#dependent on others! I'm trying to interact more with people here and in the discord- that was an issue I had on the old blogs too)

[askrendog]

Hey there! I’m reading through your Rendog Notes doc, and I just wanted to say a couple things

Wow! The amount of layers you put in your writing! I can only imagine what your outline must look like for this blog!

You reference The Song of Achilles and briefly talk about not liking how the characters are written, I was wondering if you could expand on that (I just love the book and would love to hear more)

I would love to hear about both your actor au and your apocalyptic au!!!

Oh my god nonny i want you so bad

So! Fun fact! That originally was my planning doc! But then I began live reacting and talking about my fics, and Ren's character kinda kept being mischaracterized, so I was like, "I should make this public." And, honestly, my current "Planning doc" is just two checklists and a character check-in!

This is literally the entire doc (So very different from the current 11k words on the notes doc). I found out that it's kinda hard to have a set outline for an askblog, I need to be able to have a flexible timeline based on what other characters or what anons say. I will make a set outline for each fic the moment I sit down and start writing them, but even those get changed a LOT based on what is happening and who is saying what to Ren! tbh thought about blurring some stuff but ehhh heres hints on how to sway his story guys pspsps you decide what happens!!! improv me!!!!

Putting stuff out of order cause my Song of Achilles rant went on so longgg its at the end under an undercut

So my aus! Aahhh i love...I love writing with my good pal, we often write together.... One of our shared aus is our Actor au, Rendoc exists and they're happy i think its actually been a while since i reread actor au....

Zombie Apocalypse au you can find on ao3! Ren is NOT a big character, he's included in an oneshot that happens before the main fic and thats about it (I will say, I do have a half-written oneshot that features more Ren for that au!)

I said this part in the notes, but my dislike for TSOA is mostly the character portrayals! I'm gonna literally just... copy paste from my essay i wrote about this and just make it less words

Patroclus in The Song of Achilles is so different than his original character. He’s softer, more insecure about himself, and Miller takes away the fact that he was a warrior. He isn’t good at fighting when he’s shown training with other boys, and when he’s fighting in the Trojan War, he goes to one battle that he’s required to go where he stands around in fear, “It was a measure of my dullness, my dizziness, that it took me until midafternoon to see that this was Achilles’ doing. His gaze was on me always, preternaturally sensing the moment when a soldier’s eyes widen at the easy target I presented. Before the man drew another breath, he would cut him down.” (Miller 239). Here, Patroclus can’t fight, and therefore he needs Achilles to protect him. When he’s forced to go to this battle, he can’t defend himself, so Achilles is always watching him, striking down anyone who notices how much of an easy target Patroclus makes. Patroclus was a warrior. He fought in the war, he killed and he pillaged, he had no problem with doing so in writing from ancient Greece, but in The Song of Achilles, he’s weak and seems opposed to fighting.

Inherently making Patroclus fall into a trope of a frail and weak "Bottom" who needs a stronger man to protect him

Achilles is everything Patroclus is not; he’s confident, he’s a good son, his father loves and is proud of him, he’s a good fighter, and Patroclus is painfully aware of that in the novel. Achilles is softer in The Song of Achilles than he is in the Iliad, and when the Greek soldiers kidnap Briseis from her home as a trophy, Achilles only takes her as his prize because Patroclus tells him to. Achilles has no interest in her, “She flinched as if expecting a blow. I saw the fear in her eyes, of rape and worse. I could not bare it.” (Miller 228). In Miller’s process of making Achilles softer, she wrote out the assault of Brieses. She was a trophy and ended up as Achilles’ bed slave, which was against her will.

I'm gonna say this here too: I have read TSOA multiple times! My copy is annotated front to back! I dislike the character portrayals, but that does NOT make Miller a bad writer! In fact, I reference TSOA multiple times in so many of my writings, but this blog and outside, if I could experience reading this book again, I'd love to! But it is not above criticism either!

[sulphuricgrin]

People who read fanfics but don't interact with it, here's a harsh reminder:

Comment.

Comment like the fanfic's life depends on it, because it likely does.

The author behind it is writing this for fun, writing this to share with others, for free. Don't bother saying "Oh, they write it for themselves." No, not really.

Art is meant to be shared and enjoyed and discussed.

Comments are motivation for an author to keep going. Comments tell an author someone is enjoying their work.

Comments mean more than kudos! Kudos can only be given once and could be given early when a fic is young. But if people are reading but not commenting on later chapters, an author has no idea if anyone is enjoying or even reading their recent updates! They might think people have lost interest! An author might give up if not given a reminder that at least someone is reading and loving it.

"But I don't know what to comment!"

Easy! You've got several different styles to try! Mix and match if you want.

The simplest and quickest: Thanking the author for the update or maybe even just a 💚.

Screaming: Caps and chaos, scream at the author all your thoughts. I assure you, authors love seeing this:

“NOOOOO 😭😭😭 WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME??? ajdkskfjskfj”

You can even go further and write line by line as you 'live react' to the chapter/fic:

“Okay the opening is already killing me.” “OH MY GOD THEY FINALLY KISSED!!!” “WHY WOULD YOU END IT THERE???”

Quote: Pick out a quote from your favourite part and make a comment around it. Was it a good line? Did you really like what happened?

My favourite line is "she had more money than sense sometimes, but she’d hardly cry over this." It's a small one but I love how it conveys his attitude towards her mixed with his desire.

Hype: Maybe you don't have much to say, but just announcing your love is enough!

"I'm obsessed with this fic." or “frantically mashing the kudos button again and again"

Speculate: Guess what might be coming next!

"i wonder why lilli would rather Elikar take her and Cinnara 👀 👀"

Analyse: Offer thoughtful commentary on themes, motivates, foreshadowing, or symbolism. An author would be thrilled to see all the little details they might have written are being picked up!

"Her mentioning the magic being different somehow seems to imply she's already dimly aware of the sea's connection to Apocrypha, maybe?"

Just remember one crucial rule: Don't offer criticism unless you know each other and you've been asked.

Now go! Go support some of your favourite fanfics and authors! Show the love, and don't hide it behind discord servers!

[some-stars]

i was about to reblog this post with some thoughts, and then reblogs got turned off so i will just put them here instead:

it's not that i disagree with any of the sentiment in this post--while i personally have been very lucky to get plenty of nice comments, it's definitely eerily quiet and sometimes weirdly hostile out there for most people, much more than it used to be. but i just don't think posts like this are effective, and honestly i don't think that "number of comments from strangers" is what's really missing. what people are missing is the community that fandom/fanfic used to have, and the way you get that is by making it. you gotta make fandom friends who are excited for your thoughts and your stories, and you gotta get excited about their stuff, and you gotta spend hours on discord and/or in the group chat bouncing ideas off each other and just, get invested in each other as fans and as writers. (and hopefully also as people you'll still be friends with a decade from now!)

like i'm never ever going to turn down a nice comment on ao3, it's always wonderful! when someone quotes the parts they liked best it absolutely makes my day! but what i need, what actually fuels me, is the attention and interest from the 2-5 people i actually write all my fics for, because they loved the idea and i know they can't wait to read it and will scream at me at length once they do. relationships are always going to motivate and reward you better than fans, and fortunately relationships are the one of those two things that you have some control over!

so how do you build those relationships? start by commenting on fics you love on ao3, and especially leave longer, detailed comments. follow the author and reblog their fics on tumblr and add some thoughts about why you loved them. if the author engages with you when you do either of those things, keep doing it. maybe they'll follow you back, and once you've had a few mutuals-type interactions on the dashboard try sending them a DM asking if they want to chat about [fandom/character/pairing]; maybe briefly mention an idea/WIP you have that you're looking to bounce around with someone. i know if you have social anxiety this all sounds like horrible cruel lies but i SWEAR, this approach has never once failed me.

and i know that this advice probably sounds like disingenuous bullshit coming from someone who usually gets a lot of comments. all i can say is that i've been writing fanfic for 25 years and until 2020, i hardly ever pulled the kind of numbers i do now, and i genuinely did not care because i always had at least a couple friends to talk to about my ideas and listen to their ideas and get excited together. build relationships that feed you with other fans/writers, it's so much more rewarding and reliable than hoping strangers will be nice to you.

(and i'm not saying they shouldn't be nice to you! people SHOULD comment more! OP is completely correct! but you can't hand over control of your emotions about a hobby you love to random strangers on the internet and just hope they'll do the right thing. that is not a recipe for happiness.)

(also all of the above is in regard to people not leaving comments. the issue of people leaving asshole comments criticizing your work or demanding more without even bothering to say something nice first is related but separate, and the way to deal with those people is to either publicly shame them or bitch about them in the group chat and delete their comments, depending on your energy levels.)

[purpledemonlillyposting]

Can't blame anyone for making alts or being on anon. I've sent a few asks your way but there's no way I'm ever showing up in the notes for any posts around this mess. I want to attend the circus, but I don't want any of the clowns following me home. And Sai has kind of made an environment where she encourages her clowns to do just that. (and they also conspire that every single detractor is the same 3 people in a trench coat when it's in all likelihood just... random bystanders throwing their hats in)

I'm willing to bet there's quite a few people hovering around and not interacting on all sides, since there's just. So many people showing up in everyone's inboxes to fling shit. I'm tempted to say people are encouraging that behavior. Really can't blame anyone who sees that and doesn't want that themselves. And I imagine it's quite easy to get swept up in it too, mob mentality and all that.

It is a little funny whenever someone tries to pull a gatcha and say whatever blog owner is sending self asks/gets no notes/whatever because it feels like they just... Ran out of arguments? And if they try to bait out any particular anon, well. There's no reason for the anon to respond. To use my circus analogy again, if one of the clowns starts yelling for me to show myself but they don't know who I am I'm going to keep my mouth shut, they may as well be yelling at ghosts.

Anyways, away from that topic, I do appreciate that for things I send your way you tend to break character for them. I get that it's an easy way to strike nerves (and boy do people show off that it got to them in some way by responding. To anyone who types a "who cares" kind of thing in a comment section you just showed that you do. You cared enough to comment. Now everyone knows you got mad) But I almost wish you did the more thoughtful ones more instead of the in character ones since a lot of people probably blocked your account on grounds of it being a troll (heck, I almost did at first too when you first cropped up) But... Well I get the feeling most those people probably wouldn't have been swayed if you did, anyways.

I will say, for other anons, please provide a source for any claims you make! Evidence is very important, especially so people can see it for themselves and make their own opinions instead of taking word of mouth. Seeing where something came from is also important for keeping the story of what happened clear, and so people don't repeat any half remembered or bad faith and reworded accounts. Full context is also important, though for the other side, sometimes the full context is still not enough to excuse weirdo behavior.

100%. Stay out of the notes and reblogs and keep anon on, don't invite any unhinged crazies from any side over to you. That's the smart thing to do, is keep some personal distance from all the wacko clown show.

and she SURE DOES all you gotta do is breathe her name and her die-hard simps are breathing down your neck while you just get the fire-hose to spray at them down

lmao oh yeah they been tossing out like only two or three names about me and like fucking dumbasses there are more than that who find you all the most piss-shit annoying and stupid hypocritical fucks grow some originality 😂😂😂

it's 100% encouraged, beta-sigh herself has gone on record on stream AND in her simp discord encouraging the witch hunts. they're literally all desperate for drama and mobbing others

tbh whether im in character or not depends. and idrc that people blocked me first, they were never gonna listen to any sort of reason anyways. they're too lost in the sauce. and thats just the thing, aint no one here actually wants to change their mind. nothing anyone says on a shitty blog will actually make them read and self-reflect. sometimes all you can to is honk a horn directly into their clownish faces. 🤣🤣

I dont debate anyone here. there is no point. the pissbaby crying "debate me!" doesnt want a debate. they want a platform to whinge about what they want to believe is right.

so I say fuck 'em, OOGABOOGABOOGA YOUR MOM IS A DEBATE!!!1!!!11! 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

[marimayscarlett]

We're all so quick to reblog these posts about keeping fandom spaces alive, but look at the Rammstein fandom, look at it! 😭 It's getting quiet and nobody wants to admit it. 😓 Everyone is just quietly lurking or waiting for someone else to do something and it's heartbreaking!Same cycle, different fandom. 😣 We say we care, but we don't engage, we don't reblog, we don't hype each other up anymore! Some just resort to like posts as if they were on instagram! No reblogs! Some blogs that used to be so active just vanished! Where are they? 😭 We need to actually show up if we don't want this space to disappear like so many others! Thank god at least you and some other blogs still post content! 😭 I'm not aa creator, but I try to reblog everything with commentary, but it's getting increasingly frustrating because I'm screaming into the void😭😭😭

Hi 👋🏻

I guess this is in regards to this post.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts on this. I suppose it depends on how you look at the matter. Allow me to describe my impression:

I entered this fandom on here in 2015 and spent some time here. It was admittedly very lively, very open — lots of people reblogged things with their thoughts added in the caption (which admittedly isn’t as common anymore, at least from what I’ve noticed). There was a lot of joy and excitement when Rammstein in Amerika and Rammstein in Paris came to theatres.

And after I came back to Tumblr, I witnessed the same excitement for the tours in the last two years! Which isn’t surprising, considering the tons of new concert material we got in the form of official reels and pictures, as well as the vast amount of fan videos (which was absolutely not a given during the festival tours, mind you).

I’m not sure I share the view of the Rammstein fandom as stated in that ask, but I do understand the feeling of looking back wistfully and yearning for more excitement, joy, and togetherness. Surely, the activity on here isn’t as high as during the tours, but I think that’s only natural.

Let’s not forget that there are various reasons for reduced activity:

– No new material: no tour or other events this year, so there’s not much new apart from a few selfies of the band members. Reblogging and posting older content is always nice and plays into the bittersweet emotion of nostalgia, but even I can’t spend my whole day on it.

– Real life happens! Plus there are different focus points in life. The members of this fandom don’t only exist on this little platform. They have family, work, responsibilities, friends, worries, and things to deal with, as well as offline hobbies and other fandoms they’re part of — which is a good thing! There’s a risk of becoming too absorbed in one thing when there’s no variety. I can only speak for myself, but I also find joy outside of Rammstein in other areas of interest. Which is nice, life’s too short to miss out on all the fascinating topics this world has to offer.

– Other fan spaces: Instagram seems to have a considerably large Rammstein fandom, and there’s a fairly active (I think) Discord server for this fandom here as well. Some people just need a change of pace when it comes to platforms sometimes.

And yet — we’re still here. We have wonderful and incredibly skilled artists who spoil us with beautiful Rammstein art. We have very talented and creative fanfic authors among us who bring the band to life in various scenarios. We have diligent gif-makers who pick out funny and striking moments for us to stare at endlessly.

As someone without an ounce (!) of creativity in my body, I deeply appreciate all of them, as well as every single person in this fandom. Every like, reblog, and written thought — whether it’s opinions or thirst — contributes to keeping this fandom alive. 🤍

It’s always good to encourage more engagement — I totally get you! But I don’t think this fandom is in any danger of dying out anytime soon. At least from the blogs I interact with and based on my dash, there's quite a lot of activity happening. Maybe not as much as there used to; yet perhaps it will be more if we get new content ✨

[ivanwm-05]

The Thousand Of Us

Genre: Superpowers/Post-Apocalyptic/ Sci-fi

Story plot:

Your story begins at what everyone largely saw as the end of the world. There was a bright flash that illuminated the night sky so brightly, it was identical to day as thousands of missiles in a last-ditch effort to save mankind collided with a ginormous asteroid entering our atmosphere.

You wake up two years later and find out that the crisis was averted, but a new crisis of similar proportions was created. The asteroid was carrying a never-before-seen element, mixed with the radiation that bathed the earth. It created a chain of genetic mutations that wiped out nearly the entire population of the planet and put every other living being in hibernation for two years.

For starters all adults are dead, only a thousand people 18 years of age and below around the globe survived, and the thousand of you that survived, wake up to discover that you each now have unique powers. The only problem is that you’re not the only ones that same phenomenon gave powers, also mutated every other living organism on the planet to varying degrees and they were also in hibernation for as long as you are, so they have about 2 years worth of hunger to satiate.

Would you focus on Survival and Rebuilding? or would you try to Unite or Conquer other groups of teenagers to form a more powerful force against the threats you face? Would you try to Find a Cure or Solution by striving to find a way to reverse the mutations in animals and restore the planet to its former state? or would you struggle in Navigating Moral Choices? You could Uncover Hidden Powers or struggle to Establish a Safe Haven for you and your group.

Features:

Play as Male/Female/non-binary and customize your appearance and personality.

You can select one out of a long list of abilities, ranging from just flight to insane regenerative abilities to even earth-shaking strength or even necromancy.

Struggle to stay alive as you do not just have to watch out for mutated plants, animals, and even crazy weather conditions, but also have to watch out for other humans who seek to conquer and lead the rest of the survivors with their terrifying abilities.

You get to choose your MC’s demeanor and how you react to situations. You can be cold and calculative or you could be shy and reserved.

Most involved characters are up to 18 & older including the MC.

Hidden pathways will be made available based on certain choices made within the book that will reveal new endings and shape the LIs future just try to explore this new world.

There might be some explicit scenes but if there are you’ll have the option to fade to black. Mild gore might be unavoidable and there would definitely (depending on your choices though) be death scenes.

Every different power is a different route to explore.

Romantic Interest:

I’m gonna try to make this relatable so no definite number yet but nearly every person you encounter, depending on your interaction and relationship with them can be romanced by your MC.

MC can romance male/female/non-binary characters.

I would also create LIs that exist outside of the MC to showcase that the MC’s involvement in their life created a change within them.

Polyamory possible.

Also ace/aro routes possible.

Current Word count: 202,095 (without code) and 1,187,537 (with code)

😂Code is pretty beefed up because I want to branch this out as much as possible so you have the liberty to make whatever choice you desire and live with the consequences.

To play the demo, go here: Play Demo 

To join the discussion at the forum: Forum

This is the link to the New Patreon: NEW Patron

You could also buy me a coffee: Coffee

This is the link to the new Discord server: Discord

Patreons get releases ahead of the public and also I'm starting the side stories soon and they get to vote for the characters that I release first.

Any and all feedback and suggestions would be appreciated.

Note: no current notes.

[tasaren]

I have finally fleshed out a little bit of a description for Adara for my pinned message! It's obviously still a work in progress, but it's better than having nothing at all right?

Character Bio and LFRP (Hiatus)

Name: Adara Luminaria (Took on a different last name when she left the clan) Nickname(s): None yet Age: 25+ Gender: Female Sexual Orientation: Pansexual Race: Xaela Au'ra Relationship Status: Single Height: 146cm Jobs: Dancer, Black Mage, Viper

Hobbies: Weaving, Cooking, Botany, and Fishing Likes: Rain, Being warm, Hunting, Taking care of others, Painting/Drawing, Music, and Dancing Dislikes: Pushy people, Loud and sudden noises, When people use her head as an arm rest

Backstory: Adara was born and raised in the Azim Steppe. She loved her tribe and her family dearly. Her parents passed on during a skirmish with another clan and that left her clan to be absorbed by the rival clan when the rest surrendered. Her older sister got along with the new ways of life quickly, always more adaptable than Adara when it counted. Things were fine for a time, until her sister was slain in a freak stampede while leaving the market. Distraught, Adara became a shell of her former self and started withdrawing from the few people she had finally started to become comfortable with. Her breaking point came after a particularly bad nightmare and she packed up her things to leave that same night. She traveled for a time and learned along the way while picking up odd jobs here and there. People seemed to like that she was self-sufficient and had a ruthlessness about her that many others lacked. Eventually she made her way to Ul'dah and settled down under a different last name to cut ties with her old clan.

My Rules:

No hateful behavior will be tolerated. This is including (but not limited to) transphobia, anti LGBTQ+ speech, racism, ableism, etc.

You must be 21+ to RP with me! You AND the character both must be over the age of 21. I will not interact with minors IC or OOC.

I would prefer to keep IC and OOC separate. If issues come up I expect you to be honest with me and communicate. If I'm made to feel uncomfortable at any time I will cease interaction.

Romance/ERP are with high-chemistry only. The ERP must be plot relevant. Don't seek out interaction with me just to ERP. I prefer to grow things organically before moving in that direction.

I am new to RP in ffxiv but i'm not new to RP in general as I have been doing it for many years. I would prefer to do so on discord due to my chronic illness and home life. I would be willing to try in game, but I expect patience and for it to be scheduled beforehand.

What I'm looking for in RP:

Currently I'm looking for friends or possibly romance for my character. How fast she warms up to someone will vary depending on how the RP is going. (More may be added to this section later.)

Please feel free to message me on here if you're interested or have any questions! I'm pretty shy and it's hard for me to ask others outright to RP so know that if I approach you first then I really want it XD.

[killdivine]

a heads up! but my activity on this blog is probably going to lessen for the foreseeable future. it has already sort of been adaptive to people ftmp since, activity here has always been dependent on other people and how they feel. it sucks to say but i just don't feel as good here as i have in other spaces. and despite my attempts to fix it, or address what may be causing it. my feelings on things haven't really changed a whole lot, and i feel it's because of me, and my own headspace overall when it comes to my ocs. it isn't due to anything anyone has done really, but it's hard to articulate my feelings on it without sounding a certain way. but i will try...

did i need to make a post for this ? no. i definitely didn't.

but i want my feelings to be known, and i hate just vanishing without a word. please do not think i'm abandoning wuya, or that i have any less love for the plotting i have here. there are dynamics on this blog that mean a LOT to me. and have shaped wuya into the character she is at current. i just don't like writing ocs as much as i used to in public spaces. and this has been an issue for a long time, since wayyy before now. of course i will keep her blog, and i will interact with people and do things when i can, but i feel uncomfortable with my personal ideas and my ocs and designs. tumblr has overall done a lot of damage to my self esteem, my confidence, and my comfort creatively overall. and i think there are some things here that just make me feel like anything i've received is out of obligation or pity. mind you, it is entirely on me that i feel this way ( or so i think ). it's something i can't help. i feel guilt easily.

this has nothing to do with... feeling like i am not given enough. that even one person cares about my ideas is enough for me. i am so appreciative of what has been given to me by my interested mutuals and friends. but i feel like logging in here has grown to be less of a joy- and more of a form of upkeep. like if i don't do things here, then i will lose what i have. and it's made me feel like a burden, a card in people's pockets, or one of many with nothing unique or special to offer. and it is entirely because i have allowed my poor coping mechanisms, and my mental health to effect my space here. it is slowly ruining wuya for me, and making me feel guilty for even asking for things. or taking up people's time with my thoughts and ideas.

again, just to be clear!! i am still going to be here, i am still going to write and explore wuya's dynamics + interactions. i am going to reply to my threads and will likely reply to asks i send if im allowed. i will just be putting her as low priority or more accurately ig interaction based priority. i'm sorry if this upsets people, or if it makes anyone lose interest in my oc as a whole. i am just exhausted with trying to be here consistently, when i feel as uncomfortable / insecure as i do. and i want to put up some of these boundaries, for myself and for others- before wuya is warped into a source of stress and anxiety for me. i love her too much !!!

all this said. i love writing my ocs on discord a lot. i don't get to very much but i'd be more than happy to if you'd like more consistency. as well as a wider variety of ocs i have to offer. i think i do a lot better with my personal projects / creations in a more private space. my discord: kerokroppi

if you read all this, please know i appreciate you immensely. and i hope it comes across clearly as i've never been good at sharing my thoughts and feelings without being self conscious or second guessing my own thought process. and god i know it's a lot to ask, but if i miss anything when i'm not here- if you post something you want me to see, please let me know. i will send prompts if i catch them when i'm on dash, but i will now mostly send things unprompted to folks from here. and even if i'm not here, i highly encourage sending me things if the muse strikes!! like i said i wont leave, i just wont be here as much!!

in the meantime. a lot of my time will be going to my canon muses. because i feel a lot less pressure to create things, or be something for other people that i don't have the confidence to be. so you can catch me in those spaces if and when i feel like being on tumblr at all. i think publicly writing and feeling like i have to be there in order to matter has... been very bad for my health of late. so i'm trying to fix that.

[arenabreadandbiscuits]

Gosh I HATE X.

Rant below about small artists and not getting much of a chance to actually grow in social media.

Not only do they not tell me what the problem is when the report something so I can't fix it but I get on or try to get on and apparently I can't? My account was deleted? It won't log me in on my art one??? I'm annoyed by it.. I can only be glad I have a following here on Tumblr and Tumblr helps push certain things out compared to X.

I'm honestly mad because I was using X as another way to reach out to people who want commissions but also for fandom interactions. I'm also mad because like I've said for like the hundredth time, you can literally find people fcking on X and their videos and things get to stay up but I draw FanArt and write stories and MINE gets taken down??? Smh especially as someone doing commissions because my mom is in the hospital rn and I genuinely need the funds for a while..

I'm working on one commission right now. I'll take three right now for cheap prices because I understand people don't find value in art all the time but I'll have to bring prices up or either continuously work for the cheaper ones and save up.

Actually let me ask this now.

Some this picture contains four characters, a window with extra background, objects and background, and various expressions and poses. The time on it hit 13 hours on ibis. In my mind of course I want money to help my situations.

With this picture as an example I count people and characters as $10 each, little accessories and such are $1 each and there's at least 12 in here up front from the beer cans to the dresser. The picture took 13 hours so $40 × 13 equals $520. It took me at least a week to get this piece done. Considering the hospital issues, the at home issues, pet situations, food issues, and little transportation I have when I need something important done I think for pieces like this the price is fair.

Idk, people who commission others can you tell me what you think? I'm down to do cheap prices too it just depends of what's being asked like the current commission I'm doing which is this one:

Is $30 dollars for the commissioner considering they just want the lineart which I'm more than happy to do. If anyone knows any discord groups or websites that give artist commissions please let me know. I just can't believe X rn... Also matter of fact this was the wip I posted before my account was taken down... Doesn't like like anything against Twitter guidelines to me but fck us small artists that NEED exposure I guess.

How I'm pricing after finishing this commission and two others perhaps because I literally can't afford to not price it like I'm thinking of doing.

So:

$10 dollars per person/character

$1 for each background object/accessories - cups, glasses, trash cans, ash trays, etc etc

And after all that is set I'll multiply those numbers by the amount of hours I finish which is where the majority of the money goes and after that's it, I get paid and you get your piece. (Of course check ins are allowed and changes as long as changes art completely different from their original idea. I'm always okay drawing at least three sketches for customers to pick from if they don't like the first sketch.)

I've made a post already on my current visit at the hospital for my mom. She majorly deals with everything in the home so her being sick will mean we'll need extra funds. I don't work right now because I myself got sick last year with GBS and I'm still healing, not just that but there's only one car for the household which is my mom's so with everything happening I couldn't possibly get a job now. My grandma has dementia and there's three other people in the house though two of them hardly do much to keep bills paid. It's just a lot and really anything would help us right now. So to any commissioners if you are commissioning me whether it's little or big I very much appreciate you with all my heart.

And even if you can't commission reblogging and liking is just fine as well since it helps boost posts.

[virovirokun-has-adhd]

Hollow Shell of a Man

"Oh if only there were words to describe how disappointed I am in you"

[ABOUT]

Names ::

-> Fizziepop! [or just Fizz for short ehehe]

-> Viro

& more

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he / xem / h3 / vi / ren / it / zomb / static / mach / they

transmasc , genderfluid , catboy , luniboy , demiboy , cybrgender

lesboy , demirose , a-spec , qplatonic , aesthetic attraction , ambiamorous , robosexual

[#flags 4 me tag] \\ [gender & tertiary attraction] \\ [pronouns.page]

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ADHDer + minor sensory issues

-! @mayday-mayd4y is fr my closest oomf !-

"Strong believer of being queer being about defying societal norms about gender and sexuality and not about depending on feeling love at all"

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[LINKS]

Discord Servers Masterlist

Tags <- (outdated)

FIXATIONS , DNI & MORE UNDER THE CUT

[FIXATIONS]

outdated.

Transformers

Regretevator

ULTRAKILL

Electric Dreams

Gravity Falls

Pressure

Lone Echo

Mogai/Liom Community

RotTMNT

Ponytown

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[STANCES]

shipcourse stance :: peacefic /+ neutralship -> more detail

syscourse stance :: pro endo , willo & tulpa

queercourse stance :: check my flags 4 me tag but mainly radinclus + anti radqueer

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[DNI]

MOUTHWASHING FANS.

anti any of my fixations

queerphobic / exclusionary towards any of my identities

-- (including polyamory , ace/aro , mspec identities , mspec lesbians & gays , lesboy && xenogenders)

radfems.

ableist

darkship / pedos / tcest

disrespectful to others' beliefs

zionist / neo nazi / racist

dsmp stans / apologists / "kinnies" (cc&c!) [genuine system kinnies are fine] / ect. *

anti system / plural & anti endogenic/non-traumagenic system

anti kink

-- (this isnt just u thinking some kinks are gross this is genuine lowkey kink-shaming with no respect or regard for the kink haver's feelings)

nsfw/porn blogs

-- (unless i follow you first ig)

-- (i'm kinda sticky on these grounds, but im ok with valveplug)

*(for clarification idc if you still watch old dsmp creators' content (other than dream ofc bash that pedo's skull in) idc, i still watch Ranboo & stuff so as long as you're not trying to apologise for their wrongdoings / saying they've done nothing wrong, you can interact. Additionally if you support Dream or Wilbur for their wrongdoings stay the fuck off my blog and do not fucking interact. We support Shelby/Shubble here whole heartedly)

[OTHER]

I occasionally use Cybertronian terms or slang in my everyday speech, whether its referencing a body part

- (helm=head, processor=brain, servo=hand, optics=eyes)

- or to replace swearing (frag=fuck, scrap=shit/crap)

- or just talking about Primus in the place of Jesus/God or whatever

I oftentimes struggle with tone in text so tonetags are immensely helpful :D

I meow a lot, I sometimes refer to "cat brain" when my brain stops working like a human's brain should and I forget things

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[HOUSEKEEPING]

=just some general rules i have=

Don't DM/PM me out of the blue. (duhh)

Don't send hatemail or things you know/think might trigger me.

Don't do the above to any of my moots/friends/partners either, if you do this you will be blocked as soon as I find out what you've done.

Stay in your lane, don't interfere with conversations / rb threads that's just common sense.

If I didn't reference you directly then I am very most likely not talking about you.

I only roleplay with people I'm closest to. (usually my partners)

Be kind obviously

[SIDEBLOGS]

@kingalice-not-so-villain-au - Sona AU with my good friend @bananabiskit (i dont really use it anymore

@fizziedraws - art blog

@zombiechu - new yapping blog !!!!! with my friends !!!!!!

Old Pinned Post =]

[OTHER SOCIALS]'

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IMAGE BRACKET

[astrxlfinale]

Name / Alias : Jace

Are you over 18? : Yes / No (I'm 32 and proud of it!)

– W R I T I N G –

Are you selective about who you write with? : No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes mainly in the respective continuity of my muse, and all OCs/verses involved) / Highly (few people) / Private (mutuals only).

Are you selective about who you follow? : No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes (some people) / Highly (few people).

If your muse is canon, how much do you adhere to canon? : Not at all / A little / Some / Mostly / Strictly / Not Applicable.

What post lengths do you write? : One-Liners / Single-Para / Multi-Para / Novella/ All of the aforementioned

Do you use icons and/or GIFS? : No / Gifs / Icons / Yes / Sometimes.

Do you write on other platforms? :No / Yes (discord)

What level of plots do you write? : Unplotted / Open-Ended Plots / Semi-Plotted / Fully Plotted Epics / All of the aforementioned

How quickly do you usually respond to threads? : Very Slow (more than a month) / Slow (3-4 weeks) / Average (1-2 weeks) / Fast (less than one week) / Very Fast (less than three days)

What types of themes do you like? : Adventure / Romance / Fluff / Angst / Violence / Tragedy / Domestic / Family / All of the aforementioned

What genres do you like? : ( Feel free to add! ) High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical / Horror / Comedy / Romantic / Drama / Action / Smut / Adventure / Espionage / Dark / Emotional / All of the aforementioned

Are there any themes you’re uncomfortable writing on your blog? : (Not triggers) No / Yes / Sometimes (Not a big fan of mindless suffering/Whump. It needs direction.)

Do you have any triggers? How do you request it tagged?: Nah. You're all good in that regard.

– S H I P P I N G –

What types of relationships are you open to? : Romantic / Platonic / Enemies / Rivals / Familial / All of the aforementioned

What types of pre-established relationships are you open to? : Romantic / Platonic / Enemies / Rivals / Familial / All of the aforementioned

Do you have OTPs? : No / Chemistry Only / Yes (Normally I'm seeing chemistry in my Otps here!)

Do you have NOTPS? : No / Yes (Never to the point where you have to tag anything. Just my preferences of not playing them out myself.)

What is your muse’s sexual orientation? : Heterosexual (Goes for both Caelus and Lighter.) / Heteroflexible / Bisexual / Pansexual / Homoflexible / Homosexual / Demisexual / Sapiosexual / Asexual / Still trying to figure it out / Depends on the muse/verse you’re asking

What is your muse’s romantic orientation? : Heteroromantic / Heteroflexible / Biromantic / Homoflexible / Homoromantic / Panromantic / Demiromantic / Sapioromantic / Aromantic / Still trying to figure it out / Depends on the muse/verse you’re asking

Are you comfortable writing smut? : No / Selectively / Yes

How early in a relationship do you ship romantically? : Autoship / During plotting / After a couple IC interactions / Several IC interactions / Slow burn / Plot dependent (Some scenarios unlock shipping routes faster than others. Its a toss up) / Never

Are you open to toxic ships? : No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure

Are you open to problematic ships? : No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure

Are you open to polyamory shipping? : No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure

Are you an exclusive shipper? : Never / Sometimes (If requested or set as someone's rules) / Yes

Does crack shipping ever happen? : Nope / Yes / depends

tagged by: Felt like a nice run by so I yoinked it.

tagging: YOU STARIN AT THE DEETS? YOU THROW THIS TO YOUR MUSES!

[spookydingus]

Howdy, Adventurers!

Are you one of the many, many Tumblr users sitting around thinking, "gee, I sure would love to get into tabletop games, but I need an experienced GM and a group of willing participants to get started on something like that! And the cost is so high!"

WELL, HAVE I GOT NEWS THAT'LL SLAP YOUR DICE RIGHT OUT OF YOUR HAND!

Hi. I'm Teddy. I've been a DM for fifteen years, and I don't plan to stop any time soon. Now, while I normally run paid campaigns in person or via startplayinggames, this still stands as a barrier for entry for a lot of players. Well, luckily for those players, three sessions a week isn't enough to satiate my ravenous need to run tabletop games so I'm doing this for free.

So what do you got for tumblrtop, teddo?

BOY HOWDY WOULD I LOVE TO TELL YA

I got y'all a shiny DISCORD SERVER, JUST for:

Playing tabletop games

Discussing tabletop games

Making friends who play and discuss tabletop games

NOW, TWO RULES BEFORE YOU CLICK THAT LINK

Be real cool about a lotta things. Practice radical acceptance. This is Tumblr. There are gonna be shippers, fic writers, systems, queers, neurodivergents, punks, youngins, oldies, and all other kinds of people interacting with you. Treat everyone with respect and be cool about a life that's lived differently from yours. Listen. I don't wanna have to ban anyone off the bat. If you have a long list of DNI in your bio, this probably isn't the crowd for you.

Be here for the ttrpg. This is a space I am trying to build specifically for the ttrpg community and those who participate in, and contribute to it. You don't play, but you want to spectate? Great! You're just an artist/writer who wants to dump their Drizzt/BG3/WOTR material? Hell yeah. You're interested in joining one of my tables or even running your own game? Come on down.

Yes, even the video game lovers are welcome. Looking at you, "I've only played Baldur's Gate! Where do I start?" crowd. Here. You start here.

Interested in my GM booking page or one of my ongoing paid campaigns? You're welcome there, too! More campaigns are added regularly, depending on my schedule.

Want to support the server and the content I produce, but don't have the time or energy to join in? I also have a ko-fi!

[harpershigh]

Name / Alias : M, Mime, Mimetoist (she/her)

Are you over 18? : Yes / No

  – W R I T I N G –

Are you selective about who you write with? : No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes (some people) / Highly (few people) / Private (mutuals only). --

Are you selective about who you follow? : No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes (some people) / Highly (few people).

If your muse is canon, how much do you adhere to canon? : Not at all / A little / Some / Mostly / Strictly / Not Applicable.

What post lengths do you write? : One-Liners / Single-Para / Multi-Para / Novella / All of the aforementioned

Do you use icons and/or GIFS? : No / Gifs / Icons / Yes / Sometimes.

Do you write on other platforms? :No / Yes 

(I've RP'd in Orkut back in the day, also in the Mythweavers forum, Role Gate and Discord, but only in mother tongue. In english, I only write here and sometimes on AO3)

What level of plots do you write? : Unplotted / Open-Ended Plots / Semi-Plotted / Fully Plotted Epics / All of the aforementioned

How quickly do you usually respond to threads? : Very Slow (more than a month) / Slow (3-4 weeks) / Average (1-2 weeks) / Fast (less than one week) / Very Fast (less than three days)

What types of themes do you like? : Adventure / Romance / Fluff / Angst / Violence / Tragedy / Domestic / Family / All of the aforementioned

What genres do you like? : ( Feel free to add! ) High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical / Horror / Comedy / Romantic / Drama / Action / Smut / Adventure / Espionage / Dark / Emotional / All of the aforementioned

Are there any themes you’re uncomfortable writing on your blog? : (Not triggers) No / Yes / Sometimes

(degenerative mental diseases such as Alzheimer, Dementia, or senility in general. I won't write/read these)

Do you have any triggers? How do you request it tagged? : I would never ask anyone for tags, and well, the only "trigger" I have is very specific and I haven't seen anyone around writing about it, but if it happens I'll just scroll past it and move on with my day.

  – S H I P P I N G –

What types of relationships are you open to? : Romantic / Platonic / Familial / All of the aforementioned

What types of pre-established relationships are you open to? : Romantic / Platonic / Familial / All of the aforementioned

Do you have OTPs? : No / Chemistry Only / Yes (every pairing can be an OTP if you're brave enough :D)

Do you have NOTPS? : No / Yes (anything involving characters that are minors)

What is your muse’s sexual orientation? : Heterosexual / Heteroflexible / Bisexual / Pansexual / Homoflexible / Homosexual / Demisexual / Sapiosexual / Asexual / Still trying to figure it out / Depends on the muse you’re asking

What is your muse’s romantic orientation? : Heteroromantic / Heteroflexible / Biromantic / Homoflexible / Homoromantic / Panromantic / Demiromantic / Sapioromantic / Aromantic / Still trying to figure it out / Depends on the muse you’re asking

Are you comfortable writing smut? : No / Selectively / Yes (I can do it on mother tongue in a blink, I've been writing smut for years now, but in english... Well, I've written some before but I still cringe a little bit, I feel too limited. Hopefully I learn to deal with it soon)

How early in a relationship do you ship romantically? : Autoship / During plotting / After a couple IC interactions / Several IC interactions / Slow burn / Plot dependent / Never (I have an autoship muse — Nyssala — but Jaheira is a slow burner and it's driving me INSANE. YES, I AM A SHIP WHORE, FIGHT ME)

Are you open to toxic ships? : No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure

Are you open to problematic ships? : No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure (as long as it does not involve pedo I'm all in)

Are you open to polyamory shipping? : No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure (I'd love to, but it's tricky because Jaheira is monogamic :( my other muses have polyam ships with bestie @adorectrine tho)

Are you an exclusive shipper? : Never / Sometimes / Yes

Does crack shipping ever happen? : Nope / Yes / depends (none until now, but bring it on)

Tagged by: @faerunscursed

tagging: @adorectrine, @rotdame, @demonwebs, @whomuses, @ryathenaughtykitsune, @fleshcarverfugitive

:D

[journey-to-the-attic]

Hi Kin. I wanted to ask, how did you manage things like writer's block or creative burnout while writing JTTA? I'm midway through a longfic now and it's kind of exhausting. I feel like I'm whining but I barely get any comments or asks or anything.

hi anon! honestly i'm not sure if i was the right person to ask this, because i... kind of didn't? as in, i didn't really have these problems - boring answer, i know!

i got lucky because i hit a sweet spot where the base story and characters were strong, but with just enough gaps in plot, worldbuilding, development, etc. such that the momentum of filling everything in carried me through the whole process. but there were definitely a lot of occasions where i sat there thinking "okay i have no idea what to do now"

in those cases, often i had to just step back and ruminate on it for a little while - i've pretty much constantly got little ideas bouncing around my head, and sometimes they hit each other like snowballs and form into more fully-fledged plot points, scenes, dialogue, so on. i try to keep track of these in notes apps, personal discord channels, etc, and dip into them if i'm stuck on something!

not sure if your fic is for obey me, but this could still apply even if not - with all the pop quizzes and devilgrams that put the characters in a bunch of new contexts, it's helpful seeing how that character's static vs dynamic traits persist/change depending on them, and often that'll give you inspiration as well. depending on what you've got available, you could browse through source material, or brainstorm aus, whichever you enjoy most

i'm really not sure HOW i've stuck with obey me for so long, but somehow it's just stuck with me. i don't remember being so invested in it before jtta, so that's probably why, but i just really love these guys, and i suppose that's why i never burnt out of it? i think it was also because i knew what story i wanted to tell, and i really wanted to make sure ik got her happy ending, and that carried me through as well

seriously, though - do take breaks. every writer's mileage varies, so take a step back whenever you need to. writing fics should be fun! sometimes it does feel like a chore, and it becomes more like 'the only thing i hate more than writing is not writing', but it happens to all of us. sometimes you've just got to rest until your second wind comes along

in terms of comments and such... yeah, it's a tough one! the unfortunate thing is that a vast majority of readers - even if they really enjoyed your writing! - won't leave a comment. don't take this as a direct reflection on your writing! often the reader can't think of what to say, is too shy, or quite simply forgot

again though... i'm not sure if i'm the best person to ask for advice here! i started publishing jtta without much expectation for an audience, given the genre of game it's written for, so any attention was more a nice surprise than anything. i suppose that, later on, when the fic was more well-established, i did start holding some expectation of response - and it really is tough when you don't get as much of one as you were hoping for

i've seen people talking about how the ask culture on tumblr has died down a lot in recent times, so i'm sure you're not the only one feeling like this! all i can suggest is trying to find more friends (mutuals?) and... networking, i guess? i've seen advice saying to share your fic within communities of writers, too

i can't honestly say if these things'll work, because i'm very bad about interacting with a wider fandom in anything - i usually keep to myself, so often i don't have much of an expectation for how and when people come chat. as in real life, i'm only a chatterbox when approached first haha

i'm not sure how helpful this has been, but i'm rooting for you! if you'd like to share your fic here, please do - though i understand if that's something you'd rather keep to yourself as well.

creating things is a joy - it might take some searching to find a circle, but the beauty of the internet is that you will, somewhere out there! wishing you the best ^^

[incubus-puppy]

the pimned post

AGE IN BIO. I DO NOT GIVE WARNINGS. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.

if you'd like to help a little doggy out, you can find my kofi here; anything helps and is appreciated. my boyfriend creature also does pixel art commissions.

you can call me hezekiah or hezey. I'm a 25 y/o transmasc mainly-t4t switch that posts a pretty large variety of kinks. probably more than most other things, this is a petplay blog and this is a piss kink blog (more on specifics later). my partner is pax (@tismrizz). my backup blog will be @occult-puppy if i get termed. mutuals n pseudo-mutuals who have interacted before can ask for discord. i also have a hazbin sideblog @old-redemption-flair and a general games blog @rough-tempest. i have an undisclosed vent sideblog attached to this account alsooo

I instant-block interacters who are:

a minor (or don't have an age in your bio/pinned), a pedophile, a pro-contact sympathizer, or post pedobait.

similarly, people who give me reason not to believe the age in their bio.

user of any of the "t33n" or "p3do" tags. i get ageplay, but I've had too many experiences seeing actual minors and actual child abusers use those tags. icky tags are fine.

into raceplay. do what you want but like. yikes

rules for interaction - if your blog is about or features:

ageplay. while I'm not into ageplay personally, i don't much mind it as a bystander and do not block for this alone. if you message me unprompted about explicit ageplay, or try to engage in ageplay involving me, you will be blocked.

feederism/weight gain. i am in eating disorder recovery and will not be fetishized about this. i block for weight-related comments not obviously in good faith (fat people are hot, much like people who aren't fat are), and for blogs that are weight-centric. if you don't want blocked but regularly post feederism, make it tagged and easily blacklist-able. DO NOT send weight-related messages to me.

detrans/misgen. i may not block for posting. same as the above, but also DO NOT interact with any explicitly t4t or trans posts on my blog (by anyone, not just me).

incest/fauxcest. I won't block just for posting, but don't leave comments or tags. no messages about it.

idgaf really about using tma and tme to categorize people, it's fine, but if you call nonbinary or transmasc people "theyfabs" unironically you can take your 4chan troll shit and shove it so deeply far up your ass.

i block at my own discretion. try it and see what entitlement gets you.

more below (tags etc)

any genders are free to interact, but I'm really only into masc-aligned people and men. if you're not sure, no big deal, just ask. or don't. only really relevant if you're trying to interact with me as a person and not a blog runner.

what you can expect:

✔️ omorashi, petplay, cnc (tagged [ tw: cnc ]), intox (generally included in tw: cnc), hard cnc/rapeplay (tagged [ tw: rape ]), extreme violence (tagged [ tw: violence ]), impact/cutting, knife/gunplay, abduction, bondage, humiliation/degradation, praise, manipulation, overstim, dacryphilia/crying, hypnosis, use of reclaimed slurs, forcemasc, mindbreak, whump, corruption, heresy, somno, blackmail, watersports, orgasm control/denial, free use, exhibitionism/voyeurism, furry stuff, boots/bootblacking, breeding.

what you might see on occasion, but not often:

❗impreg (but not pregnancy-focused) (tagged [ tw: preg ment ]), snuff (rare, particular, and purely fiction, tagged [ tw: snvff ]), needles (tagged [ tw: needles ]), object insertion, objectification, monsterfucking, tickling, mommy/daddy kink (not into it, but willing to overlook it depending).

what you will not see:

❌ ageplay, emeto, scat, internal or consumption pissplay, sounding, ovipos, detrans/misgendering, forcefem, feederism, spit, incest/fauxcest, necrophilia, gutspill, raceplay, huffing/musk/scent stuff, probably more that I can't think of.

joke posts that involve anything related to the above will be tagged [ i jest ], so if you're especially sensitive to those topics i suggest you blacklist that tag as well.

everything i post applies to me as the dom or the sub; basically all of my kinks are reciprocal.

i don't want to talk to you about tumblr trans discourse. i have never wanted to talk to anyone about tumblr trans discourse. i don't want you to talk to me about trans tumblr discourse. i want you to go outside and talk to a diverse and wholly inclusive set of queers in real life. if you don't have enough to make the set, it sounds like you have work to do.

i rarely repost mutual aid that i see floating around, but i will occasionally reblog aid posts by/about mutuals. if you have nothing to give and it causes you grief, the tag to block is [ mutual aid ] (this is a decision that holds no moral weight; i do not blame you if you decide to filter this tag. we don't do moral OCD here, this is your space as well as mine and you know yourself best).

I post politics because being trapped in america is a nightmare. tag to block is [ polisphere ]

feel free to ask or dm! I'm just really bad at replying. open to engaging platonically, romantically, or sexually, but at my discretion.

my images under the tag #meposting. pics of the bean under #beanposting.

[majormeilani]

Hi!

Hoping it isn't weird to ask this but are you ok with giving your discord to long-time followers (not mutuals)? I remember seeing you say you might if you've talked to someone enough but I don't know how long is enough/how much conversation.

I think you are very awesome and would like to talk to you. Don't want to come off anon if it'll make it awkward though. If you want to know who I am for whatever reason I can DM you here.

Please absolutely feel free to not answer or just vague-post or anything if you don't want to directly answer this! I don't think it's possible to answer privately since this should be on anon 😔 And again, no pressure to answer <3

Also if you are cool with giving your discord I would just DM you. I won't make you put that in public haha.

hi it's not weird at all to ask and i appreciate you doing so :)

and to answer your question it kinda like depends? usually i'm most comfortable if i've had many conversations with someone pretty regularly or some times in the past on posts/in tumblr dms or via asks. i tend to usually be most comfortable too interacting with mutuals but followers can become mutuals too if we click enough with each other, which is another case of depends. i wish i could give a better straight forwards answer but i don't know the best way to explain it 😭😭 i'm mostly saying i can make mutuals with anyone if we interact a lot.

tho like dm-ing me here is probably a good start if you'd like to talk to me because i also like to kinda get to know who i'm speaking with before giving out discord. but i also am comfortable with getting to know someone via a discord server or here in tumblr dms/on posts more than discord dms themselves.

what i'm trying to say is that we have to interact with one another pretty often and in a positive way for me to give discord. :) but i do always like to make new friends and interact with people i'm just really shy myself