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"This has been all he could see in his mind's eye, at every thrust, lance-break, at every charge: the tiltyard emptied of everyone save him, the stands cleared of everyone save her, the world between them shrunk by an address of fealty." —Chapter 35 of Nowe Thus
#can't tell if i hate this edit or not...#oh well!#NT edits#NT updates#unlikely soundtrack of once upon a poolside x a breaking benjamin song (give me a sign)#feat...live version of illicit affairs (expected)#(i know which option won and yes ik this is just a third of it lel#HOWEVER...an accomplishment. it's been drafted in outline for YEARS; 1)#and 2)....both 1526 scenes and 1535 would literally be like 10k words lol#it is nottt realistic. for one chap.#but i will get there so long as i keep my spirits up <3#NTedits#anne boleyn fics
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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Kai Solos 3/? — Rover Countdown to Jongin's Birthday: D-1
#bex.edits#kai#kim jongin#jongin#exo#exosnet#kjisolos#*jongin#*exo#jadeblr#userzyx#awekslook#aleksbestie#useroro#eritual#alitracks#oorieri#marekwan#rhitag#foraddy#melontrack#maddieblr#baekslight#long post#angel jongin i will always love you#can't tell if i love or hate this layout#but we're sticking with it#i've actually edited a lot of the rover teasers before#and only posted a handful of them bc i hated most of what i did
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So talking about amanda and angela wanting to kiss with tongue is normal but us saying damien and angela are looking at each other more fondly recently and thinking it's sweet is weird and we're freaks.... interesting.. it's almost like shipping real people isn't actually the problem 🧐🤔
#smoshtwt#smosh discourse#smosh negative#deciding to start keeping these out of the main tags so people don't get too annoyed#amanda and angela#damien and angela#my post#edit: I said I'm gonna keep this out of the main tags but people are being weird about people shipping damangela again#so I'm gonna put the main tags to expose the hypocrisy#smosh#amangela#damangela#please tell me. how is talking about how amanda and angela want to make out different than what damangela fans do?#if anything it's worse#I can't recall anyone saying damien and angela want to make out but you can say that about amanda and angela and it's normal and fine?#yeah right#yes I know it's a joke but I'm pretty sure any romantic thing said about damien and angela is ALSO a joke#(at least for me idk about everyone else)#I know I'm being aggressive at this point but it's just getting annoying#I just hate how everyone else can openly and proudly ship things and it's fine but when we do the EXACT. SAME. THING we're the bad guys
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... Bully doodles...
#I can't tell if i hate these or not#Jimmy why are u bald it's so hard to draw#bully#bully se#bully scholarship edition#bully canis canem edit#zoe taylor#canis canem edit#jimmy hopkins#johnny vincent#Gary smith#beatrice trudeau#trent northwick#Why can i (sort of) draw everyone from this game except the damn protagonists
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i was wondering how you would design the light night hybrids if you had to design them (seeing as your light fury is so much better designed)
I don't know if these little abominations can be saved, their designs are, yeah, ew
Maybe if we move their eyes a little further from one another and we separate their nostrils? Squash their foreheads a bit?
The white one is the better looking one because the main body remains one color, with black tips on the wings, tail etc.
They tried too much to make them look like kittens or puppies with these color patterns and we all know how they'll look as adult dragons (I'd argue that even this awful creature looks better, patern wise)
#these are awful I hate them#ugly af#looking at these baby designs you can really tell that they'd never fit in httyd 1#toothless was already a stretch back them with how different he was from all other dragons#but they just had to make them 'cute' (square really. anybut cute if you ask me)#maybe I'll try to design them better but I can't find proper references of them. all pictures are blurry :/#not art#photo edit#httyd#how to train your dragon#httyd night light#night lights#night light redesign#redesign#I always like to include the original image for easy comparisons#I'm convinced my 6 month old nephew could design the light fury better that the one we got
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ways to love you - - by tikk
paul / john love - happiness - domesticity 23,000 words - PG15 - Chapter 1 of 4 _____________________________________________
It's 1969 and John wants a divorce, but Paul offers him something else instead
#I have just posted chapter one#but I've written the whole thing and edited it and I'm pretty sure I can just put it all up by next week latest#I hate posting fic#but there you go#it's not an angsty fic so I don't even know how to tell people about it#I don't know about the title and I can't write a summary#it's just something I wrote#ways to love you
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There is a total of two (2) post under tanitachigin so i will add another 👍👍
Gin: This is my boyfriend, Tachihara ー and this is Tachihara' boyfriend, Tanizaki.
Higuchi: Wait, sorry, what's the situation?
Gin: Tachihara is gay, but he's straight for me, but gay for Tanizaki and Tanizaki's really gay for Tachihara.
Higuchi: ❔❔❔❔❔
#tanitachigin#it just works yk#Makes sense#Gin is also a boyfriend#you can't tell me i'm wrong#Tachihara introduces Gin as his boyfriend and doesn't let anyone correct him#This is regardless of any genser hc for gin#*gender#mobile tags... can't edit directly...#>:(#tachihara michizou#tanizaki junichirou#akutagawa gin#higuchi ichiyo#bsd#bungou stray dogs#tachitani#tanitachi#tachigin#There was also the 'And I hate Ben' line but i didn't think it fit well?#idk
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BEFORE & AFTER: A study in interior details. Damien Charm & Ethan Landgraab's dorm room in Drake Hall, Ebbearath Institute of Magic. August 2021.
#The Sims 4#TS4 Story Simblr#Sims 4 Storytelling#TS4 Interiors#TS4 Edits#Sims 4 screenshots#Sims 4 Interior Design#Realm of Magic#Discover University#Occults Only AU#TS4#Corvus Crossing: Extras#Corvus Crossing Lore Book#Semi-Charmed Interiors#Semi-Charmed World#Semi-Charmed Set Design#Damien Charm#Ethan Landgraab#You can really tell which side of the room belongs to who lol#Damien like his aunts HATES a naked wall cover that up with something fun#or at least something not boring I can't stare at a blank green wall all semester
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my weird hobby is making crappy capcut edits
and I fucking love it
sorry I rlly wanted to share this random capcut template looking edit of my AU 😭
#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#sfw age regression#agere community#hazbin hotel agere#fandom agere#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel age regression#fictional little#hazbin hotel alastor#little!alastor#crappy edit#capcut#my edit#hazbin hotel edit#i can't tell if I hate or love it#evil baby au
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Abraham and Nellie decided it was finally time to get some official photographs taken of themselves and each of their children. With the exception of Cornelius, who is still to little to join in.
#kinda hate these bc i edited them weirdly and they dont match#but i love the cc pictures those are cute because you can't really tell#1890#ts4 decades challenge#ts4 historical#the landgraab legacy#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#nellie landgraab#abraham landgraab#lucy landgraab#josephine landgraab#simblr
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An impromptu rant about the Nico Robin casting
I'm severely disappointed in the Nico Robin casting choice. I've been sitting with my thoughts for the past few days. My thoughts have not changed and there is little anyone can say to change them.
I think a hispanic/latina actress should have been cast, just like casting call said. As a latina, I was overjoyed when I saw that the casting call said that they were looking for a latina actress to play Robin. I felt seen. Robin is one of my favorite characters and the idea that someone who looked like me was going to play her was exciting. I'd been been eagerly anticipating the announcement of her casting and then two days ago, I saw the leak. Initially, I was okay with Lera Abova as Robin. Yes, I think she can fit the role VISUALLY. But I think playing a character involves more than just visuals. There is a lot more nuance that I don't think people are taking into consideration. They just see a pretty woman who kinda looks like Robin and loose their minds.
Outside of my personal feelings (betrayal) over the casting choice, I do have some narrative (/narrative adjacent) reasons why I think a latina actress would have been more powerful and why Robin does NOT need to be Russian.
Robin's story contains heavy themes of genocide, oppression, and destruction of ancient history & texts
The burning of Ohara, the Buster Call (genocide) of all Oharan citizens, and Robin's persecution. Considering all of these aspects of her story we can draw parallels with the history of the indigenous peoples of Mesoamerica. During the age of colonization, Spaniards intentionally destroyed texts in order to prevent the continued practice of indigenous languages, religions, and other cultural practices. In a similar way, the World Government destroyed or attempted to destroy the books and research the scholars of Ohara kept within the Tree of Knowledge. Across the Americas, indigenous people were persecuted and oppressed in some way shape or form. Robin, from age 8, had a bounty placed on her head and was hunted like an animal for simply existing and holding knowledge that the government deemed illegal. Robin as a character, represents the resilience of Ohara and the dedication they had to learning the true history of their world. She is last surviving member of her native community and she's going up against the most powerful organization in world. I'm sorry but seeing some white girl play a role like this just feels disheartening. In all honesty, I think an actress of indigenous decent would have been far more powerful. Though I know Netflix would likely never cast an indigenous actress in such a major role but I think at least casting a latina actress would have been significantly more powerful than just another white girl.
Current world events should be taken into consideration when casting a character with a story that touches on such delicate topics.
Now I don't agree with anyone who sends hate or harassment towards Lera Abova simply for being Russian. The Russian Government is to blame for the war in Ukraine, NOT the Russian people. I don't know what beliefs Lera holds regarding the conflict so I can not speak on that. However, I think it was tone deaf on the part of Netflix and the OPLA production team to cast a Russian actress as a character who's entire story revolves around genocide, persecution, and oppression considering what the Russian Government is currently doing in Ukraine. I wish we lived in a world where things like war didn't have to be considered when producing entertainment. Unfortunately, we live in a world where media has a heavy impact on how we view the world. Also One Piece has always been a very politically charged series so taking it just, to me at least, makes sense to consider real world political issues when producing a show that has such a global audience. Had Lera been cast as ANY other character in the OPLA I don't think this would be an issue. It's because she's set to play Robin that people are taking issue with. This is such a nuanced issue that I don't think anyone is really speaking about with the respect it deserves.
edit: I'm not saying that I think that the roll should be recast or that Lera is undeserving of such a huge roll or anything like that. What's done is done and I'm sure Lera is going to do a great job. I just bring up this idea because I think it's something that people should at least take into consideration instead of blindly accepting a casting choice. There's always nuance to these decisions and issues.
She does NOT need to be Russian just because Oda mentioned her being Russian in ONE SBS.
I keep seeing people say things like "Oh well Oda is okay with so it's fine" or "Robin is supposed to be Russian, Oda said so." I'm tired of it. People are allowed to disagree or be unhappy with Oda's choices. He is not a flawless individual. He still has biases. Besides, he's already not following his own set nationalities/ethnicities for the characters we'd already seen. He said Luffy was Brazilian, Iñaki is Mexican. He said Sanji was French, Taz is British. He said Nami was Swedish, Emily is American. Usopp doesn't even have a set nationality or ethnicity, HE'S JUST AFRICAN!! What Oda says in an SBS is NOT the end all be all. He's proven that much with the casting decisions we've seen so far. I don't understand this insistence that each casting choice NEEDS to follow this one fucking SBS that Oda made in 2009!! Some of the nationalities clearly have more thought put into them than others. Usopp being a prime example, because he didn't even get a country! He got the whole fucking continent of Africa. However, if you look at his design he at least looks Black (except for when Toei Animation decides to steal his fucking melanin) Zoro is a great example of a character who's nationality was well thought out and integrated into the narrative. His backstory, his fighting style, most of his clothing, and his presumed connection to the country of Wano all implement aspects of Japanese culture within the narrative. On the other hand, you have Sanji, who is French simply because he is a chef. I think Robin falls into the later category. I don't think there was a lot of thought put into her being Russian.
Thanks to anyone who actually read through all my ramblings. You're allowed to disagree with me. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Please don't yell at me, I will cry. Anyways, check out this tiktok from @/ xibalba1m. She talks about why Oda might have said Robin was Russian and how it relates to the history of the indigenous people of Mesoamerica and the latina Robin casting call. She articulates a lot of what I was thinking about really well, please check her out. (disclaimer: her video was made in May, months before the casting reveal.)
For those who want to see the nationalities SBS, here
EDIT: Also almost all of her attacks (at least in the english translation) are in spanish.
#one piece#one piece live action#nico robin#miss all sunday#opla s2#opla season 2#opla s2 casting#nico robin casting#netflix#one piece netflix#one piece sbs#latina nico robin#hispanic nico robin#russian nico robin#lera abova#casting announcement#kloud rambles#<3#I'm sure lera abova is going to be fine as robin but I can't help but be disappointed#I just hate that they even gave me hope at seeing someone like me play my favorite character#then they rip that hope away by casting some white girl#I'm gonna try not to let my resentment affect my experience while watching s2#edit: I can tell some people just didn't read my entire post#rant#rant post#one piece rant
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My head's being mean to me again. Big oof.
#vent#The overthinkerrr#Why do i have to keep acting like i I don't care that my mom is quieter? Man#Because i know she'll take advantage of me if I show too much weakness. That's how she operates. I genuinely did not like her company#Im not just jumping back into another trip away from home with her. She can't handle being alone. I was legitimatly thinking of killing her#I dont want to be in a physical space with only her. I just politly told her im working on my driving i cant go with her#Yeah i broke her feelings and she'll be all lone in the trip. That's not my problem but not like I dont pitty her.#Shes the one who convinced herself being alone in life is the worst thing ever. She's going to come up with saying I dont love her again.#Yeah thats true I really don't. Doesn't mean I don't try to care for her but i don't love her. Its not the got ya she thinks it is.#So yeah I do feel bad but I have my reasons. I litterally punched her the moment we stepped foot in the Philippines because of how she was#Treating me in an already stressful situation. Why would I want to be in a trip with her again?#Hell no I don't think for a second what Im doing is right but it means nothing either way. Its all about leverage and power with my mom.#My dad is fine. I can't complain about him. Hes doing his best and hes just trying to get me through college and life before he dies.#Its in the culture to fear not having a partner. Their marrage isn't really offical. They can tell me whatever they want ive doubted their#“love” forever ago. What am i going to do when my dad hits the bucket.#Ill be stuck dealing with my mother. I know shes also doing her best but its not enough for me. Like what I do isn't quite enough for her.#I swear I don't hate my mom. I dont like seeing her sad not because i dont want to see her sad. Its suvival because if shes happy their not#Arguing or shes less likely to try and put it out on me. I really see she's improved but at the same time its only cause im older.#Have I still been a younger child she would continue to berate me instead of trying to be sneaky jokey sort of mean girl type stuff.#Im glad all her classess occupy her. She would be restless otherwise.#Edit: and another thing. She just keeps getting into my head.
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sim #1 from my base sim challenge !
#ts4#ts4 cas#ts4 simblr#simblr#show us your sims#birdiebases#these star patches are my favorite things ever !!!#tbh i can't tell if i hate the editing or not JSJDK#i like the rainbow effect i just can't tell if it's too much lol
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and sparrow's son loves the world so much and loves everyone around him and how can sparrow tell him that the world is cruel? how can he tell him that love will be punished and that cruelty is the only way to survive? normal's love scares him, he loves his son so much but that love scares him. he would do and has done anything for his son but he knows that it has led to his own ruin. and he loves his son but too much love has only ever harmed him and maybe he can take a model from his own dad and multitask.
maybe he can love his son but he hates him too, hates that normal can love and hates that normal can be loved and hates that normal can be so oblivious to the cruelty around him in a way that he himself lost when the world ended. he wants his son to have everything but loathes that fact that normal'll never try. that he just accepts life as it is. the way his dad did, when sparrow saluted henry and went along with the world's end and turned a blind eye to his wife's infidelity.
he sees himself in normal, maybe. maybe he hates that. because he lost himself, that day he lost his father's care and his mother's respect, and he can't bear to see himself lost again. normal needs to be cruel because otherwise he will be crushed and sparrow can't do that again. can't let himself be crushed again.
#dndads#dndads spoilers#i guess?#i'm sorry this is basically an extension of another rant i did on discord. so some points may not make complete sense but#i am so-- [wait i can't say normal fuck] regular. about the oaks#can you tell i think about them? can you tell?? did the art not convince you???#sorry if this is incoherent i am supposed to be writing an essay due in an hour but instead i wrote this.#hashtag no beta (not even myself) we die like hermie#this mainly goes off of the most recent episode and when sparrow told normal he wasn't proud. that whole interaction#yet again the point turns incomprehensible halfway though but we stay silly#also “hate” really isn't the right word for what i meant?#like the strength of the word is#but the general sentiment is just left of hate.#idk man#can't stop thinking about them#asdfdhg edit because i just. wrote the wrong name for one of the sentences. oops
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me to my editor: please i am begging, can you make your comments concrete and actionable and avoid vague, roundabout questions because it's making me overthink like crazy trying to read your mind and figure out what you actually want to happen here. cool if you can't do that, tho.
my editor: okay but have you considered, i want you to overthink your writing?
#ara rambles#like genuinely i prefer editors who would just look me in the eye and tell me my writing is shit#because you know. that's actionable. i know what to do with that. i can work with that.#but i genuinely don't know how to deal with “have you considered if...”#and i can go#like yes. and just. not make changes in the writing#because i can't tell if the editor is asking for changes or is asking for fun and i hate it#you won't catch this shit with me when i'm editing#idk if i'm a mean editor but i will be giving you an itemized list and step by step guide on everything i want changed in your writing#plus an essay's worth of reasons why you should do that#editors who try to be nice by going about things in a roundabout way are the bane of my existence
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