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gothicrepetitions · 8 months ago
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I feel because of Jinx and Viktor’s popularity in fandom (having some of the most annoying fans in Arcane fandom) and the attention they receive in the show itself, people forget/don’t realise how bad they were done by the writers in s2
#saying this as someone who had thought jayce was reasonable for killing viktor in s2#the way they stripped all nuance from viktor’s actions and made jayce 100% right and the arcane/glorious evolution instead of highly flawed#and morally dubious/neutral#into just bad and wrong(tm)#was weird. it was weird.#i don’t want to compare to league because i do think adaptations should be judged on themselves for the most part#and i’m not too familiar.#but i think the ending should have been left open. like let piltover and zaun still be at war and the characters finding their place in that#also escalation from misguidedly transforming unwitting but willing people to viktor just deciding to turn everyone into an emotionless robo#was weird too#someone smarter than me do a deep dive idek#everyone became a centrist when faced with the true enemy; extremist zaunite (but like not even for zaun)#its not that i wanted viktor to be innocent. his actions in act 2 were morally dubious and he was destined to become darker and more extreme#but the way they did it was weird#and the way they resolved his character. it just feel so half-assed if you look past how emotionally charged and beautiful it was#do not even get me started on jinx… the ‘jinx is alive’ theory better be real because that’s the only way to salvage her character#but like i think they handled her character terribly for all of act 3#i think ekko and mel were done dirty in the way characters like lucas in st were. but i won’t get into that rn#jayce and vi also kinda felt reduced to their relationships…#arcane s2 act 3#arcane critical#arcane criticism#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#viktor arcane#viktor#jinx arcane#jinx
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skibasyndrome · 6 months ago
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ganondoodle · 2 years ago
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
#ganondoodles talks#also probably sounds like self pity#but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist#i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think#but the internet never gets to see that much of me#i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere#so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing#i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out#i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with#i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong#im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh#it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again#sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with-#-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it#doesnt sound like a good excuse#... i want to thank those that do stick with me#even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise#there are little things that still make me angry at myself#like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing#and i got two#and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop#i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late#i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom#no matter how much i enjoy the ask#and i love getting asks!!!#im sorry :((
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moiraimyths · 11 months ago
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Before we call anon rude because let’s see it from their perspective, imagine getting an entire feast to eat. That can be pretty hard to start with so much that’s going on, but if they start with one thing they know they’ll like (aka one character they like) that can be the start for them leaping to other characters to finish the story and the bigger story. I struggle the same way to start book series if I don’t have at least one character that drives me to read it, it’s all about what can be the hook to push them through. Sounds like the anon is neurodivergent (just a guess) so they might genuinely not see it as rude and see it as a solution to even play the game to start with.
Btw absolutely adore the game, the complex and rich characters making them all so unique is amazing. The art is so pleasing to the eyes I love it!! I’m waiting for it all to get out at once so I don’t get too impatient. Shae however interests me the most, which routes will have the most lore for them? Will there be routes that give more lore in general based on decisions you make or do they all share the same amount? (I mean general lore not just Shae lore)
Apologies; we are not trying to accuse any asker of being rude! We are simply explaining our perspective as the developers / are trying to broadly encourage folks to dip their toes into other areas of the story outside of the main route(s) they're interested in, especially considering some routes will be made available sooner than others, and these other routes will likely contain additional scenes/lore of everyone's fave(s) regardless! We want to give each main cast member an equal amount of love (and lore) regardless of their overall popularity, so our goal is not to tut-tut anyone for having strong preferences for one character over the others, but rather to explain that you may be surprised by how much *more* you learn about your preferred characters in the other routes. That's all!
For Shae... Well, they were a foot soldier for one of the worst periods of the War. Lore wise, any other story that touches on the War will likely have content relevant to them and their experiences. ^^
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#ask#clotho answers#edit/final note: we got a *few* asks on this subject and will not likely answer all of them for the sake of our followers' dashboards#but we also want to note that part of our encouragements here come from the fact that Flan/Keagan are our most popular characters by a lot#and we want to do what we can to gently nudge folks who may not want to romance the fem / nb characters into checking out their stories#despite not being into them romantically. this is half of why we have platonic routes to begin with#we recognize veterans to the dating sim world may feel less inclined to romance characters that don't align with their irl orientations#this isn't a bad thing. some people steer clear of dating sims altogether because they're aro or just not interested in romance stories etc#but the unintentional side effect of this is it has a chilling effect on developers even in the indie sphere to make less diverse stories#if Flan and Keagan are our most popular characters then they will be our most *profitable* characters in the long run#and as much as we would love to not care about money and just produce the story we want to tell#we live in a society (tm) and need to eat#if at the end of ndm's development we see that 90% of our engagement went toward the boys it is hard to ignore the financial incentive#to redirect our energy toward leaning into the 'tried and true' formula that assures we can buy groceries and make rent#basically what i am candidly saying here is capitalism is pretty bad for creative liberty unless you're already rich / able to self finance#which we are not. and currently none of the core devs make *anything* from ndm#it would be nice if it does turn a profit but that isn't a guarantee - which the team has accepted as a normal risk in game development#anyway this is getting rambly but the Point is that this goes beyond us wanting to make sure all sides of our story are equally appreciated#it is *partly* that - we do want players to experience the entirety of our artwork#but it's not just for our egos - it's so we can keep making art like this#i considered including this in the body of the post but money talk suuucks man#and i don't want anyone to think we're glaring at them in a holier than thou 'ah-ha! you don't want to play maeve's route because she's a#woman!' sort of way because i think that's a reductive way to look at things#people like what they like and there's nothing intrinsically wrong with that#but if you like that we're making a diverse story#with masc routes fem routes and nb routes#even if you don't personally want to romance x or y#it would help us if y'all play the platonic routes#we are trying our very very best to make the fem/nb routes interesting for Everyone so those stories don't get sidelined#and if you don't like them for their own sake - fair enough! can't win em all and we'll deeply appreciate that you tried anyway!
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bunnyboy-juice · 6 months ago
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#bunny rambles#i was “cleared” to go back to work yesterday but she told me i could use the rest of the time also if i wanted/needed#and im using it. but the little corporateanxietybot who lives in my head and tries to make me be a Good Worker[tm] is SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF#cause she thinks my boss/Dad is gonna scream at and hit her for being Lazy#this is a trauma post also um. didnt expect to name her rn but she's screaming and i cant scream back cause she sounds like alarms and those#scare crustywhitedog so i have to calm that one so i don't meltdown#my wife submitted the RTW date for me so like. its okay im actually taking the time and ik this is necessary also bc. it is clearly unwell#that its freaking out because it's gotten a more than a 2 day break for the first time in a year#ik corporateanxietybot has protected me in some ways but. i gotta kill her so bad. maybe H can help me reformat her somehow .....#i also hate her is the thing. she cant hear me rn bc she's just looping in circles alarming but anyway. i hate her. like Me. she's so#capitalismcorebootlicker and i hate that about her and i hate that she exists and i hate that she exists bc my dad raised me to be an#Employee instead of a person 🙃🙃🙃🙃#im not elaborating or explaining any of this. this is a diary entry now#i wish i could click her to kill her like the drones in hardcoded lmao it'd be so much easier. ik she like. lives in the work mode mask as#well which is also HARD bc if im not actively thinking Of work or At work she's nonexistent#but shes so LOUD 🙃🙃 like shut up. we're not gonna explode n die from taking an extra week off you're being dramatic our boss isnt Dad#like he LITERALLY isn't Dad. not even close. he's like the most docile man in the world come on ik they're around the same age and both hve#held authority over u but boss checking in wasnt a trap ur not ab to get caught doing wrong ur fiiiiIIIIIIINE#(also corporateanxietybot is not an adult. she's 15 and terrified but she integrated to my work mask which is the problem cause she makes me#a “phenomenal employee” and also makes me work myself sick when she is given the reigns. little devil on my shoulder except the capitalist#system we live under treats her as a positive thing so she gets positive reinforcement at work which only makes her more anxious 😭 i gotta#talk to H about this next Friday huh. also wow. parts work has made it a lot easier for me to acknowledge these behaviors so i can confront#them easier. weird. strange even. so many parts have gotten names this past month n im realizing also why its been so hard to process stuff#but it also has made me kinder to myself. anyway she turned off (her batteries are low since she's been home for a month too) so im gonna#clean myself up and get some food in me and then get some cleaning done
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asterdeer · 1 year ago
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i deserve financial compensation for every time a radio makes me hear hozier tell a woman “you treat your mouth as if it’s heaven’s gate / the rest of you like you’re the tsa”. i didn’t live through years of baby it’s cold outside discourse just for this shit to be the song of the summer. fuck dude
ETA: rbs turned off because 2 terf rbs is 2 too many jesus christ
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wild-at-mind · 13 days ago
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Sometimes the 2 other guys who run the lgbtq youth group are trying to talk about why older people like 20+ might want to be interested in a teenager romantically. I feel very aquianted with this topic and I don't think they are but I also don't want to get emotional about it again. In our group we do not believe that anyone under 18 is in a situation and for people over 18 it isn't a safeguarding situation, more of a 'let's talk about this' situation. Only i think these 2 older youth leaders don't know.
I had just turned 17 when this guy who was 20 who i met at the TCG tournaments I was doing at the time started being interested in me. That's not the biggest age gap in the world but it still felt like a yawning void at that age. I was a young 17 and had no social skills. (17 is over the age of consent here FYI so I don't wanna talk about that. I thought I was fine either way because every kid does but also it still would have been bad if when we met I was 18 and he was 21. Again not the biggest age gap ever. But age gaps are bigger the younger you are.)
The guy clearly wanted just, like, any girlfriend at all. He also had basically nothing going on in his life. He had no job other than helping his dad out occassionally, he lived at home, he had basically no hobbies other than the TCG. There's nothing wrong with any of that in itself but I am sure that he was aware it wasn't great prospects for an exciting dating life. The only person who could possibly look up to him was someone who had no idea about non-NEET 20 year olds. Who was in 6th form (basically school still) and had no social life. Basically as soon as he asked me to the cinema for the first time he started talking about marriage and kids. He wanted that SO badly. With just....anyone I guess. He didn't really ask me anything about myself, not that I would have told him because I didn't tell anyone anything. (Instead, and I am not kidding about this, he did this quiz on my Bebo profile that I made at 14 during an argument with a friend, decided everything in it about me was still exactly who I was 3 years later, and internalised it all to an insane degree while also not asking me about anything in there to see if my opinions had changed. I only found out about this after we broke up.)
We were only together 8 months thank god. I sometimes think about how 100 years ago, sooner maybe, you just got married to the first person who came along. That would have been him. It messes with me sometimes. He had the name of his first daughter all picked out but he didn't know anything about me as a person.
Sometimes with the benefit of hindsight I wish it had been just about sex with these earlier people in my life. It wouldn't have been a great bedroom experience no matter what, because that's what being young is like tbh, but something about the pretense of a loving relationship someone is having with a person they imagined, and you are just there, is so fucking soul destroying. My 2nd relationship that went on 3 years was not so different from this. It never occured to me that I could not be in romantic relationships and still have intimacy and feel valued and accepted, because they don't teach stuff like that in sex ed.
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bmpmp3 · 1 year ago
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when people complain about getting like, a 98% grade on something because it was "so close to perfect" its like. i understand what you're saying on a technical level. but that is a line of thought so far away from my experiences and ways of thinking that i do feel like im from another planet. 100% isnt even a real number to me
#i kinda understand when its something like a multiple choice test or something where there is an objective answer#it might feel like u got so close but just missed one#again still a bit alien to me because my scholarly performance is mysterious and anything over 70 is great to me#but i mean ive had a 98 before once in a math test. i did get exactly 1 bit of 1 question wrong#but i didnt really care that it was one off from perfect i was too busy being happy because that was the highest mark id ever received#and the previous math test i had taken got a 53% . grade 11 was a wild time for me in math class GHJKSHFKds#anyway i kinda see where ur coming from with stuff with right or wrong answers like that#but i sometimes get friends in class complain that they got a 95 or something on an art assignment#because they think they got docked 5 points for one or two little things#but i dunno. thats not really how fine arts departments in university tend to grade things#you dont start at 100 and get docked marks for things you got wrong. i dont think ive ever seen a 100% on something like that#tbh the numbers are a little arbitrary i find. i do prefer to try to get em higher because that helps with grants and stuff#but the numbers dont mean all that much in fine arts or in art history (my two majors) a 75 and a 95 can function the same depending on lik#weighting and context and feedback and whatever. i dunno its a wild world out there#it might just be the perspective of someone who did really goodbad in school. (GoodBad (tm) its when ur good but also kinda bad at school!)#compared to someone who got a lot of perfects in mandatory schooling. i sympathise i really do that kind of pressure sounds insane#but while i sympathize i cant really empathize as much unfortunately with this specifically orz its a world very far outside my purview!#100%s arent real to me so they never cross my mind to be worried about LOL
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townofcadence · 9 months ago
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🍀 - do they believe in luck? :)c
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I think the answer for Artair is both yes and no! Kinda like programmers who might put a bag of snacks on a server to appease it lol.
Like yeah in most cases, luck is what you make of it and it's about your mindset when you're confronted with a cascade of events brought about by the sheer volume of variables that mash together in the universe. There isn't good or bad karma, sometimes one thing leads into another but a lot of what luck is, is focusing on events that happen and in a way trying to attribute meaning to them. Hell, half the time someone who feels they have bad luck might just be fixating on the times when things went wrong, because humans are prone to remembering bad stuff as a survival mechanic; even if a bunch of good things happen in between, a person might fulfill their own prophecy by going 'see this proves i have bad luck' whenever something happens to go the wrong way.
But also he knows people who can manipulate the outcome of events in a way that might be attributed to luck? It gets messy when you start looking at magic as a thing too. Good or ill can still come of either outcome, though, so a lot of it is still random even when you're pulling on the strings of the universe. Maybe you win the lottery because you manipulated it to be so, but then you lose all your friends and family because you can no longer trust who doesn't want your money. Maybe you don't get selected for one job you really wanted, but then you find yourself in a different field and end up being happier for it. Maybe you lose your friends in a terrible twist of fate, but in searching for them you find more and valuable friends and relationships along the way. You're still at the whims of chance and there is no intent behind the events that may come to pass, it is just causes and effects.
But also. He's definitely built different. He IS bad luck. And he brings misfortune to those around him and everything is also probably his fault somehow. :V
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thormanick · 2 years ago
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Ok so I was thinking about some stuff and in the end stumbled upon the question “but why does Traveler care about gnosis being taken away so much though???”
And while I think they care mostly bc of the stuff they know (that gnosis is the basis of archons’ powers, and taking it away can put a nation potentially at risk) + Venti&Signora moment,
I think there’s a tiiiiiiny tiny bit more to it, specifically that I now have a newly acquired headcanon that Traveler projects their trauma on the gods a little bit (their own powers were sealed/taken away from them against their will and they don’t want others to go through it)
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angorwhosebabyisthis · 1 year ago
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i think it is probably a sign of the process of healing from the trauma of having every word out of my mouth ripped apart, mocked, and treated as an unforgivable offense warranting Extreme Rage and Vitriol, and having it explained to me in excruciating and hateful detail why my thought processes and basic turns of phrase and the things i thought were worth expressing were stupid worthless gibberish, unbearable to listen to, and the root of everything wrong with society, by redditor-ass faux-intellectuals in my life growing up for being awkwardly phrased/not concise enough/mildly whimsical, that some days i'm proud of my meta and some days i can barely stand to look at it. but god that does not make the second one more fun.
#whosebaby talks#personal stuff#abuse cw#ableism cw#gaslighting cw#it says something that i considered just leaving this in my drafts solely for being an awkwardly phrased; probably hard-to-read run-on#when that is literally what the post is about lol#and i will count it as a victory that i caught myself went fuck that and posted it anyway#it is not morally wrong to speak awkwardly#doing my best to be clear about important distinctions and concepts in the ideas i am expressing is not synonymous with#'sound polished and perfect; sound like a professional lecturer reading off a prepared speech'#'never write a sentence someone may have to reread a couple times; never use a word too many times; never use a cliche turn of phrase'#and it's also not synonymous with 'never express a feeling or use a metaphor; or talk about an idea of any complexity'#'or say things that are Obvious(tm)'#i believe i am good at expressing ideas and the ideas i feel are worth expressing matter.#believing that; so i can do my best to work to live up to it; is an active choice.#i have chosen to believe based on the evidence available to me that i make a hell of a lot more sense than it feels like#on days when the people who have claimed i'm unintelligible in bad faith; because i talk in a way that's easy to *make* unintelligible#if you know where to strike to throw me off and keep me from pulling an idea together#are loud in my ear#but like. it's okay. It is Okay. to express yourself and fucking be awkward about it.#it's okay to be Emotional in a way that's not the Current Acceptable Style. it's okay to use lots of heavy emphasis#it's okay to repeat yourself. it's okay to sound Pretentious(tm) and it's okay to sound 'childish' and it's okay to run on sentences#and a thousand other things. the things you have to say do not matter less for it and you have no less right to attempt it#you're not stupid or unbearable; it's not a waste of people's time to listen or make the effort to understand you#and it's not entitled of you to expect them to damn well try. it is not on you to do all the labor of chewing their food up for them#so they don't have to meet you halfway. you shouldn't have to put up with people being lazy dismissive assholes bc you're at a disadvantage#which like. i say this for myself; but if you're reading these tags and you needed to hear someone say any of it; it's for you too#fuck em. you're allowed to talk.
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jeonqkooks · 2 years ago
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the morning show is one of the best shows about journalism that's ever been made
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niuxita21 · 2 months ago
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Fell first // Fell harder
#entrevías#wrong side of the tracks#jimena abantos#amanda martos#shitty screencap posts (TM)#I wanted to make a post like this since I started season 3 bc I just love the complete leap from s2 in terms of jimena's love for amanda#like s2 jimena was just having fun I mean she was 'happier than ever' by her own admission but it was still very much a normie r'ship#and it was amanda the one with the most hearteyes since minute 1 and the one who pursued her#(and as a sidenote that was all fine!!!! like I said I thought this was just gonna be a fun little side ship in an action show#I didn't need anything else! and I CERTAINLY did not need the kind of epic love story bullshit season 3 devolved into smh#I mean the pining! the longing glances! the clinging hugs! the desperation! y'all did NOT need to make me suffer like that wtfffff#and lowkey no offense at all intended but judging from their s2 dynamic I didn't think anything more intense than that would even work#but consider me schooled bc they DELIVERED)#anyways fastforward and I 100% believe that season 3 jimena would lay down her life for amanda#despite not showing any indication of that in season 2 (not in a bad way like I said up until the finale it was a very normie relationship#in which one of them going to jail and facing a 20-year sentence#was not even in the remote vicinity of the possibilities in terms of obstacles they could face)#I mean the woman got her TEENAGE DAUGHTER to commit fucking PERJURY to get her gf acquitted of the crime she very much did commit#if that's not love idk what is lmao I love this messy ass hot af late-in-life lesbian sfm
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annabelle--cane · 1 year ago
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the asexual double edged sword is that a lot of people, particularly queer discoursers(tm) online, are really really rancid about ace people who have sex, I mean like stunningly awful, so naturally sex favorable/indifferent asexuals will be very keen on making sure that they aren't erased within their own community and that people at large know they exist. at the same time, people are also Very Bad about ace people who don't have sex, and sex averse/repulsed asexuals face a lot of pressure both on societal and interpersonal scales to submit to sex that they don't want, and so naturally it'll really rub them the wrong way to constantly have "but don't worry, ace people can still conform to the societal expectation!" appended to their PSAs about their experiences of asexuality. and so everyone's just kinda upset and annoyed all the time when instead it should be peace and love on planet ace.
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chisungie · 8 months ago
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#GIRL THIS IS TWO DAYS IN A ROW#WHO THE FUCK IS PLAYING POKEMON GO AROUND 3-4AM AND KNOCKING MY FULLY HEALED 3K CP POKEMON OUT OF GYMS?#WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUUUU#GET A FUCKING LIFEEEEEEEEEE 😭😭#like lowkey ty ig bc i have coins for remote raid pass if i need it (do dialga/palkia start today idk bc#half the “tips for into the wild”/pokemon go nov are like. palk/dial are 18 and onwards#but half r like. theyre only on their raid hour days. like huh which one is it)#ig ill see it today but graaghgh i really have to wake up earlier so i can go outside and play!!!!!#but also cold. and i dont wanna keep walking in and out of the mall like a weirdo. but i dont wanna sit in the same spot for hours either.#ive done both. both feel weird :/#but also! zamazenta is almost best buddies w me :D i got zacian and apparently i didnt use the buddy system well before bc.#zacian is my first best buddy... which is cute!!! i love shiny zacian! and zamazenta!!! my lovely shiny doggos :)#anyway i went off topic umm#excited to try gigantamax again w slightly better dmax pokemon... torn that i didnt get kanto starters OR gengy but its ok it is what it is#oh my god the first raid is at 6am and im awake to see what the pokemon is 💀 OKAY#IMA FUCKING IDIOT I LEVELED UP MY DMAX EXCADRIL BUT ITS GOT A FUCKING STEEL Q ATK? FUCK#I USED MY LAST Q ATK TM ON SOMETHING ELSE LITERALLY MINUTES BEFORE I SAW THIS FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ME#44597#OH SHIT IT WAS TAPU KOKO BUT ALL OF THEM R SPAWNING WTF#GIRL im so tempted to remote raid a dialga RIGHT NOW. very bad decision but I WANT.... but if i go out tmr or today ill probs get it...#BUT I WANT IT RN 😭😭#caved and got myself a dialga remote raid but. ok ivs. not shiny. no legacy move.. 2.8k base w the weather tho ok damn#i do have a charged tm.. but i might run it back like w origin giratina and try to get a bunch...#difference is i dont have coins stacked rn and i just used em on remote but i do have 2 daily and 6 premium soooo...#hopefully one will have really good ivs and legacy move!!! shiny isnt that pretty but its bragging rights 🤷‍♀️#want the legacy move and candy tho 🤔
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h-ypno · 1 year ago
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Hm.
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