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Shoutout to in-system relationships that aren’t romantic in nature. To your headmates who are your parents, your children, your siblings, your best friends. To your headmates that love you so dearly, as a friend or as family or any other label. <3
#Maximino things#our host (Toni) helps me thru so much. I love her lots /p#system stuff#did system#traumagenic system#endo safe#dissociative identity disorder#pro endo traumagenic#headmates#alters
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did is so silly because we have a literal god, someone fueled entirely by rage, a little girl, some poor dad trying to keep said little girl from front, and then a shape-shifting punk boy. what is going on
#-travis#actually did#did#did alter#did osdd#did system#did host#actually plural#dissociative identity disorder#plural#plural system
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Scrabble is dangerous
Monsters game night has so few rules, no holds barred and all that
Hyperlexic Kevin with Aaron who brings out random medical terms, eidetic memory Andrew pulling out the most random words from any time period piece he’s read, Nicky breaking language barriers and bringing out the slang then you have Neil. The normal one who doesn’t really get the point of the game or at least will pretend he doesn’t, except he’s evil for getting combo points
#monsters game night#they break at least one table#rumor spreads they hold a fight club cause the amount of yelling#Matt and Renee bust in one day and it’s just#Kevin and Andrew debating the validity of an old English term that had altered spelling#Nicky and Aaron are eating pop corn watching#Neil doesn’t know what word they’re talking about but hes switching out Kevin’s letter tray while he’s distracted#wymack might even join on occasion (hosted at his sometimes and Abby’s during summer)#the others are sworn into silence#aftg#aftg fandom#all for the game#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#kevin day#nicky hemmick#neil josten#the foxes#the foxhole court#drew’s-board
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Host: *sobbing, making incomprehensible noises*
Me (Trauma Holder): That's what I've been saying!
#osdd#did system#did#dissociative identity disorder#osdd system#traumagenic system#did osdd#system#did memes#system memes#dissociative#dissociative system#complex dissociative disorder#trauma holder#did host#did alters#osdd alters#osdd alter#did alter
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i have so many eyes theyre all different colors do you wanna see *fucking blinds you probably*
#our host keeps telling me this is funny#my lover said it was funny as well.#hence it will be posted#quothe the raven#angelkin#fallen angelkin#actually angelic#angel alter
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Being trans and not being the child my parents had was one thing.
But realizing I was a system and I was never the child they loved is another.
I love my father but the man who loved me only ever existed when it was a different alter.
Having heard him say "you stole my little girl from me" hurts a lot more when you *literally* replaced the old host.
-dorian
#did alter#did host#did system#actually did#anti endo#traumagenic system#did community#endos fuck off#system community#system#did osdd
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I like the implication that the bishops can still enter their final forms if they really wanted to.
LOL I kinda like the idea of it, idk if it works lore-wise just because there seems to be a lot of room for interpretation over how the crowns affect the God's body/physiology, but I feel like you could toy around with the concept. I think their boss forms would be more vestigial and wouldn't serve a function outside of just kinda freaking everyone out. It would probably be too physically taxing to change into their boss forms too! but they'd do it to harass the Lamb and make life hard for them.
(and Shamura is on the roof of the Temple and reciting some silly ancient curse.....oh Shamura! [I was lazy and didnt feel like drawing more im sorry])
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl leshy#cotl kallamar#cotl heket#my art#maybe the crowns do Permanently alter the physiology of their hosts even after theyve been severed from their powers. idk!#the bishops are there to be Assholes thats just what they do#Leshy acclimates the best bc he just kinda vibes#Kallamar having the Least gorey transformation is so funny to me. like yeah he would be a monster but not an UGLY monster#imagine being fucked up forever but not having the cool powers to go with it. lame
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ok but refraction girl's page is so interesting to me cause like. with all the other pages we usually get a bit of insight on who the girl is but with RG this is literally all that's there

nothing about her interests, her blinkies are all rather depressing, we know what she listened to last, but her entry... again, usually the character goes on some sort of monologue, but her entry is just two sentences. and that fucks me up so hard.
anyways with the uquiz i got caliber girl/nora which Could Mean Anything. can't wait for the final song!!!!
#jade.txt#the post traumatic manifesto#tptm#it appears to be about the nurse but i also heard speculation that all the other girls were alters and we're learning about the host#could be both though
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Perennial Host
A perennial host is an alter whose role as host is permanent. A perennial host may have other roles, but they will always be the host until fusion or dormancy.
A perennial host will rarely, if ever, be able to leave front, but they will always at the very least be co-conscious. They will likely have trouble accessing headspace, if they're able to at all.
This role is intended and made for P-DID systems to describe a role the dominant-alter may have, but may be used for any kind of system
Coining Date: August 17th, 2023
#coining post#term coining#pdid system#alter roles#system terms#system coining#system roles#system#sysblr#partial did#partial dissociative identity disorder#did system#dissociative identity disorder#headmate roles#did alter#perennial host#did host#complex dissociative disorder
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I see syscourse is once again a burning trash fire
Anyways a few notes
A. Fuck AI art. Until it's actually getting permission from all artists it builds it's images from, it is blatant theft, and should not be used- especially publicly where the AI 'art' can end up getting attention, which actively takes that attention away from artists because people can only pay attention to so much.
B. Can we. Not spread ableism towards other disorders in syscourse & the system + plural communities. Thanks.
C. There's nothing wrong with people having fun or doing fun things in relation to their systemhood or plurality.
And last, but certainly not least
I love you created systems & willogenics <3
#syscourse#also realized when thinking about how some other introjects in our system qualify as created#that might mean I'm technically a created alter too since I originally formed as an introject of an interest of the previous host's as well#can't confirm that though because the person who was host when I first formed has not been here in over 3 years & I am frontstuck
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im super funny
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- link
#joke art#osdd host#osddid#osdd alter#osdd system#osdd 1b#osdd#plural system#plural#plural stuff#plurality#plural community#osdd memes#meme art#did memes#links art
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Endogenic systems r epic.
#oh god here we go another anti endo with terrible takes on plurality.#not-so-friendly reminder that littles are not actual literal children.#littles can be just as mature as adult alters. littles can be hypersexual. and unlike you believe littles *can* be on the internet.#hell the most competent host we've ever had (and one of the most competent in the system in general) is a nine year old!!#littles are not *inherently* helpless children. stop acting like they are.#lol.exe#blackout poetry#pro endo#endo safe#endo friendly#anti rq#radqueers fuck off
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Primary Host, Secondary Host, Tertiary Host
Roughly synonymous with host and co-host, however these are just the terms we prefer. A system could have multiple of each.
In our system we usually define it as, primary hosts front everyday or nearly everyday for an extended period of time, secondary hosts front more than half the days in a weeks for an extended period of time, and tertiary host several times a week for an extended period of time but less than half the days. Though obviously it defined differently based a different system's switch frequency.
For colors I(-V) went with pink and gold because I associate gold with "being in view" if that makes any sense, and pinks with frequent fronting(I don't know why). The other are meant to look like less "active" version of the first. I wanted them to kind of like a spectrum
#primary host#secondary host#tertiary host#alter roles#system roles#our flags#system#system terms#alters#dissociative system#cdd system#sysblr#system host#host roles
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little: I like being with you. You make me feel safe :3
the host:
#For context : one of our most traumatized littles was buddied up with one of the hosts#He was basically asked what would help him feel safer- he stated two things. One being the hostie buddy up.#And there's always visualization of the two holding hands in the IW and hostie is so good with the lil guy.#but today he says to hostie 'i like being with you. you make me feel safe' AND LET ME TELL YOU WE ALL WERE LIKE.... THATS SO PRECIOUS!!!#It's also awesome to see because FUCK. He finally feels safe and that is amazing <3#Anyways- Context over#sysblr#osddid#did community#did system#cdd community#system community#did#did osdd#cdid#cdid system#did memes#system memes#did alter#the bug speaks#system posting
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This literally happened today during therapy session
And yes it was me (trauma holder) who got bitch slapped bc I kept making the host dissociate
#did system#osdd#did#dissociative identity disorder#osdd system#traumagenic system#did osdd#system#did memes#system memes#osdd meme#osdd memes#did meme#system meme#trauma holder#host#gatekeeper#meme#therapy#otherwise specified dissociative disorder#other specified dissociative disorder#did alters#osdd alters#tw physical abuse#physical abuse#tw hitting#cw hitting#hitting
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me: I’m faking :(
also me: using us/we even b4 “I” thought I had DID, thinking of myself as “multiple” for many years before even knowing what DID was, doesn’t remember about 70% of my life, has greyed out “memories” for about 15% and emotional amnesia for the other 5%, has whole ass arguments with people in my head (“we should eat this” “no, we should eat that” “no, this”) again before even knowing what DID was, LITERALLY HAVING SOMEONE CONTROL THE BODY WHEN TRIGGERED AND KNOWING IT WASNT ME ???
me: .......but what if-
-samuel (host)
#did system#did host#actually did#did#did osdd#did alter#dissociative amnesia#dissociative identity disorder#plural#actually plural#plural community#plural system#plurality
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