This remains one of my favorite BLs, and one of the best made and most truly heart wrenching out of China. It is great... if you ignore the ending. And that too is a very CBL thing. There is something about the cold atmosphere and rural setting plus the honest uncensored living conditions that really get to me (and probably got to the CCP as much as the boys kissing.)

Best current rep for CBL?

Meet You At The Blossom

This is hard because I don't know exactly where we are, but we are displaced out of time at the moment it feels like 2015 in CBLandia, not 2025. Either time period there is no way this can last. Appreciate Revenged Love while we got it because... yeah, it is representative of CBL - but CB as it might have been in 2020, and probubly won't be in the future. That's if it is allowed to finish it's run.

Look, we have had so little real CBL for so long, smattered with some censored bromance and sneaky only-international stuff, it's been a mad unpredictable ten years. As often happens when art is interfered with by waring factions of censorship and commerce.

All of this to say, I chose Meet You At The Blossom not because it's representative of modern CBL (there is no true modern CBL since it was never allowed to evolve), but because it's such a strange fabulous flaming creature. Like an IRL phoenix, we must appreciate it for this moment in time, before it combusts once again.

That said the best thing we have seen out of China in a very long time is actually Secrets Happened on the Litchi Island, which everyone should go watch immediately. And I do mean everyone.

But it isn't really BL, it's something more like an art installation meets fever dream with BL trappings that some of us are lucky enough to catch on YouTube. You should catch it.

Others worth mentioning

Stay Still

2023 BL from Hong Kong

What to say about this offering? It’s different, a mix of early CBL, Taiwanese shorts, and Pinoy visuals. It felt like the story was 2 independent shorts that had been lengthened and then smooshed together, and I wish they'd been approached as separate and tighter entities.

Nevertheless, this was a complex little piece, interesting in a sweaty grungy way, with a certain aura of queer authenticity that made it simultaneously tense, unpredictable, and refreshing. I’m not sure I would necessarily call it BL, but any county’s early foray into the genre usually starts out this way, so perhaps nascent BL? Worth watching, especially if you enjoy stuff from the Philippines and Taiwan.

Began Beginning

Burmese BL from 2024

Childhood best friends must come to terms with their own identities and true feelings for each other when a new boy comes to town, putting them into conflict with their families and ultimately, each other. For the first half of this show there’s a lot of sitting across from each other and talking about life choices over yummy food and then going to tourist spots (mildly boring and not particularly important to the plot). It changed tone about 2/3 in to be way more of a coming out family drama about forced marriages and homophobia. And then at the very end it changed again, becoming a full on soap opera with kidnapping, crazy characterization shifts, and rescue missions.

All in all? It was a wild raw creature to consume. No kisses since this is Myanmar, but a very romantic end, so I think maybe actually worth your time? I'm certainly glad I watched it.

Pure Vanilla

Singapore's 2023 microfilm

This is a short sweet offering from Singapore. It's a bit awkward acting but the tats are real and the feel is genuinely soft and queer. At the time it aired I said that I wished Singapore would give us a full proper BL.

Well, I got my wish as Sparkle in You Eye is airing right now - but I'm very much NOT sure about it. I prefer the Summerdaze style of BL from Singapore, not that they have enough BL to have a signature style yet.

Still it's nice to have them serving up... something.

Anygay, that's if for now.

This post dated June 2025, not responsible for BLs unfinished as of the time of this post. Favorites, both old and new, can always be unseated.

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[fungifanart]

Scarabia Pride

Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, male reader, Yuu!reader

Cw: Fluff, kinda hurt/comfort if you squint, mentions of past homophobia

Word count: 825

Notes: THREE fics in one month?! It's a Pride Month miracle!

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"Kalim, you really don't have to do this." You say as your boyfriend continues to paint a certain array of colors on your cheeks, "There's still time for this to be a regular birthday parade."

"Nonsense! A birthday parade is nice, but my birthday isn't the only thing we're celebrating this time!" Kalim exclaims as he finishes painting on your face and holds the brush and pallette up for you to take, which you hesitate to do.

You had only brought up the month of June's significance in your world in passing at first, but the way your boyfriend's eyes sparkled as you elaborated filled you both with warmth from sharing your culture with a loved one as well as fear about this exact thing happening.

"But Pride Month exists in my world as a show of defiance against homophobia and a celebration of our community's history!" You argue, still not taking the brush and pallette as the other man holds it closer to you, "Homophobia is basically non-existent here, so I feel like it'd be missing the point--" You try to continue, but falter as Kalim firmly places the painting tools in your lap and sits next to you on his bed.

"Y/n, listen." He begins in a strikingly serious tone of voice while looking into your eyes, "I know it won't have the same exact meaning by doing it here, but, from what you've told me, I think the fact that you're here and we can be together without risking being attacked or worse is worth celebrating in itself."

You blink in surprise for a few seconds, Kalim’s sincerity having stunned you into silence as you feel your face heating up from how much he's truly shining from your point of view.

Averting your eyes and clearing your throat, you finally pick up the painting tools, "W-well, if you feel so strongly about this, how can I say no?" You respond sheepishly before dipping the brush in the pallette and painting Kalim’s own pride flags on his cheeks while he wears the same radiant smile that you swear is gonna melt you into a fine liquid one of these days.

A couple hours later, you find yourself sitting next to your boyfriend on a rainbow-colored float that leads several others in Scarabia's "new annual Pride parade."

Looking around, you see all of the dorm's students, some waving their respective identity flags around, some wearing Straight Ally shirts or pins, and some even dressed in drag, but all dancing and singing happily with each other and you can't deny the intense warmth that you feel welling up in your chest as memories of Pride parades from your world come flooding back.

Finally, you look over at Kalim, who's smiling and waving at the other students from his spot next to you on the float, knowing that he did this for you and to celebrate being together safely causes your eyes to well up with tears of happiness before you grab his face and turn it towards you to pull him in for a kiss, which surprises him at first before he melts fully into it as the other students cheer around you.

You pull away and look into his beautiful eyes as he looks back at you, “Thank you so much for this, but I’m sorry if I made you feel like it had to take up your birthday for it–” You try to say before Kalim cuts you off with another kiss.

“Do not ever think that you’re inconveniencing me with something like this.” Kalim states firmly after pulling away, “I can have a normal parade any day of the week, but this parade is to celebrate my first birthday with the strongest man I know. The man who survived a world that would rather see him dead than happy with another man.” He says before pulling you closer by the waist and laying his head on your shoulder, “I love you more than I could possibly put into words and if you’re still worried about doing this on my birthday, then know that you being here with me is the best present I could ever have.”

With no words to properly respond to such sincerity, you elect to simply take his hand and lay your head against his, basking in the atmosphere as the parade continues.

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Years later, long after both of you have graduated and left NRC for good, your presence still lingers in the halls of Scarabia.

Pride Month had never really caught on outside of NRC or even the dorm itself, there was no real need for it, after all.

However, every June, the students still find themselves donning colorful outfits in various patterns and parading in honor of one of the greatest housewardens the dorm’s ever known and his beloved boyfriend, the former Prefect of Ramshackle dorm, whom he would later go on to call his husband.

[housemdork]

house md rewatch: 2x11, "need to know"

#hacy conclusion plus a gag-off at the end.

this one is of biblical proportions.

big moment for one of wilson's strongest, destructive traits - never letting something lie. but more on that later. while i really enjoy this one (are we tired of hearing that yet?), i found that there is a lot of collateral damage as a result of house and stacy departing that's never really explained. like mark supposedly setting his rehab "back three months"? that's like...a big deal!

i'd name the dominant theme of 2x11 avoidance, but it doesn't come from who we'd expect to avoid everything emotional at all costs. house is desperate for 1) stacy to make a choice between him and mark; and 2) to tell mark what they did. house values truth, of course, but he ordinarily avoids any territory that involves emotional truth. it's safe to say then that he's eager to pounce on this emotional truth because, to him, it's entirely stacy's responsibility to handle the situation.

but, again, house's desperation for mark to know about their now full-blown affair really captured me. this is the first time we've seen him being outwardly emotionally needy in real time (and in his own special way). house wants the major emotional commitment of exposing him and stacy's shared transgression. i even wonder if house wants stacy to go through a little bit of emotional pain, re: what he said to wilson in 1x22. through all of this, he wants to be someone else's number 1. if stacy can come back to him, after all they endured in their old relationship, then he can't be all that bad, right? he doesn't have to change, right? (wrong!)

house frames the choice to stacy in clear, powerful terms: "it's not easy, but it is simple." that really stuck with me.

obviously, things aren't that cut and dry, especially not where stacy is concerned, a character who's so concerned and adept with grey areas. 2x11's patient, margo dalton, has a dilemma that mirrors stacy's, albeit with life-threatening consequences (typical house md equivalency). the heart of margo's medical emergency comes from the intersection of her fertility treatments and her paradoxical birth control use. rather than confess to her husband ted that she doesn't want to have children, she's majorly harming herself yet still begs house and co. to keep this from her husband. she chooses, against house's advice and demands, to undergo needless surgery to remove the benign tumor in her liver to keep up the lie.

this dilemma coincides almost exactly with stacy's, as does house's opinion about it. stacy's safe option amidst her relationship lies is to maintain the go-between, to try to have her cake and eat it, too. she still plans, until the very end of the episode, to move away, back with mark, with this burning secret between her and house.

the irony is that, when she finally does choose to leave mark for house, he undoes the decision, implying that margo's husband may have very well left her if he found out about the birth control secret. i love when house md isn't afraid to show people being ugly.

sela ward is just incredible in this scene, btw.

only the audience knows exactly what's motivated house to undo what he's longed for this entire season - his encounter with mark (which is why i have beef with wilson in this episode). mark confronts house, at first seeking advice about how to preserve his relationship with stacy, as it grows increasingly strained from what MARK assumes is his disability. but house knows the truth, that stacy is shutting him out in favor of house.

visually, this scene is brilliant, not just because mark tries to pulling himself up the stairs and falls into house's arms, but because of the power politics at play.

mark, physically weaker right now, has the emotional hold on this conversation, whether he knows it or not. he's postured below house, but he's stronger. it looks like he's Kneeling At The Altar Of House (a frequent occurrence), seeking help and/or absolution, but house experiences this, instead. he realizes the error of his ways.

what's more, though, is the introspection this spurs in house. he literally and metaphorically stands in between stacy and mark. he's the major hitch in their relationship; he is the in-between in terms of their mobility. as mark pulls himself upright, house realizes that mark refuses to be stagnant, physically or emotionally. he is doing the rehab that house refused to; he is putting in the work that house didn't/couldn't post-infarction.

all that is to say that i think 2x11 is especially tragic in how it portrays house's perception of himself and his disability. he tells stacy that things would never work out between them because he can't change, ignoring the fact that the very nature of his decision to let her go signals change! house sees himself exclusively in terms of pre and post-infarction. in his view, he's just Stuck Like This now, and that's heartbreaking.*

the patient story also wraps up some of the disparate moments of 2x11 via paralysis. in order to perform an MRI at the top of the episode, foreman and cameron inject margo with a paralytic so her muscle spasms won't mess up the results. foreman described the treatment to ted: "essentially cuts off the brain from the muscles." i relate this to, first, stacy's head/heart divide (acting on emotionally impulses vs. being rational about mark), and, second, decision paralysis.

stacy can't make a choice between mark or house until pushed up against the wall, yet, meanwhile, cameron's indecision over reading her HIV results sets up an excellent background thematic development. in the end, her fear wins out, and she avoids the result completely, only for house to sneak the big reveal. much like how he pushes stacy, he pushes cameron, going beyond what's even remotely appropriate and violating her privacy, mind you.

i'm disappointed in 2x11 for reducing this scene to such a quick interaction. it's very important, and characterizes house's capacity to care for his fellows/friends in a negative, painful way, probably the same way that was so grating to stacy back in the day and would continue, should they stay together now.

OKAY FINALLY: wilson spent all of 2x11 All Up In Everyone's Business And Being A Hypocrite. why does he care so much about all of this?

i think there's 3 layers of an answer to that question, and they appear in the following order: selfishness, deflection, and, despite everything, care for house.

wilson tells stacy (in a very iconic scene imo) that, last time she left, "i was the one stuck picking up the pieces." while this does relate to a post i literally made last night about how wilson's work in his friendship with house goes unheard and underappreciated, by 2x11, we don't have a basis for that yet. here, he sounds mostly upset that his friend is careening for another exhausting breakup that wilson will have to suffer through, by extension. persona layer number one - check!

but we're not stupid. we've seen the way house md is ramping up wilson's cheating. we know the other shoe is due to drop soon. he's so appalled by stacy's behavior (which! uh! it takes 2 to cheat! james!) because he sees himself in her. his retort that she can't do this because "you're married" is laughably stupid, and stacy ate with "not to you!" wilson is much more interested in stuffing his nose in other people's affairs than investigating his own (maybe because this one is especially egregious lol) and wishes he could exhibit the morality he pushes upon stacy. persona layer number 2 - check!

this makes the switch-up with house all the more insane. wilson goes from flaming stacy for being irresponsible and toying with house (girl. introspection) to gossiping about how house could potentially win her back in the same day. and then he says something so batshit crazy and SOOO wilson that i was gagged even before their scuffle at the end of 2x11:

house: "she's not gonna leave mark in the middle of his rehab. too much guilt."

wilson: "she left you."

oh he hates her. misogyny abound, wilson's earlier complaint that he would be the one who will take care of house post-breakup rings very hollow when wilson implies 2 scenes later that he would do it again. that he was upset about house's pain. that he blames stacy. never once does wilson point the finger at house for damaging things with stacy in the past.

this post is already so fucking long but i have to talk about the elephant in wilson's adjoined office: him rolling (a horrible) joint. why did they do this? is it for grace? is it to show that he's not Mister Nice Guy Oncologist? because i got that much. i won't make a phallic joke. i swear i won't. but just know that one is on my mind.

ok now for the gag-off, the scene that echoes 1x18 and sets the stage for their future toxic shouting matches.

at first, i completely disagree with wilson's diagnosis. he claims that house "has no idea" why he let stacy go, and he sent her away "because you've got to be miserable." EH. WRONG. we saw in house's encounter with mark that something real shifted within him that motivated his decision, at least in part, which is why house retorts with something brilliant:

"that kind of psycho-crap help get your patients through the long nights? or is it just for you? tough love make you feel good? helping people feel their pain?"

translation: you're just assuaging your own guilt here. don't put it on me. you don't know what led me to this choice.

but because wilson can see to the heart of house, i think it's this fraction of vulnerability that puts him onto the real problem, which i agree with, painful as it is: "you don't like yourself. but you do admire yourself. it's all you've got, so you cling to it. you're so afraid if you change, you'll lose what makes you special. being miserable doesn't make you better than anyone else, house. it just makes you miserable."

he's the clear victor. house is reliant on his status quo, the one made up of his own misery, and actively fears anything that will threaten it. two things can exist at once: he made the choice to leave stacy because it was the right thing to do, but, to wilson's point, i think this was secondary to the real fear he had of reopening all those old wounds because he cannot envision himself changing for stacy. this is reinforced by this shot, that emphasizes house popping some vicodin in silence:

in his classic way, wilson berates house here, banking on the tough love house mentioned. but deep in there is some compassion since wilson is the only person who can break through to house. it's compelling that they make this so clear in 2x11, at the tail end of the stacy saga, when house has closed himself off to emotional vulnerability.

and this all makes no mention of how wilson is just very psychosexually obsessed with house lmfao but we don't have time for that rn.

this uh. does not bode well for future wilson-heavy episodes. sorry this was so long, and if you got to the bottom of this post, just now that there is a special place for you in my heart.

[nanaminslvt]

thinking about gojo who sucks on your nipples when he’s sad :(

Satoru gojo x black!fem reader

warning: smut, P in V sex, breast fondling and sucking, absolutely filthy talking, i think this can be considered as angst

he came to home to you exhausted and teary eyed, on the verge of breaking down. you could tell by his flustered face and watery eyes

you knew gojo was one to be overworked by the higher ups, shit he was the strongest, no one else could do the work he could, no one else could exorcise curses as fast as he could

as much as it sucks, there was no one like him, which was exactly why he came in the house so sad and ready to be held by you

you heard door shut and a big sigh from him, you immediately peeped something was wrong

usually, when gojo came home he was full of energy and ready to get into something with you, whether that have been a tickle battle or sex or whatever

but today was very obviously different

you walked into the living room, eyebrows furrowed and ready to question, comfort, or cuss out whoever was hurting your boyfriend

“hey Satoru-oh, hey what’s wrong?” you said chuckling as he collapsed his big self onto you, immediately flopping his head on your shoulder and neck and wrapping him arms around you, trapping you

“horrible day, m’missed you sweets” he said quietly into your neck, pulling you impossibly closer

“wanna talk about it?” you said scratching his head, you knew he loves that, like a puppy, you’d come to the realization a while back that he was like a puppy in a lot of ways

he shakes his head and starts leading you both to the couch, sitting you on his lap and holding his head in you chest, taking a deep inhaling your natural scent

“fuck baby you smell so” his grip tightening “fuckin good” he starts rubbing his face in your exposed chest, the v-line shirt you had on giving him a good bit of access to your beautiful breasts

you giggle and scratch in his head again, he groans and he grip on you gets even tighter

“god, you know how much i like it when you do that, you begging me to fuck you or something?”

you chuckle “could’ve swore you were just the saddest man on earth? what happened you horn dog?”

he licks his lip, staring at your chest, a clear tint rising in his pants he looks up giving you that pathetic, desperate, hungry look

he rests his head on your breast, still giving you that fucking look

“can i cheer you up?” you said genuinely wanting to help him his cock twitched

“i know how you could” he whispers, he deep voice vibrating against your chest and sending goosebumps down your entire body

you swallow hard “h-how?” he chuckles, sitting back up, hands sliding up your chest, to where the top of your shirt was

“may i, mrs gojo?” he licks his lips again, god he just loved to let you know you were his

you nod, he had left you completely speechless

he grinned, pulling your shirt and bra down and groaning, borderline drooling at the sight of you in all your pure and raw glory

he rubs on your nipples with both his thumbs, you squirm, he grins

he pinches them and you moan, instinctively trying to move away from him but he quickly pins you down,holding you in place

“don’t you dare try to run from me sweets. run from my love? really? you know i’ll catch you i’ll always catch you baby, don’t ever forget that” was he threatening you or making a promise?

you couldnt even think about that before he had his hand around your throat and lips on your left nipple, sucking hard

you let out a moan and your legs immediately open wider and he takes it as an opportunity to grind his big buldge up against your clothed pussy that perv

he starts switching between nipples, sucking on each one harder and harder like he was tryna make them completely numb

and you? a complete mess.

whining, eyes rolling back, pussy clenching around nothing, grinding up against him to get some friction

your had a grip on his arms like if you weren’t careful you’d fall off, which of course even if that was true he’d never let you

your eyes were rolled to the back of your head, saliva and love bites all over your chest and you could probably cum from just this, it sure felt like it

30 minutes, he’d been sucking like a baby for 30 fucking minutes, he wont let up, he wont stop, wont stop sucking, wont stop grinding, youve both cum already from the dry humping but he just wont stop

“mm gojo, i need you to stop, m’so sore” you whines so broken and pathetic

he lifts his head up face even more flustered with a very thin layer of sweat on his face, nipple still in his mouth, eyes still watery, but from the pleasure of this whole situation

“please baby i need more” he continues grinding and bucking into you

“satoru please i’ve been so good for you” your desperation is so apparent in your pretty voice, your grip tightens on his shoulders

he sit up and looks down on you so lovingly, so happy, so hungry, so desperate, so devoted

“can i at least fuck you? i swear i’ll stop if you let me” he puts his forehead against yours “please let me get my dick wet in you baby, i’ll leave you alone after i swear”

“you promise?”

“y-yes i promise, thank you sweets, ah fuck thank you so much, i fucking love you” he sits up eager to fuck you

“i can’t wait to get inside you sweats, been waiting for this all fuckin day” he starts pulling your shorts and panties off

“i think those old geezers are trying to work me to death, so many missions, like i’m the only sorcerer ever” oh them, he never talked this much about how the higher ups were pissing him off, he usually just brushed them off

“fucking old wrinkly fuckers, can’t stand those sons of bitches” he rips of your panties, impatience taking over him

you sit there listening to his rant knowing he’s gonna go rough, knowing he doesn’t mean it though

he positions his hands under you knees, pushing them up to your chest and folding you

“fuck, look at how wet that pussy is for me, you want this just as much as i do, don’t you?” he pupils might as well have been hearts with the way he was looking at you

you couldn’t really do anything but nod, your heart was racing, knowing the absolute wreckage that was about to be placed upon you

he leans down, lining himself up, forehead to yours again

“say it” he says in the most sultry and deep voice pitch youve ever heard from him

“please, please fuck me satoru, i need you so bad, please” he pushes in almost immediately, you gasp, eyes rolling to the back of your head at the feeling of his fat cock stretching you like this, he was so big and fat and veiny and thick…

good god was he thick

once he bottoms out he stays there, staring at you

“you’re such a sweet girl for letting me do this to you” he said while caressing the sides of your face, his big body holding your knees to your chest without even trying

then his kisses you, the kiss was wet, immature, uncalculated, unadulterated, raw

then, he pulls himself all the way back out slowly and thrusts all the wayback into you slowly, you both moan into each others mouth, fuck he plans to fuck you deep, slowly, forever

like he never wants to leave

he keeps up that pace too, kissing you sloppy, but his hips were anything but sloppy

your eyes started watering eventually, he was so fucking deep, you felt him everywhere you couldn’t escape him, you couldn’t turn away, you couldn’t squirm all you could do was take it, take what he’s giving you, like his sweet girl would

you whines and moan going in one of his ears and out the next, he started rambling at some point “sweet sweet pussy” “fuuuck” “mhm you like that fat cock in you huh? oh yeah you fucking live for it” “such a cock slut for me baby, you take it so fucking good god damn” “mhm let hear those pretty little moans, let toru’ hear how good he’s fucking his princess”

he pace start quickening, he was close

fuck you were soo stretched out and tired but you kept going for him, kept taking it for him

“fuck look at you creaming around my shit, pussy so fucking good…m’close” his pace speeds up, full on pounding you know

your arms go around his neck, holding him in place and moaning up a storm in his ears, the tears had already fallen, he so good at breaking you, ruining you like it was nothing

“m’close satoru” you whine out

literal music to his ears

“oh yeah? cum around my cock then baby, do it. make your toru’ proud”

and just like that you snapped, holding him tight as ever, cuming and creaming all around him

you orgasm (unsurprisingly) triggered his own, with a loud whimper and one last thrust he filled you to the brim

“so so good baby you did so good for me ha-hah fuck”

you held him tight as humanly possible helping him come down from his high as he did for you

“t-thank you so much sweets, such a good girl for me…only for me” he whispered in your ear kissing your jawline tenderly

A/N: hai hai haii thx for reading also can you tell i think gojo is a tit man 😛(that’s also how i think gojo looks at you in the middle of the night when he’s horny^)





[blackholezyy]

Honestly, I don’t actively hate Scorfuma like I do certain ships like C//A. I just find it to be really, really boring. Let’s get into it:

I already don’t like Perfuma as a character. She’s hypocritical, annoying and ableist (like she put Entrapta on a leash). Not to mention, she’s just not a good written character. She’s boring, one dimensional and had no character arc outside of “nice flower girl preaching about peace.” I wouldn’t mind her had anyone called her out on her BS but no, it just doesn’t happen.

Perfuma also enforces toxic positivity.. which, if you don’t know, it’s basically an excessive harmful pressure to maintain a positive, happy attitude and in turn ignores or dismisses negative feelings like sadness, anger, grief, etc. I won’t go into detail too much so I might just make a separate post about this.

Moving on, Scorpia is probably one of the better characters from SPOP. She’s naive, energetic and deeply protective but also self conscious, deprived of love, and insecure. And throughout the show, she does go through character development (which got retconned in S5 but I digress). One of the most memorable things about Scorpia is her loyalty to Catra. As seen multiple times, she actively defended her even behind her back, is extremely defensive over her to the point where she hates Adora simply because she knows Catra is hurt by Adora leaving the Horde, stays by her side even if it gets her into danger, and is convinced that Catra is misunderstood.

Heck, I’ll even come out and say that Scopria strongest relationship is with Catra. It’s not exactly healthy per say (any relationship with Catra is unhealthy) but we could see that time and time again Scorpia deeply cares about Catra and Catra secretly deep down cares about Scorpia until S4.

The only grievance I have is that when they first met, Scorpia was immediately “ride or die” for Catra. I think it would make more sense and be narratively better had Scorpia grow to deeply care for Catra rather than her immediately caring right off the bat.

But what about Perfuma, you may ask? Well.. I have nothing to say about Scorpia’s relationship with Perfuma outside of aesthetics. It’s the same situation with Glimbow but at least with Glimbow, they were friends and had something. Granted, it was rushed, poor written and came out of nowhere, but at least it was something. With Scorfuma, it was nothing.

One of the biggest issues I have with Scorfuma is that Perfuma immediately liked and crushed on Scorpia the moment Scorpia arrived in Bright Moon. Excuse me for being pessimistic but that makes ZERO sense. You have been fighting for three seasons straight and have like no reason to trust Scorpia, who mind you was practically Catra’s right hand and helped the Horde with the Battle of Bright Moon, kidnapping Bow and Glimmer in the Princess Prom episode, etc.

This is why I say that this show just doesn’t portray war well because in the middle of a war, when an enemy deflects, they would be greeted with suspicion and a bunch of background checks and reasonably so. In war, the enemy could easily plant spies or use someone to gain the other side’s trust and use that to their advantage.

For the rest of the show, it was just.. boring. Perfuma and Scorpia had no meaningful conversations, no real connection, nothing. It’s hilarious that Scorpia seemed closer with Sea Hawk due to their similar insecurities than Perfuma. Which is a shame because I feel like if written well, these two could’ve had a good relationship, both platonically and romantically.

One of the things I do like about Scorfuma though is that in S5, when Scorpia was chipped, Perfuma was heavily devoted to save her and because of that devotion, Scorpia managed to resist Horde Prime, even briefly. Scorpia being chipped had a clear effect on Perfuma and I like how Scorpia sacrificed herself. But that’s where my praises end. Because this would’ve been way more impactful had their relationship had time to actually develop.

Overall, I don’t hate Scorfuma. I actually think it’s arguably one of the more better ships to come out of SPOP. But again, the poor writing and lack of development just drags this ship down for me.

[depressedhatakekakashi]

Putting some respect on my man Kakashi’s name.

It’s canon that while the sharingan had its advantages it was a huge drain on Kakashi.

It’s also stated in his book that he got stronger than his war arc self, being able to hold a mud wall jutsu on his own for three days. A feat that was so impressive the enemy shinobi he faced believed he HAD to be multiple people to manage it.

[krazieka2]

I've played the Fire Emblem Husbando Dating Simulator Games

[courtesanofdeath]

[petr1kov]

it's really funny to think about how one piece has been going for almost three decades but only three years or so have passed in-universe. which means the citizens of that world saw this weird teenage boy show up out of nowhere in the papers with a massive bounty already and follow that up by (allegedly) commiting a different and more insane war crime with each passing month, only to go missing for two years and then immediately pick up where he left off by increasing the scope of his insanity until he became an emperor of the sea himself. imagine keeping up with the morning papers in that world and wondering what the fuck luffy will do now

[ocelotlesbian]

this is very irrational of me but i kinda hate when people say they're "mitsuba irl" because 1. you're not my son 2. you will never be my son 3. you are not good enough to be son and you will never be able to reach his level of pure unadulterated perfection and frankly how dare you try and suggest that it's a possibility. if you are not ミツバ himself jumped out of the pages of ���縛少年花子くん, you need to know your place, WHICH IS BENEATH HIM!! phew okay i'm chill now sorry guys

[lokh]

if laios was a monster obsessed hunter in the monster hunter universe (maybe mhw:i specifically becos thats what im familiar with lmao). what do you think his favorite monster would be

[shorthaltsjester]

i contain multitudes and can say that i am a little :( about vex and percy being teammates with benefits because i think there’s something particularly heartbreaking about the dynamic that was neither of them ever said a thing even though they both were aware of it and it took losing percy for vex to finally admit it and Even Then, she couldn’t say it to percy’s face when they got him back, percy was the one who had to make the first move (that they were both alive for at least) and he was only able to do that because he’d heard her confession, because he never would’ve thought otherwise. to be clear, i also very much enjoy the story being told, i think i just wish they’d maybe committed more significantly to This Is A Campaign-Inspired Story Rather Than A Retelling sooner in the show so that maybe there would be a bit more grounding or set-up for the storylines the narrative is focusing on (and i understand why they wouldn’t), because i think they’re doing very well with percy’s arc for example, because they started with focusing on his and keeping his beats mostly the same and that seems to be much the same case as some of his second wave of meaty character stuff has arrived. but with vex they’ve aimed for the same character beats but it doesn’t always feel as earned or really feel like much character at all; i think saundor particularly was a bit of an :/, since in the campaign it was really a catalyst for vex interrogating her role in the party and her morality and something she struggled to get over and that haunted her far beyond the walls of that tree, but in the show it hasn’t really had a clear impact on vex beyond the scope of the episode itself — syldor certainly has, but the challenge that saundor presented didn’t really have much weight beyond its moment. and obviously a large part of that’s also probably just, 7 protagonists and wanting to expand the perspectives to antagonists and give more room for side characters is a lot of things to cover. and, i say with love, perhaps a bit too ambitious for a 12 episode per season, ~22 minute runtime show if they want their characters to have the kind of depth that really makes campaign 1 shine the way it does.

[jagged-peaks-number-1-fan]

I'M GOING TO THROW UP LAUGHING MAN....YOU DON'T GET IT THIS IS SO FUNNY. clear sky reacting like this is a fucking youtuber ad read. "This is so sad! But here's a way to be less sad. Let me introduce you to the sponsor of this video, Leaving The Mountains On The Sun Trail,"

[valentin1k]

Why would he not believe that about Casey? That’s the guy he fought hardest and most.

this is my parasocial rpf belief lol so don’t take it too seriously but to ME vale reads as a guy who assigns more weight to emotionally important events than like. objective ones. who was his STRONGEST rival… i think that the answer to that is casey, and that’s the question he was answering. who was his NUMBER ONE rival, implication TO HIM, well. idk if it was casey is all. like truly i don’t have an alternative answer it just reads like a half truth to me. i’m not saying that he doesn’t rate casey or doesn’t respect him i just think if he answered honestly like… which rivalry do you Feel the most about (positive or negative) that wouldn’t be casey. bc clearly he’s come to terms w that one fairly well!

[mermaidsirennikita]

Louis de Pointe du Lac, as originally written, could be regarded as one of lit's most famous "also rans", someone who was originally positioned as Thee Tragic Figure of the series, only to be almost immediately superseded both in the readers' and the author's minds with Lestat. Like, you know Louis because of the original book, but Lestat is the one everyone talks about, Lestat drives the rest of the series, Lestat has all the best lines.

And the movie, as much as I personally don't like it, only sort of dug this further into the pop cultural understanding of the story. Brad Pitt is at his most "I am relying on pretty" boring and sulky; when there is a performance, it's largely annoying. And Tom Cruise... I mean, it's literally nothing next to what Sam Reid does in my mind, but it was at least very off-brand for him at the time, and he was doing SOMETHING, and he (and Kirsten Dunst) have the most iconic Moments, the camp, the arguably most memorable part of the movie (the very end with the Sympathy for the Devil cover playing us off).

So it's honestly SUCH a testament to the innovation of the show's writing and the brilliance of Jacob Anderson's performance that Louis has been reinvented, not only as a compelling protagonist, but as a character that is EASILY as complex and multilayered as more traditionally antiheroic/villainous types like Lestat and Armand and Claudia. He's more than the beautiful, tragic object of Lestat and Armand's affections, he's more than the guy telling us the story.

Louis is self-loathing and self-aggrandizing; he's victimized by Lestat, and he manipulates Lestat, very aware of his own emotional hold over him (might we note how much agency Louis had over Claudia's turning, and how Lestat in no way would've done that if not for Louis... and that act was arguably one of the most selfish in the series, if emotionally understandable). He's controlled by Armand, yet we get hints that he's actually quite dangerous and perhaps in some sort of self-delusion about just how dangerous he is (and Assad certainly plays Armand like he's nervous as fuck about Louis knowing the truth--and I don't think that's JUST about the possibility of Louis leaving him once he finds out).

Louis tells himself that he loved Claudia more than anything and that she was his "spark in the dark", when we see that in reality their relationship deteriorated over time and continued to do so, even after the person who was seemingly a wedge in their relationship was vanquished. We see hints, perhaps, that Claudia was no more the ideal daughter in his mind than Lestat was the ideal lover.

And that last scene in the premiere? When we're not sure who the "you" is? Sad and kind of horrifying, too. Because like--what will Louis do to Claudia to further his own love and obsessions? Who does Louis prioritize more--Claudia, Lestat, Armand? Maybe none of the above. Maybe himself and what or who he thinks will stave off his own loneliness, his need for love and validation and, yes, power.

None of this is a criticism of the character. The show already did something SO good and SO smart by turning Louis from a white slave owner to a Black man with money and social standing, still so held back by the laws and environment of his day. Vampirism gave him agency, yet the show, in season one, showed the potential for Louis to still be the perpetual tragic victim (in episode five especially). And maybe they'll still slip up and do that.

But increasingly, with the reveal in the s1 finale and the s2 premiere, I think we're getting the implication that the thing Louis could be protecting himself from mentally (with some help from Armand--I don't think Louis's memory issues are all Vampire Magic, though) is something horrible that he did. A choice he made. Because Louis does have agency, and the narrative allows him to be someone with conflicted desires and a complicated sense of self. Someone who doesn't love PRETTILY. Someone who is manipulated and manipulates.

Like, I've joked about him being this kind of like vampiric Helen of Troy because of the allure he holds for powerful figures like Lestat and Armand, but I also think it's so powerful to explore the way that Louis uses that appeal and ALSO makes fucked up decisions on his own because he is... into being adored, frankly. Even if the people who adore him also hurt him. He gets caught up in his own romanticized retellings of his life story, whether heartfelt or tragic, because in those retellings he can pretend that he had no choice, he had no ability to say otherwise.

But like--Louis could have stopped that woman from being decapitated, potentially. Louis didn't have to walk away from human affairs. He chose to do so, just like he chose to beg Lestat to turn Claudia. Just like he chose to deny her Lestat's true death.

And I think there's like, an attempt to reckon with this in the unreliable narration of the books, but I also think that this is so dependent, in Anne Rice's version, on spinning to Lestat... That Louis's culpability and untruths are overshadowed by his Everything. Here, the story lets us soak in Louis's mind, and Jacob Anderson's performance really seals that. I find it so smart.

[madwormm]

when that one hyperfixation finally ends: