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infinity-on-ri · 1 year ago
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Made an entire alien species to have lore behind my "space angel" alien motherfucker because now he just needs his story and I'm set
I want to figure out organ systems and dietary components and base elements (non-carbon based life forms) and other life on their home planet and much much more, but I'll do that later
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clumsypuppy · 11 months ago
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u know when youre bored of everything and it feels like theres a hole that youre trying to close but it just keeps sucking everything up
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fadedsweater · 5 months ago
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First Line Challenge
@mel-0n-earth tagged me in this a couple weeks ago (thank you for the tag! 😊💛)
Rules: post the first line of your wip, the first line you worked on today, or any other “first line!”
I'm cheating because this is more than one sentence, but it's technically one line of dialogue so 😤
Anyway, post-Veilguard solavellan be upon ye:
"Is that what we are?" Solas asked, with no trace of derision. He spoke softly, plainly, as if he were asking her opinion on the weather. "Married?"
Tagging @darethshirl, @broodwolf221, @luzial, and anyone else who wants to join in 💛
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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months ago
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#its so interesting to watch disinformation spread on the internet. and i mean through communities of very online people. not thru offline#ppl who just dont understand how the internet works. its so strange. like if you say something with enough conviction and if you have enough#online clout you can warp reality around your mistruths. its like that succession line im misremembering. you dont predict the future u say#things and the ppl around you scramble to make them true. and bc no one actually cares or has their own bias they never try to understand#the situation. and its so hard for me to tell where the reason behind that misinformation orignates. is it knowing lies to insight#harrassment? a huge distortion of perspective thru ego and echo chamber? or actually being a total moron? its so strange#i dunno. the internet is also very strange in that people as a collective are absolutely incapable of handling conversations that are even a#little bit complicated. you see it all over the place but its especially apparent when you watch live stream chatters flip the fuck out when#a streamer says something they disagree with even a little bit or theyre charitable to opposing perspectives. and its so baffling to me bc#everything in life is complicated and its insane to not want to interact with that even a little bit. so you end up with creators who r#audience captured bc they're afraid of upsetting ppl and that pushes communities to be unempathetic and hostile#and ready to devour anyone who doesnt meet the standards of their rigid purity test. and. in some particularly unhinged circumstances#streamers and particular member of their audiences will ensite hate under the guise of pretending to care about historic tragedies ongoing#in the world. like bro just bc u feel u have the moral high ground on one particular point does not mean u r completely immune from all#criticism and u can say truely horrifc shit abt something else and allow ur chat to be really gross. ur using the death of children to#deflect criticism wtf is happening? and again its not a clean situation. its messy. good and bad things r happening in these communities but#like there is so much content being pushed out that its almost impossible to keep track of if u arent terminally online so normies just hear#things that may or may not be true and make a black and white judgment on it. and then u get this bloated backlash based on misinfo bc#someone has a louder voice in a particular space. its madness. very interesting to watch it play out in a kind of disgusting way.#and someday there will be this empty record of an internet war no one cares abt anymore. so strange. anyway. terrible things happening in#the communities of streamers. if the internet does anythinf well its magnifying hate to obscene levels#unrelated
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dykedvonte · 7 months ago
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you make really good points, I think I used the term karmic wrong sorry. I think of it more as not how I personally think he deserved all that happened to him (which thinking back os exactly what karma means, I messed up sorry), but as his fate being directly tied/parallel to anyas. I handnt noticed the toxicity of jimmy and curlys relationship, from the first playthrough I watched and the first interactions I had w fandom I saw so many ppl just. dismiss the terror Anya went through and focus too much on him as the "ultimate victim" and that just didn't sit well w me. I really dislike seeing ppl go "oh well nothing could've been done" I think it's much more complex than that. also I forgot to mention in the last ask that I really appreciate you bringing the point that this game isn't just about the harm of patriarchy but also very very critical to capitalism, I haven't seen too many ppl touch on this. I hadn't thought too deeply about how it makes "he deserved to become disabled as punishment" come up and I agree that's really messed up. I'll try watching a playthrough again with all of this in mind. but either way thanks! I really appreciate your answer 🫶🏼
I guess this is just part of being in a fandom like this. I've noticed a lot of people don't actually see posts outside of their curated view. So some people only get like anya posting or jimmy or curly and it can make it seem like that is what is saturating the conversation.
I mainly just follow the general tags and look for anything new because I'm like obsessed but I know some are only looking for what they want or believe to be the case and can get weird about other ideas.
Sorry if I came off mean its just a last few of the asks have been like circular conversations like this and its not draining per say but seeing all the nuance and details get overlooked to fit a straightforward and basic narrative really sucks cause there's a lot to explore character and theme wise.
#its like idk i feel like im yapping about the same stuff over and over and over again cause people confuse simple on paper with simple in#execution or like without the human factor like idk sometimes to humanzie Anya people dehumanize the other characters to an extent#which is also part of the systemic problem because by dehumanizing people you take away from the awareness like idk the statements#that curly was the captain and just a guy like have to exist together hes like an okay find decent even good captain just not great#hes not exceptional and i think a lot of people are acting like the game said he is when thats just jimmy like Swansea and Anya see that he#just a guy under everything else hence why they dont feed into the vitriol jimmy tries to serve about him crashing the ship and how they#talk to him pre crash even with anya i feel like people are so focused on trying to see what jimmy doesnt that they are adding intention w#where there isnt not even on like she cant be this scale more so you are treating this like everyone in this game is doing some secret gran#gambit when they are just trying to surviv in really back circumstances like having anya respond to jimmys behaviro through the#fawn effect isnt making her a weak depiction its a real response that can coexist with purposeful action because she is clearly scared of#Jimmy even if she hates and thinks he's incompentent like shes not gonna roll over for him but shes gonna be docile in his presence so he#doesnt create a reason in his head to lash out at her like people simply cannot combine concepts to create the complex responses we see in#the game and idkn why its so hard because not every statement contridicts like Jimmy is a monsterous asshole can exist with how#systematic oppression and social enabling create/allow people like him to do their worse cause at the end of the day he chose to do#everything he did despite other options vs the others trying to figure out the best option for all whether that was the best or not like#he dug his own grave vs the others sorta being lined up in front of theirs and shot like this is more interesting to me than him just being#like idk cartoonishly evil and gross and why cant concepts stakes like fitting aspects together is fun its like the worlds shitties puzzle#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#anon#ask#ur fine anon im just insane and get frustrated easily when i think im explaining something bad
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f-imaginings · 7 months ago
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I have finally FINALLY got up to the dream scene at the start of the last mabelcorn in kmky and everything is flowing nicely finally, and the scenes and characterisation all are smooth and make sense and I am no longer going over the same establishing scenes like a pedant trying to make them perfect. SUCCESS!
Just have to knock out these next few bits then it's onto unicorn beatdowns, funny hats, pizza parties and loophole heists!
#i am so relieved#i feel a lot happier writing now that im happy with those establishing scenes#they didnt pan out how i originally planned but i think theyre better for it#i kept wanting to make bill and py fight but thats just not what they want to do#and das flavor pups have downgraded themselves from terrifying imposition to mild annoyance with potential for drama down the line#but these things will make everything else make better sense so i dont mind the bits i scrapped#now im cackling to myself writing out the dream scene and yes it will diverge slightly from how it panned out in the show!#because why the hell not#i also have been inundated with ideas for a sequel so im steadily noting down dialogue lines and ideas i want to see#and hopefully i stay on task and don't get too distracted by sequel daydreams#it'll be good tho when it gets there i promise you that#a true healing narrative that doesnt rely on punitive justice and creates a positive outcome without repeating codependant patterns#that we see so often in billford#yes love redeems but love for yourself is important in redeption arcs too and knowing that you can make something good with your own hands#is just the game changer i want to bring to the billford fandom#but anyway thats for later for now im back in action and hopefully on track for finishing the chapter by the end of the month#fingers crossed buds#I'm doing my best so all the folks needing a pick me up after world events get something fun to look forward to#kmky#knowing me knowing you
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unnonexistence · 2 months ago
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fuuuuuuck celiac disease
#my symptoms are never that bad but i never know how to explain the psychological distress#or the way the line around what is 'safe' is very fuzzy#like. technically there are restaurants that are safe for me but most places#and ESPECIALLY most places within a certain price range#are varying degrees of Not#and it's just#people try to be nice to you and they make it worse#we will order food special for you! don't worry!#because they want to include you#but on some level it is also just. be normal!! be normal and Eat At Restaurant like everyone else!!!#SOMETIMES I DONT WANT TO#i have a disability that makes it difficult for me to eat at restaurants!#sometimes the solution is to stop fucking expecting me to eat at restaurants!!#i dont know. im having problems again and i dont know why and i want to yell#sometimes the right accommodation is letting me be a control freak in peace#but unfortunately that makes people feel Yucky inside because monkey brain says food = community#so they keep trying to come up with alternatives that are not what i want#this is at work#i dont know how to communicate any of this in a way thats like. Normal#people dont want to accept that the existence of e.g. gluten free bread doesnt just. fix everything#and they get all Sad about it#like. literally it's fine#just accept that my life is a bit different. please#it isnt Worse it's just different#the bread IS worse but that's not really a big deal. im still out here living my life#anyway im TRYING to navigate the social complexities of Boss Buys Employees Food Sometimes#but. good lord is it ever exhausting sometimes#personal
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mbat · 4 months ago
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anyone else think pro-anti stuff is kinda fucking stupid at this point. i mean first off it feels like a remnant of 2015-18 tumblr discourse which is already a bad thing. also discourse like that is sooo teenager im so serious thats some highschooler shit
then youve got the fact that its very black&white 'us or them' type shit, especially with how people will full on block people just for being one or the other, or tell people that these random people suck because of this thing, even if they dont know the person at all outside of this
also theres a whole thing about 'antis are harassers!' but does that even still happen? i dont doubt it happened once upon a time, but i mean now, in the modern day of 2025
theres also the reasons and bad things ive seen said about why people join sides. 'antis are harassers therefor im proship!' and 'all proships are pedos therefor im antiship!' and all that which is just like... yall.
i think it also disregards the real conversations that could be had about these topics, because people will just label eachother these things instead of, yknow, actually talking
also the black&whiteness of it all removes any nuance, and im always a big advocate for nuance
and when it comes to me, my stance on it at all?
well, i for sure dont like incest and pedophilia, and ill block anyone that i see making or reblogging stuff about that, but im not gonna go into their inbox like 'FUCKING DISGUSTING CREEP' cause honestly thats a waste of my time more than anything
do i wish people wouldnt make stuff related to these things i find revolting? yeah, duh. but i also know for a fact that these kinda things will never not be made, and the best i can do is block these people, and boom theyre out of my life. anything aside from incest and pedophilia idc about really. toxic ships are fun as fuck.
theres also the whole 'fiction doesnt affect reality!' thing which i disagree with. if youve ever cried at a movie, then fiction affected reality. but i dont agree that if someone likes things like toxic ships or whatever that theyre also a bad person irl or something. i mean, like i said, i like toxic ships, but i like to think im not a bad person? theyre just fascinating to think about and fun to write about!
so what, am i an anti for not liking certain ships and thinking that fiction can affect reality? am i a proship for not bothering people about it and for liking toxic ships?
does it matter?
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orbiyoo · 1 year ago
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i havent posted about it since halloween because i literally havent worked on it since halloween but the clown is going well ^_^
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merlinmerlot · 1 year ago
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I could play one of the most beautiful well crafted video games on the planet and it will never be as appealing to me as one that kind of sucks shit but has soooo much potential
#merlin.txt#just finished cyberpunk#i feel like they could have done sooo much more with the concepts they had#the game showed us a bit of everything in the world but i dont think they explored any one topic enough#and they pulled a ton of punches. the ending did not feel like this big 'grab your allies and fuck the corpos' thing it shouldve been#it was mostly just tying up johnnys loose end. one big loop. which i fuck with; but it wasnt rlly anticapitalist at all in that sense#i have a bunch of other thoughts on johnny but ill save it#but god. the beginning (act 1 and the first bits of act 2) where just soooo fucking good#and it rlly felt like it was going to gear up into this huge thing instead of just being one last hurrah for rogue and johnny#AUUUGHH theres just So Much Potential. goddamn#imo i think the major thing is that at some point it stopped being v's story. it was everyone elses#he has Very little agency. which is interesting but man this guy deserves better#when it comes down to it the game Is really shallow. whenever there is any sincerity in themes its very centrist#the fact is you dont rlly meet many characters in game who are Truly working to take down corps except for johnny and he doesnt rlly count#and if there Are its usually played for irony and laughs (looking at kerry) or theyre flat out kind of awful.#judys story is probably the best of the companions bc shes actively trying to help sex workers and its played very positively#i also think two of the main themes (letting go of the past; what it means to die) are Majorly helped by some incredible emotional beats#and w/o some just Really Really good scenes and good repetition of lines and motifs its very tropey.#ok i wasnt going to write a full thing. but let me be clear: i fucking loved this game. i would not be writing so much if i did not love it#the sun ending was Still soooo vindicating. v is still kicking and that's all that matters to me#(it helps that v is a Great protag like one of the Best voiced rpg protags next to hawke da2)#(which is kind of a funny comparison since i think both protags suffer from a lack of agency)#ok im done now
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seithr · 1 year ago
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gpod morning everyone
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doomdoomofdoom · 29 days ago
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fuck jubilee but this clip and Shane Ivan Nash fucking decimating Ben Shapiro. inject it into my bloodstream.
My jaw dropped
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microwaving-tesilid-argente · 4 months ago
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snivelling crying and whimpering, why is ailette's character voice SO hard to grasp
#mimin trying to write#I DONT GET IT#like you always know what her overarching goals and feelings are#but never the actual intricancies of them#hate it in here hate it in here#she's NEVER fully honest with us in her narration#girlipop youre making it SO hard for me to write you!#the people yearn for tesi/lette fic!!! (its me im people)#tesilid is also constantly lying but at least when we get his pov he doesnt lie in his narration#ailette lies even MORE than him its CRAZY#both of them. kings and queens of lies by omission#shaking them down ailette rodeline you are driving me CRAZY#if i end up writing even more tes/hes instead its bc hestio is so much easier to write#hes so transparent#ailette however. UGGHHHH. we literally can see her internal narration and i STILL do not get her#i could write a passable imitation! but i dont feel like ive fully digested her!#id just be going through the motions of writing lines whr she cares for and worries for tesilid and fawns over him#but it does not come from a place of me understanding her list of priorities and why theyre the way they are#yeah yeah ailette's top priority is tesilid. but WHY#why out of everything else that she came to love in past ten years????#why does tesilid get to jump queue every other priority in her life#as a casual reader i can just accept it. but as someone trying to put her in new situations!!!!!!!!!!!!#clenching my teeth its okay. in a couple of months pt 1 will end and if we still havent gotten an answer#i will just make shit up myself#i will OCfy her if i have to#. man. its the way i cant even get a good grip on the way she talks#bc she has so many different faces#like i cant even figure out what her threshold and style of shittalking in fights is#bc she snarks back but also idt she ever actually smiles while doing it?#so shes playful but not all the way???????? i cant figure out how to balance it
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rampant-testiculitis · 5 months ago
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the stars aligned in my personality so that everything i convey is either a warped version of what was intended something blatantly different
#based off what the earth sees you would think i have a lethargic personality#or that i dont react with extreme emotional volatility#and in the same vein that i dont give a shit about anyone or their problems#its not that i dont care about someones issues specifically#i lack that ability in general#i can look back at something i was feeling a minute prior and not relate to it at all#yet somehow at the same time#im hyperfixated on myself#almost everything that i dont grow tired of could be vaguely described as progressing a skill whether literally or metaphorically#and an overwhelming majority of my mental depends on if im progressing/have already mastered#i am self absorbed to the point of brain neglecting everything else and allocating said energy towards my shit#i really dont care about human interaction at all except for the select few that i would truly label as close which lifetime is MAYBE 3#and although rare for someone to be affected i hate when it does end up doing that#i dont want people to see me not empathizing and interpret it as not seeing their issue as valid#it is not personal i just am incapable of displaying that#if i dont feel any sort of self pity how am i supposed to feel for external issues i have no experience with#me being super tunnel visioned doesnt make it any easier#and add on the fact that i cant directly convert emotions into actual communication only thoughts#i have no idea how to genuinely compliment or express discontentment with anything#any idea my brain conjures up is some forced unnatural line like#“i really like that its so cool and awesome” “come on dude really what a bummer”#only thing i sometimes say is “i hate that” but having one reaction isnt really better than having none#not at all unexpected since i havent put any effort to gain experience doing that nor do i really want to#i cant really put out anything that i couldnt take in#the times that i have been complimented i just think ok i guess#what am i supposed to do with that i dont even agree with the compliment#as i looked at this several hours after forgetting about it i fell victim to what i said#“i can look back at something i was feeling a minute prior and not relate to it at all”#dont even really want to post it anymore but it was too much typing to not post
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agdab · 8 months ago
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so my parents are visiting.
#i eat bees.#and its going as bad as youd expect actually#7 hours. 7 whole hours they didnt eat or drink much at all. because my father is a fucking cheapskate#7 hours travelling. 7 hours on planes. in layovers. 7 hours. 7. hours.#2 hours of being here at this airport. my mother calls me. in tears.#in the midst of a cardiac event. bc she doesnt have food/water to take her heart attack pills. and my dad.#is in line for those 2 hours. trying to get a rental car. bc they are Out Of Rental Cars.#and she feels its His Fault. when in fact its neither his nor her fault.#but what IS their faults. is the sheer motherfucking LACK of communication#at no point did EITHER of them talk to each other in that 2 hour waiting period.#he didnt call her over to tell her what was wrong.#she didnt go over to ask. or tell him what was wrong.#she was causing a problem to herself. and blaming him for it.#and he was causing problems to himself. and blaming everyone else for it.#they are here. for the next 8 days. and it is going to be an agonizing 8 fucking days.#they did nothing but bicker. he tried yo explain then to her what the problem was. she wasnt having it and kept sideswiping him.#i just am so fucking. exhausted#i grabbed food and water and made 35 minutes into 20 to get her food so she could eat her fucking medication#ans by that time he finally got a rental car#and i just am so. fucking. tired.#living like this. just waiting for everything to get so bad its almost irreparable. that its almost death.#was a near constant for me. just all the time. over everything. over anything. over nothing. for 23 motherfucking hears of being alive#it was like this.#and i always. always had to be the one to pick up the mess. to show up. to mediate and resolve. i always had to break it up#and fix everything. i was always the one to fucking fix everything.#and i asked them to do one thing for me. one fucking thing. wear a mask while you travel. please. wear a mask.#i get sick so easy nowadays. i get sick so fucking badly#and.#they.#didnt.
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eggfriedricedwasian · 7 months ago
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Tim Drake is blind. He's blind but no one knows. Why? Because he moves around so well they dont think twice. They know he can fight blindfolded, but they dont know it's because he already is blind.
He can still see, he can see light, but in full bat fashion he uses echo location. It becomes so second nature to him he has Constantine or whatever magic user check to see if he hasnt changed entirely into one and he cant see. He's still human, sort of, just a fast to adapt one.
When he gets ready he has someone, a hired personal assistant, that does his hair and what not. People, mainly his family and some of his friends, think he's just being rich and using his money, but he doesnt know what he looks like. So when he dresses for himself or to hang out, he's going based off feels and feels alone. So he has really horrible fashion taste so he hears.
While patrolling as robin, he has thermal sensors built in. The bright colors of the heat he can see so he can tell where people are and how many people.
When doing cases or work, he knows where the screen is thanks to the light, but he has an earbud in reading everything to him fast so it just looks like his reading even if he's just having it read to him in his ear. When handed a case he usually has his domino on which sends the words into his comm line.
He likes photography, so he found away to do it while being blind. His camera was custom made by his parents to make a sound, or vibrate if he chooses, when he gets a clear shot of something, then he'll snap away.
When he watched Avatar, or well listened, he found it so cool that Toph was blind and used her feet to feel the vibrations of the ground. He learned how to do that as well, although it's hard to feel vibrations in the ground. He still learned how though.
No one except for Tam, his secretary, and Ra's al Ghul, for some reason, know that he is blind.
He neither hides nor tells everyone else if he is blind or not. It's through bat training that he doesnt tell because you shouldn't show any weaknesses. It's also through bat training that he doesnt jump whenever someone sneaks up on him.
He also doesnt want anyone to know he's blind all at the same time for fear of Bruce benching him permanently so he wont be able to go out as a vigilante anymore.
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