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#ok so i'm not american and i also can't form that coherent thoughts right now but #i think to a certain degree the reason a lot of people cant/won't get involved in stuff like this is money / lack of money #so many people are burnt out and some are working multiple jobs and still can't make ends meet #so joining a local organization and doing stuff like admin and going to meetings is probably the last thing they want to be thinking about #which can also lead to people who are more able-bodied and/or doing better financially being overrepresented in organizations and stuff?? #ehh anyway just food for thought! and as I said I'm not from USA
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I know this post has a ton of reblog replies and I'm definitely not going to assume these tags are only about mine, but just to expand on some of my thoughts in case it's helpful clarification:
For what it's worth, in terms of my suggestions that mostly focus on exploring stuff outside of more mainstream systems (which I think is very important), this does not reflect my experience—though of course individual experiences here are going to vary. I'm sure this is in part due to who my day job puts me in proximity to, but some of the most uninvolved people I know are solidly middle class who have (I know this with certainty) some degree of disposable income and various energy-demanding hobbies. The most significant trait that stands out to me about this is not capacity/means but instead from my perspective seems to be centered in what seems like a lack of responsibility to others? So many people ultimately ID as apolitical or think of their community as mostly their immediate family and closest friends or believe that various political systems function in ways they unfortunately actually don't.
I really do recommend anyone who is interested and not already familiar look into material about mutual aid because I think it does a really good job of addressing some aspects of this—it's not about trying to give what we don't have, but instead about helping in ways we can and want to and also others helping us meet our needs.
I also wanted to share this article because it's really beautiful and may resonate with some folks, cw discussion of ableism, racism, other bigotry https://truthout.org/articles/to-survive-the-trumpocalypse-we-need-wild-disability-justice-dreams/
>Join a union
>Hear people constantly complaining that the current union leadership is super corrupt, it's all just the same ten guys making all the decisions in secret and nobody else in the union ever gets to know what's going on
>Go to the monthly union meetings that are completely open to all 1200 union members
>The only attendees are the same ten guys every month, giving detailed reports about everything that's going on
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☕ . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ─ PROMPTS BASED ON THE WILD ROBOT !
" hello. bonjour. guten tag. hujambo. hola. "
" it's a monster ! run for your lives ! "
" are you here to kill us ? "
" do you believe everything you hear ? "
" why'd you help me ? "
" yeah, you should work on that. "
" ugh, do i have to do everything ? "
" kindness is not a survival skill. "
" there was an accident, i terminated their family. "
" for future reference, you probably want to keep all that to yourself. "
" the process is the art. "
" i'll just be over here. a little sad, but otherwise okay. "
" which is robot for, ‘ she loves you very much. ’ "
" death's proximity makes life burn all the brighter ! "
" um, are you, dying ? "
" you don't understand anything. you don't feel anything. "
" i don't know. i'm just making stuff up. "
" don't worry, we're his only friends. "
" he has no choice, he has to say yes. "
" SHOW ME YOUR TEETH ! "
" i promise i'll keep up. "
" i never thought of it that way. "
" funny, how life works. "
" how do you know if you love something ? someone ? "
" what if it is too late ? "
" sometimes hearts have their own conversations. "
" yeah, they all hate me. "
" there's nothing i can do that you can't. "
" shhh . . . the jerk wants to speak. "
" i will . . . consider . . . this. "
" what are you doing ? quit messing around ! "
" i know predators, & those are predators. "
" you scare me. "
" what happened was not your fault. "
" i love you. "
" now say i'm cool & don't lie. "
" don't be afraid. "
" what are you saying, you're leaving ? "
" to protect all of you, there are things there that i must put right. "
" what if i need to tell you something & you're not here ? "
" i promise i will find my way home. "
#sentence starter#rp starters#rp memes#rp prompt#rp meme#ask memes#askbox meme#roleplay meme#ask meme#rp asks#roleplay inbox prompts#roleplay memes#roleplay prompt#roleplay prompts
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Wow I can't believe this is my first time requesting something-
OK ANYHOOZLE, I had a brain blast and thought what would happen if there were TWO Sonic's trying to get our attention.
I'm not a multi shipper but I thought this would be funny, you're trying to go about your day and two sonics join together to bother and prank you, or both trying to fight for your attention lol.
I had another request I wanted to ask, but Imma wait on that.
DO THIS REQUEST WHEN YOU ARE WELL RESTED, REFRESHED, AND WANT TO.
(your health is more important than a one shot HEART ❤️)
Thanks again!
ok as funny of a concept as this is, this could actually go somewhere kind of interesting.
for the sake of theoreticals, this actually starts in stage 0, where BOTH OF THEM have no rings.
For whatever reason, two instances of sonic.exe exist. Why? How? Who knows. Maybe they both share the same disc. Maybe they're two separate discs, and two copies of the program were created. Regardless, there are two individual instances of Rewrite in this world. They are not both the same entity.
Now that there's two of them, they're even more frightening. Now you have two of them to keep an eye out for. Sometimes one will target you while another is off tormenting Miles or Ekiduna, but when they're together, their energy bounces off each other.
They work together during games. Both of them act as one team, and they work together flawlessly. If you're playing tag, and one chases you into a maze, the other one is going to cut your escape route off. Always assume that if one sees you, they both know where you are.
They'll ramble at each other. Sometimes they'll just talk back and forth and talk about you right in front of your face. -> "Say, our friend could use some fun, よね?" "That's right! They look awfully boring and all closed up right now!" "Exactly! We should find a way to それらを引き裂く。" -> Sometimes they will have entire conversations in Japanese just to screw with you. "彼らは私たちのことを理解できると思いますか?" "もちろん違います...彼らは十分に賢くありません。" Sometimes their conversations are actually about really mundane things. They just know it freaks you out, not knowing what they're saying. "私はこの歌が大好きです。" "私もです!"
The first sign of conflict begins when Miles dies. A soul ring is created... But only one. Only one of the Sonics can get it. The one that does—whom I'll call Rewrite for simplicity's sake—gains a bit of self awareness and power. A general idea of what he wants; More souls. And now, he realizes this other Sonic is actually competition.
Rewrite's behavior actually shifts, but very very subtly. They aren't as cooperative towards Sonic, who notices, and becomes wary and suspicious of Rewrite. Still, both of them act jovial and friendly towards each other, like some kind of internal mind game they're playing against each other. You would never know something is going on between them.
Both of them continue playing games with you and trying to win over your attention. But, Rewrite becomes less cooperative, and even actively sabotages Sonic during one of the games at one point.
Somehow, Sonic gets a soul ring of his own. Or maybe Rewrite gets a second ring. And now, all of a sudden, the two are actively hostile towards each other. There's not enough souls to go around. There's only 4 souls, 4 vessels, and only one of them can reach godhood. They both see each other as obstacles.
To you... Both of them just disappear one day. Maybe the world would seem to stutter and break. The colors around you distort and flash.
And all of a sudden, a terrible digital screech echoes all around you, cutting through your very core. A terrible feeling hits you, like something just shattered into a million pieces. The world itself flickers and glitches out of existence.
For a brief moment, you're in an empty void. You think you're dead.
And then... The world flickers back on. The colors are back. The sun shines down on you... As if nothing happened.
When you see Sonic again, they have 3 rings.
And you don't see the second one ever again.
#rewrite sonic#sonic rewrite#i have no clue what to tag this as. this would never happen in clockwork.rewrite#but interesting concept.#anyways. rewrite wouldn't like competition.#especially not with reaching godhood.#I'M SORRY THIS TOOK ME 10 MILLION YEARS TO REPLY TO AAA
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Guys, please, I beg you, stop backlashing Hugh Dancy after the recent con. I want him to keep attending conventions, not withdraw from them because he will be afraid to say anything. He had to already explain his "platonic love".
I'm not going to take credit for knowing what the author of the statement meant, but don't forget that Hugh Dancy is one big troll. He makes jokes about Hannibal very often. "Big splash" said about the season 3 finale before it aired, etc.???
I will only write how I understood Hugh Dancy's statement, not that he necessarily means this. Hugh himself compared the series to a romantic comedy. He doesn't say what fans want to hear (like Mads); he tries to rationalize Will's relationship with Hannibal.
An actor plays a given character, he doesn't have to see this character in the same way as fans. In my opinion, Mads Mikkelsen is the embodiment of both Hannibal's and fans' desires - yes, Hannibal and Will are married, they live together, they are murder husbands, have dogs. And what Hugh Dancy says doesn't entirely exclude the vision of Mads and the fans?
The fourth season was supposed to be about Will learning to truly accept himself, which at the same time must mean that he also learns to fully accept Hannibal and his love? Until the end of the third season, Will was not convinced that Hannibal was capable of love. Why shouldn't Will need time to accept his own feelings? Will knows he can't live with Hannibal, but he also knows he can't live without him. After finding out that Hannibal loves him, that's still a lot in my opinion?
This may be a pill hard to swallow, but Hannibal and Will hurt each other a lot in the past, so I guess that in Hugh's opinion it is more natural for the relationship to develop slowly rather than them to fuck nasty in the first second of the season 4.
#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal nbc#will graham#hannibal lecter#hannigram#murder husbands#hugh dancy#mads mikkelsen#hannibal reunion#fan expo#fan expo boston#hannibal interview#hannibal meta#hannibal analysis#pesky--dust analysis#pesky--dust thoughts#hannibal relationships#hannibal loves will#will loves hannibal#lol#i can't believe i'm using these tags right now
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"Israel's actions in Gaza are genocide and need to stop immediately."
"Hamas started this war. Return the damn hostages immediately."
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Why is it so hard to say those two things at once?
#I'm not trying to oversimplify an extremely sad and horrific situation rooted in a very complex history.#I'm trying to simplify what our slogans should be as outsiders.#Netanyahu#Israel#Gaza#Hamas#Hostages#October 7#Palestine#Genocide#As outsiders our activism SHOULD NOT be attempting to solve a geopoltical problem we don't understand.#It should be a call for justice right now. Period.#Call me a crazy moderate but I genuinely do not understand what is so impossible about acknowledging the horrible suffering and fear#That both sides have been experiencing for generations#Do not pretend that acknowledgment is a matter of condoning actions. It is simply compassion#Express compassion. Call for ceasefires. Literally that's it except for activism in your own government about however THEY are handling it#Anyway. The main problem some readers are having with this post seems to be that I chose to use the word 'genocide.' I understand that.#And believe me as a moderate I weigh words like that very carefully before using them.#For example I only started officially tagging 'authoritarianism' for the USA like...2 days ago. If that says anything.#So... no I am not going to retract that word or change the original post at all.#But reading your responses I hope I have gained more perspective on how that word feels to you guys.#I appreciate the civil discussion in the reblogs. I can't imagine how hard this is.#Especially after things heated up suddenly with Iran this week#Stay safe
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training your brain to be more open minded really will save you huh...
#VENT IN TAGS SORRY#it took me such a long while to remotely get to this point being the most stubborn bitch on earth. alas we move#i like to say i'm pretty open minded but with how easily ragebaited i can get about stupid stuff i fear i am farther than i'd like to be#esp when that stuff is like. actually not that stupid but my brain has been thru sm sometimes i can't tell what to take serious and not LMA#then again i'm 22 i'm in my early twenties. maybe rn i'm supposed to be this crazy and True open mindedness will reach me eventually#i've just been thinking sm about life and people and the way i am gradually understanding all of it at once like hold up i'm fr growing!!#understanding people is something i get passionate about i love knowing but . too much of that and my life has already passed me by#i need to focus on me .... i need to not constantly worry about others .... thinking thinking thinking and i ignore me actually v_v''#i can't live MY life through others#but it's funny bc this is how i'm learning. by observing and learning from others. i need to reach balance and open mindedness at once#someone else's life shouldn't dictate how i live my own. duh. but yk. you see things and you think a lot abt it#only child with her mom immigrant fatherless all she's known so far in the us this is a wicked timeline to understand life rn icl#i feel like i'm split & don't know as much as i should. 10 years in the middle east my childhood and 10 years in the US#from my teen to now adulthood. now i'm 22.#and i still have yet to truly Mature from covid LMFAO and i can't believe it's been 5 years i can't grasp it.#so much keeps happening and i need to be able to take control of me fr so i can at least steer in semi-right directions without constantly#- looking at / for others in how to.#me thinking that i have to hear other people's life stories and experiences all the time so i can safely navigate my own easy peasy#like girl. yk damn well LMFAOOO#at least i'm self aware about it all. but still too self-aware to do as much as i should be though#anyway apolocheese . used this post as a Journal rq#‧₊˚ 🌸 ‧₊˚ 𐙚 sora speaks
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guys!!!!!! false god by tswift is so ranchers coded!!!!!!!!
#IVE BEEN POSTING SO MANY OF THESE#i'm sorry it's just. so them#i should make a tag for my song rambling i feel like i do enough of it to warrant that#nya's playlist#<- yes. using that now#anyways let me talk about false god#'we were crazy to think that this could work remember how i said id die for you honey'#HELLO!! tango saying id die for you about the canary curse.....#'we were stupid to jump in the ocean separating us' empires vs hermitcraft 'remember how id fly to you' the rift????#'i still do it for you babe' hmmmmmm yes Yes.#'they all warned us about times like this' they all warned them that things would be different between soulmates after double life ended...#since the bond/link/wtv was gone...... and everyone told them that but they Didn't Believe it#'the road gets hard and you get lost when you're led by blind faith'#blind faith that things will work out.... that the universe was right when it paired them together.....#'but we might just get away with this' !!!!!!!!#LIKE!!!!!#'even if it's a false god we still worship this love' EVEN IF THE SOULMATE PAIRINGS WERE TOTALLY RANDOM. WED STILL WORSHIP THIS LOVE!!!!!!!#'i know heavens a thing i go there when you touch me honey hell is when i fight with you'#NOTHING INTELLIGENT TO ADD TO THAT ONE. JUST INCOHERENT SCREAMJNG BC THEMMMMM!!!!!!!#sorry i love them so bad chat SO BAD#'you can't talk to me when im like this daring you to leave me just so i can try and scare you'#dies. crawls away and literally dies#trafficblr#hermitblr#solidaritygaming#jimmy solidarity#tangotek#solidaritek#rancher duo#nya talks
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Posting more self ship art? Why of course, it's a very fun Sunday morning after all
#Jelex#can't fucking believe i'm actually using that tag#i'm so cringe#But I'm happy and i could really use being happy right now#Minecraft#Minecraft Alex#Fanart#Self Ship#My Art#Sona#Alex Minecraft#One of these was a vent comic cause i was stressed and overworked that day#You can play a fun game and guess which one!!
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IDONT KNOW BUT THATS A LOT OF BLOOD INHIS POSTS MAN.
FRICK We're trying to figure out where he is right now
#in character tags#I can't believe I didn't think of finding him sooner#stupid#UGH#WHY COULDN'T I HAVE JUST USED MY BRAIN FOR ONCE#Orange I'm so so sorry#out of character tags#don't worry about yellow everyone#he's not trying to make this about himself he's just super upset right now#ava yellow#yellow rp blog#animator vs animation#ava#animation vs animator#yellow rp#ask yellow#animation vs tumblr
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talked to a vendor at the con today and when i mentioned miraculous, they said 'i just finished season five last month' to which i said, 'oh i'm sorry.'
first time ever someone was confused by that reaction
#let's go#talked to someone else#they said they'd only seen the movie#and i was like 'oh that's fine it's the better ending'#and the other vendor was like 'they're right'#i love miraculous but holy fuck i do hate it too#can't wait for it to make a return boom in a few years and everyone realizes lukadrien is the supreme ship just as what happened to zukka#wow that tag feels like so much more than 140 characters#is it 140#wait am i just now discovering tumblr eliminated their tag length no fucking way let me keep saying stuff most of the time the tag stops at#wooo false alarm y'all#that other tag is only 137 characters but i guess i used Big Letters#i am sleepy can you tell#i hope this doesn't appear in either fandom tag#just. Watching miraculous it's fine#it's a decent show#whatever#but once you begin an ounce of analysis#that's where it gets u#god i can't fucking believe it's only 9 months#i'm done ranting in tags i need to sleep
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//Oh help, I'm still thinking about that live action Tek.ken AU.
#backup log {ooc}#//IDK WHY but there's something about a bizarre dystopian AU movie about a fighting game that grips my brain in a way i don't comprehend#//so anyways the au for this is what if lambda used to live in the designated shitty area until he got a little too curious one day and it-#//-fucked him over#//he snoops on a deal going down that turns out to be a trap and ends up idk caught in an explosion or something#//and someone that helped set up the trap or something is like 'oh shit. so anyways we have a new test subject for those cybernetics-#-we've been developing now' and that's how he ends up in tekken city#//dude gets experimented on then shoved straight into the tournament to test them out under the threat of having them-#//-removed or being killed for not complying idk#//it's rambling about a bad fighting game movie just let me have this until i get embarrassed and delete it fdbgfhndbhn#//can't believe i have an actual idea for this over the actual tek.ken au oh my goshhh#//anyways sorry for the tag ramble i'm just so auuuugh right now
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put it all on red (bull) | max verstappen social media au
pairing: max verstappen x fem russell reader
her brother won the race? does she know? does she care?
MASTERLIST | TIP JAR
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user3: this is fucking hilarious
user4: her whole ass brother won the actual race and there's not a peep of him on the post
user5: i mean her boyfriend did win the championship...
yourusername: exactlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i mean my instagram is for pretty girls only
user6: do not erase george's beauty
yourusername: nothing to erase girlypop - FUGLY!
user7: the way the guys are in the media pen and can't see that y/n is coming for their necks in instagram comments
user8: i fear she's already started drinking...
user9: in the back of the sky broadcast she hands max a drink and i'm starting to suspect that it was not water or red bull
user10: LMAO HELMUT TOOK A SIP AND LIKE NEARLY FELL OVER
yourusername: i've never claimed to be good at mixing drinks
maxverstappen1: WHERE WAS THE TONIC ???
yourusername: i don't believe in tonic 💔
maxverstappen1: YOU GAVE ME STRAIGHT GIN?
yourusername: straight 🤣
maxverstappen1: Y/N THAT'S ATTEMPTED MURDER ON HELMUT ???
yourusername: free me i did nothing wrong !!!
user11: these people kill me
user12: sign of a healthy relationship is making gay allegations about each other
yourusername: ALLEGATIONS ???
yourusername: george is lucky that he was the first russell carmen met ...
georgerussell63: RIGHT, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH
georgerussell63: thank you for the congratulations but STOP flirting with MY girlfriend
yourusername: congratulations??? for what?
georgerussell63: WINNING THE RACE?
yourusername: boring!
georgerussell63: you are so lucky we're family because you are a few cards short of a deck
yourusername: CARDS? that reminds me ... time to gamble!
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maxverstappen1: winning without the fastest car isn't for everyone
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user13: this caption has y/n russell written all over it
yukitsunoda0511: i sat here and watched them giggle to themselves for a good five minutes while posting this
user14: tell max to post more pictures like the second one
yukitsunoda0511: they are not safe for innocent eyes and they are not taken with a locked door :/
user15: why are you there ???
yukitsunoda0511: they're very generous when they're drunk !
user16: so real
yukitsunoda0511: it's also not just me :(
user17: just how many people are using the bar tab?
liamlawson30: me!
oscarpiastri: me!
charles_leclerc: me!
landonorris: me!
pierregasly: me!
alexalbon: me!
yourusername: broke bitches
carlossainz55: you do not have a job?
yourusername: gambling and being pretty is more of a job that what you will have next season 🤨
carlossainz55: has anyone ever told you you're a really mean drunk
yourusername: just george about a billion times, you get used to it (we just don't invite you out)
user18: she is just dragging anyone now
user19: hold on that is her boyfriend's work boyfriend's enemy
user20: girl is 90% of lestappen twitter's source and you think she's not gonna have a problem with sainz???
yourusername: you're so sexy i actually can't even function
maxverstappen1: gotta put the trophy in trophy husband somehow
yourusername: jokes aside i am super duper proud of you, this year has been insane and you've proven that you are the bestest eva
maxverstappen1: couldn't have done it without my fave cheerleader
yourusername: i'll wear the uniform and everything ....
schecoperez: STOP
georgerussell63: still no congratulations? i know you won the title or whatever but we're going to be brothers soon SHOW SOME RESPECT
yourusername: literally suck his dick
yourusername: wait no
yourusername: suck my dick
yourusername: WAIT NO
yourusername: choke ❤️
georgerussell63: i have no words at this point
maxverstappen1: so romantic hehehehe
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user22: ma'am why is there a cat?
user23: i think we already know the answer
user24: oh i know the answer i just wanna know the batshit explanation
georgerussell63: exsqueeze me ???
yourusername: don't speak like that about your nephew ??
georgerussell63: tell me you're not keeping it??
maxverstappen1: IT? HE JUST LEAPFROGGED YOU IN OUR WILL
georgerussell63: 1. you have a joint will ??? 2. why am i on it ??? 3. what is a cat doing with a monaco penthouse ???
maxverstappen1: i thought you could use the money ? i know toto ain't paying you what he promised me
yourusername: george your weird sugar daddy is more broke than you think sorry xx
georgerussell63: once again, what is stopping me taking the monaco house from a literal cat ?
yourusername: caesar will be very aware of his rights string bean - just because you talk in an uppity accent doesn't mean you actually know anything
georgerussell63: i cannot tell who corrupted who but i am sick of being your victim :(
user25: yes as fun as watching them dog george is i do want to know caesar's origin story
user26: i have a very bad feeling i know where he got his name
alexalbon: HE'S NOT NAMED AFTER THE CASINO IS HE?
yourusername: ding ding ding we have a winner, always knew you were the smarter half of galex
maxverstappen1: your gambling is getting out of hand
yourusername: did i or did i not win us a cat ?
maxverstappen1: AND £250,000 ???
yourusername: didn't want to promote gambling too much
yourusername: KIDS DO NOT GAMBLE IT IS DUMB
yourusername: look at me i literally have a child now ???
user27: we have lost the original plot of the movie
user28: you must be new, we stopped trying to make sense of these two years ago
lewishamilton: i can assure you it does not get any easier when you know them personally
yourusername: we aim to be sexy and mysterious
lewishamilton: that's strange because you guys dance like little boys and overshare at any given opportunity
maxverstappen1: guilty !
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georgerussell63: i won the las vegas grand prix and all i got was this lousy cat
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user29: i am sensing a y/n and max meltdown incoming
user30: maybe they're too hungover to argue?
yourusername: NEVER
maxverstappen1: LOUSY CAT? FIRST OF ALL HE'S NOT YOURS SO KEEP HIS NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH AND ALSO I WILL KILL YOU WITH A GUN
georgerussell63: excuse me?
yourusername: do NOT threaten my boyfriend !!!!!!!!
georgerussell63: do you have selective sight or something?
yourusername: no i just like him more than i like you
georgerussell63: you only met him because of me?
maxverstappen1: i have faith we would've found each other regardless we have a SOUL TIE
yourusername: EXACTLY
georgerussell63: i give up.
yourusername: this is exactly why you don't have a championship ... no drive (pun intended)
georgerussell63: NOW THAT'S IT
maxverstappen1: are you threatening my girlfriend?
georgerussell63: OMG LEAVE ME ALONE
user31: their commitment to never letting george have a day of peace is really quite charming
user32: they're going to give him grey hairs before he even turns 27
alexalbon: i gotta say georgie, i'm not with you on this one - caesar is THE dude
georgerussell63: are all my eggs falling out of the basket at once?
maxverstappen1: that's called karma for calling caesar 'it' and a lousy cat
georgerussell63: i can't lie i am missing your honeymoon phase you guys were a lot nicer
yourusername: we never left the honeymoon phase we just like annoying all of you
maxverstappen1: makes you people leave us alone :3
landonorris: you don't have to be mean to do that
yourusername: YOU JUST GOT OFF OF THIN ICE NORRIS WATCH YOUR STEP
user33: they can make excuses all these want but they just like annoying everyone else
user34: i mean based on their vegas shenanigans i think they would be super fun to be around
yourusername: oscar literally came to stay while he 'looked for a flat' in monaco and hasn't left... it's been three months. face it we're a HOOT
oscarpiastri: they are fun! the secret is to not be annoying sorry george!
maxverstappen1: they grow up so fast :')
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maxverstappen1: took a gamble when i went for the lanky posh dude's sister and i can now say it was definitely worth it
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user37: bro says snug as a bug in a rug once and now he's labelled as posh HE'S FROM NORFOLK
user38: it's also the way that y/n never gets the posh allegations
georgerussell63: it's because she's scruffy as fuck x
maxverstappen1: literally outside your house with a knife, keep talking
georgerussell63: i'm a grown man, max, you don't scare me
maxverstappen1: so i'm free to do a little gardening while you hide inside?
georgerussell63: you wouldn't...
yourusername: GO FOR THE PEONIES MAX
georgerussell63: NOT THE PEONIES I BEG HAVE MERCY
user39: so i'm supposed to read all of this shit and take them seriously when they get in the car
user40: it's part of the charm i think
user41: it's all fun and games until you remember they are full grown adults who can vote who are arguing over flowers
yourusername: i'd go through the strenuous task of growing up with george thousands more times just to be with you
maxverstappen1: i've been in love with you since i was 14, there has never been anyone else for me and there will never be anyone else for me
yourusername: ugh why didn't we just get married in vegas ?
maxverstappen1: because even though i did just harm his flowers, i do want to marry you in front of our families
yourusername: i guess you're right
georgerussell63: you know what? based on how you usually talk to me... i'm touched
yourusername: if i'm feeling generous i'll even let you do the seating chart
georgerussell63: I LOVE YOU BEST SISTER EVER
user42: only a declaration of love between max and y/n could end with george proclaiming his love for charts
user43: how does one procure an invite to this wedding ...
yourusername: be cunty
yourusername: @zakbrownceo YOU'RE BARRED
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yourusername: i'm the sibling who can't drive and yet i'm the one with four championship trophies in their house... george, step your pussy up x
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user44: omg queen who can't drive, she's such representation
yourusername: george says i'm so mean all the time but really i'm generous, i clearly gave him all the driving genes
user45: have you even tried driving?
yourusername: i went on max's sim once and got motion sickness and i'm also with the best driver in the world and siblings with an okay one - i'm surviving
alexalbon: he's already texted me about your language on this post
yourusername: just because he's a boomer in a string bean's body does not mean i must censor myself - he should know what stepping his pussy up means by now
georgerussell63: i will not be stepping on any pussy, i respect both felines and women
maxverstappen1: you called caesar 'it' so PLEASE
georgerussell63: i respect women?
maxverstappen1: you called y/n scruffy?
georgerussell63: that's y/n it doesn't count
maxverstappen1: that's not very feminist of you george. i am disappointed
yourusername: i agree, i really think the GDPA should reconsider the type of person they're letting run it
georgerussell63: huh?
yourusername: not once have i been invited to a grid meal ....
georgerussell63: well you're not on the grid that's why
yourusername: FEMALE EXCLUSION
maxverstappen1: you know we have attachment issues, you're so heartless george
georgerussell63: what is going on ???
yourusername: you CLEARLY don't care about me
maxverstappen1: and you CLEARLY don't care about the wellbeing of the grid
georgerussell63: I'M SORRY???
user46: george is unbelievably easy to rattle
user47: it must be so fun
yourusername: oh believe me, we have way too much fun
maxverstappen1: we once convinced him that it was a social faux pas to shake hands in japan lol
georgerussell63: IS THAT WHY MERCEDES WERE TOLD THAT EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS REALLY RUDE ???
yourusername: LMAOOOOOOOO
maxverstappen1: so so so easy bro
user48: i guess a couple that plays mind tricks together, stay together?
yourusername: 4eva
maxverstappen1: til death do us part
yourusername: quite literally you're not leaving me alone with GEORGE
georgerussell63: you know what: DIE
yourusername: GASP
maxverstappen1: @fia get his ass
fin.
note: HAPPY MAX VERSTAPPEN CHAMPIONSHIP DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE. IE. ME LOL
#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#f1 instagram au#f1 x you#f1#f1 social media au#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen fluff#max verstappen x you#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen fanfic#max verstappen social media au#max verstappen
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the people we meet on vacation (pt.1) | OP81
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pairing: oscar piastri x singer!reader (smau!)
summary: oscar and his childhood best friend, whose families always vacationed together, haven't seen each other in forever. maybe the f1 2025 season summer break is the time for them to rekindle?
tropes: friends to lovers, fluff, angst, social media, based loosely off of people we meet on vacation by emily henry
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user1 i'm her biggest fan, your honor
user2 can't be you bc oscar had this post liked within SECONDS
user1 i fear their fans know before they know ...
gracieabrams girl get out of london and INTO THE STUDIO liked by author
rolemodel hey there lover 😏
yn.jpg i heard you're SOBER now????
lilymhe silverstone is an hour and 35 by car, lovely!
yn.jpg i know what you're doing
alex_albon pls yn don't, if you're here, she'll forget all about me
lilymhe who is alex?
alex_albon IT'S COMMENCING
oscarpiastri name three smiths songs 🤓
yn.jpg name three people who like you (boom roasted)
oscarpiastri you do
yn.jpg I INTRODUCED YOU TO THEM
yn.jpq wait i thought you'd be much more aggressive
user3 yn in london, oscah at silverstone--let lily be right 🙏
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yn.jpg yn and oscar reunion at the british grand prix!!! snuck that silly photo of osc before mclaren got mad at me for taking photos in the garage...
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mclaren you're off with a warning
yn.jpg 😅
user4 GUYS DID YOU SEE HOW CUTE THEY LOOK TOGETHER
user5 when yn was walking in and oscar just LEFT the convo w his engineers to say hello KILL ME
user4 they're my parents
user6 i need the oscar to my yn STAT
lando what a sofishticated post
yn.jpg we all miss danny 😓
alexandrasaintmleux pretty pretty girllll
yn.jpg lovely lovely lady
pierregasly can i get tickets for your next tour, kika wants to go
yn.jpg anything for kika 🤭
pierregasly hold your horses
user7 can they just kiss
user8 bro they're good friends, why does every boy-girl friendship have to become a relationship?
user9 not every but YNOSCAR??? yes it does
user8 weird
oscarpiastri missed you
yn.jpg you could make it more believable
oscarpiastri I MISSED YOU A LOT
yn.jpg that's more like it 😋
yn.jpg i wanna meet sebastian vettel
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f1 Your drivers, enjoying their summer break, hope you enjoy yours!
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user10 AWW ALEX IS PROBABLY GOLFING WITH LILY
user11 i need to play paddel with lestappen
user12 they're just gonna be making love eyes at each other
lando yes. they will.
user12 ARIANA WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
scuderiaferrari competitive on and off the track
georgerussell63 that's me and my girlfriend
user13 girl we've BEEN knowing
yn.jpg expect oscar on vacation pics 🫡
f1 🫡
user14 YNOSCAR ARE TOGETHER?!?!?!!?
user15 ya yn has said in interviews that she and oscar have gone on vacation together since they were kids
user14 hold me im gonna faint
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user1 THEY'RE IN GREECEEEEEE
user2 yn having a mamma mia summer
lilymhe couldn't you have taken me with you?
alex_albon im right next to you, at least PRETEND to care
lilymhe i can love two people
carlossainz55 buy me a house in mykonos! liked by author
mclaren don't let him eat too much gyro!!!!
yn.jpg too late, he's a fatty
oscarpiastri ☹️
user16 i can't w the people who say they're dating--THIS IS SO FRIENDSHIP CORE
oscarpiastri red journal is running out of space
olliebearman i'll buy her a new one, yn's feeding us
oscarpiastri oh who is you?
user3 i love him your honor
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oscarpiastri greece sounds like fleetwood mac, yn said. i said i didn't know fleetwood mac. hence, an hour of her playing the guitar. slide 3 👍
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user16 guys... it's not even funny anymore
user17 the FIRST slide totally confirms it
user8 yeah i was against it at first buuuuuuuut... slide 1 doesn't lie
user16 join us
lando did you see that reel i sent you
oscarpiastri no :p
user19 oscar = kimi raikonnen
charles_leclerc son, why was your father not invited?
oscarpiastri yn hates you 😰
yn.jpg stfu ugly ass hoe, i stan charles
lewishamilton nice
user19 that's the most you're ever getting out of lewis
liamlawson did you jetski?
oscarpiastri yes it was very good
yn.jpg oscar was holding on and he fell like five times
user20 GUYS HE WAS HOLDING HER!!!!
logansargeant i guess oscar hates me because I VISITED FOR A DAY #justiceforme #photographer
yn.jpg #don'tusehashtagsweirdo
oscarpiastri thank you for the photo logan :)
yn.jpg i look quite pretty, put it on my raya 🥰
oscarpiastri yes and no. in that order pls.
july 11th, 2025 - 23:08
oscar was sitting on the patio attached to their small cabin, poking the uncooperative fire. their campsite was full of young people, just like them, their hoots and hollers and fast pop music echoing throughout the area. parties were never oscar's ideal way of spending an otherwise perfect night, and, luckily, they weren't yn's. she was still inside, washing the salt water and sand from her hair--considering she was taking ages, oscar knew he'd be asked to help untangle the insistent strands later on. he'd help, but he didn't really want to.
since seeing yn at silverstone, something had felt... strange. he didn't dare to assume that it was strange in a bad way, or that, after two decades of knowing each other, they were falling out. but he didn't like the ambiguity either. he wished he could put his hand on the pulse of this change, learn its rhythms and find a way to ride the storm. however, it seemed that only he had noticed it. yn was still floating around, a dream in her hand and a smile on her face, oblivious to what was glaring for oscar.
their house was too small. he couldn't breathe. not air, anyway--yn's floral perfume wafted around, basically etching her name into his lungs. her clothes were found in every nook and cranny of the home, reminding him of her continuous presence. her humming--which she thought he couldn't hear, but he could--made its way into his mind, altering the way he thought and listened and even walked.
strange.
"hey," yn interrupted, stepping through the door onto the patio. she wore the funny capybara slippers he had bought her when they visited argentina, but apart from that, she looked too good for a random friday night. too good for just him to see. her hair hadn't been dried, sitting in natural curls and making her stripped quarter sleeve wet. her hands were holding two mugs, so her hairbrush was in between her teeth. oscar knew she'd ask. she dropped the brush onto the couch, "what are you thinking so hard about?"
his eyebrows furrowed. "do i look like i'm thinking hard?" he put the rod for the fire down, leaning back into his cushioned chair. this attempt at nonchalance was easily noticeable and a massive failure.
"you're always thinking," she commented, sitting down in the seat next to him. her hands naturally went to the ends of her hair, running through them. "you think a lot." seeing the look on oscar's face, she added, "not in a bad way."
his eyes stayed on her for a second longer before dropping it. "here," he said, extending his hand, "give me the brush. let me help." she shrugged, lightly chucking the hairbrush towards him. instead of going to sit in front of oscar, however, yn hopped up, walked over to the corner, and grabbed the rickety guitar she'd left there earlier.
"i'll compensate you with music," she stated, taking her place in front of him. oscar moved his legs to make space, and immediately yn's hands reached for the strings, playing a beautiful melody he found uncannily familiar. as he began to brush through her hair, oscar did his very best to be gentle--if he so much as pulled on one hair, the gorgeous music yn was playing would stop.
the brushing continued until the lyrics began, "all i knew, this morning when i woke, is i know something now, know something now, i didn't before," yn softly sang, so focused on her fingerpicking that she didn''t even notice oscar stopped brushing. just for a second. she kept going. "cause all i know is you said hello, and your eyes looked like coming home. all i know is a simple name, and everything has changed."
the song ended far too quickly. when it did, yn turned her head just a bit, making eye contact with oscar. her eyes were so wide, so vulnerable, that he almost felt bad that he'd listened to her sing. it was, again, strange. she sung for crowds of thousands, but was scared to for him?
everything really had to have changed, he thought.
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maxverstappen1 terrible joke
user21 MAX YOU CAN'T DISRESPECT YN LN!!!!
user22 i'm getting tired of these games yn
yn.jpg 🙈
user23 i swear to god i will unfollow... this is ynoscarbaiting
user1 let's cancel them for not dating
user8 real
user1 you hated the ynoscar train literally 5 days ago
user8 i decided to be realistic 😐
reneerapp gorgeous girl and ... oscar
yn.jpg he's the gorgeous girl and i'm oscar
pierregasly fraNCe 🇫🇷
isackhadjar fraNCe 🥖
estebanocon fraNCe 🚬
alpine we love to see it yn liked by author
lando danny ric hath awakened with dad jokes like that
user23 lando bringing up danny all the time is so me
user24 haunting the narrative like jackie taylor
user9 he loves danny more than christian horner or netflix do
oscarpiastri at a loss for words with the first photo
yn.jpg diva, you took the photo?
user25 PLEASE STOP WITH THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW
user26 take away their instagram privileges
user27 on my roommate's wifi?
july 14th, 2025 - 13:42
yn had always had a crush on oscar. she wasn't afraid to admit it. in fact, it had lasted so long that the stage of denial that used to exist felt more like a hazy fever dream than a memory. she leaned into his touch too much, she saw him when she closed her eyes too much, she missed him too much. she tried being distant, she tried hinting, she tried. considering they were just friends, it hadn't worked.
yn had made her peace with only having oscar as a friend. but it was on days like this that she felt immense jealousy for the lucky girl who'd be able to see him fall asleep and hear his morning voice for the rest of her blessed days. right now, oscar was laying on their picnic blanket, flipping through a bukowski and occassionally taking a sip of his coffee. yn was supposed to be reading too--she planned this outing so she could binge read song of solomon. but right now, the convoluted story of milkman and guitar paled in comparison to the simple sight before her.
it was never difficult to know that oscar would never happen for her. it was always difficult for her to have to remind herself.
"can you pass the chocolate?" he asked, hazel eyes still glued to the pages. yn did as she was asked, doing so in a way that didn't intersect with her admiration of the man next to her. it was only when their hands brushed--a completely unimportant moment, one they had shared a million times over--that oscar's eyes left his novel and turned to yn. "what?"
yn pondered what to say, ashamed that she didn't feel ashamed. her best best friend caught her staring. she didn't mind. she should've. "have i ever told you how gorgeous you are?" she asked in a way that seemed genuinely shocked that she hadn't. "i feel like you should know."
his face softened, hands naturally lowering the book to shift his body towards her. "we don't usually talk like that," yn noted, running a hand through her hair in feigned casualness. "i know that. but it's true. and we say things that are true."
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user24 oscar liked this within 6 seconds, just putting it out there 🤷🏽♀️
user25 everyone but yn and oscar know what we know
user7 they're not in the room where it happens
user26 even though they ARE the room where it happens
iamrebeccad cutie!!!!!
yn.jpg 😏
user27 guys i fear yn is just flirty with everyone
user28 but it's MORE THAN FLIRTING it's psychological warfare
oscarpiastri i'll buy you even more magnets when we get to italy 🫶🇮🇹
yn.jpg i like shiny things BUT
user1 CHAT CHAT CHAT GUYS LOOK
user29 bro has her quoting taylor, she's cooked
gracieabrams i felt summoned by this post
yn.jpg i chanted "gracie ABrams" before posting
olivieblake hello!!!!!
yn.jpg send the arc for the new book over here 🫦
ediepiastri oscah got sad he wasn't featured, treat him kindly tonight, he's sensitive 🤧
oscarpiastri 🤡
maxverstappen1 have you been practicing paddel oscar?
yn.jpg mate, ask in private chat
maxverstappen1 ok
rasmus.hoejlund glad you visited liked by author
user30 getout
user31 DON'T PLAY WITH ME
user4 RED ALERT
yn.jpg i challenge arthur_leclerc to go on the amazing race w me
osarpiastri take me, i'm your best friend
user8 THE FRIEND ZONE NO
lando the things i could say
hattiepiastri yn text me rn
oscarpiastri i swear to our lord and savior julian casablancas
yn.jpg got something to hide, osc?
part two coming soon.......
#f1#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 fanfic#f1 fic#formula 1#formula one#op81 x reader#oscar piastri x reader#oscar x reader#oscar piastri#mclaren#ln4#lando norris#charles leclerc#cl16#lewis hamilton#lh44#kimi antonelli#ka12#george russell#gr63#carlos sainz#cs55#alex albon#gabriel bortoleto#nico hulkenberg#yuki tsunoda#max verstappen#mv1
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Calm and Serenity (Part 5)
Sylus x Non!MC
summary: you didn't know what sylus saw in you. he said you were calm, quiet and serene and that's what he needs. you believed it. he showed it. not until little miss hunter came. she's everything you're not. news that she's in danger can make the ever so calm sylus to run and leave everything behind. it made you think, would he do that for you as well?
tags: angst, romance, hurt and comfort, confused sylus, non-mc reader, mentions of death/dying, cursing
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note: one last part next. and a big thank you to the love on this series. y'all make me wanna cryyyyy 🥹🥹🥹
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Sylus eyes flickered over the screen scanning every area in N109 Zone’s security cameras hoping in one of them he'll see you but for some reasons he can't.
The frustration is slowly creeping to his skin. He doesn't like the obvious fact that you left him with no explanation, that he is too late. That it took him long enough before giving you the assurance that you needed.
But most of all, he didn't like it that he inflicted such an amount of pain on you that you had to leave him quietly.
For every moment that passes without any news of you, Sylus can feel the anxiousness in him double in numbers. He won't stay still. He needs to find you now.
He grabbed his jacket and was about to get his keys when he heard footsteps approaching his directions.
He hoped that it was you. That you decided to finally come back and maybe hear him out. He quickened his steps but when he saw the red link on his wrists glowing, immediate disappointment consumed him.
“Sylus, I kept calling you but I was sent straight to voicemail," she said with a pout.
“MC, now is not a good time. Please take your leave." he coldly said.
It made her frown and he knew that she's not used to him saying no to her. But it had to be done. He didn't define a proper boundary before and now his life is a mess so even if it's late, he will do his best to straighten up his act.
Maybe if he did this the heavens would smile at him and make you go back to him.
“MC? I thought I'm Miss Hunter? Or Kitten? What happened? Did Mephisto throw that away by the window?"
He just stood there unmoving. Hearing her say that is an additional punch to the gut. Sylus didn't hide anything from you including this. And even if he can't control what he feels, he should've taken control of the things he says.
It's not right to call her those pet names when you exists and it must've been hell for you to hear that rolling off his tongue so naturally.
"I said leave.” he finally managed to get a word out of his mouth.
“Why? I thought we were spending time together to establish our connections? For us to get synced when using our evols?” She inquired with an obvious irritation in her face.
If it were before he lost you, he might have laughed and teased her about it and will add a little bit of sass to rile her up more.
But now? All he can think about is how insensitive he is. An asshole even.
No wonder she left.
No. He can't think like that. He needs you back and he will do everything to see you tonight.
Sylus took a deep breath. He can feel his brows twitching. Every second wasted here is a risk for your safety and what if you come back and see her? What would you think?
He doesn't know exactly why you left but he is not stupid to not know that it has something to do with Miss Hunter.
“I don't want to have any connections with you," Sylus answered.
“What do you mean?"
“See this link?" He asked and showed her his wrist.
“Yes. That connects us, right? You, me, grew from the same soil, kindred spirits like you said." She recounted their previous conversations.
“Good. Now I want us to get rid of it. I want you to get rid of it."
Sylus can see the gears in her head turning at every word he says. He knows he's asking for too much. She doesn't even remember cursing him but Sylus is desperate. He needs to find you and he needs this connection to finally be broken.
He can live without half his soul. He's been doing that for a while now, but he cannot live without you.
"Are you out of your mind?” She exclaimed, "I don't even know how we got tied together and now you want me to break it?”
Sylus is losing hope. He doesn't want her to remember. What's the point? It will hurt her, it will make all of this complicated … but he also needs to break free from this curse.
He will make this conversation quick. He needs to get this out of the way.
“Y/N is missing," he said. “She left me and I know it's because of my own stupidity, but it also has something to do with this bond, MC."
“I-I don't understand,"
“I will explain, but not now.” Sylus met her gaze making sure she understands every word he says, "A lot has happened in the past and it had something to do with a curse that binds me to you in every life we live. And you know what's the worst part? We're always doomed. We don't get to be really happy. I always end up dead and you end up killing me … grieving me.”
Recalling it all, it leaves a bitter taste in his tongue. Always cursed to die, to suffer. To love her but always end up dead. It drained him of hope, of joy, of life.
"It made me who I am today because of all those experiences. Living day to day just to wait for the time that I'll die. But that changed here. It changed because of Y/N. I get to experience the things that I thought I was desensitized of. She made me hope that I can break free of this cycle.”
Sylus held her hand. Begging.
“So please, think of it. Help me find a way to break this cycle."
With a single tear and a shaky voice he begged. “Please let me go."
"Let me go!” You screamed and tried to kick Luke and Kieran. "Get off me!”
"No can do, Madame. You need to go home. Boss Man is going crazy looking for you.” Kieran said. "He's flipping the base inside out just to find you.”
You groaned and rolled your eyes. “Ah so he does remember I exist? I was so close to being free and you just have to drag me back."
Indeed, you're so close to leaving the N109 Zone. Just one step and you're out of their radar but just before you can run, Mephisto’s blocking your way followed by Luke and Kieran.
“I know you've been having a hard time lately and the boss is really at fault. But come home for now. It's dangerous out here. He has a lot of enemies and they won't hesitate to use you to their advantage.” Luke said. “Plus, he has alerted everyone of his trusted alliances and the whole base to guard every entrance and exit in N109 Zone. Even if you manage to step outside you'll be dragged back home.”
“Fine. I guess I have no choice." All that running and hiding just to come back to base and it's not because you want to, but because you can't. You're sure that the moment you run, Mephisto is already tailing you and alerting everyone. Plus, you can't really outrun a bird.
“If you really want to leave, and you have enough reasons, Boss is not heartless enough to cage you. I know that you know it very well." Kieran said, his voice surprisingly gentle.
You didn't give him an answer. You just walked with them to their car and closed your eyes. You can hear the twins updating Sylus that you're with them.
Right … Once you get home, you have no choice but to face the inevitable. You planned to just leave him be and let him live his life with Miss Hunter, but he just has to find you when you don't want to be found.
You're too busy thinking of every possibile thing that you'll say to Sylus and didn't notice the time it took before the car stopped in front of his home. Luke and Kieran left you saying something about giving you privacy. You can't really tell. You're not paying much attention.
Just as you were stepping down from the car, you saw Miss Hunter. Anger bubbled in your chest. You're here being dragged back home with the thought that he's looking for you because he cares but then you're gonna see her here?
You were about to march back to the car when you saw the state that Miss Hunter is in. Her eyes are puffy and red. Looked like she cried. Once she saw you, she avoided your gaze and muttered a brief “I'm sorry," and left.
It was weird. What's happening?
Behind her you saw Sylus running for his life. Immediately, you thought that he's running after her. That's the natural order of things right?
“You're back, you're really back." His hard body slammed yours and you were engulfed in a tight hug. You can feel his erratic heartbeat and his shaking hands that cradle the back of your head.
“Are you okay? Are you hurt? Do you need anything?"
You looked at him. Your heart is splitting in two.
This is your Sylus. This is the Sylus you loved. The one who only looks at you. The one that loves you.
He's back.
But why now? Why now when you decided that you're done? You tear your gaze away from him.
“Sweetie, please say something." He begged, cupping your cheeks to make you look at him.
“I know I have not been a good boyfriend, but please hear me out, okay?” His voice breaks as he talks to you. You can hear fear, desperation and sadness in them. “I love you, I really do and I'm choosing you. I'm choosing us —”
A hiccup escaped from your lips. Since when did you start sobbing? You didn't know. But your tears are free flowing now. All the hurt that you kept hidden is now out in the open.
“But you left. You left me. You chose her. You always choose her." you said. Like a kid who lost her precious toy, you cried and hit Sylus's chest. “I know everything. You don't have to lie. Sweet Evil Trap, huh? Half of your soul? I know that. I read them in your journal."
“How can you tell me you love me when you have her? You were waiting for her. Not just once but in every lifetime." You sobbed as he pulled you to a hug. He didn't say a word. He just let you pour your heart out.
“All I wanted was one dinner with you. A time for just the two of us, but you're so ready to ditch me because she called. A-and I realized that no matter what you say, that no matter how much you tell me you love me, I can't really compete with her because you don't love me as much as her."
You tried to pull away from him but he just held you closer.
"That's not true, no, no, I love you. No one else. It's just complicated, darling. We have this bond —”
You snapped and pushed him away.
"That stupid bond again! How many times do I have to hear that? How many times do I have to be slapped by the fact that I do not have any connection with you? That you need to discard me as soon as possible to be with your soulmate!?”
He grabbed your wrist when you tried to walk away. “Listen to me first! Yes, there's a bond connecting us but I want it gone! AND IT'S NOT A FUCKING SOULMATE BOND IT'S A CURSE!"
He raised his voice at you and that made you shut up. He never yells at you. This is the first time. And you expect anger to fill his eyes but it's pure sadness and pleading that you give him a chance to tell his truth.
“Sylus,"
“It's a curse, alright? She cursed me to always have my soul tied to her. Yes we did have a past, it was beautifully tragic. She had to kill me. I had her kill me so I could save her. But it gets tiring over time. It gets tiring to always live just to die. I relived that life multiple times and I was not happy anymore.”
You see his tears flowing now. You want to wipe them away but you're stoned in place still trying to process what he said. So when he kissed your hand, you didn't pull away. You saw that it gave him a little relief so you let him continue.
“And then you came. You came and changed everything. For once, I wanted to be happy again. To be selfish again. To live for as long as I can just to be with you. I may have been a fool as of late, but that's the life that I was accustomed to.”
"Once she's here, I know it's a matter of time for me to die and I willingly throw myself in there. Because that's the fate I have to live. And this bond? This energy linkage makes sure that I hurt every time I try to defy my fate. But because of you, for once I have the desire to take control of my life again.”
You cannot stop crying now hearing all of that. He wipes your tears with his thumb and planted kisses on your temple. You mustered the courage to reach for his face and wipe the wetness off his cheeks. He leaned in to your touch savoring every moment.
“I talked to MC, I asked her to help me break the curse she bestowed upon me." He said kissing your palm. “I'm choosing you, sweetie. I'm choosing this life. So please, please let me make it up to you?"
You take a deep breath. You have decided.
"I love you. So, so much,” you gave him a quick kiss. "And thank you for choosing to live your life as your own.”
His hold on your hand tightens, "Baby, please.”
"But I still need to leave.” New waves of tears flowed from the both of you. "I know that you're telling me the truth and you're genuine, but the problem here is not just in your situation with MC but with the conflict on myself as well.”
"Sylus, I'm insecure and I'm having a hard time accepting that you're choosing me. In my head you're saying this because you're guilty. Because you're a good person and you can't bear to see me hurting so you're sacrificing your own happiness just to cater to me.” you said.
“Do you see the point I'm making? I acknowledge your bravery for choosing us, for choosing your happiness, but I also have to make this decision, Sylus. The hurt I felt won't be mended and healed just because you told me all of that. So I need to go away for some time. To heal, and find it in myself to trust you without any speck of doubt. You get me right? If I don't do this, I will just end up hurting you more because I am broken.”
“I need time, Sylus. Time to process and heal. And if by the time we see each other again and you're still feeling the same thing and I am as well, then maybe we'll go from there."
It was hard for Sylus but he knows that you need this. That you both need this. So despite not liking the idea of you leaving and the fear of the possibility that you won't be back, he nods his head. It was his own fault that you're thinking that way. He broke you and mere words are not enough to mend your heart.
He will live his life as his own. He will hope that you will keep him in your heart because he is sure that he won't be able to find anyone to love aside from you.
“I understand, darling." he replied, “I am so sorry for putting you through that, but please know that I love you and if ever you find it in your heart to come back to me, you know where to find me."
That same night, you packed your bags and left the N109 Zone. Sylus took you to Linkon. He remembered looking at your back as you walked away. Your shoulders obviously shaking as you cry.
That night was the night that Sylus felt the loneliest he has ever been. That night, Sylus wished that you'll find happiness and come back to him.
But if you don't?
Then he'll just be content and happy that even for a brief time it felt like he truly lived again.
OMG last part? Hmm Yes, No, Maybe so?
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Im really sick of being judged for using AI by people who boast about never having opened chatgpt. Most people aren't as bad as that one anon you got, but people are still incapable of seeing AI as a tool and instead see it as evil incarnate.
And no I don't even use it to write or make fanart because the prose it generates is truly awful and the art looks uncanny, but there's a million posts out there where the gist is basically "there is NO REASON EVER to use evil generative AI. The only time you should ever use ai is if you're using the Good AI that scientists use to cure cancer and stuff". Theres a decently popular post that basically sats that nobody without a college degree could possibly have the critical thinking and research skills needed to safely use chatgpt in any capacity, and its dangerous for anybody else to even try because it could say something false and you wouldn't even know!! Because we all know that that if you ever believe a lie, its impossible to learn the truth later /s. Oh, and the lies on the internet are fine because they're all natural, and at least somebody with a soul told them.
The culture on here has become so toxic that if I try to counter one of those posts with "hey I've found chatgpt to be pretty useful when it comes to fixing problems on my computer. Just tell it what you were doing and give it the error message, and it can get you on the right track faster than Google", people won't even attempt to figure out for themselves whether that's true (doing exactly what they accuse ai users of doing), and jump straight to calling me an idiot who's opinion doesn't count because I use chatgpt.
I'm not saying that it isn't shitty to fill up fandom tags with AI slop, and people have every right to be mad about that because it's beyond low effort and it sucks. Don't use it if you don't want to use it, but you're not *more qualified* to say what it can and can't do because you don't use it.
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Google is so bad now. It's all paid ads or, well, AI telling me what is common and not what I asked it to find.
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