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Realized I have not posted in awhile goooo my attempt at human loop doodles
#orangetriestoart#isat spoilers#2hats spoilers#hhhHhhHhHh I feel like I haven’t drawn im forever I’m so rustyyyyyyyy#but anyways going on a short ramble I love the idea of loop getting picked up by a house of change post 2hats and finding themselves again#I think they’d purposely wear loose clothing to hide the leftover effects of wishcraft also it’s just comfier n less effort#something something i also like the idea of them growing their hair out post loops cause it’s just another way to separate the#from who they used to be ahaha but they do not maintain it so it gets way messier than it was before#but like maybe after awhile they learn to take care of it properly and have fun with it and change it up because wow#its something they can actually have control over! it’s fully theirs!#idk I’m not a writer dhigkhshkgshkgs#also realizing I forgot to go back and finish the hand in the first one whoopsie#anywaysssss have a good day/night tumblr void a a a a. a a a
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pro tip: you can always put the bugs in little outfits :thumbsup:
#rain world#five pebbles#lttm#looks to the moon#no im not procratsinating what im actully drawing to put the bugs in fun outfits what are you talking about#anyhow uh yeah man been a lil since i uploaded anything huh. that will not be changing. stay tuned for as scarce art as always. we stay thr#anyhow! you know i have done similar scehctehs alot and i always do the undershirt longshirt for them cause i feel like moon would like it#nd pebbles got it from her even if hed hate to adit it. sometimes your older sister figure has good taste (subjective) and you will never r#each her high#anyhow also i like desiging tshirt prints even if its always a pain when i need to do it#ough#anyhow i have suns also if anyone wanna see that i suppose?#otherwise hmmmm well if anyones reading this who has an opinion i wokring on a comic and concidering if i should wait with posting and do t#e whole thing once i anage to struggle through adding the text#or if i will be weak and post my fave parts beforehand for funnsies hmmmm many choises someone tell me what to do i hate making choises#uh for anyone not intrestied in my long tag rabling music rec for today is cop car by mitski!!!! and not at all because ive been watching a#disco elysium aniatic with that song on loop on youtube for days#thats not soemthing id do#anyhow anyhow!!!!#my art#see i can remmeber that tag sometimes :)#oh also an its nice to go back to drawing these guys after weeks of my own rw ocs. strange experince man#^-^
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finally free to draw pooki snooki again 🙌
#draw konig like im taking a breath of an inhaler#FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK#könig#i am once again trapped in a loving loop of trying to capture the uncanny essence of his creepy eyes#my art#call of duty modern warfare 3#call of duty modern warfare#konig#konig mw2#konig call of duty#fanart
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Loop stumbles out of the timeloop tired confused hurt
They look back, expecting to see someone but no one is there. You're back home, why would there be two of you on your timeline?
They look forward. The loop continues, their wish was done, they helped themselves out in a very literal sense- but they still have another wish unfulfilled. Somehow that hurts more.
No Siffrin, no second party- in theory this IS your party but. Is it? Do you fit in it?
You're not siffrin anymore. Not after this.
Loop focuses on the here and now and all they see is a familiar ceiling, somehow they forgot it, upon experiencing so long basking in the sun.
They already miss the sun.
Hopefully they don't have another thousand loops to walk to now, they know the end, they know how it goes.
The house feels cold, stopped in time and vacant of any empathy, even if it knows how many times this version of siffrin has run around it and died on its floors.
#go to the wild#oh my terrible terrible draft#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat loop#in stars and time spoilers#pipporambles#two hats spoilers#i hope im not the only one thinking on loop going back to their party#to their world#to their vaugarde#to their timeline#and going back exactly where they gave up on#still needing to finish it#still needing to get through what they just saw siffrin get through#knowing how it ends#but being so painfully terrified of getting stuck#so terrified of seeing them die again#so terrified of everything#missing the sun the instant they notice they're back#loop cracks and just cries there#again#the universe is so cruel#it dances with loops wishes in ways they could never think of#it leads a painful path#this time loop cant really follow it#not with party members who already feel like they belong to someone else#anyway good bye ive been thinking about this for too long#id draw it but i also am havingn a weird relationship upon being free of my university tests
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So I needed something genuinely good to listen to while I colored and rendered a 9 page comic so I thought, oh, I’ll just pop Malevolent on, cause that seems to be the natural pipeline, finish archives, start malevolent, and Jesus fucking Christ
Archives is like a 5 course meal in an uncannily quiet restaurant
Malevolent is like doing bath salts mixed with laced redbull behind a 7/11 with a local cryptid
Both truly and equally amazing, don’t get me wrong there, but GOD DAMN, I understand why people say Jon couldn’t do malevolent, wtfffff
When the gas mask guy started sprinting down the docks and tackled Arthur into the water, istg prey instincts kicked in for me
This show is insane
(Elias still has my whole entire heart I don’t think I can stop drawing him anytime soon)
#mapple blog#just needed to get this on my blog for my own personal timeline#where have these shows been hiding all these years#it’s nigh impossible to find 2 home runs in less than 2 months#much less back to back#‘orther’ keeps running on a loop in my head#getting the general feeling archives is a gateway drug and malevolent is just straight crack#again in a good way#oughhhh stories that can only be told through audio format and use it to its full abilities#I owe you my soul#malevolent#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#what a wretched pathetic mc#I love him#love it when the entity gets pissed as FUCK at being ignored#so much sass#gonna go relisten to the gas mask fight🤭
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I LANDED TWO LOOPS IN ONE TRAINING SESSION MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!
#look. its not huge but I'm taking it.#i got a couple of almost good back spins too.#concidering how bad the ice was and how busy I'll take the win#loop jump#sit spin however was being a turd#there was a Rhiannon song playing for my second landed loop so thats going on the skating play list#figure skating#adventures in skating#ducky does a skate#adult skater#shells on ice#practice practice practice#i am le tired tho#attempted waltz loop but it didn't work. but i didn't feel like i was going to die either so a small there too i guess
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wip of that fucking starling tha t i hate. i keep thinkign abt this one comment
#genuinely sooo joyous it made me so joyous#i <3 hearing abt what my art makes ppl feel#i hope this one makes you throw up#cant stop thinking abtt this starling#feeling pain is just so good she cant help it but want to make it worse#she cant help herself its how she was made#i think after her tantrum in the end shell go back to being a bootlicker#she wont talk at all. wouldnt take anything w her only the occasional shovel if someone tells her to#its a loop nothing matters now shed just follow orders like in auto pilot. literally nothing matters#wip tag#carabina
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The biggest problem with Dominion is the dichotomy of Maisie's plotline with regards to motherhood, and the way both plots revolve around it from wholly opposite perspectives while never actually clashing.
Her plot starts off simply enough: she's angsting about not being a real person, Claire's trying to protect her, and Maisie spits at her with the "You're not my mother!" line right before she's kidnapped.
This is a classic Finding Nemo setup, which Claire takes to with gusto: she calls on favors, slips into seedy markets, fights a crime boss, eludes raptors, jumps out of a plane, and crawls through a forest to get the girl she calls her daughter back. Most stories would show this as a trial: ye olde "GASP! My parents love me!" story.
But the fact that Claire has no obligation to bring Maisie back is never challenged. Soyona doesn't bother with asking or playing the role of the tempting serpent instilling doubt; the closest the movie comes to that is Franklin giving her the "I told you this would happen" speech. It's all taken for granted, which is...okay, because we have already established who Claire is, but that's not the problem.
The problem comes with the other half of the story: Maisie mopes to Wu about how she's just a close, and Wu immediately points out how no, she was conceived and carried in a human womb just like everyone else! And he calls Charlotte "your mother".
And Maisie goes "Is that my mother?"
And when she meets Ellie, Dr. Sattler is somehow fully aware of who Maisie's REAL MOTHER, the one who created her and who she looks like, is, and gushes about how great of a eugen--person she was. Every single time Maisie talks about "her mother" with the people around her, the word is referring to Charlotte Lockwood, the woman who birthed her.
Meanwhile, that Claire woman is crawling into a slimy pond to get away from a twenty-foot-tall Kreugersaurus because she wants to get Maisie away from kidnappers.
Of course, Maisie runs back to her and yells "Those are my parents!", but there's still something missing there. Claire's side of the story is all about her powering through, risking her life time and time again to track down her daughter...but there's never really a moment between them later. Maisie even posits the "So I was just an experiment to her..." plotline that has been seen before, but even that's immediately refuted.
The movie's not wrong for avoiding the cliches and the oft-used tropes of foster motherhood, but it doesn't really break any new ground, either. Obviously, people can have more than one mom, but there's something of an imbalanced focus on Charlotte as Maisie's mother in the Maisie and Jurassic Park plotline, while Claire in the Jurassic World plotline is doing all the expected Mom Stuff.
I can't wholly express what's bothering me about it, maybe I'm overthinking it, but it...doesn't quite sit right with me.
#claire dearing#maisie lockwood#jurassic world: dominion#charlotte lockwood#I feel like there was a draft where Maisie was just Charlotte's experiment#but they decided that they didn't want that#too cliche or too mean#but it would have had a “your mom's not the one who made you she's the one who will fight a hundred dinosaurs to save you” moral#but then we also can loop back to claire not really wanting to be a mother in the first movie#and then sort of having that role shoved on her in the next two#it's kinda good that they dodged some cliches but also they exist for reasons and it's often because they rule#there's even the admittedly funny bit where Maisie asks if Ellie and Alan has kids and she says yes and Maisie goes “but not with him...?”#which is a fine joke out of the context but when taken with the whole biomom thing and Real People Are Born thing#it's...questionable#I dunno#I hate everything about the Maisie and Charlotte retcon I think#I'm okay with Maisie's blood having this genetic disease cure thing#but it could have just been that Charlotte died of that and Lockwood's scientists fixed that with the clone on a whim#and now that she's outlived her template Maisie is proof that the adjustment worked#but really it could have just been “we need to study a human clone”#locust stuff can just be wu doing wu fixes#they all go back and just take claire's motherly responsibilities for granted#TEMPT HER DANGIT
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i think part of my problem is i lived with my best friend for two years of my life and have been searching for the same feeling of joy & acceptance & support ever since
#like I’ve sat down and had a think about it and the times I’ve felt the least lonely in the last 5+ years are when my roommates were close#friends I could pray with/laugh with/cry with/unmask with#something something you can’t keep trying to go back somewhere that doesn’t exist anymore you need to go forward#but the only way I can see myself thriving is if I can live with people/someone who feel(s) like home#and I know that can come with time and you meet new people and make new friends and settle down somewhere and slowly build yourself a life#but how do you do that without dying along the way#and I’m here in this new state and I’m trying to be content but there’s the very real possibility everything is going to change *again*#later this year and I just. I’m done I want it all to be over I want to get to find someone and commit my life to them and get to know we’r#we’re gonna figure it out together#and bitterness is so tempting right now bc unless God heals & transforms & really really surprises me#(all of which He CAN do but I just have never thought that was His desire for me); unless that happens I will probably be alone for the#rest of my life#and I can write essays on the importance of platonic friendships and how good and beautiful it is to value them but that grows weaker and#weaker the older you get the more all your friends seek marriage and find their other halves and you’re still. just. There#it’s nearly midnight and I should write a poem instead of processing in the tags of a post but really I may just go to bed#I’m so glad I have a phone call and prayer group to look forward to tomorrow#and the Bible study tonight was good <3 some things were hard about it but my soul was comforted#and I may have even more questions but at the very least right now I know God is Love#and that is the bottom line of any answer that I seek#….which I guess maybe loops back to the processing too. I know He is love I know He’s supposed to be sufficient#so what do you do when that doesn’t FEEL like enough#God I believe help my unbelief. please#elle rambles#[y]#/p
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SVSSS AU Post Canon Time Loop. Warning: people dying a lot and gore.
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One, two. The first times came as a surprise. Between a breath and the next; dropped tea cups shattering. Their shocked eyes meeting, barely widening enough to expose blood shot whites, before the rippling wet sound of metal into viscera filled the stilling air. Like flowers, red bloomed on green, on white, soaked through black. They were but puppets falling from cut strings, their glass eyes staring accusingly at the coming dawn. Three, four. A little faster, a little more refined in our response. The first bodies to fall crushing the delicate stalks of grass beneath them, were not their own. Their attackers staining the visage with their rot. An ever growing expansion with no end in sight. A shining sword glare pierces through bone. Movement to his left, his companion falling lit my the gentle morning glow, before a blinding pain to his eye. Then black. Five, Six. Curls blowing in the wind as demonic Qi rose, several demons cut down. Zheng Yang singing as it dispatched three, four attackers in a row. The edge of the blade shining red in the harsh midday light, his robes twirling around his body with each nimble twist. He turns his back towards the sight, hope forming in his heart. An arrow shot towards his eye blocked, a sword glare cast, slicing head from body. In an instant comes a familiar sound, his husband's voice releasing a death knell of a gasp. Before him; a white lotus painted red, the delicate mist raining from a still beating heart. Twelve, Thirteen. It all started a few day’s earlier, at the reminder of a certain upcoming plot point. The mating migration of the Silk-Winged Butterfly-Hawk, a once in a century event wherein the said birds left the hidden realm the predominately resided in to dance above the great Eastern Lotus Lakes.
- He dodges a strike to his side, his back hitting his husband’s. One by one they slaughter those circling them. A hand seal summoning a thousand lotus petals to rip through flesh, peppering strangely corroding skin. The moons soft glow beamed down on them, their hands slickening with heat and silver reflecting blood-
A hint to his husband later and they were packed and ready for their trip. Sure they could have had Mobei-Jun teleport them there, but it was about the journey AND the Silver-Winged Butterfly-Hawk mating migration destination! It was to be a leisurely bit of travel, he and his husband, stopping just a few times along the way. So imagine his surprise when he came across his favourite Shidi just two days into their trip!
- The beats of thousands of wings taking off, hundreds of birds scattering to the sky. Brilliant white robes flaring against the waters' glare. Cheng Luan glowing silver, fuelled by it’s user’s potent spiritual energy struck out in a shining ripple. His strikes flow like a wave, his form strong and ceaseless under the barrage that assailed him. The War God and his Soaring Phoenix -
His dedicated Shidi had been travelling in the area as part of a mission for the sect. There had been sightings of strange phenomena, and stranger creatures appearing in the area surrounding the Lotus Lakes. While Liu Shidi hadn’t seen anything of the sort himself, he was concerned about their safety. Or well specifically his Shixiong’s, although Shen Qingqiu did have a plan to change that. Well, the outline of a plan, more of a partial kind of well… it was a work in progress! So, this information was perfect! If there was indeed issues in the area it would be remiss of Shen Qingqiu to not survey the area himself as an immortal cultivator, and he couldn’t just leave Binghe, plus his Shidi was already on it so joining them would be no problem! Perfect.
-Liu Qingge parry's a strike, his sword burying itself to the hilt. The wound festers red and black around the blade, the skin pulsating as it seemingly climbed up its’ surface. Trying to tug the blade free was fruitless, as if it was being consumed by the deforming mass beneath him. He swings both the blade and the body stuck to it to block the blow from his front. He can't block the blow that impales his side, nor could he stop the blow to his throat. Thrown from his feet he lands in the lake, sinking beneath the silver water. Bubbles form as his body thrashes in his death throes. White stained red, petals crushed beneath his submerging form. The stain spreads; the bubbles stop.-
It’s fun travelling with them both, yes his husband and Liu Qingge fight like cats and dogs, but on Binghe’s side he practically playing! It’s enrichment!
“Shen Qingqiu, control your husband!” The red flush spreading across his Shidi’s face was rather fetching, he could see why his husband liked causing it… and well, it’s not bullying if his Shidi likes it. The satisfaction points speak for themselves! Though admittedly they are much, much higher when he’s the one teasing his Shidi, a gain however is a gain!
“Liu Shishu just can’t handle losing to this one, maybe Shizun should kiss his wounds as a consolation prize~” A teasing sneer spreads across Binghe’s face as he gloats, a sneaky little glance towards this husband follows. Ah Binghe, you’re coming across too strong! We talked about this, be more gentle! Treat him like a skittish cat!
“Ah Shidi, Binghe’s only teasing.” He raises his fan to cover his face, coyly glancing at his Shidi from behind it, “After all, I’ll only kiss your wounds if you win.”
“Y-You- Shameless!” Yes, he did so love the time they spend together.
-Time after time, one after the other, the grief never fades. The deaths will haunt his mind forever, a permanent scar across his psyche. Will he ever be able to close his eyes without seeing Qingge cut down? His husband gasping for air? His own limbs severed? Yet the hoard encroaches. A never ending onslaught.
"Husband! Behi-" Pain tearing through his spine, an arc of gore glowing in the moonshine. Red blood, black blood. It doesn’t end.
3̵̨̲̰͉̤͓͓̜̯͉͈̕̕͜͜0̶̧̛̝̭͈̤͕͇͙̩̠%̷̞̦̈́̄͆̓̕ Thirty four, Thirty FiVe. His lungs were screaming. Every block, and lunge, and slash, and parry exhausting him to the bone. All he could taste was rust and ash, Qingge fell silently a breath, an incense stick, a shi chen, ago. His body a shield again this master's blunder. He can barely lift his sword, his meridians felt almost burnt from the power cloying the air. A sickeningly wet squelch, Binghe's roar faltering to a whimper as his body hits the rocks. Another demon down, or a cultivator? Bodies falling, falling. He can’t, he can’t. Two red moons fill the sky, water fills his lungs. [User seems to be struggling with this Mission! >_< Poor showing from host! Well User can always retry!! 500 B-points!] [Y/N] [Y]
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FiFty SeveN. He's drowning in blood. Was it Binghe's arm he was holding? It must be, Shidi was dragging him. Somewhere. Hmmm, the shouting is getting closer, and Qingge's breaths sounded quite wet! Ah! He's coughing! Well better out than in, Shidi, ah it's... Dripping. Here, Shixiong will wipe it away... Why... Tears? Ah Shidi looks so!! So!!! If this master wasn't married! Ah Wait we...Well maybe Binghe will... Here Shidi hold on to Binghe for this one a moment. Why are you giving me that look? Ah you're crushing me! For someone so lithe looking you're really quite heavy! Ah, it's quite- Shidi... Liu shidi.. you... Please keep coughing please you're too quiet. Please I can’t... It's tOo quiEt it’s toO [User seems to be running low on B-points. User has 427 B-points remaining! Luckily User 0002 can use his VIP to reduce the cost to 400 B-points for the next attempt!!] [Y/N] [Y] FIFTY EIGHT. Not just demons, not just cultivators. No, of course not. It was him. His fault. Who else could it be? Only he had the power, only he had the will. Only he had the golden finger, the halo, the fucking audacity! But there was something wrong. Glowing red eyes, skin twitching, shifting, like textures not loading in. His voice crackling, modulated.
"Ah S̸͕̑ḫ̴̅ĭ̶̟z̶̡̏u̵͇͂n̵͓͝~ you thought that s̸͍͠e̴͋ͅà̸̗l̵̰͠i̷͓͝n̵͎͑g̵̜̉ this world from me would be so simple? There is nowhere you could run, no world you could jump to, that I would be u̵͚͊n̷̜͆ä̶̢́b̸̞̊ḻ̷͌ě̷̤ to follow. So please, just submit, this Junshang will treat you well."
“go… fuck… yourself..” Spitting words like spitting blood, the ringing of bells…. No… sirens blaring in the skies.
The monster’s ribs cracked and spasms, a twisted knot of glossy black bone and gently pulsating red wires. An artificial monstrosity. What had he done to himself, to gain access to this world? Qingge sprawled in a heap, a black puddle spreading beneath him, Xin Mo sheathed like a grave marker in his back. His husband split throat to navel, his body failing to knit itself back together, strangled gurgles bubbling in his throat. A hoard of demons, no… cultivators? They surround him in twitching, glitching, grinning masses. Their distorted faces all corrupted copies of his own. This time its his own blade that takes his life. The howling, glitching screams of rage following him into the dark.
“Y̷̯͛o̸͇͆ǔ̷ͅ'̴̗̐l̵̦̓l̷͍͠ ̵̜̂b̷͙́e̷̟̊ ̴̱͆m̵͚̈́í̵̲ǹ̷̻e̵̛͚ S̷̝͠h̴̭̔e̵̺͝n̶̆͜ ̵̳̏Ỳ̴̻ü̷͇a̷̤̔n̴͈̅!̴̼̐”
7̸̝̓3̷̬́%̵̧͊ [User 0002 is out of B-Points! It appears you have failed! (>U-U)> But! This generous system is willing to offer User 0002 a super! limited! one! time! offer if User is willing!] [Y/N] [Why]
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[Because User 0002 transformed a stupid work into a magnificent, high quality, first-rate classic! It would be a shame for so much work to be unmade due to… external meddling!] [And the cost] [^-^ Will User 0002 not pay any price? This SYSTEM is offering User the chance to escape this fate! Protagonist Luo and Second Male Lead Liu will be alive! The best ending could be in your grasp!! After all “You can you up, no can no bb!” ] [Y/N]
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[User 0002 has made the right choice! This SYSTEM can’t wait to work closely with User Shen! <(^3^)>] {Loading World State: 10….........33..............68.............99.........100%} {Creating Mind Space 100%. Building Temporal Archives 100%. Allocating User Permission. . . Complete}
{Clearing WORLD CORRUPTION FILE DATA: E̸̹̋Ṟ̵̅R̵͉͊O̵̳͘R̵̭̿} {Activating ARCHIVIST Protocol...}
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#svsss#svsss au#bingqiu#bingliushen#time loop#angst#Inspired partially by system possession Au's like @artsarasp 's#And @unfrtune 's material system au#Well#for the unwritten what comes after#Vague idea about shen yuan going back to the start#he has partial recollection of what happened#but he doesn'r remember bingqiu and his marriage#the twist with him being sent back is that hes partially interfaced with his system#becoming what the system considers a world archivist#he has a mind palace thats physical and he can enter or access from anywhere#and he needs to fill it with information on the world#his relationships to others and between others#etc#but do you know who does have a much better rememberance of what happened? Liu Qingge! But it only comes back after the caves/being saved#so for a good portion of this second time around its liushen because shen yuan does remember liu qingge and his feelings#and they work together to save the world#that isnt the world because that was corrupted and this is like a safe boot ergo why he needs to archive to make it real? idk#oh yeah and bingge is hella corrupted and out to malware their sandbox#SVSSS World Corruption AU
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Ehehehe... I've finally finished In Stars and Time... I can enter the fandom now..!
#yes... YES!!!#don't mind my first entrance into the fandom when I fell through the wall cursing and screaming#I was insane and uninformed#just like Siffrin#(HAH)#I JUST finished watching a playthrough like. 10 minutes ago#phew#lots of crying#I was soooo scared when watching the finale oh my god every moment felt like we would end up looping back again#that was a. RIDE. god.#I bet there are different endings too#I watched a playthrough with a good ending#which is great for my mental health#anyway#into the fandom I go...?#I feel awkward since I busted down the door a few hours ago#though I'll erase the evidence tomorrow#can't have that be stuck to my resume#isat#in stars and time#do I have to tag as isat spoilers if I mention the looping...?#no idea#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#what's this fandoms etiquette#I'm way too concerned about this#I'm sleep deprived. it's 4 am. help.#I'm overthinking things- just like Siffrin (HAH)#I have absorbed Siffrins anxiety via osmosis#not a reblog
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doodles of my saiki k oc :)
they r pretty close friends w mera since they work together (oc doesn’t go to school w saiki and the rest so they meet mera first as a co worker)
it takes a while to become friends w saiki but they hangout every now and then (they help him avoid crazy scenarios w the rest of the cast so he can take a break day but the rest of the time they r helping w the crazy shenanigans (bc its funny))
#this is so self indulgent it’s crazy#oc is immune to saiki’s powers#that’s their only power#they don’t go to the school bc they remember the stuff from previous time loops and don’t want to repeat the school year#they r pretty normal apart from that#i made another post a while back it’s in the oc insert tag i think#lowk idk how tumblr works#btw i call them une but idk how to feel ab that name#maybe i’ll change it?? i just want it to have a good meaning u know#ehhh im keeping it for now#ok rant over#GOODNIGHT#chisato mera#saiki kusuo#oc#oc insert#saiki k oc#self insert#no romance#tdlosk#sknpn#amndees
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returnal and deathloop have such a beautifully 🤝 take on the timeloop theme of like... hell is empty and all the devils are here. working on their linked in profiles because as it turns out the human mind given eternity to work with will naturally birth fresh new levels of hell of its own making that a poor devil could never even dream of, and then, grotesquely, perversely, make a home out of that hell. except returnal is doing that extremely well but played very straight, and deathloop is doing it like (looney tunes connotations). and I love it so much for that.
#never has a game been more willing to let you pick up a lit stick of dynamite like 'huh. wonder what this is about' as deathloop is#I also found returnal very funny but I think that's down to a flaw in my personality more than an intended artistic choice lol#deathloop#returnal#these are two incredible and I think desperately underappreciated games btw. people should check both of them out#I think deathloop in particular is due a reexamination and renaissance it's Doing Some Shit!!!!#it took me a while to get into the gameplay loop of it but now that I have I'm starting to get the feel for what it's doing#and the ludonarrative resonance is off the fucking charts in this game in ways rarely seen#and a lot of that is helped by its slant towards dark comedy. the way you get inured to killing so quickly is SO on theme#where I think uncharted (beloved by me but with its flaws) is a poster child and originator for the ludonarrative dissonance debate#deathloop may be the extreme other end of that. like yeah you keep murdering people. it doesn't matter AND it's awful. and funny#it's unfortunately also very very funny a lot of the time#that and the slow way you build familiarity with the characters along with colt because uh. he forgor. he forgor them#(...except that he liked it here in frank's house. which. okay. I'll just cry about it a bit and come back to you)#and side comments that's just nonsense when you start out slowly become funnier or sadder or more touching not by having changed#but you returning to it with new context. IT'S GOOD WRITING BRENT!!! it's unorthodox narrative but it's incredibly interesting#if you're willing to engage with it!!!!#(I sadly think this may be another of those 'you have to let go of the game you thought it would be to love the game it *is*' situations#and what I am starting to learn is that people are not always willing to give that process a fair shot)#selene vassos and colt vahn would have a lot to talk about if they hung out but I don't think they'd get along hahaha#colt not even here for THAT good of a time but I'll give anything a shot vahn vs. selene queen of utter joylessness vassos (affectionate)#voice acting in both: fucking impeccable needless to say#ALSO last but not least: two of the most visually striking and beautiful games ever made. art direction off the charts both of them
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holy shit wait, happy first birthday to Chasing Sunsets!!!
#my beloved little passion-project-turned-entire-life-oops❤️🐎🌅#you know. sometimes I feel like I should be further along with it than I am but 65k in a year is pretty good. and that's just CS.#in total I think from june 2024-25 I wrote... adding it all up in another tab... 101k I think. jesus christ.#yeah I'm definitely not mad at that lol#it comes down to ~8k a month? which sounds about right. I try to post at least one thing a month and it's usually 6k-9k#so that checks out. but back to CS.#I have many thoughts about this fic and what it means to me and how it's taught me to truly write for myself.#because like. it's objectively kind of an out-there AU. it's not *weird* by any means but it's not a super common au either#especially in this space. I've never seen it for pokemon in general actually???#and I went into posting it very convinced that it would just be my fun little self-indulgent unsolicited cowboy hour.#and it is.#but it's also that for several other people and that's just really nice. this thing that I thought was kind of a random au-#-is something that people seem to actually really enjoy and I've gotten a lot closer with friends because of it#and I just have FEELINGS ABOUT IT ALL.#write whatever makes you happy and then find the people who that thing also brings happiness to. do it ✨#and their stuff probably brings you happiness too and you get this lovely little happiness loop with wonderful people.#🎉🎉🎉#I love my other fics [especially MAM(R)] but chasing sunsets is my Thing™ you know??? and it's just nice that I've had-#-one whole year of people enjoying my Thing™.#and I'm sure at this pace that we'll be here for the second and third anniversary of cs too lol but I just had to chat for a second today!
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Sometimes he wonders what it must be like to be the one on the examination table, the one to be cut open, the one to be told his own secrets.
#my art tag#leon nollette (lone wanderer)#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#i need a story-specific tag bc this is post-fo4 lol#imagine being leon and having to talk to maxson for the first time in over ten years#then he’s like btw can you perform an autopsy. i want your opinion on something. you can’t say no.#and leon’s right back where he was. feeling like he’s a 20-something again#you were such a good doctor for us leon. why did you ever leave.#forced into this endless loop. the inescapable clutches of the brotherhood.#and then when danse corners him once he returns. you never told me you were former brotherhood.#surely this won’t have any consequences or impact on leon’s relationship w his new friends
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OCD at least to me feels like there's a conspiracy theorist following you everywhere you go and every day he starts spouting some random paranoid bullshit about how you actually Secretly want to hurt people and there's a serial killer in your apartment (hiding in the cabinets where no human being can fit) and everyone is actually looking at you right now through invisible cameras and there are certain colors and numbers that are EVIL and make bad things happen. And you're like "hey this makes no sense. let me list out all the reasons why this isn't logically sound" and then the guy might shut up for a second but then he starts telling you the same shit but LOUDER this time and he NEVERRRR shuts the fuck upppp so you have the constant urge to tell him to be QUIET but you know it doesn't work so you just kind of exist and try not to get into a 12 hour argument with him
#i want to sleep but SOMEONE... points at OCD..... wants an obsession compulsion loop NOW!!!!!#ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#i'm doing fine btw i'm just frustrated by how much my ocd affects how i think and act#for some reason i've been unable to say certain words lately without very visible compulsions bc those are Evil words according to my ocd#like holy shit let me talk?#also the Let's repeat words and phrases until it feels right compulsion came back and i'm probably insufferable to speak with irl rn#BUT despite all this i'm having a pretty good time honestly!!!
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