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oh god I'm so sorry for annoying you but i like the fic writer ask game thanks for your answers ☺️, i know some of my friends would envy you for having no problem/or not so much trouble finding a title for your stories. A friend of mine spends more time trying to find a title than actually writing 😂
i hope you won't mind me asking some more 👉🏻👈🏻
• pick three keywords that describe your writing
• if you had to write a sequel to a fic, you’d write one for…
• what is the longest amount of time you’ve let a draft rest before you finished it?
Not annoying at all xD If I didn't enjoy answering the ask game questions, I wouldn't put 'em on my dash =3
Three key words that describe my writing? Ah. hm.
Flirty. Funny. Kinky - I hope at least xD
If I had to write a sequel to a fic I'd write one for... Family Ties, probably. I have some ideas for things I can do. (I have book 2s planned for a couple other fics already so I'm not leaning on those XD I'm trying to plan this year in such a way I can spend Next Year working on nothing but sequels, honestly).
What's the longest amount of time you've let a draft rest before you finished it?
I... don't really know how to answer this one. I post chapter by chapter, and I don't intentionally let a chapter rest. I am Super Awful Bad about sitting on a finished bit. Once I'm done writing it, I'm having the read-back function read it to me so I can find *most* of the editing needs, and then I post it ^^;
The only thing that delays any given work is the constraints of time XD So even if something sits it's not cause I'm meaning to let it rest.
Asks for fic writers
#quin answers#ask game#fleetadmiralsoffice#fic writer asks#Thank you =3 I woke up late today but these kinds of asks#are always nice to wake up too ^_^
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#q’d for a random ass time#octopus 🐙 time…….. what’s he getting up to………..#touchstarved game#touchstarved ais#once a month for 3-5 days i too experience eldritch horrors and then wake up disoriented and covered in blood#ais is so funny he spends like > 50% of his day unconscious if you include the second '???' time#also since he doesn't always know where he is when he wakes up do you think he just picks a direction and starts walking#or does he sniff out the seaspring like a bloodhound#i tried a greyscale -> colour process for this and i feel unsure about the result but it was nice to try something new -v-#art tag
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For me, as much as I adore the theme of travel companions, henghill is more of a "someday" thing in that regard. I love Boothill being a weird loner Galaxy Ranger rather than a Nameless- man is undomesticated and belongs sleeping in the cargo holds of supply ships, threatening silence out of anyone that tries to report him. Let him be wild and free!!
I would LOVE it if Boothill just hitched a short ride off Asdana to whatever the Express' next destination is, though!
Like maybe the Express decides to stick around Penacony for a while, the same way they do other destinations, and Boothill is there anyway to investigate Oswaldo Schneider. It's rare to find a planet where the IPC is present, but doesn't actually have a lot of power; he can't pass this opportunity up!
And in that time, he sees a lot of Dan Heng.
Boothill gets text messages asking him to the quieter parts of the Dreamscape (he threatened and made a scene - it's called standing up for your rights, Dan Heng was given a room with a Dreampool by The Family for helping root out The Order) or mostly to the Express, where Dan Heng curiously asks him about Paths, about aeons and Emanators, The Rangers, all the worlds he's seen and places he's been.
Boothill isn't really surprised the first time they spend an entire night talking and discussing- after all, they'd chattered a lot that first day they met at the bar in the Reverie! But in talking so much, of course the topic of home comes up.
Dan Heng asks about Boothill’s homeworld.
Boothill tells Dan Heng it's gone now, and changes the subject.
Boothill asks about Dan Heng's past, before the Astral Express and the Nameless.
Dan Heng freezes up and closes off, and changes the subject.
In yet another moment of tacit understanding, neither of them ask again.
But this continues, all throughout their stint in Penacony, finding each other and seeking the other out for no reason other than good company. Dan Heng adds ridiculous amounts of data to the archives that Boothill dictates to him. They both know he could get that information elsewhere if he really wanted. Boothill finds he's kinda happy he doesn't.
And Boothill is someone who's hard to keep up with. He knows he is, and he has no problem with it. It's part of what makes him excel as a Galaxy Ranger. But there's something fun about how Dan Heng just rolls with it, and so effortlessly! Boothill finds something shady going on, grabs a guy who was preying on people, and has this dude held up by the collar with his feet swinging while he cackles right in his face, when Dan Heng shows up.
Boothill says they're just having a friendly chat. He makes zero effort to hide what he's actually doing. Boothill's new friend pleads for Dan Heng to help him, please! This guy's crazy!
Dan Heng materializes his spear.
The guy apologizes even harder, tells them he won't do anything shady ever again, promise, promise! Boothill's jabbers at him and shakes him around some more before Dan Heng taps the pole of his spear against the covered metal of Boothill's leg and tells him come on, he's already scared the man witless, they have a date to keep. Boothill drops the guy and watches him scurry off like a cockroach.
"So, now it's a date, huh?"
"...Come on, let's go."
They go to the Dreamflux Reef after that, because Boothill just so happened to totally by coincidence find that shady guy's wallet (read: robbed him blind) and he wants that money to go back to the native Penaconians before anyone else. Dan Heng follows, and stuffs all of the man's credits into the tip jar of the bar they go to.
And even when the Express embarks anew from Asdana (with Boothill hidden away in some corner or compartment, because the IPC finally got pissed enough to start looking for him under The Family's noses skzikske) this continues. The next planet is difficult to get to because of Stellaron activity; so they have to fly manually part of the way instead of warping. Boothill doesn't get his own room since he's only hitching a ride, but Pom-Pom graciously allows him to sleep on a couch-
("Thank ya, Fluffy. No hard feelings about before, right?" "You're lucky my other passengers like you. And no shoes on the couches!!")
-in one of the cars. And it becomes normal commonplace to find Boothill telling stories, and Dan Heng rapidly writing them all down, at obscene hours in the parlor car while Himeko and Welt ask if either of them even slept.
Boothill teaches Dan Heng all about his favorite drinks and liquor in general, how to aim and shoot a gun, how to hunt and track prey. Dan Heng teaches Boothill about a lot of the teachings of Lan and The Hunt from the Xianzhou, what it's like there, some of the culture, some of the fables and old tales.
Boothill still leaves when it's time to go. He's still got things to do and people to kill, after all.
But it never feels like he's very far. The archives are full of him, even if he's never mentioned by name. The article on the Galaxy Rangers is several times longer than it was before. There's new data on multiple planets and worlds.
There's one that's still just a header and title. Boothill doesn't know about it yet. Dan Heng hopes he can fill the page on Aeragan-Epharshel someday and show it to him.
And even if he doesn't stay, he does return. Boothill breaks in stops by any time he happens to be nearby. He's used to traveling without much rest, and only takes what he can easily carry on him- nothing that can slow him down or hinder him. He can't put a bullet between Oswaldo Schneider's eyes if he gets himself killed over something as stupid as being weighed down in a fight, after all.
Dan Heng is similarly sparse. He still sleeps in the archives, with nothing but his futon and old suitcase to mark the space as his.
But there's an old wooden guitar carefully propped in the corner, just waiting for its owner's return.
#honkai star rail#henghill#boothill#dan heng#hsr#bootheng#hsr boothill#hsr dan heng#HOW DID THIS BECOME LIKE A WHOLE FICLET I MEANT TO WRITE LIKE TWO PARAGRAPHS OTL#they do things to me argh#JUST.#i love that kind of slow burn#they both have different goals rn but they still make space for each other#Dan Heng has a home in the Express rn#Boothill doesn't really have a home anymore but he seems fine with his nomadic roaming#maybe they'll meet in the middle someday when Oswaldo Schneider is facedown in a ditch skzjsmkdkd#Dan Heng even keeps some things on the Express for him#there's the guitar that Boothill loved but couldn't carry with him#some spare parts and maintenance tools for the next time Himeko wakes up to Boothill in pieces in the parlor car haha#a gun that broke beyond repair but was too sentimental to be tossed#a hat that was similarly burnt and torn up in a firefight that Boothill couldn't let go of#Boothill got along fine before all this. he doesn't NEED any of that.#but it is nice sometimes#Boothill doesn't really have a home anymore and that's fine for now#But Dan Heng is someone he can always return to
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-Thank you to everyone who is still here liking, commenting and reblogging my content, even though I'm not posting much “fandom stuff” anymore, you're still here! And I really appreciate that.. (and that makes me so happy, that as I showed in the “comic”, it moves me, so- thank you, really!!) :]💛
Also- a tip: there are also many other blogs that don't post fandom stuff, but when they do, they get more likes and reblogs than the original/other content.. So also give love to those people who have your original content, reblog, like, comment, because that's what they need! Recognition for your original content! And I know you won't regret it, and it won't hurt you to do what I said! In fact, you will be doing good and giving such love that many wanted and deserve.
A big kiss/p and a hug! Even for those who only like it when I post fandom stuff, I still love you so much, and I won't stop making this type of content, ok? I just want to give more voice to what I have to give as original, because that's what makes me happy and well ^^
-Melissa, Designer.
#ok- I don't even know where to start/say more qioqbsksb#but I wanted to thank you again for everything you've been doing for me. it's really nice of you to still be here with me.#even though I'm not posting something that you “love with passion”. you're still here. and that's really cool!#and I know I've said this a thousand times. but always know that I love you very much and that you are very special!#I'm very happy to wake up tomorrow. look at my notifications and there it is: always a comment or reblog.#and I wanted to pass on this feeling of happiness to others too.#I want them to feel loved too and to have people who also appreciate their work!#so please. it's not too much to ask. give love and affection to these blogs that have/make original content.#make sure they also have recognition. more desire to create content and keep the blog alive!#and yeah.. a big hug and I hope you have a wonderful day/night💛#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog#art#my art#my art <3#art mel#my art style#mel designer#melissa designer#my oc character#comicart#comic#kinda?#thanks you guys#💛
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aro (allopl) culture is (from the anon who gives lots of flowers to their friends) also cooking (mostly baked goods) for your friends as a way to show them you love them! "Oh but giving someone x y z type of baked goods is romantic" "oh but putting that amount of effort on meals for someone has to be romantic (3+ hours)" WRONG!!!! 🔪🔪🔪🔪 my friends are getting nice food because they're great and no one can stop me *evil laugh*
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#aro culture is#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#ask#mod phoenix#friending aro culture#alloplatonic aro culture#fuck yeah!!!#idk if u have any disabled friends but ppl gifting me food is so so so nice#because cooking and baking are really energy intensive#like for context a shower is like. a third of our daily energy when medicated if we're not pushing ourselves.#we are always pushing ourselves but that's mostly because we don't have other choices rn#standing and bending and reaching and chopping are a LOT of fucking energy now#sometimes i'm literally too tired from making the food and end up not even really able to put leftovers away#because eating was The Last Spoon#and i just like. found myself asleep and woke up a few hours later and have to make a judgement call on the leftover food#also i feel like folks don't get that when i say i 'found myself asleep' i do mean i literally don't remember between Activity and Waking U#it's not like. 'oh i ate a big meal and now i'm eepy' it's like. 'i forced myself to eat#and now it's uh. apparently 4 hours later oops.'#and this is *medicated*#and compared to when we first developed fibromyalgia we are *thriving*#which is wild!#it was so bad!
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Me when i have to decide between making fanart, analyzing manga, writing fanfics, working on uni assignments, studying for my classes, cooking healthy meals, reading a classic, watching new shows, studying spanish, cleaning the house, attempting to socialize w ppl, getting my motorbike license updated, ect ect
I always wanna do way too much stuff at once, but i end up w no energy to do any of it and just rot in bed after i get home from school/gym -_-
#LIKE UGHHHHHHHH#i feel so bad for not getting anything done#ik i’m not as active as i was in oct/nov w posting substantial content#it’s just that i get home at 11pm every day and i have no energy left to get anything done on my only free day (sunday)#and i always wake up so late bc i can’t fall asleep ferore 2am so i can’t really work on anything in the mornings either…#and in the afternoon i have uni classes and then gym and all that#so like i’m really sorry for not being as active on this blog as i used to be#i’m still figuring out my new daily schedule :/#but i swear i will work it out#(for what it’s worth i’m doing better mentally that i was in december/january)#(which is mostly thanks to my supportive parents and my long distance bff whom i had a nice talk w recently)#(and being active in the gym helps a lot too so i’m not willing to trade that for more free time)#(SO. I WILL FIGURE MY SHIT OUT PLS BEAR W ME YALL)#(…if anyone reads this that is lmao.)#yana’s ramblings ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ・
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🫂🫂🫂 so many hugs forever 🫂🫂🫂 im sorry ur having so many bad times lately and i wish i could do more to help so. take care of yourself for me pretty please ? youre genuinely one of my favorite people and i love you lots and i want you to be happy. but i know happy isn't always feasible so then i'd like you to be the least amount of miserable possible yeah? ok thats my little soapbox byeee mwah <3 oh wait i need to include a nickname hmm. scamaroni and cheese 🧀
oh okay <333
#camera asks#bad at responding rn but if I could I would print this out and pin it somewhere I could always look at it#bc I can’t I’ll just take a screenshot for now <3333#I’ll try to take care of myself <3 I actually got some sleep last night but I think i just over exhausted myself. which isn’t good#but uhm yeah <3#this was really really nice to wake up to and i love you lots too#thank you <33#friendship tag
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sticker by nct has been my alarm for about a year now and earlier today, perhaps in my sleepy stupor, i thought hey this song isn't half bad actually
#HELP. it only took an entire year of self brainwashing#the chorus is very nice and mark's rap too but#actually i've always found the vocals AMAZING they sounds so good but... the instrumental 😭😭😭#still. not my favorite. and has been my alarm for that reason (the stupid recorder is so loud it instantly wakes me up)
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getting that feeling of something constantly in my throat choking me that i havent since the panic attacks i had when i was like 7

#my mom used to always get mad at me and tell me its because i eat too much n its all the food choking me#but jokes om her i havent eaten today#not that. there was ever any truth 2 it#but u know#its weird tho its sending me back so hard all i want right now is my blanket i had then#it was a little fluffy checkered blanket w a rainbow of colours like tiles#n id wake up late in the night from the panic attscks n go downstairs n lay on the floor while my parents watched tv#unfortunately it was always things like house md which made me feel worse HAJAJ#but the floor was so nice n cold#n the blanket was so cozy
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yeah I'm not gonna talk abt it am I...
#well thats okay. eventually itll come up naturally. and if not well. it doesnt make me feel very okay. but its not a big deal#and i guess ill meet ppl in the future who will curate a different idea of me and maybe therell be fewer misunderstandings#<- coward who CAN communicate to save their life but not in any lower stakes situation for their happiness n quality of life#we <3 repression n insecurity. maybe if i keep digging at the corner of this bit of the labyrinth with my spoon ill get out someday 😌#anyway.. theres my daily vague vent post got it out of my system#wanted to do it earlier but ended up not having much time after work n then called friends which was nice :^)#also i never have signal at work these days.. my boss has said shell get me on the staff wifi tho cuz i do need it for work reasons#its rare to need it for work purposes bc we all use work pcs n stuff anyway and not rly supposed to use mobiles in the lab#but yeahh.. god i have so much admin shit to sort out also gotta text family back before i sleep i forgot to earlier#its all good.. also my memory foam pillows turned up so i no longer have to steal my roomies extra one for my neck pain <3#ik she was missing it... not to sound like a creep but it was nice that it smelled like her a little. just familiar innit#we're always around each other so its just what being home smells like to me.. listen i have a sensitive nose 😔✋️#if we were a lot closer i would ask if i could sleep in her bed while shes away but we're not so it would come across sooo weird..#and i would feel rly weird abt someone sleeping in my own room without me there. well maybe not actually. as long as they werent snooping#<- guy whose mother used to go thru their shit all the time n struggles to not feel paranoid and distrustful when it comes to privacy#was thinking recently my ideal living situation w a partner would be separate rooms but we still share the bed sometimes#but not every night bc im a sensitive sleeper... but we can switch bedding so i can still smell them if i wake up in the night alone#like how new mothers trying to get babies used to cot sleeping each have a cloth or blanket and swap every night#so the baby is comforted by the blankets smell and sleeps more peacefully.. and momma finds it easier being apart from the baby too#sorry this is getting gooey and weird my meds have been wearing off the last couple hours im so sleeppyyyy 😭#well.... maybe everything can wait until tomorrow..... bed is calling..#goodnight everyone muah#.diaries
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how messed up it must be to go from enjoying plays to feeling like ur stuck inside one..
#sif referring to themself as an actor.. hitting the stage as soon as they wake.. remembering their lines..#definitely not the first time ive seen this kind of symbolism but its always a good one and Especially here#bit of a fucked up thing to do to a theater kid#'follow the script'#watching sif redo the friend events (or anything really) is. a bit disturbing sometimes#its nice that theyre a lot more genuine w bonnie no matter what tho :]#th hug is different too.. theyre more comfortable :')#questioning the morality of doing things for everyone bc it makes them closer to him..........#isat#isat spoilers
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sneeg and niki siblings is real to me
#not like sneeg and charlie#in the way that ranboo and sneeg are brothers#the latching onto eachother way and knowing everything about the other but also nothing at the same time#they are so similar but also complete fucking opposites and#the suffrage of being gay and the suffrage of being a woman#being turned into something that youre not#sneeg doing anything for showfall to give him the slightest bit of approval and niki wanting to burn them to the ground#both of them dying ugly and alone just because they existed#post escape niki being proud of her identity and chopping all her hair off and dressing more masc#post escape sneeg doubling down on what showfall made him because he cant go through that again and its wrong and disgusting#and they both care about the others too much to the point of it being overbearing#except niki is always like that and sneeg wants everyone and himself dead half the time#sneeg praying to god until his hands are bloody and bruised and niki quietly bandaging his hands#because shes the only person that could ever even maybe begin to understand why he does it#niki shutting down if a guy calls her pretty or nice and sneeg immediately jumping between them#niki clinging to sneeg in public because he looks the meanest out of all of them and surely nobody will bother him#niki going into sneegs room at night and just sitting next to him because whenever he sleeps he wakes up crying#and
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bitches be like "why are you never home :[ i went three days without seeing you :[" and then keep the house at fucking 77. like sorry i don't like spending my free time in a fucking sauna constantly
#i wish i was fucking kidding#but my house is at 77 degrees. constantly.#except nighttime at which point it's a nice and chilly 75.#and god forbid i set it down to 73 when i'm HOME ALONE and it's FREEZING when my parents get home#and then they wonder why i have sleep and irritation issues#MAYBE ITS BC IM ALWAYS SWEATING AND NEVER FUCKING COMFORTABLE AND NEVER GET A FULL NIGHTS SLEEP AND WAKE UP SWEATING ALL THE GODDAMN TIME#yeah sure i can open a window but we live in fucking FLORIDA#if its too cold YOU can open a fuckin window
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Not having a great time so idk have this i guess
Not exactly happy to be posting vent shit on this account again but whatever..
#i hate posting rhis bur#i dont want it to just sit in my gallery#i dont want wveryone to worry but seeing all ur nice tags is always so great but it just#idk#ugh#whatever#ough....#my cousin was#fucking hospitalized today#with a collapsed lung#they said hed get a surgery#thatd take abt an hour?#that was abt 18 hrs ago??#no one has said anything#not simce we were first told#and i fucking cant#becausw what if i wake up tmrw and hes gone??#he was just here christmas eve#we were talking and joking and shit...#but what if hes gone too in the morning#fuck#i just want to know hes ok#and im fucking#remembering all the good times with him#i was never that close to him specifically#but his sister and his parents must be devastated and i just#on top of everything else#idk how im supposed to do anything tmrw#god#i dont fucking know anymore
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everyone thinks I'm so insane for this but like genuinely i want a hospital bed like. at home. i want to sleep in a hospital bed. i prefer it
#its just. a lot of things make it so much better/easier for me in the morning#The fact that i can make the bed sit up for me makes it so much easier to take my morning meds#and sitting it up makes it easier for me to stand#the mattress at the hospital i stayed at the other day was like. an air mattress that adjusted to how you were laying#and that's absolutely perfect for my joint problems like i didn't wake up in pain from crushing my hips while laying on my side#and honestly having a call light sort of thing that i could press for help is way easier than summoning the mental power to text someone#like i know this is fuckin weird but. i really like staying at the hospital its nicer there#i guess I'm also really lucky to live near a really nice hospital that i know is usually always safe#and the people there are usually really nice too it's a good hospital#it's cause it's near the Rich Neighbourhood of my area so it's funded well and stuff
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The things many parents teach their children do the exact opposite of preparing said child for adulthood.
Like. A non-zero number of us were taught as children never to invite ourselves over or invite ourselves in, like we’re fucking vampires or something. But that’s also the only way to include yourself in activities as an adult.
There have to be better ways to teach a child to be respectful of someone’s plans and not be presumptuous and pushy. There have to be better ways to express, “If you show up unannounced, they may not have the time or will to entertain you” and “Give people time to prepare for company” and “People get busy, so make plans in advance or they may be unable to hang out because they already have obligations.”
But— also— there’s something so… anti-community about the way this is taught with a simple, “Never invite yourself, wait to be invited.” You’ll wait forever.
#My friend— when we lived near each other— had an ‘open door’ policy#(it wasn’t actually open. open)#so he’d wake up or come home to find us in his living room#‘You have plans for dinner? I was thinking of making tacos?’ < said as I was in his fridge looking for my dairy free cheese#‘Dude. When was the last time you dusted???’ < said as he came home to find me sweeping his floor#We would all fuck of back to our own places by the end of the night#and we often contributes food to the fridge and cleaned up after ourselves#and he was always chill with all of this. reminding us that we were welcome whenever and could stay if we needed a place to sleep#I crashed at his place a couple times after being sexiled by my roommate at the time#he had one of those tiger blankets. the real sturdy ones with good weight. nicer than a fleece. that’d knock you the fuck out#it was immediate 😴#nice and warm. but not too warm#does anyone know what I’m talking about?#he got it as a gift from a mutual friend#he doesn’t have the same policy in his new(er) place tho
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