#im bad at asking for help when it comes to my main interests

[damage-incorp0rated]

genuinely obsessed with and mesmerized by this footage in particular but i cannot find any full performance anywhere (i scoured every haldyn hotel performance i could. believe me) and it doesn't help that some guy in the comments said the footage is very rare ... this is unfortunate

this is like the only video i can find of it (on youtube at least i have yet to check any other sites)

this sure is peculiar

[wosospacegirl]

just read through stuck with you (finally)!!! and i love it 🥹 y/n is literally me when I have a crush, and I died when y/n barged into alexia and Olga’s room 😂😭 Will Alexia ever find out about y/n stealing the medicine from her?

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YAYYYY im so glad u read it bestie!!!! Yn is only gonna get more awkward hahahhaha she's fighting for her life everytime kika smiles at her – or at anyone really.

I don't plan on writing it into the main story, so I just wrote something up about Alexia finding out Y/n stole her meds. It's a mess, not proofread.

Stuck with you blubr

..

Alexia pushed the front door open, her hair still damp with sweat, and her running shoes squeaking slightly against the floor.

“Fuck,” she muttered, limping in, one hand bracing against the wall. “I think I twisted my ankle.”

From the sofa, Y/n didn’t even glance up from her Nintendo. “Hmm. Ok.”

Olga, curled on the other end of the sofa with a blanket and a bowl of popcorn, did look up. “Wait, really?” she asked, already setting the bowl aside.

Alexia nodded, clearly annoyed with herself. “Yeah.”

“Come here,” Olga said, already scooting over. “Sit down. I’ll get you some ice.”

Alexia limped toward the sofa and dropped down with a soft hiss. Olga disappeared toward the kitchen, leaving Y/n and Alexia alone.

Y/n looked at her coolly. “You know, that could be osteoporosis,” she said flatly. “Bones get brittle with age.”

Alexia turned to her with the most unimpressed expression she could muster. “Stop calling me old before I throw your Switch into the sink.”

Y/n just shrugged, not bothering to look up. “I’m just saying. Maybe calcium chews would help.”

Olga returned with a bag of ice, handing it over. “Here. And maybe elevate it.”

Alexia took the ice with a groan. “Do we still have any of that pain medicine I used last year? The one from when I tore my ankle? It should still be in the cabinet.”

Y/n froze. Like physically froze—thumbs mid-button press on her Switch. She didn’t look up. Didn’t breathe.

Alexia didn’t notice at first. “I’ll take one of those and rest a bit,” she continued casually.

“Wait!” Y/n blurted, louder than necessary.

Alexia blinked. “What?”

Y/n sat up too fast, nearly knocking the Switch off her lap. “No, no, you can’t take that stuff—it’s like... bad. For your liver. Full of toxins. Garbage, really. Don’t poison your body like that.”

Alexia stared. Olga blinked.

“We should try something natural instead!” Y/n continued, now clearly spiralling. “Like... peppermint tea. Ice baths. Crystals.”

“You literally took two aspirins last night because you feared your head might start hurting,” Olga said dryly, arching an eyebrow.

“I was being preventative,” Y/n shot back.

Alexia narrowed her eyes. “Why do you sound like you’re trying to hide something?”

Y/n’s face twitched. She suddenly found the Nintendo menu screen very interesting.

Olga tilted her head. “Y/n...”

There was a pause. A heavy one.

Y/n groaned and slumped back against the sofa dramatically. “Okay, fine. I took the last pill. A few weeks ago, when I got injured.”

Alexia blinked. “You what?”

“I didn’t mean to! I just—my ankle was messed up, and I didn’t want you two freaking out,” Y/n muttered, looking everywhere except at them. “So I took one of your meds and iced it and pretended everything was fine–obviously it didn’t work because you two found out about the injury.”

There was a beat of silence before Olga sighed. “Oh my god.”

Alexia looked genuinely offended. “You stole my prescription meds?”

“I borrowed them,” Y/n said defensively. “You weren’t using them!”

“I was saving them!”

“For what? Nostalgia?”

Olga dropped back onto the sofa between them. “You are both exhausting,” she muttered.

..

I have no idea if twisted ankles have anything to do with osteoporosis <3 I just wanted to call Alexia old <3

[cheol-e-kat]

Look who's here hehe😈👯‍♀️ im going to order these because i am heavily fic deprived💔

for the server, it's seungcheol (those pics wrecked me), starters- baked brie, main- coq au vin (😈) , dessert- pot de creme AND the drink is gonna be le club

Leaving you w your amazing brain because ik you'll cook smth up😋

𝐛𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐨𝐩 𝐮𝐩 𝐜𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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order #001 coq au vin for @scoupshawty (aka my beta reader)

𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐟'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: haiii dearest, hope you love it ^^

pairing:  choi seungcheol / f!reader 

summary:  seungcheol's co-worker asks him to be her fake date - too bad that they have known each other since college and have left way too many things unsaid, even if winning a big client is on the line

word count: 3.9k

genre: office au, smut, idiots in love, slightest angst, fake dating-ish, low key exes to lovers / second chance

rating: 18+, mdni, explicit

warnings: fingering, oral sex, penetrative sex, messy sex, multiple orgasms

Seungcheol stared at his computer screen, reading the announcements for end-of-year promotions. He couldn’t believe what he was seeing. 

First, he hadn’t been promoted. 

Second, James had been. James, who hadn’t even been here that long. James, who constantly came over to ask him questions about how he should be doing things. 

James who was a complete fucking dolt in Seungcheol’s mind. 

But he was promoted before Seungcheol. He pressed his lips together tightly in annoyance and pushed away from his desk. 

He needed a break. 

He passed by James’ cubicle just in time to hear people actively congratulating James on the ‘big’ move up. Seungcheol wanted to punch a wall. Or kick something. Whatever. 

Instead, he walked down the hall and towards the door for the stairwell, his choice spot for loitering because no one ever thought to check there. 

Or so he thought. Because today he opened the door to find his other nemesis, Y/n, leaning against the safety railing with a vape pen, looking a bit amused. 

He started to back away, but she had looked at him immediately. He was surprised that she smiled at him. 

“I thought you would wind up here,” she quipped softly. 

He shrugged. “Why?”

“It’s your spot for pouting,” she said, still smiling. 

Seungcheol sighed, she was just as evil as he remembered. “I’m not pouting - I’m taking a break,” he said plainly. 

“Umhm, a break from James?” She asked as she looped her arm through his. “ And everyone congratulating him - it’s obnoxious by the way,” she said, voice full of sarcasm, as she rolled her eyes. 

Seungcheol watched her for a moment, surprised to hear her breathe a word of criticism towards anyone so openly. 

It was part of why she annoyed him so much - she was always too perky and smiling and willing to say ‘yes’ to leading every bad project like it was a gift, and not a mountain of shit. To be fair, she always had a way of making shit into an opportunity for advancement. 

She sighed. “Anyway, who cares, I came to find you in your pouting place because I have an offer for you”—

Seungcheol couldn’t help but laugh, a small laugh, but still. “An offer for what?” He asked harshly. 

She pursed her lips in annoyance. “An offer that could help us both bring in a really big client - the kind that can’t be ignored when mid-year reviews come up.” She eyed him as she said the last part. 

Seungcheol glanced at the exit door, wondering what he was doing even listening to her. 

She was perky, which he hated, but she was also a shark when it came to deals - and she had a habit of making sure no one else got credit for them when she inevitably landed them. 

He shook his head, “You mean no one will ignore the fact you brought it in.”

She smiled at that. “You know it’s interesting, so many people say they worked with me to bring something in, but I never remember asking them to help, much less them being in the room with me delivering the pitch,” she sighed, “Funny though, that they’re all so hands on, and I just cut them out.”

They were both quiet.

She sighed, staring at the ground. “I’ve never asked anyone to help with my leads, but I am asking you because I think I can trust you. If you want to hear the rest, you can text me.” 

And she was gone, leaving Seungcheol with his thoughts about her. 

⋆⭒˚.⋆

Seungcheol found himself sitting across from her in a small bistro, both their faces lit by the soft glow of fake candles as the sounds of glasses clinking gently and conversations spiked by light laughter filtered around them. 

They, however, were a dead zone in all the seeming happiness. 

They hadn’t talked so far. He pretended to stare at the menu for the umpteenth time while she sat taking notes on a call that never seemed to end. 

He had taken two trains to be sitting there. He certainly hadn’t expected to find her still immersed in a call for work. She had quickly passed him a note with her drink order and an appetizer written on it for him to try to decipher when the waiter came over. 

He was glad he had thought better of things and eaten a protein bar before he caught the train. He was annoyed that he hadn’t changed though - she was in jeans and a tshirt with a black jacket thrown over her shoulders. He was still in a full suit. At least his tie was gone, he told himself. 

She finished the call after the appetizer was on the table. 

“Cute that you waited for me,” she grinned as she speared a little pickle off the board. 

He was too tired to play. “Can you at least tell me why we needed to meet outside the office?”

She nodded as she ate. “Because it’s nicer than being in the office, for one,” she paused to sip her wine. “And for two, uh, I don’t want to tip anyone else off - I’m not joking that it’s a big lead, but for once, I do literally need someone to work with me to get it.”

He nodded. “You told me that part.”

She groaned. “You’re too uptight for this - look nice food, nice wine, I’m paying - this is better than the stairwell, wouldn’t you say?”

Seungcheol stared at her. In reality, he stared at her often and had done since they’d known one another. Even if he hated himself for staring, she was undeniably beautiful. 

She had a way of drawing him in that he couldn’t deny. And he sometimes even enjoyed seeing her be successful - the way she looked when she had beaten someone else - he secretly loved the way she looked then. 

He blinked. “Sure. But why am I here? You don’t exactly like me, so I’m curious.”

He saw the soft way her brows scrunched at his comment as she popped an olive in her mouth. “Did I say that I don’t like you?”

He sighed. “Can we just - just explain, please?” He didn’t feel like poking around old wounds.

She nodded, still eating. “I need you to be my date for a weekend.”

He waited for something else to be said. But she was looking at the menu now. 

“You need me to do what?”

She glanced up. “Be my date - did I not say it clearly?”

He tilted his head in confusion. “That’s - that doesn’t make sense,” he spluttered. He was feeling the awkwardness start to gnaw at him. 

She didn’t seem to think anything about it. “Look, the lead is this couple - they have tons of businesses, they want valuations for them, but they’re you know couple-y, and the only way to get an in, is to be part of a couple - so I need someone to come along.” She shrugged and sipped from her wine glass like she had just proposed the simplest thing in the world.  

He stared for a moment, letting what she said sink in. “Don’t you have friends?” He blurted out. 

“Yes - but my friends don’t know the business or about our verticals or anything really, but you do,” she cooed, a small smile growing on her face. 

Seungcheol could only stare because it was like she already knew she had won. She already knew he would say ‘yes’ to whatever she proposed, no matter how crazy. And she wasn’t coy about it. 

He was glad the waiter stepped in. He ordered the coq au vin, and tried to compose himself while she ordered. 

He really wished that he wasn’t still so transparent - it was like being in college with her all over again. She had always known what to say to him. Even when they were competing for grades and internships. She could always talk him into whatever she was up to. 

And he never turned her down. 

But here he was, presumably older and wiser, but no, his brain had already tracked the fact that she was clearly single. He already knew work ruled her life. 

And she needed something from him. And he was much too ready to agree, even if it was fake. 

He at least made her wait for a few minutes before he agreed.

⋆⭒˚.⋆

He walked her home, rolling his eyes. “Of course, you live this close to the office.”

She laughed. “Yeah, it’s kind of pathetic, right?”

He shrugged, wishing his commute was as short as hers. But he would also need to be making a lot more to live in the same district as her. He always managed to forget that she was a rich girl. But she never really acted like one - and she’d never made him feel like shit for not being rich too. 

She caught his hand lightly, her fingers twining with his. “Come up?”

He glanced down at their hands, wondering why she always did things like that when they were alone. He felt himself nodding, glancing up to look at her. “Yeah,” he murmured. 

It was too easy to go upstairs with her - too easy to find himself kissing her. He picked her up and pressed her against the wall, her legs wrapping around his waist. All muscle memory, he knew.

Their kisses were needy. He pressed her harder against the wall, wanting no distance between them as their mouths crashed together and his hands gripped her waist. He felt her playing with his hair, winding it around her fingers before tugging gently. He groaned softly against her lips, parting just enough for his mind to comprehend what he was doing.

He smoothed her hair back. “I should leave,” he murmured.

Her fingers dug into his shoulder gently. “Why?” Her voice was breathy and sweet.

He shook his head. “This isn’t a good idea.”

She bit her lower lip. “You always say that - that or how I don’t like you, and I’ve no idea why.”

He let her down from the wall gently. He didn’t need to explain himself. He had made the mistake of letting things with her get out of hand before, and he wasn’t sure he could deal with it again.

That didn’t keep him from jerking off the moment he was back home and safe in his own bed. The thought of what could have happened was enough for him. 

It had to be enough.

⋆⭒˚.⋆

He didn’t break off their deal, even after a few days of thinking it over. 

Instead, he found himself going to a dinner party with her later that week. 

He was sitting in her living room, waiting for her to touch up whatever imaginary thing needed ‘touching up’ before they left. He had no clue what could possibly be wrong and needed to be righted. She looked ridiculously perfect. 

He relaxed into the sofa, enjoying the fact that she didn’t have a roommate. Her apartment was perfectly quiet. 

“Why am I going to this thing with you?” He suddenly called out. 

Even from where he was, he could hear her sigh loudly. “Because we need to seem like a real couple, so some practice is probably helpful.”

He sighed. “More practice,” he muttered.

Just imagining interacting with anyone was too much. He was too tired. He had worked late the last few nights - he didn’t want to spend his evening making small talk with strangers. Practice small talk, he wondered to himself if that was what it was considered.

It wasn’t like he didn’t know anything about her. He sighed and stared at the ceiling. He could have a passable conversation about her with someone, he thought to himself as he stretched and settled even more into the sofa’s cushions. 

He was surprised when he felt a light touch against his cheek. His eyes snapped open. She was leaning over him, watching him with a soft gaze. 

“Should I just order something for us?” She asked, her fingers tracing gently through his hair. He waited for some sign that she was annoyed with him for falling asleep. 

He blinked softly, shaking his head. “You’ll be upset if we don’t go.”

She shrugged. “As long as we’re being domestic or whatever, that’s probably good enough?” 

He couldn’t tell if it was a genuine question. It didn’t help that she was so close, and it was only made worse because she was still playing with his hair. 

He wasn’t sure when he made the decision to put his hands on her hips. But he did, and they were there, and she didn’t seem to care. 

“How domestic are we supposed to be?” He asked, his voice breaking slightly as he glanced up at her. 

She just smiled at the question. “Ideally, we’re just as domestic and comfortable with one another as a real couple who’ve been together for a bit.”

He nodded slowly. “So ordering food in is domestic?” 

She nodded. “Mhmm.”

He chewed his lip lightly - she hadn’t moved or stopped what she was doing. He wondered if he could ask for more in the spirit of domesticity. 

“Can I stay over? It’s like three trains to get back to mine,” he mumbled. 

She laughed softly. “Are we going to make out again, too?” She asked with a small smile. 

He blushed hard. “Fuck, like stay on the couch,” he clarified. 

She grinned at his reaction. “But we could make out, and you could sleep in my room - I wouldn’t mind,” she whispered. 

He blinked again, wondering what fever dream he was in that she was curled in his lap like a happy cat, playing with his hair, and offering to let him join her in bed. 

It was exactly the kind of thing he had imagined a thousand times when they were in college. Usually with the addition of fucking in the library’s stacks. He always loved the idea of fucking her and whispering about how she had to be quiet the whole time. 

He was surprised to feel her lips brush gingerly against his own. But his feelings of surprise quickly melted as he pulled her close, wanting their kiss to last. 

He pulled her flush against him as they kissed - he squeezed her waist and let his hands drift lower to ass. He felt the soft roll of her hips against him.

He groaned softly in protest as she pulled away and sat up. Her hands pressed gently into his chest. “See - not so bad to practice,” she whispered.

He shook his head. “I didn’t say it would be - it’s just not”—

“Not what?” She cut in, watching him intently like she knew what he was going to say. Like he might finally admit why he pulled away as much as she did when they got too close.

He pressed his teeth into his lower lip, trying to think of how to say what he wanted. “It’s not what I want,” he murmured. 

She was quick, though. “What do you want?” Even her voice was too soft, caressing him, teasing him. 

He shook his head, wanting to avoid saying more. Even when he knew perfectly well what he wanted - her. All of her. 

Her fingertips traced along his chest. “Wouldn’t it be easier if you just said it?”

“Said what?” His voice was barely a whisper as he watched her.

“What you know you want,” she whispered as her hands traced up his chest. “What you’ve been wanting,” she corrected herself, as she glanced at him, her gaze inviting and vulnerable. 

He wondered if she could feel his heart beating faster in his chest. He felt the way her fingers barely caught in the collar of his shirt, and the smallest graze of her fingers against his throat sent fire blooming across his skin.

He caught her hand gently, bringing her fingers to his lips, kissing them softly. “This isn’t real, though,” he whispered. No matter how badly he wanted it to be real - he knew it wasn’t.

Her fingertips brushed his lips. “So make it real.” 

He leaned into her touch as her fingers shifted to his cheek, but he shook his head. “No,” he breathed. 

“You have to make it real - you already know how I feel, or you wouldn’t have ever asked me for this,” he said plainly, watching her for a response.

He held his breath, waiting for her to do the thing she always did and find some way to push him away. 

She just nodded, though. “Stay the night with me?”

It had been a long time since she last asked him to stay over, but it didn’t change how it made him feel. The warmth that seemed to pool in every part of him at the idea of just lying next to her. 

It made his mouth dry. “Why?”

“Because I want you to,” she mumbled. 

He shook his head softly - he wanted more.

He watched the way pink crept across her cheeks. “Because I know how good it feels to wake up next to you, and I think about it way too often, and how much I miss it - how much I miss you.” 

He hummed softly, almost satisfied with her confession. 

She kissed him again, her fingers just below his jaw, tipping his head back. “And besides, I don’t like the idea of anyone else with you,” she whispered with a pout.

He raised his brow. “When has there been anyone else?”

She shrugged. “You brought someone to the holiday party for one…” she trailed off. 

He smiled. “Jealous?”

She nodded. “Always,” she whispered and pressed close again, kissing him softly. 

She broke the kiss after a few moments. “Stay?”

He nodded, pulling her back in for another kiss.

⋆⭒˚.⋆

He woke up slowly the next day, glad it was Saturday and that he didn’t need to rush. But he was also glad to feel her next to him.

He turned over so her back was against his chest. He kissed her shoulder and traced his fingers just under the hem of her shirt, feeling her warm, soft skin. 

She hummed softly.

He nipped gently at her neck, letting his hand trace lower, playing with the little bow on the front of her panties before he dipped his fingers under the waistband.

He heard her breathy groan. “Cheol,” she whispered.

“Umhm,” he murmured against her skin.

She turned back, her lips making sweet contact with his. She kissed him as he traced his middle finger between her slick folds. No matter how long it had been, he always remembered just how hot and wet her pussy was. 

He was quick to work his first two fingers inside her, which earned him a moan. She pulled his hair gently. “I know you still know what I like,” she purred.

He grinned softly. “Hmm, nothing new?”

Her fingers trailed lightly along his shoulder. “Maybe, but only because no one else can do what you do to me,” she smiled as she spoke. 

He blinked slowly, letting her words sink in. The idea that he was the standard, her standard, went straight to his dick. 

With a groan, he had her on her back, panties off, and his face buried in her pussy. He licked and sucked her puffy little clit as he worked his fingers deep inside her, scissoring them open, pressing hard against her sticky walls. He could hear her whining and whimpering for him. 

He loved how messy he could make her. 

He leaned up, licking his lips as he pushed the heel of his palm into her low stomach, knowing the extra pressure would help. “Just let go, baby - I know you want to,” he mumbled, pressing kisses to her inner thigh. 

She groaned. “Press harder,” she gasped.

He did what she asked and suddenly she came, all of her jucies rushing freely - he fucked his fingers into her harder before pulling out and giving her pussy a smack.

He sat on his knees, watching her catch her breath, and hearing all the little sounds she made. When he touched her clit, she arched off the bed and whimpered, whispering his name. 

He was painfully hard just from seeing her this way. It was one thing to remember how fucked out she could look. But seeing her again, hearing her, feeling her - he felt like he could almost come untouched. 

Instead, he slid his hands gently under her hips, shifting her closer and pushing a pillow under her. He lined himself up with her, teasing her perfect little hole, knowing all the prep in the world wouldn’t matter. She always screamed for him.

He teased her at first, barely letting the head of his cock penetrate her. She whined softly. “Cheol,” she whimpered.

He glanced at her. “Hmm?”

She smiled. “Love when you tease me with your cock - how wet you make me…” she trailed off as he pressed into her again, going just a bit deeper.

“Like that?”

She nodded, her hands going to her breasts, teasing them. “Missed this so much,” she gasped as he pushed in farther. 

He nodded. “Missed it too, baby girl,” he whispered, teasing her slowly, loving the way her walls clenched desperately around him. 

He teased her enough for her to orgasm again. She was wet enough then to take him. 

They both gasped and moaned as he truly sank into her. He squeezed her thighs to ground himself as he bottomed out inside her. “So fucking tight,” he breathed.

He could feel her hands tracing along his arms, squeezing his forearms as she whined softly. “Just move, just fuck me - please fuck me,” she begged. 

He nodded slowly and began to move, slow at first, finding the right rhythm. And then he could fuck her - his hips snapping, his pace relentless. Even when he felt the bite of her nails and she raked her fingers along his stomach, he didn’t care. 

Nothing mattered besides the way her pussy fluttered around his cock, squeezing and releasing him, teasing him. And the moment he felt her sudden release, the heat of her cum washing over his cock, even as her thighs were shaking desperately, he could only fuck into harder. 

The lewd sound of all her slick and wetness mixed with their skin smacking together, all he wanted was to come inside her. He could still hear her softly whimpering his name. Her hands traced along his chest. He didn’t expect her to be coherent enough to give his nipple a teasing pinch, but he groaned when she did, smiling when she didn’t stop, when she did it a second time, pulling gently. 

“Make me full, Cheol,” she gasped, “fuck me harder,” she whined.

He caught her thigh, pulling it over his shoulder, so he could go even deeper. She yelped. He grinned devilishly, knowing exactly how it would push her over the edge again. And when it did, he finally let go too, his cum mixing perfectly with hers. 

He pumped into her a few more times, just to see the glistening mess of her pussy juices covering his cock. He finally leaned over her, kissing her gently. Everything was soft after. 

Everything was perfect. 

a/n: haiii cuties - i know it's been a bit since i posted a longer uhhh anything, so hope you enjoy this and hopefully i can get back to my normal writing schedule and post more

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angst - [ a ] || fluff - [ f ] || smut - [ s ]

teasers: all but break your heart |୨୧| tonight tonight |୨୧| cold fire (cheol only - attorney au)

drabbles: co-worker & spanking [ s ] |୨୧| gamer boy [ s ] |୨୧| professor one [ s ] | valentine's day [ f ] |୨୧| 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎, 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝. 𝚌.𝚜𝚌 [ s ] #kat_drabbles

fluff: profound, not sudden [ f ]

smut: see bingo series above and random slutty thoughts collection

series: obvious affection [ pt. 1 f ] [ pt. 2 f & s ] |୨୧| 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒖𝒑 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 [ pt. 1 s ] [ pt. 2 s ] |୨୧| 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒇. 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒊 [ pt. 1 s ] [ pt. 2 s ] |୨୧| 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 [ master list ] [ pt. 1 s ] [ pt. 2 s ] [ pt. 3 f & s ]

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omegaverse (a/b/o): alpha seungcheol [pt. 1] [pt. 2] || never let you go [master list] [part 1 f & s] [part 2 f ] ||

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[slasherscrews]

Okay im talking about my deltarune theory, forgive me if this already exists i know nothing about other dr theories since I wasn’t majorly in the fandom when I waited for the next chapters to release

DELTARUNE CHAPTERS 3 + 4 SPOILERS

along with mentions of neglect & sh

so about that chapter 4 ending….. back when we only had chapter 1, I thought up a theory about neglect in the lives of most our main lightener characters and how that ties into the dark world

it’s very clear with Susie, she’s obviously not from a great home life and we actually never even SEE her at home, even at the end of chapters. Obviously she’s not a fan of whatever caretakers she has and her disappointment with Toriel at the end of chapter 4 is most likely coming from a source of pain in her home life

Since chapter 4 it’s also pretty clear with Noelle, she clearly loves her parents but she avoids having people over when her moms home, follows her rules to a t, and everything seems incredibly tense after whatever incident with Dess. Maybe she’s not neglected per say but her home is definitely not a source of happiness for her, she’s clearly awkward in her own place

With Kris you kind of have to look deeper. Ik nobody wants to think Toriel is a bad mother and maybe she isn’t but there’s a lot she does that’s a bit iffy, even before the end of chapter 4,,,, Kris’s room is empty, their whole side of the room is bare and they’ve only got a cage in a wagon while Asriel’s is decorated with awards and a whole computer lol. And it’s not like Kris is just a husk of a person before we take over, according to Tenna they DID have interests and maybe they just threw everything out after the divorce of their parents but it doesn’t matter, why didn’t Toriel ask about it ? About their health ? There are references to Kris possibly self harming as well and they keep a knife that Toriel comments on (along with asking if she has to lock the oven again) but seriously if you’re a good mother are you just going to let your mentally ill kid with a history of self harm just keep a knife ?? And they seemed super upset with Toriel and Sans as well, their home is pretty tense now too.

Now Kris and Susie find the darkworld together and it seems to immediately help them with their mental health (more specifically Susie but we’ll say Kris is okay too I guess LOL). Susie really lightens up and even though Kris is controlled by our actions, the small moments in chapter 3 where we don’t control them show more of a personality than in the chapters before

Obviously we know now the dark world is fake in some way, a trick to the mind in darkness, but what if it really was just. A fantasy world created by a bunch of teens to cope with their bad lives at home

Idk i came up with it with a friend freshman year of highschool and kind of never dropped it lol

[hawtlineblingz]

I came across this post on x the other day and i just want to share or vent (?) I guess; my thoughts and my personal answer to this question. And this is no way in looking for pity etc, okay I'm just ranting / venting / whatever...

Side note : my main is Zayne❄️ and Caleb🍎

As much as how i customizes my MC to look like me, as much as i love to self insert myself into the story and the lore, the memories, the interactions, deep down i know if they really do existed in real life, and they personally knew me, i don't think they'll like me, even be romantically attracted to me. They're a prodigies academically and non academically and me, myself nothing really works out for me in this life, no matter how hard i tried. I don't know what i did wrong to be honest...I'm not quiet, I know how to socialize, i know what people suits my personality but again, i don't know what went wrong, i don't know what i did wrong...

In middle school people asked me to help them buy flowers for their crush, just bc i passed trough a flower shop everyday when coming to school, yet i received none, i didn't expect anyone just give out to me out of nowhere obviously but i don't think anyone has any interest in me romantically during that time.

In high-school i got myself a boyfriend but well, nothing turned out good as well, i got harr*sed and i almost died lmao (litterally, I'm not joking; i went under a surgery once bc of him) anyways, other than that i never got treated the same by my friend circle-" e.g when someone from our friend group is having their birthday, the other friends in the friend group will throw a mini birthday surprise for them, and I'm involved too ofc i tried to show, and when it comes to my birthday well...no, nothing in return, no gifts no bday parties nothing. And ofc i told myself that i shouldn't expected anything from anyone but that resulted in me distancing myself to everyone after high-school. I just knew that i wasn't supposed to be treated like that.

After covid and i was told i have dissociative amnesia due to trauma and high stress, i forgot 70% what happened in my school years, i forgot my classmate's names and faces, my teachers, and the experiences i have during it. It feels like i have a huge blank spot inside my head.

College years also very mundane to me, almost the same like high-school, everyone got celebrated for their birthdays except me, I'm used to it at this point...i don't even do bad when I'm still at school, a 3,7/4 GPA is all i have but other than that, nothing.

From those tiny experiences alone i feel like if the lads boys are real, specifically zayne and caleb. I'm pretty sure im just another forgettable face in their life, i don't think they'll ever notice me if i do know them irl...i wouldn't matter to them. They do deserves someone better, someone who's trully deserves them, someone smarter, witty, someone whose on their level, someone pretty, and so on...

Growing up, i tried to be kinder to myself, practices positive self talk and use this game as a motivation to do better for myself and as a reminder that I too, deserves love, deserves to be treated well, deserves to be someone's priority but yet here we are...back at 0 it's been years since i developed a real life crush on someone non fictional, maybe, just maybe I'm no longer have the capacity to be attracted to someone(?) At this point I'm just very detached when it comes to a person, i don't know if i'll be able to have a future with someone else, though i wish i do love me, i wish i do love myself the way i would love Zayne / Caleb.

[bubblegumrabbitwriting]

hi there.

i just had a random thought for an ask. in cyberpunk 2077 during the credits and depending on your ending, the RO´s and certain characters leave V/the MC voicemails on their phone. this lead me to this ask and the following scenario:

"after many months of infiltrations, information gatherings and maybe a tiny bit of torture, MC was able to finally fullfill their revenge. so they enter the main building of the bad guys[it been some time since i last played, so im sorry for not remembering the name] alone. cut to the worried RO´s (relationship-stage) and the Professor, not knowing if MC is alive or dead (maybe not even knowing where they are). they try to call, but they can only hear the voicemail. what would they say (if they even say anything)?"

as a bonus and only if you want to and have tim. no pressure: after a few days/a week, the RO´s hear a knock at their door. they open and its a) MC, wounded and bruised OR b) a letter and noone around. it says "i was successfull, but have to go into hiding. i dont know for how long. im sorry.". ==> i dont mind if you choose a or b. maybe flip a coin or choose depending on how angsty you want to be. thank you for your answer and i hope that i dont request too much.

No problem, the ask was really interesting to write and got me to rewatch a couple of the endings for Cyberpunk. Honestly, it's still one of the better ways to make the ending feel impactful, being able to see how each actually affected the characters.

It took a bit longer than I thought, as I didn't know what to put for some characters, as it could be spoilers, but I bit the bullet for one, so a slight warning that there is some potential spoiler stuff that won't come up until later in the game.

Reactions below -

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Sorry, but your call cannot be connected at this time; please leave a message after the beep.

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Echo -

Hi MC, It's Echo...but you probably could tell that...

I...I can't do this, act like everything is fine, and pretend this is just a stupid social call.

Where are you?

Are you ok?

I've spoken to everyone, and they don't know anything about where you are, if you're safe, or if you're even alive...please j-just call me back, and...if you don't want to speak to me, at least call the professor they're worried sick.

I-if I don't hear back from you, I swear I will send every contact, every connection, to dig up anything. So please just call me back. I-I can help if you just tell me what's going on.

Cy -

Cy, again.

I know I don't have any right to say this, but please just call me and let me know you're ok.

I have been searching everywhere, tracing your last steps, and found nothing. Not a faded footstep or even just an idea.

But I promise I won't stop; I will find something, and you can tell me everything when we're back together.

I promise, I won't leave you.

Love you, always.

A -

Hellooo, you guess who it is...if you've seen your other missed calls.

I'm still living my life; I got a job, and this guy ended up paying us with boxes of old tech. There was some insane stuff in there...good times.

So how have you been doing? Got all of that past trauma out?

... I really started talking to the voicemail now...

Please just give me a call. I get it; you love being all mysterious, but seriously, not even a call a week? I've got more calls from that insurance salesman than you this past month.

I've missed you...you know.

Anyway, just call me when you get the time, please.

Salem -

Salem here, still haven't heard from you...starting to think you're trying to avoid it.

No, that's what this is, isn't it? You're running and trying to hide, not thinking about all the people you're leaving behind...

Sorry, that was...uncalled for. Just at least give Harper a call; you know how they get, and they are ready to call a state of emergency at this point.

Have your time...and come back when you're ready, I will still be here.

Harper -

It's Harpers. I hope you're doing well. I and Salem are still just working as we normally do...

MC, I-I just wanted to say that I-I know that I'm not the smartest. I-I know that I trust too easily, but I can help. I-I know I can.

I'm sorry that I-I wasn't competent enough for you to feel you could come to me, but I've been training, and I know I could at least make things easier for you.

So please just consider it and give me a call back when you...my number is still the same.

Love you.

Professor -

MC...I-Im sorry it was never my intention to mislead you or...to use you.

I understand if you don't want to speak to me, but please at least reach out to the others when you can. They...they're really worried.

And if you feel differently than I think you do, please don't hesitate to reach out.

I will still help you whenever and wherever I can, even if there's no forgiveness there.

Thank you for listening.

Thanks for the ask! 💖

[plaidos]

Im a trans man who was on the outside circle of a friend group led by another trans man, there was one trans woman in the friend group, and she was dating the guy who kinda led the friend group. I didnt talk to her much, because i didnt talk to anyone there much due to bad experiences with the people in that group (tried to bring up stuff like experiencing dysphoria before I was out and got screamed at by the lead guy for “appropriating trans culture” and how i couldn’t use terms like gender envy to describe how i wanted to look exactly like a cis man youtuber i watched. He also shamed me for my interests which he deemed morally iredeemable (homestuck) before getting back into it himself, and then it was fine) but yeah i didnt talk to her much, and then suddenly i was dragged back into the friend group to do an intervention for the lead guy for a lot of insane things, and the tgirl was the one who asked me to help. When i was known as the only girl in the group, i was the group therapist and mom basically, i didnt want to be, and when i pulled away/came out as a trans man it seemed they replaced me with the tgirl as the group mom. And we started talking. And oh my god. Anything they did to me wa %1000 worse with her. She had to convince a grown as man that being homeless was not in fact a good fall back plan to not being able to find a roommate and no it wasnt easy. But nothing compares to the way she was treated by the main guy she was dating. The things she told me were so awful, she was basically his bangmaid abuse prisoner, he convinced her to move in with him, and then she had to do everything for him because he was “too depressed” he would sit at his computer all day cheating on her with other trans men while she cleaned his whole fucking house, and cooked, and got physically ill from all of the mold that he had let grow on things like dishes. He only really interacted with her when he needed comfort or sex. And he literally forbade her from doing anything sexual herself including masturbating without his permission because “it made him feel like she was like the pedo that groomed him when he was young” any kinks she had she was told were perverted and degenerate, she age regresses which he compared to pedophilia, it was so awful on literally every level, and he had convinced her she was so worthless and unloveable that when i told her she should leave him she said it was fine and they were working on it. It never got better and when they did break up he spread rumors that she had been raping him. She then dated another trans man who did the exact same thing down to the rape acussations when they broke up. And i was one of the only people who tried to convince her to break up with either of them initially, i was the only person who was the first to speak up. Apparently the other men in the group agreed with me they just didnt say anything till after i did then suddenly they were all agreeing. Shes doing better now and her self esteem is slowly recovering, she still talks to that friend group excluding her exes, i dont talk to any of them except her anymore. Anytime i see a trans man say they cant be misogynistic or transmisogynistic i kind of hate them for it. I was literally screamed at for trying to come out because then the group wouldnt have their “token cis girl” yes that was my title in the group, to dump their issues on. And as soon as i pulled away they replaced me with a woman they treated even worse just because she was trans and easy to beat down. Literally the only two women in the group and we were forced into the mom friend role. Its awful and i hate that people cannot acknowledge it happens. Trans men are not magically exempt from misogyny, and the ones who claim they are are lying to themselves and others so they can benefit from it. That first guy? The one who was so awful to both of us? Hes on tumblr and hes a pretty popular fanartist, he reblogs save trans women shit all the time, i hate him so much and i hate people who are compicit to the abuse trans women face, sorry for writing so much

don’t apologise, thanks for having the courage to share your experiences. it makes my heart sink how familiar this story is, the amount of people who have shared fundamentally identical experiences to this — the belief that trans men do not and cannot utilise male privilege above trans women (even in trans spaces) is without a doubt the reason so many are able to get away with this. i’ve heard this same story dozens of times; trans girl who is being physically & sexually abused by her (trans) boyfriend, regularly being raped, yelled at, often hit & abused in countless other ways who then turns around and says “actually she raped me” when she finally has the courage to break it off. And people believe them, because they believe that trans women are all rapists one bad day away from hurting everybody, but trans men are biological victims who can never do any wrong.

im sorry this happened to you. i hope your friend is in a much better situation now. ❤️

[bayon-ett]

The Bad Batch: Hunter

I love this show and these characters, but I feel like we need more info on Hunter ya know? (he is my fave) but I feel like theres character development that needs to happen with him. Or at least diving into the character on screen more than ‘oh hey look he’s Omega’s dad’

I like his character cuz he is the ‘leader’ and so its shown he feels responsible for everyone and he just automatically takes on the main, “parent” role for Omega. He kinda gives me the ‘king’ vibes in the whole Soldier, Poet, King dynamic because he has this sense of duty and responsibility that he maybe didn’t ask for but he will do anyway cuz he feels obligated to. Like as the big brother its obviously his job to watch out for and protect his siblings right? (maybe im projecting but I have four younger siblings)

anyhoo I feel like this needs to be explored more, or maybe just said out loud by one of the characters. Because alot of people claim Hunter is boring or uninteresting. And hey on surface level in the show there has been some character development on-screen but I feel more could be done.

When Hemlock threw Tech’s glasses at Hunter after his ‘death’ and said, “this must be hard on you as their leader.”

Of course Hunter feels responsible for Tech’s death, and Omega’s capture, and probably feels guilty as hell about Crosshair’s situation. Yes he is angry at Crosshair but I believe it did deeply hurt him to leave him behind, and then to watch him choose not to go with them.

When Crosshair and Hunter were having it out in this last episode he said, “You’re just jealous Omega got escaped with my help and not yours.” Crosshair was partially right.

I don’t think Hunter was jealous I think he just felt like he failed. Like he failed Omega, failed Tech, and failed Crosshair.

idk I just feel like the man is probably dealing with alot but its not said out-loud or explicitly shown so maybe its not noticed by everyone. I feel like he has a potential case of ‘oldest sibling syndrome’ where he feels like he MUST be useful, or MUST be capable of protecting and taking care of his siblings or else, what good is he? What is his purpose? I think maybe Hunter appears ‘boring’ on screen because he doesn’t have time to worry about himself. He comes last in his mind. And so maybe he is shown or seen as bossy and boring because he’s trying to do whats best for everyone so he doesn’t seem interesting.

[absolutebl]

hiii i wanted to eay something

so to me you're like. the main. top? authority? main guy? how do i say this. youre all over bl tumblr, and your posts especially the ones you recommend/talk abt different bls are so like. fully comprehensive. and each of them has 482729 links to other posts, that it really gives the impression that youre some kind of. bizarrely organized level headed and all-knowing bl entity

im aware this sounds strange but i promise i mean this in the best way possible this is a Compliment i am just bad at those

like ok. whenever i hear abt a new bl or want to understand smth related to bls in general i know ill find the best explanation on your blog. and i do, but in the process of reading whichever post i found, ill spend the next hour following a trail of hyper links and hopping from post to post cartoon detective style until i remember what i was originally here for

its so interesting the way u explain things and u always manage to bring up the stuff i would have wanted mentioned

however i continue to be astounded by the amount of bls you have watched god damn

also your other posts are funny u give nice commentary and in tags of reblogs n such

ok essay over have a good day :)))

Hi!

Thank you! Glad you find me both helpful and distracting.

It's a personality thing. I love a spreadsheet and I'm a completest and v organized. It means when I delve into a fandom I have to know everything about it, or as much as possible, and then I need to categorize everything I've learned.

Having answers makes me feel in control and safe. Have a schedule of things to watch gives me something to look forward to each day.

The warren thing is just because I come from old school blogging and SEO training. Always lead them down a rabbit hole.... before we had endless scrolling and algorithms that it was how you lowered a bounce rate.

Now I can't stop. Must provide links to more information!

Before you ask, yes my home is very tidy. Partly because I travel all the time and have very little stuff, but also because I am just that kind of person. You know, even the drawers in the kitchen, and the boxes under the bed, and the medicine cabinet, are subdivided and labeled and color coordinate and neat.

Also before you ask, no, I don't have OCD, I'm just a neat freak.

Except spelling......

[sillyyuserr]

terukane analysis, and/or just random stuff, i have too many prompts in drafts but they’re too small to be their own analysies so they’re here pt. 2 💫

I already made one of these a bit ago, so if theres anything not here it’s either in that other one, or i just haven’t covered it (yet)

Item A: “I like Akane-san”

When teru says this, it comes out differently in every language. And seemingly equally ambiguous which i find interesting

for example, in the french translation of this line, teru says "I love you more than you might think akane" rather than saying “i like akane-san” and i mean having a mistranslation here is obviously something, but what he actually says is just what?

“i love you more than you might think akane” EXCUSE ME??

also not to mention “san” is gender neutral. He very well could be calling akane by his first name and them (akane & nene) misunderstanding what he said. Although he does refer to aoi as “akane-san”, the translators wouldve translated it to “aoi” instead of “akane” if he was referring to her (or not, im not completely sure on how they do the translation 😭)

Item B: queer association

not only is this one of the only canon queer characters in tbhk, (my guy only got one panel 💔) but also this associates “queerness” or wtv that means with teru

along with akane mentioning both genders being attracted to teru. Again, associating queerness with him. And you may be wondering, why is this important? well, notice how out of all of the main and/or reoccurring characters, he is one of the ONLY characters to be associated with queerness. (The only others being kou; his friends teasing him about wanting to “undress mitsuba” and akane; the whole yamabuki thing) for example, take note of how scarily popular aoi is because of her beauty, shes like a literal god, everyone loves this girl, but notice how never once has a girl ever confessed to her? actively not associating her with queerness, unlike teru.

and notice how the other characters that are associated with queerness are kou, who (its pretty much been canonized atp) has romantic feelings for his male friend mitsuba, and AKANE. The guy i swear he has a crush on like cmon now AidaIro can you be more obvious

Item C: reoccurring patterns

in tbhk, all of the confirmed/obviously implied romantic relationships between the main characters have been supernatural x human, hanako and nene, mitsuba and kou, akane and aoi, excluding only teru and aoi. But this does not exclude teru and akane, almost showing us that in the love triangle between teru, akane and aoi, it may not be revolving around which one gets with aoi, but which one gets with akane. It seems as though teru x aoi was never an option from the start.

Although teru has said he likes aoi, his actions say otherwise. for example teruaoi’s conversation in the convenience store was obviously extremely awkward, the only non-awkward part being when he helped her out of that creepy interaction with the clerk.

And the face he made when akane asked/assumed he had a crush on aoi

(Which he never definitively answered)

The point of this section was because of these reoccurring patterns we can conclude akane is the main love interest, not aoi.

Item D: their relationship

Something teru likes about akane, is how no matter what he doesn’t seem to ever give up. Which yes in some aspects this can be a bad thing, coff coff

But most times, you can kind of tell this is a big reason he likes akane, almost like a “he pushes him down, he gets back up” kind of thing, its a big part of their dynamic. If akane wasn’t like this, their dynamic would change a lot. He likes this because as stated in the spinoff, he kind of uses akane as a “stress toy” (which has obviously changed, as their relationship did when the series progresses) but he likes this because at the end of the day, akane will come back. No matter how many times he ties akane up, he returns to the student council room. No matter how many times teru pushes akane down (in this example, literally) he gets back up.

Something i like about terukane, is their relationship. The trust and motivation they give one another. For example, its shown early on Teru has disassociates himself from other people. Teru views the living as “delicate” and kind of makes it his job to protect them from supernaturals (when i say he made it his job i mean his dad did). He was raised to have a very different view towards the living vs supernaturals. Rounding this back to Terukane, teru doesn't view akane as “fragile” like other people, and I think that's something to take note of. The reason he thinks like this could definitely tie into the fact that he’s half supernatural but also he views akane in a higher regard then most people. Akane keeps up with him, teru actually acknowledges this, saying he values his intelligence and enjoys talking to him. 

Its kind of been shown teru has had a hard time making friends ever since grade-school, i mean yeah he talks to people, but the only people he’s lowered his guard around has been tiara and kou (siblings), and akane. A literal supernatural (the kind of person this guy is supposed to exterminate??) Literally what makes akane so special? This guy is the most popular person in THE school, second to none, and the only person besides his family that he can let his guard around is akane? They both work in the student council, president and vice president meaning they work in extremely close quarters, everyday, giving them lots of time to talk, so its no doubt they became close, but out of everyone, teru choosing akane to put his trust in is just odd to me idk man

Item E: bringing up each other alot

in many instances, teru and akane bring eachother up when they aren’t even involved in the current situation, or unintentionally show us they think about eachother more than we think they do, a few examples:

Teru talking ab akane to his family. Call me insane but i have alot to say ab this one. This one really gets me because that would mean throughout his entire way home from school, including if he fought off supernaturals on his way back (which he seems to do pretty much everyday), from the last time he saw akane, he had to have been thinking about him the entire time. Since they are in the student council they stay together for most of the day when its not their extra/curricular classes or lunch, meaning they probably stayed together until about an hour after school ended, and according to google

School ends around 3:50 to 4pm and their after school activities last until around 6pm. In one chapter i forget which one, kou complains about his brother not being home much and whenever he is home he’s usually sleeping or too sleepy to answer him properly, (and in art of their ‘home life’ teru is always either sleeping or sleepy) because of his constant fighting with supernaturals well into the evening. Now lets assume at this point teru has left the school building, and about a few (5) minutes down the sidewalk and he runs into supernaturals, fights them off yadayadayada, at this point it’s presumably now 6:30-6:40, now lets also assume they live about a few (5) blocks away from the school, one block presumably taking 5 minutes each, times the 5 blocks they live away, taking approximately 25 minutes to half an hour to walk, plus the additional time he took to exorcise the supernaturals on his way home, which by this point we can probably assume its 7-7:20 now which is around an hour after families/people usually make dinner, we can assume he gets home at the 7-7:20 mark, sits down with tiara and kou to have dinner when this panel was shown

Meaning for an esitmated two and half, to three consecutive hours, akane was on teru’s mind. Thats a pretty long time to be thinking ab someone teru. I know what you are

Item F: extras

the “Aoi is coming too.” Bro brings him up at any given opportunity

akane having a literal DREAM about him.

Like I havent had dreams with life long friends in them so to have a dream about this boy you “hate” is.. hmmm

Innermost subconscious feelings you say? okay okay so not queer at all yk so buddy so bro of them

Item G: the original plot

tbhk was originally going to be a oneshot manga featuring the love triangle between akane, lemon and aoi but later was cancelled, and in the official manga, they made lemon and akane “fall in love”

obviously as a joke but that shows AidaIro is not oblivious to the idea/premise of the two boys instead falling in love with eachother, rather than the girl, so the idea (i talked more ab in a past analysis) of teru&akane getting together rather than teru&aoi or akane&aoi getting together is ON THE TABLE

would add more but i fear this will take me too long💔 new chapter next week yall prepare urselfs

[creatingblackcharacters]

So! I've been working on some of my old drafts of a story I came up with and saw the villian was Black- half the main cast is POC but im still worried about the implications

Basically he was taken in to be the big bads son I don't remember what happened to his parents it's been too long and I didnt write that down.

The big bad is trying to create an army of superpowered kids who can do crimes for her without the fear of getting caught. He was the first because she figured a kid that sees her as a mother and "owes'' her for adopting him would be more likely to not betray her

In the end he doesnt get the powers and because his whole lifes been leading up to getting them and finally being able to ''repay" his mom he goes through a crisis that led to him using an expiremental formula and lashing out against the main cast for "stealing" his lifes purpose

I don't like calling him a villian in the beginning he seems like one but after his backstory comes out the other main characters would help him cause his backstory is intentionally similar to two of the others.

The fact he's Black isn't a factor in any of my writing choices but how this may come across worries me. Wanted to run this by you because I can't tell if I'm overthinking or not.

Ty have a good day/night! Sorry if you've already talked about something similar to this I'm making my way through lessons really slowly-

Sounds like he could be really interesting! You might be interested in reading Raybearer by Jordan Ifueko; it's not the same exact premise, but similar enough in terms of the child of the big bad having their own journey.

And I know you said you're getting through my lessons slowly, but my recent lesson does have a list of questions you could ask yourself when writing this character to self reflect on your motivations behind them, helping to better direct your intentions.

[crayfee]

Tyler Hernández- Character Analysis

Disclaimer- This post focuses on some of the things I feel are undernoticed regarding Tyler. Sorry in advance for any mistakes. I have never done a proper character analysis before. Tyler won second place in that poll and i know Ashlyn won first place however i need to think about her more so heres Tylers instead. The layout may be a bit... weird tbh this one is a bit of a test run if anyone has any better ideas on how to lay these out lemme know. I could only think of two sections to split this up into; relationships (im not doing ships because im not really a shipper, so theyre all going to be platonic friendships and familial) and my thoughts (basically my general thoughts on him and some analysis). Hope you enjoy my yap!

(This may be edited.)

Relationships

Taylor and Tyler

Red has confirmed that Tyler and Taylor have separation anxiety which will be an interesting thing to explore next season considering they're now seperated. The origins of it are unknown as of right now but I think its something to do with their fathers death and was present long before the PD stuff. Even before the PD they are very close, and i think their matching outfits reflect that.

One thing I've noticed is Tyler presents as angry quite often, but will let his soft and kind side shine through too help and comfort Taylor (eg the hug in the hospital, and them cuddling side by side before a shift). Meanwhile, Taylor presents as soft and kind, but will let her angry side shine through if anything bad happens to Tyler (eg when she yells at Jessica for not believing them regarding Tylers actual cause of death).

I also think that Tyler (unintentionally) underestimates Taylor as a part of how overprotective he is.

Marianna and Tyler

After the death of his father, Tyler became the main person doing housework, fixing things around the house etc. He had to fill the void his mother left (due to her bad mental state I doubt she provided much for them)

Ethan and Tyler

Like with his mother, when his father died, Tyler, again, had to fill the void he left. We don't know much about them, however we can infer they were close before he died. We also see he thinks, while falling from the jeep, that he doesn't want to leave his mother and sister like their father did. This could be very literal, and it could mean (this is just a theory) that like Tyler did in the PD, Ethan died via some kind of car accident.

Aiden and Tyler

This may be far fetched but... I think Tyler sees Taylor in Aiden. I can imagine, after their fathers death, Taylor pretended to be "okay" because she didn't want to burden anyone. I can see Tyler leaning to see through her fake smile, which is why he's one of the first to see through Aidens, and the first (that we know off) to actually ask him about his mental state. Furthermore, for a chunk of his childhood, he was one of his mothers primary caregivers (at least that's what has been implied). His mother is mentally ill, meaning Tyler has experience helping people suffering. He's way more emotionally in tune with others than he seems, and I think in season 3 we will see more of that.

Red has stated that Tyler and Aidens bickering became more playful, which I think represents them becoming more brotherly and their friendship improving. As we know, Aiden has never really had friends while Tylers social life went dark for a while because he was dealing with so much after his father's death. These two definitely seem good for eachother, and in a way they balance eachother out. Aidens energetic, playful and way more laid back (which is what I think Tyler needs after so many years of taking care of his mother) while Tyler is serious and cautious (he levels out Aidens reckless behaviour).

Ashlyn and Tyler

At the start, Tyler tries to force himself into the leadership role of the group however is quickly put in his place by Ashlyn. Eventually I think he has come to accept that Ashlyn slots into that role way more naturally than he does however I also think Ashlyn lacks what he has, making them the ideal team.

He sees she feels guilty after his death and comforts her, reassuring her it's not her fault and that he doesn't blame her, again, this shows how emotionally aware he is.

Ben and Tyler

I headcanon that Ethan taught him how to play guitar, which makes the art of him teaching Ben how to play 'happy birthday' just that bit more meaningful.

Ben canonically has anger issues, as Tyler seems to be a naturally angry person. After finding out about Ben's past, I can see Tyler presenting as less angry towards the group, not because he fears Ben but because he doesn't want to trigger him. I can see Tyler respecting Ben alot for opening up about his past because he knows deep down how hard it can be to keep something like that bottled up (due to his home life and father's death)

Logan and Tyler

Honestly I havent got much to say about them however the fact that Logan is the first one Tyler actively tries to protect when he's bullied by Barron speaks numbers about his character.

My thoughts

- In the SBG bracelet his designated bead is the same colour as his sisters (a yellow/orange) which symbolises how simular they are, how close they are, how they balance eachother out etc.

- Tyler has an obvious fear of death which I think originates from having been exposed to it and the affects it has on others from a young age (through his father's death) it would also explain how his nightmare clone self that's trying to kill him is his dead self. It could be a representation of him internally fighting that fear.

- I could see him having separation anxiety surrounding his mother.

- He's more emotionally aware than we give him credit for due to his past.

[elisedonut]

Hello hello! My name is Elise.

I keep meaning to make an intro post and finally got around to it

To start off JKR supporters are blocked on sight because she sucks and I don't want people who actually like her around me.

I mostly post about Percy Weasley but occasionally i do also talk about other golden era characters.

Like Colin and Dennis Creevey, Lavender Brown, and Luna Lovegood. As well as whoever else happens to grab my attention for a little while.

I don't really consider this a Marauder blog

but i know from asks I've gotten and such that some people think I am

I really don't care much about Marauder era characters unless it's taking place in Golden Era or they're being shipped with Golden Era characters or it's like time travel related

I am a very heavy multi-shipper when it comes to characters I like.

Percy gets that treatment alot from me.

At the moment my main favs are Perclin (Percy/Colin Creevey) and Flintley (Percy/Marcus Flint)

I ship him with a stupid amount of people though so you will see plenty of others here

I'm normally only focused on a few at a time though.

I am pretty canon focused when it comes to characterization (or at least I try to be I don't always succeed at it though imo)

but i am also pretty big on the "hey what if this one thing was different" style of au

with the difference in most cases being soulmate aus

I love soulmate aus a lot and talk about them a lot because i enjoy thinking about how the world would change with them and how like politics and stuff would differ

Also looping back to shipping Percy alot it's an easy way to mash him together with someone especially when I'm trying to figure out how I think they would work as a ship

I have a second account I use for more anime style interests over at @elisemochi

Random tags that might be helpful

#Elise's thoughts and concepts (what it says on the tin just random fandom thoughts, ship concepts, ect though im kinda bad at remembering to add it)

#elise's other hobbies (for any hobby i have that's not writing related)

I do write fic and post it over on Ao3 under the same name

https://archiveofourown.org/users/EliseDonut/works

Currently I have 121 total works which is way too many to share here

So I'm going to try to keep this up to date with my three most recent fics because I think that seems like a reasonable amount

Homework? (Lavender Brown + Parvati Patil, 165)

Nightmare (Colin Creevey + Oliver Wood, 377)

Red-Faced and Red-Handed (Bartemius "Barty" Crouch Sr./Percy Weasley, 330)

[starbeltconstellation]

HEYYYYY!!!

i hope you’re well ❤️! i just wanted to come on here for a second to express how grateful im currently feeling for your story. i found it on ao3 a couple of days ago (wish i would’ve found it earlier but now i got a nice chunk of chapters to read through and hyper fixate over 😄😄) and i have been obsessed ever since. genuinely, you’ve made my august with this story.

this story feels so special to me. i’m so excited and giddy everytime i open the website back up to continue reading it (mannn i never wanna finish it) and it’s like the best part of my day.

i just wanna say that you’re a mf-ing genius. a. genius.

everytime something happens in the story i genuinely GASP. LIKE OH MY GOSH. im going insane over this fic. (the theories are bubbling inside of my brain about melanie and what’s gonna happen later on, i also love reading about people’s theories too man its so nice to see how invested everybody is cuz girl I AM.)

this story, man, it’s GREAT. it’s not only very well written, which im sure everybody appreciates as the flow is so nice, but it is also exciting, intense and beautiful. every single character had been on point, mischaracterising isn’t in your vocabulary. it’s like you know these lot personally. but anyway, it is a pleasure to read, like i said, VERY exciting and entertaining. i love our girl mel so much, she is so relatable and honestly just so real 😭 her reactions to most things are so valid like, girl same! she’s amazing, i don’t think i’ve ever encountered an OC as interesting and cool and well written as her. her whole storyline is just insane, bless her having all of this pressure and stress on her too lol 😭😭😭 but what can she do ahah, i mean?! the scene with the shopkeeper telling her to go back to her world had me absolutely stunned i was SHAKING. but i do think she made the right choice, she’s so strong.

like despite the fact that she knows all the hell she will have to endure there, she DID chose to stay, which is such a sacrifice. man i just wanna hug her and say thanks (i am not in the star wars universe but …)

everybody else too though, like ahsoka, obi-wan, anakin, the clones, mace, etc.. are also really cool to see the OC interact with, this is such a comfort fic for me, genuinely. it feels like i know them personally through this fr 🥲🥲🥲

i love reading the other’s comments on your story, it’s so nice to see this community form😭 like i’ve found my people LOL

thank you for feeding our star wars and anakin obsessions with your lovely story, i can’t get enough of it i swear im making a playlist for melanie as we speak.

anyhoo, just wanted to let you know how much i love this story and how much i appreciate you putting effort into creating something we can all take comfort in <3 i hope to stay and interact a lot more as i go on about reading the story!

Ahhhhh, oh my goshhh. Thank you so, SOOOO much, my dear little commenter. Haha. 🥺🥹❤️ This message was a big surprise when I first received it (which was a while ago, I know. 😭😅 I’m really sorry for the delay in response. Life gets the best of me at times. I’m trying to catch up on my asks), because at that time, I was still stuck struggling on the final bit of my huge whopper of a chapter that is now FINALLY out. ✊😖 Haha. And I just want you to know that your comment was SO helpful and motivating to me. Like… I’m not even joking. 😭 Your comment and a handful of other loyal readers (like my dear @ensomniaa ! 😌😆❤️) are probably the main reason I was able to trudge through my writer’s block and depression to get out the next chapter. So, just… thank you. 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to write out such a long and in depth comment with such gushing words about my work and about how I’ve been writing the Melakin romance dynamic. It makes me feel like my writing isn’t half bad. Haha.

I always like to take my time responding to comments, because I feel I should always take the time and care to write out a detailed response that isn’t just copy pasted. You all take the time out of your day to comment to me, so it’s only fair I do the same! 🥺💕💕💕 So… my point is… I’m SO sorry this response took so long. 😭 I hope the wait time won’t have discouraged you from messaging again in the future. They truly do bring me such a big smile. And while I might not get to asks or comments immediately—ALL of my reader ducklings WILL eventually see a response. 😭💕❤️ I have made that my life’s goal. Lol.

Now, onto the ask! 😁✨💕 I’ll put the rest under a read more.

I’m soooo happy to hear that you’re so obsessed with my story and that it made your August! 😁✨❤️ Haha, it’s always exciting when I see someone new has stumbled over my fic. And I feel you with that hyper fixation. 😭✊ I’m BEGGING for my brain to give the SW hyper fixation back to me so I can churn out chapters at the speed of sound like when I did first starting this massive project. Lol. 🫠 So far… it’s still not working. But don’t worry! I shall NEVER abandon this story. I swearrrr, this thing will be my magnum opus. 😭✊Loool.

The fact my writing makes you giddy??? 😭 The fact it makes you theorize (which I ADORE when my readers do and ramble in the comments so I can muah-ha-ha to them. 😈😈💕😂) and gasp out loud?? 😭😭 The fact that you ENJOY reading through the different comments and seeing other readers’s theories and reactions?? 😭🥹💕❤️❤️❤️ You are what us writers call a rare GEM, dear reader. 🥺🥹❤️ To not only LEAVE a comment, but also just how you seem to genuinely enjoy commenting/reading other commenters’s thoughts because it feels like a fan community?? (And how SWEET to say I’m a big enough writer to have a little community. 🫠 I’m cryingggg. 😭❤️❤️) The fact you think I’m… a genius?? 🫣🥺😭❤️❤️❤️ (Idk about that, but I’ll put aside my anxiety issues. 😌 It is a lying liar who liessss).

Thank you. Thank you from the very BOTTOM of my heart. Idk what else I can say besides that, because rare reader gems like you keep us starving writers chugging along. 😭✊❤️

I’m SOOO glad you feel like everyone is in character. 😭❤️❤️ I worried about that a LOT. Especially for Anakin and the clones. There’s just a certain way about them that you have to get right, or they become 2-dimensional if you don’t write their little quirks and ticks. And I LOVE getting to explore the clones’s and Mel’s sibling-like relationship. 😭 I based most of their personalities on how they act around Mel off my annoying brother (affectionate 😌💕😂). I’m also so happy you feel the Jedi are also in character as well, and that it feels like a comfort to read them, like you’re learning about them along with Mel. 🥺💕 That was actually a lot of the idea with this fic (besides me living vicariously through Mel to romance Anakin, of course 👀😂❤️) over how I would slowly write scenes to SHOW the audience the misconception about the Jedi/their culture/certain characters. I didn’t want to PREACH to them. I wanted to present them with the evidence that maybe the Jedi aren’t “repressive” and “emotionless ���🤢” as they might’ve been led to believe by a big chunk of the fandom’s harsh perception. It would be like it was happening in time with Anakin as his thoughts change into something better and less self centered.

And I HAVE actually received a comment on Wattpad from a reader that my fic helped change their minds about Mace and the Council! 🥰🥰❤️ And it was just… such a joy to hear. 😭❤️ That’s the idea with this fic. I hope to reach across the aisle towards EVERYONE—maybe anti Jedi fans will read my work and have their minds changed about their culture. Maybe someone who despises Anakin to the bone will read my fic on a whim and slowly grow to care about him/see the humanity underneath the surface, just like Mel has. And maybe by the END of this fic… I’ll have convinced some people that the Jedi are not at fault for their own genocide by “failing” Anakin—because the truth is that it was HIS choice. Maybe by the end of this fic, there’ll be fans who’ll read the work and grow to see that you can love a character while still criticizing them/knowing they’re in the wrong (ie; Anakin 😔💔), while ALSO still acknowledging that he went through such horrible trauma as a kid while a slave on Tatooine… but it still DOESN’T absolve him or give him the right to hurt others just because he’s hurting himself.

That’s what this fic is all about, after all. GENUINE growth and change. Not placating a man by changing a few moments that he won’t have to go through in the timeline that will suddenly make him all “warm and fuzzy inside” and see the light. TRUE redemption and change means that Anakin will have to grow and ADMIT he was wrong while not becoming defensive when his actions (*cough* the Tuskens *cough*) are brought to light. Essentially, I’m trying to “Zuko-ify” him. (Loool, I know. Pretty high hopes for myself there. 😭😂❤️)

I’m also soooo happy you love and relate to Melanie so much. 🥹❤️❤️ Almost all readers have told me similar things, and it’s so wonderful to know that I’ve made a character that has been accepted by a small portion of the “SW/Anakin fandom”. 😆😁💕❤️ Mel came about when I was one day reading over an isekai story and just… not being able to fully immerse myself, because the OC’s reactions just didn’t seem realistic to me. 😭 And so I remember sitting down and imagining how I would react in such a situation (immediate freak out/think I was dreaming/would run in terror from Anakin’s hot ass at every opportunity 😌❤️‍🔥😂), and then that’s how Melanie Bains came into being! Haha. ❤️😁

So, while Mel IS somewhat of a stand-in for the audience (it IS an isekai fic after all 😭🤷‍♀️), it was still very important to me to make her three dimensional and—while yes, very relatable—also make sure she became her own character who could grow into herself. So a hero’s journey was important, along with giving Mel an antagonist (The Shopkeeper) separate from Anakin’s antagonist (Palpatine), because it was SOOOO important to have Mel have her own character arc/story AWAY from Anakin. It was important that Anakin wasn’t ALL she was about. Mel has friends (Ahsoka/the clones), she has her own plan she’s dealing with to try and save the galaxy while barely giving Anakin a second thought besides terror at first, and most importantly—Melanie is NOT begging Anakin to change. That was soooo important to me. She doesn’t have TIME to beg him to change. There’s too much at stake already, and if Anakin changed FOR Mel, it’s not even true change in the first place. Instead, as you’ve probably guessed from my latest chapter, Mel is INSPIRING him to change himself, because of the qualities about her he is coming to admire which in turn makes him take a look at his own selfish actions. This is always where I think “bad boy/I can fix him” writers get things lost in translation. It’s not true redemption if they change FOR the girl, because—as the Marvel movie Shang-Chi has recently shown us 🥶—if the girl ever dies… then the “bad boy/villain” goes right back to being evil. 😭🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️ What REAL redemption would be is meeting someone you grow to love who INSPIRES you to become a better version of yourself—not FOR them—but because you want to become someone like them. You want to stand by their side in the light and feel proud.

Anyway, I feel like I’ve ranted a lot. 😭😂❤️ But I just wanted to thank you soooo much again for your beautiful words that were so kind and truly brought a ray of light to my dreary days! 😭😭❤️❤️❤️ I only hope my long response time doesn’t discourage you from writing me messages in the future. 😅😓😭🫠 I’m so sorry again for the long wait.

But I have ADORED rereading your comment these past few days while I’ve been writing out my response. It’s so thoughtful and long and in depth and I lovveeee itttt. 😭❤️❤️❤️ THIS is what feeds our writer brains. Haha.

A playlist sounds awesome! 💕💕💕💕💕 I already made one for Anakin and Mel and the Melakin romance, as you can see from my last response. But I would still ADORE getting to know songs that you think fit with my fic and Mel and Anakin’s journey! 😭❤️❤️ If you ever do make it, please hit me up and send a linkkk! 👀👀🙏

Thank you so much again for letting me know my writing brought you such comfort. 😭💕 I hope you’ll stay and interact more as well! 😭❤️ I always love hearing theories or getting a comment to see a reader is rereading or that two readers are discussing something about my fic together. Haha. 😄✨❤️

And so, I suppose I’ll leave it here! I ADORE you and love you so much, dear reader. I am picking you up and hugging you like a stuffed animal. (Glomp!) 🤗🫂

I hope to hear from you again soon! 🥺💕 I’m so sorry again for the wait. 😭

And now… off to reply to four more asks. Lol. ✊

Gotta blast! 🏃‍♀️💨✍️👩‍💻

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[noname-nonartist]

hiii i haven't asked questions in a long time but I have been following along with the posts actively!!

@ the previous ask don't worry im really interested by your read on gojo.. its hard to find somebody that reads him in a harsh manner like that. and i get surprised when i see someone that pictures him harsher than i do. i like it a lot! okay here's questions i have in mind.. (weirdly they're all about megumi)

since megumi produces music for leoni in this au, does he work together with saki for leonis songs? or does saki take the backseat here?

and, was megumi and akitos conflict decided on during the drawing board to contrast their feelings towards dogs? lol

lastly, i was curious after seeing some of your arts, does "polyneed" in this au stand for the original 4 or is megumi included?

(context: Megumi hearing Leo/Need play a song during practice for the first time)

Wow! Talk about good timing since I was doodling Megumi too lmao! XD

Glad ya find it interesting that I made Gojo a bit more harsh. I feel like it’s a bit of a controversial take on his character and all =v=;

Onwards to the Megumi’s questions under the cut! X3

He works with Saki! :Dc

Saki still mainly composed the songs, Megumi occasionally helps out whenever Saki feels like she needs a second opinion (since he does have professional experience and all).

Megumi even teach Saki how to use a Sound Mixer Board, so they can experiment a bit with different sounds. It’s be adorable.

Like my plan is to have Megumi. A sort of a jack-of-all trades sort of role within Leo/Need. His strong suit is definitely composing. But after a long time of just composing for the sake of it, he wants to actually compose with passion and feelings again. Hence him only helping Saki as an occasional Co-composer and never a lead one, for he wants to learn from Saki.

Lyrical writing is definitely his weakest point, for he was never been that great at verbalizing his feelings into words (since the dude always suppressed them lol), so when he does help Ichika with lyrics, it’s mostly for him to learn. But Ichika does appreciate his help for his vocabulary is a bit bigger due to him reading a lot lol.

Megumi sometimes helps with Honami when it comes to paper work but not too often, for while he does understands the more business sides of things, he ultimately trusts Honami to make the best decisions for the band.

So Yee. His main role is to be the second guitarist, with the occasional sound mixer board depending on the songs. He’s not as comfortable with using a guitar at first since it’s been forever since he lasted touched one, but Shiho is there to help teach him. Plus he’s a decently fast learner once he gets the hang of it. :3c

LOL! Nah that bit was unintentional XD

It’s so funny how Megumi be a huge dog person while Akito is terrified of dogs! X3c

Nah. I mostly have the conflict between them due to me wanting to sort of highlight how they are similar in certain ways, but ultimately different.

I’m a bit rusty so I could be wrong, but Akito and Megumi are similar in a sense, especially in the surface level of the “sick-of-the-wacky-shenanigans” grumpy poker face department lol. But they do tend to look down on themselves and thus have a tendency to overwork themselves.

However a big difference is that Akito is not the type who judge people harshly when they did something wrong or bad. Compared that to Megumi who looks down upon those he deems as bad.

Additionally. Akito is like. Emotionally aware of other people’s feelings, while Megumi in the beginning is too emotionally suppressed to notice.

Hence Akito noticing how Yuuji has been slowly becoming depressed and stressed lately, and cheered him up via planning a weekend trip to Sendai City (with the help of Nobara and Mizuki tagging along as well)

Basically my plan was that Akito and Megumi are foils to each other. :3c

Okay. So low key… this is a hard one to answer…

So in my original plan, I was gonna have Megumi and Yuuji be end-game. Like after the split up and them growing and reconciling, I was planning on them be like a thing.

But now… after I decided to have Megumi officially join Leo/Need…

I’ve been liking the idea of Megumi being part of the Poly/need… =3=;

Like. I absolutely adore the way Megumi has been interacting with Leo/Need (especially Honami, their relationship means everything to me).

And I’m still 100% uncertain if I want Megumi to be part of the poly/need romantically, or to be a part of it in a queerplatonic way.

And that doesn’t even go into account if I still want Megumi and Yuuji to be a thing too! >O<;

Thank you once again for showing so much interest in my AU! It’s been so fun to answer your questions!!! >///<

[sophiethewitch1]

I'm so glad to see people point out how bad genshin has gotten. we have had 2 (TWO) male characters this whole region. and they just killed off the captain??? I'm PISSED!!! all the female characters suck too. they power creep existing characters and mechanics, their designs are so weird and out of place from genshin, their characters are so shallow etc.

I'm genuinely so surprised to see older players stick around. their hard earned artifacts, weapons, and attention to detail feels like it was ran over by mauvikas motorcycle. let's talk abt muavika, she's an expensive xiangling replacement. usually new archons shake up the game, she doesn't. yea she can fly, so can wanderer, chasca, kinich, etc, she can ride on water, most cryo units can too, and furina and mualani and Mona kinda, she has ok Pyro application, so does Thoma, xiangling, dehya, u get what I'm saying?

THE FANSERVICE OMG. if honkai has hot men, genshin is the other side of the spectrum. mualani has the weakest excuse for clothes, xilonens and citlalis jiggle physics gotcha ogling, chasca is wearing... that... and muavika has a zipper going up her cooch 😭😬 it's not hard to see how sexualixed all of them are.

I find it hard to believe that they can't make any more dudes. both guys we do have look too much like teens. I don't even wanna get into the race problem cuz 😬😬 everything that can be said already has been.

meta has been better, we have a geo kazuha now. yay. everyone else has been a main dps, subdps for nightsoul or a niche support. other than xilonen, I wouldn't pull for anyone else metawise. we desperately needed a better shielder, we got a wonky 5 star Layla. zhongli has been needing a buff desperately, if hoyo thinks he is the ceiling for shield strength. maulani, kinich, and chasca are all main dps, I don't even know what ororon and kachina do.

exploration is fine, there are chests everywhere, maybe to distract the players who find the dragons mechanics to be chunky and annoying. the region really wants you to have natlan characters though, and if you don't, you struggle a bit more. it looks pretty though, the art direction and landscapes are beautiful. plenty screenshots to squeeze in with the 5000000 gb game. I don't wanna get into the story, this ask has gotten wayyy too long

anyways, thanks for coming to my Ted talk. hopefully they do shneznaya justice.

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ha ha ha I'm so funni

oh my god you're literally so correct about everything and im so mad about it. like the racial issues first and foremost made me immediately go 'well guess im not spending anymore' which i havent since because the only character like you said thats been interesting at all has been xilonen. she, kachina, and mualani were the only characters in natlan i actually liked the designs of (well other than the captain but hes not even actually from natlan). and even then LIKE BRO MY SUSPENSION OF DISBELIEF BRUH!!!!!! like people are like 'oh it makes sense lore wise oh its ancient dragon tech' WELL IT DOESNT FUCKING LOOK LIKE IT!!! WHY DOES MAVUIKA HAVE A YAMAHA!!!! WHY DOES EVEN MY FAV XILONEN HAVE A TURN TABLE LIKE I CANT DO THIS AAAAHH. The exploration and world is amazing because it always is and I saw this poster the other day who fuckin. GRINDED my gears over on reddit who was like 'people hated this regions story?' and then posted a bunch of beautiful natlan screenshots like BRO YOU AND YOUR STRAWMAN ARGUMENTS YOU COME HERE!!!

I think if I personally talk about the fanservice I'll pop a blood vessel. Anon if you have not seen the leaks for 5.4 you are in for a TERRIBLE surprise when they show the next character and I am so so SO sorry for the misery you will endure

Snezhnaya... Give me Dottore. Give me Panatalone. Give me the fucking short old man hoyo or I will start sending thousands of dollars of manure to your offices to be dropped off. God help us all