#anyway. this was a nothing ramble
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ā¦many thoughts abt this asos passage.
like we have jon once again imagining getting frisky in the godswood. his obsession with the godswood/hot pools and his voyeur/sacrilege kink are literally confirmedā¦.love this little freak. but not only that, we have the inclusion of him refusing his desires (kissing ygritte) because of his father watching - manifesting as a face on a weirwood - literally the manifestation of jonās shame and guilt about his feelings and what his father would think.
and then this shame and denial of his desires is followed by the reasons for his guilt; he was the blood of winterfell. itās strange to me that this reason is placed before being a man of the nightās watch, when that is the actual oath he broke for ygritte. not to mention that specific blood of winterfell term being used, when jon and sansa are the only starks to refer to themselves this way. it would have had the same meaning if grrm used āhe was a starkā/āhe was eddard starkās sonā. but instead, he chose the term that links jon and sansa.
then we have the classic you know nothing, jon snow. this is ygritteās catchphrase, so itās clear why itās included in his drugged out dream abt ygritte but we do see this phrase connected with sansa in his recollection before he diesā¦itās strange how easily it can be used as a thread to link ygritte to sansa. interesting that there are two links that could be made to sansa here. (and i knowww the antis are going to accuse me of sTeALiNg CoNtEnT but thatās literally not possible, none of the content exists in a ship-only vacuum and content can have multiple meanings for multiple charas/used as textual tools to link events/charas/themes. like if an argument can be made that a link is exists, then everyone has the right to make the argument š).
mayhaps i am delulu but we know grrms lovessss his breadcrumbs and alluding to future events/layering multiple meanings into his dream sequences. the veil covering this passage of jonās desires that shame him, make him think of his fatherās disapproval, specifically linked to him being blood of winterfellā¦yeahā¦i wonder what sort of future desires and events grrm could be alluding to that might lead to similar feelingsā¦.
#anyway. this was a nothing ramble#im just always so shocked how traces of jonsa seems to lay underneath a lot of jon and sansaās romantic scenes#like a layer you only need to softly scratch at to uncover#like iām sleep deprived as hellll rn and i could draw up the connections without even thinking abt it#i hope this makes sense to u guys bc iām riding on vibes atm#if anything this is evidence towards the jon will fuck someone in winterfellās godswood theory#and a definite confirmation of his kinks#jonsa
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indie rpgs if they were WOKE
TRANSGENDERTALE
GAY THE PRINCESS
WOKE SHOT
IN STARS AND TIME
#marin rambles#this post is nothing#i'm going to main tag it anyways. woe my dumb joke upon ye#in stars and time#one shot#undertale#slay the princess#no acronyms i don't feel like it
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And they ask me // Is it going good in the garden? // I say I'm lost but I beg no pardon
#sleep token#sleep token fanart#vessel#sleep token vessel#vessel sleep token#caramel#even in arcadia#man. fuck man. this song#i started this before the song was out bc the single's art is beautiful#and i wanted to draw vessel with the morningstar#but i had to take a day to myself before finishing this#caramel is such a gorgeous and heartbreaking song#when people demanded heavy music i bet they didn't mean it like this#listening to it feels like vessel just flipped open his diary and sung a few pages from it#i get vessel#i feel deeply for him#we live in a world where privacy is nonexistent#where kindness is less and less expected from strangers#where people harass and threaten others in online spaces#where the only goal is to consume more and more and more until there's nothing left#as someone who's gonna probably lose her job in a few years to ai and greed#i too know how does it feel to hate the thing you love doing the most (art)#but still love it the same#anyways sorry for all the rambling :::')
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proposition: danny's hair turns white in random patches when he's used too much power, he just dyes it back to all black when he gets home
#š§» sharts#danny fenton#danny phantom#guess ill die (danphantom)#dash baxter#paulina sanchez#they're small and in the corner... but they're there. anyway. this is all i have to offer as i fight art block#i think im just blocked becus its the beginning of the semester.. i have a couple things ive sketched but i cant seem to push past sketches#the one (1) good bit about phantom planet to me was that danny got white in his human hair#also... bit of a tag ramble: ill expand on this later (probably) or if anyone asks but danielle's hair is similar to this except she doesnt#bother to dye it all black. danny just wants to keep up appearances. danielle has nothing to lose. its why i drew her w the white hair#tho to me danielle's hair is white on the underside and black on top uniformly while danny's is splotchy and random#okay. goodnight
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okay the whole vase is great but something about Helen sitting on Aphrodite's lap as she wraps one arm around her shoulder and brushes her leg with her hand, staring into her eyes like that... as she is persuading Helen to go with Paris (while Peitho aka persuasion stands behind them) is so incredibly iconic.
and gay. toxic yuri, if you will.
#helen of sparta#aphrodite#greek mythology#greek vase#not pictured is nemesis pointing at them in outrage#(which is the only time so far i've found helen + nemesis together on a vase... I think about that all the time ToT its all so SAD)#anyway. I consider aphrodite labelling helen as 'the most beautiful woman in the world' to be her opinion. of course she's-#- the goddess of beauty/love so that's sounds obvious but. also consider... it's *her* opinion. aka her choice who she finds hot.#aka sapphic gay lesbian yuri whatever you want to call it helen x aphrodite is real and alive and there's nothing you can do to stop it#none of this 'they were really good friends' helen's sitting in a goddess' lap ffs. have you even read the iliad book 3?? read it again.#it's actually called the yuriliad. bet you didn't know that huh /j#i'll stop rambling (for now)#edit: im looking at these tags a day later and wow i really went for it huh. anyway i'm keeping them it's all true š§”š¤š©·
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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Vivid bad doves
#I finally finished this distraction of a project (hurray yippie) so I can finally be normal again (as if) So now any pigeon posting will be#pigeon yuri/yaoi like god (hatsune miku) intended#so anyways to the more important part: rambling about the rats#Kohane is a diluted brown old german owl. An is a blue T-check feral with a hint of homer which can mean nothing really#Akito is also a feral but he is barless (like Ena) and a ash-red (Unlike Ena) Not to mention pied (his ugly bleach) and with crest#Toya is a blue clean legged bohemian tiger swallow because I gotta get Toyas split hair in some way and yeah sure woe fancy breed that has#to be plucked for their appearance. I mean it fits Toyas backstory but equally I am sadly no Toya scholar#but now that I am done I will... Idk what I will do tbh but it will be soemthing impulsive (trust)#art#my art#project sekai#prsk#hatsune miku colorful stage#vbs#vivid bad squad#kohane azusawa#an shiraishi#akito shinonome#toya aoyagi#pigeon#prsk pigeons
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I do find it facinating how Dracula Daily has turned Dracula into a different kind of myth now that we're in its third year running. I've seen a few people compare it to Hadestown, or a timeloop. The enjoyment isn't JUST from engaging with the story now, it's engaging with the experience, and while the emails are still the same as previous years, we've been through this before.
The way we as an audience interact with this story and this way of telling the story changes the genre. Its no longer a gothic horror, classic lit story. It's become a mythology, a tragedy, a repeating loop. Jonathan Harker returns to the castle every year. Every year it happens again. And that changes it, builds up new mythos around it, even if the words stay exactly the same.
#wren rambles#dracula daily#modern mythology#i LOVE how mythology is developed#i LOVE how the way an audience interacts with a story changes#anyway i for one am very excited to hear from my good friend Jonathan soon!#hope hes going to have a great business trip im sure nothing will go wrong!
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wife
#yeah i'm not dead woo let's celebrate#my art#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart#black butler#black butler fanart#grelle sutcliff#grell sutcliff#anyway i didn't draw SHIT for a good while and when i got back to it i suddenly hated using the flat marker brush???#it's part of what makes my signature distinctive so i used it for that but yeah i switched brushes#oddly enough i'm not hating the more textured look? it gets very pixelated at times but it's not awful#back to the signature- it felt weirdly nice to sign things again#i haven't in a while#if you're one of the very few people who also follow me on instagram you'll know i don't use it on there#and the only art i've been doing these days has been original work so yeah nothing on tumblr#and thus the words 'brain exhaustion god stan' have not been written by this comically large hand in a hot minute#enough rambling this is just grelle art because i love her and i know y'all love her too so i thought it would be a nice comeback piece
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always the pawn in someone elseās game. āļø
#persona 5#shuake#goro akechi#akira kurusu#takuto maruki#oof my art I guess#HAPPY 2/2 EVERYONE ā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø#wasnāt sure what I was gonna do this year and then this idea hit me like a bolt of lightning#i love you chess imagery ššš#this being said I know nothing about chess so uhh if the board setup makes no sense (likely) no it doesnāt#idk nothing really concrete to say about this other than goro akechi and his lack of agency make me crazy#I enjoy that heās always under someone elseās control until 2/2#and even the choice to die is under someone elseās whims#idk heās just sooooooo#this piece sits in a limbo between the ideal and true endings which I think is fun#is the shattering of Leblanc in the background the breaking of the false reality? or is it the ability to choose falling away from him?#you decide I guess :))#anyways enough rambling from me I am almost late with this lmao#hope yāall had a good shuake holiday
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do i have to post an in-depth tutorial on how i make my frappes at home if it'll get people to stop going to fucking starbucks
#ramble#boycotting is not hard!!!! it says nothing other than you're a selfish fucking arsehole!!!!!!!#people are dying i don't care if you miss your $12 milkshake#'it's annoying' half of a fucking country is dead#anyway it's so much easier than you think and saves you SO much money#also better for me with ibs because i know exactly what's going into it#i will do this if you want i just have to wait for my new frappe base to arrive bc i've run out
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2024 art summary! it sure has been a year
#ever makes art#i bsky tweeted a bit but it feels weird talking there still so ill do my usual rambling into tags here :)c#i burned out super bad in the middle of this year for months where it felt like i couldnt draw anything good no matter how hard i tried#and the harder i tried the worst it felt - to the degree that i legitimately thought i wasnt going to be able to draw anything again#which sounds SO dramatic i know i know. but feelings arent always rational!!! and so many others things were going wrong at the same time#so it was strange putting together this year's art summary and realizing Huh. i did still have paintings to put in every space#that fear/anxiety spiral seems even sillier and more meaningless now that i have distance and proof of how irrational it was...#...but in reflection i'd like to think of it as proof that even when you feel at your worse it's worth it to keep trying...!!#after the Black Hole of Nothing i've been working every day on never ending doujin and xv anthology and orv sketchzine and merch#i can't say that i feel my artistic skills have like. improved or anything... but the passion i feel for the stories i read and#the stories i want to tell is still there!! and the happiness from getting to put form to those feelings large or small is worth it too#anyway......... lotta words to say tho i haven't posted much anymore and socmed is imploding and the world is dark#thank you very much for staying with me another year. i am - as ever - always grateful
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*cough* if you hate amber volakis i hate you *cough* (just kidding!) (iām not.)
#house md#hate crimes md#text post#amber volakis#honestly this could apply to other women in the showā¦#think about park rightā¦#people eat up awkward guys. but god FORBID a woman be awkward#i genuinely donāt understand the amber hate#like it is literally SPOON. FED. to the audience that sheās supposed to be a female house#NOW. that doesnāt mean her entire character should be boiled down to this concept#i also donāt like you if you view amber SOLELY as female house#you guys just donāt get her like i do#(some of you do though and i love you for that)#anyway sorry for the tag rambling but this is a AMBER VOLAKIS FANPAGE#i would say iām an amber apologist but she did LITERALLY nothing wrong#ā¦other than a few things but otherwise sheās literally an angel
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i feel like poolverine easily couldāve been one of those ātheyāre flirty but itās mostly unseriousā situations, and for most of the movie yeah they were extremely gay, but wadeās been like that with other guys and it was never treated as a serious type of relationship before. theyāre willing to die for each other, but even then the romantic aspect of their relationship could be glossed over because itās a superhero movie, thatās just what they do, and theyāre working together to save a whole timelineāitās not just about them. but then the movie doesnāt end with them saving the day and moving on. i think thisās really the part that sells poolverine as a genuine relationship to me⦠loganās leaving, and wade calls for him. he canāt stand to let him go. then he introduces him to his family, and logan stays. he doesnāt really need to stay, but theyāve both decided theyāre better off with one another than without
#donāt get me wrong#wade and vanessa are going to end up back together again if thereās ever another deadpool movie#and then heāll lose her again for whatever reason#because thatās just how it goes#ignore the fact that logan tells wade to talk to vanessa and iād be convinced that the ending was supposed to imply them being canon tbh#not gonna delude myself into believing poolverine will ever be genuinely and seriously canon#but shippingwise#i think thisās why iāve latched onto poolverine despite some of the similarities between cable & logan#with cable it was never gonna be serious#despite it being fun to ship them and enjoy their dynamic#but#with logan⦠storywise⦠it makes so much sense for them to be endgame#they both were at terrible points in their lives and really needed each other#not just to fix each otherās problems. but they needed someone who was so on their own level that they could fix each other#not in a healthy way. but#yknow#anyway#idk iām kinda rambling about nothing here#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan#um#logan howlett#<- āā¦.i guess#poolverine#deadclaws
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old books are so funny. "oh no I had to leave the horrible city and go to the nice pristine countryside because of my delicate health! anyway this is my third cigarette of the day and it's barely noon; come back later and we can drink a truly insane amount of alcohol together and stay up all night getting self-righteous about sexual perversion and youthful hedonism."
#sbs rambles#this isn't aimed at any book in particular#but this is a trend I've noticed#''oh the young are horrible and know nothing about the real world. they should learn to be reasonable''#''anyway let's get mildly sloshed on a weeknight and stay up smoking like chimneys until we truly can't stand another game of bridge''#''the doctor says I should be careful about my health. that's why I'm only mixing morphine with alcohol and not cocaine.''
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I have only ever seen people talk about Zelink having a "power imbalance" in referral to BOTW Zelink. Which is odd, isn't it? Zelda definitely isn't Link's superior, because Link can blatantly ignore her demands to leave her alone. Zelda's entire arc with Link is going through a "we're not so different you and I" story. One can make the argument that Zelinks like Twilight Princess, OOT and ALBW have WAY more potential to be a "power imbalance" than BOTW does, so why does BOTW always get the bad rap? (Hint: it's because this version of Zelda isn't a flawless courteous princess, and because she was mean to Link one (1) time that means she's clearly got the power to abuse him and she's a horrible bitch actually /s)
#fires posts#ramblings#zelink#I know I've made a post like this before but it still drives me up the waaaaalll#Nothing will top āLink has to follow orders otherwise Rhoam will put his head on a spikeā or w/e original post pissed me off#anyway there is no power imbalance with BOTWTOTK Zelink#the only place that exists is bad fanfiction#or good dom/sub fanfiction
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