Idk if it’s cause I’m tired and it’s late or if it’s just the mental illness but good god I’m so deeply in love with Matt Murdock I feel like I’m tweaking :D
(Nsfw + questionable stuff)
I need him to hug me, and eat me out, and let me ride his dick and his face, and have him praise me, and tell me he loves me, and spit on me, and lovingly kiss my forehead, and slap me across the face, and playfully wrestle with me, and teach me self defense, and help me when I’m struggling, and fuck me in an alleyway when I’m feeling manic, and tickle me when we cuddle, and teach me how he likes his dick sucked, and tease me just because he likes how flustered it gets me, and put me in my place when I need it, and listen to me ramble about my passions and interests, and care about my shitty days, and cum directly down my throat, and breed me, and support me, and love me, and help me when I relapse, and tell me I’m smart, and let me be an obedient puppy, and play with me, and and and and and and— *gets shot*
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I do think that when Buck and Eddie get together they take things really slow. Not in the relationship necessarily, they know what they are to each other, but they don’t even kiss for a while when they first get together.
It feels natural to both of them to be partners but they both need a little bit of time to adjust to their new dynamic. Buck’s worried about pushing Eddie, Eddie’s worried about not moving fast enough, so they wind up at a kind of stalemate.
The first time they hold hands it’s because Buck’s are a little chilly and Eddie’s warming them up, before he just… curls his fingers between Buck’s.
When they kiss for the first time, they’ve already been sharing a bed for weeks. It’s something they hadn’t even needed to discuss. They only sleep, but it felt like the most natural thing in the world to sleep next to each other. That particular night, they’re floating between awake and asleep and Eddie kisses Buck’s hair, then leans in and places a soft kiss on his lips. Just a soft kiss, a goodnight. Both of them are too sleepy to do anything else but curl into each other deeper and drift.
Something shifts when one day Eddie sees Buck in the kitchen, having sent Chris off to school and tidied up their breakfast. He’s still got that sleep coziness that clings to him on days off and Eddie can’t help but come up to him, wrap his arms around him and bury his face in his Buck’s neck.
Something about that moment, letting minutes pass without a sound other than their soft sighs and the floorboards creaking helps break the resolve that had been built up inside him. It’s the moment he can pinpoint feeling the most at ease, it gives him the permission he needed to touch and kiss and hold another man.
They let themselves savor every minute, every new thing they learn about each other. They don’t come crashing together or devour each other in desperation because they know they have so much time, they have forever.
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*reads some fics for the character I’m writing*
*finds one that’s written so beautifully*
*looks at mine*
*considers not writing the fic*
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Do any of us know how mind got the mechanical hands??
[coming from someone who reads lotta fanfiction n that kinda stuff]
Like. His voice mod I kinda get. He was shot n needed a way to speak. But. What happened for him to get mechanical hands too?
For the ppl that headcannon mind is/always was a automaton I kinda understand, like being fully made of metal and all, but to yall (or if there even is anyone) with non all-robot mind designs w inspo from the mechanical hands, do you guys have any headcannons/ backstories as to why he has em?
Tw self mutilation mentioned just a SMALL bit in the beginning in the second paragraph
(Takes place before the Juno incident n all that ofc)
My hc is that with all the fighting and destructiveness of heart, at some point mind’s body wasn’t really healing the areas that he got hurt as well OR he got tired of physically feeling the hits.
So eventually, he designed himself either wearable mechanical gloves/coverings. Or like… bone drilled in prosthetics. Or somthing idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
It being on his hands n arms would also kinda work out bc if ur blocking urself from an attack the easiest thing to use is your arms and hands. And with it being metal, I’d imagine it wouldn’t hurt nearly as bad. So it’d help with protection too.
Only downside would be that he couldn’t feel/ touch anything anymore. He has these new prosthetics but the hands have the most touch receptors. he can’t feel the softness of his pillow or the fragility of a small animal. And eventually, whether he can take it off but won’t, or if he just can’t at all… even the feeling of holding a loved one’s hand eventually becomes alien to him.
But he didn’t worry that much. It’s just touch. And how bad could losing touch be.
[Enter metaphor for losing touch=losing meaningful connections here]
by the end of adapting to it, he accepts the fact he just won’t feel things physically anymore. Learning from muscle memory how much pressure to hold things without breaking them. How to act like he can feel things so others won’t point it out when he’s in public.
Soul and heart, might not even know that mind can’t feel things anymore. They just notice him starting to act more repelled to physical touch as a whole. It annoys heart(bc no cuddles ): ) and worried soul but no one says anything about it anymore. Because whenever it’s mentioned mind just shuts the conversation down immediately. Because, he dosnt want the other’s help. He’s “completely fine” like this and why would he need to undo something he spent months working on??
No, he’s decided to die on that hill. Even though he might be denying his own need for touch and physical affection, and even falling into a unnoticed depression bc it. he did this himself and he’s going to stick with it… all while ignoring any and all downsides whatsoever. Making it near impossible to consider he might be better off without them.
Bc at the end of the day it’s just touch. And how bad could losing touch be?
I’m just throwing stuff at the wall here I might update it if I think of anything new feel free to just take this idea completely it’s just somthin’ to think bout
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i’ll always find a way to make him constantly smiling even with a mask. (^x^)o
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