#im gay and its a problem

[softboyfilth]

i hate when boys have big brown eyes and pretty smiles i will fuck the shit out of you stop that

[lmao-ooooooo]

wwx is the type of guy who always has 100000000+ yuan worth of items in his cart in online shopping stores but never buys ANYTHING like ever! so one day he leaves his computer open and his lovely husband lwj sees all the items on his cart, he decides to buy everything on it because if wwx has it in his cart he must really want it! and wwx needs to spoil himself more. wwx gets soooo freaked out when he sees his shopping cart (that hes been adding stuff onto for years btw) sitting infront of his door, acting as an extra wall when he tries to leave their house for something. he starts panicking bc he thinks he accidently pressed check out. he starts trying to return everything bc theres NO way he can justify spending that much money, no matter how much his husband makes. later lwj stops him ofc, telling him he should have everything he wants and if he wanted everything that was on his cart then he should have them. wwxs argument was there was not enough space in their house for all of this random shit (there definitely was) and lwj said with the straightest face ever

"fine. we'll get a larger house then"

"WHAT NO LAN ZHAN"

wwx somehow made everything worse wtf!

"anything for my wife."

[purple-confusion]

Some shitpost for pride and confirmation for the orientations of these bible OCs i share custodies of with @allsortsoftsofthings and @foronelittlekiss and how for a moment in my headcanon they occupy the same universe

Helate, Jedas, + Caiannas mention

(If God and their co-parent be willing you'll see the Jedas design again soon)

[yurisupernova]

koschei ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧˚ ༘

[sha-brytols]

i also think the fact that weekes wasnt out when masked empire came out also plays a lot into how the tumblr side of fandom perceives the romance which. leaves sort of a bad taste in my mouth..

[xoceanstarx011]

BYLER RAIN FIGHT

HAPPY SIX YEARS since whatever this was blessed our screens!

[angelpuns]

pov i did in fact get a (v cheap) cane to see if it helped any but I'm??? apprehensive about using it or telling anyone about it cause im?? Idk if it will improve my life but it's a temporary solution until I can go to the doctor. Anyway this is just me telling someone( the internet) about it cause it frankly should not be this big of a deal. It just is cause that's the type of person I am. I mean- my friends can attest to me not being able to stand or walk for long periods of time, I just don't want them to??? i don't wanna say judge me, but maybe think I am being dramatic?? It really is temporary to see if it helps so. Idk. I know they probably wouldn't but man im just.ragh. I also was under the assumption that canes are just for support when walking but apparently nthey are also helpful if you have trouble standing. good to know cause that's where most of my issues lie. walking sucks too but I can usually deal cause im too focused on other things such as 'dont get hit by car' and 'dont let knees get too straight'

ALSO SIDE NOTE I WILL BE GOING TO A DOCTOR SOMETIME AFTER JANUARY IM JUST LITERALLY TOO BUSY AND POOR RN TO DO SO

[winchesterian]

not having strict top bottom preferences does not in fact make you more enlightened and progressive hope this helps all the annoying people out there <3

[sallymew4]

lowkey hate this but im posting it anyways . gooder betterer post coming in a second

no shading and no bg variant +ref pics below cut

[softboyfilth]

“am i talking too much” boy idk im thinking about having you inside me rn keep talking

[lesbiansforeddiediaz]

Where my Eddie meta differs from the popular fanon is I don't think all his problems are because he's gay and I don't think kissing a man would heal him or really benefit him much at all. (He is gay but that's not important right now)

[feralbutchboy]

the masculine urge to get my shit absolutely ROCKED (cuddles and sleepy rambles) by my friend (lowkey his ramblings about like existential shit is fire. like its on point. and kinda cute but thats just me being gay)

OP uses it/he/that/thing

[cybergothvox]

Two-faced

[mc-tummy-blur]

Watched Tomestone 1993 for the first time today and I know these were real people but from a film standpoint why do I feel like the framing of Doc Holliday's TB is an allegory for a Homosexual man with AIDS who is dealing with internalized Homophobia (this interpretation has probably already been made with how old the movie is but it makes me sick)

He's already in his sickness when we see him, but it's clear he's not looking good. When the doctor tells him he doesn't have much longer he tells him that he would need to stop his behaviors (drinking, gambling, smoking etc.,) to slow down the progression of the disease but Doc waves him off. But when his girl tries to get him back into doing his "bad habits" saying how she takes care of him, he says that she might be the AntiChrist. The motif of a woman being the Devil or related to the Devils goals is already prevent with the movie, with Josephine attracting Wyatt through the play where she portrayed the Devil, so the religious symbolism is not too far fetched for this. Especially how agents of the Devil will tempt those into "bad behaviors," in this case homosexuality being one of them, according to the Bible and beliefs at the time. So, in his connections to making her the AntiChrist, he inherently believes his behavior is bad, yet still does it.

His connection with Johnny Ringo is one of trying to one up each other in terms of masculinity, where Ringo will call him "Lunger", a derogatory term for him. They have a dick measure contest through the usage of their pistols, and Doc makes comments on how he thinks Ringo to be like him, and how he hates him. This is important as way later on in the movie, Doc talks about how Ringo has a hole inside him that he can't fill back through means of killing or stealing, but is trying to get revenge back for being born.

The framing of the movie, the line delivery and Wyatts reaction to Doc saying this, it's very much intended that Doc is not talking about Ringo, but rather himself, as he is protecting his self hate onto him. You'd could argue that he's just regretful of his past behavior and how he turned out and that this sickness is a curse that he wouldn't have gotten if he was never born.

But this is like, also very clearly similar to how man who has internalized homophobia talks. He regrets ever being born the way he was and wanted to try to fill up the hole he has inside of him to make up for it, to make up for this sickness that he has.

It's also here in this talk that Wyatt says "I know what I want and who and I feel miserable" you see Doc perk up at when Wyatt says "who", and with how vague the wording can be interpreted this could seem like a romantic intidication with Wyatt talking about his feelings about someone and Doc having feelings for Wyatt, where he hopes Wyatt is talking about him.

But those two are so vastly different from each other, with Docs behavior being described as hypocritical. The Bible mentions hypocrisy and how it detests this and Doc is very much and openly hypocritical man. When the priest comes by to say the last prayers to Doc, he recognizes this as much. Instead of trying to engage in what he usually does, that being poker, he doesn't want to. He wants Wyatt to leave him and doesn't want to be seen in that state.

Him being bedridden in the hospital alone is similar to how victims of AIDS who were gay would often be alone, and end up dying alone.

Doc reminisce about young love and how Wyatt should have that and to leave him alone so he could go on and experience that kind of love instead of trying to play poker with him. You could read this as a Gay man still having romantic feelings for a friend but he feels like he doesn't want him to be weighed down or to "lose expeirences" by being this way. With his last moments he doesn't want to engage in poker even when Wyatt tries to for him, even though it's not completely in his character to do so.

Val Kilmer has talked about how he sees Doc and Wyatt as two men who are on opposing political ends, but that it's a love story despite it. In that context, Doc was a repressed homosexual man who really wanted to live his hypocritical lifestyle (within the eyes of the church), and Wyatt wanted to uphold the law and "normality. They both love each other but not in the same way. And when Wyatt tries to engage in the same behavior that Doc does, playing that card game, Doc can see it's a meaningless gesture to try to comfort him before death. He just urges Wyatt to live the life that he wants. He knows Wyatt doesn't love him like that and knows it's pointless for Wyatt to even try to humor him.

[stiffyck]

Fun fact: another part of a community you're in wanting some respect and acknowledgement doesn't take away from your pride or your identity.

I don't know why people get so defensive when aro and ace people wanna be acknowledged and accepted in their own God damn community.

[habitabel]

*says crude sexual joke*

"I thought you were asexual"

THIS IS WHY I DONT MAKE THESE JOKES IN THE FIRST PLACE MY SEXUALITY DOESN'T RULE MY LIFE LEAVE ME ALONE