It’s been a couple of days since I’ve blogged, I just started school and it’s been like hell to keep up my diet. My mom always sends me a lunchbox and I always eat everything, I feel so bad with myself all of the time. Any tips?
anti-fatness is discrimination. anti-fatness is having next to no legal protections for being discriminated against. anti-fatness is being denied housing, jobs, receiving less pay and promotions (legally) because of your size. anti-fatness is being denied access to clothing, seating, transportation, and other human rights because infrastructure has been designed to exclude you. anti-fatness is less likelihood of receiving a fair trial. anti-fatness is dehumanization. anti-fatness is being denied necessary surgeries, but not surgery that amputates the digestive tract with the intent to starve and shrink you (it doesn’t work either). anti-fatness is mutilation. anti-fatness is being subject to torture devices that bolt your mouth shut. anti-fatness is being told by close friends, family, and professionals that you are better off living with an eating disorder or other life-threatening illness. anti-fatness sells you starvation as a guaranteed opt-out of oppression, but doesn’t tell you that bodies will always regain weight to survive. anti-fatness blames and punishes you for failing at an achievement that is quite literally impossible. anti-fatness is a $90 billion dollar industry. anti-fatness is being denied gender-affirming care. anti-fatness is being barred from in vitro fertilization and reproductive healthcare. anti-fatness is being barred from adopting children. anti-fatness is being removed from your loving parents because they couldn’t make you thin. anti-fatness is intentionally starving your own baby so they won’t get fat. anti-fatness is disproportionately high suicide rates. anti-fatness is being killed at the hands of medical neglect and mistreatment. anti-fatness is the world preferring a dead body over a fat one.
here I am at 68kgs; this is November 2023 and in the past 10 months nothing has changed; this was the dress I was supposed to fit into by this time and believe it or not, it's supposed to go past my knees - hard not to feel like a failure at this stage
Can someone just tell me how many calories to eat for each meal and when to space the meals out? I'd really appreciate it. I'd also really appreciate it if I could just wake up pretty but I know that's not gonna happen.
I got too comfortable living like this. I made more progress when I was being bullied and still believed someone would love me. TUHHHHH tired but like it is my fault lol