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YUU ANGST PLEASE. I LOVE SEEING YOUR YUU IN PAIN 🙏🙏
Me and Yuu's reaction to this information
#yappertoyapperconvo#twst#twst yuu#Yuu angst.. am I ready to put yall through that shitz again 😦😦#I got sum stuff cooking in my head#it'll be a while#gonna wait till you forget about my angst past#AND WHABLAM#mizudrew
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give me ideas for dunmeshi horse movie titles
#this is not impending#it'll be a while#but i have a deep and vibrant love for horse movies#and laios is the horse girl of all horse girls#who else but he understands the savage beast?#he's literally tina in that bob's burgers episode where she goes to horse camp#and the handler hates her because she knows too much about horses#dunmeshi#horse girl laios agenda
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Skyline Lore TL;DR
I'm still working on the full version, but it's going to be several thousand words long and I know nobody is ever actually going to read that one way or another, so let me sum it up for you
Verse: Transformers One; then it verges off into its own thing
☁️ cw: contains themes of mutilation, domestic abuse, cheating, character death, and of course The War
Skyline is the youngest member of Sentinel Prime's New High Guard, established after the disappearance of the original to restore a sense of normalcy and safety to the citizens of Iacon. She is a flight prodigy, her alt mode is a stunt plane.
☁️ Her job, along with a minor scandal or two, have given her celebrity status, but once you get to know her, you'll find that she's really just a massive dork. She's about 23 in human terms. An adult, but just barely.
☁️ Her commander Comet, a tough, middle-aged drill-sergeant type bot, has a soft spot for her team and especially Skyline, due to her youth. She'd never admit it out loud, but despite her rough exterior, everyone knows she's the team mom. She considers herself fully responsible for each and every one of them.
☁️ Skyline is a big fan of the original High Guard, similar to how D-16 is a fan of Megatronus. This is definitely not going to become very awkward (Starscream can never find out she had a poster of him).
Skyline is sweet, optimistic, and certainly a bit naïve. Although being in the NHG puts her at the very top of the caste system, she's never quite understood the purpose of it. This post has made me diagnose her with autism.
As such, when she is asked out by a miner (who not even remotely expects that to actually work), her response is along the lines of "well, he's pretty cute, so why not!"
And so Skyline falls in love with D-16. What's the worst that could happen? She's so utterly smitten too. He writes her poems and she reads them every night before bed. They keep their relationship secret, but a very few select people know (Orion, Comet, her teammate and best friend Freefall, and Darkwing. But nobody will ever believe him).
When D-16 stands up to Sentinel, the NHG is present. Instead of the train showing up at just the right moment, Skyline steps in to stop Sentinel from killing him. As punishment for her insubordination and "betrayal", Sentinel rips off her wings.
Skyline loses consciousness. The next thing she knows is that Orion is now Jesus and D-16 is gone.
Against Comet's pleads, Skyline leaves to join D-16 and stays with him instead of getting medical attention, believing that once the newly-formed Decepticons get settled, they can fix her up. Megatron needs her more. She doesn't fully support him, but she loves him, and he needs her now.
☁️ now playing: me and my husband
Megatron however comes to realize that she might leave him, like Orion did. So he does not allow her to have her wings replaced, permanently grounding her. They are conjunxed, but she is more of a glorified prisoner than an equal partner.
D-16 is gone, yet sometimes she can still catch a glimpse of him. He's still in there somewhere. She still loves him. He needs her. She can't leave.
But as the years pass by, he grows colder and colder, even toward her.
Somehow, after millennia, Skyline begins to form a bond with Starscream. Victims of the same abuse finding solace in each other.
They have an affair. What's the worst that could happen?
Megatron eventually finds out, and he's going to kill Starscream for real this time. In a moment of panic, Skyline shoots him.
Megatron is dead.
This is good, right? No.
Skyline goes insane about it.
Seeing Megatron dead only makes her remember D-16, that she loves him, that she swore to stand by him.
And it's Starscream's fault.
☁️ now playing: mama's gun
She convinces herself that Starscream planned this from the beginning, an elaborate plot to get rid of Megatron and take his place. Skyline may have been the one to take the shot, but no, Starscream killed him. The only reason Starscream makes it out alive is because he can fly, and Skyline can't.
Skyline tells the other Decepticons that Starscream killed Megatron, and they have no reason to doubt this. Truly the only surprising part is that he actually succeeded.
Skyline becomes Queen of the Decepticons and somehow Makes It Worse.
She either takes Megatron's wings (idk why he has wings if he's a tank but the mental image of Skyline with massive black wings goes so hard) or just replaces them with new ones of her own.
Starscream has begged the Autobots for sanctuary, because Skyline wants him dead, and Optimus would never allow anyone to die, not even him. Unfortunately, this reignites the war. Skyline only wants Starscream, and will end the attack if they hand him over, but Optimus's moral code won't allow him to sacrifice him. Thousands more die.
Megatron comes back to life. I don't know how yet, but he's Megatron. He just... does that sometimes. He never stays dead. Just go with it.
He lets Skyline convince him that Starscream really did manipulate her. Again, the only suspicious part is that it worked. But seeing Skyline, who he once fell in love with for her kindness, act as cruel and ruthless as he has grown to be makes him finally realize he's gone too far.
Megatron joins the Autobots. Skyline refuses to follow him and deems him a traitor too. Deems all of them traitors. Vows to eradicate them.
There is no saving her. Comet winds up being the one to kill her on the battlefield, doing her duty as a soldier, knowing Skyline wasn't ever going to come back home.
Skyline is dead and everyone is traumatized ✨️
☁️ Skyline losing it was a result of millions of years of being in an abusive relationship, being directly complicit in starting the War and seeing the results first hand, and being forced to live as a flightless seeker. She'd been nothing but a shell of her former self for millennia. It was a long time coming. More-or-less-accidentally murdering her conjunx after all of those countless years of staying with him out of obligation and former-love is merely what made her finally snap. She could not have been saved. She was too far gone.
#two talks#maccadam#two's ocs#transformers oc#oc: summer silence#yes this is the summary#the word doc is at just over 2.5k words and it's just at the point where she met D-16#it'll be a while
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Speaking of things I was born to do, a Rebecca/Jane Eyre-inspired fic of the October tiny horse calendar image is probably one of them
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#feels like this crosses the line juuust enough to where i don't wanna put it on 'main' so here into the void it goes#this is just a dumb joke about my personal headcanons. you can live whatever penis life that you wanna live forever 🫡#to tell the truth i made this while i was FEELING SAD WEH WEH I AM SAD BOY MY LIFE IS SO HARD I HAVE TO MAKE ANIME GIRL PENIS JOKES ABOUT IT#it made me chuckle at least for a moment. hopefully it'll bring you some levity as well#-i say to the 2 people & the tumbleweed who will actually see this 😆
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Evening in the Lab
#I know I haven't drawn these guys in a while but i am THINKING about them. All of the time. Weird doomed scientists my beloveds.#Wanted this to be a reply to an ask kitcatia sent me (far too long ago ;w;) but at SOMEPOINT between then & now my ask box bugged out#and I cant??? see it anymore????? along with some other asks I'd been meaning to get around to.... tumblr is a website!#RoyalAuthor#Gravity Falls#Undertale#utdr#Crossover#cross ship#Dr Gaster#wd gaster#Gaster#Fan art#Stanford Pines#fanart#Ford Pines#Artists on tumblr#My art#Gaster x Ford#Also sorry for disapearing again. It'll likely happen again. I got out of the habit of posting so I keep forgetting this account exists ;^;
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"It would be my pleasure to give you a proper tour and introduce you to everyone."
Here is my full illustration for @svsssbigbang for the fanfiction Night at Cang Qiong Museum by @adventure-waffles! An incredible Night at the Museum x Scum Villain AU! Don't hesitate to also check out the other two artists incredible pieces for this fanfiction: dustmeadowx and qiye!
And since I know that tumblr tends to destroy the quality of my illustrations, here are some close-ups under the cut:



#svsss#scum villain's self saving system#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#bingqiu#liu qingge#luo binghe#shen yuan#bingyuan#yue qingyuan#e-ming#making a cameo because idk I thought it'd fit#night at the museum au#svsss au#fanfiction fanart#fanfic fanart#svsssbigbang#myart#“I'll make paintings in the backgroud it'll be easier!” little did I know... I would have to learn chinese inking techniques for this#I've visited a lot of museums while working on this illustration and it helped greatly#in my top museums? Kanagawa's history museum and the Cluny Museum in Paris first got great exhibits second great lighting#seen lots of buddhist art too in japan so that inspired me to draw yqy as a statue#I tried to imitate the cloth folds and the way they sculpted the hair on those buddhas while also keep it different enough#anyway look at sy why is he so short he's so cute I could carry him in my pocket#he looks like a twelve year old boy that got lost in the museum aaaaw (that's a grown man)#go read the fic now what are you still in the tags for go go
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Been drawing dragons lately






#can you tell what dragons are my favs /silly#needed to draw Hookfang after seeing the live action shit. they took his whimsyyyy#and windsheer cuz i wanted to render her metal scales#the rest are just doodles as i was bored or smth#i realized i took a verryyy long break from httyd art but these movies r my everything so. i wanna draw them again#rewatched the first movie for the first time in a while and it still makes me all emotional#i will be going to see the live action but my feelings on it are very mixed. hopefully it'll be worth my time#httyd#httyd fanart#httyd dragons#deady nadder#monstrous nightmare#my beloved#hookfang#httyd hookfang#stormfly#httyd stormfly#love those sillies#how to train your dragon#night fury#toothless#httyd toothless#fyp#my art#doodle dump
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seeing your ZK art with katara's burn scars I imagine zuko kissing her scarred hands 😭 and ofc she kisses his scar too !!!!!!!!

Scar kisses are my everything.
#dema answers#atla#zutara#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla fanart#prince zuko#atla art#katara#zutara au#zutara fanart#zutara art#katara of the southern water tribe#Yes the kisses are BACK#National Dema AU Kisses Day#For context:#My ask box currently sits at 50+ unanswered asks and most of them are either sketch requests or AU questions that require some deep thinking#So I'm sorry if it seems like I take AGES to answer one of your asks. I haven't forgotten. It's just a lot of content for me to work through#And I want to make sure you all get some quality stuff! The perfectionist in me demands it.#And I'm also working on FTS and Spitfire and my other stuff at the same time so...#Yeah it'll probably take a while to answer some asks#But I'll do my best!
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**gets on knees**
MUSHY FEED US MORE CTIMENE AND MY LIFE IS YOURS 🗣️
(whenever you can ofc)
frequently bought together
#plenty of ideas for this darling but im painfully slow it'll take a while#TAKE IT AS A TREAT#ctimene#eurylochus#eurymene#and the dumbasses in the bg#polites#odysseus#epic the musical#tagamemnon#greek mythology#my art
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i'm still trying to piece together the truth of it. when you left, you said: feel free to spin this narrative however you want. i have no idea if you were being cruel or if you just genuinely don't remember what you've done to me.
it's hard because i'd done so much of the work for you. i had seen the parts that flaked off, the rust underneath. i started separating you into two people - the one i loved, and the one who hurt me. i had this fantasy version of you - my partner - and then i had this stranger, a third person who would show up randomly to shatter me. i am deliriously glad i'm no longer with "the stranger". i miss the gentle (unreal?) "other" you terribly.
at first, i was so strict about my boundaries. i remember telling you to get the fuck out of my house if you were going to talk to me like that. by the end: i would justify your behavior for you, accepting even your mistreatment as "my fault" in the grand scheme. i look back on the person i was before you - smart, independent, confident - and i feel a strange sense of detachment. i don't even recognize me.
even in one of our last conversations, you said: if you want a partner that always talks warmly to you, find someone else. there was a time that a comment like that would have made me leave. and instead, somehow, i just placidly accepted that kind of thing. you were literally telling me that i wasn't allowed to have a reaction to your cruelty - and i just took it, because you'd so fully turned things around on me.
when people are faced with irrationality, a rational brain tries to make sense of it. this is the trap. they're lovely in the morning, gentle and blue-eyed and sweet. like nothing even happened, they breeze around the house and kiss you on the mouth. but at night; who is that? they snap almost randomly; flying into an impotent rage about just-about-anything. it just doesn't make sense. so the problem must be me, and my brain, and how i think.
the traumatized brain just wants peace. so maybe i'm misremembering. maybe you were just having a bad day. maybe it's actually me.
you eventually would fully turn on me and start implying that i am the bad actor in our relationship. that's what happens, right? that's literally in the playbook. you went to therapy for all of a month, told her a half-truth, co-opted therapyspeak. you figured out how to reframe your actions as "seeking peace." any time i stood my ground, i was "gaslighting." when i asked you to be more gentle, you said i was "tone policing." you said, randomly, i had emotionally manipulated you - i still have no idea what that's even specifically referring to. maybe my consistent requests for calmness and empathy?
and while i literally know better, and i'm sitting here, trained by you, thinking: wait, fuck. was i actually the person you made me out to be?
and the thing that scares me is that i literally do not know if you ever actually saw what you were doing to me. when you'd tell me how you remember arguments, you'd always summarize them in a way where you come off as gentle and easy: "i was trying to set an important boundary." what had actually happened was 15 minutes of you shouting at me i know you did something shady, just admit it already. eventually you'd say my reaction to your shouting (when i finally reacted, which usually happened around hour three) was inevitably "disappointing" and "another way i'm silencing your feelings."
how many times did i ask you - beg you - to just take accountability? looking back, i don't think i ever heard you say: you're right. the way i talked to you was wrong of me.
i am trying to tie together the two people into a full version of you in my head. yes, you made my coffee and made me laugh and spent hours on the phone with me. and yes - you would scream at me until i had to run away and hide behind something.
i wish i did have a narrative i could pull out and shape to my whim. i wish i did have some semblance of reality. instead i just stand here, strange and vibrating, wondering: what the fuck just happened?
#spilled ink#warm up#tbh more of a diary than a poem#i need to write this stuff down bc my ptsd likes to forget trauma pretty much WHILE it's happening#and any time i find myself making it ''my fault'' again i have to walk myself through the grounding steps#it's so hard to describe emotional abuse. bc it's so fucking easy to get sucked into#like. you're an empathetic person. so when ur partner comes to you after a nasty fight and is like#“i really was trying to get my feelings heard and you didn't hear me last night” you're like - okay you know what#i'll do the right thing. this is my fault. let me take accountability and try to empathize and talk things out.#with the assumption that later - it'll be ''your turn'' right. you'll be able to bring up the screaming and talk about how#you BOTH need to make a safe space for each other. that you can't listen if your partner is literally shouting at you.#since YOU reflect and grow and try to be a better partner. you assume SHE will be doing the same thing.#but it is never your turn. she will never bring up the screaming. you cannot tell if she LEGIT just doesn't feel culpable.#and when u bring it up. she says ''so i deserved you talking to me badly? <- this doesn't go well.#she says you're blaming her. she doesn't understand that arguments are ''two sides and the truth''. it's that 1 person is right and 1 isn't#so u try to talk it out. get both perspectives heard. but over time it just becomes easier to let her get her rant out and shut up about u#until one day you wake up and despite months of treating you terribly - and admitting it 3 weeks ago!!! - she's now saying...#you were always terrible . you were always the issue. she never got her feelings heard.#meanwhile you remember literally MONTHS of supporting her and listening to her and silencing yourself.#and bc she TRAINED you to accept fault ... you just say sorry. you feel insane. you feel incredibly unhinged.#meanwhile. i fully am the kind of person that will reflect. come back after a fight. apologize before you ask. say things like#“i see your side now and i was wrong about this/that/the other thing.” ...... this is EMOTIONAL MATURITY.#she literally started calling it ''mindgames'' and ''flip flopping." ........#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#<- girl who def was emotionally abused but also doesn't really understand that yet#anyway love u get OUT OF THERE IF YOU RELATE BYE!!!!
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outfit swap! (aka two idiots)
#my art#radioapple#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel fanart#my comic#alastor#oh my god i love drawing comics!!! the best combination of storytelling and art!!#okay i storyboarded an OSAS comic so look forward to it! but it'll take a while LOL
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I know it's like the penultimate day of mermay but--
Guess whose wrist is beginning to get better :))
#call of the abyss#fnaf sun#mermay#sundrop#fnaf sundrop#the injection worked incredibly well!!!!#i FINALLY can use my wrist again!! though i do gotta take it easy still and not go overboard#hence the still very rough sketch#it's all my wrist could take before i needed to take a break - not out of pain but merely because it was growing tired#it's been underutilized and immobilized for so long#it needs to be gradually brought back to shape#could be a while still until it's back to what it was before#but!!! this is still LEAGUES better than what it used to be!!!! it's huge progress!!!!#i don't want to make any promises - i've been on sick leave for a while and who knows how it'll be when i go back to work next week#BUT. if this keeps up i may be able to start writing and drawing for cota again. and maybe there will be an update in the near future :)#fingers crossed that work won't undo the progress of my wrist's recovery
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filler
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#magneto#professor x#snap sketches#fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK#at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss#but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL#but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically#and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide#ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it#im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles#we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!
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really appreciate the full canon confirmation of the likely reason that eliot has dated so many doctors and nurses. aka he keeps meeting people in the ER. it's great.
#leverage#leverage redemption#leverage redemption spoilers#my posts#eliot spencer#''don't do hospitals'' meant ''well i don't need long term revovery and the paramedics already stitched me up''#not ''avoids medical attention 100% always''#he doesn't.#he just... isn't going to go to the hospital if it'll tell him something he already knows. he WILL go if he needs EMT attention#and will happily pick up a cute nurse while he's there.#THIS IS CANON NOW.#i feel so vindicated
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i never posted these Ben AU drawings here and i've seen a few asks wondering about it so... here's a little synopsis i wrote for myself as a potential description later when I post it (because i don't wanna spoil it):
"There's a new boy in Damian's class. He's charming, if it bit awkward. He's just as clever as he is smart mouthed, and he's popular with their classmates. What's worse is that Benjamin Fitzpatrick lives next door in the old Drake Manor and Damian's family are convinced that Ben could be a good friend of his one day. Like that would ever happen.
Luckily for Damian, they're all more focused on the fact that there are two new vigilantes in Gotham acting like they own the place.
Unluckily, everything goes to shit when Ben starts acting strange and sickly, Spider-Man disappears just when they were getting close to him, and Damian learns that Ben's real name might not actually be Ben. Did he mention that Ben might be his older brother's clone?"
#these were drawn months ago#so I thought I would hate them by now#I'm like yeah I could do these better now#but surprisingly I don't want to set these old drawings on fire#so I figured I'd post them#erinwantstowrite#leap of faith ao3#peter parker#peter parker in gotham#au#it'll take me a while to get to this by the way guys#just like the Catwoman AU#dick grayson#damian wayne#ben au#tim drake#batfam crossovers#batfam
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