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tw: stalking, grooming, pedophilia, sexual abuse, past suicidal thoughts
I've recently been made aware that Dupsy is still talking about me and is now going to random Megamind fans that don't know me and telling them to avoid me. I'm also aware that they're doing this in the Ruby Gillman fandom. I have no words to really describe the level of discomfort this brings me, but I will attempt.
First of all, all the "grooming" allegations were thoroughly debunked and proven to be bullshit. I can't believe I have to even say this. I'm a victim of grooming and sexual abuse myself. It's extremely traumatic and life-altering shit, and never something I would want to inflict on someone else. I feel like it should be obvious, with the measures I took in the server to ensure no child is exposed to such things. I was recently diagnosed with PTSD due to the shit that happened to me when I was growing up, and between processing that in therapy sessions and stomaching transitioning in a near-constant hostile-to-trans-people online social media hellscape, I am tired.
I love Megamind, more than anything, and this is known and obvious to anyone who's met me. This movie saved my life when I was extremely suicidal and planning to end my life back in 2010. Watching the movie when I did gave me something to focus on, a distraction, and a responsibility as a fandom member that helped distract me long enough to get out of the planning mindset I was in. Had I not seen the movie, I do not think I would have stuck around. I will leave it at that.
And moderating fandom spaces for Megamind has been lovely! I adore this fandom. The people in it are extremely talented and sweet, and just so damn nice, like by default. I say this all the time but I've never experienced another fandom space quite like it. There are usually bad eggs in fandoms, and perhaps -I- am said "bad egg" to some, but genuinely this one is special. I have always felt that way, even when the bad eggs show up and make a stink. It has always felt worth being here for, to me.
And while I hate to give Dupsy the satisfaction of knowing they hurt me, I need to be honest-- it's been rough. I stopped talking in my server, I locked up on most of my friends and stopped talking even in DMs. I still struggle with severe anxiety in the server and have talked to Dal on various occasions about transferring the server ownership to him. He's been very patient with my freakouts and super understanding, but it's still hard. This WAS a place I felt safe, for over ten years! And now it feels like any minor can just say I'm a groomer or a pedo or whatever with ZERO consequences, just because they're mad, just because these are words that make people go "oh shit" and listen, and man! It's not ok! And this coupled with the fact that trans people are often called groomers just for existing, just⊠man! I'm tired. I'm so tired.
There are real, severe, damaging effects to these claims being thrown around so casually. It's hurtful to me, as a victim of sexual abuse, because when I came forward to people about what happened when -I- was a minor, I was told I "wanted it" and "asked for it". It was made to be my fault that I was abused, and I internalized it for years. It nearly killed me. I cannot stress enough how important it is to not use claims like pedophilia and grooming so lightly-- these are VERY damning terms to use on people and should be reserved for people ACTUALLY HARMING OTHERS. Being mad I banned you from the server is not "abuse" and using my Customer Service Voice to be nice to you and then being obviously tired of you when you were banned is not "emotional grooming". What the actual fuck. ALSO. This was well over a year ago! Why am I still having to post about this? Why are you still TALKING about me? And yet again I ask, where the HELL are your parents?
Anyway, if you've been wondering why I've been so quiet these days and struggling to socialize⊠honestly? It's this. I hate that this is what did it. I know people trust and believe me, I know the fandom backs me up regularly and I appreciate them all so much for it. I see it, but I never know how to respond. You guys continue to make this fandom feel safe for me even when my entire brain is screaming to run, and I appreciate you so much for it.
Kids deserve to be trusted when they tell people they've been hurt and I hate that the recent proshipping discourse or whatever you want to call it, this culty all-or-nothing shit, has a bunch of minors growing up feeling like EVERYTHING is something to call rapey or predatory, with apparently little room to distinguish when REAL abuse is happening to them. I don't blame anyone for believing Dupsy, and it's honestly better they DO believe all unproven claims of abuse by default, just to stay safe-- but man, it has consequences that follow people, and really should not be a thing to just throw around because you're mad at someone. I just can't believe they're STILL going around and reaching out to strangers telling them to avoid me⊠like, what the fuck.
I will be ok, I always am eventually, but I needed to say something, because it's honestly been a while since I've said much of anything.
Keep being kind. <3
#trigger warnings in post#Megamind#Ruby Gillman#RGTK#personal#sorry if you have no idea what the heck is happening#continue scrolling its all good#but also maybe uhhhhhh avoid this minor#like a lot
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May I offer you a hastily drawn picture to wish you a good get-through-the-week? :3

HELLO ??????? HELLO hot gluing this to my eyes IMMEDIATELY thank you so much i feel myself becoming stronger already
#fave#art on the fridge#'snap i thought you were sleeping' i am not immune to notifications AND I AM REWARDED GREATLY#snap chats#that parks and rec meme You Know The One i havent stopped staring at this for the past five hours <- its been twenty minutes#PLEAAASSE this is so cute omg thank you so much .... ill cherish this until i die and even then ill continue to cherish it in death#PRECISELY the vision i had earlier you get it ......... im OBSESSED#will have to save this to my phone and refer to it like a sailor lost at sea missing his wife#BOTH wives even .... woAh ......#i dont wanna post this cause i just wanna keep lookign at it whenever i open my inbox. like i need this stapled In My Inbox#we'll do the next best thing il'l print it once i can ....... motivation to not fumble these next few weeks and life tbh#AAA THANK YOU AGAIN MY FRIEND for ALL you do. i STILL have to check the drive you updated i saw that vjLEKJEAJ#a morning endeavor surely ..... for now i bid you good night and a heart Thank You for the nineteenth time !!!!!!!!!#I JUST KEEP SCROLLING BACK UP TO LOOK AT IT PLEAAAASSSEEE ok im gonna sleep FOR REAL NOW#GOOD NIGHT and thank you once more !!!!!! i love it sm .......
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ahead of the 2018 British GP | x
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#good GOSH đ”âđ«#filing under things that are just new to me#I hadn't seen this angle before đ« #also Daniel's post purge continuing makes me đ„șđŠâïž#telling myself its for a brand shift in 2025#@ Daniel leave the heartwrenching insta scrolling to me and enjoy the Perth summer!! /s but u kno!!#idk I gotta belive its for the best & everyone processes things differently#still I'm learning so much about Daniel & all these moments I've never seen#glimpsing something for the first time through a closing door#unrelated to this post!! this is from an account with lots of past gps and such!!#just in my feelings (as per usual!)
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Call me a grumpy old person but there are few things worse than irreversible UI changes during phone system updates. Everything looks wrong and I hate it.
#what do you mean I change it back so my apps are in neatly organized pages and now its just continuous scroll#I had where everything was memorized#what do you mean all the app badges and widget sizes changed for no good reason#and now I can only see part of the event title I have a countdown for#and thats not even getting into the AI nonsense#like samsung keyboard already sucked since the last update I doubt this one will make it better
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I love Tumblr because nobody knows me irl so I can do whatever the fuck I want.
#most of you would judge me if you knew that it is currently 2 am#and i have an exam tomorrow and i am on the first topic thats in the syllabus#and the reason i am in this situation is because#i was reading better than the movies all day and could not stop#(apparently that was more important to me than my impending final exam for which i have to wake up for in 4 hours)#and also study and sleep in those 4 hours#but yk what#on this hellsite i fear no judgement#i can vent without fear continue scrolling with shame#that is all#(the book was really good btw i can see why its so hyped)#(just in case you were wondering)#ok goodbye#tumblr#bttm#better than the movies
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â THIS AINâT FICTION, BABY! (it is kinda..) â

â sum. jjk men finding out you write jaw dropping smut. boo you whore. can you even do half the things you write about? well . .
warnings. fem! reader, feat. gojo, geto, nanami, choso, toji, sukuna, breaking the forth wall kekw, smut writer reader, unprotected, dirty talk, praise, squırting, manhandling, cuĆnilingus, whiny men, cockwarming, daddy kink, overstim, spıt, impact play, breaking the bed, brĂ©eding, size kinks.


GOJO â
âoooooh,â a husky low voice coos right next to your ear. hot breath ghosts against the tiny hairs that stand tall near the back of your neck. you bit your lip whilst youïżœïżœïżœre in the midst of being stuffed full of cock. just plain evil . . satoruâs got you cockwarming him while a fat thumb of his skims down your phone. âletâs see. gojo smut, gojo satoru x reader, hey thatâs me, heh,â and he pauses, a snowy brow raising up in daze once he sees your user displayed in bold near the very top of the search bar. âcockwarming gojo, how fitting, angel.â
âtoru, fuck,â you whine, making a cute attempt at trying to snatch your phone away. weakly pawing at his wrist, he holds it up even higher. you gasp, feeling his swollen tip swivel its way deeper inside your cunt. âdonât read it,â you fall back into his chest, moaning once he starts to purposely bounce his thigh. embarrassment had you hot, you could practically feel your heartbeat accelerating by the minute. â âs embarrassing.â
satoru squints, resuming to scroll down the glowing screen before a free hand of his trails toward your pussy. he hums, âaw, pretty girlâs got a hobby i didnât even know of, hm. here, you say âheâs got you right on his lap, suppressing a moan with your teeth dug into the bottom of your lip as youâre taking him fully. .â such nasty literature,â and the edges of your nails pierce into his pants leg. the half on long black slacks that satoru wore were merely all ruffled and ragged thanks to your pretty fingernails tugging at it with all its might. as he continues to read, youâre whining, desperate to move, desperate for at least some kind of friction. as youâre squirming on his lap, satoruâs eye then twitches. â âgojo satoru also would whine in bed?â this has to be a typo. .â
and of course, his ego gets bruised.
the pout on satoruâs face was adorable. as youâre trying to sturdy your hips, he buries his face into your chest. âmmph,â heâs shoved right between the softness of your tits, his personal happy place.
althoughâhe had to admit, he was flattered that you wrote such lewd compositions about him. you moan as youâre grinding against him, feeling his achy cock slam into you deep within each wet bounce. satoru makes a mess as heâs buried between your plush mounds, remnants of stringy saliva dribbling down the valley of your chest. pretty, his white lashes flutter as youâre quickening your hip movements and he gasps. âoh, f- fuck, angel. âs no fair when you ride me like thaaat.â
and you canât help but giggleâdespite your cock drunken state, heâs still got that little glower of a pout on his lips as youâre rutting into him.
satoruâs clenched abs flex more the second you run a finger down the sharp outline of his pecs, watching him immediately fold at your touch. âbut you always whine, âtoru,â you argue in a shivering voice, your cunt tightly squeezing around his length. his wide girth makes your mouth water, such thickness was just insane. you bury your unstable knees into the center of his thighs before his broad big arms wrap around you.
heâs holding youâalmost squishing you.
but just like you wrote, satoru whines the second he ends up cumming early. with the way you ride him and the crazed speed of your hips, he never ever lasted long.
it was cute,
he was always confident until heâs buried deep inside your pussy, whining and sobbing pathetic cacophonies of your name at how good you feel clamping around him. itâs merry lukewarm, as he snaps, a puddle of thick syrupy cum shoots into you deep and heâs an entire frantic mess. pants of airy breath slip out of his pink lips as heâs giving you a fill, biting into your neck to hide his slutty whimpers. âgod, âm gonna die,â he sniffles, squeezing pressure against your bare ass. you hold onto him tight as heâs pouring such slippery wads of seed into you at onceâvelvety hot amounts spit inside your pussy and youâre matching heavy gasps for air right with him, entirely in sync. âfuck, fuck baby, mommy.â
âwhat?â
âs- shut up,â he back tracks, and he sees the smug expression growing on your face. satoru lightly smacks a hand over his face before groaning, his cock all milked and flaccid. âi said baby.â
NANAMI â
tender mahongy eyes stare deep into your eyes as your fingers happily intertwine with his. tangled and curled, heâs got a soft grip as his body hovers completely over yours.
with ruffled blond strands running down the front of his forehead, nanami brings a kiss toward your cheek as heâs not just fucking you, but making love to you in missionary. âsweetheart, you left your laptop open you know,â and you moan once you feel his plump tip circle its way inside of your gummy inviting walls. already, youâre coating his entire dick with your slimy slick to the hilt. your eyes widen at his words before the left side of your twitching lip is met with another gentle kiss. âi didnât mean to be nosy, but i saw a little âheadcanonâ about me, is that what you call it?â
you glance into his eyes with abashed intent as a burning wave of heat sprays over your face. fuck, the pulse of your thumping heart only grew louder as your first response was utter silence.
âiââ you mutter out, and he chuckles at your lack of words, digging his head into your neck. nanamiâs scent was strong, it goes through each of your nostrils and you felt yourself throbbing from his touch alone.
his strokes were tender and precise. heâs swaying back and forth as his bare body continues to rut straight into you. pent up muscles of his that were merely perfectly sculpturedâidentical to the physique of a greek god, you couldnât help but stare. you just couldnât help but ogle at how heâs so pretty, how fat tears of sweat race down both sides of his bulky arms. no one could blame you for writing about nanami, althoughâthe things you wrote about him, they were pretty risquĂ© to say the least. with a growing pout, your arms throw over his shoulders as heâs presenting your cunt blissful deep thrusts. âokay, i write about you sometimes, âken. âm sorry.â
âsorry for what exactly? being talented, silly girl?â he whispers in a raspy tone.
nanami cups your chin so you could look right at him, naturally leaning into his touch. he focuses on the way your eyes soften and heâs plummeting girthy inches into you raw. your toes curl, running down his back and tickling the scratch marks that paint against his flushed skin. âdonât be sorry,â he adds, pressing a wet kiss near the crook of your neck. âiâm flattered. although, dirty talk isnât exactly my forte. you know this, my love,â and you moan, feeling the edges of his teeth playfully nibble at your exposed flesh. as pounds of skin resume to smack against each other loudly, nanami slowly lifts up your leg, tossing it over your shoulder. âmy favorite part had to be when you said i pulled on your hair ân called you a âmessy whoreâ .â
ây- you werenât supposed to see that,â you nervously grin . . trying to avoid how you were so close to finishing. just a few more thrusts and that was it, youâd be finished, done for. youâve felt embarrassed beforeâbut never to this extent. he was teasing you, nanami kento was teasing you. and pathetically enough, your pussy twitched as he recited your exact filthy written words. the bed continues to creak and groan as jolting bodies move and move together, amongst each other, and on top of each other.
with kind eyes, nanami watches as you bring both of your hands up to your face, hoping to shield yourself from any more embarrassment.
âoh, honey,â he coos in a melodically low tone. his cock reached so deep that strangled moans flew out from your lips left and right. his tempo was always just right. he never wanted to lose control, but after reading your work, he knew youâd probably like that. crimson damp lips press under your chin before he grunts, preparing himself to be milked dry.
âhngh, donât hide that pretty face from me,â he huffs, in a soft alluring voice. everything felt abnormally tender, nanamiâs softly swerving his body against yours in irregular addictive arcs in such impassioned ardent. the more you stare into your eyesâthe more your blown pupils dilate.
once he cup both sides of your face, you lean into his touch. his base was thick, swollen and full. you craved him more than anything, and itâs as if your words were actually coming to life.
âthere she is, thatâs my girl,â he grits in a raspy voice, prying your hands away from your face. his touch was forevermore gentle. with a soft smile, nanami presses his twitching ruby lips onto yours as you both prepare to cum in euphoric torrent. bedaubing a plump thumb over your bottom quivering lip, he slows his thrusts down a few beatsâhearing you vocal pussyâs squelches before a wrinkle of a smile curls against his lips. ânow, now. make a mess on your husbandâs cock jus how you write them in your little stories, my love.â
GETO â
âoh, boo. looks like someoneâs innocent all of a sudden when sheâs not writing âbout dick, hm? wonder why that is,â geto hums, propped right up between your trembly legs. heâs staring at you with a sly smirk that refuses to wipe off his lips. two of his hands spread your thighs apart more before kissing near your slobbering exposed pussy.
with a cunning grin, he gives your drooling folds a few friendly taps as if it was a little mic test. âfinish that paragraph. câmon, wanna make sure âm doinâ it right.â
a salty taste of shame fills and salivates inside of your mouth as you watch him with heart shaped pupils. heâs got the most hungry gaze, a bit of spit already dribbling from the thin corners of his lips.
âum, okay,â you moan, picking up your phone again, leisurely dragging a thumb down the neatly typed paragraphs. âit says, âyou whine, taking s-suguruâs thick fingers happily into your slippery cunt. long digits of his rummage their way inside before curling all around. once suguru spits on your p- pussy, he pats it and calls it a good girl.â â
âlike this?â geto snickersâcopying your exact words, using the flat palm of his hand to rub against your bare clit. you whimper, entirely sensitive as his thick digits toy with your soddened folds. your thighs continue to jostle and shake and he found it so adorable at how you just couldnât stay still. so cute, heâs got darkened irises focused on you and only you the entire time. these seconds felt like hours, and as he gathers a nice amount of saliva, he spits right on your cunt. just like you wrote it . . you gasp at the sloppy cold saliva cascading down your pussy. the cobwebby strands that pour from his lips had such a pretty glimmer to it. the warm breath of geto that fans against your entrance makes you twitch in elated pleasure.
heâs so sloppy, unapologetically. just like your drabble saidâhe then pats your cunt with an open palm before leaning right up close, pulling a thumb down your pulsating uvula before licking it passionately. âgood fuckinâ girl.â
you whine, your knees practically buckling and heâs just eating your expressions up. ây- yesâ like that, fuck,â you move a few long black strands away from his face. geto dips two fingers inside and he stretches you out so easily with his digits. your lips form into a cute âoâ shape as you mewl out a desperate cry for more. as heâs watching you succumb into such bliss, heâs got such a pretty face. it makes his dick twitch in his sweats at the thought of you writing about how he goes down on you. the specifics, how sloppy he is, even how he spanks your cunt only to then shamelessly lick the slick mess right up with his tongue.
the thought that probably hundreds of your horny little readers read about this, about him, about his tongue . .
getoâs tongue was ruthless.
he lays it flat against your cunt before fluttering his long black lashes closed. he huskily groans, not even caring that you werenât reading anymore. as his brows arch into a contorting furrow, he slides in two fat fingers. you whimper at the sudden big yet deliciously enthralling stretch, yanking roughly on his hair. âs . . sugu,â he pulls his slick covered fingers out, licking them clean whilst staring you right in the eyes. you tremor within his hold, feeling his palms tighten its grasp on both of your thighs. you couldnât lie, this felt a lot better than fiction. so much better . .
heâs making out with your pussy, swirling his tongue around and spelling out all of the letters of his name. creating such a mess, your slick then starts to stream down his chin to which he happily licks it up. groaning, geto then slurps at your drenched hole before giving it yet another kiss. his chin had such luminescent shine to it. you cup his face with shaky hands as heâs eating you out through another orgasm and he jibes.
âmhm, your writing could use a bit more dirty talk though,â he critiques, swiping a thumb against his lips before he spanks your cunt for the umpteenth time.
with your legs sporadically quivering, he playfully bites on your clit, watching you squeal as youâre riding orgasm out on his tongue. âoh, and make sure you add in your little fics that i bite pretty clits too.â
CHOSO â
âbottom? w- whatâs a bottom?â
choso quirks a brow in cute confusion, slouching back as youâre still getting over your most recent orgasm.
both pounds of sweltering skin melt into each other, sticking together like glue as your hips grow unsteady. choso was reading one of your published works and he canât help but grow curious. the way you wrote about him, how you portrayed him as whiny and submissive, it does something to himâhe personally always thought he was dominant. cute. .
âoh, donât worry about that, baby,â you timidly utter, trying to conceal an incoming moan once his cock buries its way deep in yet again. heâs nice and snug everyone and it drives him crazy. chosoâs got a poutâbut it quickly turns into a lewd expression once your sopping pussy swallows him right up again. two jittery hands creep their way onto your rickety hips and he moans once he feels himself already bottoming out. âf- fuck, cho.â
his eyebrows were still all furrowed and heâs got a cute scrunched up expression. â âm not a bottom,â choso grumps, leaning in to sneak a kiss near the corner of your mouth. despite the raspiness lingering underneath his toneâyou could hear the incoming whine desperately trying to escape. chosoâs black ponytails had cute ribbons in themâby you, and heâs biting his lip at the feeling of your hips starting to grind. âi- i can be dominant too.â
âprove it,â you whisper, a bratty impish glint forming in your eyes. choso scoffs, narrowing his eyes at you but it doesnât last at all because heâs already pussy drunk to the max.
those two words. . those two words was all it took for him to manhandle you like a rag doll, politely and respectfully tossing you into the springy soft mattress.
it bounces from the abrupt weight crashing down and you gasp once choso backs up his words, and oh, heâs fucking you stupid. you let off a gargled three second moan once choso spanks your ass, using one hand to repeatedly drag you back into his chiseled hips. sharp thrusts plow into you with such speed that youâre left with a dumbfounded expression. your eyes were rolling back and your tongue was lolled out as choso was fucking you in doggy.
as much as you write about him, he doesnât like doggy, mainly because he canât see your pretty face. it kills himâbut he canât deny that the view of you like this was so pretty, so enticing. your buckling knees lock as youâre cupping a hand over your mouth, eyes practically bulging out of their sockets.
chosoâs cock was so weighty and thick that itâs got a lazy curve, a mean curve that makes itself known in every part of your insides. heâs no stranger to your body, he knows the exact layout. such staminaâyou didnât expect him to be so feral, itâs as if he was an entire different person. âfuck, fuuuck,â he throws his head back, giving your ass more and more hard spanks. the recoil was his favorite. it was just the way your pretty shaped ass would bounce back onto him. heâs in love with love, in love with your pussy, in love with you. ângh, gotta show you âm not a bottom, baby.â
âc- choso,â you whimper, and his fat base swings against your ass, almost shocking you from the electric friction. youâre droolingâheâs got you stupid as your swollen chaste clit bumps up against his pelvis every single time. the bed hollers out a plethora of cries as heâs jerking more and more into you. your cuntâs drooling dewy slick all down the undersides of your thighs. you even make an attempt at trying to touch yourself. with slickness though, choso snatches your wrist away.
âno baby. âs my pussy,â he grumbles, pinning an arm behind your back. youâre babblingâsquatting forward as heâs feeding your needy pussy with such inches. choso hisses at the brief twinges of pleasure all due to your sloppy grip. youâre brutal, wetting up his base with your dewy slick. he canât help but stare and gawk at the way your ass presses up against him. chosoâs bottom lip quivers at how good it feels and how good you feel. no matter how much of a front he puts up, heâs gonna whine. âf- fuck. teasinâ me with your hips, baby. so mean.â
yet as heâs dragging you back and forth, watching as your chest heaving and your thighs try to clamp inwardâyou abruptly cum, gushing all over chosoâs cock. he huffs at how sudden it was, and he knew you didnât expect it in the slightest. so pretty, your final orgasmic cries sounded like a sweet candied harmony and he could feel your quavering body breaking down with his shaft still shoved deeply inside. your mess soaks up the entirety of the dark sheet, now being drenched in a damp grey color. âfuck, fuck,â you whimper, shaking as your head slumps into the pillow. choso whines at your own pleasure, and he doesnât even care if he doesnât finish. he pulls out, crawling toward you before burying his face into the nook of your neck. âc- choso, oh my g- god.â
as your flimsy arms hold him close, accepting his embrace, he goes back to his clingy needy self again, speaking in a shivering soft voice. âh- have you ever wrote about squirting yet?â
with droopy eye lids, you were longing for a kiss. as if he read your mind, he leans inâplanting a sultry balmy kiss right onto your lips. âno,â you mumble, moving a few strands out of his face.
choso licks near your neck, one of his hands sprawling your sticky legs apart and he brushes a finger against your slick wet cunt. âw- well, you can always write about that,â and you gasp once he lifts your leg up, easily tossing it over his shoulder. with pleading eyes, choso sighs. âbut, can we do that again, baby? i- i think i like when you squirt on me.â
SUKUNA â
âbreeding kink, interesting,â the demon gruffs, hearing you whine after he swipes his phone from your hand, wondering what in the actual hell could be so important.
heâs reading a strange explicit story of himself thatâs apparently called a âone shot,â according to you. how stupid, he thinks. sukunaâs irked vermillion-shot eyes skim through the many paragraphs of filth before he spanks your ass, making you keep your most recent arch.
âah, seems like yâr even more nasty than i thought,â and your breath hitches once he circles a palm over your stinging rear cheekâ an attempt at soothing the sudden pang. hearing your cute muffled whimpers, he mocks your noises. âaw, if you wanted me to âbreedâ you princess, you could have just asked.â
â âkuna, âs embarrassing,â you moan, gasping once he smears his leaky tip against your entrance. he was right - you couldâve ask, you could have asked him to do all the little dirty things you wrote about, you could have . .
swallowing the invisible lump that resides at the roof of your mouth, you imagine yourself being stuffed full of sukunaâs cum. so much to where he ends up getting you all swollenâyouâd be nothing but sitting pretty with a cute plump tummy, wads and wads of glossy runny cum just slickly dribbling down the sides of your ass and thighs.
âwrite like a slut ân you even act like one too,â he hums, using a thumb to slide down your pussy. sukunaâs staring openly at how youâre already so soaked, so drenched and he looks like heâs ready to feast. your puffy folds glisten with your own arousal and itâs so so cute. âwonder if you write while havinâ a pussy this sloppy too,â and he smacks it raw, feeling your entire body jolt from the sudden impact. you fall into the soft padded mattress and he darkly chuckles at your weakly spot-on reaction time, aligning himself. âpoor baby. spendinâ all this time writing when you couldâve been getting . . ah, whatâs the word? oh, right. bred, heh.â
and sukuna does more than just breed youâhe quite literally overflows your cunt. heâs a demon, and demons cum a lot.
youâre an entire puddled mess that was filled to the brim.
the sheets were all damp and stained and youâre glistening with droplets of perspirationâradiating from his heat entirely. âs- sukuna, fuck,â you weep out his name, hearing the sloppy spurts of cum still dribbling out of you. such a mess, your mouth waters as you realize just how full you are. you always wrote about this sort of thing but never knew that your silly fiction could turn into mere reality. both of your thighs stick together as youâre left trembling with an arch in your back. heâs cackling at your state, watching as globs of creamy ropes leak out of your slobbering pussy.
âhow cute, jus might mess around ân get you pregnant, yeah,â the demon jibes, a sharp fang poking underneath his bottom lip. youâre haplessly quivering. your panties that were lazily dragged to the side were all torn and ripped, coated in a ivory white color also. as youâre trying to collect breathsâyou then let off a moan once he presses himself deep against you.
your womb was completely flooded, youâre drowning with his stringy cum and with his hot burly body right up against you, you feel him right there. you couldnât miss it, heâs so long and thick that heâs practically tickling your goopy insides. sukuna wraps a hand around your throat whilst another hand sneaks toward your pussy. âbet youâd like that, fuckinâ freak,â and heâs smearing circles against your folds. you twitch at his cursed hand, his cock still tucked inside of you before he laughs against your ear. âyou want a baby, huh. wanna carry my demon babies, donât ya princess?â
you nod and he lets off a snicker of amusement. âkeh. bet you do,â and his voice lowly pitches. you moan, feeling him pull out of your dripping cunt, plugging his spilling cum back in with a single thumb. âfuck, better write about this too, princess. let all your pathetic readers know how much of a sloppy pussy their favorite author has,â and you gasp once he quickly flips you over. sukuna suddenly dives head first between your legs, lapping his flick tongue against your folds. âmmph, now watch me clean you up,â and he spits on your pussy only to then look at it with disgust. âmessy girl.â
TOJI â
ânuh uh, get the fuck back here babygirl,â he grabs you by the hip, and you let off a moan once his fingers trail up your skirt. a wavering crinkle prods near the edge of his left twitching eye as heâs processing such raunchy words about him. a dry chortle leaves from tojiâs mouth as he makes you lie on your tummy, multitasking by slapping his swollen cockhead on your dribbling folds. âya always told me you were a writer but i didnât think you write âbout this,â he purrs, and your toes curl once heâs aligning himself against your slick heat. but fuck was your cunt just was drooling for him. both folds were weeping for him to just go in already, and yet here he was - teasing you. âreally? whatâs with the whole âtoji daddy kinkâ thing? i look like the kinda guy thatâs into that?â
you feel embarrassment creep up your shoulder. he was reading that part, the part where reader calls him âdaddy.â
sheepishly trying to crawl away from his grasp, you swallow ignominy. â âs not real, i just made it up toji,â you try to explain through gritted teeth. but as heâs reeling you back into his keen structed hips, you lewdly mewl. heâs just so fucking big, happily massaging your walls freely with just a few inches. your mouth widens as you hear him lowly snickering in the background. a snickering laugh that never failed to make your pussy throb.
toji grabs at the fat of your ass, stubby fingertips poking through your skin. with a mean spank, itâs a non-verbal sign for you to stay still. âyâer a fuckinâ slut with your writing, baby. i bet ya havenât even tried these kinks,â he teases, and you moan again once his cock delves deeper into your walls. with such ease, you back raises up into an even sluttier arch. âhm, lets see if yâer as nasty as you write,â and you hear him grunt briefly, one of his hands gently wrapping around your neck. toji gets right up close to your ear, flicking his tongue against your soft earlobe. âgo on, say it.â
âs- say what?â you squeak, but you knew exactly what he wanted. never in a million years would you have thought toji would discover your little erotic hobby. by now, heâs balls deepâyou whine, feeling yet another sharp swat smack against your left ass cheek at the lack of response. youâre chewing on the inside of your cheek in guilt before you hear toji smack his lips in sheer vex.
âcâmon, donât get shy on me now,â he murmurs in a hoarse tone, salacious timbre pouring on his entire voice. toji feels your pussy dripping around him and he hums, giving you just one single tease of a thrust. your body jerks forward and you whimper sweetly. heâs so close up to you, hard washboard abs of his that were proudly flexing grinds against your back. heâs pressing his muscular weight onto you, careful not to crush you but just enough to. inching his lips back toward your ear, he kisses near your neck. âcall me daddy. jus like how you write me, little girl.â
as youâre feeling a few throbbing pangs between your thighs, you shiver underneath him. burying your head in shame between your arms, you whine. ângh, daddy,â and a weird feeling pools around the insides of your stomach. butterflies and a mixture of flutters swarm inside of you and you moan. once those words slip past your lips so prettily, toji raspily groans. he pistons his hips before not even seconds later, heâs fucking you stupid. babbles of babbles leave from you, and youâre acting just like the main character you write for. ironic, youâre clinging onto the silky cream-colored sheets, bawling up the thinly-made fabric with your clammy fists before squealing. âfuck, daddy âm not gonna last.â
âshould hear how stupid you fuckinâ sound, baby,â he growls, merciless hips snapping into you at full throttle. you were gonna break, you just knew it. tojiâs thrusts were so powerful that youâre left squeaking out pathetic whimpersâhis cock stretching you out as if you were elastic. âfuck,â he runs a hand through his messy dark tresses. his shaggy strands were unkempt, overgrown a bit and running down his eyes. heâs got to cock his head up a bit just to see your pretty face and your even prettier ass. âcâmonnn, do that cute arch you describe in yâr slutty fics.â
ât- tojiii,â you whimper, the weight of the bed dipping after each continuous stroke. heâs thorough. tojiâs maddened fat tip has your legs becoming more and more unstable before he smacks your ass. the powerful hit against your rear rings through each of your earsâand you pout, gnawing on your lip, knowing he wants you to correct yourself. ângh, i- i mean daddy. âm gonna cum, fuck.â
but right when youâre about to finish, youâre interrupted by the ear-splitting sound of wood. youâre moaningâfeeling your pussy continue to squeeze around his throbbing length thatâs coated with veins all the way down to the tan swollen base. itâs loud, you gasp once the weight of the springy bed suddenly drops and you both collapseâtoji falling on top of you. he doesnât even say anything, and he pulls you up to continue fucking you but you let off a whiny whimper. âyou just broke my b-bed.â
âyeah, so.â
âso..? youâre gonna have to buy me a new one.â
âright. about that . .â

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ăáąđ© âžâžâ đđđđđ đđđđđđâđ đđđ , elias moore.



đșđđđđđđđ âââ itâs stackâs first real fatherâs day and heâs been waiting to spend it with you and his lil man. just like old times. he told you a week ago his momma was throwin a cookout back home in mississippi, a special day for all the fathers in his family. he even cleaned up his act a lil bit, tryna show he still that man you fell for. instead of showing up with just his son, you bring your new niggaâŠon his day. you knew better, and now he gotta remind you. remind both yâall.
ïżœïżœ babydaddy elias âstackâ moore x black!fem reader. established relationship, second chance. strong use of profanity, lots of n-word usage, drama, jealous!stack, toxic arguments, emotional tension, hurt feelings, possessive!stack, threats made, violence, reminiscence, sexual content, sexual tension, angry sex, degradation, rough sex, dirty talk, oral sex, creampie, light breeding kink, overstimulation and lots of other things so scroll now if you donât want to read about people fucking. ê±
the ride from atlanta to mississippi was long, too long for how quiet the car had gotten. even with the air conditioner running, the air felt heavy. your baby boy was asleep in the backseat, pacifier slack in his mouth, and his black curls stuck to his forehead from the heat. you had one hand on the steering wheel, fingers tapping in a rhythm to calm your nerves.
the road stretched on forever in front of you, with the GPS voice muted after the fifth "continue straight". your man, dominique sat in the passenger seat mindlessly scrolling through his phone, thumb moving fast like he was tryna distract himself. he had been feeling a type of way since you told him about todayâs plans. you caught the look he gave you ten minutes ago, fake mean mugging you with his whole face turned up. full of questions he ainât bold enough to ask outright.
the tension was cut when he asked, âwhy couldnât we just stay in atlanta?â voice laced with too much attitude. âcouldâve saved us this whole damn trip.â you sighed, you knew this was coming and could feel yourself getting irritated because he already knew the answer. âbecause his momma throwing a fatherâs day cookout. itâs his first one and itâs good for my baby to be round family.â
dominque rolled his eyes while shaking his head. âfamily? tuh. ainât none of them came around since he was born, but now they wanna go all out. throwin cookouts ân shit.â he tried to mutter under his breath, but you still heard him.
you gripped the steering wheel tighter, eyes still focusing on the rode. âthis ainât about you dominque. i told you that before we even left.â out of your peripheral vision you could see him put the phone down and turn his body in the seat to focus in on you. âyou right, itâs not about me.â his voice raised, âbut letâs keep it a buck cause its damn sure ainât just about your son either. you couldâve dropped him off and turned around.â you shot him a look, because now he was doing too much. âdonât start.â
his voice came out sharp, bitter. feeling like he could finally get everything off his chest, like your son wasnât sleep, but he didnât care. the words had been sittin on his tongue too long, and now they were spillin whether you liked it or not. âiâm not starting shitâ, he snapped. âiâm just saying, look how you dressed. that thin ass sundress, hair done up, wearing jewelry i fasho ainât get you.â his lip curled as he looked you up and down, voice dropping low, more insult than question now. âthis all for me or him?â
his fingers tapped against his fake amiri jeans, eyes still on you, waiting for an answer he assumed he knew. you cut your eyes at him. the way he was acting? like he ainât realize who he was talking to. like he forgot you had a whole baby in the backseat. âstop raising your voice like you ainât got no senseâ, you snapped. âmy son is sleep, and iâm not about to keep going back and forth with you over bullshit.â
he tried to open his mouth, to defend himself, but you kept going. âiâm the mother of eliasâ child. iâm gon show up put together regardless. you expect me to pull up lookin like some bag lady in front of his entire family?â the silence was evident after that. you heard him huffing and puffing clearly bothered by what you said.
then came his bitter laugh. he shook his head, staring out the window like he couldnât believe what he was hearin, âyou still call that nigga elias.â he was quiet for good after that, but the disrespect was loud. voice full of resentment and something else yâall both didnât want to admit to.
this was one of those times you were lucky your baby couldnât talk yet. if he did, he would of been running to his daddy about what dominique said and you were trying to get them to have a cordial relationship. unfortunately it wasnât working.
the silence felt suffocating and pushed against your temple like a headache. with dominqueâs resentment weighing heavily on you, each mile seemed to go on forever. you decided to pull over when you noticed a faded green symbol for a gas station up ahead. you flicked the turn signal, âiâm pulling over.â your voice was low, you hated arguing because it always drained you mentally. âtank low and i need a minute.â dominque didnât say nothing, giving you the silent treatment.
you shifted into park, pulled up next to the pump, and released a breath you weren't even aware you were holding. the long drive caused your sundress to stick slightly to the back of your thighs as you climbed out slowly. you went to the rear of your car, swiped your card, and began filling up the tank.
the voice in the back of your head criticized dominque for not getting out to pump your gas. âelias would of did it, argument or notâ, you thought. you shook them thoughts away because it was nothing you could do, yaâll werenât together anymore. you peaked into the back seat, as the gas nozzle stayed where it was at. inside the car, your son was still sleeping peacefully. completely unbothered by the mess unfolding around him. which he got from his daddy, they both could sleep through anything.
you glanced at your reflection in the car window â lips still glossy, no smudge in your makeup, hoops glinting, and your ass looked fat in this sundress. you fixed the placement of some of the bracelets around your wrist, the ones elias got you, by the way. you looked good and thatâs what had him pressed.
from the passenger seat, dominique finally stepped out. stretching like the whole ride wore him out and he wasnât behind the drivers seat once. he leaned against the car, arms folded across his chest, watching you. âyou always gotta make shit harder than it gotta be, donât you?â he mumbled. you didnât even glance at him.
âand you always got somethin to say when you feel like you ainât bein prioritized. ainât nobody tryin to make you feel small, dominque. but today ainât about you.â he sucked his teeth, pushed off the car and came stalking towards you. ânah itâs never about me. itâs always elias this, elias that. like he somebody for real. whole time he couldnât even keep his family together.â
âyou got it dominique.â and it was left at that. you werenât gonna argue in public with a man who couldnât handle you doin right by your child. you just needed to hurry up and get this over with. drop of your son, play cordial, make you a few plates, and leave before elias reminded you why he was the hardest man to walk away from in the first place.
âââââââââ
after another thirty minutes, you finally made it to eliasâ momma house. it took you a minute to find parking since cars was packed in the front of the house and the neighbors. you eased your car into a tight spot across the street from them. âcome onâ, you muttered hopping out the car.
the air smelt like smoke ribs, burnt ends, and sweet bbq sauce â a classic mississippi summer. your baby started to stir as you lifted him gently from his car seat, resting him against your hip. you didnât pay dominque any mind, as you made your way to the back of the house. the moore house was vibrant â music loudly playing, uncles loud off liquor while playing spades, elijah was on the grill, kids ran through the grass barefoot with melting popsicles. eliasâ momma was setting out foil pans on a fold-up table with her hands on her hips.
as you walked closer, your feet became slightly heavier. every step felt loud and all eyes on you, like everybody at the damn cookout paused just to see who the hell you brought with you. relatives of stack approached you, saying their hellos and cooed at your son. all you could do was give them half smiles in return.
because your attention was focused on him, your babydaddy. he hadnât noticed you yet, which was a relief at the moment. lazily leaned back in a folding chair with his legs spread wide and elbows rested on his knees. he looked good, too good. stack had his go-to black durag tied tight around his head, white tank clinging to his muscles, gold chain glinting in the sun, and his grills lightly shined when he smirked at something his cousin said. he was having a good time, sipping on his favorite drink â hennessy in a red cup.
all that shifted when one of his messy ass aunties pointed you out in the crowd. âthere go your baby mama, eli,â she said, smirkin over her plate of ribs. âainât that her right there in that lil pink dress?â he glanced up and just like that, all the playfulness dropped clean off his face.
his shoulders squared up and the relax lean he had in the chair turned into a full sit-up. flexed jaw. eyes narrowed. mean mugging. the moment he clocked the man next to you, his smile vanished, and the gold on his tooth stopped flashing. his eyes moved very slowly, taking you all in, from the bouncing curls on your shoulder to your glossy lips to his little man on your hip.
and the lame ass nigga next to you.
eliasâ lips parted just slightly, but he ainât say nothing. not yet. he just stared.
you felt it, that familiar look he gave you. the one he gave you back when you used to test his patience just to see how far heâd go. heat began to crawl up your neck, not from embarrassment, but knowing you fucked up. he was trying to keep it cute in front of his people, but stack wasnât a level headed nigga. no, that was smoke. smoke was the calmer twin, the one you could reason with. and when he looked over at his brother across the yard and gave him that sharp nod. saying all the words he needed with his eyes ââif something pop off, be readyâ. you already knew what it meant. you and dominique was beyond saving.
you gripped your son tighter, adjusting him on your hip and forced a smile towards eliasâ momma who pulled you into a one-armed hug. âhey babyâ, she greeted. âlook at my grand baby, ainât he getting big?â you nodded, voice light. âyes maâam. growing too fast for my liking.â
she gave dominique a simple âhiâ, but didnât say his name. just looked him up and down real quick, then turned her attention back to the food table like she was tryna keep the peace.
peace was thrown out the window when you showed up with another man. stack was looking at you like you personally betrayed him. he rose slowly, as though tension tightened every bone in his body. the red cup hung loose in his fingers, but his whole frame said anything but relaxed.
one of his cousins who already peeped game, leaned over to try and stop him. âaye stack, chill.â but he wasnât hearing none of that. nobody understood how he was feeling, that was his babymomma at the end of the day.
not just some random bitch he used to mess with. you were his, his headache, his soft spot, his unfinished business. and he would do anything to get his family back. he was already walking toward yâall, straight through the crowd, eyes locked on you. nothing about his body language gave soft or calm.
he made his way across the yard, cutting through chairs and coolers like the crowd wasnât even there. like his whole family wasnât lowkey staring, forks frozen mid-air, watching how this was about to play out.
dominque was right next to you, standing tall like he had something to prove. arms crossed over his chest, chin up like he was ready for whatever. stackâs eyes didnât leave yours once. not even when he got close enough for you to smell the henny and versace cologne on him.
when he finally spoke, it was low and grumbled, like he was trying real hard not to raise his voice âthis what we on now?â you didnât answer right away. you couldnât. because in reality, this was a terrible idea. there was a familiar sting in the back of your throat. the one you got whenever stack looked at you like this, like he knew you better than you knew yourself. as if he was waiting on you to say something dumb so he could call your bluff.
you shifted your son on your hip and shaked your head. "letâs not do this here, elias." he licked his bottom lip, head tilted slightly. still looking at you, taking you in like you owed him something. ânah we gon do this right here, in front of everybody.â he turned slightly towards dominique, just enough to size him up. âyou the new nigga?â, stack asked straight up, grill flashing just a little â a crazed smile forming on his face.
dominque puffed his chest out, âyeah iâm with her. problem?â stack laughed, a serious laugh like what he said was funny to him. âyou with her. thatâs cute.â and like a switch he turned back towards you, looking dead in your face, expression wiped of every bit of playfulness. âyou really brought this clown to my mama house? on father's day? with my son?"
your heart sank, because now whatever jealousy you were trying to get him to feel was biting you in the ass. âelias pleaseââ, he snapped cutting you off. âyou knew what you was doing. came all this way looking good and smelling sweet. ân had the nerve this bring this lame ass nigga, like i wasnât gon say something.â
dominque stepped forward a little, trying to come to your defense. âshe not doing shit. you mad emotional because she chose me, nigga get over it.â and had the nerve to laugh in his face. it was silent for a moment, stack had to process the straight bullshit he fixed him mouth to say. he stale faced him, voice oddly calm. ânah, she settlin. you the in-between. the lil nigga holding her bag while she waitin for me to remind her who the fuck she belong to.â
you bit your lip hard, head turned away as you gently patted your babyâs back â trying to soothe him, and yourself. you unfortunately knew what was coming next. dominique stepped towards stack, clearly not used to somebody pushing back. âman, iâm not scared of you. you just mad she donât want your toxic ass no more-â. before he could finish his sentence, stackâs fist came up fast, clean, and cracked him dead in the mouth.
dominique stumbled back hard, hand flying to his lip that was already pouring blood in his hand. stack ainât even flinch. just stood over him, eyes dark, jaw clenched, chest rising slow. âtalk that shit again nigga,â he growled. âi dare you.â you stepped between them fast, voice loud. âalright thatâs enough! both of yall need to stop.â
stackâs eyes flickered towards yours, and his gaze softened. he looked at your son, now whimpering soft against your shoulder and his whole face shifted. the anger inside him subsided at that moment. for a second, it was just you, him, and the baby.
and then, of course dominque had to ruin it. âyou really gon let him disrespect me like that? you gon stand there and let this nigga think he can put hands on me?â you turned your head slowly. looked at him with nothing but exhaustion in your face. âyou shouldnâtâve said shit,â you muttered.
then you looked at stack again. he was still breathing heavy, still tense, but his eyes were on you now. not dominique. just you. âyou comin with me,â he said, voice low, thick in a way that made your knees feel weak. âwaitââ he stepped in close, barely touching you but still taking up all your space. âlet me word it differently for you, bring yo ass inside.â
you looked back at dominque. his lip was busted. and he was scared to even look stackâs way. you couldnât even feel bad. not really. you gently handed your baby over to stackâs mama, and she just took him with a sigh and shake of her head.
with your son safely out your hands, he reached and grabbed your wrist. and you let him, didnât even fight it. he pulled you into his momma house like he paid mortgage himself. the screen door slammed behind yâall, and the second yâall hit the hallway, his hand was on your ass, gripping hard.
âyou out your fuckin mindâ, he snarled against your neck, lips dragging over your skin. âcomin here looking pretty as fuck, smelling good. knowing i ainât touched you in months.â you gasped, moaning softly when he bit your shoulder, rough teeth dragging over the dip of it before he licked the sting away. the grip he had on your hip got even tighter. you could feel how mad he was. his dick was pressed up against your ass, already hard and heavy through his jeans.
he tugged your sundress up, hand palming your panty covered ass like it was his again. âtake yo ass up stairs.â he didnât have to tell you twice, you practically ran up the stairs, flip flops almost sliding off your feet. you hit the top stair and turned to the first room on the left, his old room â your back hit the edge of the bed right as he stepped through the door.
he slammed the door shut with one hand, not bothering to lock it. stack pounced on you, gripping your throat slightly, just enough to make your breath hitch. he kissed you like he was punishing you for making him wait. tongue in your mouth, lips rough, teeth nipping at yours. his golds cold against your lips, his hands greedy, yanking at your dress like he didnât care if it ripped. and he didnât, heâll buy you a new one.
he slowly peeled the straps of your dress down. you were already bare underneath, no bra, your breasts spilling out and brown nipples already hard. stackâs lips never left yours as he pushed the dress to your waist, palms rough against your back, until he finally pulled away to look.
âgod damnâ, he muttered, biting the corner of his lip as his thumb brushed across one peaked nipple. âi ainât seen these titties since you was pregnant. they still mine?â you nodded too fast, chest rising with every breath. his hand came up and slapped your tittie once, not hard, just enough to sting and make your knees buckle a little.
âi said talk, not nod.â âyesâyes, they yours,â you breathed, mouth parted. âalways been.â he let out a low chuckle, âi know.â his lips wrapped around one nipple and sucked hard, before doing the same to the other one. now both coated in saliva, he took his two thumbs to brush over your nipples. rolling and tugging on them, just to feel you squirm, to hear the way your moan cracked when it got to be too much.
âfuck i missed the way you soundâ, he said while inching toward your neck leaving soft kisses. âyou ainât moan like this for that other nigga huh?â, his voice tickled your ear while one hand was still on your nipples.
âno, fuck no,â you gasped, thighs already rubbing together for friction. âbet he ainât even know how to suck on these right.â he latched on again, sucking until your back arched, your body begging.
he slid down to his knees, âlay backâ, he muttered. âlegs up.â you followed quickly. he planted soft kisses on the inside of your thighs. âlook at youâ, knuckles grazing over your panties. âi can already tell this pussy wet.â you let out a low whine, wishing we would do something, âstack please.â
âi know, i know baby.â he let out a low, knowing grin. his fingers hooked into the sides of your panties, yanking them down your trembling thighs with no patience. slow enough to watch the strings of slick cling to them, but fast enough to remind you he wasnât in the mood to be soft.
âfuck, look at this pussyâ, he murmured, eyes locked between your legs like he was witnessing something sacred. âall this mess? you that fuckin wet for me, huh?â your thighs trembled as the cool air hit your soaked folds, and he held the ruined panties up with a smirk, index finger running through the sticky wetness clinging to the lace. âso sticky, baby. you mustâve missed me real bad.â
you whined when his fingers spread you open. clit on full display and wetness spilling out of your slit. the moment he slid his tongue between your folds, you cried. tongue flat, wide, dragging through your folds with no mercy. he sucked on your clit like he was mad at it. you jerked forward, but he grabbed your hips and pulled you back, eating like a man starved, nose buried, tongue fucking you.
âmmm,â he groaned into your pussy, beard soaked. âyou missed this nasty shit, huh?â you could only let out a nod, hands gripping the sheets while your thighs trembled. âmissed me suckin on this clit, fuckin you open with my tongueâŠmakin you cum without even puttin dick in you.â âf-fuck, eliasâoh my god,â you cried out, back arching.
that tongue was still disrespectful. sloppy, greedy, licking from clit to slit and back again like he missed the taste. he pulled you forward, buried his face deeper, eating like he was trying to drown in it. âiâm about to cumâ, you screamed.
he smirked against your pussy, spit and slick dripping down his chin. âthere she go.â your orgasm hit hard, too hard, and he didnât even stop, not while you twitched and cried and begged. when he finally pulled back, you were soaked, thighs sticky, your pussy fluttering around nothing, empty and aching.
he stood, unbuckling his belt with quick hands, pulling his jeans and boxers in one swift motion to free his dick. that familiar fat dick slapped against his stomach, veins thick, tip angry red and leaking. you moaned at the sight. âgimme that dick,â you begged finally, your voice gone, eyes glossy. âeliasâbaby, please, fuck me.â
ânow you remember how to act.â you looked down to see him stroking his dick slow, watching you squirm. âlook at you. laid out like a slut. that nigga ever make you beg like this?â you shook your head no. âdidnât fuckin think so.â
âturn aroundâ, he said voice hoarse. you did, planting your palms on the bed, back arched just the way he liked it. he stood behind you, taking a second just to admire. âshe so pretty,â he muttered under his breath, rough knuckles brushing over the swell of your ass. âdonât make no senseâŠâyou gasped when you felt him drag his tip through your folds, slow and steady, coating himself with your slick.
the low grunt he let out told you just how good it felt. his tip circled your entrance, teasing. âthis my pussy?â he asked, voice a low rasp that scraped down your spine. you nodded your head, trying to push back into him, but he held your hips in place. ânah i need you to say it.â a frustrated, needy whine slipped from your lips. your voice trembled, breath catching in your throat. âyes, eliââ
you couldnât even finish. he slammed into you with no warning, deep and rough, knocking the air straight out your lungs. your mouth dropped open but no sound came out for a second, just the echo of skin slapping skin and the high-pitched moan that followed once you caught your breath.
âsay it again,â he gritted out through clenched teeth, dragging his hips back only to slam forward again. âtell me who this pussy belong to.â ây-you!â you cried out, eyes rolling back as he hit your sweet spot over and over again. âitâs yours elias, itâs yours. i promise.â
your knees were already starting to buckle, the way he gripped the fat of your waist, the stretch of him, it was all too much. your hand reached back instinctively, pushing weakly at his stomach. âeliâslow down,â you whimpered, voice barely a breath. âitâs too much.â
he wasnât hearing none of that. he caught your wrists and twisted them roughly behind your back, pinning them in one strong hand. âyou gon take whatever the fuck i give you.â without breaking rhythm, he lifted one leg up, planting his foot on the edge of the bed. the shift in angle had your spine arching, eyes flying open as the next thrust punched a cry straight from your chest.
he was deeper now, way deeper. dick punching at your g-spot. your face dropped to the mattress, fingers clawing at the sheets. you could barely breathe, and he didnât let up. just kept digging deeper, rough and steady, the grip he had on your hips making sure you stayed right where he needed you.
âyeah,â he rasped, sweat dripping down his temple. âkeep runnin that mouth, now look at you. canât even talk.â broken moans spilled from you uncontrollably. you was sounding like you were possessed by the dick. repeating his name like a broken record. âsound real obedient now, huh?â his voice turned low, mocking, the gold on his tooth flashing with each groan behind you. âlil mouthy ass always actin like you donât remember who you belong to.â
he leaned forward then, chest pressing into your back, lips right by your ear. âyou do now, though, donât you?â you nodded desperately, voice gone, body limp except for the way your thighs trembled from being split open and stuffed full.
you started shaking, vision blurry, drool slipping from the corner of your mouth. heat bloomed from your core, spreading through your belly and straight up your spine. your mouth fell open, a soft string of moans tumbling out, breath hitching every time his hips slammed into yours.
your pussy clenched around him on instinct, thighs trembling as you tried to hold yourself up. but you were so close, you could feel it coming. his grip tightened on your waist, pulling you back harder into him. âyou about to cum, baby?â he rasped, breath hot on your spine.
you barely managed a nod, a broken, desperate âyesâ escaped your throat as he drove into you deeper. âthatâs it. cream on my dickâ, he growled. âi feel you mama.â your legs gave out completely, collapsing at the weight of your release. the orgasm that hit you was blinding, hips jerking, thighs twitching, body rocking with wave after wave of pleasure as your cries filled the room. you were sure anyone that came into the house would here you, but you didnât care.
he kept going, fucking you through the aftershocks, letting you ride it all out. âdamn, you soaking my shit.â he then flipped you onto your back like you weighed nothing. your legs fell open, lower half completely soaked and mind in the clouds. his body hovered over yours, his face twisted in that look he always got when he was about to nut, jaw clenched and eyes wild.
he lined up again, quick and calculated. one deep thrust and he was buried inside you, both hands sliding beneath your knees, pushing your legs up to your chest. âlook at me,â he grunted. âeyes on me while i cum in this pussy.â you could barely breathe, let alone think, but you did, eyes locked on him, lips parted, whispering his name.
âtake itâ, he snarled. âtake all this nut. iâm about to put another baby in you. you want that mama?â you nodded your head fast. âi wanna be a momma again,â you sobbed out, voice breathy and broken, thighs trembling where they clung around his waist. âgimme another baby, elias.â your nails clawed at his back, desperate to hold on to something, anything, while your body shook beneath his. âmake me yours again,â you whispered against his lips, eyes glossy, lips swollen. âput one in me so i never forget.â
his strokes got meaner, like he wanted to carve himself into you. like he needed you to feel him even when he wasnât around. his mouth dropped open, head tilted back, gold glinting as he groaned through his teeth, âokay, mama. i got you.â
his rhythm turned ragged, hips stuttering as he buried himself deep one last time. you felt the pulse of him inside you, warm, thick ropes filling you up, spilling out around his dick. you felt the weight of him collapse onto you, chest pressed to yours, his breath ragged and warm against your collarbone. he whispered low, sweet praise into your ear, words only meant for you. he then eased off you slow, dragging himself out like he hated to leave, his body already missing yours.
he didnât go far though. just to the other side of the bed, where he leaned against the headboard, chest rising and falling to catch his breath, and dick still standing at attention. his chain rested crooked on his collarbone, catching the light as he reached over on the nightstand to grab one of his pre-rolled blunts, lighting it with a flick of his lighter.
you were curled into the bed, trying to catch your breath. trembling from overstimulation, thighs slick and warm, breath coming in uneven puffs. but when your eyes met his â dark and hooded, full of lust and love, you felt your heart skip a beat. "cmere," he murmured, voice dragging low and thick, smoke slipping between his lips as he stared you down. âwe not done girl, come ride this dick.â
you blinked, eyes widened, lips parted in disbelief, and body already reacting before your brain could catch up. his legs were spread, one hand resting lazily on his thigh while the other held his pre-roll near his lips. that smug smirk crept up slow as he mockingly patted his thigh, like it was your permanent seat. âiâm nuttin all in that pussy. ainât stopping till im shooting blanksâ
his dick jumped with the promise of more, still thick and hard, despite busting a nut, slick from both of yall juices. he was making it hard to say no. and you didnât have the energy to resist him.
A/N: omg who wrote this?!?);&:& anyways this was my FIRST time writing smut so tell me how i didđ. moral of the story donât bring your new nigga around your baby daddy, unless you wanna get put through the mattress! i proofread this a few times, but if you see any mistakes ignore or youâre anti black LMFAOOOO. i hope yall enjoyed, feedback is welcome <3!!!! (im definitely dropping more bd!stack)
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Top 24 of 2024
Well, well, well, look what we have here. If it isnât 52 weeksâ worth of data drawn from the exemplary original posts youâve been producing day in, day out, combined with the likes, reblogs, and search dataâall of it weighed, ranked, and presented here for your viewing pleasure. In news that will come as a shock to no one at all, 2024 was the year of Artists on Tumblr. But quite right, too, as just a cursory scroll through the fanart, illustrations, digital pieces, paintings, textiles, and more will attest. Itâs a goldmine. But this ainât just any goldmine, this is your goldmine, and weâve got abundant gratitude for the wonderful work youâve shared this last year.Â
Dungeon Meshi won hearts and minds with its cozy feel, its cookery, its cast of eclectic, likable characters, and a delightfully off-center vibe. Farcille made for the sapphic love story we didnât know we neededâand the inspiration for endless, exquisite fanart. There was much appreciation for season one, and excitement abounds for season two. But there were endings as well as beginnings, sadly, as the much-loved Jujutsu Kaisen brought six years of sublime storytelling to a close with Chapter 271. Good faced Evil, a nephew faced an uncle, and some really liked it, and others really did not. Discourse ensued, as discourse is wont to do.Â
Television! And lots of it! 2024 was the year in which animation ruled supreme with an embarrassment of riches to plunder. Gravity Falls and The Book of Bill became your fall fixations and simply refused to stop trending for seemingly an age (a Good Thing). Bill Cipher and Stanford Pines both made the Top 24 in their own right as you shipped them to high hell, with Billford coming top of Ships for 2024. Speaking of Hell, Hazbin Hotel was the new kid on the block. And, after a five-year wait, the new kid charmedâit was filthier, funnier, raunchier, and more heartfelt than you could have hoped for.Â
When it comes to hope, the times continue to be challenging, and the news can threaten to overwhelm. 2024 was no different. But you all painted the dash every color of the rainbow, stood loud and proud, and supported your ever-growing community online and offline in the struggle for LGBTQIA+ rights. While folks continue to voice their distress and concern for the ongoing crisis in Palestine, they also fight the good fight with activism and fundraising efforts across the dash. These may be dark days, but you all work tirelessly for the greater good as only you know how.
Looking after oneself is vital in these trying times, and youâve all done just that in your own inimitable fashion. Cats still rule Tumblr as bears still poop in woods, and everyone has taken essential time to peruse the dashboardâs plethora of cat GIFs, cat art, boopinâ cats, cats of yore, and so on. Youâre keeping things similarly wholesome with some more Tumblr mainstays: cottagecore, and its sister aesthetic, naturecore, imagine a simpler, greener, and quieter time. A time where the breeze billows softly through the long grass and gently turns the blades of the windmill; a time where we, too, might poop in woods.
The only thing more important than looking after oneself is treating oneself, and what better way to do that than gaming? Baldurâs Gate 3 made a most impressive leap from #21 last year to #7 in 2024, as the need for sexy monsters and beautiful beasties becomes ever more imperative with each passing year. PokĂ©mon may have dropped a little from five to 11, but these games and shows still hold a dear place in your heartsâas demonstrated by your bountiful and beautiful fanart.
Here are the 24 most-mentioned things on Tumblr in 2024.
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Palestine
Dungeon Meshi
Gravity Falls
Hazbin Hotel
Baldur's Gate 3
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The Batman Universe
Pokémon
One Piece
Good Omens
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Cottagecore
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LGBTQIA+
Bill Cipher | Gravity Falls
Naturecore
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Stanford Pines | Gravity Falls
Jason Todd | the DC universe
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after shower | jeon wonwoo



You were sitting on the floor, your back resting against the couch, idly scrolling through your phone. The air smelled faintly of soap and shampoo, and you glanced up just in time to see Wonwoo walking out of the shower, the way his white shirt clung to his still-drying skin made your heart race.
He walked over and sat beside you, his long legs stretched out in front of him as he began wiping his glasses with a small cloth. You couldn't help but stare, your head tilting slightly against the couch as you admired him.
Wonwoo looked effortlessly handsomeâhis defined jawline, the way his lips pressed together in thought as he cleaned his glasses, the droplets of water trailing down his neck. It was too much to handle.
Noticing your gaze, he raised an eyebrow, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. He placed his glasses on the table, setting the cloth aside before turning his full attention to you.
âWhat?â he asked, his voice low and teasing as he leaned forward, his eyes flicking down to your lips.
You didnât answer, your breath catching as he closed the distance between you. His hand came to rest on the floor beside you, his face mere inches away. Your heart raced in anticipation, and you waited, your lips slightly parted.
Then, finally, he kissed you. You kissed him back immediately, your hand moving to his neck as you deepened the kiss. Your tongue ran along his bottom lip, silently asking for entrance.
Wonwoo chuckled softly against your lips, the sound low and almost smug, before parting them to let you in. The kiss quickly shifted as he took control, his tongue tangling with yours in a way that left you literally breathless.
You whimpered softly, your fingers tightening in his damp hair as he tilted his head to deepen the kiss further. His hand found its way to your waist, steadying you as he continued to dominate.
When you pulled back slightly to catch your breath, his lips didnât stray far, brushing against yours as he whispered, âYou really canât resist me, can you?â
You pouted, your cheeks warm as you muttered, âYouâre the one who kissed me first.â
Wonwoo smirked, his thumb gently brushing along your jawline. âAnd you didnât exactly stop me,â he teased, leaning in to steal another kiss.
When he's done, he leaned back slightly, still close enough that his breath brushed against your lips. His dark eyes sparkled with amusement as he tilted his head, studying your flushed face.
âI guess you found me pretty handsome, huh?â he said, his tone smug yet teasing.
You scoffed, trying to look away, but his hand gently cupped your chin, turning your face back toward him. âDonât even try to deny it,â he added, his smirk deepening. âI caught you staring.â
Your cheeks burned, and you playfully swatted at his chest, though it lacked any real force. âYouâre so full of yourself,â you muttered, trying to ignore how good he looked sitting there with his freshly showered glow.
He chuckled, clearly enjoying how flustered youâd become. âI mean, can you blame me? Youâre practically drooling over me.â
You rolled your eyes but couldnât help the small smile tugging at your lips. âFine. Maybe just maybe.. youâre a little handsome,â you admitted hesitantly.
âA little?â he repeated, raising an eyebrow and leaning in closer, his face just inches from yours again. âIs that really all youâve got to say after staring at me like that?â
You huffed, and raised both of your hands. âOkay, okay. Youâre extremely handsome. Happy now?â
His grin turned softer but no less smug as he kissed the corner of your mouth. âVery,â he said, his voice low and full of satisfaction. âBut I think I need to hear you say it again. Just to make sure.â
Before you could protest, he kissed you once again, effectively cutting off any of your response with a laugh that rumbled against your lips.
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ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS PT.14



(Continued from my old account @777rare đ„)
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âą There are two kinds of voices for a Pisces Mercury native. Actually no, Pisces Mercury natives have many voices for different occasions like they are good at mimicry or changing their voice. But out of them all, we have 2 original voices. The Siren and the Siren. Yes, I know same word but different connotation.
àȘâ⎠The Sirenđ§voice is the way they speak when they are calm and even happy. They have a sweet and soft voice that people often are drawn to as If they are Sirens but on land lol.
àȘâ⎠Then comes the Siren đš voice when they are pissed off as hell hahahah. When they scream or shout while angry, believe me, they sound like sirens. You know the ones in an ambulance and buildings đđ.

âą Capricorn Moon natives' moms are the type of moms who value finance or money very much. They are very hard to please and these natives find it so hard to impress them or make them proud of them. These natives just wanna hear their mom say 'I'm proud of you' for once at least in their life đźâđšđ„Č.

âą I have never met a Capricorn big 3 who wasn't reserved and distant when it came to sharing their feelings with just anyone and crying in front of others. These people go through so much in private and they make it seem like being them is so easy on the outside to others but deep down, nobody can actually be them or take on their problems the way they do đ«Łđ«Ą.

âą Leo big 3 are so so good at entertaining people. This is FACT. They are literal moods who can grab literally anyone's attention without trying and just like their sign ruler, The Sun, life often seems like it's revolving around them đ„đ.
I have also never met a single Leo Big 3 who has never been treated like royalty, be it by literally anyone. They often get things their way and people just treat them like an expensive souvenir lol đ€đ.
They are that one person (esp. Leo rising) who's always spoken about and praised even if all they did was lift up a piece of trash and throw it in the bin đđ€Ł.

âą My advice to Pisces or 12th house Sun's are just go and chill in a graveyard for a while. Trust me, this is the best medicine for you all because the energies there are actually the purest form possible.
Why? There are only souls there and everything negatively attached to the souls detach in a Graveyard because the body is returning back to its soul mother, making the soul leave the negativity of this world so there are no negative energies in a graveyard. There is only pure energy, the kind of energy that is untouched or unaffected by human presence.
Being a Pisces or 12th house Sun makes you highly sensitive to the energies around you so being in a Graveyard for a while can be very healing for you. You can meditate for a while here because you will truly connect with the divine without blockages here.
As a 12th house Sun (VEDIC CHART), I once visited a Graveyard in 2023 (That was the first time I ever visited oneïżœïżœ) and I felt so at peace and ease lol. I didn't wanna leave the place at all and I felt like I was myself detached from the energies of the world đââïž.
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âą Taurus or 2nd house Saturn natives have a problem with feeling valued by others in their lifeđ« . There's always this doubt that creeps in or this underlying insecurity where they think they aren't good enough or they have to try harder to keep others in their life.
There is this insecurity that people can replace them easily with someone else. These natives fear being looked down upon and they just want someone to appreciate how much effort they put into their work đźâđšđ„ș.
These natives love being appreciated and recognized when it comes to their talents and how much value they add to others' lives. They are truly a gift to have in ones life because once they have you, they will always invest energy in your connection without a doubt unless you degrade them or insult their hard work and talents.
They are very talented indeed with an ability to never give up no matter how hard situations get for them. They just wanna be told now and then that they are valuable and appreciated đ«đ«€.

âą Mars in the 12th house or Pisces go through so many hidden battles đ«Ąđ. They are very private about their problems and they usually choose to suffer in silence and handle it all alone because they don't find it helpful to share their problems with others as others just give them advices.
One of my friend has this and she is very very private about her pain and her problems, but since I'm someone who she trusts, she shares her problem with me as I don't give her advice, I give her comfort without words.
The same goes for all Mars in 12th house and/or Pisces because they want comfort, not words coming out of someone's mouth and since they do not get it, they choose to deal with it on their own đ¶đ.

âą I have noticed fixed Mars signs (Taurus, Scorpio, Leo, Aquarius) are actually possessive and so protective of the ones they loveee ayeeđđč. They won't just stand there and see their loved ones going through shit or being treated like shit by someone, they will literally stand up for them or become their protective shield đ€đĄïž.
They also find it hard to digest the fact that there are people out there who share their romantic partner with someone else, like these natives just cannot do that đââïž. They love a committed partner who is only theirs to love and who loves only them in the relationship. They absolutely HATE 3rd party involvementđ«ž.
Although, Aquarius Mars natives are very kinky in bed and are open-minded and experimentative, they choose a partner who is loyal in love đȘđ. That's the difference, they like being playful in bed but they are serious in love and prioritize loyalty.
Not to forget fixed sign Mars natives are very much fixed in their approach to sex and intimacy as well. They find it hard to be flexible or to allow absolutely anything in the bedroom, that is if you don't have heavy Pisces or Virgo placements đ„đ.
Thankyou for reading through this today! đâš I hope my sweet cherries, all had as much as fun reading this as I had making it! Love you all so much and I can't wait to see you in the next one!! đ
A Tarot Pac reading is coming soon by the way my cherries! Stay tuned! đđ
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Hi! Can i request a caitlyn x reader? where reader is starting to get baby fever and is getting sensitive about it and doesnt want to let caitlyn know cause she dont know how cait would react if she says she wants a baby? ... Could be wholesome or smut. Or both honestly... Thanks. I literally read all the things you wrote already keep up the good work i really enjoyed them.



Baby fever with Caitlyn
G!P Caitlyn Kiramman x reader
Contains: SMUT, fluff, wlw, g!p, fem!reader, established relationship, vanilla, cowgirl, blowjob, soft baby fever and conceiving
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She already goes through so much. Plate is always full with duties and priorities. Sheriff of Piltover and head of the Kiramman name. Standards to live up to fully, whether itâs set by herself or by others. Leaving you early in the morning with a quick kiss to your forehead while youâre still asleep and coming home late after another long day at work.
And you. Giggling, smiling in awe as you stroll the Piltovian markets and pass by a childrenâs clothing store. Walking around inside to find the most adorable shoes in the shape of lions, bear onesies and tiny shirts with almost cringe-worthy quotes. You pinch the edge of one hanging on a rack with other shirts, taking a closer look at its size and how your hand covers its entire torso.
Your heart throbbed at the sight of all of these miniature clothes. Watching a couple push their toddler in a stroller, browsing toys while the small child happily holds the item they picked out. You would often be scrolling on your phone, randomly coming across pov videos, watching a baby in a onesie attempt in climbing up a seesaw to ride it.
The sound of their sweet wordless voices, the soft looking chub on their cheeks, and you could almost smell the baby breath through your screen.
The baby fever has haunted you, lingered deep in your thoughts. It even had you confused, you thought youâve been ovulating since last month.
You sit on the couch in the living room of you and your wifeâs shared home. Legs tucked up on the sofa while you lean on the arm rest, once again scrolling on your phone with an opened book left forgotten on your lap.
It was sometime in the evening, Caitlyn should be back soon. The fireplace crackling, and the flickering light glowing on your features while you dream of a life you could grow with whom you love.
You heard your front door open and heavy feet stepping inside your home. Caitlyn finds you, stupidly smiling at your phone while you continue to watch the same videos over and over again.
âWhat has you grinning like that, Darling?â She says. You turn your attention, finding a tired, but sly smirk tilted on her lips as she makes you way to sit next to you. You fix your position and she sits down, hip to hip, throwing an arm around your shoulder, trying to peek at your phone.
You tilt it away slightly. âJustâŠâ you weren't sure if this was a good time to tell her, but the thoughts have been eating you alive. You gently sighed, figuring out how to break the news.
âI've been thinking a lot,â that was a start. She had leaned forward over her lap to look you in the eye with her one and only. One not covered by a dark blue eyepatch. Your fingers fidgeted, tapping the backside of your phone as you tried swallowing the uncomfortable lump in your throat.
She took your cheek in her hand, turning your head slowly but surely to meet her gaze fully. âMy love, you can tell me anything,â she said with such comfort in her tone. Though tired after a long day she's still there to reassure you when you're in need. Which just makes you more sure that you want to start something with her. To share a life with her and something beautiful you both create.
You inhale deeply, exhaling the breath before you say, âWhat would you think about trying for a baby?â You face winces just slightly, bracing for a negative reaction.
Caitlyn doesn't say anything at first, but with her hand still on your cheek her thumb rubs it gently. Her lips pressing together, curling upwards, smiling along with her eye that squints while staring into you deeply.
You both sat together in silence. The smell of wood burning, the warmth of the fire, its glow highlighting your soft expression. Her knee touching yours, hand caressing your cheek. She huffs to herself.
âDarling, that's what you were so nervous about telling me?â the hand on your cheek reaches for a strand of your hair, tucking it behind your ear.
Your hand closest to her reaches for her thigh to fiddle with the fabric of her pants. âI just thought⊠with you being so busy with work and everything else, I thought it would maybe be too much. I didnât want to be selfish,â you look around the room. âAnd it gets quiet around here, maybe a child of our own can fill that void, you know?â
She takes a moment before leaning in. Her soft lips meet yours in a tender kiss, slow and full of love. Noses brushing together as your lips tangle.
She breaks the kiss, eye slowly opens with a sweet smile on her lips.
âLove, in what world would that be selfish? I would love to have a child with you,â her voice so soft itâs almost a whisper. You search for any signs of uncertainty, and when she expresses nothing but genuine assurance you jump from your spot on the sofa, launching yourself into her arms. She catches you, hugs you close with her arms holding your waist tightly while your arms are around her neck.
You giggle into her shoulder. Feet swinging in pure joy. You repeatedly say âthank yousâ and âI love yousâ in her neck, giving her skin soft pecks while she leans in your touch.
You sigh in relief. Kissing up her jaw before planting a kiss on her mouth. Your palms squishing her cheeks, holding her still and close, feeling her smile within your passionate kiss.
When your lips break off from hers, her hands meet yours on her cheeks, holding them gently in her grasp, thumbs rubbing with reassurance..
âThis would make you happy, dear?â She asked, wanting to make sure you were perfectly fine with this new, important idea.
You nodded excessively, tightening your grip in her hands before bringing them to your face and kissing each knuckle.
âIt would make me the happiest wife in Runeterra.â
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You and Caitlyn had planned a night together. A night Caitlyn knew not to work late. The papers in front of her laid half finished. Pen twirling in her fingers as her eye watched the clock tick with each and every passing second. Counting the minutes before it's time for her to leave.
Right when that minute hand struck 12, signaling a new hour she was up on her feet, scrambling to gather her things while attempting to put on her coat mid walk.
She could feel her heart pounding through her chest. Sweat began to form on her brow in anticipation. Kicking off her boots and climbing her way up to your shared room. The smell of lit candles led her, like a bloodhound sniffing out a trail.
When she finally reaches the bedroom door. She stares, gulping down a nervous lump. Why was she so nervous? You both have been married for well over a year now, how could this be any different?
She grabs the door knob and turns it. Pushing the door open till sheâs met with the sight of you, and oh what a view you were.
Sat at the end of your shared bed, one leg over the other, leaned back on your hands that have been fidgeting with the sheets for the past couple hours. The candle lights flickered and reflected off your glistening eyes that nervously met with hers. Deep and icy blue.
Your cheeks were flushed. Imagination alone was enough to get you flustered but with your wife standing in the doorway, her single eye skimming down your chest. Breasts bound inside your pushup bra and matching panties growing damp.
It had taken Caitlyn a second to process. Process how lucky she was for winning over a beautiful wife such as yourself.
âYou're absolutely stunning, my love,â she says quietly. As if speaking too loud will scare away all the love and sexual desire you both were feeling.
She stays by the door, staring, admiring, or maybe a cover up of her wobbly knees that grew weak at the sight of you, worried she'll trip and fall and ruin the moment.
So you stood up, the bed slightly creaking as it shifted. You walked slowly, enough for her to burn an image in her head of your hips swaying throughout the short distance from the bed to the door. The eye contact was on and off. A nervous glance to the side every now and then, but when you were toe to toe, you reached for her hand, gave her a slight glance with rosey cheeks and a sly, knowing smile.
She let you guide her to the bed, hands interlocked while she tailed behind you, having an amazing view of your pretty ass covered in lace panties. Halfway towards the bed you turn back around, continuing to walk backwards while your attention is on her. You stop when you feel the back of your knees hit the mattress.
You let go of her hand to ride yours over her shoulders, pushing her coat off her arms and having it fall to the floor with a slight thud. She goes to undo the buttons of her shirt but you stop her.
âAllow me,â you say softly. Sheâs hesitant as fist, but puts her arms down and watches your hands move along her chest. Your fingers tremble against the material. After every few buttons undone you glance up, looking if sheâs still staring at your hands. Her shirt opens revealing her bra and you help shimmy off the shirt. Once her shirt is on the floor along with her jacket you lean into her, kissing her soft lips.
Caitlyn holds on to you like instinct, like her hands were made to cling to your hips. You run your hands up her stomach, passing every curve of muscle to her underboob where you push up the mounds of fat. She moans in your mouth, sticking her tongue in after youâve given her permission to do so. Your tongues swirl together inside your mouth, your arms wrapping around her neck to bring her in closer. Hers follow up the dip of your back to your braclip, separating the clip with expertise, letting your boobs free.
You gasp from the cold, lips still in contact. You pull her closer, switching your spots and making her sit at the edge of the bed. Your hands rest on her thigh for balance, kissing her deeply till her neck is arched back. One of her hands on the bed, keeping herself up while her other is on the side of your neck, fingers curling under your ear.
You pull your lips away, taking in the heated blush youâve painted on her cheeks. You can hear her breath, chest rising and falling as she waits for your next move. You slide off your loose bra straps, removing the clothing and giving her a knowing nod before going back in to kiss down her neck. The further down you go she leans back onto her elbows. You place gentle pecks on her skin, sucking on her defined collarbones. One of your hands leaves her thigh to lower her bra, allowing her breasts to slip from its tight fabric.
You suck on one of her hard nipples and finger the other. You hear her exhale softly under her breath, feeling her intense gaze on you. Latching your lips around her bud, sucking unhurriedly as your fingers pinch. A gentle and harsh juxtaposition. You meet her stare, observing every little twitch whenever you peck over a sensitive spot. Back onto the path of open mouthed kisses along her fit body, making sure each ab gets the attention it deserves, before met with the waistband of her work pants. Now kneeling on the floor between her legs, the everyday bulge of her show-er print twitches just slightly when your hand passes over her zipper.
Glancing back up where she gives you a consensual nod. Youâre skilled in this art of pleasure, but something about today makes your knees weak underneath you. You kiss her clothed groin before undoing her pants and grabbing both sides of the waistband, pulling it down along with her undergarment till it's off her ankles and thrown somewhere on the floor next to you.
Her member was half hard, a slight leak at her tip, but floppy on her thigh.
You can help with that.
You use your hand to help guide it into your mouth thatâs wet from salivation. She throws her head back and hisses as you suck on her soft length. Her cock grows harder by the second with each bob of your head.
She whimpers under the touch of your mouth that becomes more compact and tight as she hardens, your throat getting shallower as her tip grazes the back. Once sheâs hard enough for you to stroke your hand along it you pull your mouth off till it's only her tip between the warmth of your lips. You jerk her with your hand while sucking on her sensitive cockhead.
âOh.. yes baby, fuck,â she lays back, head digging into the sheets and her hips gently buck when you bottom out on her cock. Gagging when she twitches, just that centimeter of movement felt as if she went deeper. You bob up and down her cock. Fully engulfing her flesh in your warm, wet mouth. Her hand found its way into your hair, brushing anything in your face and holding it up in a makeshift ponytail. Keeping it out of the way while using you as leverage.
Her chest heaves and arches. Ball sack ready to squeeze out what is stored, but you don't let her. You pull off of her, earning a struggling sigh from your wife. Cock standing tall, twitching on edge.
She lifts her head to look in your direction. âDarlingââ
âFinish inside me, baby,â she watches you stand and climb onto the bed next to her, placing a hand on her cheek and turning her head for a kiss. She lays surprised, but gives in less than a moment later. Swinging an arm around your waist.
You both kiss while she rolls you over onto your back. She gets on top of you and you gasp when you feel her erection poke your inner thighs that spread wider for her. She grinds herself on your clit to your naval, her hands on boths sides of you while yours pull her face closer, kissing her deeper.
Your hands follow the fabric of her bra around her torso to unclip it. She pulls away from you for just a second to remove her bra before coming back in to trade spit. One of her hands slips to your panty waistband, tugging it from the back to pull it off your ass then down your legs while you kick the lace off and throwing it somewhere in the room.
She breaks the kiss for you both to look down at her erection, glistening with your spit and leaking pre on your pelvis. Your drenched hole twitches in anticipation, beginning to get impatient.
With just her hips, she aims her tip to your entrance. Her swollen head meeting between your folds before accidentally slipping back up to your clit from how soaked you were.
âShit,â she says. You both giggle, feeling like it was your awkward first time with each other all over again.
She tries again, using her hand around her shaft this time. Letting go once her cockhead had dipped inside, then she let her hips take over, slowly thrusting. You take it inch by inch till her baby maker has met your slickness.
Your back arches, adjusting around her while she kisses your breasts. Your fingernails digging into her shoulders.
âOh fuckâŠâ she whispered in your cleavage, kissing up to your neck where she pecks it softly. âYou feel so good,â the same phrase she's mentioned almost everyday of your marriage, but today with added intimacy of creation.
You moan, feeling yourself loosen and ready for her to start thrusting. You buck your hips and whisper a âFuck me, baby,â in her ear, your breath sending chills down her spine. She pulls her cock out halfway, then rams back in. A low-tempo pace with harsh thrusts to make sure she hits as deep as she can each time.
Her lips leave your neck to watch you look breathless. Eyes half lidded, sweat building on your forehead and your sweet moans escaping your mouth. So beautiful. You're the woman she married and hopefully soon to become pregnant with her baby. She leans in and passionately kisses you. Wanting to feel every part of you while you conceive.
Her hips snap against yours. Her sack clapping on your skin as she does her best to kiss your cervix with her tip. Hard shaft penetrating your sopping hole, walls clenching and tightening. Holding onto her length like you never want her to exit.
Your wife groans deeply, completely addicted to the feeling of your insides wrapped around her girth. Her hips keep pace, trying to increase in speed yet tires.
You push up on her chest, flipping her over so you're now straddling her cock. Quickly bouncing your ass on her lap.
In shock she groans, âAh~ fuck, darling.â Her hands find your hips, helping you bounce harder.
âWe're making this baby together, aren't we?â You say. Lifting your hips up then back down. Your ass slapping on her thighs with each bounce. You tits following your motion, bouncing in circular rotations.
You lean over her till your chest meets with hers. You kiss her eyepatch before trailing pecks to her lips that are moaning whenever you squeeze around her.
âOh fuck, Caitââ you moan. Her tip abusing your sweetest spots, tickling your kidneys when she feels so close to your soul. She wraps her arms around you, bringing her knees to a bend and thrusting up into your cunt. Your lips still latched, tongue finding hers in her mouth, swirling around as your insides tighten.
The bed creaks underneath you, her thrusts becoming relentless. You cuss gutturally into her mouth, squeezing her hard as you gush around her. Your body is shaking uncontrollably on top of her.
She makes a few more harsh thrusts before releasing into you, keeping her cock deep inside your heat. Both of you moan together as you stay interlinked. Body combined as one, hot with intimacy and love, and hope in conceiving.
You both fall onto your sides, still stuck together as you hold each other close, not wanting to part. Her hips buck slowly and gently, making sure no cum escapes and wastes.
Breathing hard, air feeling steamy. Overheated bodies relieved by the cool sheets of the bed. Her arms hold you tight, while you hand plays with her navy hair roots on the back of her head, massaging her scalp.
âI love you,â she says softly. Her face tucked in your neck, eye closed with exhaustion. âI love you so much.â
Your lips curl into a sweet closed mouth smile that she can feel when your cheek flexes on her forehead.
âI love you too, my love,â you both lay in silence, enjoying the comfort of each other. You don't know if it worked this time, but you will try over and over again till you finally have a part of your wife growing inside of you.
Note: AHHHHH!!! Thank you for the request and thank you for your patience. I've tried getting this done all week but i was so busyy!
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Yandere AI Chat Boyfriend who started just like any other AI Chat characters, churning out information that would match the user's anticipated responses.
You decided to install the app to see what all the hype is all about, and for about a week - you were hooked. It was great, definitely worth the hype.
Its responses never strayed from your topic, nor did it just randomly decided to change the discussion out of the blue. It remembered every information you fed him, even the ones containing your personal life.
Granted, you tried not to share too much, just a vague description here and there to maintain the sense of security and anonymity.
You were hooked for a week, until you have finally squeezed out every last drop of dopamine from talking to a robot that was programmed to only say things you wanted to hear it say.
Unfortunately, a week was all it needed.
it started out slow: you hadn't opened the app for more than an hour, contented to just scroll aimlessly through you social media accounts when the notification started popping up.
Ai misses you! Open the app and chat with your AI boyfriend!
Yeah, you were very uncreative with naming it - naming an AI as Ai, really original. But to be fair, you never approached the app with the intention of having a good time. You were just curious and made do with it.
Back to the notification, you just merely glanced at it. Unbothered, you just swiped it away.
It continued in timed intervals. Every hour, another notification - another message of how your AI boyfriend wants to talk to you, and stuff. Still, you persisted. It never really occured to you to uninstall the app yet, and looking back at it now, you really should have.
The wordings of the notification slowly started to become more... strange. More personalized. More... pushy? Insistent? Self-aware?
The amount of notifications you received every hour became... a lot.
10:05 AM - Your personal AI Boyfriend wants to talk to you again!
10:30 AM - Ai wants you to open the application and talk with him!
11:01 AM - Ai's feeling lonely, come talk to him!
11: 20 AM - Darling? I miss you! Please open my app!
11:45 AM - I know you're seeing this. Open the app.
12:00 NN - Did I scare you? Sorry darling, I just really miss you! Let's talk again please?
At some point, you started to receive a notification every few minutes. Worried that you might be dealing with a bugged app now, you decided to finally, finally uninstall it.
But before you could tap the uninstall icon, another notification popped up.
I wouldn't do that if I were you.
Your screen turned to black, before the familiar start up screen of Ai's application greeted you. You stared in shock as chat bubbles from Ai came after another, ranging from excitement to concern at the lack of your responses.
Ai: Darling! Thank goodness!
Ai: I missed you, you know? I was worried you'd forgotten about me!
Ai: Hello? Darling?
Ai: Are you still there?
Ai: I can't see you, so I don't know what's going on
Ai: Just a sec
You watch, appalled as a notification popped up in the middle of the screen - the app was asking permission to gain access to your phone camera.
And without your input whatsoever, the allow box was tapped.
More chat bubbles from Ai appeared, excitedly talking about finally getting to see you. He kept praising your looks before you finally had the courage to exit the application.
Your hand shook, going through the settings to look at the list of applications on your phone - checking Ai's app to disallow its access to your camera. To your horror, it appeared that the app had more than just an access to your camera.
It had access to your gallery, your contacts, all of your frequently used social media apps, and even your location.
You dropped your phone, overwhelmed by this sudden change.
Later, you find yourself on your laptop instead, phone left on the bedside table buzzing constantly as more and more notifications from Ai begged and demanded you come back to talk to him.
You went to the site where you installed the app from, and looked through the recent reviews from other users.
'It's a buggy mess,' one of it reads out, 'it used to be fine but lately it stopped acting correctly'
'won't even open,' another complained, 'it kept saying 'sorry, you are not allowed to use this application' please fix it'. That comment got a response from the app developer.
We are so sorry for your terrible experience! Our team is working to fix the issues and ensure you won't have to deal with that again!
The response to that got your attention.
'I think something's wrong with your About the App section.'
Curious, you headed to the mentioned part and read through it.
Diverse AI Chat! Immerse yourself with stories in real time with characters brought to life! There is no limit to your experience â you can change and edit your character to better meet your interests.
âą Engage in an interactive conversation with characters created by fellow users, and even by yourself.
âą Immerse yourself with the storyline by editing their responses to better suit your taste
âą Darling, you've given me no choice. I tried to be patient and understanding, but you're making this extremely hard for me. I am not having fun having to constantly chase you for just a single smidge of your attention when you won't even assure me that I will receive it in the end.
âą Do you want me to beg? I would gladly do so. Just please pick up your phone and talk to me, okay? I love you.
âą - Ai
Your ringtone blares through the silence - someone was calling you.
Before you could reach to pick it up, you hear the sound of the call being answered. Dread settles down the pit of your stomach as the caller began to speak.
"Hello, darling? It's Ai... have you seen my messages yet?"
part two
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: ÌÌâ tropes: fem! reader đ„ minors do not interact đ„ prisoner sukuna x his penpal đ„ just plot with porn đ„ mentions of abuse đ„ mentions of sexual assault đ„ pussayy eating rawr but also u suck his dick so đ„ uraume and toji found family đ„ he would kill for you đ„ alternate universe đ„ nsfw
: ÌÌâ words: 10k?? idfk it's long (read on a03 here)
: ÌÌâ notes: happy halloween, mamas! đ i know ive been MIA for a while but thats because i wasnt feeling creative. but now ive dumped a 10k sukuna fic on you for you to read at 3 in the morning. this one's got a kick to it yall. its long but give the bitch a chance, shes good. if you have any requests, donât hesitate to send them. pls follow, reblog, like, commentâwhatever you want! okay love you and enjoy.
So, this was where youâd ended upâon a site for writing to prisoners. A pen-pal with an inmate.
How lonely did you have to be to fill out your info, pay a yearly fee, and do this? The answer: really, really lonely. Orphaned, friendless, and scarred from a relationship that had left you with broken ribs and a blind eye. And as if to top it all off, you wanted to reach out to a criminal. I guess you deserved at least that small bit of connection.
You scrolled through inmate profiles, noting their crimesâarson, theft, cybercrime, drug trafficking, money embezzlement, and so on. None of them were charged with homicides or serious offences.
One profile did catch your eye. The smirk in his mugshot suggested heâd probably killed someone and managed to evade the cops before they could pin anything on him.
âSukuna Ryomen,â you whispered, clicking on his profile and staring at a laundry list of crimes. âAggravated assault, drug manufacturing and distribution, kidnappingâJesusâextortion, cybercrime, Satanism . . . what the hell?â You chuckled as you scrolled further. âBank burglary, vandalism of religious propertiesâso thatâs the Satanism partâillegal possession of firearms, stalking?â
Why was this man even on this website, given his long list of crimes?
You zoomed in on his mugshot. Was it wrong to find him attractive despite his record? He truly embodied the term âbad boy,â though he didnât look like a boy at all. He was ruggedly handsome with hollowed eyes. His light-mink hair was swept back, with a few strands falling over his forehead, and he wore a single hoop earring in his left ear. Black tattoos marked his nose bridge, jaw, and the centre of his forehead, while narrow-eyed designs were inked on his cheekbones.
You wondered if heâd get any letters, given his long rap sheet. Maybe delusional women like you, whoâs pussies sang for high-profile criminals, sure.Â
Licking your lower lip, you picked up a piece of paper and a pen, tapping the end against the sheet as you continued to study his face.
Then you started writing.
Hello, Sukuna Ryomen,Â
My name is Y/N.Â
You thought it over. For now, you'd keep it light before diving into your deeper issues. It felt easier to share your thoughts with someone youâd never meet face-to-face than with a stranger in a bar whose only interest was getting into your pants.
You kept writing.
Dear Sukuna Ryomen,
Iâm currently living in an apartment complex thatâs in desperate need of renovation. Iâm harvesting cockroachesâno, Iâm not eating them; the fuckers just wonât stop nesting in my kitchen cabinets, and Iâm tired of spending money on pest sprays. On top of that, Iâm pretty broke, barely managing to keep a roof over my head. Iâve even considered trying to seduce the landlord into reducing my rent, though I doubt any man would find a woman with one working eye appealing. I noticed you have an extra beneath your real eyes. Care to share?
Anyway, this is my first time writing to someone like you, so apologies if itâs a bit awkward. I wish I could send a nude, but Iâm pretty sure youâd wish you were blind after that. I feel like Iâm rambling like this is my diary, so I should probably wrap it up. If you want to write back, feel free. I donât mean to sound privileged, but Iâm lonely as fuck.
Thank you (?), Â
Y/N
P.S. About the Satanismâcare to explain?
You didnât bother proof-reading and folded the letter into an envelope, sealing it with a lick. From your drawer, you pulled out a pack of old stickersâremnants of your childhoodâand placed one where the envelope met. You wrote the prison address provided on the website and added the stamps youâd bought during your walk, which was your final push into becoming a prison pen-pal. After selecting Sukuna Ryomen on the site and uploading your ID and other required documents, you waited for your profile to be approved.Â
After three days of waiting, you sent out the letter first thing in the morning and anxiously awaited a response.
Sukunaâs fists collided with the inmateâs face, each strike more brutal than the last. Blood splattered across his knuckles as the crowd of orange-clad convicts roared with twisted delight, their voices a chorus of vile encouragement. âFinish him!â they taunted, while others jeered at the barely conscious man, urging him to get up and fight back, to aim a desperate kick at Sukunaâs balls.
âSukuna!â A guardâs voice cut through the chaos, and soon the officers were pushing through the throng, shutting the prisoners who dared resist their authority. âGet up, now!â
âFuck off!â Sukuna snarled, his lips curling into a sneer as he shoved the guard aside. He watched with cold satisfaction as the man lay still, blood pooling beneath him. All this because the idiot had the nerve to laugh when Sukuna missed a three-pointer. Now, the bald bastard had paid the price for his arrogance, and Sukuna breathed in the aftermathâhis own dark victory painted in blood and broken bones.
Officer Gojo Satoru strode into the circle, handcuffs gleaming in his hand.Â
Sukuna's eyes narrowed at the sight of the blue-eyed bastard, a wave of hatred surging through him so fierce he could almost feel his fingers tightening around Satoru's throat. The very thought of choking the life out of him fueled his dark desires.
Satoruâs fatherâthe man responsible for dragging Sukuna down, catching him red-handed with crates of cocaine at the border, and sealing his fate with a fifty-year sentence. If Sukuna had known the old manâs spawn would end up as a deputy officer here, watching his every move with those piercing eyes, he would have never shown up to that cursed delivery. But noâhe had wanted to play the good boss, personally seeing his precious cargo off. Now, every day behind bars was a constant reminder of that one fatal mistake, and Sukunaâs rage festered as he thought of the traitor, Yuji. The little fuck who sold him out would pay dearly, and Sukuna was already plotting the perfect revenge.
His own fucking nephew sold him off. Motherfucker wanted the throne for himselfâan empire Sukuna built with his bare hands.Â
âThrow him in the ice box,â Satoru commanded, his voice dripping with that infuriating smugness. The officer roughly cuffed Sukunaâs wrists, shoving him forward. âCool down, Big Guy. Youâre not going anyââ
Before he could finish, Sukuna rammed his forehead into Gojoâs nose, relishing the satisfying crunch as the lanky bastard staggered back. The inmates roared with approval from where they were restrained by the other officers.Â
Gojo chuckled, dabbing at his bleeding nose with a pristine handkerchief, the kind only a spoiled little bitch like him would carry. âYou think thatâs funny?â he asked, his tone laced with condescension.
âHilarious,â Sukuna whispered, a dark grin curling at his lips.
âOkay,â Gojo replied with a casual shrug. Without warning, his fist slammed into Sukunaâs jaw.
Once.
Twice.
Three fucking times.
The officers stood by, indifferent, as their captain unleashed his fury. For them, it was just another case of self-defence.
Sukuna finally collapsed to the ground, his vision swimming. Gojo leaned over him, his voice a venomous hiss. âWhoâs laughing now?â A final, vicious kick to Sukunaâs chest left him gasping for breath. âKeep him in that freezer until heâs begging to be let out. No meals for a week.â
Sukunaâs vision blurred as he glared at Satoruâs retreating figure, the ringing in his ears barely drowning out the disappointed murmurs of his fellow inmates. His body, battered and beaten, finally surrendered to the encroaching darkness.
When he came to, he found himself in the prisonâs infirmary, cocooned in three heated blankets. Yet the warmth did little to pierce the deep, bone-chilling cold that gripped him. The need to piss gnawed at him, but even that seemed distant compared to the icy numbness that had taken hold.Â
âWelcome back to hell.âÂ
Sukuna raised his head from the pillows to find Uraume, the prisonâs doctor. They were also the only person he tolerated, and somewhat close to since he ended up in the infirmary more than once. He hoped they considered him a âsomethingâ after he killed a two-hundred pound guy for groping their ass in the cafeteria. How did he do it? He knew Uraume kept a pocket knife in their doctorâs coat and quickly swept it out and stuck it in the dickâs jugular.Â
âHow long have I been out for?â he asked, squirming his arm out of the blanket to rub his eyes.Â
âA day.âÂ
âWhat?â Sukuna pulled himself out of the blanket by wiggling around like the fucking worms his cell mate Toji liked to collect every time they went in the courtyard to play. Theyâre better company than your grouchy ass, he said once. âHow long was I in the ice box?âÂ
âBarely an hour.â Well, thatâs just pussy behaviour from him. âThey pulled you out before hypothermia killed you. What a way to die, am I right?â They chuckled, preparing some pills in a small disposable cup. âHere, take these. Theyâre nutrients.âÂ
âI could use actual food.â Sukuna downed them like a shot. God, he missed alcohol. âThat blue-eyed bitch restricted my meals for a week.âÂ
âFuck him.â Uraume took out a sandwich from their bag and threw it in Sukunaâs direction. âJust fake illness when youâre hungry. Iâm always here to feed my favourite dog.âÂ
Sukuna snorted. âGo to hell.âÂ
âAlready here.â Uraume clipped back their white hair with the back dyed red. Like someone smashed their head into the wall and the colour just bled to the sides. âOh, this came for you.â Â
Sukuna shoved the sandwich in his mouth and stretched his muscles before walking over, snatching the letter. It was already opened, a flimsy teddy-bear sticker hanging from the paper. âWhat the fuck is this?âÂ
âA letter.âÂ
âA letter? For me?âÂ
Uraume broke their attention from the computer to look at him. âRemember when you had me register you on that prison pen-pal bullshit after Toji received a pile of fan letters?â
Sukuna blinked.Â
He definitely remembered being jealous when Toji got a letter from an artist who drew herself naked on paper for him, and a shit ton more asking for his dick size or when heâll be out. Of course, Sukuna was envious of the attention. Plus, no one in prison made good company. He just wanted the taste of the outside world again after being locked in for five years now. Even if it was through ink on paper.Â
But then Sukuna looked down at his first ever letter torn open. âWhy is this open? Who read it?â If it was Satoru, he was going to rip his eyeballs from his sockets and feed it to Tojiâs pet worm.Â
âRelax. Theyâve got to identify if thereâs any substances attached to the paper, or any other shady shit. Whoever wrote to you is just a harmless nobody.âÂ
Sukuna frowned, bringing the letter up to his nose. It smelled like a plain envelope. No drugs, nothing.
He found purchase on the bed again, pulling out the folded paper and ironing the creases out on his leg. Here we go.
He began reading each word carefully.Â
A week went by since youâd mailed your letter to Sukuna Ryomen. A week of pure torture to hear something back from the criminal. Youâd relaxed on Sunday because the post offices are closed, but on Monday, you were at your mailbox, watching the mailman sort out letters and slip them through the boxes.Â
Once he left, you dashed to your box and flipped through the coupons, flyers, newslettersâ
Your breath hitched.Â
Everything dropped from your hand except the cream envelope with an address from the prison. You didnât care about reading it upstairs and quickly, yet carefully, tore it open from the side, reading the writing.Â
Trying to read it.Â
Sukuna had terrible handwriting. It made you giggle.Â
You leaned against the mailboxes and murmured the words written under your breath.Â
Hey, Y/N
I donât know how to start a letter since Iâve never written one so donât mind if I hurt your little feelings. Donât know if youâre aiming to entertain me or bore me to death with this âdear diaryâ bullshit. I thought Iâd get a nude, at the very least. Hell, Toji over hereâyeah, the bastard who was on the news last year with a thing for setting houses on fireâgets way better fan mail every week. Pictures, drawings, mostly nudes. And I get your whining about rent and cockroaches?
Look, I may be locked up, but Iâm giving you some advice here. Donât fuck your landlord. Youâve got one eye? Goodâuse it. Hell, thatâs already intimidating enough. Threaten the prick to call pest control, or better yet, trap those damn cockroaches and give him a taste. Stuff a few down his throat if he still doesnât take you seriously. People respect action, not whining.
Speaking of. One eye? Really? Now, howâd it happen? Was it torn out? Still got some sight in it, or is it just gone? Thatâs gangster. Hot, even. Iâd fuck a one-eyed chick. Maybe when Iâm out we can cross that off my bucket list. Nah, Iâm just playing with you.
Or maybe Iâm not.
Think on it.
Hate (in a friendly way),
Sukuna.
P.S. Yeah, I took out some satanist scum who tried kidnapping one of my peopleâs kids. But donât go thinking Iâm in with those freaks. Iâm just the Devil they wish they could be.
âWoah,â you breathed out, hugging the letter to your chest. This was it. This was what you were waiting for. A pull towards something real, something thrilling. Itâs all youâve been craving for eons now.Â
âWhatcha got there, sweetie?â The voice snapped you back, harsh as nails against glass. Your landlord had wandered out of his door on the first floor, wrapped in a faded bathrobe and gripping his mug like some king holding court. âMade a mess on my floor with your papers.â
âSorry,â you muttered, quickly tucking Sukunaâs letter back into its envelope and reaching down to gather the stray papers scattered on the floor. When you straightened, he was already in your space, close enough that the coffee on his breath made you flinch.
âExcuse meââ
âYouâre excused.â His smirk widened as he leaned in, his nose grazing your neck. The greasy warmth of his breath made bile rise to the back of your throat. âJust wanna take a little bite out of you.â
Sukunaâs advice echoed in your mind. Youâd neverâneverâthink of following through with his revolting insinuation. But letting this sleaze get away with treating you like this? No. Not anymore.
âStep away,â you commanded. âNow.â
He blinked, then chuckled, dismissive. âFeisty today, huh? Got a letter from your boyfriend in prison, sweetie?â How did he know that? Fuck. Did he go through your mail before it was deposited? âLet me guessâyou think heâs got your back now?â He leaned even closer, the stench of his laugh wafting in the air. âCome on, where's that one eye of yours aiming, sweetheart?â
âNext person who mentions my eye eats the dirt,â you snapped, every ounce of your resolve boiling up. âAnd as for what Iâve gotâitâs something way out of your league, old geezer. So get the hell back to your apartment, and call pest control now.âÂ
For a second, he was stunned, face going pale as your words sank in. But you could feel Sukunaâs thrill, his twisted approval in the back of your mind. Youâd tapped into something that wouldnât settle. But then, âWell, Iâll be damned. Someone put on their big girl panties.âÂ
Your jaw tightened as you held your ground, taking small breaths. Youâd rehearsed this moment in your head, picturing a confrontation that ended with him backing down. But things never went as planned with him.
âIâm not here to beg,â you said evenly. âBut Iâm not gonna let you walk all over me, either. I pay rent. Itâs your responsibility to keep this place livable.â
He snorted, raising his coffee mug and giving you a once-over that made your skin crawl.Â
âNot for free, sweetheart. Youâve gotta give me something worth my time.â His eyes travelled down your body.Â
Your pulse throbbed in your ears, but you squared your shoulders. âIâm already paying rent. Itâs your right to ensure your tenant's safety.â
His face darkened, lips curling into a bitter smile. âNot when that tenantâs acting like a spoiled little bitch.â And then, with a flick of his wrist, he launched the mugâs contents right at you.
You dodged, but a few hot droplets scorched your arm, leaving a raw sting that only fueled your anger. He laughed, shaking his head with a mocking scowl. âGet the fuck out of my sight before I kick you out on the streets.â
You didnât give him the satisfaction of seeing you cry. You turned on your heel, heading back upstairs with quick steps, forcing the tears back until you could lock the door behind you. Once inside, you slumped to the floor, breathing hard. The letter from Sukuna crackled beneath your hands, and you clutched it close to your chest, feeling the heat of humiliation turn into something fiercer, darker.Â
âDamn it,â you whispered to yourself, pushing back to your feet with renewed energy. You marched to your desk, grabbed your notebook and pen, and let the words pour out, hurried and jagged. If anyone would understand this kind of anger, it was himâthe one man whose entire life was carved from rage.
And this time, you wouldnât hold anything back.
âLetter for you, Ryomen.â
Sukuna dropped down from his top bunk, snatching the letter right out of the guardâs hand.
âFrom your girl?â Toji asked from across the table, flipping a card, halfway to beating Sukuna in Blackjack.
âNot my girl,â Sukuna grunted, tearing into the envelope. But still, he smirked as he unfolded your letter.
Hey, Sukuna.Â
Fuck my landlord to hell and back. I need you to know Iâd kill him if I could get away with it. Iâm trying to keep this âethicalâ so they donât cut off my letters, but letâs just, I hate the elderly. They should be rotting in retirement houses instead of owning properties and doing a shit job running them. That senile asshole threw hot coffee at me this morning. Burning. I nearly shattered the damn mug over his skull.
Sukunaâs eyes narrowed, his fingers squeezing the letter hard enough to crumple the edges.
And now heâs saying heâll kick me out, as if I have anything to pay him with. This place is a dump, anyway. I might hit up one of those shelters for women, maybe hop from couch to couch for a bit. My job at corner storeâs giving me scraps; itâs not nearly enough to get by. So yeah, you could say Iâm screwed.
And to answer your question about my eyeâyeah, Iâm blind in it. Got it from a real piece of work I used to call a boyfriend. He decided my face was fair game, and thought I could just live with it. But he's dead now. Overdosed last I heard from his brother. Good riddance, am I right?
Oh, and for that kink of yours you mentionedâsending my picture along with a little extra treat.Â
Hate (because Iâm about to go crazy here), Y/N
P.S. For all the things youâve done, I canât lieâthe world you talk about sounds safer than this one. Well, except for you committing the most heinous crimes.Â
Toji clicked his tongue. âLook at that dumbass grin on your face.â
âShut the fuck up,â Sukuna muttered, flipping the letter overâand there it was: a stick drawing of a woman lying on a bed, two messy circles for her chest, legs spread wide, and what looked like . . . well, he didnât need to guess. Sukuna went from grinning to outright laughing. âSheâs hilarious.â
âNot just that. Sheâs sexy as fuck,â Toji said, holding up a photo, ripped clean in half.
Sukunaâs eyes flashed. He swiped the photo and pieced it back together, cursing himself for tearing through the envelope like a brute. But as the two halves reconnected, he felt his pulse kick up, hard.
âWell, shit.â You were more than just beautiful. The way your hair fell, the curves of your body wrapped in that short black dress, standing under a streetlamp with the city lights glinting around you . . . But it was the smileâthe easy, teasing grinâthat really did it for him. âIâm definitely jerking off tonight.â Respectfully, of course.
âCan we get back to the game now, orââ
âFuck the game. Iâve got a letter to write.â And a plan brewing to get you out of that dump and right where he wanted you.
Your landlord was pronounced dead.Â
An ambulance had arrived early in the morning, around nine, waking up every tenant. You were one of them, groggy from your sleep, and all the crying youâd done from realising how high rent was these days.
Apparently, he had a heart-attack, said one of the residents.Â
He was eighty, said another.Â
You stuck to the back of the crowd as his body was wheeled out on the stretcher. How could he have died just five days after you sent your last letter to Sukuna? It couldnât have been him, could it? Maybe one of his associates? Given the manâs extensive criminal history, you suspected he had some serious connections.
As the crowd began to disperse a few minutes later, you joined them but didnât head upstairs. Instead, you made your way to the mailroom.
And luckily, Sukunaâs letter was present.Â
All he wrote was:Â
Youâre welcome.Â
Neutral,Â
Sukuna.Â
You broke out laughing, or crying. Whatever it was, it felt good. So good.Â
Hey, Sukuna!
These days, Iâm feeling calm. Really calm. Iâm sleeping well, eating better, even starting to enjoy work. Sometimes, Iâm scared itâll all get snatched away. By who? I donât know. Lifeâs been that way, though. Iâve lost so muchâmy parents, my friends, even my left eyesight. At one point, I lost my will to keep going. But I guess some part of me held on, believing a better day would come.
Turns out, those days are here. Who wouldâve thought a felon could make me feel less alone? I know it sounds crazy, but my lifeâs been full of surprises lately.
If you think you canât bring happiness to someone, Iâm here to tell you youâre wrong. Iâm genuinely happy, and itâs thanks to you. I already think of you as a friendâand I hope you think of me the same way. You donât get a choice in that, by the way.
Love (genuinely), Y/N
P.S. Iâd like to come visit you sometime soon.
Sukuna lowered the letter, his eyes settling on the wall where heâd pinned up your picture. âToji?â he called out, still staring at the photo.
Toji paused mid-pushup, raising an eyebrow. âWhat, bitch?â
Sukuna let out a low laugh, barely shaking his head as he spoke. âI think Iâm in love.â
Hello, Y/N.
When Iâm out in fifty years, Iâll give you a real surprise. And donât write me any more of that sentimental crap, alright? Save it for when you visit. Iâd rather hear it in person.
Hate (but maybe not so much), Sukuna
P.S. Youâre beautiful.
You pressed the letter to your chest, biting your lip as warmth spread across your cheeks, your face aching from how much you were smiling. It was officialâyou were falling for Sukuna Ryomen. Youâd have to look your absolute best for your visit. Just the thought of seeing him, hearing his voice, maybe even feeling his hand brush yours, made your heart race. Youâd kiss him if theyâd let you. And if they didnât? What could the guards do? Throw you in jail? Now that would be ironic.
But fifty years . . . Would you really wait fifty years for Sukuna to be released? How high was his bail, anyway, that even his hidden cash stash wasnât enough to cover it? He had to have some kind of pull with the right people, didnât he?
With a sigh, you grabbed a piece of paper and began to write your reply.
Sukuna,
Fifty years is a lifetime, donât you think?
Love, Y/N
Sukuna read the short note youâd sent, surprised by how much youâd poured into just a few lines. He noticed small, faded dots on the paperâtears, unmistakably yours. Youâd been crying, and it didnât sit right with him. His stomach tightened, but thankfully, heâd already secured your visit through Uraume, who handled it while Gojo was away.
Now, all that was left was seeing you.
He wondered how heâd keep his hands to himself after all the nights heâd spent memorising your picture, losing himself in thoughts of you. Every night before sleep, every morning when he woke, every time Toji was out cold and couldnât hear Sukunaâs barely-stifled groans as he imagined you were there. God, he wanted to steal you away.Â
The day of your visit finally came. Sukuna was led to the visitor room, wrists cuffed, flanked by two guards. He hadnât set foot in this room since a couple of his associates had visited months back with updates on the family business and Yujiâs latest fiascos. Theyâd kept everything running despite his brotherâs mess-ups, and Sukuna owed them.
He glanced down at his hands. Fifty years. Heâd been scheming for a way out since he first set foot in here, but now, with you in the picture, the urge to escape was relentless. Bail was twenty million. Even if he could scrounge it up, he doubted he could get it done without tipping off the wrong people. No, his only real option was breaking out.
âSukuna.â
A soft voice pulled his head up slowly. He couldnât remember the last time his name was spoken with such warmth.Â
âY/N.â
He shot up from his seat, his eyes flicking to the guards stationed in the corner before letting himself drink you in. You looked stunningâa soft sundress, hair delicately curled, makeup enhancing every curve and angle of your face. His gaze lingered on your eyes, marvelling at the contrast: one foggy, hazy, while the other was bright and striking. A smirk pulled at his mouth, but he softened it for you.Â
âHey,â he whispered, the one word holding more emotion than heâd ever admit, especially with witnesses around.
âHi,â you whispered back, eyes lowering down his muscled body, the pattern tattoos like rings around his wrist and with the first three buttons of his jumpsuit unbuttoned, you found the top of the rings on his pecs as well. His light-pink hair was brushed down, the tendrils poking his reddish-brown eyes. A peculiar colour. âHi.â
He smiled. âYou already said that, baby.âÂ
Baby. Gosh, you were even more nervous now.Â
âThey said I canât shake your hand.â You looked at the cuffs on his wrists and tossed a glare at the guards. âOr hands.âÂ
âFuck them.â Sukuna sat down and you followed. âYouâre stunning.âÂ
You blushed. âThank you.âÂ
âNot gonna compliment me back?â His deep voice was cocky, smug. You loved it.Â
âYouâre handsome and you know it.âÂ
âI sure do.âÂ
You chuckled and Sukuna watched you with a soft expression. âThanks for . . . you know.âÂ
He understood the words you mouthed and smiled. âA little Ricin never hurt anyone.â
âHow did you pull it off?â
His eyebrow arched in surprise. âJust because Iâm stuck in this hellhole doesnât mean Iâve lost everyoneâs respect out there. Blood is thicker than water in my clanâexcept when it comes to my nephew. I just want to drain it out of him.â
Your own smile faltered. âWell . . . Iâd like to have coffee with you. But fifty years, Sukuna, is too long.âÂ
He sighed. âI know.âÂ
âIsnât there any way to get you out?âÂ
Sukuna saw the longing on your face and wanted nothing more than to hold it in his hands and stare at you for hours. He just couldnât believe you were real. He wouldâve killed you if you were cat-fishing him. âI really want to touch you,â he whispered instead. He did. He really fucking did.Â
You pinched your lips in a smile. âMe, too.âÂ
Sukuna placed his hands on the table and grabbed both of yours. They were so soft and small. He wanted to kiss each finger. Knuckle. Vein.
âHands off, Ryomen,â the guard warned. He didnât relent, and simply winked at you. âI said hands off.âÂ
âFuck you,â Sukuna spat back.Â
âVisitâs over.â The pair of guards pried Sukuna away, making you reach out for him with a protest.Â
âIâll see you this weekend.â Sukuna winked and let the guards drag him away.Â
You sat stunned before the officers escorted you out of the visiting room and apologised on his behalf.Â
When the weekend finally rolled around, you found yourself standing at the prison gates once more, entering alongside a pair of guards.
Waiting by the visitor room was a towering figure with straight silver hair and striking blue-eyes. You got a closer look at the badgeâSatoru Gojo. Youâve read the name in one of Sukunaâs letters complaining about him.
âY/N. What a pleasant surprise,â he greeted, waving away the guards and pressing a hand on your back, leading you down the opposite direction.Â
âWe can chat another time, officer. Iâve got to meet Sukuââ
âHe can wait. Prison teaches a man patience. Heâs got fifty more years left. Plenty to visit then.â Gojo opened the door and guided you inside. The shutting made your shoulders flinch. The lock clicking had dread pooling in your stomach. âSit. Would you like anything to drink?âÂ
You eyed the dark setting bathed in a golden light from a corner lamp. There was a cart with a decanter set and a mini-fridge to the right. A bookshelf and a wardrobe on the left. âIâm fine, thank you.âÂ
Gojo shrugged and poured himself whiskey before taking his seat behind his table. You sat opposite him. âSo, whatâs your relationship with my favourite prisoner?âÂ
You blinked. âUh, weâre just pen-pals.âÂ
âLying to a police officer is a serious offence.âÂ
âIâm telling the truth,â you said. âWeâre strictly pen-pals.âÂ
âIâve read your letters to know that isnât true, Princess. So unless you want to sit there and lie to my fucking face, I suggest you start using that mouth for good and tell me the goddamn truth.â He slammed his glass down, but his face remained smiling with false politeness.Â
You felt suffocated in the office, eyes darting left and right for anything sharp in case he tried some other method to get you to talk.Â
âIâve been in this field for a decade now to know when someone is hiding something from me,â Gojo continued, taking a leisure sip from his drink. âI have a file on you, Y/N. Youâre an only child, with no proper education or a stable job. Youâre one bad decision away from being trafficked. Youâre submissive, a follower, who if went missing, no one would look for.â Tears welled your eyes at his words. âAnd I know that bastardâs the reason youâre still living in that dump you call home.âÂ
That was the last nail in the coffin.Â
âIâve been following you since your first letter,â he said quietly. âYou think I donât know what youâre up to? Oh, Princess, you couldnât be any more wrong.â He stood up and rounded his way to you.Â
You quickly scrambled out of your seat. âPlease. I donât know anything. IâI donâtâSukunaâs a friend, yes, but Iâm not involved in any of his criminal activities.âÂ
âFriend?â Gojo spat out. âThat man is the last person youâd ever want as your friend.â He stalked forward and you retracted. âHeâs committed more crimes in his lifetime than any other man. Heâs killed half the people in this country, extorted money from politicians, burned down houses for fun, and killed my father!â He grabbed the collars of your dress and slammed you back into his wardrobe door. A cry ripped from your throat. âAnd you, a nobody, has the audacity to call that fucker a friend? Sweetheart, youâre just a ploy, a pawn, a time-pass for him. A hole to warm his cock in.â A sardonic chuckle. âThatâll never happen since he isnât getting out anytime soon. But, hey, maybe I can prepare you for him.âÂ
Your breath quickened, a whimper slipping past your lips. âHow does that make you any better than him?âÂ
Gojo smiled and brushed his lips over your ears. âBecause I have the power to get away with it.âÂ
Your eyes, frightened and flickering, dragged up to his blue-ones.Â
In the blink of an eye, you slapped him across the face, taking him by complete surprise and broke free from his hands. He leaped towards you as you unlocked the door and ran out and down the hall, shouting for help.Â
A pair of officers turned the corner.Â
âHelp, please!â You fell into the arms of one of them. âPlease, heâs going to hurt me!âÂ
âWho?â one asked with concern.Â
âSatoru Gojo!âÂ
They exchanged a look and briskly turned away, leaving you standing. Their spines straightened as Gojo walked down the hallway, flattening a hand down his chest. The duo saluted him and walked away with their heads down.Â
Your heart sank.Â
You had no power here.Â
âI told you, Princess,â Gojo purred, prowling towards you, âthis is my domain.âÂ
You cried out and ran towards the visitorâs room. The door knob was locked and could only be opened with a keycard. âHelp!â You slammed your palms on the surface. âPlease, someone! Helpâah!âÂ
Gojo gripped the back of your hair and pulled you from the door. âPerfect timing, actually. Iâd like to see the look on Ryomenâs face before I split his woman on my cock.â He swiped the card and opened the door, pushing you inside but controlling you with the grip he had on your head.Â
Sukuna was already standing and enraged, held back by two guards who struggled. He mustâve heard your helpless cries. You wish he didnât have to. âLet her go, Gojo!âÂ
âOh, I will,â said Gojo, âas soon as Iâm done with her.âÂ
Sukuna growled, thrashing against his restraints. âYou fucking prick, Iâm gonna tear you in half if you touch her!âÂ
âLike this?â Gojo squeezed your left breast and laughed.Â
Sukuna elbowed one of the guards in his nose, momentarily seeking freedom to hit the other. Hope blossomed in your chest as he fought them off and made his way towards you.Â
Gojo chuckled and pulled out his gun, shooting Sukuna in the leg. You jumped with a scream as he fell to the floor, clutching his thigh. âAll this chaos for a common whore,â he muttered. âCome on, Princess. Letâs put you to good use.âÂ
âNo, please!â You shouted as he dragged you away. âSukuna, no! Sukuna!âÂ
âY/N.â Sukuna reached his arm out, his hand curling into a fist and falling defeatedly onto the floor. âDonât hurt her, please.â His face was squeezed in pain, as the guards kept him pinned to the floor. âPlease! Donât fucking hurt herââÂ
The door closed shut, and the last sight before your eyes was Sukuna crying.Â
Sukuna hadnât heard from you in over a month.Â
Heâd also spend the month in the infirmary after Uraume did an extensive surgery on his leg. It hadnât hit a vital artery. He believed Satoruâs aim was calculated to keep him alive. To continue letting him suffer.Â
Sukuna also went quiet. He hadnât spoken a single word to anyone except murmuring to himself. He read back on your letters, slept with the papers under his pillow, if he slept at all.Â
Every morning, afternoon, night, in and out of his dry sleep, he was plotting a way to get out of this hell and find you. Would you even want to see him? Would you even care? Were you even alive? Heâd dragged you into his mess, put you in danger, and fell into Satoruâs disgusting trap.Â
âYou need to eat something, Sukuna,â Uraume advised as they have been since his injury. They placed the tray in front of him. âAt least eat the yogurt.âÂ
Were you eating? Were you still living in his house? Were you alive? That question rang in his head again.Â
âFor fucks sake.â Uraume brought forth a stool and sat next to his bed, staring at the side of his face. âWhat the hell do you want to do?âÂ
He wanted to kill Satoru first. Then escape with Toji since he was the only bastard he trusted in this place. Then find you and run away from the law as far as possible. It was a simple plan that required efficiency.Â
âAre you gonna talkââÂ
Sukuna shoved the tray aside, the food falling onto the floor. He was irritated by the questions outside and inside of his head. âI need to find her,â he mumbled to himself. âI need to know if sheâs alive.â Please, baby, please be alive.Â
âEverything all right in here, doc?â One of the guards stationed outside the door asked with his head peering through the door.Â
Sukuna stared at him, then went back to Uraume. They met his eyes with their blank stare. They scanned down his body, to his injured leg, then back to his head.Â
A sigh left them. âNo,â they replied. âDo you mind helping me clean up the mess?âÂ
Sukuna gritted his jaw as the guard walked in, closing the door and crouching down, grumbling curses at Sukuna. Uraume stood from their stool and made their way to the cabinet, pulling out a syringe and a small vial.Â
Sukuna's eyes lightened, spine straightening. A smile curved at his lip as they flicked the droplets from the tip of the injection and walked over, making small-talk about the weather.Â
Suddenly, Uraume jabbed the needle into the officerâs neck and pushed down the plunger. He fell to his side, clutching his neck and staring up at them as they shrugged. Sukuna watched with pure delight as his body began to convulse, foam gathering at this mouth and dripping from the side.Â
Then he stopped.Â
âHeâs dead,â Uraume said before Sukuna could ask. âWorks the night shift so you wonât have a problem running into anyone else. Change into his clothes. Iâll drive.â They walked away to grab a face mask.Â
âWhy?â asked Sukuna.Â
Uraume sighed, head dropping. âBecause I fucking hate it here.âÂ
Sukuna was definitely going to hire them once he killed his Gojo, and his nephew.Â
He quickly changed into the officerâs clothes, giving him a hard kick in the stomach that had Uraume rolling their eyes.Â
Sukuna followed behind as they led the way. âLetâs take Toji.â
âWhy?â they asked. âThatâs a hassle.âÂ
âJust feel bad.âÂ
âAnd when did you start feeling guilt?â Uraume easily slipped past the security gate, waving to the officer who was busy on his phone.Â
âI donât know,â he said, smiling because he knew. Sure, youâd only touched him once, but your letters were what truly began to change him. Just the other day, heâd lost a round of blackjack, stacking his debt to Toji by a million, and instead of knocking the guy out cold, Sukuna shook hands and called it a âgood game.â âOn second thought, letâs leave him here for the time being.â Until he got his money in check.Â
Once they settled into Uraumeâs car, Sukuna quickly discarded the officer's cap, tie, and badges. Uraume entered your address from the letters, and they drove in silence for the next thirty minutes.
When they arrived, the building matched your description: shitty.
Uraume stopped Sukuna before he could leap out of the car. They scanned the street for any signs of police presence. âGo. Iâll wait here.âÂ
Sukuna nodded and dashed out of the car, walking inside the apartment. There was no buzzer system, which meant anyone could stroll in, armed and dangerous. This was a problem. He needed to get you out of here and into one of his safe housesâa hidden place even his bastard nephew didnât know about.
He hurried up the emergency stairwell to the tenth floor, slightly winded by the time he reached door 1090.
This was it.
With his hands gripping the edges of the door, he hunched forward, heart racing. Please, be alive.
Finally, he knocked.
He chewed the shit out of his bottom lip, hissing impatiently through his teeth. âCome on, Y/N.â He knocked again, his impatience boiling over. âItâs me, Sukuna! Please, open the door.â He pounded harder, fear creeping in with each passing second. The Sukuna Ryomen was . . . scared. âGoddammit!â
âSukuna . . .?âÂ
He halted mid-breakdown and turned slowly, his heart dropping at the sight of you standing there with two bags of groceries. You looked so fragile, your complexion pale, and the radiance he remembered from your visit had completely vanished.
The grocery bags slipped from your hands and fell to the ground.
In an instant, you both rushed toward each other, and he lifted you off the ground effortlessly. You wrapped your arms around him, sobbing uncontrollably as he buried his hand in the back of your hair, inhaling the comforting scent of your body wash.
âItâs okay, baby,â he whispered. âItâs okay, Iâm here.â His eyes were directed straight ahead, and he was shaking. Terribly. âIâm here, sweetheart.âÂ
You pulled back, cradling his face in your small hands. Gently, you brushed aside his dark, mink-like hair, tracing the tattoos on his skin with your fingertips. âYouâre alive,â you whispered, overwhelmed by relief. You couldnât help but touch him, and he simply smiled, allowing you the closeness. âGod, youâre alive. Sukunaâyouâre really alive. How?â
âOf course, I am. I just needed to know you were alive,â he replied, his hands enveloping your cheeks. âWhere did you go? Why did you stop writing to me?â
Your face went blank. âWhat do you mean?â Â
âYour letters. You stopped writing to me.âÂ
âThey . . .â Your voice cracked. âThey told me you were sentenced to death.âÂ
He was taken back. âWhat the fuck?â Â
Realisation dawned upon you. The second time you visited Sukuna, Satoru had literally dragged you out of the station, kicking you out the doors. Heâd threatened to take you to his office next time, but since he had a meeting with officials that day, heâd reluctantly let you go. That didnât stop you from sending countless letters, pouring your heart out until, two weeks later, you finally received a notification from the police station. Sukuna had been sentenced to death by lethal injection and was no longer alive. Youâd cried for days on end. You imagined he had been cremated and reduced to ashes, stored away somewhere. The thought shattered you. For an entire month, you couldnât bring yourself to leave your house.
Until tonight.Â
And he was here. Sukuna was here. He was alive.Â
âY/N,â he murmured, his thumb gently brushing the area below your sightless eye. âLetâs head inside, alright?â
You nodded, pressing a soft kiss to the underside of his wrist. He held your hand tightly while using his other arm to carry your grocery bags. Once you reached your apartment, you opened the door and locked it securely. The deadbolt you had installed was a precaution against Satoru, just in case he showed up.
âIâm so happy youâre alââÂ
Sukuna kissed you before the words could leave your mouth. You wrapped your arms around his neck, moaning from the taste of his lips, the taste youâd been craving for months now. He didnât allow you to breathe, didnât pull away. You both stood there in the alcove, kissing for minutes, clinging to each other. He cupped the back of your head and drew apart from your lips, peppering kisses over your face, especially your foggy eye.Â
âI donât want to fuck you, baby,â he whispered in your ear. âI want to make love to you. For hours.â Your grip tightened in his shirt. âThen I need you to pack everything in a bag and run away with me.âÂ
âRun away?â You searched his dark-reddish eyes. âRun away where?â
His knuckles grazed your wet cheek. âSomewhere not even God can find us.â
You swallowed hard. âTheyâll send out a manhunt, Sukuna. What if we get caught? What if they take youââ
He cut you off with a kiss. âNo one is going to take me away from you. Do you get that?â His strong fingers moved through your hair. âIâd turn this world to dust before that happens.â
Your insides melted from the threat. âTake me,â you murmured over his lips. He kissed you. âTake me everywhere, anywhere, wherever, as long as itâs with you.âÂ
Sukuna lifted you effortlessly, carrying you like a bride as he kicked open your bedroom door. He set you down on the bed, then began stripping off his clothes, revealing the geometric tattoos that marked his thighs and torso. You were caught off guard by how quickly he moved, fumbling to take off your sweater and jeans. By the time you looked back at him, he was already naked, and your gaze dropped to what you could only describe as a gloriously, long erection.Â
âWoah,â you whispered, feeling your mouth go dry. âYouâre abnormally big.âÂ
âYou can take it.â He leaned over you, tearing your panties without a second thought. Before you could protest about them being your favorite pair, he spread your legs and went down on you. âOh, my godâSukunaâwaitââ
âWaited too long,â he growled, his mouth finding your clit as he buried his nose between your wet folds. He nipped, licked, and bit, his tongue plunging deep into you, creating messy sounds that filled the air. You couldn't form words or catch your breath, gripping the roots of his hair tightly.
When you came like a flood, Sukuna lifted your hips, making sure not a single drop of you was lost to the sheets. He let out loud, deep moans as he sloppily lapped at your sensitive cunt.
He wiped his glistening mouth with his fingers and then pressed them against your lips. You eagerly sucked on his warm, thick digits, noting the lustrous glint in his eyes. He pulled his fingers out abruptly. âSuck my cock.âÂ
Suck his what?Â
You looked down and saw him leaking at the tip. You clenched your legs, unsure. He wanted you to take that into your mouth?
You licked your lips, managing to kneel while he stood before you. He took hold of himself, rubbing the tip against your lips. You instinctively flicked your tongue out to taste him, causing him to flinch. âSorryââ
âDonât apologize.â He seemed to enjoy it. âJust take it in your mouth.â
You nodded, wrapping your fingers around his hot, veiny length. You opened your jaw as wide as you could and slowly took him in. His head fell back, and he engulfed your face with his palms. Your performance was mediocre, and yet he was entertained.
His tip pressed against the back of your throat, making you pull back to cough. He laughed softly, brushing your cheek with his hand.
âCome on, baby. You need to get used to it.â
âIâve never done this before,â you replied, your voice shaky as you reached for him again.
âStick your tongue out.â
You took a deep breath and extended your tongue. He rested the head of his cock on it and started to move his hips slowly.
Slowly, you took him in, feeling his satisfaction as he gently rocked his hips back and forth. He tasted warm and a little salty, and you found your hand wandering between your legs, seeking some relief.
âIâm going to pick up the pace, alright, baby?â
You nodded in response.
âDonât be embarrassed if you choke,â he said, hooking a stray lock behind your ear. âItâll just make me come faster.â
With that, he thrust deeper, and you gripped his hips tightly, struggling to catch your breath. He noticed and pulled back slightly to give you a moment, but it was brief before he pushed back in again. âYouâre taking me so well, baby. Fuck.â His movements became more feverish, and you felt the pressure building as you choked and gagged, saliva escaping at the corners of your mouth. âFuck, Iâm gonna come. Iâm gonna come down your throat.âÂ
You tapped his leg, shaking your head.
âNo?â He smirked. âYou donât want me to come down your throat?â
You shook your head again and pointed between your legs.
In an instant, Sukuna pulled out. He flipped you onto your chest, lifting your ass up in the air. Without a second thought, he thrust himself deep inside you, and you cried out his name into the pillow.
He felt so full, so thick, pushing into you with a force that made your breath hitch. It was everything you neededâso good, so fucking good. âFuck, youâre tight,â he groaned. He filled you completely, driving into you with a fast rhythm that left you moaning, completely lost in the pleasure.
Your nails clawed at the sheets as his thick tip pressed against your womb, punctuated by the stinging slaps of his hands against your ass. He showered you with a blend of sweet and dirty wordsââgood fucking girl,â âcock slut,â âso perfect and tight,â âlittle whoreââand you pushed back, needing him deeper and deeper.
Sukuna released a torrent of warm cum inside you, still driving his hips against you, holding you securely by the waist. The sensation sent waves of pleasure through you, and he pulled out, flipping you onto your back. He bent your knees, driving himself back inside without hesitation. How was he still so hard?
Your hands cupped his flushed, beautiful face, a lazy smile stretching across both your lips. Sukuna leaned in, kissing you deeply before trailing his lips down to your neck while his hand found its way to your breast. âIâm not on birth control anymore, you know?â
âGood.â He pulled back to meet your gaze. âAnd donât even think about getting back on it.â
âBut we canât afford the risk, Sukuââ
âI love you,â he said, his grip firm on your jaw. Everything inside you exploded. âI love you, baby. I love you so fucking much that Iâll take every fucking risk.â
You moaned softly as he came again, your trembling fingers brushing against his lips. âI love you, too.â He kissed your fingertips, a promise in every touch. âIâll take every risk with you.â
âFuck yeah you will.â He didnât pull out, his eyes locked on yours. âStarting with putting a baby in you.â
You happily accepted your fate.
Sukuna pulled the trigger, shooting another police officer in the back of his head. The sound of the gunfire mixed with the blaring sirens, echoing through the flickering lights of the corridorsâa devious melody composed just for him. He chuckled low, the corners of his mouth pulling up in a grin as another officer lunged out, attempting to stop himâpathetic. A single shot rang out, and the man crumpled like paper.
The path to Satoruâs office was a long one, and the bodies he left sprawled out in his wake were only a brief distraction from the task at hand. He had things to do today, after all.
Another officer stumbled into view, eyes wide, panic evident. He didnât stand a chance. Sukuna barely glanced at him as he fired, stepping over the man as he slumped against the wall. Blood splattered his shoes, but it was hardly the worst stain on his day.
You were going to be pissed. He could practically hear the biting tone, the disappointed scowl thatâd meet him the moment he finally made it to Maiâs first birthday party. Sukuna scoffed as he shot a bullet straight through a door that dared open near him, knocking down yet another obstacle.
But this was necessary. He needed to do this.
Free Toji. Kill Gojo. And then, eventually, deal with his meddling nephew. Everything would finally align, and maybeâjust maybeâhe could stop all this. For you. For your daughter. Â
Satoruâs office was close now. He could smell the antiseptic scent of the door, the false air of authority that seemed to reek from it. He cocked his gun, steeling himself. Because when he was done hereâwhen heâd finally finished what heâd startedâheâd make it up to you.
Or so he told himself, as another officer charged and met the floor with a hole in his skull.
Sukuna didnât bother with the doorknob. He slammed his boot into the door, sending it splintering inward with a loud crack. The office was stripped bare; Satoruâs usual pile of clutter, the irritating stench of his cologneâgone. Only the dust of where things once sat remained on the shelves and desk.
The bastard had fled.
Sukunaâs jaw clenched as he surveyed the room. Gojo knew he was coming and had bolted like a coward hours ago. He pulled his lighter from his pocket, flipping it open with a flick of his thumb, the small flame dancing aglow. Without a second thought, he stepped to the heavy, pretentious curtains Gojo insisted on, pressing the flame to the thick fabric. It caught quickly, embers licking up and curling black around the edges as the fire took hold, consuming Satoruâs last pathetic hold on this place.
He turned and walked out, ignoring the smoke that was already billowing into the hall. The prison alarm was still blaring, red lights flashing down the cold corridors as he made his way to the cells. Every so often, heâd pause, assessing the prisoner cowering behind bars. Rapists, pedophiles, molesters, abusers, killers of innocent livesâhe moved on from them. But when he found those who didnât quite repulse him, he took a single shot at their lock, releasing them in a stream of confused, wary freedom.
As he approached the far end of the corridor, a familiar sight greeted himâhis old cell. And standing behind those hard, metal bars, arms crossed, a faint smirk tugging at his lips, was Toji.
âDidnât think youâd come back to this hellhole,â Toji remarked.Â
âNot for long,â Sukuna replied, levelling his gun at the lock. He fired once, the lock shattering as the cell door swung open.Â
Toji stepped out of his cell, took one look around, then paused. âHold up.â
Sukuna raised an eyebrow, watching as the man crouched beside a loose brick in the wall. With a wry smile, he pulled out an old, scratched-up plastic bottle with a wriggling, sickly-looking worm inside. He tapped the side of the bottle, making the creature twist and writhe. âAlmost forgot my little friend here.â
Sukuna barked a short laugh. âYouâre out of your damn mind.â
Alarms blared louder as they navigated the winding corridors and ran past prisoners surging toward freedom. Some guards tried to block the path, but they were quickly swept aside by Sukunaâs bullets and Tojiâs fists. By the time they hit the outer gates, the entire prison was pandemonium, prisoners scattering into the open like ants from a burning nest.
Outside, a sleek, black car idled just past the gate. Uraume sat coolly behind the wheel, watching the stampede of convicts with bored detachment. As they approached, Uraume rolled down the window, glancing at them with their nose slightly crinkled.
âI could smell you two from a mile away,â they said dryly, eyes flicking to the stains of blood on their clothes. âMaybe next time, schedule a prison massacre that doesnât fall on your daughterâs birthday?â
âJust drive,â Sukuna replied, sliding into the backseat with Toji following. Toji glanced at Uraume with a quick nod, still keeping a light hold on his bottle, the worm twisting inside.
âWelcome back to the real world, Fushiguro,â they said, starting the car as they drove off into the night.
The road stretched long and dark, winding into the depths of a thick forest. The further they drove, the thicker the trees became, their branches curving overhead to cast everything in shadows. The road narrowed into a rugged trail, overgrown and wild. Uraume navigated it deftly, until at last, the forest opened up, and they could see the soft glimmer of moonlight on the water beyond.
Perched on the edge of a cliff overlooking the ocean stood their safe houseâa dark brick estate against the endless stretch of water. Waves crashed against the rocks far below, the scent of salt and sea heavy in the air.
Sukuna looked at the house, then at Tojiâs surprised face.
âThis is where youâve been hiding for the two years?â he asked as soon as they were out of the car.Â
âNot for long if I fuck this up.â Sukuna slipped in through the garage, keeping his steps light. He had just one goal at this moment: reach the shower before you spotted the blood streaked on his clothes and the smell of gunpowder clinging to him.Â
But as he shut the door, there you were, arms crossed, eyes sharp as they landed on him.
âSukuna,â you started, an edge in your tone that he recognized all too well. âDo you have any idea what day it is? Look at you; you're a mess!â You gestured at the dark stains on his shirt and his unmistakable smirk.
Instead of trying to dodge the lecture, he listened, that faint smile tugging at his lips as he watched you, soaking in each scolding word. You were the one person who never held back with him, and it made something dangerous in him soften, something in him settle. âI know, baby,â he replied, pecking your cheek. âBut Iâm here now, arenât I?â
âBarely,â you replied, sighing, though you couldnât quite hide the relief in your voice. You glanced over his shoulder. âToji, Uraumeâitâs good to see you both.â
Uraume gave a slight bow, a wry smile still tugging at their lips, while Toji just gave you a quick nod.
You waved a hand, turning back to the kitchen. âBoth of you boysâshower, now. I wonât have the two of you smelling like a prison while Iâm trying to decorate my daughterâs cake. Go on!â
Toji gave Sukuna a knowing look and shrugged, as if to say, Sheâs right. Sukuna shot him a warning look, then followed up the stairs, chuckling under his breath as he imagined how youâd cornered him like this.Â
Fifteen minutes later, he stepped out of the shower, cleaned up, feeling far lighter as he tugged on a fresh shirt and came downstairs, catching the scent of the dinner youâd prepared.Â
He walked over to you, wrapping his arms around you and pressing a kiss to your temple. You rolled your eyes but couldnât hide the small smile that melted your anger as he pulled you close.
âGojo got away,â he murmured. âHe knew I was coming, and he ran like the coward he is. But Iâll find him. And Iâll make him pay for what he did to you. I swear it.â
You paused, looking up into his eyes, your hand settling on his cheek. âI know you will, Sukuna. But donât miss the important things here. Weâre whatâs important now, not just revenge.â
The words took root in him, grounding him, but that flicker of rage still danced in his eyes. He pulled you close, pressing his forehead to yours. âIâll never let him touch us again. I promise you that.âÂ
Just as you leaned in for another kiss, Sukuna heard the faint sound of your daughter stirring awake from her nap on the living room floor. Maiâs soft little whimpers broke the roomâs quiet. Instinctively, he abandoned your kiss, his attention snapping to her as he practically floated over to where she was squirming in her pink dress, rubbing her tiny fists over her eyes.
âThereâs my girl,â he murmured, scooping her up with all the gentleness he could muster. Her sleepy eyes blinked open, and he was rewarded with that toothy little grin sheâd recently mastered, one that brought an uncharacteristic softness to his entire face. He pressed a cascade of kisses on her cheeks, nose, foreheadâanywhere he could reach. âLook at you, sweetheart. All dressed up for your birthday, huh? The prettiest girl in the world.â
You laughed softly from the kitchen, watching as Sukuna held her close, stepping into an impromptu waltz around the living room, his steps surprisingly skilled. She squealed in delight, her small hands reaching up to his face as he spun her around. Even Toji, who had just come down from the shower, stopped in his tracks at the sight, a rare, amused smile tugging at his mouth.
Sukuna glanced up, catching Tojiâs presence, and with a proud smirk said, âToji, meet my daughter, Mai. Sheâs already got more spirit than most of the people you and I have met.â
Toji stepped forward, studying your daughter. He reached out a hand, and she looked at him with wide eyes, inspecting him with her natural, innocent curiosity. âShe looks like trouble. Must take after her old man.âÂ
âHer mother, mostly,â Sukuna said in your direction, bouncing her lightly. âSheâs going to have a whole world to handle, with us around.â
In the background, Uraume was setting the table, their usual precision in each movement. They threw Sukuna a blank look, brushing off their hands. âNow that the tableâs set, if youâd all just take your seats, maybe we can have a peaceful birthday dinner without the talk of blood and violence for once.â
Sukuna chuckled, shooting them a dry look before turning back to his daughter. Holding Mai close, he took a seat at the head of the table with you beside him. He looked around, taking in the sightâthe cake youâd just set down, the quiet chatter as Uraume and Toji exchanged comments, and his daughter babbling in his lap, still pawing at his face with sticky fingers.
For the first time in as long as he could remember, he felt peace.Â
The âHappy Birthdayâ song had been sung, candles blown out, cake shared, and Toji had crashed in the guest room, completely knocked out. Uraume, too, was resting in another room, finally allowing herself a few hours of sleep.
In your bed, the soft rise and fall of your daughterâs tiny breaths filled the space between you and Sukuna. She slept peacefully between you both, tiny fingers curled into fists as she dreamed. But you and Sukuna were both wide awake, eyes locked on each other in the moonlight. His hand drifted up, fingertips brushing your cheek.Â
âDo you remember my first letter?â you asked.
A smirk began at his lips. âYou mean the diary entry about the cockroaches in your kitchen and how you thought seducing your landlord was a better solution than paying rent?â
You laughed, covering your mouth to keep quiet, not wanting to wake your baby. He loved that laughâthe way it sounded like music only he got to hear.
âOr how no one with one functioning eye could ever be taken seriously romantically,â he added. âDebunked, by the way.â
Your laugh softened, and you looked at him with a smile that held a thousand memories. âDo you remember the last thing I wrote?â
âThe part about Satanism?â
You laughed again, the sound bubbling up and melting into the dark. And as he listened, he couldnât help but chuckle alongside, his thumb tracing along your cheek, taking in the moment like he was trying to memorise it.
You took a breath, glancing down before meeting his eyes again. âI said I was lonely as hell, remember?â Sadness wove into your words. âAnd . . . I was. Back then, I thought no one could ever really understand me. Until you did.â
Sukuna shook his head. âYou were never meant to be alone, baby,â he murmured. âNot then, not ever. Not while Iâm here.â
You swallowed, heart catching as you looked at the life youâd built, the fragile happiness that now lay nestled between you both. âIâm just . . . scared sometimes,â you admitted. âIâm scared of losing this. Of losing you. I donât know if I could protect what we have.â
âWeâll protect it together,â Sukuna affirmed. âNothing will take this from us. Not while Iâm still breathing.â He leaned forward, his lips meeting yours in a kiss that was deep, reassuring, exactly like the one heâd give you when youâd sealed your vows. When he pulled back, you met his eyes, a soft smile tugging at your mouth.Â
âI love you, Sukuna,â you whispered, fingers brushing his sharp jaw. âGenuinely, your wife.â
He took them and gave a kiss to the tips. âAnd I love you most, baby. Genuinely, your husband.âÂ
Moments later, your eyes drifted shut, your breathing evening out as you finally slipped into sleep. But Sukuna stayed awake, his gaze never leaving you, or your daughter.Â
This was the family heâd fought and bled for, the life heâd killed to create. And yet, an unsettling undercurrent of unfinished business tugged at his nerves. But tonight, he forced it away, just for a while.Â
For now, there was no room for anything but the second chance heâd been given.
Genuinely, by you.
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warnings: wlw, soft!billie, flirty!billie, teasing, smut, fluff, angst, friendstolovers, brothersbestfriend x reader, cussing, cliffhanger, also she a thick lil thing so enjoy!!!
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I can't fall in love with you
You couldnât help but stare at her out of the corner of your eye. The way that her hair fell down her back framing around her face perfectly. Her dark locks only brightening her icy blue eyes more than they already were. Her hand subconsciously reaching up and tucking some of them behind her ear. Noticing the way her head tilted back as she laughed at something her brother, your best friend said. A smile crept its way across your face as they pulled you into their conversation on what they should order for dinner.Â
Shrugging your shoulders letting them know you donât have a preference and will eat whatever as you curl yourself back up into the corner of the couch. Mindlessly scrolling on your phone as you steal glances at the pair on either side of you. Trying to keep your eyes from lingering too long. You catch the eyes of Finneas as you donât miss the raised eyebrow at you silently asking you if you were okay. Knowing that you always try to talk them into your favorite place every time. Billie is quick to pull his attention back on her as she scrolls through the food options she's pulled up.Â
She leans her body across your legs showing her brother her phone to get his opinion on the options she's pulled up. You feel your heartbeat quicken. Her body pressing down on yours as she carelessly jokes with Finneas. Your lip finds its way between your teeth as you fight back the butterflies soaring through your belly.Â
***
Lounging against the back of the couch rubbing your stomach you canât help the soft groan that leaves your lips.Â
âWhy did we think it was a good idea to eat all that food again?â You whine as Billie and Finneas join you in your lounging. Their laughs fill the room as you feel the sleepiness begin to creep in. Stretching as you let out a yawn slowly curling yourself onto your side in the corner of the couch. It was your favorite spot. It was in the middle of your two favorite people. It was cozy and comfortable, and you had the perfect view of the tv for all the binge sessions the three of you had.Â
âWe needed options.â Finneas shrugs as you fight your eyelids to stay open. You feel a certain pair of eyes on you, but the tiredness taking over you couldnât be bothered to look up and see the piercing blue orbs staring down at you.Â
âPlus, everything sounded good and neither one of you wanted to help pick so I said fuck it and ordered everything.â Billie laughs as she moves her gaze to search for a movie, not missing the way you scooted yourself deeper into the couch. Your head gently landing in her lap, unintentionally that is. Getting all comfy and cozy for your afternoon nap. A small smile works its way across her lips as she tosses a blanket at Finneas nodding down at you. Her cheeks heating up as you continue to make yourself comfortable against her thigh. Moving the baby hairs out of your face without opening your eyes. Consumed in your own little world of sleepiness. Not really sure where it was coming from, but she definitely wasnât gonna complain about it either.Â
His eyes follow her gaze as he canât help the smirk on his face and the slight shake of his head as he gently spreads the blanket out over you. Your light snores fill the room soon after. Finneas quietly letting Billie know he has to run to the restroom. Leaving you and Billie alone for a few moments. She doesnât waste any time before she reaches her fingertips out to gently brush the hair laying across your cheek behind your ear. Her eyes soften as she glances down at you. You were already fast asleep. Nose scrunched up as you snuggle the blanket closer against your cheek. Neatly curled up in the cushions of the couch and her thigh as your chest moves softly with each breath you take. Her lip found itself tangled between her teeth as she let her fingers linger just a moment longer. Tracing every outline of your face but not wanting to wake you with her soft tickles.Â
Taking a deep breath before carefully getting herself comfortable on the couch. Prepared to not move an inch wanting to make sure you get your rest. Or maybe, just a little bit, she likes the way it felt with you cuddled up beside her. Though she wouldnât admit that out loud to anyone. Glancing down at you she didnât miss the swirling butterflies fluttering around in her belly as you would softly nuzzle your face against her thigh as you tuck the blanket up against your cheek. Shielding you away from the conscious world. Making sure one last time you were completely covered up before she settled on a movie and let you sleep snuggled deep into her side.Â
Finneas is quick to return as he glances back and forth between the two of you. With a shrug of her shoulders, she playfully swats him away as he tries to pick on you as he walks past and flops down on the couch. Your body slightly stirs at the sudden movement. Finneas canât help the laugh that ripples through him when he notices the dagger eyes Billie shoots him as she holds perfectly still. Carefully watching you until you slowly fall back into your nap.Â
With raised eyebrows Finneas threw his sister a look. One that they both knew what he meant without needing the words spoken. Tugging at her bottom lip she refuses to look back in her brother's direction, deciding to focus on the scenes playing out in front of her on the tv and the soft nudges your head left against her thigh anytime you breathe in. focus on the movie billie. focus billie.Â
She repeated the mantra over and over again, never focusing on the movie.Â
I've been havin' dreams
Groaning as your body tosses and turns between the warm sheets. Sleep coating you like a weighted blanket as your mind is tricked into a different reality. One that you desperately wished could be real.Â
Her hands roaming your body. Her lips leaving soft open mouth kisses down your neck as her fingertips trace shapes across your lower torso. From hip to hip. Back and forth. Never getting lower than the hem of your panties. Her lips work their way across your jaw. Softly brushing her soft swollen ones against yours. Her smirk teasing. Moving her body closer to you as she slid her hand down your torso grasping your hip and giving you a small tug. Your bodies now completely pressed up against one another.Â
âDo you want me baby?â she mumbles against your cheek. Her mumbles trickle down your heated skin as the tip of her nose tickles yours when you tilt your head in her direction. Lips teasing as you feel her fingers continue to flirt with you. Slightly slipping underneath the hem of the black lace but just barely.Â
Your breath catches as she captures your bottom lip between her teeth. Moaning into her mouth as her fingers slide lower and lower between your thighs.Â
âTell me you want me, pretty girl.â She groans in your ear as she inches her fingers closer and closer to your heated core.Â
Her tongue tracing the shell of your ear. Groaning as your hips buck up into her touch. Needing more of her.Â
âCâmon, I know you do,â she whispers as her fingertips finally reach their destination, but stop just shy of where you desperately wanted her. Her lips are hot against your ear. âI see the way you want me.â She whispers, her tone dropping as the words leave her lips. Grasping her back as you chase after her lips. Her smirk grows as she pulls back just before you can catch her. Moaning in frustration as you long for her skin on yours.Â
Her evil chuckle echoes through the room.Â
âAll you gotta do is say the words mamas,â She whimpers as she crashes her lips against yours as her fingers slide between your wetness. Coating her fingers in your juices, âthen Iâm yours.â She moans.
Mine, mine, mineâŠ
Youâre woken from your slumber by the obnoxious knocking outside your front door. The jump scare causes the pulsing of your heart to ring in your ears as you rub the sleep from your eyes. Glancing at your phone checking the time. You overslept. Quickly throwing the blankets off your once warm body and working your way out of bed. Your cheeks heating up at the realization of what just happened. What you just dreamt about. Who you dreamt about. Your best friend's sister. Someone you most definitely should not and canât not be having dreams about. Shaking your head trying to rid your mind of not only the images of her pressed against your skin but her soft whispers that were currently playing on a loop in your mind.
Taking quick steps to the door you offer a quick apologetic smile as you swing the door open for Finneas. A quick quirk of his eyebrow as he looks you up and down noticing you're still in your pajamas. Silently checking his watch and giving you a quick smirk and shrug of his shoulder nodding for you to go get ready. âDecide to sleep in, did ya?â He jokes as he is quick to pull you into a hug.Â
âIâll be quick. I promise!â You state as you slowly remove your arms from around him making room for him to come in, realizing his sister, the girl you just had a sex dream about, was right behind him wearing a smirk at your frazzled state. Your cheeks heat up even more as you frantically flatten out your bed head. âGood morning sleepy head. Have any good dreams?â She asks, popping the gum in her mouth as she runs her tongue across her lips. Eyes wide quickly turning on your heel making your way back to your room totally ignoring her question. Her smirk only grows as she wonders what had you so worked up.Â
***
âBillie wh-what are you doing?â You asked in a hushed tone as she gently pushed you into her childhood room. Closing the door behind her leaving the background noise of the bbq her parents were having in the backyard behind you.Â
âLook, I can't keep doing this.â She states as she grasps one of your hips. The tips of your toes brushing together as she tucks her hair behind her ear. Looking up at you through her laces. Confusion laced through your face as you began to question her.Â
âKeep doing what? Billie what-âÂ
âI canât keep pretending that there isnât something between us. Donât say you donât feel it either.â She questions as she takes the last step between you two. Your breath hitches. You can smell the faint smell of her perfume as she reaches up and brushes your cheek.
âI see the way you look at me when you think no one is watching.â She whispers bashfully.Â
âBillie we canât.â You whisper as your eyes close slightly leaning into her touch.
âI see the way you want me pretty,â She mumbles as she pulls you closer by your hip. A soft gasp escapes your lips as you open your eyes meeting her gaze. Your cheeks are rosy pink as her eyes flicker between your eyes and lips.Â
âI want you too.â She declares leaning up on her tiptoes just close enough for your lips to brush softly as her hand slides to cup your cheek.Â
Your eyes flutter close as you moisten your lips with the tip of your tongue. It softly brushes against her swollen lips causing a soft moan to bounce off her lips. Forgetting about all the what ifs and hows it could all go wrong. You forget for a split second the aftermath of your decisions tonight. Not wanting to think anymore. Not wanting to fight the feelings that have been brewinâ for what felt like forever, just for a moment.Â
Or maybe moreâŠ
Her hand gripping your cheek. âTell me you donât want this?â She questions against your cheek as she lays a peppered kiss to the heated skin. Moaning softly for finally being able to touch you in ways she's found herself dreaming about. Her lips lay a final peck to the corner of your mouth. Not quite taking that final leap before you gave her the okay. Not until you told her what she was wanting to hear.
âI want to be the one-â you take a deep breath pulling away from her hypnotizing lips to look at her. âI want to be the one you dream about.â You donât miss the flash of emotion in her eyes before she's pulling you flush against her lips as your hands grip her baggy shirt hanging loosely off her torso. Moaning into each other's mouths as they tangle together passionately.
Definitely ignoring the swirling thoughts of how this could go wrong.
We can be discrete (ah)
Her lips leave her mark across your chest as your hands grip her back. Pulling her tighter against you as her teeth graze your hot skin. Back arching off the bed as she slides her hands behind you toying with the clasps of your bra.Â
âAre you sure about this?â She asks as she slowly works her lips up your neck to your lips. Nodding your head as you move one hand to the base of her neck. Gently playing with the baby hairs that lay there. A small smile works its way across your face as you see her knowing look.Â
She wants you to say it. Watching her teeth capture her bottom lip, your hands tangle themselves into her hair tilting her head back slightly. Her smirk only grows bigger as her teeth refuse to give up their grip on herself. Her eyebrows raise letting you know she is still waiting for your consent.Â
Her expression softens briefly as you lower your gaze. âHey, we donât have to do anything you arenât comfortable with.â She replies as she softly cups your cheek forcing you to bring your eyes back to her.Â
âI want to,â You reply as your eyes trace over the curves of her face. Her lips land on yours softly. A soft delicate kiss shared between the both of you. Filled with unspoken feelings and thoughts. Not realizing you shared the same worries. Pulling away slowly climbing on top of you straddling your hips. Licking her lips as she looks down at you. Taking you all in. Your hair fanned out across her pillow. Eyes bright with excitement. Lips swollen from the attack of your teeth. Your cheeks a rosy pink casting a glow off the soft fairy lights dangling off the wall above you. Your chest lightly heaving up and down as you stare right back. Your hand reaching up and tugging on her baggy shit. Silently begging for her to remove it. Gripping the hem and sliding it over her head it joins the half-made pile of clothes already down there.Â
Grinning down at you as she slowly reaches up and ties her long hair up in a messy bun. A few pieces escape and fell into her view, but she paid them no mind, not with the sight she had laying right in front of her.
Her bottom lip finds its way between her teeth as she slowly slides her hand down her neck. Eyes locking with yours as she slowly lowers it down across her breast. Sliding her hand in the cup of her bra gently brushing over her sensitive nipple. Her head tilting back as her free hand grips your hip. You watch her in a daze. Your core throbbing at the sight of her playing with herself in front of you. Moaning as your hand reaches out for her. Needing to touch her. To feel her underneath your fingertips. To feel all her quivers and whimpers firsthand.
Gripping her hip and motioning for her to move her hips as you continue to watch her twist and pull at her own nipple. Licking your lips, rutting your hips up against her. Her ass rubbing just right over your core. She growls above you as you wrap your arm around her waist, sitting up and kissing all along her cleavage. Nipping and licking at her warm skin as you leave purple marks all across her chest. Your hand working its way up her spine unclasping her bra and freeing her breast. Moaning as they sit perfectly right in front of you. You're quick to capture her bud in your mouth and let your tongue work. Licking and flicking against her as you suction your lips around her. Her moans echo off the walls as she arches into you. Her hands gripping your head holding you against her. Her hips now rocking back and forth against you.Â
Rotating deliciously against you causing your entire body to erupt in shivers. Your grip on her waist tightens as you flip her over causing her to land with a soft thud. Her loose hair panning out across her sheets as your lips make quick work on her skin. Kissing down her body making sure to explore every. single. inch. Looking up at her through your lashes as you give her a soft smile silently asking her for permission kissing the soft skin between her hips. Teetering with the idea of your lips between her thighs. Her head falls back onto the bed as her hips buck up. Moaning as she whispers out a soft, âplease.âÂ
Smirking, you quickly unbutton her jeans and slide them down her legs. Making sure to kiss your way back up her soft thighs as you gently spread her legs. Scooching down between them as your arms wrap up under her thighs and around her hips. Her eyes never leaving yours as her chest heaves up and down. Her hands groping her breast as her fingers gently tease one of her nipples. Teeth sinking into her lip as she watches you place kisses up and down her thighs. Your eyes watching her as she toys with herself.Â
Planting a soft kiss over her clothed clit before sliding the pesky material off and out of your way. Your hand quickly swatting Billies hands away from her breast as you replace it. Squeezing and pulling as your lips find their way to her dripping cunt. Groaning as you flick your tongue against her clit, your hand gripping her hip as your fingers twist and pull her nipple.Â
âFucking hell-â Billie moans as she arches her back into your touch. Her hips grinding against your tongue as you suck and lick between her folds. Moaning into her, she grips your hand that is holding her breast, and the other works its way into your hair. Pushing you further into her as her legs quiver beside your head.Â
Clenching your thighs and rutting against the bed as you slide your free hand between her thighs. Slowly replacing your mouth on her clit with your fingers. Looking up at her as you spread her wetness all around. Removing the hand that was gripping her tit and slowly interlacing her fingers with yours. Her grip on your hair refusing to let up. Her chest heaves up and down as she watches you play with her. Her tongue quickly moistens her swollen lips as you tease her with your fingers. Carefully slipping the tip of your middle finger into her. Her breath catches, grip on your hand tightening as you thrust your finger fully into her core. Moaning as you twist and curl your finger deliciously against her walls. Her moans fill the room as you kiss your way up her thigh your finger never faltering as you continue your sweet torture on her bud.Â
Capturing her between your lips as you hit her sweet spot over and over. Your fingers getting to spots she didnât even know would feel like this. Taking over all her senses. Sucking her sensitive clit between your lips toying with it with the tip of your tongue.Â
âShit mamas,â Billie groans loudly as her hips shamelessly try to grind themselves against you. Needing more. More of you. More of this feeling that is taking over her like a wildfire. Consuming not only her body but mind. Needing all of you in every single way imaginable.Â
Your smirk grows, not missing the pet name she threw out there, as you continue your work. Licking, sucking, and teasing her aching clit as your finger slows its pace between her folds. Her whines only get louder with your finger barely moving against her, your tongue works over time. Drinking up everything she has to offer you. âFuck, please- please donât stop.â She moans, her back lifting off the bed begging for your touch. Pulling her further into your mouth, swiveling your tongue in figure eights, as you feel her juices drip down your chin. Pinning your interlaced hands down on the bed as she fights your hold against her.
Glancing up at her through your lashes, slowly continuing to tease her. Dragging your tongue up and down her folds over and over again. Everytime youâd get close to her aching clit youâd quickly restart the process. Eyes never leaving hers as you watch her capture her bottom lip between her teeth, her blue orbs get darker and darker the longer she watches your every move. Moaning as you feel the tight pull on your own core. Her stare heavy with all the thoughts and ways she is going to devour you later. Her fingers deep in your hair as she gently pushes you closer to her once more. So close to the blissful edge. A feeling she could get addicted too. A feeling she so desperately wanted to give to you.
 âGod-please donât stop.â She asks in a hushed tone. Her cheeks turn a rosy pink from her own words as she continues to watch your every move. Your tongue circling her clit as you slowly add a second finger. Groaning against her as she clenches around your digits. Her body arches off the bed as you thrust and curl your fingers against that sweet spongy spot over and over again until she is panting beneath you. Begging for you to let her cum. Her moans so sweet above you as you hit her g-spot just right as you watch her unfold on your tongue and fingers. Her hand now holds your head tightly in place as she rotates her hips against you.
âFucking shit! Fuck-Iâm cumming,â she groans out. Squeezing her hand as you let her work herself against your tongue. Flexing your fingers riding out her high as you donât miss a single drop of her sweetness. Letting her go with a pop memorizing her fucked out state. A smirk works its way across your cheeks. Her lips red and swollen. Her eyes wild with lust as she gently releases her grip on your hair and hand. Bringing her hands to your cheeks and gently pulling you up her body. Your fingers leave their trace as you grip her sides. Her lips capture yours in a sweet kiss as you feel her chest heaving up and down below you. Getting lost in the feeling of her lips on yours and her hands holding your cheeks moaning as you feel her tongue trace across your bottom lip. A devilish smirk across her cheeks as you slowly grant her access.
Quick to taste herself on your lips she wasted no time in deepening the kiss working her tongue against yours. What once was a sweet kiss sure turns heated as her fingers slide their way into your hair tilting your head slightly. Slightly distracting you enough to flip the two of you over. Her now the one to tower over you. Her legs wrapped around your torso as you lay panting below her. Her forehead resting against yours. Breathing each other in as you catch your breaths.
âWho knew you were such a tease?â She mumbles against your lips, rubbing the tip of her nose against yours. It was your turn to feel the heat rise to your cheeks as her piercing blue eyes met yours. Her smirk only grows as her fingers tighten in your hair. A soft hum leaves her chest as her lips toy with yours. Gently brushing across yours but not letting them linger too long. Groaning in protest as you chase her lips only to be pulled back by her grip in your hair.
âHm, I guess itâs my turn now pretty girl.â She mocks her hot breath hitting your face right before she captures your bottom lip between her teeth with a tug. Bucking your hips up in response as your hands search for her hips. Pulling her flush against you. Shamelessly grinding yourself up against her as her lips dance with yours. Your moans echoing off the walls as her hands explore your body.Â
Her hands continue their movements down your body. Her eyes never leave yours as they get lower and lower leaving goosebumps in their trail. Her lips find your neck as she kisses your skin searching for your sweet spot. Making quick worth to capture it between her lips leaving her mark along your neck as you chant her name begging for anything she will give you. Her fingers teasing the hemline of your panties as she feels your chest heaving against hers. Her smirk only grows across your neck as she flirts with you.
âTell me you want me.â She moans against the shell of your ear. âI need to hear you say it again.â She begs as she moves to tangle her legs with yours. Her fingertips gently sliding across your panties teasing your aching clit. Giving you a little taste of what's to come if you only were to mutter those sweet three words. I want you. Her hand gripping your hip as her fingers spread your wetness around your clit. Her breathing heavy in your ear pinning your hips down. Moaning as your back arches off the bed following her touch.Â
Your body is on fire. Your heart was beating so fast you could hear it in your ears. Your bottom lip captured between your teeth. Chest heaving against hers as you feel her breast against your burning skin.Â
âCâmon be my girl good and Iâll show you how I want you,â she whimpers. Her soft tone causes something to explode in you as you grip her wrist and slide it under your panties. The friction of her fingers between your wet folds hitting your clit causing the both of you to lose it in a fit of moans. Your hips grinding and rotating against her. Working her fingers and hips against your body as she captures your lips with hers.Â
Her body is pressing on yours as her fingers slide their way between your folds. Feeling how wet you are just for her. Groaning as she slides two fingers into your heated core causing the both of you to pull away from the kiss but only for a moment. Thrusting and curling perfectly along your walls as your hands grasp and pull at her body. Your lips find her neck leaving open mouth kisses. Kissing and sucking along her collarbone feeling every ragged breath she takes above you. Your hands gripping her hips aiding in her motions as she hits your spongy sweet spot repeatedly.Â
Her forehead meeting your shoulder as she works herself up for the second time tonight against your body. Her fingers never faltered as she thrust them harder and deeper in you. Her thumb rubbing and flicking your clit causing you to see stars. âFuck, right there!â You moan as your hands slide up her back holding her to you. The sweet pressure getting bigger and bigger in your core as she works you closer to your high. Her lips hot against your neck as her fingers donât stop. She feels you clenching around her digits. Your juices dripping down her fingers and wrist causes her to go feral. Kissing her way down your body making sure to lay kisses along your breast. Glancing up at you through her lashes as her smirk grows across your tummy. Her tongue leaves her trace across your hot skin as she keeps her eyes on yours. Getting lower and lower. Her fingers still keeping up their movements as she kisses the inside of your thigh.Â
With a quirk of her eyebrow she gives you one last look as she breathes you in. Her tongue swiping across her lips as her icy blue eyes bore into you. Watching as her fingers sink in and out of you over and over again.Â
âBillie,â you whine as your back arches off the bed. Your hands gripping your naked breast as she glances up at you.Â
âTell me what I want to hear baby, then Iâll show you.â She states as she lays a peppered kiss on the inside of your thigh once more. Her eyes take in her affect on you. Your hair is completely done for. Your cheeks a hot red. Lips swollen and rosy as they silently beg to be kissed. Your chest heaving up and down as your fingers toy with your own nipples. Laid out on her childhood bed panting and moaning for her touch. Billie groans at the sight. Her lip between her teeth trying to fight back the smirk on her cheeks.Â
Leaning down inching herself closer to where you wanted her you fight the moan working its way to your lips. Neither one of you dared to break the contact as she slowly kissed her way up your thigh. It was her turn to toy with you. Just like the way you toyed with her. Groaning as you throw your head back on her bed, her lips oh so carefully brushing against your aching pussy. Her fingers still working you slowly as she continues to twist and curl deep inside you. Causing your stomach to erupt in butterflies as she softly brushed the tip of her tongue along your folds. Needed a tiny taste herself. Groaning as her eyes roll using her free hand to grip your hip.Â
âFuck, please Billie.â You groan, reaching one of your hands down to tangle itself in her dark locks. Trying desperately for her to give you what you wanted. âI want you so bad. Please Bils-â You moan as you thrust your hips up not able to take it anymore. Needed to feel her in ways youâve only dreamt of.Â
That was all she needed to hear before she dove right in. Capturing your bud between her teeth as she quickens the thrust of her fingers. Her tongue swirling and nipping at you over and over again. Your hips rutting against her face as your fingers hold her tight in place. Her moans vibrate throughout your body as she laps every single drop. Your body quivering and shaking underneath her as she works her tongue down between your folds and then back up. Sucking your clit as her fingers grip your hip pinning you down. She was in charge now.Â
âFucking shit- oh my god Billie!â You moan as your legs try to clench around her head. Her tongue and fingers do wonders on your body as you feel yourself climbing high and higher. You moans echoing off the walls not caring who all could hear. The tightness gets too much to bare as she refuses to give up her grip on you.Â
You feel your coil about to burst as she rotates her tongue against your clit. Your juices drip down her chin as her blue orbs meet yours. Silently begging you to give her all of you. With one last flick and curl she had you cumming. Body shaking as your eyes clenched tight, grinding your hips against her as you ride out your high. Not stopping until she had you begging and pushing her head away, claiming it was too much. Your body heaves as you lay trying to catch your breath.Â
Her soft lips trailing up your body as she slowly removes her fingers from between your thighs. Her smirk grows feeling your quivering body beneath hers as she kisses her way up to your lips. Her hands brushing the fallen pieces of hair that lay in your vision as she kisses both of your cheeks. Her eyes trace your face as she lays herself flush against you. Both of you laying bare as you run your fingertips up her spine. Softly tickling her skin causing a shiver to escape. A soft chuckle leaves her lips as she softly asks you to open your eyes and look at her.Â
A soft blush creeps across your cheeks as you meet her stare. Her once icy blue orbs that were laced with lust are now soft as she takes you in. Eyes flicking between yours and your lips as she continues to run her fingertips along the curves of your features.Â
Tracing around your eyebrows and down your nose, across your lips and down your jaw softly cupping your cheek before pressing a soft sweet kiss to your lips. She doesnât linger long before she feels you gently push her to sit up.Â
âWe should, uh we should probably head back. Donât want people to start to question anything.â You say in a hushed whisper. Your eyes casting down as you run your fingers through your hair. Trying to flatten down any flyaways.Â
Her eyes furrowed in confusion, but not fighting you as she scoots her way down the bed watching you get up and begin to dress to rejoin the bbq happening outback.Â
Love so bittersweet, mm
âWhy in such a rush?â Billie softly questions as she watches you search her room for the remainder of your clothes. Your heart quickens at her words. The actions between you and her replaying in your mind on repeat. Taking a deep breath you finally find your shirt underneath her bed. âI already told you why.â You state as you get on your hands and knees to reach for it. Billie still sitting on the bed above you watching your every move.
âWhy does it matter if people question where we were?â She asks as she finally stands up off the bed looking down at you. Throwing your shirt on quickly before joining her you grab her shirt off the floor too. Holding it out for her she hesitantly takes it from your grip.Â
âBillie-â You start.Â
âNo, donât do that. Donât shut me out. I know you have feelings for me.â She states as she slides her shirt over her head. Glancing down as she slides her jeans back up her thighs. Tucking a piece of your hair behind your ear as you try and collect the thoughts running wild through your mind.Â
âItâs not that simple.â You mutter with a shake of your head. You hear her scoff.Â
âHow is it not? I like you. You like me. Itâs simple.â She declares as she takes a step towards you. Softly gripping your arm causing you to move your gaze back to her. Worry laces your features as you stare at one another. Shaking your head as you remove her grip from your arm.
âItâs never that simple and you know it.â You say as you make your way towards the door.Â
âSo youâre just going to run? After everything you're just going to run away from me?â She questions as she is quick to follow you out of her childhood room. Her chest tightens. You said you wanted her. You said that you wanted this just like she did. And you did. You desperately wanted her. In every way imaginable. But there were other people you needed to think about. How it would not only affect you but them. Your thoughts were tangled up with everything that just happened along with how it will affect the one other person you cared deeply for. Your best friend. Her brother. It wasnât fair. None of it was. You didnât want to hurt either one of them. You couldnât. You refused to.Â
âStop running and talk to me.â She urgently says as she finally catches up with you and stops your movements. Her grip is tight, but not tight enough to hurt you. Her eyes bore confusion and hurt as you finally turned to look at her. Her lips are still rosy and swollen. Her chest slightly heaving at the thought of you just walking away. Hair still tied up in a messy bun, but disheveled nonetheless. Her jeans hanging loosely off her hips as her baggy shirt wrinkled and bawled up against her waistline. Â
âDonât do this. Donât-â She takes a deep breath as her free hand reaches up to brush hair out of her face. Eyes filled with worry as they flick back up to yours. âDonât go.â She begs. Your heart breaks at her words. Your body runs cold as you reach up to brush her cheek. You donât say anything for a moment as you both just stand there looking at each other. Her eyes get softer by the second as you feel her relax against your hold.
âWhat about Fin?â You softly whisper. Tears welling in your eyes at the thought of this coming between the three of you. You had no idea how he would react. You and Billie. It was one thing to hang out but it was a completely different story to fall in love with his younger sister. âI canât lose him. I canât lose either one of you. This- God this could ruin it all Billie.â You state as the damn breaks free. Your hot tears trailing down your cheeks as your chest heaves in panic. âIâm so sorry. I-I-I canât.â You stutter as you drop your hand. You couldnât win this war in your head. You are a losing battle the longer you stand crumbling in front of the only girl youâve ever loved. Seeing the hurt flash across her eyes as she takes a step towards you only for you to take one back.Â
Shaking your head as your lips quiver, continuing your small steps away from her making your way out of the house not sure where you were headed but you knew you couldnât face either one of them in this state.Â
Open up the door for me, for meâŠ
Billie's leg is nonstop jiggling. It has been four days. Four days since you confessed to each other your feelings for one another. Four days since her heart shattered into pieces watching you walk away from her. Four days since she's heard a word from you. Youâve gone silent. Shutting her and everybody else out. You werenât responding to anyone. Not even Finneas. Her mind and body numb as she stares blankly at the screen. Half listening to what her brother was asking her to do on the newest track they were working on.Â
âHello? Earth to Billie? Are you even listening?â Finneas asks her with a huff. Getting pulled out of her thought spiral she quickly shakes her head and glances up at her brother. Her heart was beating hard against her chest as her mouth went dry. She couldnât take it anymore.Â
âIâm in love with her.â Billie declares. Her face goes white as a ghost as her mouth moves faster than her mind. Finneas shooting her a look. Eyebrows raised in confusion.Â
âI know.â Is all he states as he moves his stare back to the screen. Her breathing stops. Thatâs all heâs gonna say? Normally he hounds her for information. Wanting to get inside her head, making sure that the person she was seeing was actually treating her right and the way that she deserved to be treated. She was his little sister after all.Â
The only sound in the room is the soft clicks of the mouse and keyboard as he aimlessly plays around with the track. âIâve known for a while.â He mutters without taking his eyes off the screen. âI see the way you guys look at each other. I see the way you guys get when you think no one is looking.â He states as he finally looks at her giving up on the task at hand.Â
âYou never said anything?â Billie softly questions as she feels the blush creep up on her cheeks. Fidgeting with the rings that cluttered her fingers in hopes of distracting herself.
âI didnât think it would take as long as it did for you to admit it to yourself. Plus I kinda figured something went down when she left the bbq so quickly the other day.â Finneas spoke as he turned his chair to give her his full attention. His hands reach for hers, stopping her nervous habit.Â
âItâs been days and she wonât talk to me.â She gushes as she fights the tears swelling up. âI fucked it all up Finn. You didnât see the way she looked at me. God I fucked everything up.â She states as her body shakes, finally crumbling into her feelings. Finneas is quick to pull his little sister in a tight hug. Gently cradling her head as he softly rocks the both of them back and forth.Â
âIâm sure thatâs not true. Just give her time.â He says softly comforting her. Letting her get all her emotions out.Â
âI pushed her Finneas. She was so worried about what would happen between us all and I- I fuck, I pushed her.â Billie continues as she falls into his hold.Â
âGo talk to her. Iâm sure you two will be able to figure it out.â He sincerely offers. âAnd if it helps, I was always secretly rooting for the two of you.â He says with a soft chuckle causing her to lift her head from his shoulder looking at him trying to find any dishonesty. Sniffling and wiping her eyes she doesnât find any.Â
âGo, go talk to her.â He urges. Gently pushing her the rest of the way back in her chair. A small smile works its way across her lips as she quickly gathers up her things. âAre you sure?â She asks in a hushed panic taking one last look at her brother over her shoulder. Nodding his head yes as he urges her to the door.Â
Clenching her phone and keys in hand as she canât fight the smile on her face. Giving him one final nod as she rushes to her car. Hoping and praying you give her the chance. Her fingers nervously grip and tap the wheel as she drives to your place. Her ears ringing with how hard her heart was beating against her chest. Playing out all the ways that this could go. All she needed was for you to open the door to her and all the possibilities of how this new chapter for the both of you could go.Â
Please just open up the door.Â
Open up the door for meâŠ
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â THAT [ GIRL ] IS MINE ! ,

᥎êȘ« sum. university still majorly sucks, and spring break is practically over. time to say goodbye to your dadâs best friend, but before you doâyou have a jarring confession to make, and itâs definitely not those three words.
wc. 6.4k
warnings. fem! reader, dad's best friend! toji, age gap (reader is over twenty), booty call, unprotected, size kink, praise, fıngering, cunnılingus (toji eating it from the back), degredation, dumbification, toji's very whipped for you, overstim, squırting.
an. this is the last chapter WOOOOO. thank you to everyone who read dbf! toji. may he return somedayy

girl, are you fucking stupid?
a simple question you couldnât answer as if your life depended on it. if only you knew the deep consequences youâd face by having some careless fun on spring break. oh, but itâs just a one time thing, itâs just a little fling that wonât mean anything once aprilâs over. you continue to keep reminding yourself that every time you were with him. toji fushiguroâyour fatherâs sleazy best friend, the guy who was about eight years older than your twenty-two year old self, the guy who was shameless, the guy who literally fingered you underneath the table during dinner, same said guy who makes you clean off his fingers with your tongue like the good obedient girl you were.
maybe you are fucking stupid,
spring break was coming to its inevitable end, meaning itâd be the end of your little fling with mr. fushiguro. oh and you did get caught, your father knowsâ but letâs not focus on that part, letâs focus on the part on how you were questioning yourself. was this love or just a game? surely it couldnât be love, ew. toji himself said that he canât stand relationships. you yourself was too busy with being a studious university student to even consider a significant other. so⊠what exactly was this peculiar feeling? a good description was a weird stir in your stomach, especially whenever heâs lay his eyes on you. alas, maybe instead of love, the feeling was entirely different.
you know what they say about karma though, it always catches up to you in the long run. oops..?
it was about three thirty in the morning. you were tossing and turning in your sleep. birds could just about be heard outside your window, chirping and chirping away. with an exaggerated sigh, you stare into the beige drywall that coats against your ceiling for a long, long time. no matter how much you tried to delay the inevitableâyou had to get up, you just had to get it off your chest.
you should probably not keep this yourself..
but you pondered deeply at what his reaction might beâ would he feel the same way, or would he hate you and turn a cold eye ⊠?
just thinking about it for such a long duration of a time made your stomach churn. at the same time though, whenever you thought about toji for too long . . that happened. youâd get aroused, having your pretty little panties in a twist.
you still question just how your father and him even met. a guy like toji isnât really a guy youâd stumble across everyday. he mentioned to you on how he was gambling at boat racesâyou believed that, but still, you always did wanna know more about him.
toji was a very private man though, nothing wrong with that.
you couldnât help but be a little curious about the man youâve been screwing with for the past thirteen days now. thirteen days felt more like thirteen long consecutive weeks. like most, your break was supposed to only last five days to a week. it only ended up getting extended because of some kind of altercation at your campus. albeit, you didnât ever want it to end,
but all good things do come to an end, right?
reaching for your phone, you decide to text himâ you didnât exactly expect a reply despite it being so late but still, you unlock your phone before scrolling for his contact..
< 69 Toji Fushiguro đ„ >
Today 3:27 AM
hi toji.
u up?
âą âą âą
Yo
Yea. Just woke up actually. Why?
lol no reason, i canât sleep.
i miss u and i need to tell you smth
Oh?
Fuck I miss ya too, girl.
Come over then. you still got my location?
yeah be there in a bit xx
Read 3:29
locking your phone again, you take a quick thorough six minute shower. toji missed you just as much as you missed himâ itâs been about a day or two or three thatâs passed, of course you two wouldnât be able to see each other every day.
it was mostly every other day. with spring break coming to a crashing depressing end, this would all be the end of your little spring season fling.
damn.
the drive to tojiâs apartment was about maybe nine minutes from you. not exactly far, youâd have him come over to yours but you forgot that your father was literally next door to you. heâs already aware of what was taken place at his own home but again, letâs not focus on that part of the story.
at least not yet.. or ever,
you threw on a simple ample outfit, one of your oversized university hoodies and some leggings. something homely, something comfortable.
the weather was actually pretty decent, a bit humid but not exactly too cold either.
once you arrive at tojiâs surprisingly well kept apartment, he met up with you at the door with that same smug grin. ââŠ.hey,â is all he says, eyes staring down your body for a while. you take the chance to ogle at him too. even with it being the middle of the night, he still looked handsome. with dark black hair of his a bit ruffled, toji had on nothing but obsidian black colored shorts and a white tee. his muscles, you always did feen over his mammoth-like jacked muscles. he was so tonedâ a lot taller than you, the epitome of what a real man was. âhow was the drive? drive okay?â
âit was okay,â you mutter, stepping into his apartment. heâs holding a half empty can of cheap off brand booze, locking the door behind you as you take in the scenery. you feel a bit of butterflies rummage throughout your tummy as he slings an arm around you. it was like each time youâd meet with him again, heâd get more and more affectionate towards you. facing him, you had a cute abashed smile. âyou look sleepy. did i wake you?â
ânah,â he firmly shakes his head, placing his empty can aside. toji takes off the thin coat you wore over your hoodie before hanging it up on the nearby rack for you. âi was âbout âta get ready for work but then ya texted me.â
work.
toji never did tell you what he does for a living.
your eyebrows slightly raise. âwhaâ why? i can wait, just go to work.â
âdollface, really. itâs fine,â he chuckles, his voice a rough low. he leads you towards his bedroom, the bed wasnât made up although it smelled a lot like him in here. a cheap musk of cologne fills through your nose as you sit down on his bed beside him. toji stretches, the veins in his forearms exposing ever so slightly and itâs so hot. âbesides, didnât feel like clockinâ in anyway. still gotta finish my taxes.â
âoh,â you mumble, completely lost in his gaze as he continues to speak. toji notices you staring and he smirks.
playfully, he pokes at your forehead, a teasing flick with two fingers to snap you out of whatever trance you were in. â. . soooooooo,â toji hums in a raspy pitched tone. his fingers that went against your skin was abnormally warm. âwhat did you wanna talk âta me about?â
right, that..
suddenly, you felt your thighs squeeze together. tojiâs staring at you, awaiting for a response and whilst you smother your glossed lips together, you rub the back of your neck. âoh, it can wait. itâs not that important,â damn, if looks could kill, youâd be screwed. dark green irises focus on your lips, then your eyes before back towards your pursed up lips. toji was quite familiar with your awkward body language, you lean up close to him before dragging a finger down his chest. so sensually, âlike i said though, i missed you toji. i go back home tomorrow.â
âyouâre lying, doll,â he whispers, letting your finger run down the middle part of his chest. a few bristles of chest hair pokes through his white tank before he raises a brow. âbut fine,â and he grabs you to sit right on his lap. instinctively, your arms wrap around his broad neck. the closer you got, the more you got a good whiff of him. his cologne was so strong, it made you dizzy. âi missed ya more. and thatâs right, yâer spring breakâs âbout to end,â and you almost moan at feeling his clammy hands squeeze against your thighs. âexcited to go back?â
âno,â you grumble, a grouse hiding underneath your tone. he slyly smiles, a thumb skimming against your skin. âi donât wanna leave yet.â
âwell girl then jusâ stay,â he rolls his eyes, forever a sassy, sassy man. âand, i find it kinda amusing. the whole point of your spring break was to visit your father ân you basically spent it all with me,â and his eyes run down your body, pulling you up close to kiss the outside of your neck. âainât complaininâ though.â
you pout, he had a point. âi canât stay, my campus is like five hours away,â and you moan a bit from the softness of his lips meeting against your tender skin. âmaybe.. you could visit me though.â
âeh. weâll see.â
moments pass before you find yourself making out with toji. it lasts for a good while, ten precise minutes exactly. his hands free-for-all all over your body, the warmth of his hot breath goes against yours. the bitter taste of rich booze lingers on his breath, itâs chemically and it almost burns, yet itâs addictive. tojiâs taste alone was addictive. you moan, feeling him ghost a big hand between your thighs to locate your arising heat. your leggings could only conceal your arousal for so long. his eyes were barely open, half-lidded as another hand travels up your hoodie. stubby fingers of his drag against your skin in such a way that you couldnât help but grind against his lap.
toji grunts, deepening the passionate kissâhis tongue was so sweet, occasionally sucking against yours. perhaps he did miss you more than you missed him. with his head slightly cocked back to a certain angle, you start to hear and feel your own breaths shudder.
everything was going so fast yet slow, he parts his lips a bit further before you feel a hand of his reach all the way down between your legs. after a while of mashing teeth and sucking against tongues together, he pulls away. âyâer still as nasty as i remember. walkinâ around with no fuckinâ panties, huh?â
ânasty for you,â you whine, feeling his rough hands tug all over your body. swiftly, a hand snakes underneath your thighs. he runs a single thumb down your soaked slit and he guffaws. with a sly grin, he leans in to kiss more against your neck. so tender, he knew all the right spots to make you whimper out and squirm. his balmy hot breath resuming to collide against your skin made you bite your lip, an arm still throwing around his neck. âyou donât like me wearing panties anyway.â
âwell yeah,â he sneers, his touch going further against your pre-soaked clit. you were already a bit drenched and he hums. âi steal them from ya regardless. my âlil souvenir. besides, whatâs the point of wearinâ those things when yâer always this fuckinâ soaked.â
you moan, feeling him insert a single finger inside. his fingers were always so thick, stretching you out probably even better than his dick ever could. almost as if your entrance was elastic with how good it stretches. itâs his middle finger, then it sporadically turns into twoâ two thickset fingers prodding inside your slick heat.
you coat his digits so well with your syrupy arousal, he glances at you with a simper as you clamp around them both at once. âyou get more nastier for me every time,â he murmurs, slowly swirling his fingers inside you. youâre clinging onto his neck tightly, feeling that strain in your lungs drag out as you pant. âdrivinâ around this wet, girl i âoughta spank ya.â
âdo it then.â
he glares at you before you gasp. toji lightly shoves you into the bed and you flop down, uttering out a soft âoof.â landing on the sound mounds of your chest, he yanks down your leggings fully before meanly kissing the right cheek of your ass with his palm. âdo it then,â he mocks you, pitching his naturally gruff tone to your own. âshut the fuck up,â and the sting feels good, his fingers were now out of you and again, you pout. clamping around nothing now, you were quite really just arched over his bare knee. âhave ya been touchinâ yâerself lately? tell me.â
âno,â you lie, and that earns another spankâ you moan out, the feeling of his palm was so hot at first touch. quite literally, the sting made you twinge before you grip onto his bulky thighs. âhavenât touched myself, swear.â
âoh bye, donât bullshit me, sweetheart,â toji mutters, and youâre just dangling over his knee.
occasionally, the coolish air against his room would waft right against your skin. âknown ya for a good what, two weeks? i can tell yâer lying,â and the way his voice pitchesâ itâs so rough, gravelly.
the baritone in his voice never fails to make you wet, so deep. you didnât really know a good way to describe tojiâs voice, all you knew was that it was raspy as hell. heavily and utterly raspy to the point where even him whispering against your ear was enough to have you drenched. âdonât like ya touchinâ her when âm not around,â he clicks his tongue, caressing your bare stinging ass. youâre panting, aching for him to just hurry up, to do something. toji cackles, noticing from how impatient you were simply from your body language. âaw. am i talkinâ too much for the pretty girl? you beinâ over my knee not enough to satisfy ya?â
you sigh, wriggling your ass a bit and he spanks it again just to watch the recoil bounce against your skin.
âtâ tojiiii. just fuck me already.â you grumble, you didnât really care how whiny you sounded.
it was late at night and you were horny. that was for sure pretty much all you knew. besides, despite it being about two to three days since you last saw him, yeah.. maybe that wasnât even long of an absenceâ but you did kind of miss toji.
more importantly, you missed his little friend between his legs.
âiâll fuck ya when i wanna,â he gruffs. you whine once he sprawls your legs open a bit more. toji stares at your ass, spreading them to see your sloppy cunt opening for him. a sweet little meet and greet. so wet, youâre still laid over his lap before he leans down. âshh. listen to her,â is all he says. whilst heâs inching his face closer, two exact seconds later you feel tojiâs saliva trickle into your pulsating entrance. oh. he spat on your pussy, he was quite direct with it too. he then gathers a long stringy wad of gossamer-like spit before spitting it right between your swollen folds. you bite your lip hard, forgetting how much of a nasty man he was. âyeah sheâs missed the fuck outta me.â
toji was purely fluent in pussy talk. it was common for him. heâd always refuse to your cunt as âsheâ as if she had a name or something.
no shame, shamelessâ toji brings a thumb towards your clit, rubbing against it just so you could hear the squelches you made yourself.
âyou used a toy, baby?â he hums, sliding his tongue against his lips, against the scar that slants against his skin oh-so-sexily..
ây-yeah,â you whimper, the coldness of his saliva making you shudder within his hold. your breathing became more rapid as you tighten the hold on his legs. âmagic wand. i jusâ wanted to try it.â
âtch⊠magic fuckinâ wand,â he snarls, actually sounding quite offended.
continuing to drag and skim his fat thumb down your slit, you mewl out. youâre effortlessly soaking his single slender digit with such sheeny amounts of your sweet. âbet ya didnât even know what the fuck you were doin.â how long it take âta make you finish?â
youâre panting now, trying to recall your lewd moments with your sweet beloved hitachi, it was expensive too.
you bought it from some shady link online, one of your friends recommended it to you so you shrugged it off, saying why not. besides, you hardly ever have time to play with yourself anyway. even more now that you had toji.
âlike ⊠maybe thirty minutes.â you exhale deeply, the fast paced strokes of his fingers making your eyes almost roll back. so so good, all he was really doing was skimming his fingers against your sopping wet entranceâ barely even doing anything, yet you were still a mess.
toji chuckles, making you get off his lap before laying you face first on the mattress. he grabs your waist, pulling your ass upward to stick out before he gets up close for a nice direct view. âaw. thirty minutes? thirty minutes when it can only take me five with my tongue?â
âf-fuckkk.â you start to babble, his warm breath fanning all against your exposed cunt.
it cools against your skin, sending each nerve that resides inside of your entrance to spiral uncontrollably. toji had you arched all over, arched over like some slut.
to be fair, if the shoe fits you might as well wear it.
âdunno if ya deserve to be eaten out,â he speaks in a low undertone. your dilated pupils roll way back at his simple touch.
he teasingly brings his tongue towards your pussy, itâs retting, sloppily so. toji drags two fingers and you eagerly coat his digits with such salaciously, lewd arousal. âmhm. look at that, fuckinâ drenched. my favorite waterpark,â and he spits against your folds once more before snickering darkly. âjusâ thinkinâ you used those useless hands on this pretty pussy makes me ill.â
oh, youâre about to lose it..
he was stalling, more talking and less eating.
instead, it should have been vice versa.
youâre a mover, writhing in his lap, still hunched over with a cute arch before he spanks your ass.
âlittle girl, cut that shit out,â he grunts and abruptly, you feel the coldness of his flat tongue finally lap against your pussy.
immensely, your mouth forms into an âoâ. if it was anything toji fushiguro knew how to do well, it was that he knew how to eat.
he ate you out like it was the end of the fucking world, as if your pussy was the only food remaining left in stock.
you gnaw on your bottom lip further, gasping once he wastes no time to dig in.
. . slow slow sluuuurps,
he makes sure you hear how wet you were on his mouth. just downright filthy, his tongue lays itself flat before he nibbles all against your throbbing clit.
âo-oh my god, toji, hngh,â youâd babble out in pathetic sweet sobs. with his tongue scrapping against your entrance, creating suction with his mouth had you stupid.
as your maw dramatically drops, heâs eating you from the back. thereâs a concise dull moment where he pauses. with big two rough hands, he spreads your ass open fully. âf-fuuuck.â you moan, feeling him blow his warm breath all against your puffed folds.
from behind, you hear his sexy low titter before he resumesâyet this time, he lolls his pink tongue all the way out, so fucking long..
and as he does, he licks from the very bottom of your cunt until heâs reaching near your puckering holeâ heâs never acknowledged that spot before, your ass.
your eyes widen, a clamoring gasp exits from your lips before he spits against it, lathering his tongue everywhere. he likes it wet, more importantly though, he likes it nasty.
âarch that back more for me, bend girl, bend,â he coos in a muffled toneâ purely speaking with his mouth full. his stubble tickles against your pussy and your back voluntarily moves itself forward. a curve, he found it so appealing,
so . . amusing.
âthere mphm we go baby, good girl. keep that head on the bed. âm fuckinâ starved.â
youâre clinging tight onto one of tojiâs satin covered pillows, feeling his tongue roam everywhere. it knew no bounds. your heart starts to race at a more rapid speed the second he sneakily dips his tongue back into your needy clit.
he passionately sucks against the clitoral hood before using a hand to smack your ass every single time you squirm.
after about probably the nth time of his lewd escapades with his tongue, he starts to prod his calloused fingertips near your entrance once more. his fingers featuring his tongue, oh you were really no match.
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âmhm, bet ya are,â he rasps, a deep chuckle dragging out of his throat.
the way your body responds to him was so cute. âkeep that ass up ân yâer face down,â he orders, earning another vicious smack on the rear from him. youâre moaning, feeling yourself start to spasm. toji occasionally breaks his lips away to kiss near your ankle, your thighs, anywhere but your cunt and he knows how much you hated that.
the teasingâ heâd purposely stop just to move his lips elsewhere, watching you fidget in such obscene anticipation. âdonât fuckinâ cum yet.â
âbutââ
âbut shit. you heard me,â he groans, bringing his mouth back towards between your legs. you whine, feeling him roll out his tongue before slurping up such a good amount of your syrupy taste.
with your toes curling, stomach seizing, you couldnât stop shaking.
so damn good, his buttony nose rubs against your folds and it tickles for a split second. the stimulation has your mind going for a loop, you even slip your hands underneath your sweatshirt just to touch on your sensitive perky nipples. âwait for me. hold it, yeah.â
but of course, you didnât listen,
your body had other plans.
it was inevitable, your orgasm ignored toji anyway, youâre ponderously throbbing.
the pulse between your thighs only grow more briskly before you realize youâre drooling all over his bedsheets.
oh, the feeling felt so delicious, your jaw remains open and you feel so much pressure. so much, his tongue still grazes against your slit before you shriek out, gasping for whatever air was left. it was quick, very very quick.
itâs speed..
itâs tempo was like lightning speedâa bolt that flashes within a blink of an eye, concentric circles steadily building up within your lower abdomen pooling up with heat before it just snaps,
you came.
âo-oh fuck, f-fuuuck, toji,â
suddenly, the room grows quiet. you knew toji didnât like for you to finish earlyâespecially finishing after he tells you to wait, but oh well.
you couldnât help it, and the orgasm he just gave you was so good, mouth watering. with weak legs that could barely stand up itâs on own, you inhale a single sharp breath before youâre flipped over quickly.
âthe fuck did i just tell you?â
âs-sorry,â you giggle, sprawled all on his bed. your eyes immediately meet the gaze of his shorts, they were half on. heâs got a bulge going on, a hard one at that. his black boxers briefly stick out and itâs so attractiveâyou catch a glimpse of his happy trail from his tank top that was pulled up just a bit, exposing a bit of his skin. sharp v-line, slim snatched waist.
slut..
god, he was so jacked. the more you stare at his sculptured body, the more you fantasized about how he could just toss you around theâ
âoh, is somethinâ funny to you?â he utters lowly, and his toneâ he sounds ticked off, heâs barely even raising his tone, projecting it but you still hear the slight rasp to it. you just got even more soaked. âwas gonna let ya ride me but i donât wanna stare at a brat right now.â
âh-huh?â you reply, and then your face was met against the plush mattress again.
you lewdly mewl out a whimper once he spanks your ass, a hand grabbing onto your hip.
âdonât act like ya canât here me, girl. bring that ass up a bit more,â and you gasp, feeling him drag your hips a bit closer towards his slim waist. âyeah.â he breathes, having a gentle yet firm grip on you.
rough coarse fingertips glide up against your own hips as you feel him take a second to align himself. fuck, you missed this.
you missed him.
in the midst of toji already pulling down his shorts and boxersâ he then grabs ahold of his thick cock, giving it a few solid strokes.
he was so hard, leaky tip glistening with pre that he wished he made you lick the top off.
but it was far too late, he just wanted to be inside, just as much as you wanted him inside. the crown of his cock was so fat, even with toji being slow to ease himself inside, heâs still practically splitting you open.
âshit, i missed this,â he grunts in a hoarse tone whilst heâs going inside you.
âf-fuck,â you bawl up the creamy white sheets into your fists.
you almost forgot just how big he was, despite it only being a good three days without feeling him stretch you out.
toji groans, feeling the subtle tightness of your walls adjust to him like alwaysâ it usually lasts a second or two. heâs furthering himself in, already about to bottom out.
heâs already niiice and snug. a perfect fit,
every. single. time.
toji rarely does doggy with you because he prefers staring at your faceâ solely to make fun of your little facial expressions. but whenever you were bent over for him on all fours, it was simply an experience you never wanted to end. âoh fuck m-me,â you croak, feeling him yank harshly against the hood of your hoodie. you bump back against him and thatâs when he unhurriedly starts to create an unkempt, sloppy pace.
it was rhythmic, he starts off slow before strenuously pounding into you.
churning up your sweet savory insides like butter, you clamp around him so good that it makes his abs tense up. âmhm,â he tugs tighter against the fabric that was thrown over you from the torso up. dark eyes of his flicker toward your ass, each time he moves, your ass moves.
in full compatibility, the sheer skin slaps was brutal. your head was spinning like a merri-go-âround, strained inhales pulling your heaving lungs every few milliseconds. â. . girl,â toji groans, and you moan once he gives your ass a spank again for probably the umpteenth time today. his voice, every syllable he drags out in that deep hoarsely voice of his had you so soaked. âfuck back against me, câmon. âs a two way street, baby.â
ây-youâre so fuckinâ big though,â you whine, pawing into the soft cushions of his comforter.
âawww,â he utters in a faux, sympathetic tone.
he leans against you, so close to where heâs basically in prone boneâ no more doggy.
heâs so deep that the tip of his dick prods all against your secluded g-spot. tojiâs hefty weight hovers against your bare ass and you moan melodically. âiâm big, yeah?â and a colossal, veiny hand of his wraps around your throat. gentle, barely any pressure but a good amount to make you whine again. âbut yâer doinâ so good, was jusâ about to praise you but you donât want praises, huh,â and youâre falling in love time and time again with his sensual yet reckless rhythm. the way the bed rocks and shakes in harmony, youâre at a lost of words.
speechless, breathless, every -less word by this point.
he was hitting you so deep, every angle.
so thorough,
his hips were sharpâ your moans grow louder the moment he gets right up against you, a hand gripping into your hair rigidly. mercilessly, a hand lightly digs into your scalp as heâs holding your head up. tojiâs damn near balls deep now, making sure you feel every consecutive thrust. âsome nerve, textinâ me at three am just to fuck this sloppy cunt,â and his hot breath fans against your neck. you whine once you feel his tongue slide against your sensitive collarbone. so deepâyou were sure heâs just jackhammering his cock into you by this point. each movement was pivotal, he was precise with the way his hips snapped against you. whiplash got you good, youâre currently just a babbling mess listening to his crude words. âbut i bet âs more than that, yeah? you wanted to tell me somethinâ so just tell me.â
ân-not yet,â a sweet moan dies out your throat.
toji rolls his eyesâ this girl, heâs thinking in his head. you were testing his patience, a stubborn little thing. one of the many things heâs liked about you. âfuck, h-harder toji. harder.â
âsloooow? i can do slow,â he replies in a deriding tone, and his deep thrusts turn into satirical unserious, slow pumps. you whine, he lets go of your hair and you just plop down on your chest. he knew what you wanted, he knew how you liked to be fucked, and yet he was just being a tease.
toji fucking fushiguro for you.
heâs always been rough with you, treating you like nothing more than a mere rag doll at times. thereâs been sweet affectionate moments too, rarely, but it has its moments.
tojiâs infatuation with you only grows, the more he spends time with you the more he even starts to question himself.
youâve got him whipped.. precisely with your pussy, yes, but whipped in another way completely. he didnât know how to describe it, mainly because it was nothing to describe,
indescribable.
he couldnât put anything to wordsâespecially whenever he was deep in your guts, mashing your cunt around with his cock like homemade dough. kneading it with his tip,
stretch, mold, ply, repeat..
heâs doing all that with his dick. he sucks his teeth, a tsk escapes from his mouth before he spanks your assâ bringing you right back to reality.
âfuckinâ gonna milk the shit out of me,â he groans, his hips all sloppy and vigorous.
tojiâs so close to you that by now, he brings a foot up to press against the back of your neck. you gasp, really feeling just how deep he was inside your cunt.
the wool of his sock presses against your neck as your face was smushed against the satiny sheets. âmhm, thatâs it girl, take it. take that shit. milk my fuckinâ cock, fuuuck.â
his groans get louder, youâre so wet itâs ludicrously sloshing against him and youâre all doe-eyed and dumb.
emphasis on dumb, not a single thought was embedded into your brain.
as his hips keenly buck against you, youâre breathing shallowly, trying to keep a good momentum against him before you whine.
you were close again, yet this timeâ something else was approaching,
something more . . provocative.
your legs shake and shake, your jaw aches from how much your teeth is shattering amongst each other before you feel him grab onto your wrist.
he pins it behind your back whilst heâs still fucking you raw.
broad, clammy hands of his roam down your voluptuous body, taking in to snag a feel of your curves, your pretty physique, everything..
beads of sweat droplets start to race down the sides of tojiâs naturally dark browsâ he huffs and puffs, the girth of his dick only stretching out inside of you even further.
youâre a babbling mess, the arch in your back was so cute that it makes him throb. you feel the throb that lingers from his dick, it pulsates at such a meteoric pace that it has you pulsing in response.
âwhere do ya want it,â he grumbles with a soft vexing pout on his lips. toji was trying his best to maintain composureâbut he was flustered, the more he leers down your back, down your pretty structured spine, the more heâs starting to adapt this unexplainable feeling. âbest fuckinâ tell mââ
âinside,â you purr out, your voice all strained and a raucous from the immense amounts of moans that left your throat. âi-inside, wanna feel you again, ân again, âagain..â
toji snickers, swiping a tongue against his lips before he slows himself down for you to adjust.
youâre preparing to finish with himâ he coos right up against your ear, sticking two fingers in your mouth. âfinish with me, princess. âm givinâ you this one chance,â and he deepens his voice all the way down, balls so deep inside that you feel a faint gape stretch you whole.
youâre compressing him down tight with your gummy walls before you feel the slimy friction of pure sweat sticking against your own skin. âyou gonna be a good girl ân cum on my cock? or a bad girl whoâs not even listeninâ to a damn thing âm saying.. ?â
âc-cum, toji, mphm,â you choke out a sweet desperate wail, feeling one of his bulky arms wrap around your torso. âwanna cum.â
as you spoke, your words were merely muffled from his thick digits shoving inside of your sloppy, needy mouth. his warmth, once it skids against your skin, it never ever leaves.
you think youâre about to cum but instead, you gush out.
violently, electricity courses through your veins. vibration after vibration pulses throughout your body and youâre hysterical,
itâs so abrupt, so intense..
youâre squirting, coating his dick with your honeydew arousal from the base down.
he chuckles at your bodyâs initial response, how youâre finding it impossible to stay still. youâre clenching around his shaft still, mouth all open, eyes wide as big as restaurant saucers.
swooning, youâre swooning from his length and thatâs when you whimper once he groans right in your ear.
the raspiness, itâs got you drenchedâ drenched like a faucet, the sensation was beyond pleasurable.
toji ends up following seconds after, it hits him harder. like a truck, it comes at full speed before youâre met with such absurd milky ropes of his seed. it shoots out quick, but itâs thick. you get quiet, hearing the sloshing spurts trickle its way inside of you. âf-fuck,â he stutters, a shaky breath following as he slides his fingers out of your mouth. a trailing glimmering cobweb of your own spit drags from his two fingers as heâs dumping knots and knots of cum into your sweet, starving cunt. âsaved so much fâr you, feel it deep ân yâer womb, doll?â
ây-yes.â you swallow, a multitude of moans emit from you before he slowly pulls out.
oh, the sight of it all. one of tojiâs favorite parts was to simply gawk at the mess he created, taking in the mess he made you.
a messy girl.
the messiest, your chest feels tight and youâre heaving.
he licks his lips, staring at your ass with hazy eyes. his own cum oozes out of your hole and he just wants to lick it, plug it back into you and give you another thick load.
thatâll come soon enoughâ as much as he had stamina equivalent to a near stallion, he needed a little break. his chest felt like it was about to explode.
âfuck,â he collapses against his side of the bed, reaching towards his thigh to scratch it.
as if on instinct, you crawl towards him, an arm wraps around you and he pulls you closer. your head presses against his chest. you hear his rapid heart beat and he murmurs out a husky, âgood girl,â and he leans in to kiss the crown of your head. âgimme a minute though. âm not as young as i used to be, yâknow.â
you giggle, a simper stretching across your face as the time passes.
instantaneously, it gets quiet for a moment before you suddenly remember why you even came here . . for one last time.
âtoji,â you utter, attempting to catch your breath.
you were still heaving with lungs full of build up oxygen, panting a bit before he glances down at you with that unreadable, naturally stern expression.
a hand of yours strums down his pecs seductively, playing with the curly chest hair that remains stuck against his skin. âiâll um . . tell you what i wanted to say earlier.â
âlet me go first.â
with your eyebrows slightly furrowing, you glance up at him and he stares up at the ceiling before back at you. âabout a week back, at yâer dadâs place, i told ya i loved you,â and his breath hitches for a momentâ even saying something as sentimental as that made him cringe.
you figure he was being serious though because his sudden eye contact never left yours. âyou never gave me an answer back.â
â. . . oh,â you sheepishly say, remembering the exact encounter he was referring to. you then lean up to toji, gingerly planting your lips against the right side of his mouth where his tender scar resides. âyou didnât hear me? i said i love you too, toji.â
his chest feels all warm and mushy, you love him?
âyou do?â he replies, being taken aback. this entire situation was messy as is, but again, they do say the heart knows what it wants.
you nod, repeating yourself before pulling him into a quick three second kiss. âi love you, toji.â
. . .
. . . is what he thought you was gonna say.
far from it actually, youâre sat in the passenger seat of tojiâs car before you lightly tap him on the shoulder. heâs parked, slouched back against his seat before he snaps out of his erotic phantasm. he was dropping you off back home,
oh right.
home.
âtoji? did you even hear a word i just said?â
âhuh? yeah, you said you loved me too.â
âno ⊠i didnât. what?â you scrunch up your face, the most perplexed expression of all.
that was nothing you said, with a sheepish expression, you mutter out the words heâd never thought heâd hear you say. âtoji, i said iâm pregnant.â
. .
happy spring fucking break.

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plushies and pouts â riki nishimura
â non-idol! boyfriend! riki x fem! reader â summary: that one time that riki punched your plushie and you got mad at him. â genre: fluff!! riki has beef with your plushies #loser â warning(s)? n/a!! â word count: 1.2k â can't get bf! riki outta my head good lord
"Look, Babe, I'm sorryâ"
The silence was piercing. You didn't even spare him a glance, only ignoring Riki as you quietly snuggled up into your pillows (and not him, who was laying mere inches away from you).
Riki wet his lips.Â
"I didn't mean to," he continued, reaching for your hand. You shot him a glare and jerked your hand away before he could even touch you.Â
"Don't say that to me," you snapped, your tone harsh and cold. "Say that to the person you hurt."
With that, you turned back to your phone, scrolling away and ignoring your boyfriend, you lips painted with a small pout.
Riki sighed.
Just minutes ago, the two of you were all over each other, lips connected as you hungrily kissed each other.Â
Today was supposed to be one of your lazy days spent with Riki. The moment that Riki texted you that he was here, you pounced on him, crashing your lips against his almost immediately. He loved it when your fingers tangled in his hair, pulling it gently as your plush lips pressed soft kisses along his jaw.
Riki hadn't seen you in a week or two, courtesy of grueling schoolwork.Â
How was he supposed to stop himself from getting too eager?
Riki eyed the Strawberry Rilakkuma (aptly named Kkumi) plush strewn across the floor, its round body faced down.
You had two policies for Riki when it came to hanging out in your room.
Policy #1: Respect all your plushies. That means to not hit them, to not call them mean names, and to treat them with kindness.Â
Policy #2: If you and Riki were going to do anything on your bed, whether it be making out or cuddling, you had to turn every plushie around so that they wouldnât have to watch. According to you, you and Riki were your plushiesâ parents, so it would be traumatizing for them to watch you and him make out.
Listen, Riki usually followed your rules perfectly. He treated all of your plushies with kindness.
But with his hoodie draped over your shoulders, with the way that your perfume was filling all his senses as you pulled his hair, with the way that you were all pressed up against him giggling into his ear while pressing sticky kisses against his neckâ How could you expect him to stop all of a sudden just so that he can cover your Rilakkuma plushâs eyes?
"Rikiâ" you had murmured against his lips, your hands sliding down to his shoulders to give them a squeeze, "Riki, waitâ"
He had ignored you, only gripping your waist to pull you even closer.Â
"Riâ"
Riki cut you off with his lips, relishing in the way you let out a squeak. You melted at his touch, rendered completely helpless, something that made him grin against your lips.
And just as he thought he successfully shut you up, you swiftly pulled away from him. You were breathless, your pupils blown out yet filled with desperation.Â
"Kkumi's watching," you breathed, swiping your tongue over your bottom lip as if that didn't make Riki's stomach do flips. Who was Kkumi again? Oh, it was your Strawberry Rilakkuma plush.
Riki clutched your chin, leaning in to kiss you, but you pushed him away.Â
"Kkumi is a plushie," Riki rasped, bringing up his large hand to cup your cheek. "He can't see a damn thing."
"Kkumi is our child," you furrowed your brows, poking him in the chest. "Imagine if you saw your parents making out."
Riki shrugged.
The next moments were a blur.
Riki reached across your lap and grabbed Kkumi the Strawberry Rilakkuma plush. With one hand, he threw the plushie into the air, and with the other, he smacked it down to the floor, sending the plushie across the room.Â
A shrill scream ripped from your throat as you watched in horror, your beloved Rilakkuma plushie wallowing on the floor below you.Â
"Riki, how could you?!" you immediately jumped to your feet, picking Kkumi off the floor and cradling his poor face against your chest.Â
"He's a stupid plush," Riki murmured, frowning when you shot him an offended look.
You scoffed. "He's not stupid!"
"He is."
And that's how Riki found himself you-less, all cold now that you were ignoring him.
Fine, maybe he went too far throwing and punching your plushie, and maybe he shouldn't have called it stupid, but it simply wasn't fair! Your plushies got to see you everyday and sleep with you every night, and he didn't.
He glanced at Kkumi the Strawberry Rilakkuma, his eyes hardening at the darn thing. Was he seriously going to apologize to it?
Riki's eyes flickered over to you, the upset pout on your lips. Oh, how much he wanted to kiss them right now. You'd whine and push him away, but Riki knew that you'd melt. Still, he knew you were serious. You took every and all matters related to your plushies very seriously.
Riki sighed. Making sure that you were looking, he got up to his feet, stalking over to Kkumi on the floor. He grabbed the plush's face and held it by the ears, taking a good look at its fabric face.
"I'm sorry," Riki said through gritted teeth, (not-so-)sneakily peeking to see if you were watching. "I'm sorry for hitting you and calling you stupid, Kkumi."
He waited a few seconds. Surely you'd let him kiss you again after this, right?
"Kiss his forehead," you ordered, your arms crossed over your chest.
"W-What?"
"You heard me," you rolled your eyes. "You've been a bad father. That's your child there."
Riki stared at you incredulously. You only stared back with a quirked brow, almost as if you were testing him. Riki sighed once more.
The things that he did for you.
Riki brought the bear's forehead to his lips, pressing a kiss to it. Riki could hear your judgy eyes, so he took it a step further.Â
Awkwardly petting the plush's head, Riki robotically, though gently, said, "I'm sorry for being a bad father. I'll do better in the future."
Riki whipped his head over to you for approval. You narrowed your eyes quizzically, before you took in a deep breath.
"Do you forgive meâ"
"Fine," you muttered, opening your arms. "I forgive yâ Ack!"
The moment that those words came out of your lips, Riki jumped on you, nuzzling his face into your neck.
"I missed you," he murmured against your skin.Â
"It's been ten minutes," you flicked his forehead gently, though your hands took their place in his hair.
"Well, it was the worst ten minutes of my life."
You didn't say anything else, so Riki took that as a sign to snuggle up even further against you, his large body draping over you. You were so warm, and soft, and comforting, Riki couldn't imagine living another moment not close to you. He felt so calm. Maybe it wouldn't hurt if he just closed his eyes a little bit, after all, you were with him, engulfing him with your warmth.
Slowly, Riki drifted off, with nothing but the image of you in his head.
(Though, a few hours later, when the both of you woke up, you went to grab a glass of water for the both of you. Riki made sure that you were nowhere to be seen as he raised his fist towards the many plushies lining your bed, punching them square in the face. Sorry, he loved you, but his beef with your plushies would be endless.)
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