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constantlyquestioningg · 7 months ago

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so incredibly tempted to skip my first 1hr lecture so i can get work done but the same lecturer is doing the workshop straight after that i Have to go to so she might notice... also the workshop is based on the lecture so i need to know some of it at least

#current plan is to go and pull out my laptop and work on other work throughout the lecture #i'll answer the in lecture qns too but like. on the side #it's mostly a level stuff anyway #on the other hand MY TUTORIAL IS DUE 12PM BUT I HAVEN'T EVEB STARTED IT #i can submit up to 13:00 But my workshop finishes at 13:00. so i'm gonna need to take a photo of it and submit it in the middle of the #lecture. ew #im procrastinating now. anyway hope everyone has a good day. you know im dead if my queue runs out (like 2-3 days' worth left rn?)#rrrramblings

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b4kuch1n · 1 year ago

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podcast people in my phone

#sherlock and co #s&co #sherlock holmes #john watson #mariana ametxazurra #been messin around with this piece for like over a week now. I think this is just mostly to have a general pointer of their design in my #''proper'' style. literally named this file cover.png in my folders lmao #I feel like it isnt as candycore as the chibi version. but its still at a level of colors Im happy with. thats good for me #love giving john watson the default medium-size v-neck when canonically he wears like exclusively merch tees #(maybe its under the v-neck lets all believe that)#anyways. things are moving! lotsa stuff I cant show anyone but my coconspirators... but Im sitting on. Some stuff #gettin there with work... settin up stuff... being insane in march.... da whole package #gonna be having. a real interesting week soon. we'll see what comes of it!#but for now. I sleep. have a good night lads! look both ways before crossing the street

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whatudottu · 5 months ago

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Mirror Twins

#emmet #ingo #submas #pokemon #pla #apparently there was an anniversary- happy not-so-happy 3 years in hisui ingo! hope you find the man that looks like you!#anyway i had an idea to draw a mirror meeting and thought 'that's way above my skill level' especially with pov but!#that's how you fucking learn so i learnt how to do a kinda reflection (mostly the hand which you can't even see)#but I KNOW IT'S THERE so it counts #partway through drawing this with weird layer visibility (intentionally since i wanted to sample stuff from layers i wanted to hide after)#emmet's glove looked like his sleeve and so now i have in my head he wears short sleeves #alongside the fact that i did the fandom thing and made his shirt colour black #to contrast ingo who would've had long sleeves #something about ingo doing bad with the cold (very horrible for hisui) and emmet doing bad with the heat (maybe not the best when overworke

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moeblob · 1 year ago

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So does he, Gallagher.

#honkai star rail #hsr blade #gallagher #i based this off of how many times i used funny soda man to help be a healer with his poppin soda pop in SU #and then blade constantly just being blade as usual #its normally him saying unnecessary to my actual healer but #i kept forgetting gallagher heals and i kept healing when i didnt even need to so TECHNICALLY yeah it was unnecessary #but the amount of times blade was the recipient......#i cant use like most of my newer units in story bc i cant ascend or i run out of leveling mats so i just #get them and toss them into simulated universe for funsies cause i can match their levels better #so thats where i tossed gallagher and he is genuinely fun to play as ? like i love his punches and kicks to start the battle #funny soda man is funny (to me) and im really behind in plot still #but last time i tried to play it on my laptop and got a kickass cutscene my laptop lagged and i couldnt even see it RIP to me #so now that its like ... me trying to play it on desktop ?#i mostly get on desktop for comms and if i do much else i feel like im slacking off even if i would take a break anyway #one day i can play more story plot stuff and actually meet the funny guys #also in case you know me for Not Having Boys in HSR i need to point out #i did pull Gallagher however same 10 pull got a 4 star girl copy for someone i never use and she is at e4 now cool #and i didnt even think of the irony as i started this i just like drawing blade and i wanted to draw gallagher #so when i already had the dialogue planned and am drawing i was like OH WAIT haha im funnier than i thought #(no i am not but we can pretend)

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lunabug2004 · 20 days ago

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And if I say Finn's acting in season 2 is one of the best performances in the whole show, what then?

#finn noah and millie really were next level in season 2 #people don't talk about finn's performance enough tho #like his silent worrying protectiveness and care for will throughout the season #his amazing depiction of the deep depression that Mike has (in every season but its mostly in focus in s2)#the monologue to will #the breakdown with hopper #the reunion with el #UGH so perfect #anyways i will never believe the bad actor allegations and neither should you #finn wolfhard #mike wheeler #byler #elmike #stranger things #stranger things 2 #jay's saying stuff :)#jay's talking st <3

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 1 year ago

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guys please pray for me

#I don't know how to explain what's going on but I'm struggling and don't know how to get a handle on it #I think that there's two issues going on that are probably somewhat intertwined because I'm fixating on them as such #so maybe I need to separate out the one that is stupid and I shouldn't be fixating on it #and then just focus on the other thing as it is and not as a symptom of whatever else #idk but it's so weird and complicated that I just can't figure out how to explain it #and I've gone to my mom over stuff related to this enough lately so I won't again #idk I'm just. maybe I'm having a hard time because I'm so tired. I've been getting up early every day this week #and yet still can't fall asleep earlier so I'm not getting enough sleep I don't think.#I haven't had a break since friday #maybe that's part of it #bc I was fine for a while and then this week I'm fixating on what ifs and my own failures (that are somewhat out of my control #because I... don't know how to capture my thoughts while I'm literally mostly asleep? probably habit when I'm awake lol)#so i think there's a level of spiritual attack making me fixate and also just #tiredness #yeah.#anyway.#prayer request

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storytellering · 9 days ago

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I love doing artist study pages on your work!!

Oh, I'm flattered you find my art worth learning from!!! Hope you're having fun and keeping at it!!!

#asks #seriously haha thats a huge compliment #i still see so many flaws and imperfections and things i could get better at #even though baseline i'm mostly satisfied with my work as of right now #but thats just to say I didn't think myself at that skill level yet so i'm honored if I can help someone else progress!!!#also not necessarily @ this anon bc im sure they already know #but @ anyone else who's wondering about that #100% ok to do artist study on my stuff if you want to !!!!#just don't post it to claim as your own and if you want to just tag me/credit #but yeah its an important practice in art if you want to achieve a specific feel #i've done it myself a bunch and it's helped my rendering tremendously to study how the people i admire are doing it #i still end up coming out of it with my own spin in the end but it really helps to break down the technique #anyway!!! live your best life anon and anyone else currently working on their art

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skeletalheartattack · 1 year ago

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#for context. a few weeks back i was playing on a fast respawn 2fort server #mostly because i just wanted to just. hang out somewhere without any real serious gameplay happening #that said. for the first few hours i was playing on there. was mostly playing gunslinger engineer and detonator pyro #and we had a good push up into their base but were stuck just at the entrance. with a heavy hold from the enemy team #but after a while. i just kinda got bored and wanted to just fuck about with the taunts and loadouts i had #first thing i did was play pyro and do the cheers taunt before getting on my bike and swerving a bunch as i drove #but i dont think anyone could tell thats what i was doing #so after a bit i just changed to scout. and started just riding my skateboard #(i also did the drinking and riding bit a few times but i eventually just ended up skateboarding around)#(one bit being me on the top of the bridge. doing the cheers taunt. getting on my board. and then skating off the bridge and killbinding)#so at some point. i kept getting stuck in place for some reason. like speficially on bumpy ground or... in the air #and the moment i got stuck in the air (for 30+ seconds mind you) i was just like ''my quantum board technique''#and from there. i just acted as if i was playing the newest Pro Skater game #saying stuff like ''i have to do manual ollie combo for 150000000 points''#or like ''i have to find grindrails on this level''#eventually found my way into the sewers and said something like ''IVE FOUND THE HALF PIPES''#before saying like ''man they really screwed up the physics since the last game''#a soldier on the other team was trying to find me the whole time saying ''wheres tony hawk''#specifically because he had a tony hawk avatar. and i only realized after he said something about it #anyway. after all that i skateboarded into a minisentry and died #and my last message was supposed to be ''my combo has ended'' but i ended up typing 'bombo'#and it made me laugh SO hard i couldnt backspace. and added on with ''my sweet bombo''#and then i left because i had nothing more to do there. my bombo had ended and i had to move on.

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uefb · 7 months ago

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New edit :)

Back on my "Leta-and-Newt-have-a-complicated-relationship-and- both-are-fascinating-characters-despite-the-fact-Leta-pretty-much-only-exists-in-the-films-to-further-the-Scamander-brothers'-character-arc" sh*t.

I think Leta gets the short end of the stick, especially in fandom, and I adore her.

#TBH mostly bc the sort of relationship we can infer Leta & Newt had at Hogwarts was basically my accidental & codependent queer platonic #relationship in uni ages ago lmao #Literally took me watching the film multiple times before I realized there is supposed to be romantic tension #hashtag hopelessly autistic #leta lestrange #newt scamander #leta & newt #fantastic beasts #crimes of grindelwald #fantastic beasts edits #also if you come in my notes and yell at me about JKR i will cry bc i agree with you & it is therefore not a good use of either of our tim #k thx bai #also i literally have essays full of leta character analysis in my head / media analysis bc she got done dirty on so many levels of plot &#identity but whatever #ANYWAY ENJOY I'M POSTING IT NOW #Youtube #my stuff #my edits

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broken-clover · 9 months ago

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Regularly frustrated by the fact that most of my fixations aren't mainstream enough to have much in the way of official merch, but for the sake of both my sanity and my wallet, that's probably a good thing

#GG ironically is probably the biggest #but a lot of it (or at least the characters I like) is still either really old and hard to find or requires a shitton of import fees #got into a bit of a rabbit hole of videos abt what smash bros characters have figures/plushies #baffling to see that Little Mac hasn't really had much of anything at all since the 80's #and those were of dubious quality anyway...#ARMS basically never got anything in general #katamari was pretty much always niche Japanese stuff aside from like two things that got released with the reroll series #I think psychonauts got a little pool of stuff from fangamer but that's still mostly art iirc #frontier is the black sheep of digimon so there's like nothing for that either #I suppose bugsnax had a little despite being an indie game #shoutout to my big sister for buying me the Filbo doll as a christmas present #sly's got zilch aside from the really limited funko afaik #I suppose my main vice is pokemon #no shortage there #but my favorite pokemon is fucking trubbish so we're not on the level of pikachu here #(yes I own the sitting cutie trubbish and he's my special little boy)#hmm.#street fighter is a pretty big series isn't it?#somehow I haven't looked much into its merch #outside of trying to find the little standee figure they made for bosch #perhaps I will regret it #christ even my favorite disney movie is the one that never gets any merch of it #I'm not sure if I'm very lucky or incredibly unlucky #op back on her bullshit

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ersatz-introspective · 1 year ago

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ppl, especially low/no-empathy ppl, who talk to ableist anti-pd cluster b abuse believers with the upmost patience & understanding are so crazy (/pos) for that because what

how do y'all sit there and level w/ them just. so much.

i know it's kind of necessary bcs even if they don't listen to us anyways, they're only gonna think we're 10× worse if we don't walk them through the spiel w/ hands held (which we're not even owed to do anyways) but like i can hardly see myself doing it

so like

respect

#y'all should be honoured y'all got My respect specifically .... /silly #cluster b #tw ableism #npd #bpd #aspd #hpd #narcissistic personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #histrionic personality disorder #low empathy #no empathy #narc abuse #obligatory Is Not Real #maybe i could do it ?? i tried to level before when explaining it to ppl on a different app but even then i was still kinda pointed #but it'd be exhausting.#i'm gonna be honest i think most of these sorta posts or replies are mostly for Our community anyways since #i don't think i've Ever seen anyone change their stance on this no matter how it's conveyed #so i'm sure people go into these discussions knowing that too #i mean if anyone does have any examples feel free to tell. Curious #but yea i guess a lotta ableists have those same self-insulated type of beliefs as your average conspiracy #“anyone who tells you otherwise is wrong for x y & z reasons. if they say literally anything contrary to this they're trying to team up &#manipulate you. these people whom you have never interacted with in your life prior to this. they're in kahoots w ur abuser to validate the #abuse. just trust me on this bro“ type stuff #“don't trust pw/pds bcs they're pw/pds” circular reasoning #didn't mean to basically type something that could be a whole new post in the tags but like whatevs

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bonehilda-deactivated · 8 days ago

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i don't like the pressure on artists to have a social media presence. i don't want to see your morning routine, in fact, i don't want to see you at all. Off you go to your cabin in appalachia to write 9 minute songs about the passage of time and the vastness of memory. You can still fuck your bassist but DON'T make a tiktok about it. your only existence to me should be on a name on the album cover.

#jokes aside i think this forces artist to perform humanity on a level that's fundamentally fake. you have to fake being “real”#and i think it waters down your art #you have to be humble about your art and promote it endlessly on tiktok and that makes it look like it's not something to be taken seriousl #since social media is inherently unserious #you cannot be aloof on social media. you cannot be mysterious. you have to bend your knee to the algorithms #you have to be human to the masses when that's something you should do in your private life #there used to be a clear line between your artist persona and the real you but this landscape demands you to only be the real you which is #still a persona mind you #it's an illusion of the real you #and of course that creates parasocial relationships #that is not what the dynamic between the artist and the fan should be #parasocial relationships have been a part of the culture but they have been more like a side effect not a requirement #i don't need to know *you* i need to know your art #i think that's what i'm trying to get at #the art should be the focus not the person behind it #we should know the artist only to the extent that the art reflects it #i think social media also fucks up the power balances between the fan and the artist because it makes the fan feel superior to the artist #even though i think the relationship should be equal. both parties appreciate the other but do not demand anything of each other #but now the algorithm demands things from artist through the fans. that distances the original intention of making art. it is no longer #tailored exactly to the artist's vision it is now tailored to the expectations of the algorithm #this mostly applies to new and indie artists but that's where all the cool shit is happening anyways #well not all but i'm of the belief that most cool or worthwhile art has not been discovered #sometimes gems will get unearthed but sometimes they don't need to be #point is we should always keep an eye on what is happening outside of the spotlight. sometimes the spotlight avoids cool stuff and sometime #the cool stuff avoids the spotlight #no idea if anything i said can be applied to anything ever but oh well it is 2am after all

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thevioletcaptain · 10 months ago

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#so one half of the couple i'm house/dogsitting for had an unexpected medical emergency on their trip #which -- i won't go into details but it culminated in a pretty serious diagnosis and emergency major surgery #and now they're coming home today after getting medevac transport back to california #and have asked me to stay here for a few more days while they settle in #as the one who had the emergency needs 24/7 care during recovery but is being released from hospital to recover at home #and they need someone to basically keep looking after the dog/keep her from getting in the way while they figure out what care he needs #anyway i agreed to stay a few days like they asked #which means i'm trying to finish my coursework before they get back later this afternoon but man my focus levels are LOW #and honestly they have been for several days at this point because once again it seems that waiting to hear about medical stuff has become #somewhat of a panic response trigger for me since the extended nightmare of february this year with my dad #and mostly i've been able to compartmentalize but the energy that takes has truly wiped me out #to the point that i'm genuinely shocked it hasn't set off a fibro flare up (touch wood)#also i really don't know this couple very well at all -- they're mostly friends of my parents-in-law #i've looked after their dog for them several times over the past couple of years #but obviously that's been while they aren't home #and i've only had fairly brief interactions with them #so i do feel a bit awkward about being here while they're going through something so serious and personal #but they're nice people and they need the help and i'm able to provide it so i'm gonna push past that #anyway just a tag post venting thing

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eggbagelz · 22 days ago

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I have thoughts and opinions about red dead redemption 2 as a whole that would get me shot by every single facet of its fan community

#mostly just criticisms but of the background parts of the game and some meta stuff bc #as a whole rdr2 is a brilliant fucking game and everyone knows this #my problem is that like. i hate that it's set this standard for what video games Have To Be like #on one hand we cant appreciate a brilliant game made by people who dearly cared abt the story without turning it into like.#''this is what every game must be from now on'' type deal and on the other #that level of detail and effort came at a cost bc everyone knows abt rockstar and its. how you say. less than stellar work environment #and trying to talk abt those in conjunction with how much i enjoy the game would piss off a LOT of gamers i think #also can i be real. some of the 'realistic' stuff in the game is deeply unnecessary like it's cool but also what purpose does it serve aside #from being a flex? answer me now.#anyway #chattering

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theoriginalcrossjumper · 3 months ago

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me to my friends in one discord server: i am gripping you by the shoulders. i am squeezing ur face between my hands. i am squishing u to my chest like a plushie. look deeply into my eyes and know when i say i love u dearly i mean it with every fiber of my being. u are a wonderful person and I adore you. i love u to pieces. i think ur fantastic incredible amazing a gift unto this world. i would throw myself off a cliff or fly all the way across the country or possibly actually kill someone for u. i am shaking you in a jar and pinning u to a butterfly board and squishing u in a french press as an expression of my love and affection. and u understand this and reciprocate in kind. we are in the jar together killing each other with love and affection every day <3

me to my other friends in a different discord server, vibrating with the need to express the same level of affection but not wanting to scare them off: i. ur great. u know ur great right. ur all awesome. thanks i also think ur sweet too. yeah u are pretty cool too thanks i love u with my entire heart what? nothing. don't worry about it. u know ur awesome right. yeah, ur welcome <3

#codeswitching happens all the time etc etc etc but like. i have a Habit of expressing affection in specific ways #and other server is neurospicy (positive mostly) but not the same level of blatant overwhelming drown-u-in-affection as the first #and when i say things like 'ur amazing ur great ur fantastic' ppl tend to get all flustered n such #and thats. thats baseline babey #you dont even KNOW the depths of affection i would dive for u #but they react like theyve never even heard That Much before so am always hesitant to do the Extra Overthetop Affection there #anyway. i should go to bed lol #book rambles #friend stuff

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oh-meow-swirls · 2 years ago

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i feel like there must be a gold mine of yo-kai watch stuff that my moms bought and then never actually gave to me.

i have this now-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #it's just a novelization of the first anime episode meant for. level 2 readers i guess. whatever that means-#my yo-kai watch collection is growing without me even doing anything i haven't bought anything but the games #okay that's a lie i did buy my jibanyan and rudy plushies. but other than that-#i have the jibanyan baddinyan n robonyan medal moments figures courtesy of my moms buying them years ago #when dollar tree sold yo-kai watch stuff (i miss those days)#that one jibanyan feature you can pose and change the expression of with stickers also courtesy of dollar tree #a bunch of medals courtesy of blind bags i got for my birthday and also a yo-kai watch that i got at the same time #i have a komasan figure that's like the jibanyan one somewhere. and a jibanyan figure you can switch to baddinyan. also from dollar tree #oh i have a komajiro medal moments figure from one of my elementary school friends who liked yo-kai watch. okay we weren't really friends #we were kinda friends. we mostly just bonded over liking yo-kai watch and never talked beyond that-#god i miss those days 😔#oh right i also bought the manga volumes i have myself. still need the others. should probably put them on my wishlist #anyways. yea i didn't buy 90% of my yo-kai watch merchandise-#also those medal blind bags basically just got me a bunch of snotsolong. i got like five. i got a lot of other stuff too #but i have so many snotsolongs. five different snotsolong wanted to be my friend i guess-#i have no use for the yo-kai watch tbh. it's way too loud 😔#cool to have tho

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