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#yall my cousin got married and her wedding ended almost 2 weeks ago#this girl messages me out of nowhere#to tell me that one of her husbands groomsmen is interested in me#she was like uhh idk how to do this without being weird loool#anyways i think he needs help#bc genuinely why 💀💀💀💀#he came up to talk to me on the last event at the end of the night while i was talking to a couple on their side we became friends with#and i thought he was only talking to me bc i was next to my sister and he was tryna get closer to her 😭#bc she told everyone that hes liked her on hinge and stuff before 🪦#i remember even telling my friends abt it and being like this weirdo blah blah blah 😭#but in retrospect he seemed very very nervous and did not take his eyes off of me rippppp#my sister even said girl he wasnt even looking at me only you#help#oops little did i know#one of my friends even said girlll idk i think he was hitting on u but i brushed her off teehee#she felt sooooo validated when i updated her LMAO#anyways#i needed to rant so here u go#mehrtalks
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He's not a Lando fan. He hates him and McLaren which is why we became friends in the first place. But he's a Max fan which well. Ofc Max is good, but I guarantee you he wouldn't survive the Ferrari experience from 2021-24 and come out with 4 titles at the end of it
to be fair, nobody survives that - hence why the drivers changes left and right in that seat. oh but wait, one driver survived through all that and you will never guess who it is 😁
#anyway i am using my permit crab to say whatever i want this morning and i am saying thos#lando is a flop i do not care about oscar sadly i am trying but he is just. plain bread. i will eat if if i cannot afford anything else#max cannot race wheel to wheel and has been lucky af most of his career and he has anger issues#lando is the one plastic bag that flies in the dirty city centre and than catches on the tree in the park looking sad and wet and disgusting#lewis will get there but he needs a lot of time dare i say more than expected#charles is a fucking chameleon he will sit his cute little butt in a machine and immediately start looking for its limits#alonso should have retired after winning his two only championships and he is not the mastermind that deserved way more#daniel ric oh i never liked you and your nose is NOT quirky and funny. also careful with the hairline#lowkey think someone is pulling max's balls in the cockpit because why is he throwing thosw high-pitched hisses behind the wheel#george is a fugly slut. no this one is harsh. but can he fucking not. i am tired of his hamlet monologues.#he would bend backwards to get an advantage and i will go as far as saying he is a snake and if i had to rank drivers based on how much#i would trust them he would be at the bottom of the chart#kimi. please finish the school and come back i promise the sport will still be there.#isack i like the lewis fanboy in you and how quickly you learned to watch charles with the heart eyes. i am mildly impressed with your#driving. but above all i still see the things you did in f2. sorry. i do not fuck with that.#yuki. baby get it together i do not wanna see you thrown into the bin like others. alex you are good. here for the good time.#carlos. no notes. everyone who follows me knows. but c2stan username will always be iconic. him not so much. OVERRATED!!!!!#lance 😐😐😐😐😐😐#yea. maybe if he was nice to my comms. i could like him more. the wheel throwing is not it. spank him. l#ollie. my child. is he a prodigy ferrari was waiting for? no. but he is good and needs the experience in a bad team.#este. you keep going up in my rankings. i do admire the dedication to being a nerd and having whimsy. go on.#pierre 🤢🤢🤢🤢 back in the sink with my dirty dishes you go i cannot look at this any longer#franco ((slut))#sorry. but not really.#jack. you were there for a while. that's it i think. you weren't even good in f2 tbh. i still remember what u did in monaco f2 race#nico. he sure is there. he is not bad. one of the most impressive junior careers in fact. i just think he might be better of making babies#rather than racing in f1#is there anyone else? oh wait lawson. says a lot i forgot. maybe he should stay in super formula#he was better when his only contact with f1 was watching the cars movie which has nothing to do with f1#sorry for the rant :)
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I can't focus on my reports hrgh Blade is working hard out there rn 😭 (they're dispatching LAFD's Helo 1/N301FD to fight the Palisade Fire)

#he's out there fighting the fire and here i am here fighting the rain in my car#i need to make proper tags of my rants so yall can mute them lmao#res' random rants#there u go
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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one
#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk#also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either#i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life#with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction#but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation#this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation#and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too#was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then#but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all#maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance#but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember#having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man#not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi#also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson#anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder#flappy rambles
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some men are textbook villains fr
#tw religion?#kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on#some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago#liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not#tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much#i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different#things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how#id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet#but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that#and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on#you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding#things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc#life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam#me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you'#AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you'#even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that'#and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone#(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it)#(nothing even ever started you bitchass)#also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it#mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal..#but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared#my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN#'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean#i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective#but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back#and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever#anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol#def gonna delete later#but ty for reading if u did <3
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#been a minute but let's update and vent for a sec#crazy couple weeks first of all with bobby dying (which completely wrecked me) and then finals right at the same time#lets just say i did my best and we hope I pass#i dont need the best grade i just need to pass#still in turmoil over bobby tbh its been up and down im numb at this point#trying very hard to ignore and live in the dream world of none of it ever happened#but then i think to hard and i get sick and so angry#like if anything im firmly in the anger stage im so pissed off at everything that happened#i could rant forever on that topic but I'll spare u#other good news i graduated!!! no more college#good and bad#horrible work weekend#in a constant state of anxiety and sadness lately cant say why.....#but ive got a trip coming up that will hopefully let me relax and recouperate#and then who knows#but im trying to get some art done#sooo many ideas but executing it's really hard rn#if i can just get past the weird mood of the week but#i keep coming back to 911 and how frustrated and pissed off i am#and sad#rahhhhh its so rough out here#i need the overwhelming impending sense of doom to go away too#911 is only making it worse tbh#someone free me#theres a life update for u since ive been kinda not the most active#but trust ill be back with art and other nonsense#and maybe eventually expand this blog to more of my interests#i also wanna get a proper tag system started....... long over due sorry guys#ris rambles
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DROPPPP THE JIUNG SMUT FIC 😭💔😭💔😭💔 literally nobody writes for him anymore and it makes me sad idc if it’s fluff, angst, smut, etc. just need me some jiung tbh
OMG ANON!!! this is insane i'm literally SO HAPPY TO RECEIVE YOUR ASK UHM THANK YOU AND UH ALSO I LOVE YOU IG? 💗 sorry is that too dramatic
okay youre so real tho literally nobody writes for my love jiung........... except i USED to write only fluff (i think i have around 3 fluff fics in my masterlist) and im not even joking, i literally have not wrote a single word of smut in 4years. FOUR YEARS. can you imagine???? it took kcon and dfesta and hello82 CHOI JIUNG TO BRING ME OUT OF MY SMUT HIATUS. WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS TRIGGERRED I REALLY MEANT IT COS OHHHHHH MY GOD I FR WAS LIKE FKJEJNFEILJNR RAHHHHHHHHH 👹 haha ha im gonna rant below under the cut sozzz
anyways TL;DR: DW MY FELLOW CHOCOCHIP your girl's gotchu i SEE u and i HEAR u and i will be working on the smut fic in earnest tonight (wish i published it earlier but damn it really is harder than i rmb to write smut) so yes. it will be dropped sometime tonight if all goes well (aka if i dont lose my mind will writing my own smut fic) you have been warned !! get keen !!!!! also feel free to DM me if you would like me to add you to a taglist or notify you when it's published (i'm aussie so time diff wise it will probs drop at a time that is convenient for americans cos LOL tumblr is an american site fr) !!!!
thank you so much for this ask btw it has been received and much appreciated by this little piwon writer living in her own tiny corner of the internet <333333333333 like i say this all the time but anytime anyone interacts with me and reads my fics it legit blows my mind cos im like who?? me??? damn.. //blushes
also ur so right i think its crazy how the popularity of members in terms of fanbase vs which members people actually want to read fics for is like... so different like worlds apart omg JUSTICE FOR HYUNG LINE PLSSSS i need more hyung line writers omfg
#anon#i literally LOVE YOU OMGGG#the way this is the exact thing that i needed to get mymotivation going ohmygod im not even kidding !!!#thank you so much i nearly teared up fr haha is that kinda dramatic? idk haha oops#literally hashtag justice for piwon hyung line writers and fics#as a chocochip i am so grateful there are at least SOME jiung fics on here#whereas there is literally NO theo keeho fics#some intak but mostly its all ot6 stuff#and theres like bucketloads of seobsoul#which i love the maknaes but i mean im 5 years older than them so i try not to read any M or even suggestive stuff bc it kinda makes me#feel like i shld go to jail fr#seobsoul are literally just my cool handsome talented lil bros#but yeah JUSTICE FOR HYUNG LINE#I WILL BE WORKING HARD ON THE JIUNG SMUT#I WILL TRY MY BEST NOT TO LET U DOWN FR#OKAY SORRY i yapped again rant over#love u kthxbi#asks#rach 💭#jiung smut#jiung fanfic#jiung fic#p1harmony#jiung#choi jiung#p1harmony smut#p1harmony fanfic#p1harmony fic#kpop smut
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'if youre looking to be secure, MFA is best' shut up + dont speak to me again + rot in hell + fuck you + fuck you again + let me turn it off or i crush you and your family with my psychic powers.
#i dont care if MFA made you guaranteed safe from any and all malware and security breaches#Im Not Doing That!!!!!#if u think im chaining myself to one phone youre out of your mind. this things gonna give up the ghost any day now!!!#and her battery is shit so shes dead a lot of the time anyway! plus sometimes its just in the other room!!! Fuck You!!!!#worst security measure by far. hate it.#hate it when banks try to pull it when paying for stuff. fuck it! take my bank details i dont care#ive carefully curated an ascetic life for myself where i keep as little money in my actual account as possible#both to curb against impulsive online purchases (bcos i need to go into town to put money into my account b4 buying anything)#and because i fancy myself cool and roguish and anti-establishment when likely what i am is a fucking fool but whatever. not punished so fa#EDIT WAIT TAG RANT NOT FINISHED I REMEMBER WHY I WAS ON IT!!!#FUCKING BITWARDEN WANTS ME TO SWITCH TO 2FA AND GOT PISSY AT ME IN SETTINGS WHEN I SWITCHED IT BACK???#bro youre my fucking password manager. do you know why youre here?#for a couple months i lived off demo sessions of debian where all my data vanished every time i turned off my laptop#and i got thru it BECAUSE! OF! BITWARDEN! because i could just log into my vault and continue business as usual!#without having to piss around with my phone!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#like bro cmon. ideal world is one where i can just decide to go use a library computer with no tech on me and have it fuckinggg work#Because I Have All My Passwords In My Vault And I Have A USB Stick For Retaining Files#aughh. augh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want to be anonymous#well. in a technical sense. in a broader sense the previous post is me talking extensively abt my irl presentation#but whatever. i dont get into discourse these days i trust u tumblrinas < bad thing to say but what the fuck ever#my famous catchphrase Last Time I Got Doxxed Nothing Came Of It So If It Happens Again I'll Probably Be Fine
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There is a really painful self defeating irony in people who gatekeep goth/punk/emo subcultures.
All of these subcultures are pretty broad and fluid and were formed so outcasts can band together, but if there is ONE "rule" if it can even be called such it is to stand against and question authority.
And then you have some someone come in claiming to be an authority on the subject of a group of rebels and starts policing who is allowed in this collective under the impression it's a secret club and not reclaimed words we have adopted that were once used to belittle and suppress us-
My actual sibling in Christ, Lucifer or whatever Gods you do or do not follow HOW have you SO THOROUGHLY missed the point.
You have become the authority you were supposed to rebel against.
#“real” goth/punk/insert subculture here dont gatekeep. support your outcested siblings dont out them down#can we just not apply 'its a spectrum' to things that arent gay or mental illness????#and make no mistake i want these people to realize they are not helping#but i am never going to tell them theyre kicked out of the Secret Club for fucking up and being confused because that is not how we do shit#like also this is a 'i am still wearing these beat up jeans bc im poor and im owning it' ;#i could write an essay on how subcultures and how their fashion was a direct result of ecenomic states of specific decades#people think emo and grunge have both just existed forever and exist in a vacuum and i am????#telling people they have to make all their clothes themselves or theyre a poser is acrually abelist and missing the point#the point is we used ro be made fun of for not having the money to make the right clothes#now your excluding your siblings for not having the time to make it from scratch#homie grunge was the result of 'what was possible for poor people'#and right now it is a lot less affordible and accessible to distress your own jeans than to biy pre distressed plastic that looks like jeans#DO YOU KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE JEANS ARE???????#like also this is a 'i am wearing beat up stuff and owning it' vs#'inliterally cannot addord to reduce the lifespan of this garment by distressing it'#homie my 2 dollar baby blue shirt made with slave labor i bought on clearence is more 'grunge' by your standards than#the 20 dollar flannel you boyght ar goodwill that is being sold for more than 3 times what it was originally bought for#because no one WANTS to support megacorps but the system were fighting doesnt give us an option.#im not jesus if i have to chose between ethically sourced things (nevermind the reasearch to prove that claim isnt a lie)#and EATING THAT DAY GEUSS THE FUCK WHAT BUTTER CUP IM BYING THE RICE AND THE BLOOD POLYESTER#not buying a shirt isnt an option bc then u get fired from your job and have even less money ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#this is just turning into a other povert awareness rant because most of these groups had fundamental origins in poverty#and people are twisting that history to suit their needs#'uhm AcHkTuAlLy you can just do this alternative to avoid supporting-' eat a dick no i cant#like ask yourself 'would i vibe check a homeless person for doing this?' because one of the problems is like#people assume if you have housing in any capacity you are somehow... actually fine and just mismanaging money???#eljin talks#........i hit the tag limit#i deleted tsgs so i could tag actual subcultures but jk im a fucking coward#sigh you win this time anxiety
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Brainrotting about Ford Prefect for what has been like a week now was not on my 2025 bingo card-
Also uni is killing me pls send help.
#idk man it just happen#i was just playing with my brain#and now mf cant get out.#I NEED TO DO STUFF HERE SIR GET OUT#im about to lose it#also that#i say uni but is not really uni i just dk what to call it#mayb art school(? idk man#i would say expect fanart soon but man idk if we'll manage to survive these two days#praying for easter to save my ass in some way#god gives me chances im just pretty dumb#also- should I start a rant about how much i love my silly bitchy nerds? or would yall just send me far away from the cosmos?#mmmhh u know what this my blog and i will rant about whatever the heck i want to so yeh-#expect ford prefect to invade this blog soon muahahahh#i swear i was just listening to mcdonalds in the pentagon and it all snowballed into ocxcanon in a way in the spawn of a .. month?????#ok going to work now-
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#ohhhhhh my fucking god. omg. omg#i really need to learn to trust my own instincts about people#there's this dude - let's call him biff - who lives in my city#he's always been very consistent about staying in touch with me over the years even though we don't really have any shared interests#i met him when he was dating this girl i was friends with. then they broke up & he wanted to hang out with me#then he started dating someone else & they got married and had a kid#and after a while he stopped messaging me (fine by me)... UNTIL#i posted on fb the other day that i was starting the process of quitting everything Meta#and that people should comment if they wanted my contact info elsewhere#after making this post i thought 'hmmm maybe i should have restricted the audience to the only people i actually WANT to stay in touch with'#but it was too late. biff had already messaged me and asked for my number#stupidly i gave it to him. he (a german) joked 'still no german number i see?'#(it is clearly a german number. also i live in fckn germany. and have done so for 7 years. how the hell would i not have a german number?)#then he realized that & added me on whatsapp (kinda silly bc i explicitly said i'm going to quit the whole metaverse eventually but oh well)#first message: 'how u doing?' this man is in his 40s and has still never learned to type properly#second message: he said that he (singular) had recently moved to a new apartment and was not doing great#which makes me think that maybe he's gotten divorced and that's why he's suddenly so eager to reach out to me again#and he added apropos nothing 'but the good thing is that now i'll finally get to see the harry potter movies!'#ummm... great? fuck that transphobe but have fun i guess? what a weird thing to mention#third message was - just fucking WAIT FOR IT - 'what do u think about what's going on in the US recently? are you planning on going back?'#if y'all know me by now you know that this kind of question drives me bonkers#so i replied 'no i'm never going back. i live in germany. kinda sick of people asking me that. I LIVE HERE'#and i just... godddd my intuition is so depressingly good sometimes.#the moment his name popped up in my messages i had this sinking feeling of 'why did i give him my contact info'#and then what do you know... in his next two messages alone there were at least three minor red flags#NOTE TO SELF: TRUST YOUR FUCKING INSTINCT#why haven't i learned this yet? i do not need a 'valid reason' to softly let someone slip out of my life#cosmo gyres#personal#tag rant
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darling, have you any kevjeanthea thoughts to spare? i've been going insane since i found out jean was thea's puppy and also their Mailman. i'm in need of your wisdom rn.
<3 (@stabbyfoxandrew)
OF COURSE hello darling aerie i hope you're doing well also you know exactly what you're doing referring to jean as thea's puppy don't you. i think i hauve covid....
as of right now i have two ideas which are not really that distinct but cause me great amusement... first i thought about established pro era kevthea and jean ending up in the same team as them (possibly the olympics?) while being a trainwreck himself and kevthea immediately taking him under their wing :) this is like the standard aftg poly fic scenario and i fall for it all the time because it's so GOOD. i think at first kevin's the one who's kind of laying it heavy on jean because he's worried he might do something stupid but thea is ultimately the one drawing jean by the back of his neck and being like you're acting ridiculous. live with us. and he does... AND THEN OF COURSE the evergreen offer of a threesome, the unbearable tension, the constant mistaking of jean as either kevin's or thea's boyfriend, being so close it gets inappropriate. the perfect culmination i think would be a night where they actually do sleep together and jean wakes up under kevin and thea like what the fuck just happened
AND I DONT THINK THEY EVER TALK ABOUT IT. or like define terms. or even boundaries. but it happens and its there and jean is just casually added to their every activity like hes always been there in the first place :) i think theres something just so fun about a dynamic like that for poly ships sorry sorry sorry. jean thinks he's a single man until it's christmas 2011 and he's having dinner with thea's family
my Other idea was well of course the nest-era moment. i was thinking thea has a the boy is mine moment with jean until she realizes that jean has a crush on her too and she's Very flustered about it because it's definitely not what she expected would happen out of this situation. i don't know if it'd change much about canon but i think itd make the scene where kevin takes thea to see jean in tkm very tense >:3 and you know how she was like should i come back? to kevin i think they could do something similar for jean like. finish usc. get a little better. and then we'll come back for you. and they do :3
#jeanthea the boy is mine interlude do you understand.#also i need u to know kevin is so fucking unaware of all of this#or at least so unaware of jeans feelings#EITHER THAT OR he knows but hes obviously hesitant because its easier to be heterosexual in exy#but i think at some point hes at home drinking water in the dark and thea shows up behind him like an apparition like When are we going to#talk about moreau.#and kevins like hello. never#and shes like tomorrow then.#and hes like no please.#and shes like hes sleeping in our bedroom.#and kevins like ok you got me there.#DENIAL IS A RIVER IN EGYPTTTTT#its good that thea is here because shes not a repressed loser and i think shed be having a lot of fun#she dgaf about kevjeans conflict LOL#i have this visage in my head of her playing around w kevins hair (braids ponytails hair clips etc) while he rants#and shes not really listening but shes certainly hearing moreaus name a lot#OH YOU KNOW. you know. you already know#kevin#jean#thea#kevjeanthea is such an ugly name can someone better than me get a better one#kevin/thea used to be mulday iirc so like um. mulreauday#oh that soudns awful#dayreaul#no thats also bad#kevjeanthea
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Just got called entitled bc sometime I put my name on my groceries before I put them in my fridge… ah
#thank u for that father of mine#he said this to my mother not to me#but also#no one is stopping you from putting your name on groceries that you buy for yourself#sorry that when I buy a $15 block of artisan cheese I don’t want to share it with 6 other people#and I make that known to them#his specific comment was about how#everyone is so entitled putting their names on their groceries but they can all help themselves to mine whenever#which#okay#I’m the only person with their name on anything in the fridge#and again this is because I buy specialty juices or cheese that isn’t in our normal grocery roster#and his groceries are for making dinner with usually#not to mention I make dinner on Thursday for my whole family and half of my groceries are for that#anything I need that we don’t typically get when my mom goes to the store is something I go purchase#any produce or leftover food from what I make for dinner is up for grabs#but my cheeses and juice r mine#so to prevent them from being taken my name is there#if u don’t want things you buy to get taken this seems like fair practice#no one is stopping u from doing the same thing I do so your stuff doesn’t get eaten#bc again there’s 7 people who live here and it’s hard to keep track of who buys what#so obviously my name is on things for me#sorry for ranting on a Tumblr post that’s just stupid#sorry you decided to have a family and now have to provide for them as a result#I am 23 and I pay rent and I (none of ur other kids) go out of my way to cook for everyone every Thursday#and I do dishes and clean the kitchen before and after and whenever I have time during the week#but no I’m super entitled bc sometimes I want to be the only one who eats the artisan olives I bought for myself
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#day six death and dying over here due to kidney stones#pain meds really give u false sense of security briefly but overall difficult to concentrate on anything#cos when they run out they really fuckin run out level 8-10 pain#and the first hour after taking another dose is mostly waiting for the pain relief to kick in again#hour two maybe into three feeling like a normal person again wow i can exist normally#then it starts runnning out again and it goes from like 3 to 9 real quick#really trying to make the full 4 hours between the tylenol and ibuprofen so that the range between doses of the same are well past 6 hours#on top of still having to work 11.5 hour days and getting yelled at by customers and having them wish ill heakth upon you#and i still got 2 full days before my surgery wed morning#having a real fuckin struggle#ursa speaks#i knwk they prescribed me the oxy if i really need it but i really dont want to have to take it#really wish theyd done the scan when i first went jn to the ER the week before instead of being like#well we ruled out a UTI so it's probably a kidney stone ok go home now bye#then week later when i get whammoblammod by crippling pain theyre like ok now that we know its a 10mm stone we should schedule u with a uro#arg arg arg 5000 im just ranting bye#ohhhh youre a bit young for kidney stones says the urologist#ok tell that to my bitch ass kidney
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i usually tend to keep this stuff to my side blog but i NEED to talk about it here
rambling incoming (abt my fav band) 🫡
set it off remastering wolfisc DURING MY BIRTH MONTH IS THE BEST BDAY PRESENT EVER, this song has always held a special place in my heart ever since it came out - esp bc at the time it released, i was going thru a similar situation.
AND NOW ITS BEING REMASTERED, AND THE ANGER AND GRIEF AND PURE UNBRIDLED RAGE HAS NOT ONLY STAYED WITH CODY FOR A DECADE, BUT IT HAS WITH ME TOO.
ohhhh im gonna BELT this at the concert, im so excited…
THEY DID THIS FOR ME GUYS !!!!!!
as soon as i heard the “this is still about you” in that teaser, all my pent up anger from yrs ago came rushing back. “it’s good to be back!” IT REALLY REALLY FUCKING IS HOLY SHIT
#sorry for the mini rant#i just love set it off sm#and wolfisc has ALWAYS been my fav song#the fact that ive stuck with this band for a decade is so crazy to me#like wdym 10 yrs has passed… it feels like no time has passed at all#im so excited for the concert im going to#im going to SCREAMMMM this song just like i always do#bc those few mins of releasing all that rage and frustration has always been such a relief#the song hits sm harder when u resonate with it on a personal level#and when it first released i had a friend who was literally a wolfisc. so it hit RLLY close to home for me.#and (im rlly bad with this. need to break the habit) i hold grudges.#so the remastering of this song not only depicts cody’s decade-long anger but mine as well#HERES TO TEN YEARS!!!!!#HAPPY 10 YEARS TO DUALITY AND (ESPECIALLY) WOLFISC !!!!#— [ rambles ] ; eydís talks!
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#i'm trying to be very zen about this bc i don't even want them to go#but my wife got a semi-private catered area for a padres game for her bday and we needed a minimum of 20 ppl#and we got 20 ppl confirmed and paid and secured our spot#but we CAN add people IF there's still space available#which after we got our 20 there were only 31 spots left#and NEITHER of her sister's have paid#her dad said he'd cover them (insert eyeroll here) but he hasn't sent the money yet so we can't get their tickets yet#bc i sure af am not putting money in for them to never fucking pay me back#but the one sister keeps saying like 'yeah we'll be there; me my bf and the kid' and my wife keeps telling her like?!?!#hello?!?! no ur not if u don't pay soon tickets will be gone#but she lives in fucking lalaland where everyone cleans up her messes all the time and covers her bills and whatever fucking else#and this dumb bitch is going to show up on the day of the game trying to get in w/no fucking ticket like an IDIOT#and then my wife is gonna be upset that her siblings fucking suck#and yeah i just#her whole family are fucking hardware stores and i'm tired.#that is all#vent#rant /
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