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christmas robin 🎀
#honkai star rail#honkai star rail fanart#robin#robin hsr#hsr robin#christmas#this was so rushed ummmm#goodbye#i forgot how to render again
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A little 15 min doodle but first post of the year has to be Bingqiu!
#hoot art#ok its time to get mushy in the tags because I doubt anyone would read them too closely#I’ve had severe art block for YEARS before I got into danmei in 2024#and it wasn’t that my skill was gone it’s just that I thought nothing I did was good enough#I started reading danmei around the summer of last year and I got SO INSPIRED#I dived into the fandom side of things (I haven’t been in a live fandom in years) and was so excited about all the art people were making#and writing! and music! and animatics!#everything was so bright and colorful and beautiful#and everyone had such cool designs for these book characters that I’d grown to love#so I took a chance and doodled a little Luo Binghe and posted him on here#and I was so taken aback by how welcoming and sweet the fandom was#it made me wanna keep taking chances and posting my art— because I think that’s one of the hardest things I’ve come to accept#that even if it’s not good enough for me#someone else may enjoy it#and ain’t it crazy that ive come to enjoy drawing again too#sure the interaction has been fun but it’s been even more fun experimenting with my style and experimenting with colors and rendering#and grayscale and angles#and composition and expressions#ahh!! art is so fun!! I forgot how fun it was!!#I had forgotten how much I loved to draw!!#and the fandom— so many ideas are exchanged and I’ve met some of the loveliest people thru the sv fandom!#tgcf too but they’re a little less chill lmao#anyways#I’ve set up a little spot in the fandom and I plan to keep at it here it’s very nice and cozy and funny and warm#huge thanks to everyone for being so kind and welcoming#and an even bigger thanks to anyone who’s interacted with my art#I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that someone took the time out of their day to like/repost these silly little doodles I post#incredible. ok bye for now :)#svsss#bingqiu
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Seperate version for the people who just wanna see Ned looking sad and wet (sorry for the shitty quality I tweaked it so much procreate ate the crispness)
#I forgot how to render again 🗣️🗣️🗣️#this looks kinda fucked up up also kind of okay#I should stop overthinking omg#everyday I wake up and ask myself if I’m a little autistic or just really really anxious#can I get an amen#the terror#the terror amc#edward little#ned little#froggerart
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christ man put on some sunscreen
redraw from here
#this was actually just an excuse to draw bkg's scars. haven't found a reason to draw him shirtless until now#but also i forgot how fun it is to render/paint skin. i should do more studies again!!! i miss those#bnha#mha#bakugou katsuki#redraw#fan art#becki draws stuff n stuff#rendered
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No one in the universe is doing it like them. Absolutely unreal
#drawing lister without an earring is like drawing an angel without wings ive decided#for boo#also im experimenting with some different styles in hopes that i will one day be able to consistently draw faces that i dont hate#im quite happy with these ones ngl#yet again paralyzed by indecision when it comes to which color combination to use for them#i admit i am enjoying the bisexual lighting#red dwarf#rimster#dave lister#arnold rimmer#my art#and thats TWO count em TWO completely rendered images from yours truly in the span of a week#forgot how to draw for a minute but were back
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(Jerry Smith) Pov: you pushed Slug Jerry out of his human disguise with your mean attitude.
Slug Jerry is now upset at you and thinks you're a monster.
(late) day 2 of this challenge.
#rick and morty#art#my art^#Jerry Smith#slug jerry says: what is wrong with you?????#pfft this was the easiest thing ever i just spent a whole day#but i really like how this turned out...#i cant even believe i made it like i was just about to give up#i hope you jerry enjoyers can give Slug Jerry a comfy and pathetic home#if you want to react to this in rp form is okay for me i think it would be funny af#APOLOGIZE TO SLUG JERRY NOW#i had so much fun rendering this one <3 (i just pressed a couple of buttons<33333)#oh i almost forgot#not vector#im not doing this again YOU HEAR ME? (yes i am besides the suffering i think i liked it?)#send requests!!!
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Subspace Debonair Disguise (bottom left character ofc)!! Silly oc of mine ^_^
A crossroads-originating, self-pronounced 'detective' who uses his gear to impersonate others to get into places he otherwise wouldn't be able to properly investigate on his own!
#barely associated with Subspace actually lol. I just thought they'd look cool together. also its like “ooo he's disguising as Subspace oooh”#I rendered this for no reason i was just feeling silly. I couldnt stop thinking of her for some reason??#heeelp plaguing my brain aaahhh#original concept for Debonair was instead him posing as some sorts of a false deity. Maybe i'll make a duplicate gear that's like that....#like; another debonair. or maybe a different gear altogteher...... I just got an idea but I need to go to bed#anyways Yeah im SLEEPING!!!!! i just wanted to post this bcs i forgot earlier lol#goodnight chat#art#my art#phighting#phighting!#subspace phighting#phighting oc#[OC: Debonair]#?i think thats how i styled my oc tags.#WHATEVER#GOODBNIGHT AGAIN#BYE .
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sometimes i look at before and afters and im like what did i spend all those hours in photoshop on other times im wondering if i even tried when i was in blender
#i forgot how to light scenes#also realised i accidentally deleted the new height and specular maps i made a few months ago#when i was trying to free space for datv and just. deleted so many render things because i thought i would never want to make a render ever#again lmao#at least i didnt delete everything i kept the most important things#except my newer height and specular maps rest in peace#blood cw
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A snapshot in the early days of Dash Max's accidental baby acquisition where his teammates prove themselves traitors as they laugh at Dash Max struggling to capture Sideswipe.
#Sunstreaker#Fem!Sunstreaker#Sideswipe#Lambros#Lambo Twins#Dash Max#ダッシュマックス#TF#Transformers#Exkizer#Exkaiser#Brave Exkaiser#Yūsha Ekusukaizā#Yūsha shirīzu#勇者エクスカイザー#勇者シリ���ズ#My art#Crack treated seriously#Dad Max AU#I forgot how to draw Dash Max and Sideswipe#I'm never rendering another work like this one again#I don't even know what happened with this one#Small PSA: Dash Max's rear is not artist friendly
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dump :p
are people still into black clover...
#black clover#:3#parcaeive#black clover fanart#luck voltia#magna swing#vanessa enoteca#please be friends w me if ur still into black clover....#this shit is the only reason i beat art block rn#also my art style keeps changing oh my godd#sketch only til i figure out how to render again...#damn you school!!! (i was just too lazy to draw for like 3 months)#(and now i forgot how to)#a lil bit of#magluck#soz idk how to design the grimoires#can u tell luck is my favourite lmfaoo 😭😭😭
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hgGGshshgsgshsgfgggsgsh!!!!!!!!!!
let's pretend i know how to make backgrounds (i don't. this looks unbearable lol)
idk man i just love Wynnie
(i hate the way they still look like cryptids to me!!!!! why drawing humans other way than chibis/very stylized is so DAMN hard ghHHGgghhhHHh)
#heartsworn#heartsworn dorian#heartsworngame#this oc still has no name its making me crazy#she's boutta be named some bs that will make MC acronym atp#like. MC initials because it would be stupid funny#that damn ginger and her grasp on me UGH#ignore the physics of that skirt ok idc#artists on tumblr#for a split second i knew how to render and then i forgot again its a mess
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WIP
#IM---#WHY IS HE GOING SIDE TO SIDE#BROTHER PLEASE WALK STRAIGHT#shouldve made this wwx or something#ok so i found an alternative route to get this shit in 10 minutes#whereas the other path took me a week and it still works less than this#so first take the vrm make a copy and turn the copy into a glb. just change the extension name. then import it to blender#then generate an fbx with or without textures nobody gives a shit just do it#get the animations on that and then import back the skeleton to blender#then on your static model you will want an animation track so literally go into pose mode pick a bone and then add a keyframe#then go ahead delete it. you just wanted a blank animation track#then rename the imported skellys and then push down the animations to make them actions#then add the actions to this model by going to the NLA and just. adding the actions.#thats how to get to this point. idk why hes swaying and how to fix that. im gonna go mess with that now#once this works i can fulfill my dream and i can start mocapping myself with a whip#ive been mocapped before ive never done it myself tho#ive always been a minor antagonist in every game ive been in#is there something about my face?#forgot to mention. this fixes the glb file geometry rendering export issue. now i can use glb again#which means i can put this shit on neocities#edit: I found the issue. DO NOT adjust the skeletons and absolutely do NOT EVER transform all while importing#this is my guide to myself because I will forget and then get screwed so bad#edit edit: do not import glb using the default setting on blender. use the middle setting. idk what it says but thats the one.#use the one with cones not balls
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i love love love the way you draw gorgug!! you give him so much personality :)
ouhhh omg thank u so much 😭😭 he’s my favorite bad kid so i tend to overthink a lot when i draw him haha but im really glad u like the way i draw him :’)
#‘gorgug from fh’ WRONG. he is actually my oc#out of all the bad kids hes actually the hardest one for me to draw#which is painful cause hes my fav but its ok we ball#i have so many hcs so if i draw him different every artwork uhh it is what it is#my thought process when i draw him is like ok yeah he’s cool but like#hes also so lame 2 me#i cant make him look too cool .. . . i wont allow it#sometimes i gotta reign it in guys#glasses gorgug is so real to me Btw#so funny to think abt tho. glasses goggles And headphones#where do u keep all that….#i forgot what the original purpose of these tags were i just like talking about him#bro i still havent figured out the logistics of his tusks#idk how to do certain shorthands for mouths anymore cause im always like.#where do the tusks fit into all this.#and i really enjoy rendering eyes so the fact that goegug is js so ⚫️⚫️ is so funny to me#i cant spell but im not writing that tag again#ill stop here HAHAHA#thank u anon <3#asks
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early saturday morning distress
im full of thoughts and feelings and have nowhere to put them
#*slamming my head against the wall* how do i not have adhd how is it not adhd. autism doesnt get in the way of my work#who cares if autism gets in the way of how i socialize and function and how people perceive me#what matters is i get my comic done and i have projects finished#i want my room clean. i want to be able to cook things. i want to enjoy shows and movies.#i want to have a comic to work on consistently in my life#i want to have fully rendered art pieces again#im freaking tired of having nothing of incomplete ideas and having materials laid out ready to be used#i have done nothing in my life that deserves any rewards or awards. i deserve no praise because ive done NOTHING#I JUST CANT GET MYSELF TO DO THINGS AND I WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO THEM#AND DONT TELL ME ITS JUST POSSIBLE AUTISM#DONT TELL ME ITS JUST A SLEEP DISORDER#I HAVE EVERY SYMPTOM OF INATTENTIVE ADHD SINCE DAY 1 SINCE I WAS BORN#and maybe autism BUT WHAT MATTERS IS THE ADHD#IT HAS BEEN RUINING MY LIFE. IT HAS BEEN MY STRUGGLE THROUGH SCHOOL THROUGH WORK. THROUGH ART#IM FUCKING DISTRAUGHT AND THERES NO ONE I CAN TALK TO ABOUT THIS BECAUSE MY PSYCH WONT ADDRESS IT#MY THERAPIST WONT ADDRESS IT. BECAUSE I HAVENT DONE A STINKING TEST. BECAUSE I HAVE A SLEEP DISORDER#dsitraugth. abosolutely distraught. im so angry and i cant do anything about it.#who cares if im autistic. its all in the past. my bullying and mistreatment is all in the past who caressss.#who cares if i collect stuffed animals. who cares i cant order food at a subway. who cares if i cant talk to people in a normal voice#i cant be passionate anymore? i cant stay motivated anymore? i cant hyperfixate anymore? i cant finish things EVER.#im just in shock. in awe. flabbergasted. it cant be adhd. it must be autism and a sleep disorder#CANT IT BE ALL THREE. IVE GOT A LOT OF PROBLEMS BABE. IM JUST#in shock. that i didnt show the obvious signs of an adhd kid when you talk to me for 10 minutes once a month#you just ask me hows my day#you dont ask me any struggles focusing today? any projects finished since we last saw you? have you been taking your meds consistently?#what can you take from that? how was your day? i forgot. i literally forgot what i did before i came here. huh? isnt that adhd enough for y#let me ask you uber specific questions about autism. do you have trouble with food textures?#can you read emotions of others? do you react appropriately to these specific situations?#youre already biased towards the autism. everyone disregarding the ACTUAL PROBLEMS IM HAVING#who cares if i cant eat apple sauce. I WANT TO WORK ON MY COMIC!?????
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KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE! 💍💐‼️
my piece for the @aaweddingzine which is now open for leftovers!
extra stuff/commentary under the cut | like what i do? support me on ko-fi ❤️💜
i also ramble a lot more on the behind-the-scenes pdf for this zine that you can also get with your purchase >;^] i also drew some nifty matching icons for the zine! (hint: it's time for divorce)
you know me, i'm incredibly klapollopilled, of course i'm drawing these two suckers for the wedding zine! <3 something about klapollo marriage makes me incredibly emo so i'm very glad for the opportunity to go all out so i can be EXTRA emo about it 😈
if i remember right, i think this idea came to be when i thought about the image of klavier bursting into tears as he lifts up apollo's veil and it all went from there LOL (also so psyched i get to draw him in a barong tagalog <333)
everything got so much more ambitious, though, from that initial idea! i drew like what (i am counting the number of characters in the spread right now as i type) 40-ISH CHARACTERS ALL IN ALL?! (WHAT THE FUCKDFGDHJ) and i even had to cut out some of the characters i originally had in the sketch 😭 (sorry gumshoe, kay, and seb/eustace ....)
i drew this like a year ago and i'm still so proud of this piece! i don't think i can achieve this level of rendering again, it's been so long i forgot how to do it LMAO
(also i can never reopen the file for this thing again bc it makes clip studio want to dieeeee DFSGHDJ so many layers ...)

another thing, i was working on this in tandem with my piece for the mea culpa zine; do you know how funny it is to draw apollo having such a happy moment and then draw him dying 😭 the contrast, the whiplash
that's all i have to ramble about i think, i'm so so so amazed at this zine bc my zinemates truly made some spectacular pieces of art! :"^D if you have the chance, please do check it out! 💗
#ace attorney#apollo justice#klavier gavin#klapollo#trucy wright#rayfa padma khura'in#nahyuta sahdmadhi#aa judge#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#thalassa gramarye#datz are'bal#vongole#mikeko#ema skye#simon blackquill#aa taka#vera misham#juniper woods#athena cykes#described#id in alt text#sunnysidedraws#sunnysidezines#ace attorney zine#apollo x klavier#klavier x apollo#kyodoroki#juat realized i can also post this on my phpne since i got the drafts saved wahoooo
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sigh. what are we going to put in the background of this half-body portrait this time.
#bobtalk#id love to draw more proper established scenes/compositions but well.here we are again#atleast im drawing at all lol. how the fuck do i render hair again i forgot.
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