#i will be fine it's just stressful
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big thank you for everyone who voted!! hope y'all have a happy easter 🐇🌸 if you celebrate it! I'm excited to crack some confetti eggs 🥚 with my niblings!!
if you don't celebrate easter, I hope you have a good Sunday 💜
#i took the selfie today because the weather says that its going to rain tomorrow and we might not be able to celebrate it#no joke#i was kind of bummed out most of y'all voted the strpe one haha. i was only able to lose 3lbs not 5lbs!!#okay i need to vent a little#so my brother last minute cancelled a gathering bday party for my nephew and instead just want to spend it with his family#AND I GET IT I UNDERSTAND IT I ADMIRE IT#but FUCKING ASSHOLE 🤬🤣#i wanted to snuggle give my nephew bday kisses!!! and force hig and give him my gifts#aghhhhhh#another thing: a good thing about this new job is having weekends off but...#the fact that we don't get the same benefits as the permanent employees suck because we can get fired without any dispute#i am only sharing this because someone got fired yesterday without being given a warning or ''coaching''#sighhh#i will be fine it's just stressful#i am trying to see if i can save up in Nov and transfer to tacoma for a permanent position#a change seems like it would be nice for me#okay —#i am going to go to buy my favorite chocolate then go for a walk at the park#hope y'all have a great weekend 🤟🏽✌🏽#its a me#personal
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have doodle lol
functionally, i am alive, emotionally?? idk about that work has me crying almost everyday now chat idk if i can do this anymore
#sonadow#? i guess#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedghog fanart#my art#sketch#sonic to shadow after shadow generations#but dw guys i’m doing fine#work it just so fucking stressful we’re getting scheduled understaffed and ofc no one wants to come in so we get call outs every day#30 min wait times to make a caramel macchiato?? yes ma’am ITS BC I’M THE ONLY ONE ON BAR RN#like dawg idk if you can tell but we’re in the middle of a giant shopping center ofc we’re gonna be busy#just expect you’re drink to take awhile to make#ESPECIALLY if the line is A BLOCK OUT THE DOOR#DUDE OFC WE’RE BEHIND HAVE YOU NOTICED WE HAVE ONLY THREE (3) PEOPLE WORKING RN???#WE SHOULD HAVE AT LEAST 6#anyway probably gonna have to start going back to therapy#i’ll be fine lmao but damn this holiday season is fucking traumatizing#meme
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domesticating your vampire: a memoir
(beautiful high res version on patre0n)
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tavstarion#KARLACH#i nearly forgot her#when you just escaped vampire slavery but now you have to save for a down payment#i can't stress how important it is to me that astarion has a birthday#i don't know why#also sex is fine but have you ever had someone wash your hair for you. there is nothing more intimate#i'm devastated that i had to desaturate the polaroid because the lighting was so pretty
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it's all bad but at FUCKING LEAST it's neil banging out the tunes day. at least it's neil banging out the FUCKING tunes day
#neil banging out the tunes#it's not all bad i'm just facing some financial stresses#but i am Ok i will be Perfectly Fine just like#mmm need to be better at saving moneyyyy
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liking dnd is so funny because yeah you play the actual game sometimes but mostly you just think about the game and watch other people play the game and slowly go insane thinking about how much you wish you could play the game and hoping that buying more shiny rocks will fix everything
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#not going through something rn wdym haha...#i am FINE i have DEFINITELY played at least once in the last seven weeks#i am also definitely not the scheduling person in my group i am not stressed that no one has time for dnd apparently#i'm fine i just started another critical role campaign im fine im so stable#*screaming*#it provides seratonin but WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BE HAPPY TO ROLL MY LITTLE DICE FUCK#it's okay i just need to buy more dice#that will fix me
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[I wish that I could turn back time
'Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that, it's killing me inside]
it's a redraw!! I just looked at the first bigfrin I drew and went with "eh why not let's redraw it" bc I'm briefly free of exams rn and I still want to celebrate
so! why not celebrate
this is the OG version from back in september, it's also the first isat thing I've posted, in a way, aside from trying to redraw Siffrin sprites

#fanart#my art#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#siffrin#isat siffrin#isat fanart#act 5 spoilers#bigfrin#redraw#a lotttt of stuff happened between these two drawings#and even more things just while I was on the drawing break#I actually wanted to draw the artbook Act 5 siffrin but it didn't go too well and I looked at this one and it gave me ideas#anyway yay I had to read hs to just stop getting more stressed and it surprisingly helped my nerves to just read and read#I dropped drawing entirely for a week and it was literally the only thing keeping me sane enough#it was also fun I'll probably continue reading#thanks to the translation it also feels more or less like visiting the past than anything bc of emutators at place#it's also pretty much not locked to PC only which is a relief#anyway I didn't like this one while drawing but I guess it's fine enough at the end
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fuck it, dialtown but if it was on the pc98
#it wasnt as good as it couldve been#ALSO SOME OF THESE THINGS ARE TRACED BUT I PIXELLED THEM ON MY OWN I JUST KNEW ITD TAKE MY FOREVER AND ONE DAYS#IF I ATTEMPTED TO DRAW THAT SHIT ON MY OWN#its fine guys trust#fanart#artists on tumblr#dialtown#pc98#phonegingi#jerry gould#oliver swift#this was more of a coloring test than anything i HAVE to stress this was for fun more than anything lol
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shaky hands
#kingdom hearts#kh4#sora#sry kh4 sora but I can fit so much angst in ya#dont worry about him he probably just needs sum pocari sweat and he'll be fine#.....or he's not doing fine and needs a hug asap#GET THIS BOI SUM RAMEN HE'S SO SHAKY FROM LACK OF FOOD WATER AND LOTS OF STRESS FROM BEING DED AND AWAY FROM FRIENDOS#im working on the next kh request btw#im just putting way more effort into it then i thought i wad gonna XDDD#chickenart
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a bamboozling turn of events
#poor lizzie losing her teammates that many times in oNE session#just a little scribble while chatting to my friend :)#wildlife smp#wildlife spoilers#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#ldshadowlady#life series#life series smp#trafficblr#traffic smp#traffic life#i would be losing my mind if i were her have stressed out parrot lizzie#scribble#sketch#oh god im rust oh god i know the anatomy on this is awful#i just flipped the canvas gonna sink into the floor#but its fine#*chanting to myself* 100 bad pots before one good pot 100 bad pots before one good pot 100 bad pots before-
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thinking about Super Sentai AU for them since i've been rewatching my fave sentai lately (´ー∀ー`)
#8739draws#megaman x#axl#x#zero#mmx#i wanted to draw the ranger form too but i had this sudden stomach ache so i think i'll stop for now... ugh...#probably the stress but i'll be fine i just need to be more delusional#super sentai au
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not my usual kind of comic but just... how I've been feeling recently
if you're feeling the same, maybe it will help to know you're not the only one
#overwhelmed#neurodivergent#actually autistic#sketch comic#vent comic#im fine im just so stressed you wouldn't even believe#i didn't feel like cleaning this up and making it nice since its just me venting lol#also im pretty anxious posting this so pls be nice thank u#thanks for listening
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#this was a 2 page comic once upon a time ago!#but the other page is one of the many that was lost when my files got deleted last fall#was able to clean this one up enough to post it though#my art#gtav#trevor philips#michael de santa#gta v#trikey#gta 5#gta5#grand theft auto 5#tum/blr dont get me on this. nothing is shown only implied so it should be fine#also sorry will reply to asks 😬 eventually#got some recent work stress on my plate and it makes me more avoidant than usual#i promise im not ignoring u guys on purpose i just cant make myself not freak out these days
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hey just wanted to say I hope you're doing ok, I haven't seen your gay dogs in a while and I miss them and you 💛 obv you don't have to post if you're not feeling it, but just know that someone in another country is thinking nice things at you
Aaa thank you! It genuinely warms my heart to hear that you still occasionally think of me even though I've been laying low for a while now.
I'm doing a little bit better now compared to last month, there's been some positive progress, but still struggling with a lot of fundamental daily things.
Thank you for checking up on me, I appreciate it. I hope you have a nice weekend ´v`
#it's extremely disappointing how far downhill my health has tumbled#just because of a couple of particularly unlucky and stressful months#I'm trying but everything feels bad and wrong#answered#qthewhatever#I was working on a piece just earlier today and saving diligently every few minutes and feeling really excited about it#but this time the random shutdown corrupted the file#and I lost about two and a half hours of progress#I'll restart the thing and get back to where I was it's fine but man it stung
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i think thats supposed to be about sex things but Not One Of Those, this is the fourth, fifth? couple youve given a lil baby and i think you maybe love lil babys
i too, give the Characters lil babys, because i love them
as well as the myriad of Situations it puts the blorbos in
fourth or fifth publicly/in recent memory, i've been doing it for Years in art i haven't posted akfdhdjhd
i do just really love putting them in Situations you're right
#ramble#nobody really asks 'hey juno why do you keep doing this' but the fact that people know it'll happen comes up a Lot lmao#the short answer: it's fun to write#the long answer (and to why it's usually seahorse dads)#as a queer person and especially a transmasc person when it comes to family stuff you feel kind of. invisible?#like everything surrounding having children is So cishet focused to the point where it never registered as an option for me#at least not until i was an adult#and on the other side of it. being in fandom in the 2010s as a baby trans boy there was just NOTHING#and what there WAS was always fetishised#like CONSTANTLY i cannot stress enough how that's all it was#and that's fine genuinely i don't judge. but sometimes you just want to see yourself Existing in a way that isn't someone's kink?#and i've never wanted it to come across that way in my art and i hope it doesn't bc it's never been about that for me#it's just sort of like. if i keep doing this it might normalise it for someone somewhere#and if they see it in real life (which does happen ALL the time) they'll be less inclined to think it's weird#and queer family rep is way better than it used to be but there's just not enough of it#idk i just like to draw a world where queer families just exist and nobody asks questions if that makes sense#the Situations are also fun
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WolShtola Week 2025 - Day Six - Angst
Waiting.
#wolshtola#wolshtola2025#wolshtolaweek#y'shtola x wol#y'shtola rhul#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#arsay nun#arshtola#wolship#wolnpc#i think so much about how even though it was a month for Arsay and Three years for Y'shtola... they missed each other equally as bad#which didnt mean that y'shtola didnt miss arsay that much what I mean is Arsay missed Y'shtola so terribly#Ever since the exarch told her to be ready for the portal beacon she was just anxiously waiting. so ready to see her beloved friends again.#Meanwhile Y'shtola is on the first and holding the line until her warrior returns to her ;v;#She wants to see her again. hear her voice. laugh with her. be held by her...#It would actually be easier for her if those feelings went away by the time she next saw arsay#But unfortunately her heart is just as stubborn as her mind. She just cant shake herself of the fondness she has for Arsay#(also I don't want to imply that Arsay didn't also care about the other people who got whisked away. She's beyond torn up about the twins)#(I dont think she's ever been as stressed as she is during this point of the msq)#(She probably rotated who's bed she was sitting on depending on who Krile was actively attending to as to not get in her way.)#(But there was also some kind of comfort just being beside Y'shtola in some way)#(but also seeing Y'shtola laying so still on the bed like that for now a third (?) time is equally distressing to her)#(so she's kinda just putting herself in the ringer atm)#(But of course she will walk out of there and into the main room of the rising stones with a smile and pretend like everything is fine)#(she's totally normal about it and is handling everything well. don't ask her how she's doing or try to stop her talk about things.)#(she's already out the door. off to go help a hand to any wandering adventurer in camp or beat up some monsters or something)
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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