#instead of having to cook for myself
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oolongchabomb · 6 months ago
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gsnk/mayumiko rant?
so basically i come back and rotate through fandoms every once in a while and sometimes things have weirdly regular cycles for me like akam I crash back into the fandom every 3 years(maybe bc that's how often they make a dc movie featuring the both of them??) and ibsm is maybe like once a year or so. So now time has come for me to again be infatuated with gsnk and mayumiko (hooray :0) which comes with both pros and cons.
Pro:
I now have adult money and can indulge in all the mayumiko merch and get all the manga volumes AND get pixiv premium to look at all the banger art
My japanese has also gotten better for me to consume tsubaki sensei's twitter feed and other non-translated content
there's a good amount of content for me to eat up since i havent rlly kept up with gsnk for a few years
Con:
all the doujins are from like 2015 and now impossible to get...(huge)(i am distressed)(I need to read towa e moa 2 or I'll DIE)
I have run through the ao3 mayumiko catalogue in less than a day and now starving
the fandom seems pretty dead now mostly :,,(
anyways I will probably go on a mayumiko-drawing frenzy for the next few weeks if anyone wants to exchange fics for art OR just wants to ramble about mayumiko together PLS hit me up I am desperate for good mayumiko literature and also very willing to draw accompanying art for any stories/hcs TT
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ravennhearted · 2 years ago
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Sometimes I think about how Merlin took place over 10 years—a whole decade—and the thought of the show spanning that long feels entirely too long and like an infinite amount of time and that it can’t actually have been ten years
And then I think about how Merlin is 16-18 in the first season. And I just—
That means, at the oldest, Merlin was only 28. He wasn’t even 30
And then I just start losing my mind for a whole different reason
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arealtrashact · 2 years ago
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Rlly curious, how long does it take you to finish a piece? (Character design studies vs one with background, like the elvis in the mirrors) 🙂
Character design studies can be started and finished in one sitting. These probably took an hour and some.
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Illustrations like the Elvis Mirror illustration are usually spread out over the span of a few days rather than one sitting. Looking at pieces with fresh eyes is so important to me ! Errors will not make themselves known to me if I simply stare at the same drawing for hours and hours. I need to step away and come back to it more than once to really see what I'm looking at.
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wantbytaemin · 3 months ago
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who likes to cook and doesn’t mind relocating. come live with me
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petrow1tch · 8 months ago
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They weren't lying, this psychological recovery journey got hands
#3rd month of taking antidepressants and knowing that There Is something majorly fucked up within me#i feel like im becoming normal bit by bit but also now my other problems become my aparent to me#i started to notice i have this childlike simplistic attitude towards wonder and relationships but also at the same time i understand the#severity of troubles around me on the level of burned out adult#but also it takes me from a week to several years to realize what people meant#and yet sometimes i get everything clearly#there are still ways to go#i still have to find a therapist#cuz psych diagnosed me with BPD; geberal anxiety disorder and ADHD and said i have autism signs that could explain the development of BPD#but all he can do is medical treatment which is not the kind you need for BPD and autism#im not saying you can treat autism but yeah he meant i need a psychotherapist for these instead of psychiatrist#i hope i can complete this mental health journey bcuz i feel like i finally got hit with all the weight of burnout i had all these years#i did some creative work in the august/early september but rn its all touching grass in real world and playing games#like i cook i help my family with chores i play fortnite i clean up my room i go out at 1am to look at the stars#all of my own volition without feeling like i need to push myself to do this#I'm scared that making art is not one of those things#i often have a thought that maybe art isnt really for me and in a perfect world i wouldnt do it#but then why am i so good at it#like...#petrotalk
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spocksgotemotions · 3 months ago
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i gotta move out of this fuckin house
#captain’s own#dumb bitch hours#personal logs#sorry i’m having a teeny tiny lil breakdown#i told my mom that instead of watching tv with her downstairs tonight i’ll probably stay in my room#and she’s immediately like “why are you mad at me :///“ and i’m not i’m on my period and breaking up with my therapist tonight#and its awful but I’m so excited for her to be out of town this weekend cause I just feel like i can’t do anything#i can’t cook for myself without it being a problem#I can’t leave the house without her commenting#i can’t spend my money without her immediately wanting to know what I got and why I got it#i can’t get mail from my friends without her asking who its from#I have to lie whenever I leave the house on my own because she freaks out about how worried she is about me and my safety#but i’m fucking 25 years old!#i’m driving up to boston for a friends wedding and she tried to tell me i couldn’t go or that i had to give her my location#and when she said she wanted my location i fully laughed and said “what are you gonna do with it?”#like i was never a bad kid or anything but she doesn’t trust me she doesn’t think i’m capable#and i know i live in her house and she pays for everything and I am very grateful#but I gave up a life to be here for her after my dad died and she’s spent the past three years doing so little but making me feel small#this all makes it sound like i shouldn’t break up with my therapist but she doesn’t do shit anymore except take a crazy amount of my money
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sweet-loverboy · 3 months ago
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my single dorm, my senior year, 2024-2025
#i wanted to take a moment to cherish my room#this space is my pride and joy#it may not be large but i fill it with so much love that i#i love when people come to visit and the first thing they comment is how nice it smells#they compliment my walls that my friend so generously put together for me because i was too overwhelmed by the white walls and endless#posters and papers and art and scraps but she simply saw it as a puzzle and did it happily#she occasionally asked my opinion or i asked if she could make an adjustment and it was just such a breather because it felt nice to be#taken care of in some way yknow?#anywho i also like to make sure everyone has a place to sit#ive got a bean bag and my desk chair but i always offer my bed as long as theres no outside clothes in my sheets#my lights took AGES to put up because i did it myself#i was standing on my bed and then my desk and then a chair and then spidermaning the wall putting up thr wires with command strips and#then wrapping them on plastic hooks around the room ONLY FOR THE COMMAND STRIPS TO FAIL ANYWAYS#so like im glad my backup worked but i worked so hard 🤧#i (almost) always wanna have something on the tv or i’ve got a speaker that places music and i always offer a snack and UGH#i just love making people feel seen and cared for and GOOD when they’re with me it makes me feel so fulfilled and brings me so much joy#i realized when i was with my friend the other night i cooked her dinner and let her just enjoy herself and she was like this is really nice#i love quality time and acts of service#those are my favorite#and i think i try to cultivate a space that reflects that#i hope it’s inviting and makes people feel safe#i love when people ask questions about things on my walls or if they can look at my shelfs#my room is a museum of myself <3 i couldn’t be happier than for you to look at it and get to know me through my things and wow#i just love being a safe space#and this is my last semester at my school so i feel like my room today is an amalgam of my experience over the four years of who i have been#and who i became and how i GOT here. wow. heavy on that shit#it’s just really beautiful though#cause i carry my experiences with me everyday and i’m learning to build from them instead of let them sink me and it’s taken SO LONG to get#but im happy and i love my room and i wanted to share it
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puppetslooselystrung · 7 days ago
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sbabl is such a fun reading experience. like all chapters are incredible but i keep thinking about chapter 3 where quirrel is just. shit talking hollow in front of ghost and its so funny like dude thats their sibling please stop
#i know hes doing it bc hes projecting his own self doubts on them but its so funny LSKSKLFJKL cmon man not in front of their sibling#also. i truly get the hype now i rlly wish i was more of a sentient being in 2019 so i couldve enjoyed it in its prime#like this fic legit changed my view of myself. lemm gave me free therapy. this gay hollow knight fanfic stuff is no joke#anyways back to the funny thoughts#the fountain scene is horribly sad but also sort of really funny because#quirrel is like. the kid in that one ishowspeed clip in which theres a kid screaming “I HAVE CANCER AND IM SUICIDAL”#but hes not screaming anything its just that every word he says is the equivalent of that. to me#and ghost just has to hear that and do nothing. and quirrel doesnt even know he's basically saying “its ok that ur sibling is-#trapped in dream superhell and forgotten bc thats just how things are" to that poor thang. its like very sad and funny at the same time#also. i was so shocked when i realized it wasnt really a ship fic. i think that scene where quirrel is like#“is that why u keep me around? to cook me? r u going to make ur own recipe with my body? will i be the honour of being ur own work? ”#<- is gay enough i think it was already worth the / instead of the &#i would try to channel these thoughts into a drawing but lately i have had no time to draw anything ughhhhhh#anyways idk i just had a rlly fun time reading it its hard to explain stuff w words but i dont joke when i say it changed me
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tiranniesu · 27 days ago
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the way people took some of the most fundemental parts of humanity and mangled them into tools of suffering. love and the need for companionship, the desire to have children, sharing food and cooking as a show of affection, etc. and traditionalists, instead of trying to restore these joys of life, double down and fight to make them as soulless and miserable as possible
#i've been thinking about the dissonance i feel between traditional family dynamics and feminism#i can't really put it into words#the things i mentioned above for example are very human#enjoying cooking for loved ones and caring for them is second nature to humans#almost every holiday revolves around cooking and enjoying food with your family#whenever you have friends or family members over you almsot always offer food#to show affection and appreciation#i personally hate cooking for myself but when i do it for my loved ones i begin to enjoy it#yet when i hear tradeives talk about how a woman's purpose in life is to cook for her husband my stomach turns#i feel repulsed#but why#but no it's because they try to turn this human behaviour into slavery instead of just letting people do their thing#they suck the life and enjoyment out of it and what you're left with is servitude#idk i just took cooking as an example but this really foes for anything related to this#despite women being mostly independent in today's day and age we still desire and enjoy these things#but why?#we don't have to do it#nothing is forcing us anymore#feminism counters this by claiming it's due to socialisation#the lingering residue from that bygone era tricking women into believing they want it#but that doesn't feel entirely right to me#those things are very fundementally human so saying that people desire them only because they are socialised to believe they do is wrong#the ones who are socialised into believing what they believe are the traditionalists who attach a purpose to these behaviours#rather than viewing them as simple human behaviours#they view women cooking for their families as “her purpose” rather than a human behaviour#they resteict men from practicing these human behaviours because “it's the womans domain”#they apply structure where there doesn't need to be any and sucking the life out of people by doing so#traditionalists are the ones who are indoctrinated not regular women who enjoy something that happens to be bastardised by them#mine
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bluebellhairpin · 11 months ago
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That's the last time I "bake something" in order to "lift my mood".
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bonestrouslingbones · 2 months ago
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its rlly funny to me that i’ve always pictured all my skeletons with different forms of neurodivergence but for a very long time was too “scared” to actually think of any as outright autistic so even when headcanoning someone with audhd it was still always a wishy washy thing
and then now that i’ve been coming more to terms with my own brain & interacting with more people like me on a very regular basis i’ve come to understand the fact that i don’t have a single papyrus that is not very obviously audhd
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umilily · 3 months ago
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stress baking my birthday cake
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tooth-fairy-yooko · 3 months ago
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autism and other neurodivergents society who can't stand the inconsistentcy of the blueberry. may i suggest. dried blueberries.
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sapphire-rb · 1 year ago
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Some interesting text found on the code: Part 1.2 - Leftovers from DQB1
Split from this because it turned from 'fun trivia' to 'theory territory' and I wanted to keep the other post more informative than rambly.
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Look at that! I don't need to translate that, just read it for yourselves!
Inside the menu code there's text hinting at a chapter-structure thing, like the one from the first game!
What I think happened was that originally during early development the 4 islands were planned the same way the 4 DQB1 chapters had been planned, and then they connected them with a more lineal plotline (since there were complaints about the disconnect between chapters in the first game).
Then the game would start you from the beginning if you hit 'new game', and as you advanced through the islands you would unlock the ability to start a new game jumping directly to that part of the story, like how you unlock chapters and can replay them individually without having to complete the previous ones in the original.
That's why there's a "for beginners" and "for experienced" prompt. It'd be a little weird to tell you about "beginners" if you unlocked the menu as postgame, and there's no way they'd let you skip to the end minutes after turning on the game for the first time.
Here's the menu from the first game as a reminder:
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(Also! Default builder name bonus. They are the same across both games)
And! There's no Skelkatraz in the menu, but there is a Malhalla, so Skelkatraz can't have been omitted for spoiler reasons, right? Or maybe it is, since 'before Malhalla' is slotted at the end... Was that not on the list originally because didn't want to spoil Malhalla on the menu, but eventually decided it was too important and had to add it?
But wait- can that mean that there was no 'before Malhalla' planned at the beginning? That after leaving Moonbrooke you would be basically thrown into Malhalla instead of having to build the Steppe (Steppe that just pauses the Builder-Malroth character arc for no reason)?
Because if you think about it- why is there an 'After Malhalla'? that's just a glorified cutscene away from 'After Credits'. Unless Cerulean Steppe was planned to happen after Malhalla originally and not before, which would explain why there would be content between Malhalla and Credits (prompting a need to give you the option between 'after' one and 'after' the other) , but none between Moonbrooke and Malhalla (meaning both 'After Moonbrooke' and 'Before Malhalla' would be the same point in time). And then afterwards they moved the Steppe to between Moonbrooke and Malhalla because it made more plot sense.
And think about the castle. In-game the villagers just build the shell of it, and the game just tells you to 'build it properly' post-credits. And I've heard player complaints about the game not bothering to give you a proper castle. But if Cerulean Steppe was originally a post-game IoA part, then the castle had always been planned for post-game content, and when they had to put the Steppe into the main plot they had to compromise with the shell to keep the original post-game castle idea intact.
So if that's true, and you think about the fact that Skelkatraz is omitted there, maybe the original 'structure breaker' was Malhalla breaking in the Cerulean Steppe part. But then that was cut, and Skelkatraz was slotted in during the Scarlet Sands part to fulfil the 'structure breaker' role. And Skelkatraz adds the plot point about the Children of Hargon attacking the island- and would you look at that, it just so happens that that plot point is resolved in the Cerulean Steppe part, right before Malhalla! (being the only thing that gets resolved during the Cerulean Steppe part)
And Skelkatraz is also a very buggy part of the game, so it being a last minute addition also checks out.
So, I wanted to add at the beginning of this text, the idea that if the 4 islands were planned like the 4 DQB1 chapters, that maybe IoA had been planned like how Terra Incognita had been planned. Something a little bit outside of the main plot.
Considering the idea that the Skelkatraz sequence didn't exist originally, it makes sense that the Cerulean Steppe would be out of the plot, because it means that all 3 IoA sequences were themselves 'out of plot', and you would have the 4 islands plot as the main story while going to the IoA was more of a 'side quest' thing.
Now, I'm not saying that IoA used to be like Terra Incognita. I'm pretty sure that IoA has always been like IoA, but maybe at first they had planned it to be like the little sandbox safe haven Terra Incognita is, before the realised that if they wanted to make a more intertwined plot they couldn't just have the hub of the game be completely removed from it and doing its own thing.
...You know... IoA only gets 'unlocked' after Furrowfield... The same way Terra Incognita is only unlocked after Cantlin...
ok I don't think my rambles are coherent at this point. Sorry. Got too excited. But anyway, I think it's fun to think about how the game was planned and changed around. Makes you appreciate how much work goes into it.
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fierykitten2 · 7 months ago
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I haven’t prepared any drawings for today (I don’t think the Iron Crown making heart eyes at a Mega Alakazam artwork was fitting for today and there’s no way I’m getting the Snacksworth’s Legendary Quest + Perrin’s Paradox Quest artwork done by the end of the day, not that I would’ve got the Crown and Alakazam artwork done today either) but wanted to celebrate so
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Happy 1 year anniversary to Gouging Fire and Iron Boulder!
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xwiredearbuds2014x · 7 months ago
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