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i returned home to more asks ( which i am totally happy about thank you ) but my inbox is almost at 40 so, i'm gonna go through some old stuff and delete some asks and clear things out just a bit so i am not overwhelmed. hope everyone is having a good saturday.
#〈 ooc. ★ 〉#once my inbox starts reaching 40/50 im like ok#i need to delete some stuff lol#i do my best T^T
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Ngl I'm kinda into idea of Zoro losing his cool when bottoming bcuz I know Sanji can deliver some demon-lvl pounding thanks to his combat style and stuff
#I'm not making the rules#sanzo#zosanzo#it's feels kinda silly to post abt sanzo as someone who is like 90% only into zosan lmao#just Sanji being all needy and whiny and muttering some lovey dovey stuff all the time and Zoro just holds on for his life lol#one piece#black leg sanji#roronoa zoro#shitpost#sleep deprived post#may delete later#I'm ashamed in the hrny jail if anyone asks xoxo#I need to stop posting that type of stuff I'm gonna get marked#cw suggestive
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well since 2 of u enabled me, here's gabe o'hara doodles
#we'll see how long i keep this up before i chicken out and delete it lol#not haikyuu#will have more haikyuu stuff later i just need some fresh ideas is all#spiderverse#gabriel o'hara#im soooooooooooooo normal about him
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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(vent under the cut)
All I can do is laugh when someone feels the need to announce I Don't Like Thing. Okay, sport! Do you need mommy to hold your hand and show you the back button or how to keep scrolling?
Not gonna link the posts that prompted this. One is whiny puriteen ragebait that doesn't deserve any more attention. The other was a non-fanwork post on ao3 that got nuked faster than I could click it.
I would take my own advice and scroll past without comment, but I have to say this for any newer writers who still feel a stab of doubt from this nonsense:
The only writing advice that matters is to learn how to read writing advice - and when to ignore it.
99% of it is just wank about the author's own personal preferences masquerading as "advice." It's not about you, it's about them.
Which frees you to dismiss it as the whining that it is.
Just identify what you like about your own and others' work and practice those elements. What you like. If you hate what others are writing and you don't like that it's getting more attention than stuff you like, then write more of what you like.
Final note: equating sex with inferiority or a lack of sophistication is profoundly anti-intellectual and reactionary.
It is 2025. We are in the middle of a fascist backlash where this cutesy "ew sex bad" sentiment is already being weaponized to do real world harm to queer and trans people, BIPOC folks who are both sexualized and racialized, sex workers, and anyone with a uterus, just as it has many times before.
Learn your fucking history before you try playing dress-up intellectual about something as innocuous as pwp on your dash.
#. friday speaks#i don't vent much but#i had to log into the kylux ao3 feed to delete an autoposted link to some “list of stuff I don't like” which tagged a bunch of mlm ships#very annoying#and that post going around about 'real writing' 🙄#it's just embarrassing behavior#it's childish. like i will assume stuff like this is written by a child#who's too young to read smut anyway so just. don't. lol#and when it's an adult god that's even more embarrassing lol#anyway.#i just want writers who have not yet mastered the Ignore Bullshit feat to know that yes it is bullshit and you have permission to ignore it#and sex and art are not incompatible#ridiculous that that even needs to be said#but here we are
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fuck with me
fuck with meeee
im trying to do different sprite styles and sizing down full drawings to make a base is so fucking dumb looking. christ. also ace not looking like they havent slept in days feels illegal.
on another topic god seeing other pokepasta blogs interact with each other lately has been so fun. i really wanna do that sometime soon... it certainly wouldnt be canon but i havent gotten to see stuff like that circling around since my time in the daily pokemon community! though maybe its just cus of the blogs that i follow that im seeing it now hajnsljkns
#mn diary#practicing sprites is fun but god is it a 'trust the fucking process' type of activity#ik at some point i think i said i didnt want character interactions on mn but honestly im gonna retract that statement...#even if it isnt canon theres a lot of fun to be had seeing how different characters can interact#i was just. still figuring out what the fuck i was doing at that point..#i havent really (sucessfully) run an ask blog before lol. i consider cottons old thing an entire other kind of beast#im so mad i deleted that fucking blog theres so much stuff there ill never get back now#ive mentioned it to the other mods and given. it was never a formal rule (as we dont Have Any really) we decided we didnt need to make-#a big thing abt it and just. roll with whatever happens now. esp given asks have been on hiatus for so long#and we've gotten a bunch of new followers since then too#ig this is the closest thing to an official 'announcement' im making then.. right there with funny ace wip
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Going to do a Nevermoor series reread in June + July + August ? if anyone else also wants to do a reread around that time, could be fun to have more of the fandom prepping for Silverborn
Did initially make a roadmap plan to split the books up into weeks on top of already being months, so that people could focus on specific parts and discuss each week….. but between the fact that I messed it up the first time, Silverborn kept getting delayed as I planned it, and I’m actually really bad at keeping to stuff like that (looking at you, Silverborn Countdown Challenge…) I’m deciding to just go for it at whatever pace happens.
#will def be June/July but we’ll have to see if I get into August. may want to keep most of that + September as Silverborn Hype Months lol#nevermoor#silverborn#if you ever followed my rereads thoughts masterpost for my (reread?) eternal reread and wondered ‘why no hollowpox’? boy is it a doozy#beginning of the year Apple Books updated and I’m not huge on it!#and since I couldn't fix I decided I would try and delete and reinstall the app.....#…..forgetting that my books and notes are tied to the app and not saved otherwise…..#so I lost all my notes INCLUDING all my reactions and thoughts from my very first reread that I was excited to look back on and share 🥲😭😭😭#so I’ve just been in mourning and never continued out of my personal beef with the app….#so this time I think I’ll take use of all my different physical copies and read them physically to give myself a break from screens lol#this summer is just grindset time of getting back into drawing and trying to get good so this reread I also want to draw stuff alongside#like try to nail some character designs and such to make it easier for Silverborn lol#I fear I will need to figure out how to draw dragons……#anyways. if you’ve read all these tags you are now required to join in on the reread with me 🫵#this also reminds me I need to keep working / actually work on the nine spreadsheet / masterpost. will do that ✍️#I have had several drafts saved of posts I want to respond to with theories that I’ve been saving for my hollowpox reread that now I’m like#do I just save them for Silverborn?? lol
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I can literally feel my brain cells being sucked away every time I re-download instagram
#I get sucked in to reels for Hours and then I have no creativity left#even if I set timers on it my rat brain just wants to keep scrolling#I feel like a wizard with a cursed powerful amulet#that shit is literally evil I hate this new internet era#yt shorts as well#I need to get a browser extension that blocks them#anyway I’m mad I’ve wasted a Friday evening instead of drawing or creating or anytHING#I deleted it again lol#hopefully I can work on some stuff tomorrow
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i dont usually post random snippets like this but everyone PLS listen to chii she is adorable 🥺🐟
#my video lol#openutau#choubi chii#gekiyaku#kazehiki#cause they're here too. IG. 🙄#i might delete this later idk. i do this a lot with my sillies i just listen to them sing random files i have saved lol 😭#and yes this is the same ust i used for genbu's conchita cover lmao. funny joke about goldfish being opportunistic feeders idk#i had downloaded chii months earlier but only just properly installed her recently lmao. AND UEEE FISH GIRL 🥺🐟#i literally never see anyone talk abt her and like fair sure cause kuzutokaze's other utaus are more famous and she only came out in 2020#i might be biased bc i love aquatic creature theme but SHES CUTEE cmon pls i wish more people noticed her...#i do wanna do stuff w/ her at some point but problem is i have no ideas lmao :') i need to keep testing#also this is what some stuff sounds like with absolutely 0 mixing or proper rendering stuff (in this case the shitty default resampler LOL)#not good tbh. but good enough to give me serotonin when i am depresseddd. sing for me little goobers#the default resampler doesnt do her complete justice im sure and one day maybe ill do smthn better w/ her (to the best of my ability)
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i need to stop being friends eith people who are mean to me…
#the orher day i showing my buddy some of my youtube videos#snd all of the sudden he says “WOW YOU FELL OFF LOL”#like oh. oh ok then#now i dont feel like making stuff anymore#whatever.. i’ll delete this tomorrow i just needed to talk because i dont wanna bother anybody rn
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seemingly this is an unpopular opinion on here but i tend to agree w the reddit posts about lack of content lol
#'they don't owe us anything!!' this is their job that THEY chose to do😭 and dream has said the same himself like please#if they dont want to do it then it needs to be communicated? which either way i don't think is the case. like i think they do still want to#be Content Creators!#but little to no communication ON TOP OF little to no content? yes fans being frustrated is very understandable and valid imo lol#i wrote tags about them individually but deleted idk if wanna get into it all lmfao#anyway also the 'i u don't like it then leave/do other stuff' argument annoys me so much also like people are saying this because they don'#WANT to leave! they like dt and want to see stuff from them! no one's saying they gotta be doing stuff 24/7 this is born out of over a year#now of barely any output from them (that they weren't contractually obligated to do) <- Not Neg. neutrally said.#it feels dumb that i feel the need to add this at all but i love them all but that doesn't mean that i can't be frustrated with some of the#their* choices#and i'm excited to see more from them!!
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#ffffftf spent like an hour and a half cleaning up my room instead of making content#i mean like its not time wasted but im so tired rn lol i gotta do something complicated for the content and idk man#i dunno if i can finish that within like a day lol#lemme try but fuck my room needed this organization#it could use more obviously (always) but i have deadlines to meet rn i can do the detail work later#i should probably sort my sewing box at some point its kinda a wreck but like#WHY AM I PLANNING ALL THAT SHIT I GOTTA TRY AND DO THIS THING FOR TOMORROW#oh wait lemme do one more quick room thing then ill try to get content done#see lol like it never ends i keep seeing more things like 'oh thats an easy thing lemme do that'#weeks of executive dysfunction cured by a hardcore (hardstyle) dj set lol#ok lemme do that and then shut off the big overhead light its so irritating at night lol#delete later / /#oh and like 'taxes' is also a deadline for me coming up lol ive been ready to do it since december but i just... didnt yet#its just so irritating doing the online forms that are allegedly free and then after u do all the work theyre like 'jk pay us $50'#fuck no lol#anywayyyy im procrastinating bc im so fucking tired man#pray that i can cobble something together pls bc i dont wanna set all this stuff up...#...if its not gonna be anything cohesive
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#it has been ages since my last solo trip#and i am so excited and also kind of nervous but mostly excited#i get to chill and explore and WRITE#and i just hope for nice weather and good bookshops and long walks#and this time off feels so fucking needed i cannot even begin to tell you#but also i just really hope i have the inspo to finish the boba piece?#maybe even work on some paz and hotch stuff?#like i know that if i go outside and see new things and do stuff all day#then i always feel quite settled and creative in the evenings#and i just#am rambling bc i am so fucking excited lol#may rambles#did i ever tell you that i began writing my first paz piece while on vacation?#the entire first chapter of the favour was writtin in bed on holiday and i almost accidentally deleted all 5k#anyway#every time i go on vacation now it feels like past may is sending me her writing vibes
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HAMMY'S POSTING. I'm back from the trip!! I'm also feeling DEAD, like with a capital D, first thing I have done when I got home was take a painkiller because of a nasty. nasty migraine. The Gnome Forest trip was very fun, tho'!! Saw a lot of gnomes, and fairies... and eerie trees and strange wood creatures... Pump would have loved this place, I should have brought his plushie with me. No, really, it was magical but also spooky. Anyways, I'm going to rest and try to decompress from the 12-hour trip I just got back from. If I don't work on my replies (I still owe six, and I have thought out two already), enjoy these pictures I took!! A small fraction tho', I took like 200.
#💝 •|| OUT OF CHARACTER.#(Deleted my other posts.)#(I'm back so no need to keep them and stuff; I wanna stop OOCposting soon enough.)#(I just really liked this trip; it was pretty different from the sort of places my mom and I usually visit.)#tw dolls#tw puppets#(Also some tags because I think some of these were SUPER eerie lol; especially anything I saw in the Fairy Pass.)#(I saw ''singing flowers'' with human-like faces; you simply can't come back from that.)
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#ive been in such a shit spiral#of like. insecurity. and just. feeling useless.#been fighting the urge to delete e v e r y t h i n g#pretty much just tumblr and ao3 cause im not super active on social media#but the sense of: is my presence even noticed is high#and like in a sense its true cause everyone has their own lives etc etc#but its also: sometimes we all need some validation and reassurance#im terrible at social stuff to start with. making friends is really tough for me#so i guess part of the urge is also: no one is really going to notice? because im not super active anyway?#and then you add in the algorithm and stuff snd its like im mostly invisible lol#tbh i feel like my attempts at reaching out never really work#which is probably on me (ref: terrible at social stuff) but even so it doesnt feel good lmao#at some point it starts to feel pushy and desperate and whiny?#it is what it is#personal nonsense#delete later
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Doing my damnest to not be the most pettiest bitch imaginable right now especially because no one has said anything recently to fucking provoke this and I just woke up out of a not so good sleep so that’s probably a indicator I shouldn’t speak BUT:
Can I just say as much as I try to respect peoples preferences I genuinely get annoyed by the people who specifically dislike ZX for “not being mega man enough” or actually criticizing the Toku aspect when MEGA MAN WAS ALWAYS TOKU INSPIRED.
I genuinely don’t wanna come off as a elitist who knows more then anyone else-this fandom has dealt with enough people like that-and I know why what inspired mega man only appeals to me but also even if it was also confirmed in a single interview it’s actually kinda baffling how people overlook the clear toku influence this series had since day 1. ZX is not that weird for making this aspect more apparent and if anything is more so bracing the roots of mega man in its own unique way.
Also in general the take of “this isn’t like the original” is so dumb to me applied to a series like mega man because GASP how dare something tries to be different but in a way that also still stays true to elements of the series! The horrrrror!
Like do you realize how no fun allowed you sound.
#meg text#I’m not tagging fandom though I can’t stop in reblog#may delete this later because I can sense the hostility in this it’s just throwing this here is safer then anywhere else lol#Also this same logic def applies to the non platformers but i understand why in some areas those would be off putting#not that it’s not dumb to not say they can’t be apart of the series but their huge deviations on purpose#but calling one of the platformer series bad because- it’s doing what the series done before but different is 😒#and yes I’m not exaggerating I’ve seen someone ACTUALLY SAY THIS and def seen too many people complain about the Toku aspect#and again they don’t need to know what inspired the series but also like- how the fuck do you know see the Toku influence#rock literally was just a regular ass boy even if he was a robot but then gained armor it’s still a toku transformation#or how X gets various different armors#their not traditional Toku stuff but their still fucking toku
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