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I need to put him in a jar
#I need to shake him around#I need to study him#I feel like every week I have a new favorite character#wu suowei being adorable#when you get a new toy#when the hyperfixation kicks in#revenged love#video#wu suowei#revenged love the series#the video is being glitchy so I will probably delete later#but I needed to scream about this
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assigned omega by auntie yi yiā¦ā¦.
#oh my god#happy pride š#who is she. i need her lore. singaporeans of tumblr tell me more please#this was the second video on my tiktok feed after i landed here and then i had to scroll through her entire page of course#and ask friends and colleagues living and working here WHO IS SHE#and they were all likeā¦.. iāve never seen her on my fyp before what have you been liking and watching#that an auntie screaming about omegaverse is on your feed#and i was like hahahaha normal stuff. you know. š¶āš«ļø#okay to be fair her profile doesnāt say sheās singaporean but iām assuming#maybe sheās malaysian???#i canāt distinguish the accents still#anyway i love her#flashing tw#autoplay warning#tiktok#pride#pride month#lgbt#lgbtq#assigned omega by auntie yi yi........
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benophie girlies (gn) we won
#not pedro pascal#do I need another side blog just for Bridgerton#also sorry Iāve been away Iām like not well mh wise#but I needed to scream about this
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[Toon x Mobster] A tender moment.
[Animation timelapse here!]
[AUDIO USED:] Chet Baker - Almost Blue Sound Effects edited by me!
#toon x mobster#jack desmond#gavriel huffman#original character#original characters#original character art#oc#ocs#oc art#oc animation#oc animatic#I made a little animation about them because I was craving it#I needed to see these two being soft and very loving towards each other#HEY YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS REMINDING ME#it's like one of those videos back in the early internet years with fandom characters being animated by fans kissing each other HAHAHA#2012 aesthetic <3 two anime/game characters being animated kissing and everyone either screaming from loving or hating it#ooohh those were fun times..#again. I had so much fun with the sound effects [YAAYY I MADE THEM REAL ARE YOU SEEING THAT I DID THAT]#I'm so proud of myself [took literal hours browsing through sound effects with tears slowly sliding down my face]
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I redrew rambs sprites is there a power strip emoji
š does this count

The descriptions I gave each expression are what they're called in the files :]
Like and subscribe if you'd shed a tear for a bloke who does fuck all
#deltarune#my art#deltarune ramb#ramb deltarune#ramb#deltarune chapter 3#im not a butt chin truther im a butt chin accepter#he still has a stubble goatee thing tho look at his sideways sprites#guess my favorite character challenge#im torn between believing he'll be relevant in the theoretical post-full release 'new-game-plus'#or what he was in chapter 3 is what he's supposed to be and changing that would be a disservice to what the chapter was trying to tell us#cus on one hand during the entire chapter we've been waiting on the knights arrival without knowing that#maybe in the 'retake' of this chapter ramb does get a shadow crystal and does become the secret boss#cus if the knight wasn't late we wouldn't have fought them and there wouldn't be a secret boss#BUT ramb was SUPPOSED to be a misdirection. he ticked all the boxes of a secret boss without being one ON PURPOSE!#cus this chapter was subverting our expectations of deltarunes 'formula'#and if ramb came back in new game plus and undid his part in that it would take away from it#BUT THEN??? WHY???? DID WE NEED TO KNOW SO MUCH ABOUT HIM???? WHY??? DID HE GET THIS āāā MANY EXPRESSIONS?? WHY ARE THEY SO SUBTLE???????#ARE WE SUPPOSED TO CARE ABOUT HIM AND LOOK INTO WHAT HIS DEAL IS OR NOT????#WAS IT ALL A MISDIRECTION OR WERE PARTS OF IT ACTUALLY A SET UP FOR NEW GAME PLUS??????#idk. but i do know that i love that little prick#i should just write an actual post about him instead of screaming in the tags sgsjgdjd#oh and btw I don't actually think the pippins hate him lol. i think everyone is indifferent towards him until he makes himself known#then it turns to annoyance#anyways if you're reading this i hope youre doing well š©·š©· take it easy :]]
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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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AU where Eddie cracks his head off the ground and temporarily gets mind reading powers. He goes to school the next day thinking that this might actually be fun, and it is for a while.
And then he hears bloodcurdling screaming - except only he hears it so, āThatās in someoneās head?ā
He follows the sound out down the hall, pass his own classroom. The screaming getting louder and louder until, āSteve Harrington?ā
āYeah?ā Steve blinks back into reality in the back of his history class. The screaming dims but doesnāt go away. Steveās still got those bruises on his face but otherwise doesnāt look distressed, āā¦You want something, Munson?ā
āUmā¦um, no,ā He says. āI - no. Nothing.ā
Steve narrows his eyes and a whisper of a voice just under the screaming thinks Eddie is fucking with him.
Eddie barely acknowledges it because heās stuck on how Steve looks normal. Not anguished. Not tortured. But normal. Bored.
āWell, uh. Well, Iāll see you around, Harrington.ā
And Eddie means that too.
#Eddie tries to figure out whatās going on with Steve by reading his friends minds#but whereas itās interesting that Carol is meaner in her mind than person and Tommy thinks way too much about his former friend i#and Jonathanās mind is stuck in some OCD time loop about what he needs to do after school#and Nancyās mind is just depressing as hell so he jumps out of there quickly#none of its helpful so now he has to befriend Steve himself (ughh)#post brought to you by me - mental illness in a trenchcoat#aka a bitch whose been screaming in their mind since grade school (something I found out 5yr ago was not the norm)#steve harrington#eddie munson
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Thinking about outsiders 2003 #44-46 again. And just outsiders 2003 in general. Also this post happy pride month
Specifically had this panel in mind, look at them hanging out and displaying terrible trigger discipline <3 Jason is a reliable source :)

#DC Comics#Jason Todd#Dick Grayson#Nightwing#Red Hood#Dickroy#Outsiders 2003#Roydick#Art by me#I think Jason would pick up on the tension btwn DicknRoy in Outsiders fast and my reasoning for this is#that he clocked when Roy was acting weird about Cheshire when he was teaming up w the Titans in NTT nd it would be funny if he did it again#Roy doesn't appear in this comic bc I drew it when the. yaoi polls. were going on and then nevermind. insane sentence I'm not finishing#My favourite part of these issues aside from Dick and Jason having that dumbass elementary school fight is how childish Jason is#āI'M telling the story NOT YOU š and I wanna tell it THIS WAY!! šš¢ and I have a GUN š¤ā he's such a brat man š#It's the one time where he really is acting n talking like an annoying little brother Dick really just brings the dipshittery out of him#Love it when busts his balls for no reason other than pettiness and the need to be an asshole#Don't just read Outsiders for Red Hood appearance though if anything read it for Judd Winicks mentally ill dialogue and characters#like Dick and Roy of course but also Grace Choi is there don't miss out on her#AND Dick getting so screaming mad at Bruce he's literally spitting in his face that was so beautiful. need that energy back
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"it's really me. is it really really really you?"
some yj19 konbart for @superfamilyweek day 2: across space or time/friends & teammates (kind of ended up fulfilling both??)
#āi ran back and forth and back and forth in time to find *you*ā okay well what if i screamed#bisexual sunset reunion beloved <3#sometimes i think about kon never being able to return to his home reality and then i need to lie down#this look was so banger for him btw. he needs some spikes and patches on his newer superfam jacket tbh#god i love him god i miss him#i haven't drawn them in soooo long. i'm ready to return guys...#kon el#conner kent#superboy#kon kent#kon el kent#young justice#bart allen#impulse#impulse dc#young justice 2019#konbart#superpulse#bartkon#dc comics#superfam#superfamilyweek#fanart#young justice fanart#young just us#art#my art
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN SPAMTON HAD A WEDDING RING ENGRAVED WITH HIS NAME.

AND WHAT DO YOU FUCKINGMEAN THAT IT HAS A LINK TALKING ABOUT HOW BITTER OL SPAMMY BOY IS TO TENNA

AND WHAT
the LITTERAL
FUCK DO YOU MEAN
THAT IN THE WIKI WHEN TALKING ABOUT THE FUCKING WEDDING RING, THERES A LINK, ATTACHED TO SAID RING, THAT DIRECTLY SAYS
āDAMN YOU TENNA.ā

WHAT
THE FUCK
DO YOU ACTUALLY
MEAN.
Iām actually so sick over these two Iām going insane
WHY DIDNTANYBODY TELL ME THIS SHIT WAS CANNON
OLD MEN YAOI IS CANNON.
(Edit: Sobbing why is this my most liked post..)
#DELTARUNE#SPAMTON X TENNA#SPAMTENNA#spamton g spamton#deltarune spoilers#spamton deltarune#mr tenna deltarune#mr ant tenna#ant tenna#tenna deltarune#Iām so unhealthy#IM SO UNWELL#seeing this made me choke and spit out my chocolate milk#my carpet is gonna be stained because of these fucjers#I need someone to be as mentally unwell about these two as I am please#someone DM me about these fuckers and Iāll spam the hell out of you with incoherent and unintelligible screaming#deltarune chapter 3#gay gay homosexual gay#Gay#PLEASE SOMEONE#I BEG OF ANYBODY#LOOK AT THESE FUCKERS#PRIDE FEST OVER HERE#they were literally married you cannot convince me otherwise.#they make me sick#actually sick#Iāll throw up cuz of these bitches#istg.#Iām going feral#Iām not normal about them I think chat.
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Gravity Falls when i was 11: i wonder if Stan really does have a twin brother
Gravity Falls when iām 19: what do you mean Stanās twin brother fucked the triangle
#but what if i were to tell you iāve been a billford truther since day one#anyways this gravity falls fixation is driving me insane#i need to scream about them into a void#billford#standford pines#bill cipher#gravity falls#the book of bill
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whatever you do, donāt think about how matt murdockās holy silver cross necklace dangles in front of your face while he fucks you oh-so-deviously.
donāt think about how matt murdock's breath against your neck was like that of a silent confession, each exhale a sinful prayer that made you tremble from the need of it all.
donāt think about how matt murdock will have you moaning out a variety of expletives and the occasional āoh god, mattā when he angles those dexterous hips just right.
donāt think about how matt murdock smirks at you with such sinful lips, or how they had been buried between the plush of your thighs only moments before.
don't think about how matt murdock's voice, intoxicating and rough, pulled you in like a prayer you didnāt want to answer. every word he uttered was like a unholy promise that set your heart racing with an urgency that was impossible control.
donāt think about the way matt murdock uttered praise down at your blissed out form was practically unhallowed ā ācome on, angel, you can get louder than that.ā
donāt think about how matt murdockās very touch was downright unholy. your skin beneath his tempting hands burned with nothing but pure need and desire, and it was practically etched into just features just how well he knew.
donāt think about how matt murdockās pace was a rough, steady assault, each movement building a tension too intense to bear. it was almost if he was testing your limits, drawing you closer to the edge with every deliberate and divine thrust.
and absolutely donāt think about the way matt murdock has your back arching, eyes rolling back as pure euphoria washes over your angelic form. that silver cross of his dangled before you, taunting, served as an all too familiar reminder of how every intimate encounter with matt murdock was sure to be sacrilegious.
#ohhhh i will never shut up about matt and religious imagery or symbolisms#yeah so the new episodes have had me screaming and crying and laughing and throwing up and yearning and going slightly insane!!!!!!#i need him in ways that are concerning to humanity#iām so glad my man came back <3 it may have been seven years but stil!! loyalty!!#. . . my fics š#. . . marvel š#. . . matt murdock š#. . . daredevil š#matt murdock smut#matt murdock x reader smut#matt murdock x reader#daredevil smut#daredevil x reader smut#daredevil x reader#marvel smut#marvel x reader smut#marvel x reader
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ā...my soul glowed with love and humanity; but am I not alone, miserably alone?ā

#it's giving metal album cover#guys i SWear im normal about the series that is yet to be#(I NEED MONSTROSITY INJECTED INTO MY VEINS RIGHT NOW LIKE RIGHT FUCKING NOW)#āsave me kai save meā i scream and holler as i crush him into the pavement and turn him into a pomegranate stain#iiiiiiii really dont know how to do shadows but WHATEVER RAAAAA ARTISTIC EXPRESSION RAAAAAAAA#at this point will i be known as the infinity centipede guy? can that be my title in fandom#10k notes and i rebrand myself as infinity centipede (joking)#kai ninjago#kai smith#kai jiang#ninjago#ninjago monstrosity#artoftheagni
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happy pride :3 i offer religious trauma
#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel#chaggie#charlie morningstar#vaggie#zenta draws#cw religion#hooo boyyyyh i would happily talk about vaggie all day#so much potential in her character⦠i need to know more about what goes on in her brain#like you canāt tell me she isnāt chock full of religious trauma#and confusion#and like#[waves arms]#SCREAMING#i judt know that the first time they did the horizontal hokey pokey#she stayed up all night questioning her enture existence
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i'm still trying to piece together the truth of it. when you left, you said: feel free to spin this narrative however you want. i have no idea if you were being cruel or if you just genuinely don't remember what you've done to me.
it's hard because i'd done so much of the work for you. i had seen the parts that flaked off, the rust underneath. i started separating you into two people - the one i loved, and the one who hurt me. i had this fantasy version of you - my partner - and then i had this stranger, a third person who would show up randomly to shatter me. i am deliriously glad i'm no longer with "the stranger". i miss the gentle (unreal?) "other" you terribly.
at first, i was so strict about my boundaries. i remember telling you to get the fuck out of my house if you were going to talk to me like that. by the end: i would justify your behavior for you, accepting even your mistreatment as "my fault" in the grand scheme. i look back on the person i was before you - smart, independent, confident - and i feel a strange sense of detachment. i don't even recognize me.
even in one of our last conversations, you said: if you want a partner that always talks warmly to you, find someone else. there was a time that a comment like that would have made me leave. and instead, somehow, i just placidly accepted that kind of thing. you were literally telling me that i wasn't allowed to have a reaction to your cruelty - and i just took it, because you'd so fully turned things around on me.
when people are faced with irrationality, a rational brain tries to make sense of it. this is the trap. they're lovely in the morning, gentle and blue-eyed and sweet. like nothing even happened, they breeze around the house and kiss you on the mouth. but at night; who is that? they snap almost randomly; flying into an impotent rage about just-about-anything. it just doesn't make sense. so the problem must be me, and my brain, and how i think.
the traumatized brain just wants peace. so maybe i'm misremembering. maybe you were just having a bad day. maybe it's actually me.
you eventually would fully turn on me and start implying that i am the bad actor in our relationship. that's what happens, right? that's literally in the playbook. you went to therapy for all of a month, told her a half-truth, co-opted therapyspeak. you figured out how to reframe your actions as "seeking peace." any time i stood my ground, i was "gaslighting." when i asked you to be more gentle, you said i was "tone policing." you said, randomly, i had emotionally manipulated you - i still have no idea what that's even specifically referring to. maybe my consistent requests for calmness and empathy?
and while i literally know better, and i'm sitting here, trained by you, thinking: wait, fuck. was i actually the person you made me out to be?
and the thing that scares me is that i literally do not know if you ever actually saw what you were doing to me. when you'd tell me how you remember arguments, you'd always summarize them in a way where you come off as gentle and easy: "i was trying to set an important boundary." what had actually happened was 15 minutes of you shouting at me i know you did something shady, just admit it already. eventually you'd say my reaction to your shouting (when i finally reacted, which usually happened around hour three) was inevitably "disappointing" and "another way i'm silencing your feelings."
how many times did i ask you - beg you - to just take accountability? looking back, i don't think i ever heard you say: you're right. the way i talked to you was wrong of me.
i am trying to tie together the two people into a full version of you in my head. yes, you made my coffee and made me laugh and spent hours on the phone with me. and yes - you would scream at me until i had to run away and hide behind something.
i wish i did have a narrative i could pull out and shape to my whim. i wish i did have some semblance of reality. instead i just stand here, strange and vibrating, wondering: what the fuck just happened?
#spilled ink#warm up#tbh more of a diary than a poem#i need to write this stuff down bc my ptsd likes to forget trauma pretty much WHILE it's happening#and any time i find myself making it ''my fault'' again i have to walk myself through the grounding steps#it's so hard to describe emotional abuse. bc it's so fucking easy to get sucked into#like. you're an empathetic person. so when ur partner comes to you after a nasty fight and is like#āi really was trying to get my feelings heard and you didn't hear me last nightā you're like - okay you know what#i'll do the right thing. this is my fault. let me take accountability and try to empathize and talk things out.#with the assumption that later - it'll be ''your turn'' right. you'll be able to bring up the screaming and talk about how#you BOTH need to make a safe space for each other. that you can't listen if your partner is literally shouting at you.#since YOU reflect and grow and try to be a better partner. you assume SHE will be doing the same thing.#but it is never your turn. she will never bring up the screaming. you cannot tell if she LEGIT just doesn't feel culpable.#and when u bring it up. she says ''so i deserved you talking to me badly? <- this doesn't go well.#she says you're blaming her. she doesn't understand that arguments are ''two sides and the truth''. it's that 1 person is right and 1 isn't#so u try to talk it out. get both perspectives heard. but over time it just becomes easier to let her get her rant out and shut up about u#until one day you wake up and despite months of treating you terribly - and admitting it 3 weeks ago!!! - she's now saying...#you were always terrible . you were always the issue. she never got her feelings heard.#meanwhile you remember literally MONTHS of supporting her and listening to her and silencing yourself.#and bc she TRAINED you to accept fault ... you just say sorry. you feel insane. you feel incredibly unhinged.#meanwhile. i fully am the kind of person that will reflect. come back after a fight. apologize before you ask. say things like#āi see your side now and i was wrong about this/that/the other thing.ā ...... this is EMOTIONAL MATURITY.#she literally started calling it ''mindgames'' and ''flip flopping." ........#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#<- girl who def was emotionally abused but also doesn't really understand that yet#anyway love u get OUT OF THERE IF YOU RELATE BYE!!!!
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there is nothing sexier than a character who is at all times deeply ashamed of their desires. those desires can be banal or they can be (said affectionately) pure freak shit. it doesnt matter if theyre actually monstrous because by virtue of the fear and the shame and disgust the character feels they easily become so. and someone who is always a little shaky and sweaty and ashamed is broadcasting those monstrous desires to everyone. they are worrying and poking at the wound and this causes the blood (the shame) (the want) to flow and themselves to be painted in it. its almost kinkier than just going out in a dog collar and leash or something because youre not just wearing your desire, youre publicly flagellating yourself for it. and even if that flagellation doesnt involve a direct punishment and rather a deprivation - even if the character's shame manifests as simply ignoring their desires at all costs, a life built around avoiding something is still ultimately a life built around that thing. and so you have these characters whos shame becomes so central to themselves that to look at them is to observe their deepest most monstrous desires. and that kind of exhibitionism......its kinda hot!
#this is my favourite interpretation of kim dokja#guy who is always obsessively denying himself affection and so is perpetually metaphorically wearing the chastity cage of emotional denial#i need him crying screaming throwing up from guilt for thinking about holding yoo sangah's hand once (1)#i need him repenting on it#minors dni
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