#it wast that long ago...
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do you even remember the lives that you threw away like trash
continuation of this
#stay down here and watch garbage like you burn#its all youre good for!#transformers one#transformers#elita one#tf one darkwing#maccadam#i just wanted to draw elita beating someone up LOOL#do i tag bumblebee#this comic is like#about him#but he isnt actually here#errm#hc that darkwing was the one who threw bee down there#i know some people have said that sentinel did it but i really dont think hes waste his time on him#im guessing darkwing threw bee down there like he did to orion and dee#and bee REALLY takes it seriously#oh watching garbage burn is my job then#i dont think darkwing would remember him#it was so long ago too
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anyway i think i got more followers since the last time i mentioned this! and it is one of the funniest parts of dai, to me. everyone needs to know about the temple(?) jail(?) where solas pretends to be illiterate
"indecipherable" yeah. i'm sure.
#txt#solas#''this sign won't blow my cover if i can't read 😌'' -solas presumably#i wish you could have gone back to fact check him with the well bc it was weighing on me... academic malpractice..........#what's [indecipherable] and why did he pretend to be illiterate for it. smh.#surely pretending to be illiterate is a blow to his ego and he wouldn't do it for no reason#did he steal an orb?? did he try to take a dragon form?? just regular dread wolf crimes??#is that pride demon a ''gnaws off leg to escape trap'' kind of remnant and used to be part of him?#unfortunately this one codex entry has weighed on me for so long and will never be explained now. alas#this is also why i think solas' fresco hobby is Hilarious bc some might have survived#but i don't think any respectable artist would like their own work from 5000 years ago#so presumably he's just grinding his teeth the whole time#the inquisitor: ''wow what an amazing ancient fresco! so cool :)''#solas [seething internally bc he doesn't like the colours anymore]: ''this is a waste of time. can we move on :/''#the inquisitor: ''so rude and snooty. are you just jealous bc this fresco is nicer than yours? 🙄''#this puts him back into uthenera from psychic damage
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GUYSSS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE FIRE LONG AGO!!!!!!!!!!
#INCAPABLR of being normal about would that i#looking at my old concert clips and feeling so so many emotions#love is a fire that lays waste to the old to make way for the new…#and it can be frightening but it’s captivating. people would normally be afraid but HE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE FIRE LONG AGO#LOVE YOURE GOOD TO ME!!!!!! OH BUT YOURE GOOD TO ME BABY#BARKVARKBARKVARKVARKBARKBARK#would that i#hozier#bea talks hozier#ugh
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Just realized something: Wander probably doesn't know his own name/backstory
During the episode where they were protecting some kids from Dominator, Wander seemed genuinely curious to hear what the oldest had to say since she claimed she knew the hero's "true backstory". He almost acted like it was possible for this random teenager to know his several thousand-year old history and seemed more curious than cautious for what it'd contain.
Seeing how traumatic his backstory was through his PTSD in the crystal room, it's entirely possible he repressed it completely! Especially knowing how young he was when it happened.
If Craig doesn't know Wander's backstory either then this feels like a possible explanation; what are your thoughts?
i didn't personally get the impression that he was excited to hear what she thought because he himself didn't know, i just think he wanted to hear a theory that didn't involve too much violence. he says near the end that setting their stories straight wasn't ever part of his plan, and he just wanted them to have some semblance of hope, no matter how inaccurate it was.
i think keeping his backstory vague is mainly a writing choice, since 1) it's easier to deal with than an expansive lore-drop in a largely lighthearted cartoon and 2) it keeps wander a lil mysterious, which is a really fun part of his character imho.
that said, i don't think it's impossible or even unlikely that wander himself is repressing some large chunks of his memory. maybe he's even been around for too long to even attempt remembering what happened way back When beyond fuzzy shapes and general feelings. since we'll never know what exactly happened to make him the way he is, or if there even is one specific event, it's up to whoever's writing the fanfic!
#ask#wander#txt#there's also how he acts during waste of time when sylvia is embarrassed by her past as a bad guy and he's like. why. who care#i wonder if that's because he himself can't remember any parts of his past that would embarrass him#or MAYBE he's also embarrassed by his own self a gazillion years ago but he's been obsessing over it for long enough to forgive himself#idk as an ocd haver it's easy to headcanon things about wander that i also do. hashtagggg dont look at me#esp since ive got that hypermorality thing too. lol. he is a little too real sometimes
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Thank you guys for dealing with me
#man I have just been really upset lately actually#late 2024 to now has just been the mask I didnt know I had was slipping#and me going “oh actually I'm pretty miserable and I was just trying to hide it from myself. what the fuck.”#and keeping those bad feelings away is getting harder and harder#i broke down completely a few days ago and had to leave dinner so my dad checked on me because I left my plate and i just. unloaded on him#I didn't even get to say everything because there's so much and im still learning how to articulate what makes me mad about my situation#he said that he can get me to see a professional (I was like LMAO FIRST TIME I SOB IN FRONT OF YOU UNPROMPTED YOU GET PROS INVOLVED?)#<- to be fair both my sisters asked for professional help and have been medicated before and he's on mental health meds too#he said maybe me talking to someone will make things better (I agree because maybe they'll help me be able to make a change in my house)#<- (cuz some stuff is just. unfair actually. and makes me super mad)#(like wdym the only minor works WAYYY more than half the house. wtf)#and also. since my social anxiety has been acting up lately and so has my paranoia. he said maybe medication would help#my social anxiety was so bad before school ended. whenever my Spanish teacher mentioned talking with people i felt sick#I've also hit my limit lately where if I'm having a bad day. one mildly annoying think makes me freak out and spiral#Like having to get toilet paper for the upstairs bathroom bc we ran out made me crash tf out#seeing people get paper plates made me so mad & complained to my sister who called me hostile for some things I said#<- And I started sobbing which was when my dad checked on me and i told him everything#man. being constantly environmentally conscious is so annoying when people in your house don't fucking care sometimes. i get sad#i feel like im personally being punished for needing to see people be wasteful because omg it gives me such guilt#sorry. tangent#i'm just really tired#of everything#I've felt like I've been annoying lately. that im not cool or funny or enjoyable#that I'm a burden you tolerate out of the goodness of your hearts or out of pity#I've felt like that for so so long#It's hard. realizing that being proud of my abilities was what kept me happy for so long. I am proud of what I can do#<- but I don't know if it's sustainable? loving yourself for accomplishments instead of for you#sorry for being depressing#vent
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it’s honestly such a shame how little kara and querl interacted on the show. and while, yes, i would’ve loved if they got together, even a strong friendship would’ve worked.

i think querl truly understood kara best. he came from a time and place where supergirl was an ideal people strived to emulate. and querl was one of the people her legacy deeply inspired. he changed his ways and became a better person because of her. he knew her as the legendary hero who inspired many first.
querl knew what supergirl meant to the world because he was one of the people she inspired. it’s what “she’s the example we all aspire to emulate” means.
but then querl met kara, the woman behind the legends. she’d smile at him during game nights, the same way she would smile at all her other friends. she’d talk to him about movies, how her day was, the weather - everything friends talk about. for a while, he was part of her family. she wasn’t an ideal anymore, she was his friend.
querl knew what kara meant to her family because he was part of it too. it’s what “she’s our beacon through the darkness” means.
while the rest of the world sees supergirl as an ideal and an inspiration, and the rest of kara’s family see her as kara, their friend who would always be there for them, querl sees both. because he knew supergirl first, and then he met kara. he knew the symbol of hope, then got the chance to meet the woman behind it. you can see the person behind the legend, but you can’t see the legend behind the person if that person is already close to you. and that’s the case for all the other people close to kara.
i’m not saying querl knows kara best because the people who know her best are alex and j’onn. but querl understands kara best - everything she is and stands for.
not only that, but querl is also an alien. so he could understand the kara zor-el part of her too. i’m telling you, that guy understood every part of her. they also had insane chemistry so there’s that too.
querl truly provided a unique perspective on who kara is to her core. the show is a fool for not doing a character study through his eyes because he was the only one who got the full picture.
#supergirl#kara danvers#kara zor el#brainiac 5#querl dox#karadox#kara danvers meta#i’m telling you#wasted potential#i don’t even know why they didn’t interact with each other that much#like the show didn’t even need to make them a couple if they didn’t want to#which is so ridiculous to say#“the supergirl show didn’t need to make SUPERGIRL and BRAINAIC 5 a couple”#it’s like having a superman show#with lois lane in it#but clark and lois are just coworkers#who don’t interact all that much#whatever#the show ended a long time ago#i’m just annoyed at the many missed opportunities
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friend who 1) has been THE scheduling problem as a player for felix's in-person campaign since may 2) has, as idri's DM, said 'I'm gonna start this campaign up again!' no fewer than three times and then run twice before ghosting every single time
is now trying to drum up hype for a new campaign that he's TOTALLY gonna run regularly and also it's gonna be in person :))) so if you thought the logistics of ever getting the gang together to play emberstead were difficult before boy howdy you can just go ahead and kiss the lad goodbye now cause he's decided we're doing something else instead
#we've been friends a long time. we've been playing dnd together for ten years. he's been-- nominally-- my DM for close to nine#[shaking him violently] YOU ARE WASTING SO MUCH OF EVERYONE'S TIME ON THIS DOOMED BULLSHIT.#YOU'RE NOT EVEN ACTUALLY GONNA FUCKING DO IT!!#and unlike felix's OG campaign where I felt the same way but was like. I mean I'll still show up for whatever it's worth (two sessions)#THIS time it's 1) horning in on something else we were all already fucking DOING#2) I don't give a shit about the campaign premise actually :') I've read the pitch three times because I keep forgetting it#marietta's campaign would have been great if she'd been able to commit! I would have been excited for a new crack at the world#when mel's DM was like 'hey guys do you wanna be in MY new campaign'#at the time I was like. jesus christ I love you guys but ALL you clowns need your own campaigns? :'D I'm overbooked!! no!!!#him: here's the premise :)#me: ......... okay well fuck I would do anything to be in that campaign. I'll have a narcoleptic PC to cover me if I can't make a session#and like I can't-- to my beloved friend-- be like look buddy I've been so overwhelmed this year I still haven't even turned in my character#for the new campaign I'm actually excited about and have any faith in 🙃#ALSO LIKE. THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING ABOUT THIS CONFLICTING WITH FELIX'S CAMPAIGN#IS THAT-- INFAMOUSLY-- IT'S NOT EVEN GOOD. [SHAKING HIM ROUGHLY AGAIN] WHY DIDN'T YOU VOLUNTEER TO DM THAT ONE!!!#IF YOU WANNA DM AGAIN SO BAD!!! *YOU'RE* A GOOD DM WHEN YOU ACTUALLY SHOW UUUUUPPPPP RRAAAAGHHHHHH#BITING BITING BITING ONE THOUSAND TIMES BITING#and like it feels stupid not to at least show up while it lasts because justin's like '¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I think I'll give it a try'#so me sitting it out doesn't resolve any potential scheduling conflicts or anything#but I said 'I think the New OC Well is dried up' three campaigns ago and then drained the absolute dregs of the reserves#blorbo machine broke 😭 and existing OCs that are going unplayed are still technically trapped in Not Officially Canceled campaigns 😭#I'm so frustrated I'm SO frustrated. all this and he's not even gonna actually fucking do itttttt RAAHHHHH
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i need rick riordan to stop perceiving percy expeditiously
#he lost the plot a long time ago#lmao every promise every oath percy made in pjo meant something#to him and to the other characters#he wouldnt let it all go to waste are you kidding#give me back the percy that cared about ethan and silena#give me back the percy that made the gods promise to FORGIVE and claim their kids#give me back the percy that acknowledged ethan. ethan got a goddamn shroud in chb *bc of percy* AFTER HE ALMOST KILLED HIM#he cares so so much for demigods#sorry but his loyalty doesnt just extend to annabeth and grover and sally and tyson#this boy has tried so much for ppl he just met (nico ethan hazel frank)#do you know how easy a lot of his obstacles would have been if he just *didnt care*#he could have killed ethan in that arena but he didnt. he could have killed luke before he woke up as kronos but he didnt.#he thought nico wanted to trade his soul for biancas but he still bartered for nico to get out safely from the ranch#like fuck off rick seriously#percy jackson#pjo#cin's txt.
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I'm sincerely fascinated by everything related to long term nuclear waste storage warning systems. Like if they made merch I'd be SO hyped up about it.
Like if they made a funko pop like this:

i'd buy it
#long term nuclear waste storage warning messages#not a place of honor#this is not a place of honor#nuclear waste#i photoshopped this months ago and never posted it
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finally playing aa4 with friend so i can post some these after like a month bc she stalks my acc (looking at you nammy.) she really liked kristoph's design at first and is still mourning the loss of it being "wasted on him"
#muri art#ace attorney#phoenix wright#apollo justice#kristoph gavin#do you know how hard it was not to yap about aa4 in order to keep it spoiler free for her#the gods were kind and somehow managed to keep the 7yr gap and trucy from her this whole time#means i couldnt ruin it myself and post about them tho'#i drew some of these while i was playing like a month ago#and the black lined ones i did after we played 4-1 together#still proud of myself for managing to keep a spoiler like trucy's last name from her heehe#regarding kristoph tho she really likes the long hair and formalwear look so i knew she'd like him bc of that lmao#the whole time we were cross examining him she just kept yeling WASTED.... THIS DESIGN IS WASTED ON YOUUU#she just met klavier a bit ago and is back to mourning again
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please not again
#long life update/rant tags because i cant just be vulnerable in plain text like that i need to be at least a little hidden#basically#i dropped out of uni like a few months ago#this was a hard decision but i am overall happy with it !#I dropped out because it felt like a waste of time and made me give up some opportunities#and now that i dropped out I actually got a bunch of work to do!#more than i expected#my only struggles right now managing my time well#and charging enough money#because I'm not even close to minimum wage but that's a different issue#but my family is really pushing me to start uni again in a different less demanding place#and not even learn art this time !!#do like a compsci degree???#like yeah some of my interest need a good programing base#like web and game development#but idk if comitting to a compsci degree for the next 4-5 years is worth it ????????#i understand they want me to have something to fall back on if art doesnt work out#but i feel like every time i start spreading my wings they are being chopped off#and it always falls back on me for “limiting myself” because clearly i can do both and just dont want to#i dont want to keep dissapointing my family#i already feel like i will never amount to anything after dropping out of the art uni#but i also dont want to keep hindering myself where this is the closest to where i want to be#and i just feel very stupid and uncappable right now
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We as a society/guys who read comics/me specifically would be 8000% better off if Nyssa had become the vengeful early aughts child that DC shoehorns into everything instead of Jason Todd, and I think she earned that spot given that she actually killed her father (Ra’s al Ghul), possessed his phallus (the League of Assassins) and laid claim to his estranged daughter-wife (Talia). All Jason did was tantrum over a funny clown 🤡 beef with a literal 10 year old 👦🏽 and get his ass whupped 🤕 but I guess it’s typical that men fail upward
#anywho#both of these characters ultimately had one good story 20 years ago but one was hot and the other was not#moreover Nyssa was unceremoniously killed off during OYL (huge waste of a great character) while Jason’s been left on the shelf long past#his sell by date (wasteful in a different way—how can you sleep at night when trees are being killed for the paper they put this guy on??)
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my 7th gen ipod nano has finally kicked the bucket. rip in pieces tequila
actually i'm gonna get my best friend's ifixit kit out and rip her open and see what the damage is but first i need to clean off an SD card so i have music to work to (bc tequila died)
#i cannot and will not use a phone for music#i can't afford to waste phone battery on music when i play pogo#shout out to rum the 4th generation orange ipod for somehow being ALIVE still#did not expect rum to outlast tequila#that being said i didn't expect tequila to last this long considering i washed her like 18 months ago#all things considered she's a fucking trooper#if i can't fix her she'll have a proper burial (ewaste disposal)
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nostalgia has hit hard, so i've been randomly going through some blogs with really really old posts in the fndm, and lemme tell ya
the current day fndm would not survive that era LMAO
#most of them have left the fndm long time ago#but the amount of critique there is is off the charts#even just a generic post about wasted potential of characters relationships etc#gets tagged with 'rw/by'#in the year of 2014#pretty sure i've also seen some posts tagged with 'rw/de' in 2014/15 too#and the variety of ships too like#damn. i'm not even a big shipper but i'd like to go back there#the ocean is vast but it's all a kiddie pool nowadays :/
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To the Finnish high school/community theatre doing The Addams Family the musical this spring, I say: I sincerely wish you the best of luck, the most broken of legs, the most sold out of performances. May Thalia bless your production.
To the Finnish publicly funded professional theatre doing The Addams Family this autumn, I say: FOR SHAME, if you even know what the word "shame" means, which I highly doubt, seeing how you're putting on the bazillionth production of The Addams Family the musical in this godforsaken country. With my taxpayer money. FOR SHAME!!
#and with that cast and creative team too. an absolute waste#if they want to do something with gothic aesthetics Frank Wildhorn's Dracula is RIGHT THERE#Tanz der Vampire too of course but I feel like Dracula might be an easier sell#edited to add: I just remembered they have Beetlejuice in Sweden... so we could also have Beetlejuice in Finland if we wanted to#(not my first choice tbh. but as far as dark musical comedies based on an IP go it'd be so much more interesting than the Addamses)#or if it's the farce with two different families aspect they're after. need I even say it#from the theatre and the people that brought us Tom of Finland the musical not too long ago... presenting their newest musical production..#La Cage aux Folles But A Lot Worse and Completely Heterosexual: The Addams Family the Musical#I feel gross. I'm going to think about something else now#Finnish musical theatre
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life in shambles brain a puddle of useless dysfunctions BUT my doctor friend told me that i have an immaculate liver and pancreas :]
#ramblings#at least i can drink and eat fried foods forever and ever#obviously she has not looked directly at my pancreas but we were talking about how quickly i get low blood sugar#and she was explaining insulin to me and i was like POWERFUL PANCREAS (this is the only thing i know about pancreassies)#apparently it has a lot to do with breaking down fats?#the liver thing came up tangentially and she said im a fortunate soul blessed with strong alcohol-dihydrogenase enzyme#and i dunno why that pleases me so but ive been smug about it since. i won at liver :]#anyways now im thinking about livers and i realized i havent eaten liver since i was 14 and i hated it#but like twas long ago and my tastes have developed a lot and im of a mindset that no part of an animal should go to waste#so i need to eat some livers now i need to experience it anew#also i looked up how to prepare it and apparently one popular way is liver pate and my exact thought process was#“oh cool ive always wanted to know what its like to eat cat food”#so now i gotta figure out where one aquires livers#genuinely i do not think ive ever purchased a meats before. where is the meat store
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